The 8 Gates of Time

Quantum Speed Reading (QSR)

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Sun, 25 Jul 2010 08:38:00 +0000

You can train your eyes to see at the speed of light.

I came upon a cool site that teaches QSR techniques.

This was merely by serendipitous synchronicity because I had been looking in to possible explanations for my ability to "hyper-visualize" colors, objects, as well as "see" things like green flames and vortex-like torsion fields (occultists might call them
Etheric visions of the third eye). Crazy?

At any rate, the site gives great information on ways to enable each one of us to synchronize our visual and cognitive centers (primarily right-brain enhancement it suggests) so as to see the world with fresh eyes, so to speak.

Think about it! If quantum mechanics, and specifically Bell's non-local theorem is correct, then quantum-seeing is a kin to accessing "light-information" from anywhere in the Universe. This fits Bohm's model of the HolographicUniverse and Nassim Haramein's extension of that idea to his theory of the holofractalgraphic nature of the Cosmos.

These are my speculations, and not the websites, though the site mentions benefits as including higher cognitive abilities such as increased intuition and possibly pre-cognition. Regardless of the "physical reality" underlying the ability, I can attest to its quality, and would furthermore call it flat out trippy and cool.

Other benefits include increased concentration, quicker reflexes and a greater ability to become cognizant --on a sympathetic and emotionally healthy level -- All good stuff! Here's an example of an exercise they give:

The method was formalized "by accident." An observant kindergarten teacher **[I just realized I don't know how to spell kindergarten...how did I graduate????]** noticed her student dazzled when she asked him and others to flip through the pages of books to find one to read. As the site mentions:

The astonishing reply led to the creation of QSR. The eight year old student said, "I saw pictures coming out of the pages and I understood everything in the book". Yumiko, through her long experience as a teacher in non-linear learning, instantly realized a function of the right brain's imagery was at work with this child. The right brain is deeply connected to speed. So when a book is flipped through at high speed the words are transformed into images and come out as pictures. Naturally the other kids had no idea what was going on and just sat there amazed.

You should totally check this site out at: http://www.quantumspeedreading.com/basic_method.html -- The page begins with instruction on the method. If you forget why you were there, check out the benefits tab because I really think you'll notice interesting develops like I have...given a chance.

In conclusion, I don't "See dead people," and I'm not crazy - Well, for the most part, right? Activate your pineal glands people because it's a much more interesting Universe than televised America!

What is Knowing?

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Tue, 15 Jun 2010 04:41:00 +0000

Gnosticism – Knowledge that Saves (doesn't clutter). How to choose the saving grace of ideas. Choosing the system of knowledge that best represents that which is important and best creates receptivity towards true being. “The truth will set you free” -Jesus

The sacred art of Gnosis/knowing (Gnostic Understanding) – Lifts us to a state of beauty beyond our self, where we are transported to experience the living presence of divine understanding.
Centers around spiritual knowledge that is one's saving grace.

“The kingdom of heaven is within” --- Developing the ability to truly experience understanding as the living presence of being.

This is about how to integrate information with experience - for the best ecstatic excitation of one' divine source, which is able to surge through you. It's a balance of receptivity and creativity. How might one live in a manner at which information does not dictate form, but rather, information founds a basis for reintegration in optimal expression as Universe that is Self.

Converging art, knowledge, beauty, wisdom, love, in manifesting realty.

Time Under Review

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Sat, 03 Apr 2010 05:07:00 +0000

“For those of us who believe in physics,” Einstein once wrote to a friend, “this separation between past, present and future is only an illusion.”

That an interesting statement from Einstein, one I have never read before; one that echoes closely with shamanic indiginous beliefs, rantings of deep psychadellic explorers, and Vedic Cosmologoists.

Indeed, the term Maya, meaning ILLUSION, fits in quite well. When the most notable physicists say the same remarkably baffling things that ancient indigenous timekeepers of the great 2012 prophecy purport to offer, I get a sensation of the Cosmic Tickle. Perhaps Shiva can sweep through our realm in the destruction of a cosmic world phase transition to enlighten us as to what actually is real - not an illusion.

Shamans make claims to know future events before they happen. They can predict rainfall, game movement, and even look into the past to see who stole the chicken while the chief's wife was flirting around. Scientists say time travel is possible - provided we have the means to harness God-like levels of energy and ability to construct and spin huge cylinders (with the diameter of our solar system) near the speed of light. This synchro-conceptual realization (much like parallel evolution in biology, or more simply, two vastly different peoples saying similar things) suggests to me that the domain of time is hardly what we generally consider it to be. If so, then what Cosmological consequences might this entail metaphysically and practically for a future embarking upon 2012 and beyond..?

Terence Mckenna, RIP, often spoke about his Timewave Zero Theory that synchronistically prophesized the "End of History" upon the same date as the end of the Mayan Calendar. Dec 21 2012.

"Plato said time is the moving image of eternity. My notion of shamanism is, it is that state of mind which accrues to those who have seen the end. By cultivating this notion of closure with hyper-space, imaged as the archaic return to the world of the pre-cultural ambiance, we can have an anticipation of the transcendental object. It is still in Eden. It is we who have undergone the fall and the recurso. And now the laden prodigal son returns to beat at the doors of the manorial home, the birthright. And within lies the beginnings of true civilization.

We are the forerunners of a truly moral and ethical human society. The deepest aspirations, however badly mangled and mishandled by our traditions, nevertheless still have the potential for archetypal fruition within them. The torch that has been passed from generation to generation, ad infinitum back into the distant past, is alive. And by some strange quirk of the metaphysical machinery it's our great privilege to live through this symmetry break, this revelation of the next level of the open-ended mystery. I think that the real thrill lies in relating to our world with an open mind, a sense of caring, a sense of wonder, and a sense of real, grounded, intellectually firm hope."

- Terence Mckenna from "Understanding and Imagination in the Light of Nature" (Contact if audio content desired)

And a trippy video to help it all sink in:

QUOTES ON TIME:

Henry David Thoreau: As if you could kill time without injuring eternity!

One cannot step twice in the same river. - Heraclitus ** [NOR ONCE, for those paying attention]

We are time's subjects, and time bids be gone. William Shakespeare

For tribal man space was the uncontrollable mystery. For technological man it is time that occupies the same role. Marshall Mcluhan (1911-1980) Canadian communications theorist and educator.

Time for a Name Change?

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Thu, 01 Apr 2010 23:07:00 +0000

Cosmological Developments from WMAP Data - Dark Flow

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Thu, 01 Apr 2010 05:56:00 +0000

WMAP COSMIC MICROWAVE BACKGROUND RADIATION

"dark flow extends even deeper into the universe than previously reported: out to at least 2.5 billion light-years from Earth." - National Geographic, John Roach

WMAP traces the background microwave radiation that exists soon after the THEORY of the Big Bang. I was always intrigued that when the WMAP satellite is pointed in any direction, the Universe is completely uniform in its beginning microwave radiation temperature. What could this mean metaphysically?
BUT now, researches have found an "anomaly" that suggests a large portion of galaxies seem to be moving inconsistently with Cosmological constant expansion models. Interesting.

"Relative motion of matter in the Universe is to be expected, but motion in a preferential direction is not. According to our best understanding of how the matter in the Universe was distributed, there's no way of accounting for this flow. The obvious alternate explanation is a little unnerving: something outside of our visible universe is pulling on the matter that we can see."

