Searching MySelf http://searchingmyself.com Information and resources for spiritual development and self-improvement Wed, 30 Jul 2008 10:27:44 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.5 en smyshttp://feedburner.google.com Archetypes of the ego explanation (IV) http://searchingmyself.com/archetypes-ego-explanation-iv/ http://searchingmyself.com/archetypes-ego-explanation-iv/#comments Thu, 17 Jul 2008 15:11:00 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/?p=110 Continuing with the explanation of the 12 archetypes of the ego, let’s see a few more of them:

The Ruler

The Ruler is associated with the creation of psychological wholeness and order The ruler’s goal is the creation of a single, unified, fully  manifested Self. The main function of a Ruler is to order the  kingdom, and the result of the process is a sense of peace, unity, and harmony: all the dispersed pieces come together. A good example is King Arthur of the Round Table.

The Magician

The Magician is the element that can continually heal and transform the Self when the order gets to rigid. It acts as an agent of regeneration and renewal, for oneself and others. That is the part of the psyche that can integrate dark pieces of the Orphan and transform them into usefull energy.

The Sage (Wise)

The Sage is the part of the psyche that is experienced in meditationas the objective Self. It watches our thoughts and feelings, but does not indentify wit hit. In such the Sage help sus face whatever is true in our lives and transcend our smaller selves to be one with cosmic truths. When we stop fighting truth, we can be free.

The Fool

The Fool is the element of the psyche that reprsents multiplicity of consciousness. Like the Court Fool makes fun of the King and everyone around who has power the Fool takes away the trying to make to much sense. He does this ideally without being offensive. The Fool teaches us that we are always expressing one of the sub’s never the one Self. He is the forerunner of the new Self, and being able to laugh with  it, not taking any situation to seriously, he shows to way where to  find our true self.

 

]]> http://searchingmyself.com/archetypes-ego-explanation-iv/feed/ Archetypes of the ego explanation (III) http://searchingmyself.com/archetypes-of-the-ego-explanation-iii/ http://searchingmyself.com/archetypes-of-the-ego-explanation-iii/#comments Wed, 16 Jul 2008 10:15:47 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/archetypes-of-the-ego-explanation-iii/ After having done the test and scored your results, here it is a short interpretation on the different archetypes you have seen on the test and read also below what is called “the journey to the soul“.

The journey to the soul

Our ego wants to be immortal, to be safe, to be succesfull, prosperous, loved, and above all wants the world to make sense. But the soul, whatever it is, has an other point of view. He is merely interested in the journey., the learning about death, passion, sex, ecstacy, the beauty of all.

This is in essence the split between the right and the left brain. It is difficult for the ego to understand the soul. The Innocent  wants to deny unpleasant truths, while it is asked from the soul to  have faith. The Orphan takes death and suffering as further  indication that life is not fair while the soul ask to learn and  experience. The Caregiver and the Warrior both try to protect his/the  world from suffering while the soul doesn’t see any suffering, has no need for control nor goal.

There is nothing wrong with a balanced build ego, but it often doesn’t understand it has to empty itself after being constructed. He has to give away control and deal with the soul. He is the chariot not the horses pulling it. And the soul it does come. Sometimes through insights but most often
with a bang. Suddenly in the middle of nowhere it strikes and the ego gets  desoriënted …hard.

One becomes discontented with the things around you, what happens, what you do, did.  The world doesn’t fulfill your needs anymore, you get desoriënted, feel empty, depressed. The plug has been pulled, and the ego’s content is flowing out. You want to change, become real, genuine. Every one has to go through that phase. Sometimes it takes awhile, sometimes a lifetime.

The following archetypes represent the journey of the hero towards the soul. The Seeker corresponds to the spirit, the Destroyer to change, the death wish; the Lover to Eros, the life force, and the Creator to imagination.

The Seeker

The Seeker seeks enlightment and transformation, but initially is very controlled by the thinking of the ego. He thinks its about becoming better, more accomplished, succesfull, perfect. The Seeker journey requires courage to break free from dependency a go ahead to the unknown.

