De Omnibus Dubitandum

林峰 - 爱不够

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 01:29:00 +0000

The sub theme song of Moonlight Resonance. I love MR, and also this song as well!

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後或会走
这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

遥远是宇宙静静在背後去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可拥有

" 这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有 " fav quote.

Leng Luis.

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Thu, 04 Sep 2008 14:27:00 +0000

A says:
lol
this fala
in the 1st one
is the sister isit
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
ya meh
think so gua
A says:
i asking u ma
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
i forgot jor
A says:
lol
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
think so
A says:
oh
lol
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
LENG LUI OR NOT !?
A says:
but in 1
less
can see her
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
ya
A says:
ya leng lui
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
in 2nd
walao
34B 24 34
^.^ V
A says:
swt
=.=
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
LOL

A says:
these not so important
leng lui most important ma
if not leng
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
yeah lah
secondary lah
A says:
giv u D eh
also no use
LOL
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
boobs are added bonus
ahaha
zhong jia xin
A says:
lol
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
33 saja
A says:
swt
not c 33 or 34 la
is c the
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
CUP
A says:
ABCD
lol
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
i know
A says:
ya
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
-.-
both of them
also
hua2 yi4 xiao jie
A says:
ya
lol
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
WAH
u also go search
you very colourful orh
A says:
lastime i find zhong jia xin nia
now find this
so
ma know lo
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
yuan lai
A
so
colourful eh
pa4 pa4
A says:
Zzz
colourful pula
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
haha
now my nu3 shen is chen fala
A says:
lol
i still like zhong jia xin more
wif the hairstyle
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
her hair boh sui eh
...
A says:
in the 1st eh la
Lol
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
not the same meh ?
A says:
dunno
i forgot how she looks
in 2nd 1 d
at zl's house c abit ma
but now forgot d
i know lastime tht one
damn sui
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
ya
coz 1st one no other ppl to see d
-.-
u go see chen fala's hair in the second one
cantik !
A says:
lol
and
zhong jia xin
her emotion
always damn innocent -.-
Lol
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
cute hor
ahah
yuan lai A suka itu macam jenis
A says:
LOL
bear | Are you holding back, like the way I do says:
aahaha

Just for you guys to see. A conversation between two typical guys. -.-
His name has been changed to protect his identity. As for me ? tak peduli lah.

CANTIK TAK ?

Crush. ; )

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 07:16:00 +0000

I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

*sigh*

David Archuleta - Crush

Update !

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:42:00 +0000

I am wondering who still reads my blog.Anyway, this is just a simple update. Its 15 minutes to 12 and i am sitting here , dawdling, wasting my time away.Trials start on the 10th of September and my revisions are not even a quarter done. >.< style="text-align: center;">-_-

I feel sad for those pampered / spoilt kids. You can't even live independently. Someone even said to me, i can't stand the sun, it would KILL me. For those who would like to escape, i can't help but call you a coward. Your escaping from something so simple to endure. Then let me ask you, how high can you go ? I seriously doubt your ability to live and compete among the best. NS isn't a yardstick for greatness, what i am trying to say here is that those people CAN'T BEAR TO FACE 3 months of independent living with other people. To me, you are nothing.
Lucky by Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat (pronounced k+ohl+bee kal+lay) . I like the lyrics a lot.

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Somehow, 'I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend' rings true to me. =D

Expression

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 13:53:00 +0000

omnia causa fiunt

i had so much to write last night. Too bad stupid blogger.com refused to load for me. sad. =[
Sometimes, i have this URGE to write and let the flow of thoughts overwhelm me. Sometimes, i can stare at the monitor for hours and couldn't squeeze a drop out.haih.

Happy =D =D =D

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Sun, 20 Jul 2008 10:57:00 +0000

I can't believe it. 7 years. SEVEN bloody years passed by just.like.that . It's a wonder to see how much people change and they still remain the same. I am still pretty much light headed today. Its hard to put into words how i feel right now. *sigh*

Next picture would be at least five years later. =[

This is real , this is me.

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Mon, 14 Jul 2008 12:23:00 +0000

Joe Jonas,Demi Lovato - This is real this is me

can anyone please send me if you have the song ? i have it, but it is quite jumpy. Thanks !

Satu Tahun

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Sun, 13 Jul 2008 02:31:00 +0000

Yeah. It has been a year.Or to be more precise, it has been more then a year.

Time changes everything, and to quote my dad who quoted someone else,

" The only constant in life is change ".