SO we've now added Dark Flow to Dark Matter and Energy. This one though, is very intriguing. It made me think: Humans tend to believe that what they see externally is separate and other. Perhaps that is not true. Perhaps this anomaly is happening to us specifically. And regardless, since we can't see the essence of our own being, and since we identify most with our vision, is not what we see that which we identify with most? Perhaps. Thus, if so, is not what we see, in a profound sense, what we are?

Here's some links for those interested:
http://arstechnica.com/science/news/2010/03/new-wmap-data-cant-erase-dark-flow.ars
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2010/03/100322-dark-flow-matter-outside-universe-multiverse/
http://esciencenews.com/articles/2010/03/10/mysterious.cosmic.dark.flow.tracked.deeper.universe
http://www.nasa.gov/centers/goddard/news/topstory/2008/dark_flow.html

Enjoy the mystery.

-marZ

New Bill Hicks Movie Coming Out!!!

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Tue, 23 Mar 2010 22:38:00 +0000

Bill Hicks Fuckin' Rules

Check out this Preview for the Summer 2010 Movie:

Want some Bill Hicks mp3 material of his love comedy shows? F`Ya ya do~! Here are some of my favorite clips:

1. On gays in the military - "...Anyone dumb enough to wanna be in the military should be allowed in it..End of fuckin' story..." - BH

2. On the Elite, Conspiracy, and every new President being shown the Kennedy Assassination.

3. The Beach (where dirt meets water), and moths getting fucked by the invention of the light bulb.

4. On Smoking: "Non-Smokers die every day!..HAHHAHA"

5. Trippin on acid, drugs, and stupid ass laws - "The door is ajar. How the fuck can a door be a jar?!!!!"

6. Great F'n times on drugs and the b-shit hypocrisy of drug laws.

7. Marijuana should be legal & dominoes trucks would crowd freeways making our pizzas free.

8.

Post-Hypnotic Suggestion of 2012

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 19:44:00 +0000

The Mayan calendar is like a cleverly well-placed human alarm.

It's going off now and reminding us that it is okay to live a new dream.

What shall we play this time?

Lucky in Love

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 19:33:00 +0000

I have the most sweet and pretty fiancee.

She makes me want to think clever thoughts.

And when life seems fucked up, she reminds me that beauty does truly exist.

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I have the most adorable and awesome little son.

I enjoy finding new ways to make him laugh.

He brings fresh eyes to life and renews my desire to have fun!

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Pretty damn lucky, so to speak.

Cosmic Sea of Awareness

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 18:52:00 +0000

I feel like a wave of consciousness rolling along the shores of the Universe.

Surfing thoughts of paradox until the sea calls it back home.

There's really no way to capture the Universe in a single thought,
but that's a necessary part of life because we want each wave to feel new and be worth experiencing.

Ideas are like ripples in the water;
thoughtful currents that form gnarly waves;
the dreams of experience meeting the shores of time.

Ahh yes, the cosmic dreams of reality...

The Truth of Lying

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 10:53:00 +0000

Lies are the shadows that shade the true colors of your eyes.

The worst type of lie is the one you believe yourself.

Ignorance is a game we play when we don't want to see our true colors.

Hiding in the dark is the stark reality of that which you tried to pretend was only a dream.

Would you rather live the hate of a shitty life or die happy as the belief in something that is false?

Our consumer society does not benefit from honesty. It thrives off of self-delusions and shadows of lies that we tell each other so we can appear the way we thought we should. People are afraid of being themselves. They much rather be like the person on tv. What a badass action hero! What a sweet drama queen with an attitude! Thank god for MTV so we all know how to act, what to say, and what to believe. Now pop in the tv dinner and shut up.

Our society is failing at being real.

I love you even when you are really lame. I hate you when you pretend you're cool.

Now avert your eyes and pretend you never read this....or change your life. God bless- fool.

The Illuminated Heart - The Soul of the Mind

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 04:38:00 +0000

At the origin of the Universe is the felt presence of eternal conscious awareness. This Source, of All that exists, is equipped with infinite potential of imagination and a clear will to experience life. Existence then, is an ever-increasing expansion of complexity - in terms of consciousness, and inter-dimensional dynamics of Being.

At the heart of metaphysical knowledge is the essential understanding that within the essence of every one conscious being is the nature of every other cosmic being. It takes a little dismantling of mental structures to clearly understand the idea that in one is all and in all is one.

Tick Tock

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 04:28:00 +0000

‘What dwells behind,

must move forward,

yet, is still right here?’

Tuning in to a New Set of Ideas

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 04:26:00 +0000

Get rid of those ideologies, cultural beliefs, preconceived ideas about reality that have brought life to a void of absurdity. Re-connect with yourself as you are. It’s going to happen regardless. This is just about you making it more gentle and comfortable rather than experiencing a horrific collapse of all hat you thought was real – but no longer really exists. It’s time to discard the crap and fill it with something meaningful so that we don’t find ourselves in shambles with an empty black hole inside of us.
This is a critical process that we don’t want to fuck up. This is a matter of saving the soul of your very being. This is a death process to be gone through. The old must end to make room for the new. This is the time for personal salvation – not the salvation of life through the lens of cultural iconography or through the eyes of someone else’s religious opinions. Either stubbornly hold on to that which is illusory, or begin reformatting your hard drive so that you can replace that shit with something new; something good; something that actually matters for yourself.
Lift the veil people.
The truth is not in the words. It’s not on television. And it’s not in the minds of the logical constructs that you have been taught in school.
The truth is in your experience. The truth is what you are, in essence. The truth, I think, is that which you will come to know as your soul. Call it what you want, but the core of matter is being and I can’t think of a better word for what must now be found. I think you can do it. I hope it is a joyful and invigorating experience for all of you. Have fun trotting on the right path now. Peace be with you.

Prob with Time

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 04:21:00 +0000

Perhaps it is less of a conceptual question as to what time could possibly be, and more of an understanding of what time means to us – how it affects our lives.