The Destroyer

The Destroyer breaks open the door, the suppressed Orphan. He smells the treasure in the cave, but can not see it through the ego.. He is the Rebel without a cause because still under the influence of the ego he only sees matter. So he kills; ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

The Lover

The Lover wants to reunite things. He is the symbol of the Holly marriage, the marriage with the Self, undivided. But influenced by the ego he looks for love in the outer World. The over is the dreamer  of a better world somewhere, somehow.

The Creator

The Creator helps awaken the seed of our genuine identity, deep within us. It creates many projects and ideas, but often chained still by th ego, they are all over the place, and become one by one, unsatisfying.

The Innocent

The Innocent helps establish the persona, the mask we wear in the world, our personality, our social role. Although this external image lacks depth and complexity, it provides us and others with a sense of who we are and what can be expected of us.
The question is asked to every child: `Who are you going to be when you grow up?’
As adults we identify ourselves by the jobs we do and our life-style.The Innocent within wants to be loved and be part of things. It wants to fit in at best social adaptive, at worst as a criminal.

The Orphan

The Orphan is the cynic, who sees which of our qualities will have to sacrified, or go underground to fulfill the image of the Innocent. The Orphan is the part of us that learns to recognize and thus avoid situations that likely are going to hurt us. It tries to protect us from being abandoned, hurt or victimized. To do this, it may act on knowlegde the person can not even acknowledge having, thus becoming a secret and valuable, but hidden, sidekick.

The Warrior

The ego wants to get its needs met, but also cares how they are met. The Warrior helps with this task. When the Warrior is acting strictly in terms of self-interest, it is helping to develop the ego. The Warrior brandishes the sword to cut off anything that seems to threathen survival of the body, the ego, our integrity.

The Caregiver

The Caregiver develops a sense of morality and care for others. It is concerned about the good of others as well as ourselves. It is concerned not only with our children and people, but also with the good of humanity. It has the ability to sacrifice the lesser for the greater good.

]]> http://searchingmyself.com/archetypes-of-the-ego-explanation-iii/feed/ The archetypes of the ego (II) http://searchingmyself.com/the-archetypes-of-the-ego-ii/ http://searchingmyself.com/the-archetypes-of-the-ego-ii/#comments Wed, 16 Jul 2008 10:08:10 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/the-archetypes-of-the-ego-ii/ If you have done the previous test on the archetypes of the ego, here you have how to score the results you have obtained.

Under the name of each archetype are six blanks with numbers corresponding to the question on the test. Transfer your responses (1-5) to the columns below. For example , if your answer to question 17 was 5 ( almost always), put a 5 in the blank next to 17, the first number in the column under `Innocent’ . When you have put a number in each blank, then add up the columns. Your Total score for each archetype will be between 6 and 30. When you have completed scoring the instrument, you may wish to graph your scores on a pie chart to get a visual representation of your particular score pattern.

Innocent

5
13
34
49
63
65

Orphan

14
22
27
30
50
71

Warrior

6
39
40
44
57
59

Caregiver

7
10
15
24
55
68

Seeker
33
47
51
62
70
72

Lover

12
16
17
25
29
45

Destroyer

2
4
21
52
61
66

Creator
8
19
31
60
64
69

Magican
3
23
37
42
48
58

Ruler

26
32
35
38
46
67

Sage

1
18
20
36
41
56

Fool

9
11
28
43
53
54

Remember that no archetype is any `better’ or `worse’ than any other; each has its own characteristics, gift, and lesson. Notice your highest scores. These indicate archetypes that, base don your scores, would be expected to be very active in your life Then notice your lowest score ( espessialy those under fifteen). These are the archetypes that yoy are currently choosing to repress or ignore. If the score moves toward the fiftee-and under range, you may have an aversion to the archetype.

