Anys NADHILAH

My first MC leave after 4 months as a houseman

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sat, 15 Feb 2020 20:32:00 +0800

hey guys today I have emergency leave or aka MC leave because I am I was not feeling well and I feel like I want to rest because before this I was not well but then I was unable to take a day off because I feel scared. so I kept working even though was sneezing all day and my body feels very hot and I feel very tired I just keep working. Scared requesting a leave? does it feel childish? I don't think it is childish but it is just a burn out from a toxic working environment (this is even worse) and hey I am 25 this year ok but I still feel like I am childish enough to be working like this.

anyway, there's a friend of mine that when I asked how to get MC to leave coz there's a day I was not feeling well and I want to know how is the process to the day off. and then my friends told me,

''even though you are not well and you had MC leave, it does not mean it going to be approved. ''

so because of this, I never requested one. but when days passed by, my other friends can get MC or EL. so I just wondered how they did that.

and this morning I did feel not well, I was having a sore throat, headache and warm body so why should I force myself to work and I've never taking MC to leave before in this posting thus I immediately made my mind that I want to take MC. and when we want to take EL/MC leave we need to text to 3 people plus group PN who assigned review today.

Even though, i woke up at 5 but I did not dare to text my boss and I was thinking maybe I should go just go to work and ignore my health, but I was being very firm this morning because even though I go to work but then if I was not able to do my work well, what's the purpose of going to work right? I dont want other colleague to express dissatisfaction and kinds of stuff
thus i did text all of my superiors at 5:45 a.m.

I waited for their reply but I haven't received any of them reply and lastly, I fell asleep when I woke up my boss told me that if you are sick you need to take MC, not emergency leave. Then I told her I am going to the clinic in the morning and I did went to the clinic

my temperature was 37.8 Celcius, heart rate was 101 beats/min and my blood pressure was 127/80.
and because I told them I had diarrhea too since last night they suspected me having Dengue with a warning sign and want to take my blood. and of course, I refused it! and was discharged with medication.

today I was resting the whole day. I watch Netflix, eat on the bed and fell asleep. My sore throat has not been better. I have a sore throat all day!

I want to get productive but it's really difficult for me to be productive nowadays after work.
especially when I feel like to I should rest instead of hustling because the next day going to be a very long day working. coz if you are not aware yet,

did u know a houseman works 16 hours/24hours a day?

and sometimes I feel overwhelmed because I have so many things in the back of my mind that i want to do but I was reluctant and resisted to do due to the same reason.

anyway, the moral story here, if you are going to be a houseman or you are a houseman, you should know that you have the right to take leave if you don't feel well.

Do not self-sabotage.

Take my word.

coz I always try my best and try so hard even though I'm not feeling well to go to work and I know for a fact that it was not good for my physical and mental health.

so having said that, I am in pediatric posting right now I can't wait to finish this posting off. I still have one more week to go.

How To Start A Blog and Actually Make Money Online

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Mon, 10 Feb 2020 00:40:00 +0800

There are so many guides out there on how to start a blog. If you are interested in writing and blogging, nothing going to stop you there.

Ten years back, there were only a few ways you can make money online which is only through sponsorship and advertisements.

In 2020, the opportunity to start a blog, make money and live the life that you dream is limitless.

Here is a simple guidea and steps on how to start a blog and I will elaborate more on how to make money.

Step 1. Choose a profitable blog topic

Step 2. Choose the perfect blog name

Step 3. Choose your platform and build your website

Step 4. Style your blog !

Step 5. Publish your first viral post!

Step 6. Establish your social media strategy especially on Pinterest!

Here is how to make money through your blog

1. Sponsorship post .

If your blog is SEO friendly, your blog is most likely to get founded by brands and here when you can get sponsors for your blog post. Basically, the process are, the brand found your website/blog through related topic/niche > they contact you through email > discussion with the brand on delivery date, contents and the payment > publish your sponsored post and get paid.

I have done a couple of sponsorship posts, sometimes the brand will provide you the post , in this case, we have to change the writing style to fit ours but still deliver the same content.

2. Advertisement

I am aware of the fact that I want to encourage you to write and start your own profitable blog, however, income through advertisement is freaking hard. I have started my blog since 2010 and I just get a couple of bucks, Youtube will give you way better income in term of views even though both are from Adsense, I also use Nuffnang , an Asian Advertiser before this but I do not use it anymore for a couple of reasons.

3. Digital products

This is my most favourite ways of making income through blogging. Digital products include ebooks, creative artworks, online courses, etc. I know a lot of bloggers who have their own ebook and online courses which had generated 5-6 figures a month. Having said that, I didn't even have generated any income through this method yet since I don't have one. Even though this is the most profitable way to make money online through blogging but it is a kinda long and tedious process. However, with the right guidance and right exposure, I believe you can start your own digital products business too.

That's it for this entry. It is short and precise because I want to get my blog post up and running. Such a long time hasn't updated this blog. Who is still blogging in 2020?

comment down below, I'll hit you back.

I AM GOING TO HOUSEMANSHIP ! BECOMING A REAL DOCTOR SOON

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sun, 22 Sep 2019 10:31:00 +0800

i am supposed to be happy now that i am finally going to be a real doctor. My ambition since I was a kid. but I don't know , because the rumors that housemanship is tough etc , I am not super happy to enter the housemanship, but maybe because I heard so many negative things about housemanship and it was like pressuring my mind thinking how I am going to manage the abundance of work in the hospital. but what i can think of , i really hope i will get a nice boss who are willing to help us and do not give to much pressure or at least don't make me cry during housemanship.

i really really hope i will enjoy my housemanship and pray that it is not hell.

sorry for a short post.
i want to tweet this but y'all know twitter.

#housemanshipjourney

BENTON Aloe BHA Skin Toner (Malaysia)

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Mon, 1 Jul 2019 20:13:00 +0800

Nama produk : BENTON Aloe BHA Skin Toner

Dekripsi : Dikemas dengan bahan-bahan yang menguntungkan kulit seperti asid aloe dan salisilat, toner ini menghidrat dan menyiapkan kulit anda untuk membantu penyerapan produk penjagaan kulit pada langkah seterusnya dalam rutin anda. (sokoglam)

Bahan- bahan: Aloe Barbadensis Leaf Water, Aqua(Water), Butylene Glycol, lycerin, 1,2-Hexanediol, Sodium Hyaluronate, Snail Secretion Filtrate, Beta-Glucan, Polyglutamic Acid, Aspalathus Linearis Extract, Portulaca Oleracea Extract, Psidium Guajava Fruit Extract, Salicylic Acid 0.5%, Althaea Rosea Root Extract, Aloe Barbadensis Leaf Extract, Aloe Barbadensis Leaf Juice, Arginine, Pentylene Glycol, Zanthoxylum Piperitum Fruit Extract, Pulsatilla Koreana Extract, Usnea Barbata (Lichen) Extract, Polysorbate 20, Acrylates/C10-30 Alkyl Acrylate Crosspolymer, Xanthan Gum

Aloe Water: Melegakan, melembapkan
Salicylic Acid: Mengelupas, mengurangkan sebum, dan anti-radang yang hebat untuk kulit jerawat. Snail Mucin (Snail Secretion Filtrate): Menyokong penjanaan sel semula jadi dan menambah kelembapan untuk meningkatkan ketegasan

Produk Sesuai: Untuk semua jenis kulit

Review: Satu lagi asid di muka. Keinginan untuk mencapai kulit yang sempurna dan rutin penjagaan kulit yang ideal yang berfungsi untuk menjaga kulit sepanjang hari telah menyebabkan saya meneroka lebih banyak produk BHA

Toner ini, yang merupakan BHA yang mengandungi 0.5% Salicylic Acid aktif, membantu mereka yang mempunyai kulit mudah jerawat, bintik hitam dan tekstur kulit kasar untuk mencipta penampilan kulit yang sempurna.

Dengan ekstrak aloe vera, ia membantu untuk melegakan, menenangkan dan memulihkan penghidrasi yang hilang kepada kulit. Keluaran siput (Snail Mucin) adalah untuk memperbaiki dan merawat kulit yang rosak, dan sodium hyaluronate untuk menambah penjagaan tenaga dan pelembab. Dari apa yang dikatakan, ia membantu untuk merawat apa-apa keadaan kulit yang dialami.

Selain itu, tiada bahan menyebabkan jerawat, atau kerengsaan selain rembesan siput (snail mucin) yang boleh mengganggu mereka yang mempunyai alahan debu yang teruk, atau mereka yang alah kepada aspirin.

