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Part of Me

Anonymous — Wed, 21 Jul 2010 12:59:18 +0000

Part of me won't go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can't live without it so it's senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause it's part of me
You hardly see right next to the heart of me
Heard of me, the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I'm sick of this
I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
I rather not even be then the man that's staring in the mirror through me

Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me

Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it
Once it's been dealt with you feel like you've been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the calm when the problem's all gone
And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can't let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well Read more »

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Linkin Park

Album:

Hybrid Theory (EP)

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Spit

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 02:19:35 +0000

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Spit [Explicit]

Paperdoll

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:36 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Kittie/album/Spit/track/Paperdoll/

I look at her in that paper dress
I wonder why she won't burn
She's just a paperdoll, that's all
Just a paperdoll

I dress her up, she knocks me down
I dress her up, she knocks me down

They try her on for size
She fits nice, one size fits all
They try her on for size
She fits nice, one size fits all

Now her soul is dead
Now her body's raw
You can numb her pain

Watch the blood run down her face
But don't take notice
Watch the blood run down her arms
Please don't take notice

I know you have her soul
And I see it in your eyes
She knows you have her soul
And she sees it in your eyes

Now her soul is dead
Now her body's raw
You can numb her pain

She wants you to eat her pain
She wants you to eat her remains
She wants you to eat her pain
She wants you to eat her remains

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Band:

Kittie

Album:

Spit

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Paperdoll [Explicit]

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Our Scars

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:41 +0000

They say the days are getting shorter
I'd have to say that I agree
And just staying awake
Takes so much out of me

The thicker your skin gets, the less you feel, the less you bleed

We all wear our scars with pride
Watch the red lines fade to white across our skin across our eyes
If you're not struggling you're not trying
All the same I'm getting tired of feeling tired all the time

I swear I feel the limbs I've lost
You swear you feel the same
Phantom limbs a higher cost
Much higher than you've paid

It's getting harder to find the skin between the scars

I've been such a mess.
I haven't been well rested.

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Band:

Paperwork

Album:

Parts and Labor

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Our Scars

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Parts and Labor

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 02:19:52 +0000

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Parts And Labor

Open Wounds

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:37 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Skillet/album/Collide/track/Open_Wounds/

In the dark with the music on
Wishing I was somewhere else
Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help
I would rather rot alone
Then spend a minute with you
I'm gone, I'm gone

And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

(Chorus)
How could you, how could you, how could you hate me?
When all I ever wanted to be was you?
How could you, how could you, how could you love me?
When all you ever gave me were open wounds?

Downstairs the enemy sleeps
Leaving the TV on
Watching all the dreams we had turn into static
Doesn't matter what I do
Nothing's gonna change
I'm never good enough

And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

(Chorus)

Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you
I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end?
When will it end?

You can't stop me from falling apart
You can't stop me from falling apart
You can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault.

(Chorus)

(Vamp Out)

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Band:

Skillet

Album:

Collide

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Open Wounds (Album Version)

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Collide

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 02:19:34 +0000

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Collide (U.S. Version)

On the Edge

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:42 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Tokio_Hotel/album/Scream_(U.S.)/track/On_The_Edge/

It's getting light outside
She is still there
But no one cares

They said no happy birthday yesterday
Without her
Do you want to see if
You're flying through
The night

This gift is what you'll need
You're gonna be alright
Eyes closed and fall

The first time on the edge
The scars will stay forever
Side to side with death
The moment that feels better
Darkness and light
Are blinding her sight
She's not coming back

It's getting light outside
She cannot sleep
'Cause time stood still
Someone's hand is touching her
She has no will

Each time when it hurts
She just feels so alone
She doesn't care at all
Her memories have
Long gone
Eyes closed and fall

The first time on the edge
The scars will stay forever
Side to side with death
The moment that feels better
Darkness and light
Are blinding her sight
She's not coming back

She shuts the door
She longs for more
And more
And more

She shuts the door
She longs for more
And more
And more
Just once more

Everyone is watching her
Her arms are so sore
But she doesn't care
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Band:

Tokio Hotel

Album:

Scream

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On The Edge

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ný batterí

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:38 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Sigur_R%C3%B3s/album/Agaetis_Byrjun/track/Ny_Batteri/

