What’s up man.

Welcome back to The Dream Lounge. Today we’re going to discuss the aggressive irrationality and arrogance surrounding baby formula, in addition to exploring why you should hate today’s women even more than you already do.

If you think that sounds extreme, well, there is a method and purpose to my madness. Namely American women deserve this level of scolding, the situation for children is dire, and frankly women don’t respond to much else anyway.

Women in short are not rational animals. They are more like feral cats and wild dogs, with the power to destroy the world, or your life using the government instead of claws.

Look at what happened in America when we gifted women just a little unearned political power. In less than 100 years they proceeded to murder over 70 million of their own babies in cold blood, then started selling pictures of their cooter for the price of a 2015 happy meal. They did this while driving the country to over $200 trillion in debt and flooding America with illegal barbarians.

Men build empires, computers, and rocket ships with freedom. Women post butt pics on Instagram, kill their own kids, and burn their country down.

If you want more direct evidence of what lunatics young women are today, go try to have a reasoned debate with fifty random 25 year old women about anything they don’t already agree with. Most of them will respond to your arguments with something along the lines of “Gimmie Uber Eats” or “I need to charge my phone” or “I want a butterfly tattoo".

Simply put my hostility towards cunt women is a direct and proportional response to their unhinged, entitled, destructive lunacy destroying our civilization from every angle.

That goes double for these shit mothers who refuse to breast feed their kids or similarly dump their kids off at baby jail 24/7.

This is cunt behavior 101 and I despise it without mercy or apology.

Spitting in the Face of 300 Million Years

Mammals (and the subsequent milk they produce) have been evolving for over 300 million years on this planet. Three hundred million fucking years of mother nature taking its course, marching forward through time, inch by inch.

Primates more specifically have been evolving for somewhere between 60 and 90 million years.

Modern humans have been around for a much shorter, but still profoundly long time, around 300,000 years.

Infant formula by comparison is around ~150 years old. Less than the blink of an eye in mammalian evolution.

Before 150 years ago, every single baby mammal in the history of this fucking planet, for the preceding 300 million years, sucked breast milk out of their mother to survive as a baby.

If they did not, they died, end of story.

Rare exceptions for babies who gained access to milk from another female of the same species (e.g. another lactating mother from the same tribe). There is also a brief proto-history of “baby formula” by trying to use milk from another species as a substitute like goat/cow/sheep’s milk.

Now clearly an infant human or animal having access to some sort of food substance imitating breast milk is better than starving to death. I take no dispute with today’s infant formula being superior to literally watching a baby starve and die.

Duh.

My contention is that there is an ASTOUNDING LEVEL OF ARROGANCE in trying to supplant a self-perfecting process 300 million years in the making. This is a holy shit God-level of hubris that almost defies description.

Feeding baby humans factory produced “formula” today because mom is a lazy entitled fat feminist fucking cunt with 57 excuses is a profoundly nasty and presumptuous way to nurture a child.

More precisely, mothers who do this are abruptly interrupting an ancient, primordial process of early development. They are literally interrupting and undermining organ development with garbage out of a factory.

They are replacing mother nature’s perfect, perfected, 300 million year old food with - I swear to god - soybean oil, corn syrup, soy protein, safflower oil, rice starch, and a giant laundry list of other random plant shit that does not belong in babies.

More critically, these common ingredients of baby formula have zero historical basis being fed to babies. Ever. Human infants today eating this dog shit are stuck in the middle of a giant, milk-deprived lab experiment for the first time in the entire history not just of humans, not just of primates, but all mammals on earth.

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It’s retarded. If you’re a mom reading this and you feed your baby formula - absent death and starvation consequences - you are a retard and should be ashamed of yourself.

If you are man and allowed your baby mamma to do this, you are equally retarded and should be ashamed of yourself.

Your child suffered for it. And they are going to suffer for it in some way, shape, or form the rest of their lives.

Excuses to Infinity and Beyond

I really hate a lot of conservative women, because they tend to be feminist cunts in disguise. Their lunatic liberal counterparts at least openly mark themselves with purple hair, door knockers installed on their noses, and enough tattoos to cause liver cancer.

At least with those cunts you have a degree of “I’m a psycho cunt, I’m not sure if men get periods, and I’m proud of this stupidity” level of honesty.

Conservacunts on the other hand are snakes in the grass. Slithering from one TPUSA young republicans event to the next.

The White House Press Cunt seen above neglecting her child at work is a pristine example of this. Those of you who have followed my work for years know that in 2020 I began promoting a Motherhood First agenda to save America.

Karoline Leavitt like most young women, was successfully brainwashed and socially conditioned to put motherhood last and career first. That’s why in the photo - as in her entire life - you see her physically focused on her work as a primary.

The baby, who just wants a loving mother to feed him her tits, is a distant second. A distraction to be fed plastic garbage with a plastic bottle.

Not mommy’s sweet delicious titty milk. Industrial farmed fucking garbage.

Karoline has been in the news a lot lately for her feminist rantings about being super mom and a career boss babe. It’s all disgusting and revolting nonsense.

And no one in her life has the balls to tell her to shut the fuck up, go home, and shove a tit in her kid’s mouth.

No. Managing emails is more important than taking care of her own child at the most critical stage of development in his entire life.

I’m not sure what is more infuriating. The cunts or their beta male slaves enabling this lunacy.

Now your more average basic bitch won’t be a White House Press Cunt. But she will have all the same bullshit excuses and army of enablers.

• The doctors

• The gynos

• The pediatricans

• The beta slaves

• The nurses

• The lactation specialists

• Her boomer cunt mom

• Her boomer cunt neighbor

• Her cunt older sister

• etc

Being a young apex alpha male patriarch myself I’ve been exposed to the full range of assholes who will actively try to stop your wife-property from breast feeding and ruin your child’s life.

Feminism has created a social, cultural, and clinical environment that is shockingly hostile to breast feeding mothers. This was genuinely surprising to me, and something I had no awareness of before the fact.