Salicylic acid adalah bahan aktif dalam produk ini, dan biarkan produk berfungsi pada kulit anda selama 30 minit, sebelum meneruskan penjagaan kulit anda dan sangat disyorkan untuk menghindari cahaya matahari secara langsung jika tidak dilindungi. Oleh kerana kulit anda akan menjadi sensitif dari bahan aktif, sangat disarankan untuk memakai sunblock setiap hari dan mengelakkan cahaya matahari langsung ke kawasan aplikasi, atau mencampurkan bahan aktif lain dalam jangka masa 30 minit.

PROS:
pH seimbang pada 6 pada skala pH, sebagai barrier kepada kulit
200mL adalah jumlah yang layak bagi setiap botol
Sebagai BHA, ia tidak mengeringkan kulit
Bertahan lama.
Menjadikan kulit benar-benar licin, melawan jerawat dengan baik.
Tiada air / aqua dalam senarai ramuan; ia digantikan dengan air daun lidah barbadensis.

CONS: Sebagai BHA, anda perlu menunggu 20 hingga 30 minit untuk produk yang berfungsi pada keadaan optimum sebelum meneruskan dengan penjagaan kulit anda.
Memandangkan anda sepatutnya memakai SPF setiap hari, ia tidak benar-benar penawar, tetapi anda digalakkan memakai SPF setiap hari kerana BHA boleh menjadikan kulit anda lebih sensitif terhadap sinaran UV dan kerosakan matahari.

*Kamus Skincare*

BHA merupakan akronim untuk Beta Hydroxy Acid, yang lebih dikenali sebagai salicylic acid, ramuan yang mempunyai pelbagai manfaat untuk pelbagai jenis kulit dan kebimbangan.

BHA adalah nama struktur untuk salicylic acid dan tidak berkaitan dengan bahan pengawet BHA (butylated hydroxyanisole).

COSRX Low pH Good Morning Gel Cleanser (Malaysia)

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Mon, 1 Jul 2019 18:12:00 +0800

Nama produk : COSRX Low pH Good Morning Gel Cleanser

Deskripsi :

Pembersih lembut yang sangat baik untuk mencuci pagi anda, pembersih gel formula pH rendah ini tidak melepaskan kulit minyak semulajadi anda dan mengandungi bahan botani yang memurnikan dan asid ringan untuk membersihkan kulit anda dengan tekstur yang paling lembut dan jelas. Ia juga dirumuskan untuk membuang solekan dan residu berasaskan minyak yang lain dengan pH kulit yang bahagia 5!

Bahan-bahan :

Water, Cocamidopropyl Betaine, Sodium Lauroyl Methyl Isethionate, Polysorbate 20, Styrax Japonicus Branch/Fruit/Leaf Extract, Butylene Glycol, Saccharomyces Ferment, Cryptomeria Japonica Leaf Extract, Nelumbo Nucifera Leaf Extract, Pinus Palustris Leaf Extract, Ulmus Davidiana Root Extract, Oenothera Biennis (Evening Primrose) Flower Extract, Pueraria Lobata Root Extract, Melaleuca Alternifolia (Tea Tree) Leaf Oil, Allantoin, Caprylyl Glycol, Ethylhexylglycerin, Betaine Salicylate, Citric Acid, Ethyl Hexanediol, 1,2-Hexanediol, Trisodium Ethylenediamine Disuccinate, Sodium Benzoate, Disodium EDTA

Perkara pertama adalah ketiadaan Sodium Lauryl Sulfate (SLS) dan Sodium Laureth Sulfate (SLES), dua surfaktan sintetik yang biasa digunakan (yang telah mendapat reputasi buruk dalam beberapa tahun kebelakangan ini). Ramai orang menganggap mereka terlalu keras untuk sama ada kepada muka atau kulit kepala (oleh itu populariti shampo bebas-sulfat dan alternatif, kaedah rambut "mencuci" tanpa syampu).
Daripada SLS dan / atau SLES, produk ini menggunakan cocamidopropyl betaine yang lebih ringan sebagai surfaktan. Berkaitan adalah ketiadaan perengsa(irritant) lain yang dikenali sebagai alkohol dan papain.
Perkara kedua yang perlu diperhatikan adalah banyaknya ekstrak tumbuhan pelembap, astringen, dan anti-radang dan bahan-bahan lain yang terdapat dalam senarai ini. Di atas kertas, mereka menjadikan pH Rendah Morning Good Cleanser Pembersih kelihatan mengimbangi dan menenangkan

Kebaikan :

Deep Cleansing
Remove excess sebum
Gentle Cleansing
Low PH (Maintain Skin Balance )

Baik untuk: All skin types, but sensitive, dry, dehydrated, and/or acne-prone skin types may see the most benefit.

Jangan guna jika: You are sensitive to tea tree oil or other plant extracts, butylene glycol, or anything else in the ingredients list.

Review:

Konsistensi pembersih ini tidak terlalu berair tetapi tidak terlalu tebal. ia sama seperti pembersih gel biasa. Ia menghasilkan buih apabila anda mula menggosoknya dengan air. hanya satu jumlah gelembung yang cukup untuk membersihkan wajah anda tanpa melepaskan kelembapan. Bau itu sendiri bau seperti pokok teh dan beberapa ubat / antiseptik. anda akan mendapati ia pelik pada mulanya dan agak melemparkan anda (saya hampir tidak mahu menggunakannya, saya fikir pembersih ini penuh dengan kimia kerana cara ia berbau tetapi tidak) ia sebenarnya bau segar jika anda telah sudah terbiasa dengannya. ia hanya membasahkan anda dan kulit anda apabila anda membersihkan wajah anda pada waktu pagi. Pembersih ini adalah sgt lembut. oleh ini saya maksudkan sangat sangat baik untuk kulit sensitif. ia berfungsi dengan baik untuk membersihkan wajah anda dari kotoran dan solek cahaya (wajah muka tidak penuh). idea pembersih ini adalah untuk menyegarkan semula kulit anda pada waktu pagi selepas masa tidur kecantikan yang lama jadi saya fikir tidak ada yang terlibat di sini. Pembersih ini adalah pembersih Ph yang rendah, jadi ia adalah baik untuk kulit anda (kerana Ph yang lebih tinggi boleh menghilangkan semua kelembapan anda dari muka anda, yang tidak melakukannya). Saya rasa pembersih ini adalah baik untuk semua jenis kulit dari kering hingga rawan, sensitif dan rawan jerawat. Ia hanya mengambil penjagaan yang sangat baik pada kulit anda. Btw dari nama produk itu sendiri, saya fikir mereka hanya mengesyorkan anda menggunakannya sahaja setiap pagi (dengan pembersih gel pembersih pagi yang baik dengan betul Ph) walaupun anda boleh menggunakannya setiap pagi dan malam (seperti saya) hehe.

Produk ini adalah salah satu pembersih asas kegemaran saya yang pernah! mereka melakukan apa yang sepatutnya dilakukan! ia adalah pembersih yang hebat untuk membersihkan wajah anda. tetapi anda harus tahu bahawa pembersih ini tidak boleh melakukan apa-apa untuk wajah anda kecuali pembersihan kotoran dan residu. Saya maksudkan pembersih ini tidak dapat menjadikan wajah anda lebih mantap atau terang kerana ia hanya pembersih umum.

Apa yang saya sedar sejak kali pertama saya menggunakan pembersih ini bahawa wajah saya kurang berminyak (kerana ia tidak menghilangkan kelembapan anda dari muka anda, jadi wajah anda tidak perlu menghasilkan lebih banyak minyak untuk menjadikannya kelembapan cukup tetapi sekali lagi anda harus mencatatkan bahawa mencuci muka kita dengan pembersih biasa akan membuat kulit kita sedikit kering), muka saya kurang kerap untuk keluar kerana pembersih ini membersihkan dengan baik dan minyak pokok teh di dalamnya membantu untuk mengelakkan minyak keluar juga.

Saya menggunakannya dua kali sehari, pagi dan malam. tetapi saya biasanya membersihkan muka saya dengan pembersih yang lebih kuat (pembersih asid salicilyc saya lembut) pada waktu malam kerana saya fikir saya memerlukan pembersih yang lebih kuat untuk mengakhiri hari saya yang kasar dan diikuti dengan pembersih ini untuk mengimbangkan Ph saya.

Ohh dan bonus pembersih ini membuat wajah anda merasa sangat lembut, segar, dan jelas.

Apa yang paling saya sukai adalah bagaimana muka saya yang segar selepas saya membersihkan wajah saya dengannya. Pembersih ini begitu lembut, terdapat satu ketika sahaja apabila wajah saya mendapat lekas matahari yang teruk dan benar-benar jengkel tetapi pembersih ini tidak menyengat muka saya sama sekali.