Hourglass Neblua

Time is more than a linear chain of cause-and-effect. Yes, it has seemed that way to us before, but I think it is growing, or evolving, with us. As humans, we are creatures with a very real social, cultural, and mental aspect of being. Both our biology and our collective minds are subject to evolutionary changes. Therefore, time, whatever it may be, is subject to physical and mental changes. Furthermore, since time is a conceptual device, we can realize that this device, or mechanism, has a very real effect on our existence.
That which was just a chain of cause and effect upon our biology is now also an effect, in its own right, upon our mind. In other words, the concept of time itself has an effect upon us; an effect that is causal; a cause and effect relationship that steps outside the linear boundaries of what we would normally consider time to be.
I feel that at this stage in our evolutionary development, our concept of time has become linear, stagnant, and confining. But maybe more importantly, our experience of time has been a tad excruciating. There are several reasons I say this and many types of experiences I can think of that validate this notion.
For one, it seems that the best of our ideas are hitting the rigid concrete of old social structures. How many of us feel slightly, if not profoundly, dissolutioned, ineffectual, and thus, cynical about the possibility of change in our world?
Secondly, this impasse leads to a severe crash in our constructive and creative momentum to make life cooler. Since that sucks, there must be a reaching for a better way – the very type of mechanism that instigates evolutionary changes.
Next, we have a horrific sense of perspective. We are creatures with amnesia that hardly know our own history, let alone last week. On top of that, the onslaught and barrage of incoming data, like through that of the internet, is unbearably overwhelming. In other words, we can’t process all this quickly enough. It’s enough to throw any meditative device into the shitter because staying grounded in this flood of information (a biblical flood man!) is nearly impossible.
Finally, in terms of why time is subject to an evolutionary change, and related to the idea of perspective, is the slowing in ability to progress. In comparison with our ability to compile huge quantities of data, our systems of comprehension seem to have lead to a chasm between what is and what could be. What I’m saying is that we can’t change fast enough to keep up with the influx of ideas. Therefore, we feel painfully inadequate to our imagination of what could be, compared to that which we are able to actualize.
As a result of this dilemma, I hope that 2012 turns out to be a re-formation between the polarization of time and form. I think it would be awesome if we could experience a pace between the two that is congruent to our abilities as higher beings. And by form, I mean the expression of our being. I hope that:
Instead of feeling like we are the form we have become, we can begin to experience what it’s like to become the form that we are being. It’s not just a state of mind dammit! I doesn’t matter how good a heart you have, it doesn’t mean its going to put you in a fine ass body that fits your being. There are ugly girls with great hearts, and that’s crap! This realm of being is deceptive! If you are a good being, should not your form reflect it in some more measurable way? If it would, people could gain a much better perspective on the impact they’re having in the world. They could literally see what type of being they are becoming. They could experience quicker the effect they have upon the world. This is the type of immediate feedback system that can produce rapid changes.
So, maybe people are only naturally concerned with their body, or form, because we sense an oncoming evolutionary ability to have better control over our appearance. However, until this feedback mechanism is in place, the pace of time is too slow to affect change on a wide scale. The point is, it just seems natural and intuitively resonant to live in a world where form is a representation of being, rather than a mask. We don’t want a place for ugliness to hide inside. We want a representation of the real thing. In other words, those who do better and make life better for others, would have more control over the ability to beautify their form.
Quickly, back to time. Is this possible? Can it change? How is it now?
Currently, we are experiencing the form that is a result of billions of years of change into one (mostly) solid presentation in the current moment. I think it is possible to experience things the reverse. Instead of all of time into one presentation of form, we can have access to all of time’s forms, in a single moment of time. However, the form we take is the form we draw to us by the nature of our being. Again, is this possible or just a dream? I’m not going to convince you that this is true, but if you take a look around, it feels like the world is in a pressure cooker. The pressure in the bottle of our lives is about to burst. To make room and prevent an explosion, something is going to happen. And I personally believe it will be partially a biological change as well as mental. The biology will come fro the current position of our solar system in relation to the galactic center of the milky way. The influx of energy streaming, if not radiating from the super-massive black hole, is coming into greater contact with the Earth. The energetics could increase photon spin resonance, or some other crazy scientific phenomenon, that changes the nature of perceived being. Obviously, our minds then would adapt in a way we choose to best interpret the new experience. Sounds cool to me.
That’s what I think dudes.

Nature of Being

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 04:19:00 +0000

I think that Humanity could use a change in perspective.

Even in thinking about what that might mean, one might realize that we have oriented ourselves upon a dimensional axis of spatial forms. In other words, perhaps this change must take place in the re-orientation of the structure of meaning itself.
The word “perspective” has a sneaky and yet overwhelmingly core connection to the form of matter in space. As such, we tend to forget that the space is only structured as so because of that which is “formless,” or rather, “form-full:” time & mind.
Time seems to be the invisible landscape upon which space is reliant for its coming to form. So, when we think of changing our perspective, maybe we less need to look at the object that is in form, and more at the thing which implements the nature of forming. And it makes sense then that this “thing” that manipulates the formation would be that which is invisible to beings that are overly-identified with the materiality of objects in space. However, I wonder if this might just be the rigidity of habit at work. That, perhaps, it is not the denseness of rigid formation that is so interesting, as much as it is the process of shaping forms that has the real essence of profundity to it. If you think about it, I’m sure one can agree that the fluidity of consciousness, the very essence of our being, is something that derives its special quality from its ability to be free from form.
Indeed, the consciousness that I highly prize in my own life is meaningful because it is as free as the imagination I choose to explore. Interestingly, consciousness is a thing that is space-less, and therefore time-full, if you will.
Let me put it this way. We can choose to see the space that is changed. Or, we can become that which changes the space that it sees. The latter seems much richer and less restricted to me. Also, it is the subject of, rather than the object, that is changed. There is a high level of liberation if one can attain this type of “shift” in perspective.
So how does one “see” their consciousness, or that which is the invisible hand of time? It surely isn’t outside like we are used to looking for things. It surely must be inside somewhere, in the space of your mind where time moves at the speed of eternity. This may be thought of as the light of being itself. Is not the very thing we see with our mind’s eye, the very thing that is the mind, or soul, itself? We are always so hesitant to believe that anything in the mind is ephemeral and unreal. However, it just may be possible that this inner experience is more real than that which we have become accustomed to calling reality. Perhaps the flowing and quick changing of imaginal thoughts is not unreal. Maybe that is the very thing that makes it more free and creative.
We tend to think that change must be as slow as the “Real world,” (painfully slow if you ask me), in order for something to be real. However, everything changes. Who is to say that, that which changes slowly is more real than that which moves at the speed of imagination? Both are experiences, but one is subtle in its tangible grasping and one is rock hard, so to speak. This subtler dimension of being, may not seem as tangible as something you can hold. However, if all we ever have is our conscious experience as a means to view “reality,” then what makes a dream of eating an apple less real than eating an apple in the so-called “real world?” True, the inner world is subject to morphing imagery, thus those who are not in to psychedelia or abstract surrealism. I maintain, however, that, in a manner of speaking, a skilled magician is one that is well-capable of maintaining the nature of illusion – that the person who can control imagination is the one who profits highly from this realm of inner-space. SO perhaps this is just a matter of becoming a skilled craftsman at the art of sustainable imagination. Of course, we don’t want the apple that we imagine to turn into a monster or nightmare.
Humans tend to think that the internal realm is private and cut off from interaction of others. I think this is understandable, since we cling to objects, and the tendency to do so ripens and develops the object that we know as ego. That is the objectification of the self. But by doing this, we are literally objectifying our-self – objectifying who we are – caging a reality around our mind – forcing our existence to be confined. And the masters of wisdom, especially in the eastern tradition of thought, have always taught that this type of objectification would prevent us from enlightenment.
With our egos sufficiently alarmed by fear of non-existence, we never supposed that the idea was not to cease to exist, but rather to free the mind from the illusions of the reality it has come to create. What really is more of an illusion? The reality that things are the same and change very slowly, or the reality that everything changes? Quite obviously both are true, in some sense of understanding, but if everything changes, why not make it at the speed of thought?
We have become trapped in a realm, a hell perhaps, where we experience a helpless inability to have any control over the world of our experience, and have forgotten the true nature of our being in existence. We are not a being that happens to exist, as the illusion would suggest, but rather a being that just does exist, and is meant to exist in a higher state of creative freedom and lucid reality.
In fact, what we need to start to become is that being inside. We need to embrace the lucid reality of being, and let go of the alienated and dark externalization of the outer-space we have become identified with. Outer space being dark, seems more than a metaphor for the condition in which we are living. It is probably the very edge of the void upon which Creation, as a collective Being, hasn’t fully developed or come to realization.
Perhaps the realization we most need is one where we drop the “Reality” for that of the “actuality.”
Personally, I know in my heart, that the land of light, or the Kingdom of God, so to speak, is the release of the soul from this body into the actualized world of collective imagination. We are like neurons of God’s mind, believing that we are neurons when really we exist on a higher level; a level of Being that is the picture of reality projected by the neuron in the form of a god-like imagination, or a Universe of collective thought. We can either be the film negative or we can be its projection into the light of the Ultimate Projection: the Land of Soul and Imagination. Imagination is not fake, it is not unreal, and it is a lot more fun than identifying with a reality that feels “burdened upon the shoulders of a brain.”
All there is, is experiences. You can be the moving image of eternity, or you can be the eternity of that which moves the images. Let your ego chill and stop denying the idea as impossible and reckless thinking. We don’t need to kill the ego, we just need it to be more fluid to extending its hand to the help of a higher source of Being: The Soul.
We’ve become identified with the structure of being rather than the nature of being, or the being of being.
If you have forgotten who you are, don’t worry. It’s still always inside! Look within!
All in good time, I bet.