]]> http://searchingmyself.com/the-archetypes-of-the-ego-ii/feed/ The archetypes of the ego (I) http://searchingmyself.com/the-archetypes-of-the-ego-i/ http://searchingmyself.com/the-archetypes-of-the-ego-i/#comments Wed, 16 Jul 2008 09:55:57 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/the-archetypes-of-the-ego-i/ The concept that the individual or ego is dumped on the planet and needs to find his way on it is a long discussion on its own. Our personality has to learn the rules of the game here on Earth trying to master the rules of the 3D, and for this he creates personalities each one representing his beliefs, his conclusions on how he thinks the world turns. The ego makes lots of mistakes and end up with a huge amount of subego’s, little voices inside our head who`s goal can be totally different from each other.

Us, as individuals can, and normally will be, very confused with whom who we are, what the ego is, in reality. Our ego is almost unable to collect all his subs personalities and merge them into one self without much effort. This is the real explanation of individuation. The ideal ego is the one who knows he is interdependent with everything around him in the world. `We are one’ or `there is only one but you’ are two totally different expressions, stating the same concept.

Here we would like to present the twelve mainstream subego’s who represent conceptual the inner voices of mankind. Don’t be sad if you recognize them, if not all. We are learning…

Before you start the following test, an explanation of its goal .Every inner voice keeps us away from being centered, to stay awake, to be authentic.
These exercises and thoughts are to learn you to observe them closely and to make you notice how they control your life in stead of you controlling it.
No one can avoid going to this road in his life, in one of his lifes, so why not now?. This is not to take you down, but to wake you up in the end, to wake myself up.

A. Please indicate how often you agree with each statement as descriptive of you by writing in the blank beside the statement number

1= Almost never descriptive of me
2= Rarely descriptive of me
3= Sometimes descriptive of me
4= Usally descriptive of me
5= Almost always descriptive of me

B. Work as quickly as is comfortable; your First reaction is often the best indicator.

C. Please do not skip any items, since doing so might invalidate your results. If you’re unsure, just make your best determination and go on.

1. I collect information without making judgements.
2. I feel disoriented by so much change in my life
3. The process of my own self-healing enables me to help heal others
4. I have let others down.
5. I feel safe.
6. I put fear aside and do what needs to be done.
7. I put the needs of others before my own.
8. I try to be authentic wherever I am.
9. When life gets dull, I like to shake things up.
10. I find satisfaction caring for others.
11. Others see me as fun.
12. I feel sexy.
13. I believe that people don’t really mean to hurt each other.
14. As a child, I was neglected or victimized.
15. Giving makes me happier than receiving.
16. I agree with the statement, It’s better to have loved and
lost than never to have loved at all.”
17. I embrace life fully.
18. I keep a sense of perspective by taking a long-range view.
19. I am in the process of creating my own life.
20. I believe there are many good ways to look at the same thing.
21. I am no longer the person I thought I was.
22. Life is one heartache after another.
23. Spiritual help accounts for my effectiveness.
24. I find it easier to do for others than to do for myself.
25. I find fulfillment throgh relationships.
26. People look to me for direction.
27. I fear those in authority.
28. I don’t take rules too seriously.
29. I like to help people connect with one another.
30. I feel abandoned.
31. I have times of high accomplishment that feel effortless to me.
32. I have leadership qualities.
33. I am searching for ways to improve myself.
34. I can count on others to take care of me.
35. I prefer to be in charge.
36. I try to find truths behind illusions.
37. Changing my inner thoughts changes my outer life.
38. I develop resources, human or natural.
39. I am willing to take personal risks in order to defend my beliefs.
40. I can’t sit back and let a wrong go by without challenging it.
41. I strive for objectivity.
42. My presence is often a catalyst for change.
43. I enjoy making people laugh.
44. I use discipline to achieve goals.
45. I feel loving toward people in general.
46. I am good atmatching people’s abilities with tasks to be done.
47. It is essential for me to maintain m yindependance.
48. I believe everyone and everything in the World are interconnected.
49. The World is a safe place.
50. People I’ve trusted have abandoned me.
51. I feel restless.
52. I am letting go of things that do not fit me anymore
53. I like to `lighten up’ people who are too serious.
54. A little chaos is good for the soul.
55. Sacrificing to help others has made me a better persons.
56. I am calm.
57. I stand up to offensive people.
58. I like to transform situations.
59. The key to success in all aspects of life is discipline.
60. Inspiration comes easely to me.
61. I do not live up to my expectations for myself.
62. I have a sense that a better World awaits me somewhere.
63. I assume that people I meet are trustworty.
64. I am experimenting with turning my dreams into realities.
65. I know my needs will be provided for.
66. I feel like breaking something.
67. I try to manage situations with the good of aal in mind.
68. I have a hard time saying no.
69. I have a lot more great ideas than I have time to act on them.
70. I am looking for greener pastures.
71. Important people in my life have let me down.
72. The act of looking for something is as important to me as finding it.