Semua ahli keluarga saya dengan semua jenis kulit yang berbeza menggunakan pembersih ini dan tiada seorang pun daripada kami mendapat pelarian kerana menggunakan pembersih ini. Tetapi saya memberi amaran kepada anda bahawa pembersih ini tidak boleh melakukan kerja segera. Jadi anda memerlukan masa. Ketika pertama kalinya saya menggunakan kulit ini membersihkan, ini karena pada saat kulit saya terbakar. tetapi selepas seminggu menggunakan pembersih ini diikuti dengan penjagaan kulit saya yang lain (pelembab, intipati) kulit saya kembali baik.

(Disclaimer: Review adalah daripada sumber lain untuk rujukan anda dan saya sendiri :D Untuk review penuh dari saya sendiri, boleh subscribe Youtube channel saya)

*kamus skincare*
Surfactant adalah baham yang digunakan untuk mengurangkan tegangan atau geseran antara dua lapisan. Contoh di dalam skincare adalah foaming agent atau agen buih untuk melicinkan proses mencuci muka dan mengurangkan geseran.

APA YANG MENARIK DI ISTANBUL, KOTA BERSEJARAH

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Fri, 17 May 2019 21:40:00 +0800

Adakah korang kaki Instagram, pencinta sejarah, peminat seni bina bangunan Islam?

Istanbul adalah salah satu kota yang agak lama yang menjadi titik pertembungan antara Eropah dan Asia dan ia mempunyai seni bina bangunan yang amat mengagumkan. Terletak di tangga yang ke-9 sebagai destinasi pelancongan terkemuka di dunia pada tahun 2018, mengalahkan Bali dan Osaka, percutian ke Istanbul tidak patut ditangguh-tangguhkan lagi!

Sebelum melawat bandaraya yang kaya dengan sejarahnya ini, korang boleh memaksimakan kepuasan penerokaan kota ini dengan mengetahui sedikit-sebanyak fakta sejarah dan info penting tentang lokasi yang ingin dilawati, barulah dapat feel kan?

Selain tu korang kena cari options yang ada flights to Istanbul supaya korang dapat offer yang bagus.

Perkara paling menyeronokkan untuk dibuat semasa melancong selain daripada berjalan dan makan adalah bershopping. Apatah lagi kalau dapat bershopping di dalam sebuah tempat yang memiliki keistimewaan tersendiri.

Kalau di Istanbul, salah satu tempat menarik di Istanbul untuk membeli-belah adalah The Grand Bazaar. Yang menariknya tentang pasar ini adalah kerana ianya telah wujud sejak tahun 1461 lagi! Sangatlah tua! Di dalamnya terdapat sehingga 5,000 buah kedai yang menjual bermacam barangan seperti permaidani, perhiasan, rempah-ratus, seramik hasil tangan dan sebagainya! Bagi pengumpul barang antik, The Grand Bazaar adalah syurga membeli-belah korang!

Ditubuhkan pada tahun 1891, Muzium Arkeologi Istanbul adalah muzium yang paling awal dibina di negara Turki. Untuk pengetahuan korang, kompleks muzium ini terbahagi kepada 3 bahagian muzium berbeza iaitu Muzium Timur Purba, Muzium Arkeologi dan Pavilion Berjubin Sultan Mehmet.

Selain 3 muzium ini, terdapat satu lagi ruang pameran lain yang dinamakan “Istanbul Through the Ages” yang sangat menarik untuk dilihat sekiranya korang ingin memahami dengan lebih mendalam tentang sejarah Istanbul. Ingin lebih sebab untuk datang ke sini? Daripada kesemua 1 juta bahan pemeran yang ada di sini, salah satunya adalah keranda Alexander the Great.

Berlokasi di belakang Bazaar Arasta, Museum of Great Palace Mosaics adalah salah satu khazanah tersembunyi yang terdapat di dalam kota lama bersejarah Istanbul dan merupakan sebahagian daripada istana empayar pada suatu ketika dulu. Muzium mosaik ini walaupun bersaiz kecil, tapi di dalamnya sangat padat dengan pelbagai koleksi mosaik klasik meliputi era Byzantium sehinggalah abad ke-5. Lukisan-lukisan yang dapat dilihat pada mosaik ini dikatakan menggambarkan kehidupan zaman Roman. Yang menariknya, kebanyakan mosaik ini masih mengekalkan warna-warni asal mereka walaupun telah menempuh pelbagai era berbeza. Masa yang diperuntukkan untuk habis melihat kesemua koleksi mosaik yang terdapat di sini adalah dalam sekitar 15 ke 30 minit.

Jangan keliru pula, Little Aya Sofya dan Hagia Sofia adalah dua tarikan berbeza tau! Terletak di dalam daerah Cankurtaran dan Kadırga, bangunan dengan nama Turkinya “Küçük Aya Sofya”, adalah sebuah bangunan yang pada asalnya dibina sebagai sebuah gereja ketika zaman pemerintahan Byzantine Justinian pada tahun 530. Fungsi gereja ini kemudiannya bertukar sebagai sebuah masjid oleh Bayezid II selepas penaklukan kota Istanbul oleh pihak Uthmaniyyah. Mulai dari ketika itu, bangunan gereja ini diubahsuai dengan pertambahan madrasah. Korang boleh ke Traveloka untuk cek Singapore Airlines online booking supaya senang korang nak book nanti.

Turki Uthmaniyyah merupakan sebuah kerajaan yang berpegang teguh kepada Islam sebelum kejatuhannya. Setelah lebih daripada 600 tahun di bawah pemerintahan empayar ini, sudah semestinya budaya Islam terserap dengan meluas di dalam hasil kesenian Turki.

Untuk melihat pengaruh Islam ini, korang boleh melawat ke Muzium Kesenian Turki dan Islamik yang terletak di dalam bangunan yang dahulunya merupakan kediaman kepada Pargalı Ibrahim Pasha, menteri agung ketika zaman pemerintahan Sultan Suleyman. Di dalamnya terdapat galeri Islamik yang mempamerkan pelbagai karya kaligrafi, karya abstrak, karya lukisan kontemporari, permaidani Turki yang indah dan banyak lagi!

Dibina antara tahun 1609 ke 1616, Masjid Biru mendapat namanya daripada dekorasi dalamannya yang menggunakan beribu jubin Iznik. Keseluruhan pelusuk masjid ini, daripada seni binanya hinggalah kepada sentuhan dalamannya yang memiliki warna yang menyerlah, menjadikan Masjid Biru sebagai salah satu pencapaian tertinggi dalam seni bina Uthmaniyyah. Masjid ini kini, masih lagi aktif digunakan sebagai tempat beribadah umat Islam.

Apa lagi? Jangan lepaskan peluang untuk bersolat di sini.

Inilah saja info atau fakta sedikit sebanyak mengenai Istanbul. Harap-harap satu hari nanti aku ada rezeki ke sana. aminnnn.

Terima kasih sudi baca :D

Let's combat depression!

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Mon, 13 May 2019 20:11:00 +0800

I never felt this real but depression is real guys.

I uploaded a reaction video and got depression awareness at the end of it because i really felt i need to address that it is a serious matter but you shouldn’t feel embarrassed to admit that you have been depressed.

Stress and depress is a common things, it happens to everyone as long as you are a human being.

But the way people handle, and the way people react to it has put them in a different group of categories.

I think it is really really important to share your feeling with others and to let them know that you are sad and have not feeling good for a certain period.

I, never ever thought that I would say ‘I have depression!’ But living at home with strict parents and my own temper, has really led me down to a hole . I, personally have no idea to whom I should tell hence my little mind think writing or blogging has it therapeutic feeling to me.

I hereby want to address it is super duper vital to understand and take care of yourself. Do not let anybody put you down because you know that you’re worth it. If you don’t think so, prove it. (Not to others but to YOURSELF)

With love

Anys

P/s I am not medically diagnosed I have a depression, I just feel sad and sorrow. If you want me to share about depression symptoms a little bit. Do not let me know ;)

aku rindu blogging! siapa lagi rindu ?

