Still thinking about it, but if within a month I won’t be tempted to play again, I’ll call it for good and say goodbye to my beloved little red haired taru.

Been playing latest Aion beta. And I love it. Bad thing is that my code didn’t arrive yet, so I had to create a character on Kerb’s account….>.< that means I will have to start from zero next time!
But I don’t care since this game is very enjoyable :3

So, expect a change of layout, content, and no longer Final Fantasy XI related stuff. I know some people think of me as a whining liar/thief asshole but I don’t care.
Because the friends I always trusted are still with me, and that’s what actually matters. I feel sorry for a couple of people I admired who actually lost faith in me, but I couldn’t help it. I’ll probably poke them again when things get better and sorted out.

It was good until it lasted. But I haven’t felt this good for so long.

I look as pimp as Maiev.
(Minus some dynamis hat, dur dur)

A Crystalline Prophecy.
Honestly, I liked it.
Maybe it was too fast, and I probably would have liked more BCs and less farming, but I enjoyed some hours doing those missions. And I’m one of those few mad people who actually enjoy doing cap stuff! That really reminded me when I did CoP except the not-naked part, running around with cute (horrible?) tarutaru pajamas is just ….awesome. (No, I don’t have some strange child PJ’ fetish x.x)

I did final BC twice, and for my first run we had Dangerousdj aggroing everything and saving us from certain death! Heavy mob trains are awesome, reminds me a bit when I was used to train all Gelshba with my little BRD ;3
Second time, me and Kerb climbed duo, me as WHM and him as…RDM! Was really easy, since we (we=Kerb) managed to sleep the few aggros with no problems at all (god saves enfeebling merits) and reached the top in a mere…20-30 minutes i think, I wasn’t really clock’n the whole thing.

Careful, spoiler next! Don’t peak if you haven’t played all ACP!

I loved final fight. We wiped on the first attempt, but it was just for some little misfortune.  2nd try went smooth and won with decent time!
We adopted the slow “safe” strat, instead of lolboring zerg setup. I don’t like to abuse of zergs when you can actually fight properly something,  of course this doesn’t apply on some mobs like Dynamis Lord or Valkurm boss.
PLD/RDM (me!) SMN SMN COR (Kerb) RDM/DRK and WHM. Basically, the summoners were our constant damage, while the COR takes care of clones. RDM/DRK to stun most -ga (but those aren’t really a problem as paladin -I never received big amounts of damage-), PLD keeps spamming spells and healing him/herself and WHM takes care of the poor PLD.
If you need some tankin’ for this, don’t hesitate to ask for my help because it’s hella fun!

The reward i took from ACP was Royal Redingote. It’s something beyond fuglyness. Magic Accuracy and Magic Damage Bonus for my scholar!
I’m a bit undecided to actually toss this to get PLD’ one with Fast cast and enmity, because I could replace the redingote with Morgana cotehardie (which I found absolutely awesome, and despite the -MACC, I never got too much resists), or Ixion cloak when I need something between morgana and AF1 body. Decisions, decisions!

Allied Notes NMs. Some can become really nasty, and some are so easy you can tank/fight them half asleep! (Like, the tiger) The ones I probably “liked” the most are the Funguar and Scorpion. Yus, I’m sure a masochist person.
First funguar went really easy, but we wiped horribly on some other run later, because apparently it absorbed someone en-curse from a Igqira piece, a very very nasty curse that caps you to 100 hp! Sadly, we had all to home point :(

Finally started (and almost finished) Serpent Generals quests. Kerb trying to make get me done with it for ages! And since we’ll fight the (final?) BC soon with some Linkshell people, I kinda had to this time. I hate being left behind on missions :<

Only need to complete gadalar (♥) one and then I’m done. I probably like Mihli’s one by far, her backstory is indeed the most interesting one! /me wanna see more ;3
The cat’ cutscene is imho one of the most funny one in the whole game.
Najelith (hope I spelled her name correctly :3) throwing a… silencing arrow to literally avoid Gadalar to burn people and things down made me laugh irl <.<!

Our Salvage set is going nicely. We are actually getting drops and start to killing some bosses!
We are able to lowman (a mere party) everything, and last time we even killed LBC with no losses at all!

I actually lost hopes on my new set once, because we “reached” the same useless point of old one, which it was basically not being able to kill bosses, and have all members with a fuckton of 35s but not a single piece completed. But I think the whole opposite now.

I’m happy that Saturian finally finished her first Salvage piece for her awesome PUP (Usukane legs); about time after like a year of runs! Congratulations^^ And she has still head sitting in MH, I hope she will complete that soon.

