tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155Sat, 31 Aug 2024 14:07:25 +0000"Place of Mysteries and True Meaning"http://semirrahge.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)Blogger10125en-ustag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-6322370692050117318Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:52:00 +00002008-04-07T02:52:52.596-05:00I always have. I've always been more of a night person than a morning person; even at a young age people would often remark at how my energy level would go up when the sun went down. For most of my life I've worked all day and come home to stay up most of the night. It's not that I ever really planned to stay up late... It just sorta works out that way.But I've never really been much of an http://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2008/04/i-love-night.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-5854588520946979736Thu, 03 Apr 2008 19:37:00 +00002008-04-03T16:04:35.658-05:00I am now officially a Linux user. I have had Linux on my box since my last update (though this is a newer install), and have only used XP three or four times since then.Currently my only complaint is lack of software support. Wine runs windoze programs very well, but games and such that require hardware integration have some annoying bugs. Supreme Commander crashes after 60 minutes of gameplay, http://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2008/04/tadaima.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-5605321206420210609Wed, 12 Dec 2007 00:43:00 +00002007-12-11T20:10:15.737-06:00I was originally going to write an intro explaining how witty and intellectual and funny (albeit in a very geeky way) my title was, but then decided that it was too tiresome to write out, as well as the fact that if people didn't get it in the first place then they never would at all. So I wrote this instead. Man. It's been so long since I've blogged seriously that I can't really remember http://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2007/12/ambient-wanderings.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-3553276130188301746Mon, 10 Dec 2007 10:11:00 +00002007-12-10T04:16:47.547-06:00First of all, I've added two very important features. First is my site feed, and second is email updates. there is a a little Feedburner icon to the right for the feed, and there is a short form to sign up to recieve an email whenever I make a post. I know I don't blog often enough, but hopefully email and automated feeds can allow me a wider reader base who don't have to work so hard to keep http://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2007/12/devin-townsend-band-away.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-7307522126473231706Fri, 26 Oct 2007 20:36:00 +00002007-10-26T16:19:52.797-05:00For someone who pursues the life of chaos as I do, I don't handle unplanned disruptions so well. I've blogged before about being something of a control-freak and power-tripper, but the last couple of weeks have been a steady stream of painful life lessons. I've come through a lot at this point in my life, and much of my current positive outlook is because I see myself as something a wandering http://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2007/10/how-long-how-long-woman-will-you-weep.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-6957891382865769191Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:51:00 +00002007-08-13T06:24:15.484-05:00Asking me if I know something is often like opening Pandora's Box. I've never had a problem with lack of skill. In fact, as arrogant as it might sound, if anything I've got TOO MUCH skill. I've never personally thought this. Even to this day the idea, while something well within my bounds of understanding, still confazzles (yes, I just made that up) me. I can't recall anything I've ever done http://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2007/08/rattle-trap-and-cough.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-7352850831575490388Mon, 06 Aug 2007 07:01:00 +00002007-08-06T02:39:39.036-05:00I feel like when I lost my stories, I lost a vital part of me. In fact, I know that while I may never actually write, whatever made me lose touch with them also cost me my motivation. I haven't blogged in ages, not because I had nothing to write about; but because the sheer volume of activity and data I've been going through has been staggering. I realised tonight that my head is full of http://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2007/08/dedication.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-6940361625446368564Sat, 07 Jul 2007 14:13:00 +00002007-07-07T09:42:56.536-05:00Ok, so maybe it's not so tragic - but our family doctor (our doctor for years) denied our refills yesterday, as well as sending us a form letter telling us we need to find a new doctor. My dad thinks that this is due to the pharmacist at Granbury Drug throwing a fit. The last time I got my scripts refilled he really gave us a hard time, asking various impertinent questions about what I was takinghttp://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2007/07/my-life-of-tragedy.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-762993802598131970Tue, 26 Jun 2007 07:14:00 +00002007-06-26T05:18:11.895-05:00However, the feeling is a problem. It is both blessing and curse to not have to think about stuff. On the one hand it is - for a obsessive overanalyser - blissful peace, but on the other hand is the realisation that I will forget about this when everything wears off. And that just goes to show you how difficult it is for me not to overanalyse things. Like now, as well. The clonazepam (enhancedhttp://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2007/06/i-love-this-feeling.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713055878542983155.post-7378469494489408714Sat, 23 Jun 2007 03:26:00 +00002007-06-26T01:50:13.117-05:00Tonight my cousin came and picked me up and we hung out. As we left Sonic for his house, I remarked: "Man you're a _terrible_ driver when you're stoned." "What do you mean?! I'm a _great_ driver!!" He seemed genuinely shocked that I'd think such a thing. I'm not really sure where I got the idea, either, because it couldn't have been him weaving over the road, stopping and reacting too slowly http://semirrahge.blogspot.com/2007/06/conversations-and-paranoia.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Semirrahge)1