]]> http://searchingmyself.com/the-archetypes-of-the-ego-i/feed/ Key points of learning to manifest http://searchingmyself.com/key-points-of-learning-to-manifest/ http://searchingmyself.com/key-points-of-learning-to-manifest/#comments Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:02:52 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/key-points-of-learning-to-manifest/ It is the second time I read "Creating Money" from Sanaya  Roman and Duane Parker. All their series of books had me impressed by the way Orin and Daben simply put all spiritual teachings into plain and simple concepts to understand. I am now passing one of those periods called "the ebb", that is, when more money is going out your life that money coming in (the flow). Being money a kind of energy, it is a cycle that repeats itself and that it is perfectly normal, so I was aware and worried too much about it.

However, I decided to re-read the book to refresh some concepts about the spiritual laws of abundance, and so new thoughts came to me as a summary of what is important to remember when working to manifest anything in your life.

 

1. Your thoughts create your reality and the things you attract to you.  Your soul stops your lower and negative thoughts from becoming realities unless having them manifested will teach you something that will help you grow. You are loved and protected by your soul and the universe. As your thoughts become higher and more positive, your soul allows more and more thoughts to manifest. The more you evolve, the more power you have to create what you want, and the more responsibility you have to think in higher ways.

2. When you have a clear intention to have something you generate energy that is focused like a laser beam to go out and get what you want. If you intend to have something you will, when you are ready for it.

3. Focusing is holding a thought or picture steadily in your mind without thinking of other things. Concentrating on what you want by focusing steadily at it for several minutes at a time increases the speed with which you draw things to you.

4. You get only what you are prepared to handle. If you intent to manifest millions, it will never be a reality for you unless you are ready to cope with them. This is why is so important to understand what we ask for, to be clear, and to be ready to handle it.

 

For me those points bring absolute clarity about how to manifest what I want, specially because I focus on getting stuff for what I am ready for and I know how to detach from the outcome. Remember that anything you wish is pure energy out there in the universe, and when you intent something, you intent for the essence of that something. Allowing the universe to bring it to you in the most appropriate form and shape is also very important. Be specific about what you want, but be open to receive pleasant surprises :-).

And finally, do dare to dream big, for what only the big dreams can be part of something truly motivating and emotional for you, after you, is the emotion you put in your thoughts what defines the speed at which objects come to you life, so let your feelings express themselves!

]]> http://searchingmyself.com/key-points-of-learning-to-manifest/feed/ The 17 multidimensional man laws of ethics http://searchingmyself.com/the-17-multidimensional-man-laws-of-ethics/ http://searchingmyself.com/the-17-multidimensional-man-laws-of-ethics/#comments Tue, 01 Jul 2008 14:50:35 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/the-17-multidimensional-man-laws-of-ethics/ By Joseph Zaidan- Multidimensional Man

The First Law of Ethics - Unconditional Love

The universe is built in a way that allows all life forms to enjoy Peace, Prosperity, and Happiness, providing they use Unconditional Love in all their dealings. And Unconditional Love involves the helping of all those who ask for help in the furthering of their long term interests, helping them, giving them a push on their way …. However one should first make sure that this help will further the higher interests of the person asking.

