tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861Fri, 30 Dec 2011 04:25:21 +0000photo musefoodismgoodreadsadieu VictoriawupazzLilkaaywalking dejavuenchantmentHarry Pottercelebyu mosh-pitshittyshittybangbangsomesayMoving feastlifebugstentang seseorangRambling nonsensemedia junqueThe damsel in distressthe cityhttp://schizilly.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (schizilly)Blogger865125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-3476137619910219855Fri, 30 Dec 2011 03:59:00 +00002011-12-30T11:25:21.248+07:00The damsel in distresslifebugsJust few hours approaching to 2012.Prophecy said it's the end of the world.So what can we expect when the clock countdown to 00.00?Are we still preparing any 2012 resolutions?I do.I didn't really remember the prophecy. So for this once, I envisioned my future plan, believing this could be it. The one that is proposed to me, for my future. InsyaAllah, that is.Everything seems at its' place.Having http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/WRdxWcxKwrY/2012-is-around-corner.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/12/2012-is-around-corner.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-1724700574301885799Mon, 12 Dec 2011 15:23:00 +00002011-12-12T22:29:09.693+07:00When things got beserk and the other guy comes in to lighten the mood. Just because he is the bestfriend and not the boyfriend.Heart matters aint for the faint heart. I grew tired of tears. Could the bestfriend become good boyfriend? Maybe not.http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/QolUBfq2gmw/aku-kamu-dan-dia.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/12/aku-kamu-dan-dia.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-8657376439731303462Sun, 04 Dec 2011 10:41:00 +00002011-12-04T17:51:07.421+07:00tentang seseorangThe damsel in distresslifebugs2011 is coming to its end.Before we say farewell, a recap wouldnt be much harmful, would it?2011 played a roller coaster emotion in my life. Learning all kinds of emotion. The closure on a dear loved one is the beginning of another enormous feeling i have never experienced before. My plans... Ah, screw them. 2011.. is unexpectedly a year full of self-reflect. I bid goodbye to melbourne this year.http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/2101IIlgz4M/then-there-is-us.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/12/then-there-is-us.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-2876965662085040157Tue, 18 Oct 2011 14:21:00 +00002011-10-18T21:25:36.039+07:00The damsel in distresslifebugsand I'm broke.Seriously.After Melbourne on September.Derawan on October.And I've JUST decided for Gili on November.Thinking Bali for December.I might need life support from my Dad after this.hahaha..That's okay. Since I need to enjoy life.Getting away from EVERYTHING.Work. Love. Family. Reality.Be with the sea and fresh air.Away from routines.To keep my sanity intact, my bank balance is crying.http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/8_PmJuU4QFU/coming-to-end-of-2011.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/10/coming-to-end-of-2011.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-6866573709222175576Fri, 30 Sep 2011 13:11:00 +00002011-09-30T20:17:10.861+07:00tentang seseorangThe damsel in distresslifebugsYou can care without Love.but you can't love without care.Haha!I can so define whom the first and the latter.Thanks to my Chinese twin!You rawk.http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/LkWmI6-TTLk/she-said.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/09/she-said.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-1313575355082184267Fri, 30 Sep 2011 13:06:00 +00002011-09-30T20:08:43.128+07:00The damsel in distresslifebugsadieu VictoriaA peaceful and sweet closureSo here i am on a 109 tram going to an old friend's home.2 days remain before i fly out to where i belong.Home. In Jakarta.Finally i can make peace with self on saying it. I've settled on where home is.Melbourne was my happy adolescence, finding identity.Jakarta is where i will settle my adulthood.My mind, body and soul have in-sync this time round.Melbourne will http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/3usp-k4zEoM/on-15-september-i-wrote.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/09/on-15-september-i-wrote.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-7140499489959207169Thu, 29 Sep 2011 05:38:00 +00002011-09-29T12:41:59.386+07:00The damsel in distresslifebugsBut the questions persist. What feelings I am feeling? What will I be when loosing the other person? or THIS person? I chose to walk it through. Seeing things. Learning things. Feeling things. That's allowed, right?http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/jEIoZhe-V3U/giving-errr-love-try.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/09/giving-errr-love-try.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-3073950576021329036Tue, 20 Sep 2011 04:24:00 +00002011-09-29T12:36:53.662+07:00The damsel in distressSo i'm home. in Jakarta that is.Blogging this from work, because I'm so emotionally wrecked right now.My 10 days getaway was full of selfishness. The thought of what bringsME happiness. I thought it's common to think that, it's alright tothink that.I went to Melbourne, contemplating and reliving my early 20s. Finally,to decide I'm better off in Jakarta, with many considerations andloving thoughtshttp://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/OfLKk82Ozlo/selfishness-backfired.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/09/selfishness-backfired.