I suspect that feminists have (for a hundred years or more) viewed breast feeding with scorn, as a form of slavery to the patriarchy, similar to breeding, child rearing, and “stay at home motherhood” more broadly.

It’s a biological roadblock more or less to the total destruction of the nuclear family, fatherhood, the patriarchy, etc. Most feminists now and historically are histrionic psychopaths hell bent on unlocking the worst elements of femininity society wide.

That means unleashing women’s innate destructive capacity to destroy your country, the world, and everything you love.

You would not believe how many women in particular have tried to stop my wife from breast feeding. Boomer bitches have been actively scornful. All these cunts belong in jail as far as I’m concerned.

The reason for this I discovered is that their generation was actively marketed, told, and sold that baby formula was superior to breast milk. It was marketed as posh, upper class, and luxurious in their day. Breast feeding which is “free” is for low class broke bitches, more or less.

The exact opposite is true of course. But good luck convincing some boomer cunt that she’s been wrong about everything for her entire life.

Lactation nurses and specialists are deluxe cringe cunts. The head lactation nurse at the 3rd largest hospital in the United States actually tried telling my wife and I with a stern tone that she may have to formula feed when our daughter was 2 weeks old.

Charlotte is almost 3 years old now and still guzzling mamma’s milk like it’s going out of style.

To no surprise she’s built like a brick shit house, wicked smart, and has never been sick. Every other kid her age is constantly sneezing, puking, runny nose, and coughing up a lung.

No parent wants their baby to be sick all the time, skinny, and small. Yet this is exactly what they facilitate in all of their retarded decisions. I weep for the kids.

But Anthony my wife couldn’t breast feed.

Okay well first of all there’s no use crying over split milk (or lack of spilt milk there of). If that ship has sailed, it sailed, move on and do your best to nourish your kid going forward. Don’t fuck the next one up either.

If your wife has a bad attitude about breast feeding future babies you need to start face fucking her and bossing her around. Read more here on how to control your wife. Face fucking her is basically a cheat code.

Now as far as your fat fucking wife not being able to breast feed and her fat fucking doctor backing that up… you need a reality check.

Your fat fucking wife has more rights and freedoms than all of her maternal ancestors, combined. It’s also a fact that your wife’s generation of (American) women are the fattest women to ever roam the earth. There are no fatter women to ever exist.

American women today are also the most miserable women to ever live. That’s a fact that’s been tracked pretty well for decades, and it continues to get worse each year.

So our women are the freest, fattest, and most miserable women to ever live.

This is not a coincidence, and it will not last.

Women are destroyer class beings. First and foremost when they gain freedom they destroy themselves. So they destroyed their bodies. Then destroyed their happiness. They did this alongside murdering 70 million of their own babies, just in America.

They destroyed the economy. The nuclear family. The workplace. The government. The military. All the schools. And now they want to destroy whatever is left of our country.

What they didn’t actually destroy was their ability to produce breast milk (although in many cases they have substantially damaged it).

Let me be clear: your wife’s DNA descended from 300 million years of mammals who all made milk. Any of them who did not basically died with few exceptions. The suggestion that your fat fucking wife - in the long line of a thousand grandmas - is somehow magically the first woman in her blood line unable to produce breast milk, is laughable.

Genetically this is not even plausible. Her DNA would have been weeded out a long time ago.

What has happened is that your wife is a fat fucking pig, and like all of her fat fucking friends, very unhealthy. Your fat fucking wife was also probably a huge slut until cranking out her first kid at 39 years old with a geriatric pregnancy.

In short, yes, old fat women can have a harder time producing breast milk. Lactation is a significant biological and hormonal event, directly following a MAJOR biological event: getting creampied and growing an entire human being from scratch.

Obesity, old age, diabetes, metabolic syndrome, and taking shit care of yourself for decades can definitely cause problems lactating.

But rarely if ever is your wife the victim of lightning striking her with magical “can’t breast feed” disease.

Your wife probably could, and can. But she is also a lazy NPC fat cunt who feels entitled to feed her baby dog shit while she goes out back to work playing with spread sheets all day.

The basic reality of what happens is that young women find breast feeding difficult, so they give up immediately. The doctors, nurses, and other “experts” are brain dead conformist scum bags who are giddy to egg this along and get the baby on formula.

It’s sickening how stupid this all is.

To be fair, breast feeding is hard. Way harder than I ever knew. For years my wife would walk out after feeding our kid looking something like this, determined as ever.

That’s why you need a bad (ride or die) bitch with major milk jugs.

In summary all these excuses young mothers have about breast feeding, are just that, excuses. Most of them are normie NPC sheep following their programming. The boomers, nurses, and doctors are happy to egg this along so mom can go back to being a lazy entitled cunt instead of working her ass off nursing the baby night and day.

As a man and father you have to be an apex alpha male and overcome all this bullshit. Smash the matriarchy into a million pieces, and scatter it to the winds.

Oh but the baby couldn’t latch. She couldn’t produce. She had to go back to work.

Bla bla bla. Cry me a fucking river. It’s all bullshit 99% of the time.

Human females have been breast feeding their kids exclusively for 300 thousand fucking years. 90 million years of monkeys doing it just like them before that.

And your fat fucking wife is the first one who can’t? Give me a fucking break bro.

Liquid Adaptive Gold

The above speech by speaker Katie Hinde “Why Mammals Suck” is worth a watch if you care to do a deep dive on breast milk. She gave a follow up speech at TED Talks here. Ignore the feminist bullshit.

On a topical level the bottom line is this: breast milk is the perfect, adaptive food for babies. Formula is not a “close second”, it is a very, very distant second. It’s trash basically, just better than dying.

A mother’s nipples, tits, and mammary glands are highly responsive to the baby’s needs. This is true for humans, other primates, and probably most mammals.

Baby girls and baby boys get different milk.

If the baby is catching a cold or other pathogen, the baby’s saliva directs the mother’s glands and immune system to begin rapidly producing and delivering anti-bodies to the baby. Much faster than the infant’s primitive immune system can.

