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That’s obviously make you very disappointing with me, yeah I know I’m. Of all the thousands question that surround me, but I clearly understand the reason why I did it. It’s just simple, I just want to have someone to talk to, some company, I know the overall scarification is too big and like I said earlier its beyond my limit. The worst is things has been repeating~

Now that I have explain to you, I wish you understand it as well. I don’t mean to request you to accept the whole thing but at least understand the reason why. I don’t wish things to turn bad or worse. Seriously I don’t. Sometime I just do not know how to explain or my word turn out to be a misunderstand so most of the time I don’t wish to explain more.

It’s because I don’t wish to find another reason for everything I did. Most properly the reason isn’t reasonable. Not at all.

But hey, I know you been doing your best too. I appreciate it. You might not see it, but I really did. I just don’t wish to be unreasonable as you might think I’m, I don’t wish to…

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• At Monday, April 13, 2009, John wrote:

  Hi EeLeen,

  I am looking for a plugin like on your site "view all comments" per person.

  The original plugin author Jeriko is unreachable (or is ignoring my emails because he does not support this plugin anymore).

  So would it be possible to get a copy of the plugin VAC (View All Comments) from you?

  I would really appreciate if you could help on this; I'd be so happy to have this plugin, you'd make my day if you were sending a copy :)

  Regards,

  John

• At Friday, April 17, 2009, TheAngel wrote:

  Hey John, I'm not sure if you still need them, do contact me if you still need it, sorry for the late reply.

• At Friday, April 17, 2009, John wrote:

  Thank you for your reply EeLeen.

  I found it elsewhere already. :)

  By the way the template of your site is really awesome! You have a gift.

  ;-)

• At Saturday, April 18, 2009, TheAngel wrote:

  You are welcome john

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Perfect is never doing anything wrong - which means never doing anything at all. Perfect is boring! So you’re not perfect! Wonderful! Have fun! Eat things that give you bad breath! Trip over your own shoelaces! Laugh! Let somebody else laugh at you!

Perfect people never do any of those things. All they do is sit around and sip weak tea and think about how perfect they are. But they’re really not one-hundred-percent perfect anyway. You should see them when they get the hiccups! Phooey! Who needs ‘em?

You can drink pickle juice and imitate gorillas and do silly dances and sing stupid songs and wear funny hats and be as imperfect as you please and still be a good person. Good people are hard to find nowadays. And they’re a lot more fun than perfect people any day of the week.

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I went to visit grandma in the hospital yesterday evening after work. Her condition wasn’t as bad as I have expected. Thanks god. Somehow it was a relive. I don’t know about the others. But somehow, it’s actually painful to see her in this condition. And it’s not the first time.

Sometime, I just feel that it’s better for us to just let her go. It’s suffering though. Seeing her with glucose dripping on both of her hand, feeding though the nose all the way to the throat, it’s something undefined.. Imagine our self with dripping! That’s already painful enough. With her skinny, low energy body now, how can she ever take the pain?

Properly we should just let her go in peace, she just wish to see all her grand children, why can’t those peeps just drop by and say “Hello”? Is that so hard? I bet it’s harder for her to bring them up during those olden days ~ you know who you are!

I wonder how you will feel when you are like her some days when your own children or grandchildren treat you the same way. Maybe this is what we call it life ~

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• At Friday, February 27, 2009, Lyle wrote:

  Sorry to hear that, wish your grandma get better soon~

• At Saturday, February 28, 2009, Yutaka wrote:

  hi firstly thx for dropping by my blog =)

  2ndly life is about clinging onto things we really love

  i bet as much as one would feel the pain of how ur grandma might feel

  but it's hard as well to really see them go

  wat everyone can do is just to make her days a happy one to pass by

  with no regrats to any part of her life

  no matter how painful it is =)

• At Thursday, March 5, 2009, Katero wrote:

  I think your text was pretty good.

  Your emotional side was pretty interesting, wish I could read more stuff like this.

  Lovely regards

• At Sunday, March 8, 2009, flubear wrote:

  If one had lived enough of their life, IMHO I think she should be given the ultimate decision to prolong her life on such life support or otherwise...

  Probably those people should do her the deed to visit her for last time and let her go in peace. Lot's of the elders like to hang on to the last second for some personal reason yet only that they would understand.

  Accept life as it is as we have not/will not be able to find the elixir of immortality.

  Take care.

• At Saturday, March 21, 2009, brata wrote:

  uuii..i hope your grand mother getting better. Your story remind me to my grand mother and my father who pass away last years.

  I was feeling guilty when i ask good to take both of them, because i could seen them life suffer whit their own disease..

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An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves. Many people look forward to the new year for a new start on old habits. I never actually did that…

New Year’s eve is like every other night; there is no pause in the march of the universe, no breathless moment of silence among created things that the passage of another twelve months may be noted; and yet no man has quite the same thoughts this evening that come with the coming of darkness on other nights.

Yesterday, everybody smoked his last cigar, took his last drink and swore his last oath. Today, we are a pious and exemplary community. Thirty days from now, we shall have cast our reformation to the winds and gone to cutting our ancient shortcomings considerably shorter than ever.

I do think New Year’s resolutions can’t technically be expected to begin on New Year’s Day, don’t you? Since, because it’s an extension of New Year’s Eve, smokers are already on a smoking roll and cannot be expected to stop abruptly on the stroke of midnight with so much nicotine in the system. Also dieting on New Year’s Day isn’t a good idea as you can’t eat rationally but really need to be free to consume whatever is necessary, moment by moment, in order to ease your hangover. I think it would be much more sensible if resolutions began generally on January the second.

We spend January 1 walking through our lives, room by room, drawing up a list of work to be done, cracks to be patched. Maybe this year, to balance the list, we ought to walk through the rooms of our lives… not looking for flaws, but for potential.

The object of a New Year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul and a new nose; new feet, a new backbone, new ears, and new eyes. Unless a particular man made New Year resolutions, he would make no resolutions. Unless a man starts afresh about things, he will certainly do nothing effective.

Time has no divisions to mark its passage, there is never a thunder-storm or blare of trumpets to announce the beginning of a new month or year. Even when a new century begins it is only we mortals who ring bells and fire off pistols.

The only way to spend New Year’s Eve is either quietly with friends or in a brothel. Otherwise when the evening ends and people pair off, someone is bound to be left in tears.

Every man should be born again on the first day of January. Start with a fresh page. Take up one hole more in the buckle if necessary, or let down one, according to circumstances; but on the first of January let every man gird himself once more, with his face to the front, and take no interest in the things that were and are past.

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• At Sunday, January 18, 2009, LHAKPA wrote:

  YA..MOVE ON ...god bless you

• At Tuesday, January 20, 2009, Husna wrote:

  Hello. I am a passer by who came across your blog. And I just love the designs and how you use your words, somehow i got inspired by you.

  Recently, i've been loving designing poster, wallpaper using adobe photoshop. but i could hardly produce nice works. plus, i didnt have a formal training on using it.

  And i also have an ambition of being a graphic designer. If possible, can you tell more abt your job as a graphic designer and perhaps post photoshop or illustrator tutorial?

• At Sunday, January 25, 2009, Maverick SM wrote:

  Happy New Year, Eeleen (CNY)

  Have a good time and a prosperous new year.

• At Saturday, February 21, 2009, Miyu wrote:

  Hai~

  I am just a passer.

  I really really like your blog's design.

  It is very cute and pretty~

• At Thursday, March 5, 2009, Katero wrote:

  it was pretty interesting to read, go on with your blogging. I would like to read more of you.

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