Riddle for the 5th Age

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 04:18:00 +0000

‘What dwells behind,

must move forward,

yet, is still right here?’

A Message from your Local Malcontent and Personal Motivator

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 00:47:00 +0000

A moment of discontent. Just being honest.

Culture is a Drug that Kills Your Soul

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Sun, 10 Jan 2010 09:02:00 +0000

They show on some ads that doing drugs is like frying an egg on a pan - your brain, or whatever. That's some horseshit. Because they never tell you that the television set is the most pervasive ultimnate drug of fascist propagandist control that has ever existed. I'm not telling you to turn off your tv. I'm just telling you that when u watch it you're probably getting fucked in the ass at the same time. So cover your anal pore fool.

What is culture? Culture is a societal norm. It tells you what to do, what is normal, what to like, what to buy, how to act, and what you should think about. The cultural norm is the box that we are suppose to fit into. Culture is not your friend - it is that which makes your life a god damn trap of misery and it feels like a mouse trap strapped to your brain.

The United States is a free country. HHAAHHAhahahha. Um, yah. And corporations care about people. No wait. Oil companies care about the environment! Wait, no. I pledge allegiance to be a robot for the capitulation of a country that wants me brain dead. And to the advertisers, for which they stand, one hellholefuckednation, under guard of lies and selling that dirty dollar, with liberty and justice as a matter of horseshit.

I'm sure you are already aware that your country is fucking you. But, how aware are you of the thousand of ways in which it continues to scrotal-suck your mind? Every time you watch TV, read the headlines, tune to popular radio, listen to the man, and look to our "leaders" for answers, you're essentially bending over and telling them that your corn-hole is ready to be pounded. You might say, "oh whatever I don't care. Jeez fuck that. Anyways, I know what's up." Really? Ok. Let me tell you 8 things you had no fucking clue about because while you watched American Fuckdoll the commercials were slinging fat instead of truth.

1) Television puts the human brain functioning under 12 hz. 12 hz+ is waking. 8-12Hz is a highly suggestible state you enter when very relaxed, day dreaming, and are susceptible to ideas. That's the frequency tv puts your brain waves at. What media cock are you sucking today?

2) 2012 is not just a faggot gay lying piece of shit lame action disaster movie. It's also the date that was chosen by the Mayan, Terence Mckenna, and other great thinkers, as the likely period of time, when a great evolution of consciousness changes our understanding of life. So go enjoy ur movie and miss out on evolution mother fucker.

3) Global Warming is a fact! Damn SUVs shit. Oh btw, did they also happen to mention that every other planet (except Neptune) is also heating up? Yeah, little known fact. While Carbons from Human bullshit might be causing problems, the fact is that the Earth and solar system has entered an area of the galaxy that contains high energy waves of photonic power. It's the biological impetus for change. It's why we have a chance not to suck anymore.

4) Did you know that the cutting edge of physics states that consciousness is the discerning factor in making quantum particles collapse into waves or change orientation? In other words,k let me spell it out. Human consciousness has an effect upon the physical world. They don't teach that much in high school physics or middle school science....Damn I wonder why? Consciousness is key to expansion of your fucking being!

5) Schools were made to habituate people to be able to hold routines so that when we enter the workforce we could be good little capitalistic hos and make the corporation shit tons of money that we never see.

6) Media crazes are created by marketing execs to entice consumers into their fantasy that they should actually give a fuck about something that is gay as fuck. Enjoy twilight everyone.

7) The top scientists of our age believe that consciousness is more primary in essence than matter. That means consciousness comes before matter. Look up the quantum physicist Planck and and David Bohm - two of the most influential scientists of the 20th century. ahh wait here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxTFYvi01wo Check that shit out it will blow ur fucking mind dude.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8) Every time you identify yourself as something that is a generalization about society and culture, you destroy a part of your soul. You describe urself as one who likes a certain shoe, identifies with a certain race, is all about a certain sex, is all about ur current grade or ur current social status....guess what...you are selling ur individuality to a god damned generic version of robotic idiocy that subjects you to a life of slavery.

If you don't get these words, then you might be fucked.

If you want to get them, then comment or email me and i'll help you wake the fuck up so that your life is no longer a god damned capitalistic joke. I love u always, but please get your head out of the anus of the man who sold you a reality that is a god damned fake barbie malibu dream house of horror and lies where that bitch has her head popped off and ken is found with his head btwn his faggoty legs. I mean seriously. Can you really stand to suck that much of satan's cock? I pray you may begin rejecting such social culture as a falsity to ber shit upon and begin creating a reality that actually is your own - one that actually is worth a fuck.

SOOOOO, snap out of the delusion and live a real life that is not dictated by satan's cock. It's the smart way to go shit monger piles of rotting poop brain.

I love you. Peace - marz

Dude, What's Up w/ my Mind??

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Wed, 30 Dec 2009 10:41:00 +0000

At the very center of your brain, chillin' in-between the right and left hemispheres, is a small, (grain-sized (5-8mm)), pine cone-shaped endocrine gland, called the Pineal Gland. Known to produce melatonin, the substance that spikes in production when one enters deep dream-states, this trippy gland is also known as the "third eye;" the "Seat of the Soul," as Descartes (the "Father of Modern Philosophy") called it.

Apparently, this mysterious gland has become increasingly calcified by Fluoride; the wonderful (reduced form) of Fluorine (basic element) that has lovingly been put in our water supplies. Quick History lesson:

ALCOA, produces fluoride as a byproduct of Aluminum, had George Bush's Sec of Treas. as a Chairman w/ $50million in stock shares in 2001, arranged back in the 1950's to sell their waste on grounds of health benefits for teeth and water sanitation. They really had no motivation to conduct heavy research, as greedy minds blind. Unfortunately for us, the hundreds of millions of tons of Fluoride in our water supply, has been shown in 1998, by the Psych Dept of Binghamton University NY, to create:

"alterations in the nervous system resulting from chronic administration of the fluoroaluminum complex or equivalent levels of fluoride in the form of sodium-fluoride. The rats were given fluoride in drinking water at the same level deemed "optimal" by pro-fluoridation groups, namely 1 part per million (1 ppm). Most pronounced damage was seen in animals that got the fluoride in conjunction with aluminum. The pathological changes found in the brain tissue of the animals were similar to the alterations found in the brains of people with Alzheimer's disease and dementia."

A scientist and researcher Julie Varner said:

"While the present results do not address the causal mechanisms of aluminum-induced neural degeneration, they do demonstrate that ingested aluminum reaches the brain, and in such animals there exists evidence of neural injury." (http://www.fluoride-journal.com/98-31-2/31291-95.htm)

At any rate, the Pineal gland is more calcified and Fluoride deposits have been linked to aging. (^ ^a ^b Luke, Jennifer. "Fluoride Deposition in the Aged Human Pineal Gland". Caries Res 2991 (35): 125–28. http://www.icnr.com/jluke/fluoridedeposition.html. Retrieved 2009-05-20.) But, this post is hardly meant to be a cynics "conspiracy theory nonsense." I want to talk about this trippy-ass gland and what it might be for.

From Tool's album Aenima.