It is reasonable to assume that there are thousands of undiscovered benefits of breast milk. Magic milk that not only helps the baby as a baby, but directs the entire course of their life. From organ development to disease prevention and risk mitigation, immune system strength, IQ points, even preventing ailments in old age like osteoporosis and Alzheimer’s .

I want to stress that it is absolutely fucking nuts - and dangerous - to intentionally deprive an infant mammal of their mother’s milk.

Critically, this is not the case when new research finds and exposes the benefits. This has always been the case. The benefits are ancient. They precede the existence of our own species.

It is jaw droppingly arrogant to circumvent or supplant this process with formula garbage.

Doing so is profoundly disrespectful to your DNA and the history of our entire species. It is a giant fuck you to all your thousands of grandmothers who breast fed babies in the wild, living in a fucking cave, with dangeorus animals roaming around.

Pumping breast milk is really the true “close second”. Formula being a very distant third place in this context.

It’s not bad, just not ideal. Babies need to drink primarily straight from the tap to trigger adaptive lactation responses. Pumping needs to be a secondary backup to direct feeding.

Fathers need to drink straight from the tap too of course, but for entirely different reasons.

For those women reading this who did breast feed (and not some bullshit 3 months thing), you helped your child far more than you realize. You set the biological, even emotional tone of their entire life.

Philosophic Rot

As a side note, there is a serious philosophic decay in Western civ that is at the root of how all this baby formula crap came to be.

A proper philosophy of science should have always demanded the assumption that breast milk is critical for babies to develop and to tread with extreme caution dicking around with a process 300 million years in the making.

This was the only proper scientific starting point.

The exact opposite happened. We meddled with mother nature, without any due respect, and a lot of children have suffered. Babies are resilient yes, but they still suffered, cut off at the kneecaps by a society that catered to the whims of feminist cunty cunts.

Our nation suffers because millions of mothers don’t breast feed. Infants are starved of liquid gold. For nothing.

I would recommend reading The Logical Leap to grasp the intellectual foundation for how this happened (along with other dubious garbage in childbirth, pregnancy, and pediatrics).

This is a book about philosophy, not any of the particular topics mentioned in today’s newsletter.

How Long?

In closing I want to focus in on how long a mother should nurse their kid. In simple terms as long as the baby wants. The more milk they get, and the longer they get it, generally, the better.

Bare bones minimum I would ballpark at 18 months. They might wean off on their own shortly after this. If they don’t want it for some reason, I would never encourage forcing a tit in their mouth. (Do that to your husband instead).

Getting to around 4 years old is definitely at the long end of the spectrum.

You can safely ignore the stares of retarded NPC boomer women when you breast feed a 2 or 3 year old kid. Those women are losers.

Thanks for tuning in.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

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That woman is one of my sisters, who became irate and began yelling at my wife and two year old daughter after learning the church had approved me to read my now infamous eulogy. Just weeks ago in February over 1.6 million people read it on Facebook which is very cool.

A lot more happened this day. Police body cams are uploading next from the final incident of the funeral.

Still this is the full edition of the church funeral mass itself. My older sister (not the screaming one) had asked me to film it last minute for elder relatives up north who couldn’t attend. I had my camera gear with me to take pictures, not film video, but I was able to slap something together in minutes. However I didn’t have an extra battery pack with me, so the video ends about 30 minutes in. Still it was good to have and film what I could. The cop stuff at the front being caught on camera was completely incidental. I had the camera rolling early because I had to go give the eulogy speech itself (although the church ultimately chickened out and cancelled it).

Notably this is the same church my siblings and I were all baptized in. I am a retired Catholic of course, but my street credentials still hold up. If anything I am exponentially more Catholic than most Catholics today, which is disappointing at best. I’m frequently disgusted at what soft spineless little cucks many Catholic men have become today, and the women equally, degenerate slimy lying whores.

Today’s Catholics are nothing like Catholics from 100 or even 50 years ago. I see some even now teaming up with towel heads.

For a people who claim Jesus Christ as their ultimate moral example of a man on earth, a man allegedly with unshakeable balls of steel the size of coconuts, it is absolutely disturbing what pussies these people are today. Revolting and puke inducing really.

This is the full funeral mass service for my mother Rosemary Johnson held at St. Andrew's Church in Cape Coral Florida on 09/27/2025. Police allege she was brutally murdered by my younger brother Devin Johnson on 09/16/2025. He subsequently tried to flee the country to Costa Rica but was arrested in nearby Collier County on the way to an airport. He has since been charged with 1st degree murder and prosecutors have filed intent to pursue the death penalty.

Both my mother and brother suffered extensive, non-stop domestic abuse for approximately 40 years, dating back to the 1980s in Lee County Florida. Their abuser was my father, Alfred Johnson. His publicly verified arrest record for domestic violence against our family currently dates from 1994 to 2023, with his final domestic violence arrest taking place just days before his own death. My father was a shockingly violent alcoholic who beat my mother, myself, and my brother bloody growing up. He got away with most of it.

While my brother may have swung the final blade, it was my father who handed it to him from the grave. In the absence of that abuse I believe my mother would be alive and well, and my brother living a productive life. Instead her life is over now, and his is over one way or another, by execution or rotting in prison with Big Willy and friends.

My daughter and her cousins will grow up missing a loving grandma now. One day they will all learn the truth about what their uncle did to their own grandmother who loved them so much.

Many of you are familiar with this tragedy due to my censored eulogy speech that went viral earlier this year, reaching millions. My mother would be very happy about that and appreciate the awareness raised for domestic violence issues the families suffer in Florida.

Personally I've been through hell since my mother died. I've been attacked, assaulted, screamed at, defamed, smeared, and abused for the crime of telling the truth about my family. I even had to have a family member arrested recently for domestic violence crimes against me - that's how insane this has gotten.

Men and women both have attacked me for a laundry list of nonsensical reasons. People who know me, and random people who don't.

There's something about domestic violence that drives people to complete madness. Even observers have frothed at the mouth sometimes. It generates an astounding degree of social aggression to silence you, of profound and extreme irrationality.