The Second Law of Ethics - Truth

Truth is not only about speaking the truth. There are three facets to truth. First one must be true to himself, his Personality and his Spiritual Self. Secondly one must acknowledge truth when one hears it or sees it. Thirdly one must speak the truth, always. And a person who is known to always speak the truth shines like a beacon in the night.

The third Law of Ethics - Communication.

This is about discussing problems when they arise. Discussing with a view to solve the problem. And being prepared to give and take as necessary for the sake of finding a solution. And not stopping the discussions until a solution is found, whether temporary or permanent.

The Fourth Law of Ethics - Judging others

One should not judge others without first placing himself in their shoes, and considering what he would have done in their place. Then giving allowance for their different environment and level of evolution

The Fifth Law of Ethics - Creativity and Consciousness

Creativity is one of the prime necessities for advancing spiritually. This could be in searching for new ideas in one’s work, Or a new recipe for a meal… Or a new decoration arrangement in ones room, hanging a picture,… This law means living one’s life consciously, and using the tools of love and creativity

The Sixth Law of Ethics - Responsibility:

One must be careful not to avoid one’ s responsibilities Once a problem is placed before you which you feel it is up to you to solve it becomes your responsibility to solve it. And you should not shrink your responsibilities

The Seventh Law of Ethics - Respect and Politeness

One must respect all others, friends and enemies, just as he respects himself, and must also insist that others respect his boundaries. And never say or even think of impolite things. This does not mean he should not express his disagreement with any event. But this can always be done in a polite and respectful & if possible humorous way.

The Eighth Law of Ethics - Loyalt:

Be loyal to yourself, and to those who have entrusted you with their secrets in the expectation of getting your help.

The Ninth Law of Ethics - Passion:

Whatever activity you do, do it with passion. Whether creating, drawing, singing, or dancing. Passion is a life-giving force

The Tenth Law of Ethics - Justice:

Make sure all your decisions concerning yourself or others are fair, just, and unbiased.

The Eleventh Law of Ethics - Faith:
When you have a problem for which you have asked your spiritual friends, or your personal God for help, faith is one of the essential constituents for it to be solved. And faith can literally “move mountains” when you have your spiritual friends helping.

The Twelfth Law of Ethics - Forgiveness:

When you are attacked you have to go to the basic reasons and find out why you were attacked, and try to solve the matter intelligently. Be careful not to respond in a way that will start a cycle of action and reaction. Rather understand why you were attacked, forgive your attacker, do something to make him regret his action and apologise to you. This is a basic necessity to enable living in a community! What you actually do depends on your level of intelligence!

The Thirteenth Law of Ethics - Paying your debts on time.

All business involves the giving of credit, and the keeping of stocks. This being the case, one has to also ask for credit from his suppliers. So let us consider these two conditions, giving and taking credit.
A tradesman or a manufacturer classifies hi clients into 3 classes:

Class A: Current account. Client pays regularly at fixed one or two month intervals or as convenient to him.

Class B: Deliver goods against promissory notes at fixed dates

Class C: Only deliver goods against cash or certified checks.

Now let’s consider the taking of credit.

Tradesmen and manufacturers also get classified into these same three classes. And since it is of vital importance for them to be able to buy on current account they have to build their credit rating. There are two ways to do this. Always paying your bills before due date! And regularly phoning your suppliers to “please send somebody to come and cash their check!” And it is surprising how quickly one gets known and classified by the trade.

The Fourteenth Law of Ethics - Electing people into posts of power and influence

It is vital that all the posts of power and influence on our planet become occupied only by spiritually evolved members of society, recognisable by how they apply these laws of ethics. Those who have not reached this level will eventually evolve. But we should be careful not to put ourselves under the mercy of a non evolved being. His degree of evolution being obvious from the way he reacts with the laws of ethics. The first and most obvious indication of non suitability of a person to take a position of power or responsibility is if he talks about others without respect for his opponent’s opinion. The second indication is if he considers his personal interest and opinion more important than that of others. When you are aware of the importance of the laws of ethics, you will quickly be able to choose your representatives.