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sun, 12 May 2019 21:15:00 +0800

hai . just like suddenly aku rasa nak tulis blog. lama kan tak menaip. lama rasanya aku tak berkecimpung dalam dunia blogging ni. kalau diimbas balik zaman dulu dulu , suka betul aku baca blog , tulis blog, lepas tu blogwalking ke blog blog lain. ya allah rindu sangat. tak tahu la nak cakap macam blogging ni has become part of my life since aku form 4 kut. dulu buka blog rasa sangat sangat seronok dengan lagunya , everything is so personal and so me!

fast forward 10 tahun yang akan datang..
hambar.. berdebu berkabus blog aku ni.
traffic jangan cakap. sendu. haha
aku teringin la dunia blogging back seperti dulu.
bila la zaman tu akan berpatah balik.
aku tahu instagram , facebook dan youtube has taken over.
but for me blogging is unique.
you can know a person from a deeper level.

tiber ada gambar aku hahaha

my suggestion la to blogger, make an apps yang very versatile and very easy to use. buat macam twitter macam tu. but it doesn't have to be blogger.com . make a new revolution. otak bisnes aku mai dah. if only if i can develop an apps like instagram , i would make it like instagram but it is blog. tiba2 aku terpikir, it is kinda like bloglovin lah! hahahahhaha. apa la aku ni. tapi bloglovin still link with blogger. but that a nice apps there cuma tak semua blogger yang aku suka ada dalam bloglovin tu.

ok sini saja lah merepek. saja nak merepek. kbye

Why I want a new MacBook ?

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sun, 27 Jan 2019 10:23:00 +0800

Wehhh. Kalau la hampa pembaca tegar blog aku (haha), mesti hampa pernah baca post aku sebelum aku ada Macbook, reason2 aku nak beli Macbook. Ha kalau teringin nak tau, KLIK SINI.

Kali ni post lain sikit, kenapa aku nak tukaq baru? Basically this freaking old Macbook already have so much problem.

Ok mai sis nak kupas satu satu, apa masalah Macbook sis.

1.Berat
k Anys. k. Berat tu aku rasa dari awai aku nak beli lagi aku dh ok. Sekrang ni dah jdi tak ok ? Tapi seyes bila aku pikiaq balik sebelum ni strugglenya aku nak bawak laptop ni, aku rasa aku sangat gigih. Aku angkut laptop ni kemana jua. Sebab aku sanggup adalah sebab aku nak pakaiiiii. Lepas aku tukaq pakai Ipad, baru la aku tau beza langit dan bumi, nasi dan lauk. Berat dohhhhhhh 2kg lebih tau

2.Battery capacity
biasa la. makin tua laptop kita ni, battery dia makin lemah. Macam manusia la, makin tua makin cepat penat. Laptop aku mmg semput btry. Cas 100% boleh pakai 1 jam ja kot. 1 freaking jam. Jauh beza dengan macbook baru. Sekali cas tahan 13 jam. Can u see a valid reason here. Walupun Macbook tu dok bagi warning suruh aku tukar btry tapi aku takmau. Tak berbaloi dah kot.

3.Cepat panas.
Kalau grill daging atas laptop aku ni, boleh cepat masak gamaknya. Panas dia bahang muka aku tau. So bila aku dok usha Macbook baru ni, aku dok cari gak review cepat panas ke tak. Macbook pro ramai cakap overheating. Macbook Air 2018 tak jumpa pon post dia. Aku bet dia akn pnas. Tp tolerable. Tp aku tak suka la laptop panas! Nak type rasa nak marah hehe. Laptop hampa panas x?

4.Bunyi bising.
Ni masalah fan laptop aku sebab pernah jatuh dulu. tapi Alhamdulillah tak selalu dah sekarang sejak tukar disk baru ke 1 terabytes.. Takda la aku bengang sangat. Sebab tu dia jatuh reason no 4. Sebab dia tak disturbing sgt. Tp bila dia mula bunyi, aku rasa nak hempuk laptop haha

Aku rasa cukup la dengan 4 reason yang buat aku nak tukar Macbook baru.

Reason lain adalah nanti dah kerja sebagai HO, aku nak pakai laptop yang ringan, mudah di bawa dan btry life tahan lama. Aku rasa aku mmg wajib ada laptop yang macam ni pon cuma adakah ianya harus Macbook ? Sebab harga dia beb, harga Israel habis.

Rm6,100. Boleh buat persiapan tunang/nikah/kahwin.

Hadoii..

I wish I am rich.

Amin.

Ni rant je. Nanti aku pikir pikirkan nak beli ke tak..hihi
doa doakan aku murah rezeki . thanks guysss..

Bye bye

NEW BLOG FACE FROM ETSY.COM !

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sat, 26 Jan 2019 14:20:00 +0800

Hai ..

perasan tak. blog ni dah bertukar wajah! hehe
bestnya rasa addicted dengan new design tapi biasa je design ni sebenarnya tapi aku still beli. haha. aku beli blogger template ni kat etsy.

sebab aku beli.

satu ) murah
dua ) takda masa nak godek coding walaupun aku tahu design blog
tiga ) senang kata malas

dan aku takmau design lama tu, aku nak yang design yang macam dulu dulu. macam blog biasa tak fancy sangat tapi still ada hint - hint fresh . ha gitu lah.

aku suka warna pink / peach so that's why blog ni warna ni.
and aku nak aku punya main menu tu stand out sikit so aku amek yang ada sticky main menu. meaning even korang scroll down dia still melekat.

harga design ni
RM17

ha berbaloi kan? haha .
aku tak tahu la orang lain . tapi RM10-20 dikira murah la untuk blog design.

ok la ok la kan. design sebelum ni lupa nak screenshot.

ni link website aku beli.

https://www.etsy.com/listing/387018252/responsive-blogger-template-blogger

dia ada banyak lagi design if korang nak tengok. pergi la cuci mata hehe.

aku bayar pakai debit kad je.

paypal pun boleh

bukan design blog je , quote pon aku beli tau hahaha. sebab murah la jugak ha .RM12 dapat 500 quotes. quotes lover macam aku ni , macam tak boleh tolak peluang ni kiki . so aku belilah quote quoteni can wait to use it and keep inspire people even just a little bit. insyallah

Happy 2019! My goals and resolution + dream

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Tue, 1 Jan 2019 00:13:00 +0800

Hye beautiful people on the internet! It is 10 minutes to 2019 !!! I am so cannot wait and I know that 2019 will be a good good good year to me. I hope so ! and I would pray to be so. Insyallah.. may Allah always bless me with his goodness to me and my family.

I know I am not perfect but there 'll always be a good opportunity for me to change. Having said that , I have a couple of dreams or a few of resolutions / goals in 2019.
Things that I have not achieved in 2018 , I hope to make it HAPPENED in 2019.

I am so happy right now because I love to talk about good things and there is only one thing that I want to achieve in my social media presence , it is to INSPIRE. I hope I can be an inspiration in any way that would turn other's life better.

So here are some of my realistic goals and some of my BIG DREAM in 2019 .

I giggle a little bit while writing this down , because NOW I just realise that there is a very very deep meaning in word DREAMER and an animal which BEST respresent a big dreamer for me is a unicorn. and that is why i just love unicorn so much and the colors of the rainbow around it.

It is NOT always wrong to be a dreamer , or just dream big , because that dream of yours is actually gonna spark your steps forward and that actually what makes you better from yesterday.
i know it is true! because I have experienced it and I am the LIVING PROOF of DREAM BIG.

because i dreamt to be a doctor and yet I am a doctor to be . I just finished my MBBS for 5 years.
I dreamt to further my study in oversea , yet I stayed in India for 3 years for my study. I also went to couple of countries including Dubai , India , Indonesia and Thailand

I have so many dreams and some of them become true after all.
so .. I just want to know that there is always a good things about DREAM.

But remember , DREAM should always be folllowed by ACTION.

So really , here are some of my realistic goals and some of my BIG DREAM in 2019 .

1) GOOD DAUGHTER
I always want to be daughter but I am just so rebellious. I love to have things on my own way and that sometimes contradict with our parents mindset which maybe they are correct most of the time. but having a strict parents, really make me kinda rebellious. but hey i am 80% good daughter ok, i do housechores, i cooked especially the rice, and I do dishes. So not bad huh

2) BETTER RELATIONSHIP
It is probably the time for me to remember adik beradik sepupu sepapat name. believe it or not, I am so bad at remembering name. I forget like so quick. My lecturers and teachers, not so many of them I remember, so maybe it is time for me to value those things, start remember face with their names.

3) SELF IMPROVEMENT
I also want to improve myself in so many different ways , start from the simplest thing ever but kinda hard to me , which is to be punctual. Maybe I have to the early birds, not be on time , but be before time. Even though this is hard to me . really. but i will try........ especially during HO

4) BUSINESS
I hope my business will always grow forward and serve the right people with right things.
I have a few businesses , a business from early 2018 and a business coming soon in 2019.
I hope I can provide the best service for both businesses. Oh one more business is my Youtube. I actually make some income from Youtube. But still until today , I make videos because I just love it. Making income from Youtube is not easy but being bless with it make me so grateful !
Alhamdullilah.

so now the best part ! MY BIG DREAM

I dream to become a millionaire.
hahaha.. ok that was not realistic. i know but it is dream right? Dream usually does not meet the logic criteria. so yep . I want to be a young millionaire if possible this year . haha . but I don't mind if even in 2-3 years time. but I will become a millionaire or half millionaire with hard work, passion and patience.