I put up with this and press forward for my mother, my brother, my maternal grandmother, and the truth itself. People need an example of how to stand up against the roots of domestic violence, the extreme efforts to silence any exposing of it.

My mom's mother hated my father. She knew he was a "bad man". My mom would often flee to her house for safety when we were young. My father would occasionally follow, banging on the front door, threatening to break it down. My grandma for her part encouraged my mom to divorce my father just weeks after their wedding when he became violent for the first time, when the mask came off.

My mom made her choices and suffered greatly for them. She paid for her mistakes in pain, suffering, blood, and eventually her own death. She paid for her mistakes 100x over.

For any husbands and wives reading this who suffer domestic violence at the hands of their spouses, you need to leave. Immediately. Any family member who closes a fist and strikes you - or attacks you with a weapon - does not love you, and never will. Whether they did before or not is irrelevant, leave.

I've observed domestic violence situations within and outside of my family for my entire life, and in nearly four decades of that anecdotal experience I have never seen a *single* domestic violence situation actually stop.

99% of them not only continue, they escalate indefinitely.

In my family's case culminating in actual murder. My mother was strangled and stabbed to death over 100 times by her own youngest child. My mother assumed the horror was over when my father died in 2023. She was wrong. Her mistake was literally deadly.

Never, ever tolerate domestic violence from anyone. Run. Instantly and immediately.

Or you know, shoot back if the situation calls for it. That’s one way to end domestic violence.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

I unfollowed Tucker Carlson today. I’ve been pruning faggots and retards out of my social media feeds for a little while now.

Whatever redeeming qualities or merits Tucker once had, are long gone.

I believe he is an actual criminal traitor to our country in an old school, spineless, paid off kind of way. He is a weasel and a worm, as is customary to media pundits. I will be ignoring everything he says by default for the rest of my life.

My best guess is that Mooslim towel heads paid him off last year. That just reflects on him having no balls or spine in the first place though, rather than viewing it as a sudden development in his character or lapse in judgement.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

What’s up man.

Welcome back to The Dream Lounge, your favorite alpha male cult newsletter.

Today I want to focus on hospitals - especially Florida hospitals - which I’ve spent considerable time exposing and mocking before here on TDL.

In particular I want to focus on this news story making the rounds where a giant black woman aka “Big Sherley” was ganged upon by ten people, which you actually see in the above Zoom screenshot from her surprise court hearing in the middle of giving birth.

The original story from ProPublica has a heavy feminist slant to it that makes me want to puke. Even so this story is still compelling and has a lot going on worth exploring.

First of all, as I hinted at five seconds ago, this creature is holy shit level enormous.

I feel like 300 pounds is a safe, conservative bet here. Over 350? Probably.

This is remarkably normal for American women today, and it goes double for pregnant women. As I’ve told you guys before, when I walked my pregnant wife into a dedicated birthing ER in Orlando Florida late at night, every single woman was morbidly obese.

White, black, Hispanic, didn’t matter. My wife was 135 pounds ready to pop, and every woman in there was at least 100 pounds heavier. Incidentally the only woman that night who had her baby daddy with her was the black woman, every other chick had only women with her.

Where are the men?

Going further, with all those pregnant beluga whales swimming through the ER door that night, every single one had to go up to the counter and check in. It was quiet enough to overhear all of their medical problems, and every single one had problems. Preeclampsia, gestational diabetes, etc. It was a fucking mess. My wife was the only one healthy and ready to rock.

Hello sir is your baby mamma about to drop dead? No? That’s odd.

Zooming out, pregnant or not, American women are officially the fattest monkeys to ever roam the earth.

In over 10,000 years of civilization you cannot find a nation or substantial population of people with bigger, fatter fucking women than the United States right now. This is fairly obvious going to your local Walmart, airport, or ER but the historical perspective is what matters here, and it is forbidden to speak plainly about such things.

It is very funny yes, it is also tragic and sad. Fat women are universally disgusting and unhealthy. There are no healthy fat women the same way there are no beautiful fat women. These are contradictions that do not exist in reality.

These issues have downstream effects on babies too, both in terms of birthing complications, risk of serious birth defects, childhood obesity, and so on.

There are even babies being born with type 2 diabetes now for the first time in human history. That is how much we have fucked up allowing women to leave the kitchen and vote.

Going back to our giant land manatee in the hospital being ganged up on by ten fucking people in the middle of birth, the way she was treated was actually fucking nuts.

Shaniqua said it best live in the court hearing “Now this is the craziest thing I’ve ever seen.”

They were basically trying to use state power to force her to have a C-section (major surgery that can kill you) against her will, after she declined, and in the absence of a clear emergency.

They had maybe-legitimate concerns, sure, but she declined consent, which is her right under the law in Florida. You cannot practice medicine on people without their consent.

So they literally tried to bully her into doing it using the government, an actual judge and emergency hearing, without even notifying her of this legal process. They just strolled up with a Zoom hearing on a tablet and were like yo bitch we gonna cut you up.

And seriously, that’s where this was heading. Strapping her down against her will, knocking her out with drugs, and forcibly operating on her like a slave.

Every single cunt, beta male, and psychopath on this court hearing is trying to twist the judge’s arm into giving them what they want: an immediate order to perform surgery on this woman against her will.

She has no lawyer, no advocate, no husband, no nothing. She’s just a 350 pound whale ready to give birth wondering why all these people think it’s fine to do this.

It is terrible she has no man to protect her. It’s also her fault for getting banged out, cream pied, and knocked up by random or dirt bag men. Women love fucking scum bags hundreds of times and then complaining about it when the obvious consequences of this boomerang back in their face.

Wow I’m amazed Tyrome with the face tattoos, two baby mammas, and the extensive criminal record left you. Imagine my shock.

Specifically she is the product of intergenerational feminism which destroyed the American black family first, skyrocketing single motherhood and unwed births to ~70% for them.

Whites and Hispanics have closely followed now into the 40s.

A hundred years ago single motherhood was like 2% of the population. It was a shameful and terrible tragedy to hit any family with serious consequences. Hence actual shotgun weddings were a thing, and women were also kept in check to a degree.