[Icelandic]

heftur með gaddavír í kjaftinum sem blæðir mig
læstur er lokaður inn í búri
dýr nakinn ber á mig
og bankar upp á frelsari
ótaminn setur í ný batterí
og hleður á ný
og hleður á ný
og hleður á ný
og hleður á ný
við tætum tryllt af stað
út í óvissuna þar
til að við rústum öllu og reisum aftur
aftur á ný
aftur á ný
aftur á ný
aftur á bak þar sem við ríðum
aftur með gaddavír
sem rífur upp gamalt gróið sár
er orðinn ryðguð sál
rafmagnið búið
mig langar að skera
og rista sjálfan mig á hol
en þori það ekki
frekar slekk ég á mér
aleinn á ný

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Band:

sigur rós

Album:

Ágætis Byrjun

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Ny Batteri

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Ágætis Byrjun

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 02:19:33 +0000

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Agaetis Byrjun

Numb

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:40 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Holly_McNarland/album/Stuff/track/Numb/

Chase destruction of your own emotions
And your need for love, makes you easy prey
Safety of the rubber glove seems much too simple
Climbing up and down, waiting for the day

You can't see if I'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can hate with my eyes open
I feel better when i'm numb

Chase distraction of your own existence
Keep it clean, clean enough to stab
Lick your own wounds, anxious for the next one
Cry for more pain, heal what you have

You can't see if I'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can't hate with my eyes open
I feel better when I'm numb

Just another hit for the one you love
If you cared at all, you'd put me down
Wake up dead man, can't you see I'm starvin'
Wake up dead man, can't you see I'm starvin'

You can't see if I'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can't hate with my eyes open
I feel better
I feel better
I feel better when I'm numb
I feel better when I'm numb.

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Band:

Holly McNarland

Album:

Stuff

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Numb

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Never To Know

Gabrielle — Sun, 09 Oct 2011 20:18:42 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Lene_Marlin/album/Lost_In_A_Moment/track/Never_To_Kno...

Did you know,
hidden by his clothes there are some scars
Some are recent,
some have been there for years
Did you know
It doesn't even hurt
It never really hurts, but there are tears

Do you want the real story,
or do you prefer the lie
Do you want to see him smile,
or maybe see him cry
Do you want to follow,
or let him go alone
For then, never to know... never to know

Have you seen the way he acts sometimes
And when you ask,
he'll say that he's okay.
Have you seen how well he pretends
Laughs out loud,
before he looks away

Do you want the real story,
or do you prefer the lie
Do you want to see him smile,
or maybe see him cry
Do you want to follow,
or let him go alone
For then, never to know... never to know

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Band:

Lene Marlin

Album:

Lost in a Moment

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A bit about me.

Tenshi — Sun, 20 May 2012 03:32:29 +0000

Basic Info

About Me:

I'm 16, I self-injure, I am an artist with big hopes and dreams and zero motivation. Everyday is a struggle. Never count on me being alive tomorrow.

Interests:

-Art -Music -Japanese Culture/Language -Reading

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Gender:

Undecided

Status:

Single: not looking

Orientation:

Zodiac Sign:

Libra (Sep 23-Oct 22)

As My Screams Go Unheard.

StormyGraves — Sun, 20 May 2012 00:55:31 +0000

I feel like I just bother everyone, and that I just get in the way of everything. I had plans to go to the mall with my friend… Of course that didn’t happen. They were too busy to give me the time of day so they said maybe tomorrow. Yesterday I screamed at my ex-girlfriend/best friend. She thought I was so weak and powerless that she could just step all over me like last time. She’s a merciless, unremorseful, soulless girl. Then she said my family loves me and that I don’t need anyone to love me. I wanted to scream at her saying look at yourself, you’re the one who ran back to their ex-boyfriend who broke your heart over and over. I was pretty mean but since she wants to be mean I can do the same thing back. I’m tired of getting stepped on and treated like complete inhuman shit. One day that well hidden psychosis inside of my brain is going to come and then they going to wish they never fucked with me. Anyway you know I think I might be a danger to myself. Well it’s clear I am. Look at the signs, drinking, self-harming, and self-medicating. Who knows what else in the future, it’s becoming a pattern. I wrote a story… I’m not sure if I should type on here but I don’t have anything else to do. Everyone else is busy so… This is more like collaboration with different experiences I’ve had with all the self-abuse I constantly put myself through when I really don’t need to… I don’t know what’s wrong with me so sorry if things I do don’t make sense once so ever. Read more »

We can get through together

star crazy coldplay angel — Sun, 15 Apr 2012 07:24:17 +0000

Basic Info

Name:

alex pizano

About Me:

im 16, i have a disability called Cerebral Palsy. I am a dancer,dreamer,free spirit.