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-7796723433267920475Fri, 09 Sep 2011 12:53:00 +00002011-09-29T12:37:02.689+07:00The damsel in distressadieu VictoriaUp in the sky. 4 hours to melbourne. All i can think is my next trip to derawan and bandung with my friends.And him.Does my days in melbourne will be over this time round? The thought of it isnt as sad as before. Maybe my heart has finally decide but my mind are thinking the what ifs.Im too afraid to let go melbourne, to let go my PR status. Then i wouldnt be able to find a quick getaway. Maybe ihttp://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/bqBKUpOrSxY/in-sky-between-kl-and-melbourne.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/09/in-sky-between-kl-and-melbourne.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-543119478956150937Fri, 09 Sep 2011 04:13:00 +00002011-09-29T12:37:02.689+07:00adieu VictoriaWaiting at lcct kuala lumpur for my budget airline to arrive and fly me to my second home.Im having a seriously mixed feelings while waiting to board.The one date ive been anxiously await since 9 months ago when i bought this ticket, has finally here. But the excitement kinda washed away. Things happened during 9 months. Madre awoken me from a dream. Im lost finding home. This will be my final http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/Edm_WcT9ry8/8-hours-before-melbourne.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/09/8-hours-before-melbourne.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-7945015294531139335Tue, 06 Sep 2011 03:35:00 +00002011-09-06T10:41:43.640+07:00The damsel in distresslifebugsadieu VictoriaYou know what,It will be exactly 2 years since last I step foot in Melbourne.The last was October 2009.Now, in mere 3 days, I'll be seeing you again.Feelings run amuck.It's like, seeing your old lover and wondering whether the feeling is still there.Am I ready to fall in love again?Will you able to make me head over heels again, Melbourne?I'm excited but also scared.Getting to you will be a http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/ORFY_yw3Chc/melbourne-ill-see-you-very-soon.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/09/melbourne-ill-see-you-very-soon.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-8120915334894421644Sun, 04 Sep 2011 03:02:00 +00002011-09-04T16:51:48.212+07:00tentang seseorangThe damsel in distressFinally, thursday was the day to find all the answers. To open heart. It was fine. Faint of heart was collapsing. I was surrendering. Last night my eyes were open wide. We live very different lives you and i. Of you asking me to leave my friends, is one impossible request for me to do. I love who i am. I love my life. I love my friends. You can't tell me otherwise. Men will always be third in http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/t5197axuhio/adieu-boy.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/09/adieu-boy.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-6845171634790661453Sat, 27 Aug 2011 12:01:00 +00002011-08-27T19:34:45.905+07:00Rambling nonsenseSo. Last night while driving home from a KungFu Panda 2 session at the cinema, iTunes gave me Chris Brown - With You. I never noticed the lyric until last night. Well, what can you do when driving alone late at night but singing your heart's out. That's what I did. Then on chorus, I just realized that this song is just one of men's bullshit. It says like this.. Together baby, There is http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/tvIukPx7430/chris-brown-with-you.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/08/chris-brown-with-you.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-1996962190451625565Thu, 18 Aug 2011 11:48:00 +00002011-08-21T21:23:49.626+07:00tentang seseorangRamadhan has gone by so fast!Suddenly, lebaran only a week away. A meet-up i've been dreading to go is approaching. I speak none of it wishing he would forget. Why do i dig my own grave? To think its Ramadhan's blessing is such a naive thought. I wish time would slow down as my beating heart run faster. *sighhttp://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/zwYSR_WJieg/lebaran-is-near.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/08/lebaran-is-near.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-7084903154370743331Tue, 09 Aug 2011 13:53:00 +00002011-08-10T19:09:34.345+07:00The damsel in distressgoodreads"saya meninggalkan Melbourne. Menetap di kota yang saya hindari. Rumah adalah tempat dimana saya dibutuhkan" Sepenggal paragraf dari Madre karya Dee lestari. Sedikit saya ubah Bali dengan Melbourne. Hanya karena di kota itu saya menjadi "freelancer", seorang yang bebas layaknya seorang Tansen. Tiket Melbourne sayapun sudah ditangan. Bertubi-tubi pertanyaan yang sama dilontarkan oleh http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/2Uktu8ON3jI/madre-by-dee.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/08/madre-by-dee.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-8792040730063615772Mon, 08 Aug 2011 15:13:00 +00002011-08-21T21:24:01.542+07:00The damsel in distressA tweet tickles me to blog this. @TrinityTraveler RT-ed her follower that says this: 'temen saya fave T&T krn penulisnya single tp kok bisa ya enjoy life without being lonely'. Trinity's respond was a simple, Ha? I would too if I were her (Trinity). I won't judge this person for saying so. I don't know her, she doesn't know me. But based on her tweet it got me self-reflect. I wasn't this http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/BAcKzCZGlZg/on-being-single.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/08/on-being-single.