Now it’s celebrated.

Well that has big problems for big Sherley here folks, where she was ganged up on - almost successfully - because she had no man to protect her. No man willing to die protecting her and the baby, no one to even speak up at all.

It sucks.

Psycho Nurses and Doctors

Hospital nurses and doctors are some of the biggest fucked up psychopaths you will ever meet in your life. Seriously the professions themselves - similar to law enforcement - attract some of the most deranged and damaged people you will ever meet in your life through a sort of selection bias/pressure.

I cannot stress enough how many of these individuals - men and women both - are power hungry lunatics looking to exert force and control over other people.

Nurses in particular have some of the highest rates of divorce and infidelity in the entire country out of any profession.

Notably my own hooker ex-wife was a licensed nurse in Florida. A real nurse too, not a “6 month certified nurse assistant” thingy. This is not a coincidence.

With this in mind I’m not surprised at all then that ten psychopaths tried to bully and temporarily enslave this massive black pregnant woman. It’s just what they do everyday to most women who walk in there without an apex alpha male patriarch protecting them like me.

The difference is they usually get away with it. It doesn’t get recorded on Zoom. It doesn’t make the news. The women just give up and give in to all sorts of unhinged and dangerous fuckery in the name of good intentions.

Even if they have other women with them, or some beta male wall flower, they still get fucked. Maybe if their beta male slave happens to be a lawyer of some kind, or a medical doctor in a related field, they will be treated better.

Otherwise these women are getting butt fucked left and right. It’s appalling, retarded, and happens everyday. The children suffer most of all, and I hate it.

While this is not unique to Florida, from what I understand it is very common and ultra aggressive in Florida. I’ve spoken extensively to moms from other states who live in Florida now. They are consistently shocked having kids in Florida hospitals compared to hospital births in other states like Ohio.

Meaning hospital culture is not uniform nationwide, and not always 10/10 insane. Florida for some reason, even with strong medical freedom laws, uniquely cultivates this degree of clinical, professional, and social aggression paired with psychopathy.

The cultural and legal situation actually sets up a lot of show downs like this, and what I experienced with my own family to a lesser degree. The laws are very squarely in favor of informed consent and patient rights, but the actual clinical/professional culture in hospitals is absolutely unhinged and hates the legal framework they operate in.

Especially with child birth and pediatrics.

These people are nucking futs folks. They get mad they can’t bully women and children even more than they already do.

Every time you deal with a hospital or pediatric office you have to be prepared for total war. The second you don’t do what you are fucking told these whack jobs will not hesitate to throw actual judges, cops, lawyers, security, and an immediate platoon of social workers at you.

Death by Doctor

The most direct problem of all these nut jobs going crazy bullying fat pregnant women trying to shoot a baby out of their cooter is something called intervention bias.

Intervention bias leads to something called over intervention which leads to unnecessary medical procedures that expose patients to unnecessary risks, and cause actual harm, even death. Medical errors are one of the leading causes of death in the United States, and if anything it is widely underreported.

In other words it is not harmless or a mere nuisance that doctors and nurses are rude, over aggressive psychopaths and sociopaths. They can actually get you killed or kill your baby.

In this case from 2024 in Georgia a doctor actually ripped a baby’s head off during labor and then tried to cover it up.

While literal decapitation is at the far end of the spectrum for consequences, there a million little steps on the road to hell with doctors and nurses.

Which is to say, as the title of this post so plainly states, hospitals are temples of death and doom. They are infested with deadly, rare diseases, and over flowing with cluster B cluster fucks (nurses, doctors, and social workers alike) who will ruin your life or your children faster than you can say fuck off.

That doesn’t mean hospitals are unnecessary or entirely useless. They save lives everyday, right where you live. They also kill and maim tons of people. This is aggressively hidden behind an army of fake smiles, paperwork, lawsuits, and bright lights.

Ultimately your best bet is to stay out of the belly of the beast as my old friend Dr. Doug McGuff recommends. Doug has spent ~30 years as an emergency room doctor. His strongest advice is to stay healthy and stay the fuck out of hospitals to the maximum extent possible.

If you do need to go into a hospital for childbirth or anything else, hope for the best, and prepare for war. You will be surrounded mostly by idiots, bullies, DEI retards, and psychopaths.

If you can find a nurse or doctor in the hospital who is a genuine ally willing to defend you from their co-workers, hold on to that person with dear life. They are a useful shield against evil.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

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What’s up man.

In honor of Easter I’m going to review the basics today for my alpha male roadmap to breeding hot young thin white women with major mammaries.

This is very taboo of course. You’re not supposed to talk about breeding women today as if they were property and animals (they are in fact horny fucking animals).

You’re definitely not supposed to brag about impregnating young fertile women with fresh eggs (instead of dusty post wall eggs).

Thin women? You’re supposed to believe women are beautiful at any size, including big fat fucking war elephants in pajama pants.

And white women? Oh god.

You’re not even supposed to acknowledge that white people exist, much less white women who make white babies for white men.

For example suggesting that America needs more white babies - and saying nothing else - is forbidden. For being white is the ultimate original sin today.

My wife for example was attacked in over 24,000 Facebook comments on this post.

Her crime was daring to say that… she loves being white.

Nothing hateful, mean spirited, offensive, or anything else. She just loves the way she was born. That’s it.

Such a simple statement broke NPC normie brains by the millions.

Entire herds of AWFUL women (Affluent White Feminist Urban Liberal), illegal alien bitches, jealous minority cunts, etc.

Every insecure BPD brat within 3,000 miles had to go on the offensive trying to reel Allyssa back in to their normie feminist plantation.

That failed naturally because I control my wife just like all men should.

With that said let’s move on to practical steps you can implement.

Step 1: Avoid Women Who Eat Shotguns

I wrote an essay here about women who eat shotguns and kill themselves (the deadly consequences of your brain on feminism).

Needless to say you’re gonna want to avoid breeding these women.