Isn't that true ? I mean, everyday, everything is changing, nothing in this world remains constant nor unchanged. I have grown up, a teeny lil weeny bit. Yet, i have not discovered where i am going to be in the next 10 years. Throughout 7 months , i made new friends , reacquainted with old ones, made more enemies( due to my sarcastic and condescending attitude -.-) and ETC. Not to mention the emo-ness i feel once in a while, which i don't really like. >.<

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS 2008

1. Read at least 50 books .

2. Improve my add. math and physics .

3. Save money !

4. Less procrastinating .

5. Get top 20 in school examinations .

6. Get as much A1s in SPM as possible .

7. Update my blog as least once a week.

8. Learn more about photography.

Its the halfway-mark,and to be honest, i haven't even acheived a quarter of what i planned to do.
Oh, and i realised, recently, the way i blog is getting gloomier. Compared to my cheery tone last year, now i seem more...depressed ? *sigh*. I have no idea. And i seem to be saying that often of late. I REALLY have no idea what to do. I want to be rational, but my gut is telling me otherwise.
And a wise bear once said :

" i'll go where the tide takes me "

baibai.

I don't know.

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Sat, 05 Jul 2008 15:26:00 +0000

i said that i would not update for quite some time ,but i have to get this out of my system. =S

i just don't know anymore. What's yes or no and what's meant to or not meant to be. The millions of what-ifs running through my head right now. Should i or should i not ? Gah, i just don't know what to think anymore. Is it going to worth my time ? Or is it gonna be an utter waste ? I have no idea.

wow.so many unanswered questions. ohwell, i hope that you could give me something to grasp on.

i seriously don't know.

I got tagged. =D

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 11:09:00 +0000

A tag ! *feigns excitement and hyperness* At least i can keep myself occupied. >.<

01. What do you want the most now?
I want a scholarship. SERIOUSLY, or loads of mohnei would suffice. =D

02. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A Nobel Prize winner. =D
Thats UNCOMMON, c'mon, how often you see someone lists getting a Nobel Prize as their priority ?

03. What would you do if you lose everything in one shot?
Hmmm, this is actually a very good question. To lose everything is to start again, and when you start again you will have nothing to lose anymore.So, to lose, is to win. =D *applause*

04. What are you afraid to lose now?
Everything.

05. Do you believe in love forever?
Yeah, why not ?

06. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Why is it 'confessing' ? Can't it be a better word ? Confessing is like admitting you have done something sinful ? Yeah, i probably would, given the right time , place and the right person .

07. What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?
I would like to be mean, or listen to people ? I find listening to people's problems highly therapeutic. o.0
Yeah, i don't know why, guess i am just weird.

08. What are the requirements that you wish of your other half?
Damn it, i've done this list countless of times already.

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (copied from a quiz)

plus this :
-Someone who can take my sarcasm =D
-Honest with me.
-and yeah, GOOD ENGLISH ! ngieks ngieks
-someone who can tolerate my narcissism

09. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Hmmm. I simply cannot tolerate stupidity and ignorance.

10. Do you cherish every single of your friendships?
Yeah i do. That explains why my friends can be counted with 10 fingers. =D
SO, please thank your lucky stars if your my friend.

11. Do you believe in God?
OF COURSE I DO. This is seriously a stupid question.
I have always believed in myself. =D

12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My computer and internet connection. =D

13. Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
For now, i don't think so. Later on ? Definitely.
Else how would i be able to ensure the continuity of biodiversity ?

14. What do you want your friends to be like?
To be themselves.

15. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
Someone whom they can trust their secrets and lives with.

16. If you can have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
Hmmmmmm. Nothing, i am me as far as i am concerned. Changing me makes me not me anymore. @.@ "

17. If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to?
I would go to find Flo Rida and T-Pain. =.= "

18. Would you die in order to save the one you love?
Theres no one worth living for other than myself. So, i am sorry.

19. Would you kill in order to save the one you love?
OHHH, i caught you ! If i said yes, then i will contradict myself, because i would kill myself to save the one i love. =D
Therefore, NO.

20. If you have the chance to change the past, what would you change?
Hmmmmmm. The past is not something to be trifled with. We live in the present, yesterdays are nothing.

Lazy to tag anyone lahhh.
Just do it if you feel like doing it.

Class Pictures 1

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Wed, 28 May 2008 03:56:00 +0000

We had Sejarah 1 and Maths 1 for the last day of exams, and knowing that we will have plenty of time to burn, i decided to bring my cam. xD

BEHOLD ! The '4 Golden Flowers' of Chung Ling
Observe their grace, their finesse , their pose , the way they contort their fingers,
how they control their facial muscles and vocal cords, and there you have it,
the art of being a girl in an all-boys school. =D

Er..They are not GAY. I can't guess what's so o.0 about Joel's cleavage.

Amber Cheah !

Observe this pict carefully....

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Any resemblance ?