Facts:

The structures of the third eye in the tuatara are homologous to the cornea, lens and retina, though the latter resembles that of an octopus rather than a vertebrate retina. The asymmetrical whole consists of the "eye" to the left and the pineal sac to the right. "In animals that have lost the parietal eye, including mammals, the pineal sac is retained and condensed into the form of the pineal gland."^{[9 on Wiki]}
Unlike much of the rest of the mammalian brain, the pineal gland is not isolated from the body by the blood-brain barrier system;^[10] indeed it has profuse blood flow, second only to the kidney.^[6]
Melatonin is a derivative of tryptophan, an amino acid.

^{Related to tryptamines, DMT, hallucinogens.}
^{Absorbs Fluorescence between 280nm and 380nm, while the human visible spectrum is 380nm-740nm. (Anyone interested in expanding their visual range?=])}

Melatonin has been shown to protect against neurodegeneration

Now that we have listed that scientific evaluation of the gland, the next post will consider the so-called "mystical, mythical, and meta-physical" notions regarding this peculiar gland in the center of our monkey-mind.

Painting by Alex Gray

A New Mode of Understanding

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 06:06:00 +0000

No longer is mentality/rationality a satisfactory method for understanding life.

For those keeping track, you may have noticed that rational thought has a knack for leading one into the bottom of the cracks of existence where frustration and emptiness merge to void. On a more academic level of reflection, it seems that rational thought operates on a false pretense of objective sensification. In other words, it presents itself as objective statement of truth when in fact each mental and rational line of reasoning is nothing more than a "chess move," with a finite metaphorical structure, and a specific assumption that drives its core framework. When people begin to question the framework of their thoughts, they might discover that the thought is not reality - it is a representation that proposes no more than intention of communication and hopes of constructing ideas between beings of consciousness.

The problem with Mentality (especially as known by the terminology of scientific rationalism):

Typically, science is perceived as an investigation into the "external" world that (when correlated as consistent amongst different trials and observers) suggests a "truth" about our "objective reality." Consciousness is often spoke of as a mere epiphenomenon (secondary condition), a complex emergence of thoughts, feelings, and awareness that is second to the cold and lifeless matter of the universe. There are several problems with this mode of thinking; a mode of thinking that I believe is held by the masses, and not necessarily most of the astrophysicists of our time.

Consciousness can be said to be primary to us as experience - not the external world
Measurement is a finite system that affects results AND has NO ability to measure things such as consciousness.
Externalization into primary and tertiary "worlds" leads to a paradox or bifurcation of reality that scientists have NOT been able to resolve. (ie the connection between lifeless matter and complex consciousness)
An immense level of reductionism is used to understand the world. Most don't realize that reducing something to its components does not give you a picture of the whole. We can not use reduced components to create the whole picture. While understanding components can be practical and helpful, it's the worldview that is created by this modality that troubles me.
Science tends on the side of objectification which diminishes the relational qualities between things in our Universe. ** I tend to hold relations and relationships as extremely important. *** Though science is improving upon this. For instance, Newtonian physics saw time and space as separate. Einstein's relativity shows a level of relational quality. **** In other words, it might be best to say that science tends to limit relations to reductionistic formulas rather than interactive and integrated systems of connectedness.

The limits of mentality as a system of understanding:

Tends towards dualistic notions of right or wrong, rather than integral forms of understanding that embrace the whole.
Operates with linguistic ambiguities and tends to use these ambiguities as an arguing point - often due to misunderstanding.
To think one thing is often to deny the other.
The mental system is, well, only a mechanism or a system and is often thought of as a truth of reality rather than a matrix that can be semi-illusory. Rational thought has a substructure that it does not make us privy to. There is an underlying meta-environment that any rational approach takes. It may use spatial wording and operate on spatial frameworks that can be incorrect. The different levels of reduction taken in rational thought structures often lead to illusory differences between different ways of thinking; modes that often lead to opposition, conflagration, or unintentional misunderstanding.

I am NOT claiming that reason is bad or unhelpful.

That would be seriously foolish because, after all, I am writing (I hope) logically and rationally. My intention isn't to claim that rational thinking must be ended, but rather, to get people to explore the place of reason, what its pre-suppositions are, what kind of belief structure it creates, and how it affects our lives. I would be willing to contend that the pre-structures or sub-structures that rationalism and mentality (being used interchangeably) operate on are typically unseen, unknown, and affecting humans without their knowledge. In a sense then, many have a religious and dogmatic clinging to this method of understanding while being ignorant of what it is. I imagine that distant ancestors of ours had many religious or mythical beliefs that operated on pre-conceived notions or underlying pre-suppositions that were, and may still be, opaque to everyday perceptual understanding. Indeed, every system of understanding seems to rest on a foundation of ideas or notions. I believe it is important for us to make these things diaphanous (or transparent) to us. I hope the result would be that people would be less controlled by these assumptions and better informed of why and when they CHOOSE to use them (depending upon the task at hand at a specific moment).

The goal then is to make the method of understanding transparent to the being that is conscious and aware.

TBC - writing slowly sigh.

The Core of Reality and the Emergence of Soul

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 00:21:00 +0000

** Written for my Master's Program at CIIS, Philosophy, Cosmology, and Consciousness**

The Awakened consciousness need not look outside of itself for the origin of the Universe. Of course, consciousness naturally has and will always look outside itself to understand its nature and expand its awareness. To perform inner and outer “soul-searching” is a good indicator where one might begin their Story. We begin a story not to suggest that there was nowhere else to start, but rather because it is where we’d like to start (presumably because it makes the most sense for us at a particular moment; a moment that is coupled with a particular intention. Interestingly, the mythical story always began with “Once upon a time…” As a Creative Philosopher with an interest in ancient wisdom, dimensional analysis, and human dynamics, I intend to begin formulating a story of the Universe that embraces the central origin in the hands of the developing conscious being. With this awareness I hope to expand to an understanding of the Universe as an ever-present morphic Being of Spiritual resonance. Finally, it is my heart-directed eteological intention to suggest that Humankind is undergoing a shift in consciousness which can be understood as a metamorphosis of Human Consciousness into Soul Consciousness.

At the center of the Universe is the realization that there is no true axial central dot, but rather that each conscious entity is its own center. By true, I mean that truth is relative to perceptual consciousness of being, or more simply, truth is relative to the perception of a particular Consciousness or Being of Awareness. In this sense, I deviate from the rational matrix dominant in modern man’s cultural system. This is not to denigrate Truth, as I still take it to be the most honest, practical, and noble form of our mental consciousness. However, I do mean to suggest that consciousness is not primarily mental, but rather an integral combination of the Heart’s tuning of higher forms of feeling, as well as mental truth. Wisdom then, is a form of intuitive ability where mental insight works with the heart to stay centered and harmonically in balance with the Universe as a whole. When wisdom and truth are in mutual alignment, the Human Consciousness is harmonically aligned with the Universe. When centered like this, the creative being becomes a compassionate, honest, creative being that is capable of effective manifestations of Beauty. This type of being in conscious awareness is the Core of source, origin, and Reality.
Of course, the Universe is not merely one being, but a multitude of co-creative entities. Since we are aware that we are not alone, and that we are surrounded by many similar but different forms of consciousness, we can proverbially see the nature of consciousness as a spectrum of visual colors, much like a rainbow. In this analogy, the 7 colors of the rainbow can be seen as 7 beings of individual consciousness. Historically, reductive Science has wanted to follow the rainbow to discover the “pot of gold” - all the way to its (dead) end. This has been riddled with contradictions and paradox because there is no pot of gold, beginning or ending, or truth that exists outside of a particular system of “knowing” via some form of conscious perception. One can reduce the colors to the label of light. Another might continue with that and claim it to ultimately be energy. At the heart of the matter, the rainbow could not be appreciated in its complexity of beauty without consciousness. Furthermore, it could not be available without the source of energy that has arisen as consciousness, and the origin of energy that has become a rainbow.
Truth is our most fundamental dogmatic misunderstanding of reality. Truth is not the apex of conscious experience. In fact, it has historically been an issue of serious self-destructiveness in Human Society. Any given “truth” is the denial of its opposite and a fundamental misunderstanding of the true nature of the Universe. However, this doesn’t entail that truth is without its very effective capabilities and practical applications for presenting the heart consciousness with options in Life.
Truth can be known as an empowering belief by the self, shared as a relatable understanding between the self and the other, mutually collectivized by the commonality of Us, and integrated as dynamic models for new modalities of conscious awareness; levels of awareness that allow a being to explore possible truths of beliefs and share insights. To be certain, the diminishing of truth as the Be-All-End-All, or Philosopher’s Stone, does not suggest the non-existence of truth. Truth, the pinnacle of the Mind, or ‘Psyche and Mentality’, then is to be more of a type of idea presented in a moment as conscious belief appropriate to a defined (and relative) space and time. Furthermore, this does not negate the ability for the emergence of an eteological understanding of Truth-In-Being, nor does it foolishly ignore the possibility of other potentialities. Rather, it builds a ‘rainbow bridge’ that is a processional construct for awareness to continue to transcend into higher dimensional levels of existence.