Sadly, this phenomenon is going to increase for a while as OnlyFans turns into OnlyGrandmas for entire generations of women with universal butterfly tattoos and door knockers installed on their nose.

A bit dark to start off with but it’s critical to avoid legitimately toxic and negative women for breeding purposes if nothing else.

Step 2: Learn How to Control Women

Okay so first things first, there’s no point in breeding disobedient women who refuse to submit. Those women are feminist trash and not worth your time or baby batter. Much the same way fat women are not worth your time, your future, or your DNA.

Those women are not your problem or responsibility to fix. Fuck em.

It is your sacred duty to control and dominate your wife.

Dominate your wife to dominate life.

That is the mantra you must operate by on the long road of breeding hot young thin white women.

Remember that a woman without instruction is headed for destruction. That’s a polite way of saying that if you don’t control her, her destructive feminine energy will destroy your life.

Your choice is to keep your woman on a tight leash or watch her blow your life up.

There is no third option.

Step 3: Make Her Your Property

Pursuant to step two, your baby mamma wants to be your property. She wants you to own her heart, soul, eggs, future, etc.

This is good. It’s good to be a woman, and it’s good for her to honestly want these things. Likewise it’s good for you to embrace this role as opposed to running away from it.

You are the master, king, owner, and ruler of her universe.

Conduct yourself accordingly.

Step 4: Get Your Alpha Sperm Ready

To state the obvious, if you’re going to be fertilizing some fresh young white eggs, you need to boost your sperm quality way up - as high as possible.

Your kids, your legacy, your family tree itself depend on it.

Technically this is the science of epigenetics.

Meaning the health and lifestyle choices you make now will directly impact your sperm health, quality, and the future of your own children.

It is not difficult, time consuming, or expensive to live healthy. My free book The 10 Laws of the Alpha Male will introduce you to proper alpha male health habits and point you in the right direction.

Step 5: Start Drugging Her Up

If you want to breed a hot young thin white woman it’s critical to start optimizing her health in preparation for insemination.

Controlling all of her food choices is step one. That can take a little time though. We want results now.

Drugs are the fastest way to make progress. What kind of drugs?

Specific supplements covered in my free book.

Critically Vitamin K2 is something you can start shoving in her mouth immediately to close the gap of decades of chronic insufficiency. Vitamin D3 and magnesium pair well with it, but above all, start with K2.

You want to saturate her body and organs with it in preparation for breeding. It is by far the most under appreciated, chronically absent vitamin from women’s diets today. This is very bad for babies who are about to grow from scratch in her baby batter oven.

Vitamin K2 is paramount for organ development, skeletal formation, preventing birth complications, and even defects.

It is the main reason my wife barely bled at all after a 51 hour labor, and a primary reason our daughter is so beautiful.

It’s not just that I’m an extremely good looking apex alpha male or even that my wife is young and gorgeous with big snow white milkers. It’s that our daughter had abundant access to K2 throughout the entire pregnancy (and drinking milk straight from the tap ever since).

Fundamentally that’s why she’s the most beautiful baby girl in the world ever.

Historically, when they weren’t starving, humans ate a ton of vitamin K2 from organ meat and bone marrow. Stuff that almost no one eats today.

Standard American Diets are chronically deficient in K2 today. It sucks for everyone, especially the babies who need it most.

There you have it, my five step guide to breeding hot young thin white women.

Happy Easter you animals.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

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Welcome back to The Dream Lounge, where snowflakes come to melt and cry it out.

In today’s essay we’re going to discuss why I hate daycare, viewing it primarily as evil, retarded, and harmful to your children.

For those of you new to my blog, some context.

• My first daughter is about two and a half years old.

• She has never been to daycare.

• She will never attend daycare.

• She will attend college over my dead body.

• I do not allow my wife to work outside the home.

• My wife’s full time job is being a wife and mother.

• My daughter has never been sick with a viral infection, not even once.

• My daughter is essentially perfect, disease free, and vaccine free.

• My wife has breast fed our baby full time since birth.

• She still breast feeds even now, 2-3 times per day.

• My daughter is wicked smart, big, and strong.

• She’s as big as most 4 year olds and wears 4T clothes.

• My daughter will be homeschooled, just like her mom.

To state the obvious, I look down on daycare very harshly and negatively. It’s essentially a toxic, disease infested shithole where clueless (or shitty) parents send their children to be neglected for ~40 hours a week by strangers, even abused, and eventually brainwashed.

I generally look down on parents who send their kids to daycare, and even more so if the child is particularly young. (The younger, the worse it is for them).

The exception is if and only if daycare presents a life and death consequence. Such as a single mom (slut) who is literally going to go homeless with her child and face life threatening circumstances on the street, if daycare is not utilized.

Outside of highly specific, legitimately dangerous circumstances like that, daycare is hell and should be a non-option for all other parents.

Of course those circumstances rarely exist in any authentic way, particularly in two parent households (where both individuals are essentially part time parents).

I cannot stress enough how much scorn I have for parents who voluntarily dump their kids off at daycare because mom is too much of a lazy fat fucking pig to take care of their own child or children.

These days it is often a family situation where both parents are “working”, so this is the excuse. However, similar to breast feeding excuses, this is all fabricated bullshit 98% of the time.

Becoming a father has exposed me to the inner world of parenting, and holy fuck is it a shit show out there.

Most often what I see when two parents are “working” is that dad is bringing home 80% of the bacon, and his dumb boss bitch of a wife is working some dead end job for $35k/year or something.

The average cost of daycare is like $1,500/month or $18k/annually nationwide. Chopping mom’s bullshit job income in half immediately. Take more out for taxes. Now subtract all the household chores she’s neglecting by being a boss queen such as cooking, cleaning, blowjobs, etc.

Basically her “job” is worse than useless. It actively harms the entire family, herself, husband, and the child included. Everyone suffers because she’s neglecting the most important job in the world in that context, which is being a wife and mother.

What little money may be left over from her fake job, after deducting all the shit mentioned above, is blown on bullshit like Netflix, Doordash, UberEats, and all sorts of useless Chinese trinkets from Amazon or Walmart.