I guess that's all for now, will post more later... when i have the time. =[

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Sat, 24 May 2008 14:10:00 +0000

Zheng Lik's American Idol Performance. ( with the most entao judges in CLHS)

Zheng Lik's audition

comments welcome ! please wait patiently for the buffering. =D
It's worth EVERY SECOND of it. Guaranteed.

Absurd.

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Thu, 22 May 2008 14:09:00 +0000

Today, i got bored because i don't know what to revise before Chemistry 3. Therefore, i read today's copy of The Star.ANDDDD, i was quite surprised when i saw this article.

'A Malaysian(National Islamic Students Association of Malaysia) group condemned the uniform worn by girls at government schools, saying it encouraged rape and pre-marital sex.'

WHAT ON EARTH ?

I was wondering, don't they have other stuff to do besides staring at the asses of high school students ? "

“Decent clothes which are not revealing can prevent and protect women from any untoward situations,” she said, suggesting that girls wear a blouse of a different colour or with an undergarment."

I won't be shocked if that statement came from a MCP. HOWEVER, National Islamic Students Association of Malaysia vice-president Munirah Bahari said that. A WOMAN. What the hell happened to gender equality ? Are you implying that rape victims always wear too sexily ? Are you trying to say that women get raped because its their fault ? Men with their sadistic perverse urges have no part to play ? Utter bullshit. You should be ashamed of yourself. Women are VICTIMS, whether they get raped or not isn't controlled by them.

Enough said. LINK

LAST DAY OF EXAMS TOMORROW ! woohoo !

DIE DIE DIE

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Wed, 21 May 2008 08:27:00 +0000

I screwed up my physics !! 12 marks gone. Damn it. X.X

4ever.

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Fri, 16 May 2008 13:36:00 +0000

i wish.

BIO 1 and Moral

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Thu, 15 May 2008 08:15:00 +0000

Damn it. I caught the cold. was sniffling away morosely during the whole Moral and Biology paper.

TO : HH TAN

PLEASE GET HIGHER QUALITY DIAGRAMS NEXT TIME. The diagrams are so badly printed. @.@

Pendidikan Moral was quite fun though. The nilais were pretty clear cut. BUT, i am worried about my crap huraian. =S

PJK tomorrow ! *hyper*

`bye

Biology DUA and TIGA

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Wed, 14 May 2008 10:19:00 +0000

There is no doubt about it. This time's Biology memang berstandard. =S But i have no complains though. Anything would be welcome after two days of stupidity.

Too bad my WAHYU was not accurate. I went around telling my friends that we will be tested on transpiration, j tube , potometer and the bomb calorimeter. NONE came out. Instead, i felt that we were sitting for an ENZYME paper instead of BIOLOGY paper. The whole paper 3 is comprised of enzyme and the paper 2 has about 20 marks given to enzyme related questions. 70/150 marks are allocated for enzyme questions. WTF ? *faints*

It almost overr ~ Bio 1 + Moral tomorrow and EST 2 + PJK + Maths 2 on Friday. =D

Infatuation.
*smacks self*
The al-Mighty WILL NOT be humanized.
*smacks self*

Mockery

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Mon, 12 May 2008 07:12:00 +0000

Today was a once in a life time experience. For the first time, i truly understand Malaysia, our beloved country. I discovered the reason why we are still left behind, while other countries are already zooming ahead. This is because the education system is a failure. My opinions do not stem from what happened today . I am saying this because i have seen many incidents that shows that this education system is a failure again and again.

The so called JPN papers are notoriously known for being leaked. This year wasn't any different. I recieved 'tips' from my BM teacher. I thought those were just TIPS, i couldn't really comprehend when i got the paper and ITS THE EXACT QUESTIONS. It is an insult to us, and a mockery of the entire system. How can something as important and confidential as this be leaked ? What's the point of having this standardized paper when the questions are leaked out so easily ?

To those who would like to have a go at me for saying that i am being a hypocrite for using the tips and saying that the system is corrupt, read on. If your drowning, and the person you hate throws you a lifeline, would you grab it ? There's a fine line between nobility and stupidity and i believe that i am not that stupid enough to be noble.

English is tomorrow and please remember to read There's a death in the opposite house.

`bye

Day 3 : mayday mayday !

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Fri, 09 May 2008 11:02:00 +0000

Today was Additional Maths + Sejarah. Not exactly the best combination i would say. Add Maths isn't as hard as expected *phew*, thanks to Mr. Flintstone for his 'tips' . X ]

As for Sejarah, it is a total disaster. I crapped 3 pages of essay. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO WRITE THREE PAGES OF BULLSHIT ? NO facts at all inside my essays. *faints*

diediedie

Day 2

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Thu, 08 May 2008 06:31:00 +0000

Chemistry paper 2 was quite okay. HOWEVER, i did a few stupid mistakes. *slaps head* . EST was so-so, am not too confident on the information transfer part. =S

NAP TIME ! sejarah and addmaths tomorrow. shit

is it you ?