Interests:

dancing,writing poetry and music,journaling

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Gender:

Female

Occupation:

high school student

Status:

Single: looking

Orientation:

Birthday:

July 25

Zodiac Sign:

Leo (Jul 23-Aug 22)

Contact

Skype:

danceprincess12

Google:

jesusluver458@gmail.com

Links

Facebook:

Facebook

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Hope For All

Never Seen Blue

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:36 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Tori_Amos/album/A_Piano_The_Collection/track/Never_Se...

some boy you are
to take me by the hand
through an elevator
got a little red line
that tells you, boy
where the razor's been

you said, girl if you think
you can turn that violator
you'll finally be that woman, yes
finally be that woman
that's been frozen
in that pretty silver gown

i've never seen blue
like the blues he drives
in and around
and through me again
i said, i've never seen eyes
like a blues he drives
in and around
and through me again
through me again
through me again

some boy you are are
to wear my color red
to wear it very proudly
and wear it like a lady
knows how to cross her legs
where the birdie's been

i've never seen blue
like the blues he drives
in and around
and through me again
said i've never seen eyes
like the blues he drives
in and around
and through me again
through me again
through me again

Song Information

Band:

Tori Amos

Album:

US Jackie's Strength single

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Never Seen Blue (2006 Remastered B-side Version)

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Nein

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:40 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Otep/album/House_Of_Secrets/track/Nein/

My pain, my pride, these scars are mine [x3]
I will tell you a story
That's never been told
I will tell you a secret
Five lifetimes old
My life has been a prison
A labyrinth built beneath the mountain of tragedy
I'm a stain on the cloth
I'm just an after-thought
But I
Would die
For this

But through the veins of decay
I'll remain to betray
To live like Caesar
To die like Jesus
To build my own religion
No gods, no laws
To celebrate pain
Forsaken and ashamed
To watch them all
Crawl beneath us
On this bed of nails and regret
Dying of fevers, betrayal, and sweat
I cry

My organs are rotting
My enemies are plotting
I am made of pages
Paragraphs and inspirations
Paper girl, burn the world
I pass the flame to you
Murder, mayhem, hurt her, hate him [x4]
Murder, mayhem, fuck her, slay them Read more »

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Band:

Otep

Album:

House of Secrets

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Nein [Explicit]

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Narben

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:44 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/B%C3%B6hse_Onkelz/album/Dopamin/

[German]

Ich blicke auf meine Narben
Zeichen von vergangenen Tagen
Schnitte so tief und wahr
Geschichten von dem der ich mal war

Wunden der Zeit
Für immer mein Kleid
Schwer abzulegen
Sind sie - ein Fluch oder ein Segen

Ref:
Ich weiß was mich erwartet
Ich kenne dieses Bild
Ich kenne meine Wege
Und ich weiß dass ich sie nicht mehr gehen will

Ref

Ein Buch in Haut geschrieben
Ein lebenslanger Spiegel
Begraben in der Zeit
Im Nebel der Vergangenheit

Die Narben auf unseren Seelen
Bestimmen den Gang des Lebens
Hand aufs Herz
Spürst Du den Schmerz

2 X Ref

Solo

2 X Ref

[English translation]

I look at my scars
Signs of past days
Cuts so deep and true
Stories of the times I was

Wounds of time
Forever my dress
Heavy off
Are they - a curse or a blessing

Ref:
I know what I expected
I know this picture
I know my ways
And I know that I no longer want to go

Ref

A book written in the skin
A life-long mirror
Buried in time
In the fog of the past

The scars on our souls
Determine the speed of life
Hand on heart
You feel the pain

2 X Ref

Solo

2 X Ref

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Band:

Böhse Onkelz

Album:

Dopamin

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Narben

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Narben

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:40 +0000

[German]

Mit der Klinge fahr ich langsam
meinen Unterarm hinauf.
Dann ein Schnitt, klein und flach,
und die Welt um mich blüht auf.

Schmerz schärft alle meine Sinne,
jede Faser ist gestimmt.
Und ich hör den Körper singen,
wenn der Schmerz die Last mir nimmt.

Tiefer, noch ein bisschen tiefer,
schneid ich in den weißen Arm.
Aus der Wunde sickert lautlos
dunkles Blut und mir wird warm.

Das Blut so rot, das Blut so rein.
Die Zeit heilt meine Wunden nicht.
Mein Blut zu sehn, ist wunderschön,
mein Blut zu sehen, tröstet mich.

Glück durchströmt den ganzen Körper.
Schmerz treibt jeden Schmerz heraus.
Um auf diese Art zu fühlen,
nehm ich all das Leid in Kauf.