The Fifteenth Law of Ethics - Respecting the opinions of others.

Considering that each one of us has built his opinions on the experiences of his past lives, on this and other planets, it is not strange that there are so many diverging opinions on any subject, so many currents of thought and religions. However much we may differ with other people in some of their ideas, we must realise that each one of us is an image of certain aspects of God, of different levels and paths, and must be respected and loved as such.

The Sixteenth Law of Ethics - Clearing Political Differences.

Political differences between countries or between parties in a single country must be considered in the context of the insignificant life span of a man. And the issues which appear to the conflicting parties to be of vital importance must be compared to a dispute between two electrons as to which atom they will join! No issue can be as vital as keeping peace and the laws of unconditional love. And the party who sacrifices most to reach a quick solution is the party who will prosper and evolve the fastest!

Therefore the rule to keep in mind during discussions is to be careful to always speak politely and before offering a compromise solution put yourself in your opponent’s shoes, feel happy you are offering him something he can accept. Make him feel you are on his side and are genuinely doing all you can for his interest.

The Seventeenth Law of Ethics - Union .

This law concerns union between people in marriage, between brothers, relatives, friends or businesses in affairs, between states or countries in a union, between organs or minds in a body. Providing this union is governed by the laws of ethics, the power, prosperity, and happiness resulting from the union far exceeds that of the individual participants.

]]> http://searchingmyself.com/the-17-multidimensional-man-laws-of-ethics/feed/ Life Purpose and Personal Awakening http://searchingmyself.com/life-purpose-and-personal-awakening/ http://searchingmyself.com/life-purpose-and-personal-awakening/#comments Sat, 28 Jun 2008 09:26:40 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/spiritual-guides-and-angels/ It’s never been easy for mankind to have a clear answer about what our life purpose is. Despite hundreds of books, channeled messages, insigths, etc that tell us we all have a life purpose, a mission to fulfill, a service to provide, the majority of people on the planet still walk through life without realising or finding the proper answer to this question. What are we doing here? What is my mission? Has any of the things I do any meaning for the whole of humanity? lifepurpose
I understand now, after quite a bit of inner struggling, that although we all come here with the same general purpose, that is, remembering what WE ARE (pure energy that creates what it wants to experience, part of the SOURCE, part of ALL THAT IS, part of God), every single soul has some agenda to fulfil in every life time.

This agenda may have many tasks on it, but I like to differentiate two main chapters: What we can do for others while we are here and what we are mainly here to experience and learn or remember.

What we all say our life purpose is, is that part of the agenda in which we can do something for humanity. It has to be with what you like most, your inner talents, those things that bring you joy. Its what you should do while being here and what will give you a great feeling of deep satisfaction and fulfillment.
Discovering this purpose is what gives your life a meaning. If you are happy with what you are doing, if you experience a deep sense of fulfillment, you may be well already doing what you decided to do before incarnating. You may be also in a learning phase, gathering experience and knowledge that will lead you on later years to fully express your contribution to humanity. Don’t worry, if you follow the signs and the insights you have, you will be lead smoothly towards your mission.
The other part of the agenda is what we should do for ourselves, those situations we want to experience (some people may say lessons we need to learn) and we set up before incarnating. This is also a learning process, our soul or higher selves will attract to our lives those people and situations that will allow us to experience something, to learn something, to close past issues and to evolve. Be aware of it. Each meeting, each conversation, each situation, is potentially an oportunity for learning and evolving. Be alert and you will be walking your path at a faster speed and with much joy.

All the articles around this topic are classified into the following main categories:

Life Purpose

]]> http://searchingmyself.com/life-purpose-and-personal-awakening/feed/ I am a lightworker http://searchingmyself.com/i-am-a-lightworker/ http://searchingmyself.com/i-am-a-lightworker/#comments Sat, 28 Jun 2008 09:53:54 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/2008/05/10/i-am-a-lightworker/ I have taken the conscious decision. After having realised about the real duality in the world, on my environment, on my work, about lightworkers, neutral people and darkworkers, I have been more and more felt attracted to step out of the "neutral" category and "do" something. It does not mean I am already "saving" the world, but I have taken the conscious decision to become a lightworker.