Your child suffering at daycare by the way is now not being raised by either parent, five days a week, 40 or more hours a week. They are being raised by some random stranger being paid $12/hour.

Go search “daycare abuse news” or “daycare neglect news” and you will be horrified at what you find. Daycare abuse and neglect is wayyyy more common than people realize.

The child feels abandoned of course, because they are, catastrophically harming their emotional and psychological development. Their mother should be their primary caretaker early in life, and she throws that shit right out the window dumping her kid off at daycare everyday.

I actually know of several women by the way who don’t have a fake job. They just dump the kid off at daycare anyway, because they were effectively brainwashed to do so, or more likely they are just lazy entitled spoiled rotten fucking brats.

In another instance, one kid in particular who is friends with my daughter, her mother is pushing to send her to daycare now with her own parents (the grandparents) actively objecting because they take excellent care of the child full time anyway.

The grandparents are baffled. They love their granddaughter, they love caring for her, and they correctly view daycare as a huge and obvious waste of money given the circumstances: they are available, retired, and love spending time with the baby everyday.

If you think you hate modern women enough, I assure you, you do not my fellow alpha male. Modern young women are rabid, feral, moderately retarded fat fucking animals who just want to charge their phone and pig out on Doordash slop all day.

The degree to which these boss bitches neglect their husbands and babies is astounding.

I have no tolerance for any of that shit in my castle of course.

I am the king. My wife is my property and my queen. She submits. Obeys. Cooks. Cleans. And takes excellent care of our baby.

We are both adamantly opposed to daycare and our minds are routinely blown with what shit care most parents today provide for their babies.

Disgusting fucking animals.

If you want the best for your child, you have to have family raise them. Mom in particular has to quit her stupid fake fucking job and become a full time parent. Just like young mothers need to nurse full time. Whip them milkers out you lazy fucks.

Extended family is great too. If you have access to grandparents, aunts, and uncles who can help - like that example I mentioned - that’s fantastic. We mostly don’t. I have no family at all left in our lives, sadly. My wife has some but it’s limited.

Regardless, extended family is really where any sensible degree of “daycare” begins and ends.

Now before closing, I mentioned that daycare is a disease ridden shithole.

Every single fucking kid I’ve ever seen go to daycare all the time is sick all the time.

They are constantly coughing, sneezing, wheezing, puking, runny noses, rashes, etc.

The reason for this is that all the kids have compromised immune systems. Unlike my daughter who has an immune system built like a brick shithouse, daycare kids are almost always vaccine maxed, pumped constantly full of toxic chemicals, and then eat toxic empty crap in the form of baby formula (which is also evil).

None of the daycare kids are

• Vaccine free

• Disease free

• 100% breast fed

As a result they are all fucked up, all the time.

I weep for the kids, truly. It sickens me beyond words how shitty most parents are.

I went through hell as a kid growing up, but at least my mom breast fed me and kept me the fuck out of daycare. I drove her fucking nuts too, but she stood firm.

As for “building the immune system” by constantly watching your kid get sick and suffer, this is an extremely misinformed, against the facts, irrational view of the human immune system.

This was fed to you by pediatricians and other doctors who are worse than clueless most of the time, and these days are often fat fucking pigs themselves.

You are on your own leading and caring for your family as a man today.

Truly.

If you’re part Jew like me you have to rule with an iron fist aka my Hebrew Hammer.

Healthy kids with robust immune systems are rarely sick. They are big, strong, full of energy, and their immune systems are armed to the teeth by a nutrient dense diet (starting with unlimited mamma’s milk).

Finally, there is no such thing as “school” for kids under 3. This is a new marketing trend being pushed by feminist cunts.

For the father’s reading this with any kids in daycare: time to nut the fuck up. Get your kid out of daycare ASAP. Tell your fat fucking wife to quit her job immediately. Stop blowing money on bullshit like daycare and Uber Eats. It’s time your wife acted like a mother rather than some career obsessed boss babe.

Your kids will thank you later.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

What’s up man.

Welcome back to another edition of your most favorite newsletter ever.

As most of you know by now I grew up in an incredibly violent, toxic, and abusive household. This included non-stop drug abuse and about 40 years of unchecked domestic violence, finally culminating in my mother being stabbed to death by my little brother.

My father beat my mom, me, and my brother without mercy, sparing my sisters direct violence, but exposing them all the same to this torrent of madness.

This environment was even more unusual in that it contained wild swings of wealth and financial instability. There were periods of cars being towed (repossessed) right out of the driveway, with no money for food, literal beans and hot dogs running low.

There were other periods of upper middle class wealth. A million dollar house with no mortgage from day one. Four cars in the driveway paid in cash. I once watched my dad buy a 32 foot yacht with over $125,000 in cash, in actual brown paper bags.

After the housing collapse my family lost everything. By 2011 they had slipped into a permanent state of destitute poverty that never ended. They only survived because my aunt Robin started paying all of their bills for years.

I had to distance myself, help where I could, and pick my battles wisely while I built The 21 Convention across Florida and the world. Feeding a small media empire you guys know as 21 Studios with over 500,000 fans and 200 million views on it’s video content.

To top it all off, my parents never divorced. They were married about 40 years on the dot. Technically I came from an intact family not mired by divorce.

My family was a carefully crafted illusion of a fairly large, solidly middle class American family living something of the American Dream. My dad often bragged about making more money than doctors and lawyers, and for many years he did.

He died in 2023, literally homeless and penniless, after drinking himself to death and beating his family for nearly half a century. A legacy that lives on through several of his children, so distinctly that his own youngest child is now facing the death penalty.

I feel like an old man sometimes at 37. I’ve spent nearly two decades as an entrepreneur “eating glass”, seasoned by various battles, triumphs, and betrayals.

I’m also weathered by a life filled with a long history of violence, abuse, and immense tragedy. My mother’s murder comes on the heels of an entire season of death and destruction beginning in 2023. I’ve never seen so many people die so fast.