Das Blut so rot, das Blut so rein.
Die Zeit heilt meine Wunden nicht.
Mein Blut zu sehn, ist wunderschön,
mein Blut zu sehen, tröstet mich.

Ich verletze nur die Hülle,
alles was darunter liegt,
hab ich so tief eingeschlossen,
dass es sich mir selbst entzieht.

Das Blut so rot, das Blut so rein.
Die Zeit heilt meine Wunden nicht.
Mein Blut zu sehn, ist wunderschön,
mein Blut zu sehen, tröstet mich.

[English]

I slowly slide the blade
Up my lower arm.
Then a cut short and shallow
And the world around me blossoms out. Read more »

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Band:

Subway to Sally

Album:

Engelskrieger

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My Scars

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:41 +0000

I'll show you my scars, now baby, show me yours, I'll show you just how fatal this can be (My Scars), Once this hits, my true light will shine, You'll know me the way you want to know me. I've got bruises to show, stories to tell, A few more wrists to slit, I've got petty superstitions baby, plenty of fake smiles, Once we hit the top it will all pour from me. I'll show you my scars, now baby, show me yours, I'll show you just how fatal this can be (My Scars), Once this hits, my true light will shine, You'll know me the way you want to know me. Let's swerve just a bit, make things a bit dangerous, Baby, I like you tense; Like when I feel so close to death, Baby, you've got some kind of love. I'll show you my scars, now baby, show me yours, I'll show you just how fatal this can be (My Scars), Once this hits, my true light will shine, You'll know me the way you want to know me. If I had a heart I'd give it to you, If I knew how to love, I'd be lovin' you. I'll show you my scars, now baby, show me yours, I'll show you just how fatal this can be (My Scars), Once this hits, my true light will shine, You'll know me the way you want to know me. Bruises, Bruises. Bruises and Scars. Bruises, Bruises. Bruises to show. I'll show you my scars, now baby, show me yours, I'll show you just how fatal this can be (My Scars), Once this hits, my true light will shine, You'll know me the way you want to know me.

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Band:

Beyond Your Eyes

Album:

Foreshadows of the Past

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My Scars

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How stubborn are the scars when they won't fade away

Oh_The_Whorror — Sat, 10 Mar 2012 09:45:53 +0000

Basic Info

Name:

Kayleigh-Lauren.

About Me:

Hey,
i'm Kayleigh.
I'm from Birmingham,England. So yeah, i'm british.
I'm still in high school and to be honest, i hate it. At high school i'm always being told i'll never be good enough, always being told i'm 2nd best to everyone. Most people are so judgemental, even if they don't know you they'll still assume the worst about you.

I enjoy listening to heavy metal, scremo, pop punk and stuff along them lines so according to most people i'm classed as an 'emo' even though i wouldn't class myself as one.
I practically live in band t-shirts, shorts and skinny jeans. i'm not one of these girls that is fussed with following the latest trend, i just wear what i find comfortable.

I'm a quiet person, i've never been very loud.
I go unoticed lots of the time, i think it's because i don't really like talking at school and stuff. I'd rather keep myself to myself. most of the time i'm near enough invisible.
But on the odd occasion that i choose to speak i'm often ignored anyway so what's the point.

Because i'm taller and chubbier (Is that a word? Idk.) than most girls in my school i've been bullied for my image for a while that had a massive part to play on my lack of self-confidence i would always be scared to go out incase people looked at me. I'd always try to hide as much of my body as possible because i'd be scared that people would talk about how i looked.

I have an addiction with Zombie,Murders and all that gory Jazz! i don't know what it is i just find it so interesting. I also enjoy watching interviews with murders i'm so interesting in getting inside their mind to learn about what was going through their heads when they committed such events.

I'd like to say i've stopped self -harming but i haven't. I've tried and i've tried but i just can't do it! the longest i've gone without self-harming up to date is about 5 months, it seems like it's going fine, i feel like i'm finally happy with who i am ,i feel like i can stop then all and i feel like i've over come it and then all of a sudden something will happen that will bring back the urges to cut myself. I can fight the urges for a short period of time but over time they get stronger and stronger until i just can't fight them and i have to hurt myself.

I'm a friendly person so you can always come talk to me, i'll always listen and i'm not one to judge.

You're beautiful, Bye. ♥

Stats

Gender:

Female

Orientation:

Birthday:

September 28

Zodiac Sign:

Libra (Sep 23-Oct 22)

Mr. Chainsaw

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:38 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Alkaline_Trio/album/From_Here_To_Infirmary/track/Mr._...