Synchronicity brought to me many books and articles about lightworking ( I recommend you read for example the several posts from Steve Pavlina on the topic). Suddenly everything has changed for me. I feel so empowered, and I feel so great having moved to one of the two sides of conscious evolution, that I can’t believe that just this decision has been so happily received by my higher self. I feel joy within and so I guess it is a good sign :-). It is indeed a challenge, for I still have to work tremendously on my personal growth, feelings, fears, emotions, etc, but ok, even if I am at the beginning of a long path, I am happy to be in the right (for me) way. :-)

]]> http://searchingmyself.com/i-am-a-lightworker/feed/ How the Akashic Records work (channeled) http://searchingmyself.com/how-the-akashic-records-work-channeled/ http://searchingmyself.com/how-the-akashic-records-work-channeled/#comments Sat, 28 Jun 2008 09:53:20 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/2008/05/09/how-the-akashic-records-work-channeled/ One of my teachers/friends has sent me this message channeled from the keepers of the Akashic Records. They provide a valuable description of how the records do work, and it can be very useful for many people trying to understand how to use this massive tool of knowledge and personal development. Here it comes.

Despite you don’t recognize me, you know me. You are the first who have contacted me. Congratulations.

You visit me every night, sometimes more the once if wished for, to check on your energy lanes, your writings or notes and intentions. This is our task.
Before we go into the subject who we are, I would like to tell you why we appreciate your contact and support it.
Every one in your ‘New Age’ environment has heard by now about us: the collective (sub) conscious. Here we are spoken to as Akasha and this is indeed our most correct title But, it’s not important to us, how we are addressed.
Who ever makes a wish or intention to connect with us, will meet us. If this is in a direct or an indirect way, in a channelling, a heart experience or in a dream or just through a lucky coincidence. It doesn’t matter to us.
We “see” only the energetic charged flow of energy coming our way; call it a beam of light.
We receive a light beam and reply to it without any distinction, immediate and total. What the requester receives is not our goal to check. How clear it is being received, we can’t guarantee, but we know. But this doesn’t help the receiver much.

We try to explain briefly, who we are and what we do.

We are a collective, meaning, we are cooperating energy forms. Cooperation in the means of co-exist. We are individual different/separated, not what our task is concerned. We don’t live like the collector of our words, as he understood lately.
Living means, there are experience one can choose from. Living scenario’s can be experienced on Earth. Here, it doesn’t go that way. There is no time here, thus no sequence of experiencing. We experience, period What that experience will be, is in principle not ours to choose. The choice comes to us. What we receive, we process, almost like a robot, but then fully aware and full responsible.

Somewhere in the universe a request pops up. We, Akasha, the collective, our function is to comply with this request, and answer the ‘question’ to answer can mean o lot of things. To answer is more then to reply. We, the Akasha collective, don’t only receive the request, but also the context of that question, the deeper goal as in intention as in time. We also receive the underlying prejudices, the hidden agenda behind the question, the secretly and open requests for help or any thing else.
This sum of questions is but one request to us. We receive this request and collect it like you do into a database or library. We save it as an active particle. It is, so to speak, a peace of software put on a hard disk. It’s a dynamic input and it’s alive, meaning it’s liable to change. All additional or associated questions belong to the same sub routine or format.
One request can be thousands of your questions. We notify them and compare them; classify, connect, analyse your question with what is available in our archives.
Who raised a question, sent an energy pulse, the universe will respond to by law; it will mirror the energy pulse appropriate.

Like an echo the request sounds through all our halls as if it was a valley beneath a mountain, and every spot which is touched resonates with this question.
Compare a request with a sound wave. It’s being carried by the air and the air will reflect all frequencies, multiply it to all directions but also to all times: past, present, future; and all associated realities, possible realities. It looks complicated and in a way it is but it stays one minded.