We must then try and view truth as a helpful organizing entity of consciousness that works with the ‘Heart-Matrix’ to develop understanding. Truth changes according to perception of experience, wisdom of having experienced and understanding of better methods for living. It is a construct used to support the ‘Heart of Being’ in its journey of ascendance into the mysteries of the Universe and the Spiritual reward of Beauty.
An enlightened consciousness embodies the Mind, of which is the Center for Mental Truths, and the Heart, that is the Center of Human Spirit. The Heart is the Creative Identity that differs from mental Being in its unique tastes, desires, wishes, dreams, and formations of beauty. I’d say that it is the primal source of Consciousness’ imagination and aspiration of Beauty. To be clear, I have identified two sub forms of consciousness as experienced by an illuminated Human Being; Mind and Heart Consciousness. I want to point out that I do not view either as subserving to the other. I’d rather propose a unity. We can see the Heart as an instrument of primal creative source attuned to the Earth and Her vibrations. We can view the Sun as the Light Being that brings understanding to the primal Imaginal Source Being. Harmony comes in conscientious mutual dynamics between these two sources. If one thinks about it, if we don’t deny these bifurcations of the conscious being, then we can also embrace both the physical reality and its energetic counterpart. Much like a Big Bang being a quantum enclosed casing for energy, the heart is the casing for spirit. Similarly, the brain is the casing for consciousness. To deny this, is to deny our origin, and to deny the very Essence of our Being.
It may be helpful to think of the Heart as a primal central dot that our Mind picks up as the felt presence of Being. For this reason, I have always advocated the essential wisdom of the primacy of self-experience. This primacy is one’s chance to experience the nature of the Universe while developing the spirited Being. Finding commonalities between felt experience and analyzed perception is the strength of analogical reasoning that makes it a powerful form of eteology. Indeed, when one can find congruencies between the beauty of external nature and the internal nature, this resonance is grounds for a sort of truth through wisdom of awareness. Again, this is not a truth that cannot be transcended, but rather, it is one heartfelt idea that can later be transcended when externalized nature presents new and interesting realities that resonates with internal spirit.
Be mindful then. The starting point is of our choice. Conscious Being is the mysterious node where the birfurcated energy of perception meets the experience of external reality. In other words, we are the Philosophers Stone. We are the thing that unites the very dualities that over-rationalizing mentality has found so paradoxical. In this respect, the Universe must be an evolving Being, much like ourselves. Where energy and matter meet, the heart and mind connect, the Conscious Being exists to bridge the awareness in-between. My own personal metaphysical Story of Origination is that which is most real to me. It is my own Conscious Being.
I can genuinely say, (without a sense of egotism or denial of the other), that the center of my Universe is my own sentient being. Believing that I am not alone, I can say that you too are also a center of the Universe. We together can say that the center of our Universe is a Human Collective Consciousness or Noosphere. I see Chardin’s Noosphere as the collective of human consciousness as it is structured and composed at any given moment.
With my sentience and your sentience, and our collectivity, we may be aware that our human sense perception has “discovered” that the Center of the Universe appears (is perceived by us with our senses) to be a form of pure energy. When looking through a telescope (in any direction), astronomers see that the oldest light appears 13.7+ Billion light-years away. At that point it seems to turn plasmatic. We may also be aware of human consciousness knowing a sense in which the microcosm also has infinite potential energy, sometimes called zero-point energy by quantum physicists. If at two ends of the spectrum there appears to be pure energy, and I am aware, via primacy of experience, that my consciousness seems to be a form of spirited energy (enveloped by the organic membrane), I would naturally intuit that a helpful and good origin of the Universe, in a metaphysical sense, seems to be a form of pure consciousness that progressively seeks new modes of expression in embodied forms of nature.

If we follow Chardin’s Noosphere to its climactic apex, we could understand the Universe as a type of Uni-spheric entity that is the combined matrix of collective conscious reality. Reality then, is a creative combination of every Being’s imagination and development of conscious awareness. Though not necessary or well-formed at this moment, I view this “entity” and the Collective Other, the Collective Consciousness, the All-Seeing Eye, the Concrescence of Consciousness in Reality and the Radiating Energy of Spirit and Nature. This integral source of Being, is the Creative Conscious node of Being, where every Spirited Soul of Individual Consciousness connects to form a Unispherical formation of Awareness that directs the expressed presence of reality. For that entity, we are the external reality, and for us, it is the external reality. More appropriately, we are of the same reality, because the other is just another form of our Spirit and the Collective of Beings.
I’d like to continue along by stating my most fundamental emergent eteological assertion; one that is more a wisdom than a truth; more understanding than specific fact. Simply put: In every one thing, exists the connection of everything else – and reflexively, the connection of everything, which I take to be Spirit, is the presence of all Being. When I say this I think of fractals. From everything comes everything else. It is not entirely the same as that which it is connected to, nor is it completely different or separate. A certain amount of novelty is retained which gives birth to further creative potential in the form of new being. All Being is, in essence, a relationship of Conscious Being (like each and every one of our conscious Being’s), that connect at the Center of Spirit, which reflexively, is therefore an emergent Conscious Being. Together, We are God, and likewise, God is the Collectivity of All of Us. Here we can see that the dynamic connection of All Conscious Beings into a Central Source of Spirit, as BEING the very necessary condition for resolving the bifurcation we experience as internal and external reality – Every Conscious Being, in its connection to Spirit, forms a Spiritual Being, that continues the evolving nature of Conscious Awareness, to make its own contributions to the Universe.
We categorically, by the very truth and heart of our nature, must be the “other Spirit” to the emergence of an Entity or Being at the central source of our combined Being. In other words, by the very fact that nothing can be separate in the Universal whole, (note: it can be polarized but not separate), we can’t help but share our nature with every Being, and thus, affect every Being. This dynamic is fractal. It is the Source equation producing a result or giving birth to a creation that then becomes a Being in its own right that experiences by taking the original source of Being and feeding it through its own unique identity matrix. A new result is produced: a fractal of the first. Much like two amoebas came from the splitting of one, and a new baby comes from the communion of two, the result is a combination of the original source(s).
Implementing a fractal understanding of the Universe, we can use analogical reasoning to suggest that the Universe is like a Human – and obviously, also unlike a human. Is the pupil of our eyes, as it consumes photons of light, much different than black holes? By the nature of the fractal Universe, the similarities and differences are apparent. I like to take a dimensional approach to understanding consciousness because I find it useful for creating ideas that can bridge the human to the Universe. In other words, drawing upon scientific observations and the principles generally observed, the Universe may help us understand the Human better. Likewise, we may simultaneously learn more about the Universe in the process.