How ? of course with my upcoming business! wish me luck guys because I am gonna work hard on that project and I will try my best to live my dreams even if I am not becoming a millionaire this year but years to come , indeed. i'll try and i just want to live happily with my family, travel the world and work from wherever.

#WORKFROMWHEREVER is my dream before HO..

so.. what is your GOALS this year . and DREAMS ?
please leave a not logic DREAM ok. something that you think other people think 'it is impossible' but it is actually possible.

See you in the next post !
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

Face Shop Haul !

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Fri, 15 Sep 2017 19:45:00 +0800

I honestly do feel the need of sharing this to you guys coz I honestly am really excited from my purchase recently at the faceshop. I stopped buying a skincare range for quite sometimes but it doesn't mean I didn't take care of my face. It is just that my face cleansers are not finish for months. No wonder lah coz I've three face cleansers at my rent house. Each from Innisfree, Faceshop and Cetaphil. Otherwise, I didn't bother to wear night cream that much and my moisturiser also lasted for a while.

Talking about skincare, I do feel that I don't have a lot of skincare products. Meaning I don't have toner, no face scrub, no serum or essence and stuffs. So while I am at Malaysia right now I feel the need to accumulate them all hehe. But still, I don't want to swipe everything at one time. Orang kata sikit sikit and buy the best so that you won't waste your money.

I went to Aman central, the newest marvellous shopping mall at Kedah. I called it marvellous coz it got everything that Kedahan people need. Like before this kalau u nak cari certain brand dekat Kedah is so freaking hard that we have to travel to Penang nak cari brand tertentu tau. Now dekat Aman central , MAC, SASa, Body shop, Face shop, Pandora, Victoria secret, Uniqlo, Cotton on, H&M basically semua lah ada. takyah nak risau nak p jauh. SEPHORA ja tak buka lagi haha. (nasib baik)

Nak di jadikan cerita, I dah lama eyeing for faceshop products. Though I have their cleanser but I want to try other skincare product that netizens raved about. Tapi tak ada search review ka apa2, i pergi the shop, and the customer service was so on point so I beli terus. Plus sekarang ni kulit i rasa so oily especially dekat T zone. senang cerita dekat hidung. Rasa macam nak cabut ja hidung ni sebab tak tahan feeling oily tu. Kalau tengok cermin lagi la menganggu. Hidung oily nak mampus macam badut daripada jauh sebab hidung terlalu on point dengan minyaknya.

So I excited la beli cleanser baru. And you know what me excited even more ? I beli Cleansing milk this time which is some sort of makeup remover but still it give benefits to your skin like face cleanser. Have you heard about Korean 10 steps skincare routine? I actually terpengaruh dengan benda ni. I nak double cleansing. So I mencari cleansing oil yang best.

I went to watson and tried the N*** brand. It smells awful. I swear to god, it smells so bad like I almost puke. I can't bear the smell at allsebab I tested it out on my hand, so I keep smelling it, trying to like it, but I coudn't. Then at the face shop, I also found the cleansing oil, which is the only cleansing oil at Faceshop. It is the same series as the one that I bought however this one smells better. It doesn't smell like what you might expect, tak wangi pon sumpah. It smells ok than I tested from brand N**** tu .

Tapi tapi the beauty adviser dekat faceshop tu asked me 'why do you want to buy cleansing oil?' so I bagitau la about 10 step korean skincare routine tu. haha. Tp I am not sure la it is suitable for me ka dak. then she said that by looking at my face I have an oily T zone so she would recommend the Cleansing milk lagi sebab I taknak foam. We did a demo and stuff, lama jugak lah. then I found that this cleanser is freaking worth and effective. (aku expect harga kat faceshop would be RM80++ but hang tak dak cleanser ni just RM35 with 200ml quantity. ) So memang tak pikiaq panjang ah.

while doing the demo kan. I request to put on the real makeup on my hand and then try to remove it with the cleansing milk. So pergi la letak baby cushion dia, lipstick, pencil eyeliner, liquid eyeliner, mascara siap. hentam semua sebab mascara residues always bother me the most.

ha sudah while dok menerai makeup makeup ni mascara dia seem quite nice chu oll. Dalam kepala otak ni ' ok ok berapa rega berapa rm please'. Kelihatan kat situ ada rm70+, ada rm40 macam tu. tengok tepi dia, tudia ada 40% sale beb. Ok . add to cart! haha

mascara ni sumpah best for lower lashes . sis tak tipu, sebab tu sis terus beli walaupun sis pernah berjanji no more mascara sebab dulu sis hentam haul beli mascara banyak banyak. waterproof tak waterproof semua sis kumpul tau.

having said that, wait for my video comparison between maybelline mascara vs faceshop mascara okay? I hope my viewers would love it because I am a mascara geek. I have tried a few from Benefits, Naked and etc. sebab i suka mencari masacra yang terbaik for my eyelashes. so that I would bammmmmmmmm without having so much hassle while removing it hehe

phewwwwwwww ok rasa lega beb boleh share semua thought sis. I nak shaee video haul tapi i rasa macam tak sesuai nak buat video coz I only two items but I hope you girls would love this post as well ! Love you xxxx

sample murah hati dari beauty adviser tu.

Raya 2017 Youtube Shout Out

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sat, 24 Jun 2017 03:30:00 +0800

Salam . Have you guys catch up with all my Raya videos series ?

I did ALL OF THEM for you to take benefit from it.
I did 2 Raya Makeup Look so far . so check them out here

1) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZYUea7DO7A

2) (not yet publish)

I also did shawl and bawal tutorials with earrings here. and also shawl tutorial with head chain

1) SHAWL - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dALNaHyqWc

2) BAWAL - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NoScUKHdwls

3) WITH HEAD CHAIN - https://www.youtube.com/edit?o=U&video_id=vbyZGE7s3wE

What do you waiting for ? If have not yet watch, please do so because it is free !
I hope it will give you some inspiration for upcoming raya.
Thank you so much for reading.
Follow my new instagram as well @anysnadhilah . SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

My Raya Confession 2017

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Fri, 23 Jun 2017 13:45:00 +0800

Eh , dah hari ke berapa ya kita berpuasa ? Jujur anys cakap, perasaan puasa dekat negara orang ni lain sikit dari berpuasa di negara sendiri. Bukan sikit, banyak lah ! Dari tak ada family riuh riuh , kepada bazar petang petang , dan main bunga api malam malam. ( nak nangis pulak teringat main bunga api dengan adik beradik , selalu larang adik dulu beli mercun/bunga api banyak banyak. tapi kalau pikir pikir balik, biar la dia main puas puas.

Kakak dan suaminya pula kerja membekalkan mercun kat adik ja. Aku, pau bunga api adik aku, walaupun tak kasi dia beli banyak banyak. Yela hari hari kau jah dia nak beli bunga api. kalau sehari RM10, bankrup lah kita.

sekarang ni lagi lah kena berjimat cermat kan. ekonomi malaysia pun makin merosot. walaupun anys bukan duduk dekat malaysia sekarang tapi currency jatuh sangat dirasai melalui exchange money, tiket flight, elaun dan sebagainya. merungut pulak kita pagi pagi buta ni.

tak sabarnya balik Malaysia tau ! tak sabar gila nak rasa feeling I am back HOME ! THIS IS MY PLACE, THIS IS MY TERRITORY.
tak sabar nak lepak dengan my sis, my brother, my mom, my dad. I can't wait to meet them. Each one of them are so precious. I do really miss them ! A LOT

Guess what excites me more ?
of course la make up ! OMG, i can't tell you guys how I can't wait to grab makeup yang ada kat Malaysia sadly tak ada kat India. Ini lah benda yang nak confess.

Nak tahu apa ? Sabaq sat . memang post ni nak cerita pasal barang makeup apa yang I nak beli for Raya atau post Raya pun tak apa. tapi kalau boleh memang nak for raya lah , sebab siapa taknak cantik untuk raya kannnnnn !

1) Tarte eyeshadow - I want this so bad , and it coming on my way . I beli straight from US . Hopefully it will arrived before Raya .

2) Highlighter - this is dreammmmmmmmm.

3) Drugstores Eyebrow kit - not yet thinking! But I want a new eyebrow pencil. Any suggestion yang best2 ?

4) Hydrocor Contact lenses - trendy kan sekarang ni lens ni, so I thought I nak give a try .

5)Eyelash glue - beli kat Aman central yang murah murah tapi melekat.

6)Eyelash

7)Brush

8) Blusher -this blusher is from Amazon India. I read so many positive reviews so I want to give it a try since it is affordable !

