♥ Sixthbane - Nobodys a Saint; Everybodys a Sinner

Papa Roach - Scars

2012-01-09T14:26:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of YOU again. Sigh. Just my luck to vision YOU in my dreams again. Trying so hard to forget you and when I succeed, these dreams start flowing in AGAIN.

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

Show you all one of my most expensive christmas gift I received this year! Gorgeous Black Belvedere vodka!!!!

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

2011-12-23T10:58:00.000+08:00

In another life I would be your girl
We keep full of promises, be us against the world
In another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

Whenever I listen to this song, Im reminded of Her and of what could have been..

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got matching tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

In another life I would be your girl
We keep full of promises, be us against the world
In another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one, without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse

But in another life I would be your girl
We keep full of promises, be us against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep full of promises, be us against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

In another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

Been watching this tv series lately - Material Queen

2011-12-23T10:37:00.000+08:00

Stumbled onto this show when I was channel surfing and BHAM! The name Material Queen caught my eye and it was apparently the first episode too! It is being aired on Channel U every sunday :)

And p.s. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the theme song of this show!

Youtubed it further and I think this is the original full music video sung by vanness wu:)

Kelly Clarkson - Mr. Know It All

2011-12-23T10:05:00.000+08:00

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it, ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something 'bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr. Bring Me Down
Well ya, ya like to bring me down, don't you?
But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow

Chorus:
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame when you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
'Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow

Chorus:
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Bridge:
So what you've got the world at your feet
And you know everything about everything
But you don't
You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see yeah...

Chorus:
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

I love you till the sky falls down..

2011-12-18T18:30:00.003+08:00

Armin Van Buuren - Sky Falls Down

you know when you feel it
you know when it hits you
no mistaking when you fall

you dont anticipate it
and you cant calculate it
it just comes crashing through your wall

i love you till the sky falls down
i love you till i cant feel anything , not anything at all
and even when youre not around
i love you till the sky falls down

i love you till the sky falls down
i love you till i cant feel anything , not anything at all
and even when youre not around
i love you till the sky falls down

you lose all sense of reason
you have no sense of danger
its like youre living in a dream
its lets you float thru the clouds and
it lets you smile at strangers
its just the greatest thing of being
ooooooh

i love you till the sky falls down
i love you till i cant feel anything not anything at all
and even when youre not around
i love you till the sky falls down

im flying till i hit the ground
lying there i dont feel anything , not anything at all
and even when youre not around
i love you till the sky falls down

i love you till the sky falls down
i love you till i cant feel anything , not anything at all
and even when youre not around
i love you till the sky falls down

are you happy?

2011-12-18T04:58:00.001+08:00

I was. ..

love killed happiness & got away with it

Fate brought u to me, yet again.

2011-12-12T18:36:00.000+08:00

Fate brought u to me, yet again. Face it, we cant escape fate, even if it went on hiatus for 2 years; even if we both lived on opposite ends of the world, we would still encounter each other again. Now that must Mean something right?

The crazy thing about fate is that even if it was 1 yrs, 2 yrs, half a decade, or even 10yrs, if you are fated to be with somebody, u cant hide/run away from it.

After so long, it seems fate stopped by and gave me another chance. But fate is not a human being, its the middleman that brings 2 people together. And if one is willing and the other is unwilling, its just a no brainer.

Im tired of running round and round in circles. In fact, im willing to stick with her for life now. Im tired of chasing and running and hiding, did i not say that?

Its kinda stupid but after 2yrs, im still dreaming about u. I dont know why but i still do. and im tired of dreaming when its not happening in real life. And the retarded thing is it was I who initiated the end, back then, on that uneventful xmas eve night.

But then again, if it was Over, why did fate step in again, for real this time? Screwing with my mind....

I turned a new leaf, ready to be serious now, tired of games, tired of playing. For two years, there's been no other which is amazing cos this is the first time in my life that this is happening.

But even so, her doors have closed on me, already, i suppose.. Can call it karma or a lesson learned. Unless a miracle happens?

Unless fate is telling me the reason why she is the woman of my dreams and that maybe i should wake up and not give up on searching for the right one? I dont know, it will take quite a while for me to deliberate(think/consider/ponder) on.

Now is the final turning point in my life, i dont think i have much more youth and years left to waste on people who dont matter to me so i have to think carefully.

I know Who i want now; the woman of my dreams. My mind and heart are clearer than ever before.