Day 1

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Wed, 07 May 2008 07:28:00 +0000

Physics paper 2 was average. There are just a few lame questions that i don't know. It is surprising really, how things turn out the way you expect them to be. I EXPECTED the physics paper to be average with a few hard questions and *poof* it really turned out that way. =\

And i wrote crap for BC essay. Title was " students nowadays are addicted to computer games, elaborate on reasons and ways to solve the problem " I felt that i was writing gibberish. gah.

I am gonna catch some sleep for now, although i slept at 11 yesterday night. - . -

`turrrrrah

I am now caught in this limbo between dreams and reality,
entangled.

random

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Thu, 01 May 2008 14:45:00 +0000

running;
chasing

you turned;
i stopped

my mouth moved;
your eyes shut

i pleaded;
you refused

you ran again;
i chased after

tears dropped;
emotions spilled

destiny graces our way;
fate wins.

i got taggedddd

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Thu, 01 May 2008 10:05:00 +0000

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player than tags 5 people and posts their names, than goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know that they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog. =]

what was i doing 10 years ago [1998] ? teehee. Standard one.
1. I got 100 marks for maths EVERYTIME. =P
2.I remember we shared Kwang Hwa's hall and their canteen serves better food . 70 sens for the fried chicken ! 60sens for a packet of fries. xD
3.My ambitions was to be a doctor. (naivety)
4.I was a prefect. ( LMAO )
5.OH YEAH, France won the World Cup that year. ( i know its irrelevant )

5 things on my to-do list today.
1. Get well. =S
2. Study Sejarah
3. Sleep
4. Skip tuition.
5. Skip Sports Day tomorrow.

5 snacks i enjoy.
1. CHOCOLATES ! Pure sin.
2. CHOCOLATE chip cookies !
oh well, nothing much comes to mind.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire.
1. Menggandakan my money. Greed is the bane of mankind. =]
2. When i have UNLIMITED money, i will buy Malaysia.
3. Order the genocide of Malays.
4. Create a superhuman race.
5. Develop cryonics or anti-aging solutions.

5 of my bad habits.
1. STUBBORN.
2. Arrogance.
3. Loves to mengutuk + mengkritik. =S
4. LAZY. I didn't even study. =[
5. Selfish.

5 places where i've lived.
1. My dad's scrotum.
2.My mother's womb.
3. Incubator at the hospital.
4. Penang.
=]

5 jobs i've had.
1. None at all. Full time student. =S

haih. i duwanna tag anyone.
just do it if you want to.

The pursuit of happiness is never ending.

Drugs.

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Wed, 30 Apr 2008 10:57:00 +0000

Yes. I have been taking drugs. To cure my flu.I guess drugs are not bad a stimulant actually. I get inspired !

I waited,
time trickling by.

A sight of you,
is just what i am lusting for.

a whiff of you,
is my only antidote

you show up,
breaking my heart.

for i am not that guy,
who matters the most.

My head hung low,
misleaded,
defeated,
rejected.

flu.

noreply@blogger.com (shiloong) — Wed, 30 Apr 2008 02:14:00 +0000

ahh shit. BLARDY effin flu. It is the first time i got sick before exams. I don't know how on earth did i get this.

I got a stuffy chest yesterday morning, with a sore throat, i didn't take any medicine, i just drank loads of water. HOWEVER, i felt better at dinner time and ate FRIED chicken. Then i went to slave over my trigonometry homework for like 1.5 hours. @.@

At precisely 11.15, i went to sleep.

I woke up at 12.30, with a SUPER HEAVY head and a blocked nose, and i was literally burning and shivering inside my cold room. Took 2 panadols and went to sleep again. At that point , i think i was pretty delusional. My head swam with figures and sin,cos,tan,cosec, sec ETC. I wasn't thinking straight i guess and i couldn't get myself to think of other stuff, which is pretty freaky to me. @.@

Tossed and turned, and woke up at 5.30 and decided to skip school. I hate skipping school, it is pretty frustrating to have loads of homework. =S

Went to see the doctor and got loads of pills to makan. =[

I am so behind my schedule, i don't think i would be able to finish revising before my exams.

floating wisps of you,
prancing in front of me,
tempting my heart&soul,
i grasped ,
only to find figments,
which were only true to me.

I let go,
and thus,
you went,
leaving me and myself,
staking out my heart to hang.

`turrah