Insyallah nanti kan kalau anys dah beli semua ni , anys will upload a video regarding all above makeup and the kits sekali dengan review. the title would probably be 'My Raya HAUL'. siap dah pikir tajuk tau tapi not sure yet, but I will try. I will.

Siapa nak buat video sama sama dengan anys ? Jom!

Thank you so much for reading this.

LAZADA CONTEST : My Raya Outfit Details for this Raya 2017

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sun, 18 Jun 2017 15:16:00 +0800

Assalamualaikum , If you didn't know yet , which I believe you had , Lazada organized a contest from 19 May until 30 June 2017 (4 Weeks) . During these 4 weeks, there will be 1 contest held every week with a different theme. I have waited for this week contest from Lazada because it is one of my niche and I think it will be a little bit easier for me to write. and here we go , my entry for my outfit details on Hari Raya for Lazada.

By the way, Riang Ria Raya sale (http://www.lazada.com.my/riang-ria-raya/) is happening right now at Lazada website, head there now so that you can steal some baju raya outifit with special discounts up to 90%!.

Hey , this is my Raya Outfit details post.
Shhh ! I don't usually share my Raya outifit, it will be my biggest secret! I can only tell you my color theme, but the design would be absolute confidential.haha (poyo kan) However , that was during my old days. Nowadays, I share everything about my Hari Raya outifts , makeup and stuffs. Though I cannot show you my actual outfit during Eid (wait for that outfit post) but this is my plan for Hari Raya Outfit 2017.

In order to brief my outfits in this post, I'll be answering questions from Lazada.

a. What's your color theme for this Raya?
Nude! I really want to wear nude baju kurung for a really long time. I find it so elegant and beautiful when other people wearing it so, this year is my turn to shine !
Can you see the heels in above picture ? I dah lama nak kasut style macam tu dan I nak nude color! I taknak hitam ke brown ke , nak nude and I want it to be my Raya shoes too.
And can we take a moment to feel the love of the handbag. It is so pretty ! I love chained handbag really , they look chic !

b. Share your outfit details for this Raya
I have something light and glittery , nude in color in my mind. I want it to look like mesmerizing !

What I am looking for is not available yet in front of eyes, or if they were ,
I cannot afford it (fill in the blank ) T_T . Still looking online and offline.

But here this is more of what I want my Baju Raya to be. It is a little bit fancy more than I have imagine but still I'm lovin' it. Isn't it pretty?

Loving the colour, perfect nude than ever !

Loving the minimalist lace! It looks luxurious.

I would reduce the tutu if I want this to be my Baju Raya , or change the tutu to plain bottom. It will still it would look nice.

c. What outfit/clothes would you like to buy on Lazada’s platform for this Raya?
Talk to me about shopping. I have A LOT to buy from Lazada.

Tudung : Inner neck is a must nowadays. It will step up your hijab game.

http://www.lazada.com.my/neng-geulis-inner-neck-hijab-and-shawl-nude-30927173.html?spm=a2o4k.campaign-1113.0.0.HrNJQz&mp=1

Bag : Last weekend, I went to Charles&Keith store and I wanted their quilted handbag more than everything but I spotted a great dupe at Lazada ! with only RM20? Huge STEAL !

http://www.lazada.com.my/sokano-trendz-lady-quilted-leather-chain-crossbody-bag-beige-1011899.html?spm=a2o4k.campaign-1113.0.0.HrNJQz&mp=1

To complete the look, I need a watch ! Rose Gold watch is always my thang!

http://www.lazada.com.my/michael-kors-mk5616-womens-mini-rose-gold-tone-quartz-glitz-parkerwatch-859685.html?spm=a2o4k.campaign-1113.0.0.HrNJQz&ff=1&sc=IVkE

That's all for my entry . I was really enjoy writing this post coz I got to do things that I love which is window shopping( whoop2) .
I hope you'd enjoyed reading this too.
And wish me luck for winning this contest! I want the voucher so I could shop some stuffs for RAYA. amin !

Join the contest too if you want to stand a chance winning the voucher.
Click the link : http://www.lazada.com.my/blogger-contest/ The more the merrier !

May Wrap Up ❤

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Wed, 7 Jun 2017 00:16:00 +0800

Assalamualaikum . kalau tak tulis ni memang sampai ke sudah tak akan terupdate blog ni. Sorry sebab lama sangat tak update, sejak March macam tu . but it doesn't mean that I am not here. I am just right here on the Internet, but more on Instagram and Youtube. So catch up with me there if you want okay?

Bulan ni , ya Allah , short posting tak tau nak habaq macam mana busy nya. Nak kena catch up a lot. Baca a lot. Now , medic is dificult is making so sense to me . and no life ? emmm. not to that point yet la because I still have time nak ber 'Next Top Model'

yes girl , you are right.

Kita wrap dari segi Entertaiment first.

In May , I have discover my new favourite show which are

Asia Next Top Model Done to the latest episode
American Next Top Model Done cycle 22 and 23
Pretty Little Liar Done to the latest episode
Guardian of Galaxy Vol 2
Baywatch

Pheww.

Moving on to studies.
I had finish Radiology , Anaesthesia and Orthopaedic posting. Finished the exam too and that is the reason why I update my blog. Finally I got to chill and relax, update my blog while having a cup of tea. wohoo. I perfomed okay, no excellent but we shall see the result. And yep, I already got my previous posting result and I got the best grade among all the batches , B+ but still grateful. Kalau ada rezeki, nak la merasa sekali DISTINCTION A- ke A atau A+

Sports
Tetiba ada sport sedangkan tak pernah jogging pun kan. My college had organized sport day which is known as Adrenaline Rush among our collegue. I have participated and won gold tennis, silver futsal and silver 400m x 4.

Makeup
It was slowing down to its minimal because I was a little bit tight with money. I need to save it up for future :D

Business
Guess what , in order to collect money even more, I do actually run a business. First, I sell saree original from India. I got chiffon saree as well as Silk Saree. very very soft. If you are interested , check out @sareelegacy.

Second , I sell FIT ME Foundation from Maybelline. Check out my instagram @anysnadhilah

Yayyy . thats all for my May Wrap up. I hope one day if I miss my old me, I would check out my own wrap up :D

March Wrap Up ❤

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sun, 9 Apr 2017 10:53:00 +0800

Assalamualaikum . Sebulan tinggal blog , siapa yang perasan ? Nak kata tinggal blog sebab sibuk sangat, tak . Tinggal blog sebab ada final exam , tak.
Cuma tak tahu mana semangat nak menulis menghilang , kurang idea dan inspirasi mungkin.
Anyway , where have I been in a month of March ?

Primary Care Posting and youtube
Primary Care was 2 months posting and to be honest , it was the best posting of all because the doctor was so kind , even gave tips before exam , discussed a little bit on how to answer past years. For me , he was really helping. Andddd the best part that makes this posting the best was everyday I only have one or two classes which started at 11am and finished at 1.30pm , so everyday was a leisure for me. Hence it gave me the advantage to make more videos on Youtube. I don't know what had inspired me to make a lot of videos in March. I did a lot of video ideas brainstorming, filming and editing. I was very comitted last month and I think it was paid off.

Kashmir the cheaper version of Switzerland
Did I mention I was going to Kashmir at end of March ? Kashmir was so amazing and spectacular. I was very happy with the trip because I went with my few favourites. Kashmir is a winter place so it was very cold and we did a lot of snow sports , eg skiing , snowcycle, sledging.

Radiology posting
Primary care and holiday was over . Now, we continue the radiology posting which was two weeks. It just over yesterday and it was an absolutely busy posting. Woke up early and went to classes at 8.30 - 9 am then the classes end at 4.30 pm . Got to study the whole book about the posting too. Case write up and logbook. Tomorrow will be Anaesthesia posting

Sport Day a.k.a Adrenaline Rush
Yo it finally time for be to do a little bit of exercise. I played tennis for my Pink Panthera team and was winning it subconciously. haha . I didn't win , my partner win because he basically hit all the opponent balls. I thought I can play tennis but I can't ! Shameful.

Movie Time!
Watching movies is my forte . I have watched Beauty and the Beast and Baby Boss until last night. Both were beautiful and entertaining. I love the actor and actress , plot and twist in Beauty and the Beast. I want to watch it one more time online :D

Passions
New passion that I must mention in March -
PLL - Now I know why people were so addicted to PLL. They are twisted and mysterious. Always make me guess and I love each main roles in this series.

Bowling - I always love to play bowling but I don't partner with the same interest. But this time, I played it with my bowling partner and he changed my game. From the unskill bowler to a better one. ihiks. He taught me to read my ball and we played bowling enormous time. Really had fun playing it.