Fate has a funny way of fucking and screwing people's lives up but as they say, if it aint fated, then even if u want it to happen, it never will. But its the complete opposite for me, after two yrs, fate shows up again+dreams during these two years. Now if that aint Fate, i dont know what is.

Happy Birthday to me!

2011-12-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

Better drunk than sober...

2011-10-22T18:12:00.000+08:00

Id rather be Drunk forever and be numb to the world, than be Sober and feel the pain.

Sick & Tired; Sad & Suppressed

2011-10-22T18:09:00.000+08:00

Why dont you just go and fuck yourselves and
Spare me the agony for another day.
Let me live to see a happier tomorrow
And let me end all bad days swiftly
So that I can be free from all hurt & pain;
Free from disappointment & anger,
Free from sadness & hate.

I have no right, I have no say

2011-10-22T18:00:00.000+08:00

And I live to suffer another day.

You know, i just want to be H-A-P-P-Y

2011-10-22T17:58:00.000+08:00

But sadly, to be H-A-P-P-Y, I have to do what I hate first, to give my all first. Only then there might be a 5% chance that I will be comforted by my consort.

Im crying deep down in my heart. My heart cries out but nobody hears them. Nobody. Nobody understands.

Everyone wants to take, nobody wants to give in first.

Yet why must I be the only one to give in first? Why cant i take and give later, as and when i wish?

Nobody gets me after all. Nobody.

And i feel so ever alone, doing the things that I hate.

Im trying to LOVE what I dont. And im failing terribly hard at it. Ha ha ha. In the past, I could just hide all my miseries to the back of my head. But now? I guess the back of my head is filled with so much bullshit now, its taking over me.

Affecting me. Hurting me. Angering me. Hating me. Disappointing me. Upseting me.

And though I have my options, they are as good as ZILCH. ZERO. NONE.

Completely hollow. Empty headed. With a heart that still hurts even when its loving.

I just want to be happy and my only vice that manages to keep my emotions under control is beer. But now, i seem to be immune to its soothing calming effects as time passes and the shits gets even Worser as time moves on.

I hate my life. I found another vice actually, by gulping down ice cold water. But its effects doesnt last as long as beer. Or alcohol. Im upset. Dont tell me i must pick up a stick and puff away my sadness disappointment and anger?

And even then, WILL IT EVEN WORK?

If not, its just gonna be a huge waste of my time and money and effort.

P.s. I hate being screamed at when the other person dont even know the fuck whats bothering me about. Sad life, sad love, sad sad sad...

Thoughts over beer

2011-10-22T17:44:00.000+08:00

Where one is willing, one must first learn to love it. That way one will never feel dread in doing it for life. For ever. Even if one dislikes what it does, it still will do it. Cos there is love.

Paramountcy

2011-10-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

''This is the circle of Paramountcy, where intruders are tempted with power over others. In this place...every whim is obeyed, every command fulfilled. Yet to linger within this circle is to eventually succumb to eternal, nagging paranoia;

to see contempt beneath every smiling face and hear conspiracy in every obsequious response.

Surrounded by the adoring throng,

the visitor's own self-doubts become a torturous prison from which there is no escape.''

Better drunk than sober

2011-10-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

At least when my words are drunk, they find courage to speak out the most heartfelt of feelings that lack the guts to express when sober.. When you cant be fucked to listen, to communicate with me, to assure my doubts. Thats when the beer comes in. Sets me free.

Now listening to Nobody's Perfect by Jessie J. Fucking sad song, brings me to tears cos its exactly whats happening right now

Movies In Minutes - Facebook The Movie

2011-10-04T03:12:00.000+08:00

WTF really! LOVE THE POKE part!! Hilarious hahahahhaaa!

ASS VS SINS! Funny short film!

2011-10-04T03:02:00.000+08:00

Hahaha watch it! Made me laugh like crazy lols

P!nk - F**kin' Perfect

2011-10-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

Mistreated, this place misunderstood
Miss knowing its all good
It didn't slow me down.
Miss taken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around

The whole worlds scared, so I swallow the fear
The only think I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard
Its a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cos there everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Strange our selves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that
(why do I do that)

Pink - Fuckin Perfect lyrics

Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, this place misunderstood
Miss knowing its all good
It didn't slow me down.
Miss taken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like your less then fuckin perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, your fuckin perfect to me

You're so mean, when you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead

So complicated, look how we are making
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
Its enough I don't know how I could think of
Chase down all my demons

I've seen you do the same
(ohh ohhhhhhh)

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like your less then fuckin perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like your nothing, your fuckin perfect to me

The whole worlds scared, so I swallow the fear
The only think I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard
Its a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cos there everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Strange our selves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that
(why do I do that)

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like your less then fuckin perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like your nothing, then your fuckin perfect to me
(your perfect your perfect)
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you nothing, your fuckin perfect to me

Jessie J - Who's Laughing Now

2011-10-03T17:10:00.000+08:00

I love this part of the lyrics very much!