Modern society generally views the Big Bang as an unsatisfactory theory because of its inherent contradictions. I believe that this mythical story also lead to the bifurcated issue of the difference between matter and consciousness, as well as the problem of time. What came before? What was first? These paradoxical questions only exist within the stereotypical “standard western rationalist framework” of understanding. Despite the truths of that, I think that our society is currently in a phase at which we are between confused and fragmented stories for Being and a collective united Story of Being. My aim is partially to deconstruct these and similar paradoxes by carefully untangling the mental consciousness and spiritual consciousness; components that make us Beings of Universal Nature.
One paradox that always mystified me was the perceived problem of infinity. When I stare into a mirror that reflects upon another mirror, I feel like I am looking into one of the most fundamental mystery’s of the Universe. Once seeing infinity as a concept only understood by God, I now prefer the term ‘indefinite reality’ where potential rests. Infinity is what one needs to provide space for the future of creative expansion - in and out of Being. Thinking back to the mirrors that are reflecting upon each other, I now like to say that they go on indefinitely. Indeed, it would seem that one can continue the spiraling fractal of the mirror within the mirror until your vision is no longer a useful medium, you become tired, or you get distracted by its unending perplexity. Infinity then, is what we mean when we say that something can go on forever, probably will forever go on, or perhaps, is that which we have not yet been able to define or determine. Thus it is the undefined reality. It is also, I believe, the illusion of reality, necessary for the very existence of mystery, beauty, and individual consciousness. Is the Universe a framework where an infinite division or intended bifurcation of dualities is constructed for the purpose of existence? And isn’t this nothing more than the very things we hold most dear in life? – the dynamic of relationships whereby Beings are allowed to perpetually experience new forms of beauty that they have a part in creating. I can let you decide. My point is to expose the mental mind to the resolve and necessary open freedom needed by heart consciousness to allow for the type of Being that we appreciate.
There are other problems with our current modern framework, but for now we can at least understand that they are a result of the very system which they are a part of. When one expands outside of the system, gains an “out-of-box” perspective, one may begin to find that they are in a better position to understand existence. Certainly, we Humans are at a crucial stage in our development where we are hoping to come to a new understanding of ourselves and the Universe so that we may live in abundance and harmony. The other road would seem to lead to extinction.

I think Gebser was wise in trying to identify the different levels or aspects of consciousness. I disagree with his analysis of ancient peoples, but I think that can be overlooked for this paper in as much as we recognize to embrace his dimensional analysis of consciousness. (I do wish to say however that) in my opinion, the social complex of today tends to produce people who project their understanding of consciousness on to other cultures and people of the past. Regardless of our current experience, and good intentions, or even of our notions to be integral in our thinking, we still have inherited a linear bias towards our thinking – one based on evolutionary theory and a purely rational construct for consciousness. We seem to have inherited a peculiar deconstructive task whereby we take apart our social and philosophical matrix of understanding. However, I think it is valid to say that every period of time, in e very culture and social complex, has a multitude of beings with their own understanding. Shamans, ascetics, holy men, monks, and perhaps you and I, are merely Beings that decide to remove themselves from the enclosed matrix of social complex in order to understand how best to direct it for the future. Despite our ability to project what it might be like if we had a “2 dimensional consciousness,” we cannot remove ourselves completely from the culture of which we are a part. For this reason, I believe that ancient and indigenous cultures have had access to an understanding of nature, consciousness, and the universe, that provides valuable insight into the future of Human consciousness. (More on this later)
While our social job as deconstructionists may appear fragmented, it would have a special purpose. However, to do our job well, we must not forget the higher goal – constructive synthesis or integral modalities of existing. We may not want to forget that our tools of deconstruction are just another construct, because it is a tool that can become destructive. By the sheer fact that we live in a period where past modes of consciousness are deteriorating on a global scale, we are inherently not at the apex of human understanding, yet. I think these ideas are especially important now because I believe our ancient ancestors were correct in foretelling that our current era is the time in which a major mutation is taking place. The fragmentation of our being, as a result of the social matrix that embraces a dualistic rational systems-based approach, has separated us from our deeper Being. We have forgotten who we are. Perhaps, we have deconstructed ourselves so that we could put ourselves back together again – even better. That should be the task of the human living now. In fact, that is the special opportunity we are presented with today.
Despite the inability of many people to view the landscape of human consciousness from the apex that it may have been viewed from by the ancients, we are ultimately reducing (via logical synthesis) so that we may better understand our true nature as the origin of source itself. In my own extensive deconstruction of the social construct, I have reduced logical rationalism to its cold and empty void. Initially frightened, I regained a sense of purpose by detaching myself from that patriarchal modality and was able to establish a very important concept, namely that: one of the most fundamental laws of the Universe is that it is composed of relationships. It is with appreciation of the beauty of complexity that I am able to slowly turn off the ‘machinehead mentality’ and make space for something new – make space for the new creation. In so doing, something seems to have begun to seep in from ‘the cracks of forgotten existence’ and opened my eyes, figuratively and literally. I believe it to be the beginning of a mutation, much like that of which Gebser spoke.
I am developing a dimensional understanding of consciousness. It would best be presented in a type of hyper textual holographic media format, but we can make do with our imagination. Because I believe that Beings desire to understand what it means to be in existence, I see the pursuit of greater consciousness to be connected to a type of conquest of dimensionality.

The zero-point Dimension of Pure Being
This is the source of pure energy and conscious spiritual awareness. It is represented as a dot because we can see no smaller. The one thing, by its very nature, can only be reflected upon from a higher dimension. When we do so, it can be understood as both nothing and everything. It is nothing because one thing by itself is ultimately meaningless as it has no relational dynamics. Thus it is Zero dimensional. It can also be understood as everything because without it, nothing could exist. In fact, I’d call it the bifurcation where nothing and everything become one single, indefinable, plasma of being.
It is the undefinable (and infinite) point at which energy becomes form. It always exists as the eternal moment of now. It is the center of origin and the ever-present realization of being. For a human, that is our base reality which exists as a bifurcation between awareness of conscious being and material reality. That point can never be defined without introducing some level of relational dynamic. It is in a sense, existing being as pure essence.
Sometimes I call it the energy collector because I view it as responsible for the perpetual processing of Being. It is the reason that rationality views a bifurcation between matter and energy, body and mind, soul and spirit. Perhaps, finally, I’d claim that it is a type of unconscious awareness. Because it is the awareness of all where all connects in spirit, it is the point at which Being Concresces and emerges – therefore, it is where nothing is transmuted by everything to become one thing – a Being in Awareness. Our rational mind will contest this notion, but that is its nature. For clarity’s sake, let’s just call it the origin where spiritual energies meet to realize the awareness of being; the All-Seeing-Eye of Beings interconnected to form creative reality.