Youtube - I almost left blog due to youtube but can't help it . I love to write once in a while to express my feeling and share about my life because blog is my online diary.

Catrice All Round Concealer Review

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Fri, 3 Mar 2017 19:44:00 +0800

I upload this video on youtube on Drugstores Makeup tutorial and someone asks me about this concealer. So I though I would like to give a brief opinion of mine in this blog. I hope this would help you if you are eyeing on it.

Full Cover! Allround Concealer by Catrice includes 5 different shades to ensure perfect coverage. The texture is creamy, smooth and easy to blend.

Shades: Lighter beige: minimizes complexion irregularities and hides imperfections

Darker beige: can be used to contour cheekbones

Pink: hides dark circles under eyes

Green: neutralizes redness around the nose or on blemishes

from their website

I love the packaging very much because it is clear and made from the sturdy plastic container. The shape is also very sleek and easy to carry.

How to :
Take the product using your finger or concealer brush to apply on your face. I prefer to use brush more compared to finger. I find using brush gives more coverage to the problematic areas.
Use the pink shades to cover any dark areas.
Use the green shades neutralize any redness.
Use the beige shades to hide any imperfections or conceal the eyebrow.

To be honest, I cannot compare much with other color corrector because this is the one and only color corrector that I have. From my experience using this concealer during outing and also inside makeup tutorial, it was hard to get the pink/peach color out and apply it my under the eye. Maybe because it was also not as creamy as I wanted it to be. It was also not easy to blend. Having said that, the beige color was quite easy to work with. I apply it to conceal my brow and I was quite satisfied with it so far.

However, I think it is better to apply this color corrector under my eye than not putting any color corrector to get rid of those bothering dark circle under the eyes. Although it is not creamy as I wanted it to be , but i think it is a good drugstores color corrector.

Coverage : 2.5 / 5

Overal rating : 3.3/5
Repuchase it again ? I don't think I would do. but I do let you know if I have change my mind.
Where to buy ? Watson, Guardian and retailed pharmacy

Have you tried this concealer ? what do you think?

Ladies Watch : How to Style it

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sat, 25 Feb 2017 08:00:00 +0800

Watches can be really stylish if you know how to pair them with your outfits. It’s a really trendy accessory to own especially for the ladies who are into fashion and style. But if you own a watch and have no idea how to wear it, that’s too bad because it will be a waste.

But that's okay because in today’s post we’ll get an inspiration about how to style ladies watches and hopefully you’ll find this post useful and be able to wear top watches stylishly.

This one is really easy. All you need is an elegant timeless watch with a leather strap. Choose a watch with bigger “face” diameter but not too big if you have small wrists. This simple style is best for work and important meetings. It is classic yet really fashionable. You don’t have to put too many things on for this to work. Instead, choose a striking bold outfit to pair with this simple watch.

This one is especially for the fashionistas who like to take outfit of the day photos. Layer watches with matching metal bands and bracelets. For a style like this, you need a metal type watch. Look for stainless steel or gold plated watch bands. Depending on the thickness of the watch, you might want to layer different size of bracelets. Thick band watches match thin bracelets and thin band watches pair best with chunky thick bracelets.

Last but not least , watches don’t have to be just round. The ladies watch can also be square or rectangle or even oval. It is all up to our personal preferences. For more mature woman, this style works very well. You can wear this to work, to important events and meetings or even for everyday wear. You can also layer with bracelets and rings when you want the outfit to be more fancy.

Overall, a different shape of watch can totally change your fashion game. It is just that I always forget to wear my watch when I go the hospital but I am trying to make sure that I put the watch at the most seen and accessible place so I can grab it before I go out. Now that you know how to style watches, you can start looking for watches and wear them fashionably!

What’s your favourite watch style?

10 Places To Visit at Ooty, Tamil Nadu (India)

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sat, 18 Feb 2017 22:02:00 +0800

Because I am basically Indian residence for almost 2 years already, I got to explore more places in India. Last holiday, me and my friends went to Tamil Nadu to discover interesting places at Ooty. Here are top 10 places you need to visit if ever you go there.

1. Doddabetta Peak

2. Botanical Gardens

3. Avalanche Lake

4. Ooty Entertaiment

5. Pykara river

6. Ooty lake

7. Rose Gardens

8. Tea Garden & Factory

9. Chocolate Factory

10. Shooting point

Full Guide to Dubai on New Year's Eve

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Tue, 14 Feb 2017 21:09:00 +0800

Never in my life even the slightest acquaintance to imagine myself being in Dubai, the richest and the most luxurious Muslim country in the world. How was that even possible? Dubai has a variety of iconic and exciting places for you to visit and a lot of rich people for you to wink hehe >.<.

These are some of my Tips for Dubai Trip based on 2 days trip. Hopefully, it is useful :)

FLIGHT
I went there using Omar Air. It was 20 000 rupees which cost about 1300 return ticket, but my colleagues booked early so they got only RM1000 return. but mine was on the New Year's Eve.

STAY

If you are going at a peak season (New year, CNY, Raya), I do recommend for you to book your hotel early and always confirm with the hotel or the house owner. My experience, we got the hotel canceled even though we already paid for 2nights and we booked the hotel through Airbnb.com. You can also book through Booking.com. The hotel accommodation can be quite pricey, so prepare about RM100-RM250 per night for peak season.

FOOD

No need to worry at all because they are all halal. Arabian KEBAB is must have food. Cheap yet the salad is so fresh!

SHOPPING

Good news is we can use our debit card to buy anything inside Dubai Mall especially at Sephora. whoop whoop! Dubai Mall has everything you ever want ! And luckily during my trip, there was HUGEEEE SALE.

TRANSPORT
Easy! Use train to everywhere you want to go. But sometimes you need to walk for miles away. Use taxi instead if you couldn't bear the calf pain >.<

GUIDES

These are 30 random tips that I can think and share with you.

Keep yourself busy in flight as mine it took almost 6 hours including transit 1 hour *I brought English novel
Book your accommodation early
Book flight ticket early as from India to Dubai it can only cost RM1000 return ticket
Buy Metro transport one day pass instead of every station which cost 22Dirham
1 Dirham was around RM1.20
Bring a mineral water and wear thin clothes because Dubai could be hot
Have a sunglasses to protect your eyes during the hot day around Dubai (it could help protect from the sand too at the desert)
Keep your metro card safe at one place because you are going to use this everywhere
I recommend bringing a rucksack/carry bag
Have earphones in case you are boring inside the train
Try Arabian kebab *only 6 Dirham
Wear a stocking when you go to Desert Safari
Don't forget to take a selfie with camel, Burj Khalifa, Burj Al Arab. coz I forgot;(
Go to Day by Day Supermarket for the affordable souvenir
Bring your travel diary if you want to keep track of every journey
For Muslim, you can pray at Bastakiya mosque during your trips
you can take boat taxi at Al Jaddaf
Dubai mall closes at 1 AM so.
Dubai Sephora has Huda Cosmetics, Nars, Anastasia, so.
For new year's eve, the Dubai/Burj Khalifa Metro station close as early as 9 pm
You have to walk miles away from the next station before or after Dubai Mall station
Wear proper shoes because if you take public transport you need to work out those legs
Buy to the Top of Burj Khalifa tickets early, buying it online is recommended.
A trip to the top of Burj Khalifa cost you 120 Dirham.
There are mosques near the Burj Al Arab as well
Don't forget to go to souk and Al Medinah
Stay in front of Burj Khalifa during new year, not side or back because you can't see the countdown, big Dubai flag, their minister, and other incredible projections
Go to Dubai with your best travel partner
Don't keep too much Dubai coins with your because some money exchanger don't want coins
Experience a night camp at the desert if go to Dubai.
BUY ME A SOUVENIR OKAY? hehe joking.

I hope this entry helps you in any way. Bookmark this page if you plan to go there, tau tau .

Much love,

Anys

Full Itinerary to Dubai 2 Days 2 Nights

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sat, 11 Feb 2017 17:19:00 +0800

Hello pumpkins ! Before I forget the whole trips due to aging (hehe) , I better list down all the places and activities that I've done in this 2 Days 2 Nights at Dubai. If you are planning to go to DUBAI, feel free to take my itinerary for your reference. We planned all these by ourself so it was flexible but due to short time, we didn't manage to do much. I suggest to go longer than 2 days. Anyway, sorry for late update !

Friday - Departure
3.00 PM Depart from Bangalore Airport (flight took almost 5 hours)

6.00 PM Dubai Airport ( Dubai time difference with Bangalore is -1 hour and 50 minutes)

9.00 PM Check in at home stay and sleep
Saturday - Day 1 at Dubai
Sunday - Day 2 at Dubai

A few snaps taken :)

and videos too. Feel free to watch my Dubai trip videos below . I promise it is a lot more fun than my pictures above hehe. Please subscribe to my channel if you haven't already because it is free ! Thumbs up too if you like it. Till then , write to you soon.