Oh, so you think you know me now
Have you forgotten how
You would make me feel
When you drag my spirit down
But thank you for the pain
It made me raise my game
And I'm still rising, I'm still rising
Yeah

Jessie J - Who's laughing now lyrics

Mummy they call me names
They wouldn't let me play
I'd run home, sit and cry almost everyday
'Hey Jessica, you look like an alien
With green skin you don't fit in this playpen'
Well they pull my hair
They took away my chair
I keep it in and pretend that I didn't care
'Hey Jessica, you're so funny
You've got teeth just like Bugs bunny'

Oh, so you think you know me now
Have you forgotten how
You would make me feel
When you drag my spirit down
But thank you for the pain
It made me raise my game
And I'm still rising, I'm still rising
Yeah

So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now
So raise the bar
Hit me hard
Play your cards
Be a star
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

Cos I'm in L.A
You think I've made my fame
If it makes us friends
When you only really know my name
'Oh Jessie, we knew you could make it
I've got a track and I'd love you to take it'
So now because I'm signed
You think my pockets lined
4 years now and I'm still waiting in the line
'Oh Jessie, I saw you on youtube
I tagged old photos from when we was at school'

Oh, so you think you know me now
Have you forgotten how
You would make me feel
When you drag my spirit down
But thank you for the pain
It made me raise my game
And I'm still rising, I'm still rising
Yeah

So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now
So raise the bar
Hit me hard
Play your cards
Be a star
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

Jessie
She broke out of the box
Swallowed your prideqw
You got that ego cough
Let the haters hate
You're like way too late
See I got a message from you
'Hola, I'm proud of you'
'Oh my god babe your voice is like wow!'
My reply: Who's laughing now

Oh, so you think you know me now
Have you forgotten how
You would make me feel
When you drag my spirit down
But thank you for the pain
It made me raise my game
And I'm still rising, I'm still rising
Yeah

So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now
So raise the bar
Hit me hard
Play your cards
Be a star
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now
So raise the bar
Hit me hard
Play your cards
Be a star
But who's laughing now

Jessie J - Nobody's Perfect

2011-10-03T17:06:00.000+08:00

Jessie J - Nobody's perfect lyrics

I have this thing, yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone, anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to huh
Yea, yea I forget about the consequences
For a minute there I lose my senses
In the heat of the moment, my mouth starts going
The words start flowing out
But I never meant to hurt you, no
I know it's time that I learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson to learn

And I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yes
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, yeah, listen

If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would have crossed that line
I should have kept it between us
But Jessie went and told the whole world how she's feeling
Oh, so I sit in an angry light
With these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I'm gonna try
But I never meant to hurt you, no

I know it's time that I learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson to learn

And I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yes
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

I'm not a saint, no not at all
But what I did, that wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you
I'm not a saint, I'm not a saint, no not at all
But what I did, that wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you

And I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yes
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect, no

Jessie J - Who you are

2011-10-03T16:49:00.003+08:00

One of my favourite songs to date:

Jessie J - Who you are lyrics

Oohh yeahhh
I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose it all in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
it's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
there's nothing wrong to who you are!
(who you are x11)

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect, hey?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less is working, yeah yeah yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
it's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
there's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like BOOM,
Just go and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good luck, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
that's my home, no...

No, no, no, no, no...
don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
it's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are, yeah!
yeah yeah yeah

What song makes you smile?

2011-10-01T14:35:00.001+08:00

Jesse J - Who's laughing now
Superchick - Courage
Pink - Fuckin Perfect

love killed happiness & got away with it

Have you thought about how you'll die and what do you feel about it.

2011-10-01T14:34:00.001+08:00

Best it be painless, swift, and i didnt even see it coming.

love killed happiness & got away with it

Poor & handsome , Rich & ugly. Both have the same personality. Choose.

2011-10-01T14:33:00.003+08:00

How about u choose.

love killed happiness & got away with it