And I think this noob deserves his grats as well! Our gimp Amano’ SAM finally managed to get his feet, and Kerb got a pair the day after! (Of course both kills were mine, weee to my hidden TH!)
Now we hope to see a third pair to drop for Satu~

Odin decided to love me, about time I’d say <.<. If you wondering, he finally decided to put out M.Body, but there is some little inconvenient………

Now that I have the abj, money is failing me! Started doing again ENM to Kerb to get some stuff in my purse, since now I’m even down to less than 50k. I think most of my money was sucked by Limbus, Tacos and random meds! I hate being poor!

Killed Kerb, after like 39485738945849 attempts! Have to say thanks to Anatabgogagaga (ZNM mob) for charming me and horde’ing him while he was running away! :3 But me being charmed isn’t as fun as an eventual Burst II kill :( I’m so evul >.<
And talking about ZNMs, we started another cycle, this time with less Cerbs and more Hydras and Khims. I tanked Khim and it wasn’t that bad, ‘cept the fact you can’t slow and elegy it and stun gets slowly resisted, which it made me die several times due horrible para hitting both tanks and mages! But after our first couple fights, we found a good positioning and it went with like no hassle (and because Amina was tanking, lul)

Some nice MB i managed to do on Tinnin, had no buffs nor food since I nuked weak, just reraised! (And of course I died the second after). Getting draw-in each second isn’t fun, at least had Kerb getting most hate before my death turn :p!

And now, my beloved PLD situation! (yes I love showing off my pimpness -I’m such an attention whore!)

Ignore other jobs stuff in equipment list ;3 Notewhorty stuff not included in list are Valor Cape and Homam feet! My PLD is definitely pimp, it’s just a shame for that horrible NQ Kaman, but I’ll start farming some -1s whenever I have some time~ And going to start some mad Khimaira camping once i get DSL (which is going to happen in a couple weeks), with some mule I created just for it~

Lotwhoring of the last months. As you can see, there are many things for my next job: Corsair! Kerb will level it for me on his spare time, hopefully he will be able to zerg it quickly to 75! XD
But besides the Cor, Limbus and LS gifts……. CAN YOU JUST SEE THAT DEKKA DECIDED TO DROP MY BOOTS? After YEARS of Salvage, I (almost) finished a set! Only need to relot lvl 15 (I dropped it months ago) and have Kerb giving some buttsex for mats money! I’m really happy!^^

This post ended up being a massive sum, and hopefully I’ll post again frequently like I was used to!

This site is dead

I’m still angry to the world, there are still things I don’t like and I don’t agree with. BUT.
Where do I want to go? Complaining over things forever won’t lead me to anything good. I’ll just try to ignore more than I’m used to.

The whole thing doesn’t regard game only, but it’s on a more general note. Take it like some random wave of emotions and thoughts I  have.

For people who still contacted me (Maiev <3) or tried to (yes, I’m horrible I don’t even reply to e-mails…..), I have to thank you again.

I promise I won’t fail again and will try to let souleater shine AGAIN!

(And yes, I’ve been secretly lurking all your blogs!)

Since I wrote this in Livejournal, some of you know already the reason I “apparently” disappeared is because I got all my domains and FFXI related sites banned at my workplace (surprisingly, Wiki is still accessible). Honestly, that really killed me inside, since I was used to write posts from there, between a line of code and another (I’m a web developer)
Not really going through a good period of life -again-; afraid to get another crappy project work contract, had some car accident and other things <.<

About the “fun” side, which is of course, FFXI, I can say I kinda whored some stuff and tried tanking more enemies x.x;
Kirin, Ultima, more stronghold NMs, more Dynamis. Really makes me happy, especially because I see I’m doing little better, even tough my little HP and the “Utsusemi has not effect” due lag don’t really help at all.

Epic lotwhoring of the last month or so.

Lost lot on Nashira feet (which is not a big issue since I don’t get many resists with my current full elemental set on, and of course, merits) and finally managed to complete Morrigan’s  feet since Bhaflau totally refused to drop Nemain’s during my runs. About time!
Actually 3/5 on Morrigan (legs and head left) and 4/5 Marduk (fucking Dekka).
Lotted p.Hands for the lulz and those m.Feet makes me 4/5 Koenig, missing “only” Cuirass, too bad Odin doesn’t like to drop it. He luvs ebodies.  I’ll most likely get Valhalla breastplate first!
And 3/5 on Sorcerer’s +1. Missing crapga like body and feet, stuff I won’t obviously upgrade ever. Dynamis-Tavnazia been really kind with me! :3

And not only with me actually. Got a total of FOUR Hydra pieces (Saw a salade I passed, since I have already Assjammer and might get some Bahamut mask soon) and various other AFs, like MNK head, Valor surcoat and BLU legs -1! Gratz Kerb, Matix and Amina respectively!
Finally some good luck.

I’ll try to post more at home, killing a little of my playtime. I can’t let this blog die, since it’s like a part of me :(