When was it that you lost your youth or traded
It for something more for them to use so jaded
Why is it that you never said
I love you more than just a friend
I pray this gridlock never ends
And when we get there just depends
I found out recently that you are leaving
For good I hope I softly tell my ceiling
It's better now to be alive
Sleeping is my 9 to 5
I'm having nightmares all the time
Of running out of words that rhyme
Everything that you could never say
Would never matter anyway
I took a hammer and two nails to my eardrums long ago
Before that steak knife took my eyes
I looked up to the sky
For the last thing I would ever see
For the last time I'd cry
When was it that you sold your life or wasted
Every bite of that small slice you never tasted
I guess I should be one to talk
There's nights that I can't even walk
There's days I couldn't give a fuck
And in between is where I'm stuck
From blocks away I heard somebody screaming
That small child inside of you that you left bleeding
You stabbed him up not once but twice
Cubicles will now suffice
Some say it's the roll of the dice
I think they're wrong I know I'm right
Every breath that I could barely breathe
Could barely make it past my teeth
I took a blowtorch to both of my lungs a long long time ago Read more »

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Band:

Alkaline Trio

Album:

From Here To Infirmary

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Mr. Chainsaw

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Mirrors and Cameras

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:37 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/The_Black_Maria/album/Lead_Us_to_Reason/track/Mirrors...

Burn away the best part of everything
And strip away all that I am,
I dispose of the man,
We won't make it so why should we stop it?
I wake up again in someone else's skin,
This body acts like a chain and I can't get out of it...
We won't make it so why should we stop it?

Burn away the best part of everything,
And strip away all that I am,
I dispose of the man,
We won't make it so why should we stop it?
I wake up again though I was never really here,
I'm a shell for a ghost and a grave for a man,
We won't make it so why should we stop it?

Burn away the best part of everything,
And strip away all that I am,
I dispose of the man,
We won't make it so why should we stop it?
Mirrors and cameras,
I reach for razor blades,
I want to cut myself,
I don't like what I see,
Mirrors and cameras,
I reach for razor blades,
I want to cut myself,
I don't like what I see

We won't make it so why should we stop it?
Burn away the best part of everything
And strip away all that I am,
I dispose of the man,

We won't make it so why should we stop it?
Mirrors and cameras,
Mirrors and cameras,
Mirrors and cameras...

Song Information

Band:

The Black Maria

Album:

Lead Us to Reason

Disc #:

Track #:

Amazon:

Mirrors And Cameras

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Medication

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:40 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Garbage/album/Version_2.0/track/Medication/

I don't need an education
I learnt all I need from you
They've got me on some medication
My point of balance was askew
It keeps my temperature from rising
My blood is pumping through my veins

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else

I wear myself out in the morning
You're asleep when I get home
Please don't call me self defending
You know it cuts me to the bone
And it's really not surprising
I hold a force I can't contain

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else

And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me
And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
I've got to make a point these days
To extricate myself

Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else

And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me
And still you call me co-dependent

Somehow you lay the blame on me [3x]

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Band:

Garbage

Album:

Version 2.0

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Medication

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Manateen

Gabrielle — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 04:07:41 +0000

http://www.rdio.com/artist/Horse_The_Band/album/The_Mechanical_Hand/track/Manate...

I feel like I'm becoming a
Butterfly or a golden bee.
My smile's like razorblades:
When I smile
It cuts bloody deep.
My body's on the magazine,
My face on the TV,
My voice on the radio.
That's me in my dream.
When I open my eyes
I see I'm a piece of shit!

A worthless coward!
A vapid whore!
A moral-less refugee
Covered in sores!
A blithering sea cow
Lost in its dreams!
Nobody likes me, yeah!
Nobody likes me at all!
Nobody likes me, yeah!

Wet, blue world fills me up-
I find I'm deep inside.
Waves crash and I breathe water,
But I haven't died!
I won't come up..
I won't come up for air!
I won't come up..
I won't come up for air!

And beneath the waves,
I hide my head in darker water
And nobody sees.
I cut myself-
Hope to draw you in,
But even the sharks pass by;
Someone please explain.
All alone I'm growing colder.
Laughter like cancer over my shoulder.
Mirrors like hatchets to the world of my face.
You know I'm a complete..
I'm a complete disgrace!

I'm not a manateen!
I'm not a manateen!
Just leave me alone!
Just leave me alone!

And beneath the sea,
I give up and I descend
And I'm finally free! Read more »

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Band:

HORSE the Band

Album:

The Mechanical Hand

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Manateen [Explicit]

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