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-2939727178502110768Mon, 08 Aug 2011 13:57:00 +00002011-08-21T21:24:10.152+07:00tentang seseorangSms itu ga perlu ditungguin. Salah sendiri nomernya pake diilangin. Mau Sms juga ga bisa. Nah, skrg gregetan salahin siapa hayo? Curiosity killed the cat.This cat says, meow.http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/FbUJ00v3Dmk/sms.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/08/sms.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-3093152404553337919Sat, 06 Aug 2011 03:39:00 +00002011-08-06T13:37:37.533+07:00Harry PotterMoving feastIt finally arrives.Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2 the movie.Personally, I wasn't to anxious to see the movie. All Harry Potter movies were never live up to readers' expectation. Script wise.That Friday night, just after work, a friend and I gave a shot getting the tix. Since its' premiere, the tix were almost impossible to get on-spot. Fortunately, we got the right timing, good http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/-OxK0x57myE/harry-potter-and-deathly-hallows-part-2.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/08/harry-potter-and-deathly-hallows-part-2.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-6028962719474458104Wed, 03 Aug 2011 13:06:00 +00002011-08-03T21:02:52.354+07:00Rambling nonsenseI was to translate title into English - on Writing.That doesn't sound too good, so instead I use my native language Bahasa Indonesia. It sounds better, to my ears anyway.I have that itch again, the itch to blog. To write.I came across a tweet or a blog not long ago, mentioned about writing, specifically on 'How to begin to write'. Recently, writing becomes sexy for Indonesians. Everyone writes, http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/Cr9dFynrzzk/tentang-menulis.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/08/tentang-menulis.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-6925800128703792483Sat, 30 Jul 2011 09:14:00 +00002011-08-01T21:43:48.438+07:00The damsel in distresslifebugsToday I'm grateful for my friends.I have 3 different crowds and a twin, each of them have their own characteristic.My ex-housemates, for example, their personalities are so strong and complete opposite of me but we can blend in. They're strong opinionated women, who deserves to always be loved just because they always spread positive ions to the people around them. Seriousness to them is http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/k8TzKBE2LYc/on-being-thankful.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/07/on-being-thankful.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-5466384345161599786Wed, 27 Jul 2011 09:03:00 +00002011-08-03T21:40:41.941+07:00tentang seseorangI need a wand by now.To get rid of you from my thoughts. Is it the curiousity playing mind-games on me? Were you just teasing?Does your words only meant dry?If they do, they hurt. It started off as games.Now I'm the one being played.Karma backfired.Hey, kamu!You really are a waste of my thoughts and skipped heartbeats! Expelliarmus! Expelliarmus!! Be gone.Sshoo sshoohttp://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/Y36dL4K1MtI/expelliarmus.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/07/expelliarmus.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-5364369374708210570Sat, 23 Jul 2011 01:18:00 +00002011-07-23T09:23:33.840+07:00The damsel in distressJuly, you have dropped the bomb on me but also you balanced it with many many splendid things.This month, I have been yelled at, mocked at, screamed at.Covered by pile of papers, bombarded with questionmarks from the above, shoved with new techy stuff and responsibilities.That was work.However, I am so blessed for having my great greatest buddies. They always know how to switch frowns and tears http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/i0NWaqp3Wxg/who-doesnt-love-july.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/07/who-doesnt-love-july.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-5129216786012319773Thu, 21 Jul 2011 13:53:00 +00002011-08-03T21:40:58.710+07:00The damsel in distresslifebugsHappy is understatement. I'm beyond excited and I can only vent it out hereeeeee!!!!!! Thank YOU! Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/cx3QMC1bHqY/blog-post.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/07/blog-post.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-5941436828217933842Thu, 21 Jul 2011 05:18:00 +00002011-08-03T21:41:08.694+07:00somesayYou are definitely not for the faint of heart. So stop mucking with it! Fragile! Deal with care. Sincerely, faint of heart. Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/lBw_IL2lxRk/for-cryin-out-loud.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/07/for-cryin-out-loud.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9064861.post-5021664457188656023Thu, 07 Jul 2011 08:24:00 +00002011-08-03T21:41:17.830+07:00wupazzIn my line of work now, I dealt almost everyday with rich family. Be it native Indonesians, chinese indo, indian-indo, or foreigners all together. My company runs in service industry. Targeting to 'supposedly' sophisticated level of community and educated industry. However, after meeting with many of rich kinds, I come to aware that most wealthy Indonesians are so spoilt, uneloquent with words, http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/schizilly/~3/rfNanPi3Y6o/attitude.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (schizilly)0http://schizilly.blogspot.com/2011/07/attitude.html