Have I found my cat yet?

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sat, 4 Feb 2017 12:12:00 +0800

Like I've told ya , I put so much efforts so let my cat back home.

She has never been out so it is like impossible for her to come back. and we live in an apartment with so many floors and blocks.

Can she even recognize her owner's smell or her own smell to know where exactly she came from? And can she crawl each of every stair and search my house that will be exactly Block B out of A- K block, Floor 2 out of 3 , on the right, No 33 ?! and I don't even know if Snowy able to climb the stairs? I am not even convinced !

I did put her food and even spread it in front of my house just because I hope she can smell it and knows that this is your house Snowy. COME BACK. and once you are here, please please call me because I know you are smart. Snowy is smart at crying for help. She legit cried to get out from my room. She cried to come inside my room. She cried to go the bathroom a sip of a drink. She cried very very loud if I accidently locked her at the balcony. She cried if we accidently locked her inside a kitchen cupboard too. She cried for everything that she wants us to help.

But she didn't cry at all when I was looking for her which make me really sad and hopeless. My friend did help me looking for Snowy, he even tried to find at his apartment which is separate from my apartment. Basically everywhere. Told the guards too to grab Snowy if they saw it which I thanked for. My housemate too, which accompany me printing Snowy's poster and also posted the Snowy Lost Poster in our college Facebook group. Everyone was so supportive to help me find Snowy. Thank you so much.

You may not know how important and how affectionate we are as a cat lover if you never own a pet. I think everyone who lost their pet would cry. and me, I could be depressed for the whole year. Like 'missing pet' keep distract me in my mind. Even on the first night, Snowy already appeared in my dream. I cannot keep her away from my mind. Why? Because sumpah she was so clingy. Look at this photo. She is basically my shadow.....

And alhamdulillah. After the sorrow slept, at 6 am, my housemates kejut me from sleep. They told Snowy snowy which that was the call that I want them to say. I immediately open the door like orang gila and Snowy already right in front of me. Words cannot describe how grateful I was. I caught Snowy and I couldn't believe my eyes. Guards found her at J Block around 2 am and they sent her home.

I was hope that it was not a dream . and now I still pinching my cheek to make sure this is a reality. Snowy already come back but she is not in the condition that she left. She is now still in trauma. and her right foot.. she got it hurt and barely can walk. She only walks using her left foot. I almost cry right now because I feel so sad for snowy. She is just a kitten, born in 27/July/16. She is just a 6 months kitten to be disabled. I don't want !!!!!!!!!

I cannot write anymore. This is all my fault. She does not even touch her food for the whole dat and she looks so thin. I'm AFRAID. hm

My cat was missing !

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Fri, 3 Feb 2017 16:44:00 +0800

Hye, its me again. I told you I want a little bit of ME TIME in my blog, like let just put the beauty and travel things aside first because I miss telling about personal life and share it with the world in my own blog. Anyway, thank you so much for supporting that lovelies. I don't know why, my hand kind of stiffen these days just work out my fancy keyboard and at least write something or anything would entertain me and you.

I don't know how to start but I have bad days. I was worried. I was guttered. I was angry and finally cried. I worried about Snowy and angry to myself because I didn't take care of Snowy that much. I LOVE SNOWY and at the same time, I want her to have her little freedom or something. I want my cat to get all things that she could have.

Let me tell you from the beginning.

Last two nights, I was watching youtube and do some stuffs. I was worried about my case presentation that was supposed to be on the next day. I want to do my best for the case presentation and to score is to prepare, because I am shi* at spontaneous. However, I didn't know what case I want to present and I was clueless. So my mind was totally hay wired. This thing didn't bother me that much. Just to warm up the story :D

My room got a balcony and I always open the door to let the fresh air in. Snowy was very active at that night. She legit running up from my balcony to the bed and then ran to the balcony back. My housemate was in my room talking to me. She lied on my bed and we talked that Snowy was very active.

And then, my friend came and give me some food. I was out of my house door and we talk for a bit. but I was, sure enough, Snowy was not even came passed through the door. After that, I came in inside the house and continue gossiping with my housemate about the shawls that we want to purchase together and stuffs. Not too long my housemate already want to sleep and she asked me where's Snowy?

Like in a blink of an eye, Snowy gone silent and disappear. I wondered where was she but I still positive that she maybe inside the house. I looked Snowy around the house and she was not even in my room, living room, and kitchen. I was very curious so I looked outside of my house door because if she was out, she wouldn't be far. I live in an apartment , so she usually goes and sniffs the ground first before start sniffing my neighbourhood door very slowly. She never went directly to the lift and the stairs. I was convinced she was not even out because it was impossible.

I was still positive that she maybe was in my housemate room. She sometimes loves to go to their room - lepak lepak. I don't want to interrupt my housemate because they already sleeping and I knew Snowy would come back to my room in the morning because somehow she needs to eat and peeing or littering.

On the next day, the first thing that I think was 'why I don't hear Snowy voice today?'. Because every single morning she would cry either to went out from my room or to came in. I was used to it though I would be grateful if she slept with me not begging to go out. I started to seriously worried. I woke up quite early because I need to take a the case and present it to the doctor. But I went to the Hospital really late, searching for Snowy first all over the apartment.

I went to every blocks, every basement, and even rooftop. I did ask other cat too, how silly was that but I was desperate !! I told the cleaner staffs and guards too, if they saw Snowy please please tell me or just take her. I cried while looking for her because I want her back . I want her ! I know she cannot survive being outside. She never met other cat and stayed outside. I was afraid they would bullied her because she was just a shy teeny innocent kitten.

AAAAAAAAAAhh . me so stressed.

I came back from college and still looking for Snowy everywhere. All over the garden. Even followed other cat as if they will take me to Snowy. I came back home with disappointment. I went for a nap and woke up then make 'LOST CAT posters'. I hope the apartment residents will help me to find Snowy by hook or by crook.

Then after Magrib, I went every of my neighbour's houses in my block asked if Snowy accidently get into their house. I need their help if they saw Snowy too. Hmmp, sadly, no one saw her. One of my neighbours said keep searching because they afraid someone going to take her and sell it because they can earn quite a lot of money since she is a Persian cat. The tears started to fill up my eyes once I heard that comment because neighbourhood knows how their people would probably react better than me. but I really hope, the residents won't do it because I know they are nice people.

Again , I was back at home. I couldn't resist but feeling so miserable. I wanted to contact my sister because she would know my feeling the best coz she has a great affection to cats as well. She own 3 of them. but her WhatsApp was not even double tick, so I called my dad. I cried while saying hello , while asking about his health and what he was doing at that time . Clearly my dad knows when her daughter was crying. He asked me about what happened. He even trying to console and give me advice. He convinced me my cat will come home. I am that kind of girl that would cry under the pillow or the blanket , but this time I cried SO HARD which I rarely did. RARELY.

I began to pasrah. I hope of all the things that people told would come true that Snowy will come back home . She will. I was still gloomy that night. Slept in sorrow. I don't even have mood to smile or be on the internet.

Where have I been ?

noreply@blogger.com (anys nadhilah) — Sun, 29 Jan 2017 21:36:00 +0800

I know I know, I am so lazy apart from had an exam for the past 2 weeks and sent my laptop for repair, I legit cannot do anything. I don't know why and what syndrome has attacked me for way 2-3 weeks? or even month? I seriously demotivated in blogging and stuff. I am quite sad and disappointed because it is there in my 2017 new resolution to level up my blogging game and youtube thingy. Good things here are I was consistently uploading videos in my youtube channel (p/s I posted every week now) and I just got my body sweats this evening. I feel so good and hopefully and I can continue exercising until I get the body that I want. Everything needs hard work, aren't they?

Before I continue blogging like normally I did for the past 1 month, I just want to do a quick update on where my life going to head.

Archive

I think I need to put normal blogger archive at the sidebar because that's what usually make me feel motivated to blog. I don't quite like seeing my archive empty. I want it to be filled at least 4-5 posts in a month? I don't know but I do want to blog more even 1-2 posts, I will be grateful enough.

A slip of life update

I got to say this but I will update little bits and bobs about my boring life in one of the post each month because I do love personal blogging way better than beauty and stuff but still, I love the beauty that much, I just love talking about my life better.

What you will read more in my blog

My next up planned posts are my Dubai experiences and itinerary, beauty reviews and life updates. Something like this, but I hope you guys would enjoying it. I apologize if it will be just a short blogpost but I'll make sure it will be helpful to all of you. Insyallah.

Writing again, Bye !

How's your week lovelies ?