The Human-Being as Awareness of Being: Illuminating the Conscious Spirit
Present day man, for the most part, seems to exist (at base-level) as a Zero-Point Being of Spirit, with a 3-dimensional physical reality of form, a two-dimensional mental consciousness, and a 1-dimensional understanding of time.
For man, the conscious reality is generally perceived as the 3rd dimension. I contend that this is because we can’t (yet) see beyond a binocular perspective-oriented point-of-view. We typically refer to this “external” reality as our physical reality, but it inherently and essentially requires every dimension described above.
Our mental reality, which has eagerly sought to externalize itself through empirical scientific observation and rational analysis, exists on a 2-dimensional level. It deconstructs to analyze, and is therefore able to reconstruct via synthesis. At its most detrimental, our consciousness is fragmented until it becomes a deconstructive duality of alienation and separation. I think of the term “Raising our consciousness,” to mean that we should use our consciousness in a three-dimensional format. This type of consciousness is the one able to see differences but also capable of integrating and synthesizing into a holistic understanding of union. In that sense, it is capable of taking the 2nd dimension, the 1st dimension, and the Zero-dimension and integrating it into a successful 3-dimensional form for the reality of all.
The zero dimension of man includes (but is not limited to) his sense of feeling. Human consciousness is quite aware of this more primal nature of being as the spark of life. A wise consciousness works to raise these aspects of awareness and integrate them into a higher level of awareness. As 0-dimensional modalities, feelings can be irrational. They blend together and have high levels of boundary dissolution. The world of feeling is a great metaphor we can use to understand the experience of non-dual polarities. The way that love and hate interweave with fear and resolve with compassion is exactly how we experience the sense of feeling. It is also exactly why our mental faculties freak out about irrationality, paradox, and also, the mysterious essence of life.
The rational brain can effectively identify feelings, but always has trouble trying to fit feelings into dual categories. For instance, is the opposite of love hate or fear? Where does compassion fit in? Interestingly, as a 0-dimensional form of experience, it now appears to be more connected to the 3-dimensional reality of the automatic body. The conscious mind then, is that which would mold 0-dimensional feelings with 2-dimensional mental capabilities to affect the 3-dimensional reality positively.
Time is a strange illusory aspect of existence that seems to be intimately related to material need for space, the mind’s ability to organize, the heart’s rhythmic polarity of pulse, and the awareness of a Being’s ability to conduct at a point of concrescent form and radial energy. I sometimes think of time as a 1-dimensional vector that orients the direction of process. For instance, the 1st dimension is symbolized as a single line, but is composed of two end-point dots. Without time, how does one connect the dots? With a feeling of will, and a mental ability to see one course of action over another, a Being could go from left to right, or right to left. From this we see that time is needed for both analysis and decision making.
When we call time a vector, we are saying that it is oriented in a direction. We always experience the ever-present origin of now (except when we descend to the shadows of unconsciousness – or, proverbially blink the eyes of consciousness to rest, refresh, and re-orient from nothing back to existence), we always remember the element of a past, think about the future, and may understand that time is relative. Understanding the theory of relativity allows us to raise our mind towards a reality of relativity in our own conscious experience. While we don’t experience it much, we do have a vague sense of it when the teapot won’t boil while you wait, or when time flies as you are having fun. Therefore, there is a sense in which it exists in our conscious reality, but has not yet been fully integrated into conscious experience – but I believe, in a sense, it is about to.
We already experience a sense of consciousness where time is interestingly non-existent. We call it dreaming. I am speculating that from the shadows of our mysterious subconscious, the human is giving birth to a new form of being that is of a higher energetic density. The veil of time will probably be removed enough to dissolve the barrier between consciousness and its access to the Universe over great distances of space. However, it will retain a level of distinction in as much as sequences are needed to synchronize conscious understanding in relation to the self, the other, and the Universe at large. We are, in effect, and according to my speculation, becoming 4th dimensional beings.
The very indigenous and ancient cultures that prophesize a Shift of Ages (the event we have simplified into the notion of 2012), are the cultures that call integral time the “Dream Time.” I believe that dreaming is the human preparatory experience for a Spiritual Consciousness that is ready to undergo a transmutation into a higher dimension. Due to the unveiling of time as we understand it, the nature of that reality is one in which the external physical materiality does not have the extended feedback process of slowly being changed by our consciousness. In our present 3-dimensional conscious reality, the feedback mechanism that connects source to consciousness appears to be stifled by great distance. Very few humans are able to break the light barrier of consciousness. The 4th dimensional reality, on the other hand, has a biofeedback loop that is much faster. That which you think can be created in an amount of time that we would consider instantaneous. A consciousness that is not aware of its connection to the Universe or its ability to create its own reality, and is not grounded with a compassionate Spirit, will most likely be instantaneously destructive or hazardous to other 4-th dimensional beings. That is why now is a very important time to integrate the different modalities of consciousness with our full awareness of being.
The Kingdom of Light, metaphorically and literally awaits us. I do not simply conjecture based upon inference of Dream Time consciousness. I have begun to experience the Dream-Time Consciousness while being aware of my existence in the third dimension. I believe that my two eyes, in conjunction with my inner eye (pineal gland), are able to triangulate a type of holofractalographic interface. I can have my eyes open and see “reality.” I can literally close my eyes and immediately begin to see a reality that is quite alien and exotic – without falling asleep. It is a bit like living in two worlds. Perhaps this is the transitory state of consciousness, and perhaps we actually will be living in two different worlds of the same Universe. That I do not know.
What I sense, and what I believe at the Core of my Heart, is that I am starting to mentally understand this process. I am aware that it is happening. I see the human body as a cocoon for conscious awareness to have an environment for playing, learning, and experiencing. The butterfly, in this analogy, is the very thing that we have always wanted. It is that which Thomas Berry said we need. The human being is preparing for the spiritual harvest of the Soul.

Trans-Dimensional Discourse of Being

noreply@blogger.com (Siriusly marZ) — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 05:03:00 +0000

Sitting here, lingering on the edge of the Unknown, You and I begin to contemplate the ancient gnosis and art of remembering truth.

A Letter Sent from the Past to your Presence of Mind

Not only are we what we know or believe ourselves to be, but we are also everything we have forgotten ourselves to be.

Staring into a still pond of life, you may lose yourself in the image and forget that you are looking at a reflection. Until a rain drop sends ripples through the temporal continuum of the water, we all forget that anything else exists. The ripple though, reminds us of the incorporeal nature to being. In other words, the movement in time of the reflective mind is what establishes the circumstances of our reality. But if reality is so easily perturbed and changed, is there ever anything that is true and essentially the same? Do you have an eternal soul? Or maybe the ripple was sent from above to remind you that you are currently in an illusion...

If this is the case, one would think it is wise to measure time in relation to one's proximity to true essence, or source. The further away from this source of your creative origination, the further one is from a sense of fulfillment, wholeness, and unity with Soul.

Of course, with our sensory abilities, time is best understood in terms of past, present, and future. The quicker one can bring the loving aspects of the past into the present, the sooner that person would likely be able to entertain a similar future. In other words, if our mind is an oscillating frequency between the past and future that must always return to the present moment, then a more resound ability to integrate the past understanding into the present - The sooner we may experience the future as an eternal blissful present. Sounds easy, but we all know how complex this can be.

marZ sat here this afternoon amidst a nauseating air of anxiety and lack of concentration. I could tell that the walls felt like they were collapsing. He asked me for help, and I told him, "I'll do what I can but it will take time. Best just to rest and sleep the fucker off if need-be." He frowned but knew it was true and that he would have to sacrifice himself to a better future.

I decided that I would search his past to locate the root of his trouble during that period. Worried by the notion of his suffering, I too almost started to avalanche into a hurried state of anxious seeking. I had to remind myself that I could not help him if I was going on a voyage with my head cut off and my heart bursting between our rib cages.