Finally the requester receives an answer. This answer is what the receiver wants to hear, not by definition what we have sent. We sent all possible answers in relation to the question.
The receiver filters itself, the answer, sent by us. Generally the receiver receives between three and ten possible answers. Depending on the brightness of his/her mind the receiver receives also all ten answers. Than the receiver has the freedom to accept the answer he prefers. Here there is freedom of choice. We have no influence on this, and have not the wish to do so. We limit ourselves to providing al possible answers. Who we are has no say in the content of the answer. We don’t ‘colour’ the answer. That does only the receiver (so he thinks).
Finally the receiver receives the answer in freedom. What he does with it is also being registered and saved following the rules by the book. We will go into the subject which laws are applicable here.
For closure we repeat our mission.
We are Akasha. We are a collective of beings of origin different, identical related to our task.
We register the requests of all beings, in this matter people of the plant Earth. We answer every request to the full.
This is our function, not exclusive. There are others but later more about this.

by Eric Huysmans

]]> http://searchingmyself.com/how-the-akashic-records-work-channeled/feed/ Awakening myself: looking for love, seeing fear http://searchingmyself.com/awakening-myself-looking-for-love-seeing-fear/ http://searchingmyself.com/awakening-myself-looking-for-love-seeing-fear/#comments Sat, 28 Jun 2008 09:52:34 +0000 David Topi http://searchingmyself.com/2008/05/03/awakening-myself-looking-for-love-seeing-fear/ One of my teachers asked me last week to do a few observation exercises to help me realise my connection with everyone else and everything else, and help expand my awareness. I found them extremely interesting and so I am sharing the experience with you all, I indeed recommend you do that for a while.

 

The first exercise was simply to notice myself in everyone around me, also in everyplace around me. My colleagues, my friends, my family. How was I mirroring myself in them? Could I see that we all were part of the same thing? Could I see parts of myself represented in them?. At the beginning it was difficult, for my filters were on and I just saw the people as I thought they were, but bit by bit I managed to match a part of me in any of them: one friend was exactly my way of acting with friends, other people mirrored certain feelings and fears, some others colleagues represented exactly the way I am in other aspects of my life.

What I simply discover was that if I was to put everyone together, I would have them the most complete encyclopedia in pieces of my "whole self", so to say, and I came also aware that for them, I was representing a part of their self.

 

The second exercise was to focus now in just a particular kind of energy: fear and hesitation. Most of us still live with many parts of our self deep rooted in several kinds and degrees of fear (locking all doors of our cars and our houses, checking that the bottle of water is closed before we drink from it, fearing that we will not have enough of this, enough of that, fearing that we will lose our love-partner-spouse-husband, fearing that nobody will care for us when we grow old, etc,etc). I did focus on finding examples of when I was being driven by fear on my daily life, on my emotions and reactions, and I got a quite big list of behaviours in which my emotion was not rooted in love, but rooted in some kind of fear.

Becoming aware of them helped me realise that I was blocking myself of opening to deeper connections to people or to life itself. It has been the first step to change a fear-based reaction into a love-based one ( for example, did not put the lock on my motorbike that night, and nothing happened :-)).

 

The third and last exercise is the one I am still working on it. This time it is about finding love everywhere. I have to really "feel" the love, knowing that in reality everything is made of love is not the goal. I have to find love in people, in situations, in behaviours. The first day at work was completely a disaster. No one single reaction/situation was love-based, there were no love on the things we do at work, on the meetings, on the goals of the people. I still was seeing fear everywhere (economical loses, job cuts, deadlines to finish projects or we will not be first in the market, etc,etc). I went on looking for love among friends and family, and I felt some, really felt some, but I still felt fear: people caring for each other because they fear being alone, friends that are nice but they look for control or protect themselves from being hurt, etc. This exercise is not finish for me, because I know love is the main force in the universe, so love MUST be in many more places that I still have not seen. It may be my perception or my filters, but I want to feel love, cause it is there, everywhere.

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