It’s been a lot different than watching my grandparents die one by one from natural causes after living long lives. The only analog I have previously is watching one of my best childhood friends whittle away into a skeleton and die from bone cancer at the ripe old age of 21 years old. His parents are still scarred almost twenty years later.

Fresh Patriarchy Blessed by the Gods

At the same time, I feel young again becoming a patriarch 37. Like I just got out of college or something. I’m a new husband to a hot young thin obedient snow white wife with a substantially sized milk bar, still in her 20s loaded with fresh eggs.

At the same time I’m a new father to a blue eyed, blonde haired, Aryan princess named Charlotte Dream Johnson. The most beautiful, smart, and robustly healthy toddler ever.

I built this family after decades of building a business, watching my family of origin tear themselves to pieces, accidentally marrying a hooker, and spending serious time as a womanizer/pickup artist - mowing down over one hundred women before even meeting my wife.

It’s a miracle I didn’t fuck my life up sticking my dip stick in so many women with regard to STDs, false allegations, random pregnancies, etc.

Of course this is no accident or surprise, I was blessed by the manosphere gods ages ago to have my cake and eat it too, helping myself to seconds.

The plain truth is I swung in the complete opposite direction of my father, extremely hard.

While many millions of feminists would and do loath me as the living embodiment of toxic masculinity - a dollar store Andrew Tate basically - my family life is something heavenly.

I rule my family with an iron Jew fist sure. I’m also a loving father and husband, fiercely dedicated to my family. I’m aggressively opposed to both feminism and domestic violence equally and for similar reasons. They are evil and destructive forces in any and every society. One operates in the open under the illusion of doing progressive good, the other hides in secret malice as the ultimate human addiction: violence against your family.

The Wall is Coming

When I graduated highschool I was young, still 17 at the time. Most of my classmates were 18, even 19 in some cases. Most of them now are 38/39, smashing into the 40 wall like cartoon characters.

It’s stunning how few have built high functioning families. So many are covered in tattoos, ragged looking, obese, balding, wrinkly, nose rings and dyed hair.

Many of the women I went to school with are single moms, divorced, multiple baby daddies, etc.

The men haven’t fare much better. Many cucked and tucked by said single moms. “The dad who stepped up” is something they actually upload on father’s day Facebook posts.

I showed one of these men to my wife recently and asked her to guess his age. She assumed he was well into his 50s. He’s not even 40 yet. Balding and fat. Cucked by a single mom with two grown kids, all for what?

Men like this cuck themselves right out of the gene pool in exchange for a once a year Valentine’s day tug job. The cucking is insane.

I introduced many of these same men to the manosphere while we were still in highschool way back in 2006. Virtually none listened. Normies gonna normie.

It’s all so unnecessary. You could just go be an apex alpha male like me and unlock the infinite sex glitch (↑ ↑ ↓ ↓ ← → ← → B A Start).

Instead they… submit to the rule of used up, washed up, tatted up, obese hen pecking single moms, ending their own genetic line to clean up someone else’s mess. The stupidity of all this is astounding to watch and gets worse by the year.

Your 30s

A lot of you aspiring alpha males reading this newsletter are in your 30s. To those of you who are, you really need to get the lead out of your ass and get cracking on rebuilding the patriarchy.

This is a team effort folks. One family, one marriage, one patriarchy at a time. Gotta find you a ride or die bad bitch and lock her down with some magic baby batter. Take no shit, boss her around, things will probably work out.

Life is not over at 40 for men, particularly if you have taken care of yourself. But the clock is always ticking, even for men. Your healthy breeding window is much broader than women have, but it’s not infinite.

My family life growing up - my ultimate example of how to be a man/father/husband - was absolutely horrific. My mother being murdered by my brother in such a brutal way is case closed on that front.

If I can do it and build something great, so can you.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

What’s up man.

I know my regular readers have been excited to see more newsletters about marital rape in their email and phone notifications. Lucky for you, I’m blessing your inbox today with commentary on the sanctity of marital rape as a follow up to my smash hit on the subject of spousal rape.

To the surprise of no one that previous essay on marital rape has really triggered a lot of normies, beta males, and jumbo sized feminist cunty cunts. It is truly intolerable to the flaccid normie mind that anyone would do some historical and legal research into marital rape - whatever the findings may be.

Now officially it’s still strictly legal to rape your wife today in over 40 countries around the world. This includes many of your favorite tropical vacation and honeymoon destinations (how convenient) such as The Bahamas, Jamaica, and Saint Lucia.

It also includes the usual suspects like Iran, Afghanistan, Saudi Arabia, United Arab Emirates, and other inbred shitholes.

Notably communist China and North Korea join the list shoring up Asian representation for diversity and inclusion purposes.

The Africans are here too of course in the marital rape Olympics with representation in the countries of Madagascar, Libya, Guinea, Egypt, Nigeria, Syria, and many more.

We could go on country by country where you can still rape your wife right now squeaky clean under the law, but I think it’s more pertinent to bring in this commentary from a reader.

The Hippocratic oath should be applied in the circumstance of marriage and I would include the making of most laws. First do not harm.

The reason so many countries, including our own until recently, did not acknowledge rape inside of marriage is because it was theoretically impossible and legally impossible to enforce justly.

Marriage was, until we changed the definition, a sacred covenant between 1 man and 1 woman and God. In marriage, eachs body belongs to the other. If that is so, how is it rape and who's accusation includes a separate witness? It comes down to lawyers and he said she said. That does more damage than good. (Refer to Hippocratic oath) If first do not harm? Then is the state involvement improving marriage?

The state being involved in marriage only weakened it. I offer you as evidence the state of marriage in modernity, since removal of church authority over the couple and the inclusion of state authority. The state reduced the accusation of rape in a marriage to the realm of medieval times. Where each party chooses a champion (lawyers) to fight to the death. We should all realize the outcome is seldom just or righteous.

My second point is the current definition of rape and sexual assault are no longer defined and most of us wouldn't realize we’re not even talking about the same thing.

Many feminist include all heterosexual sex as rape because there exist and unequal power dynamic between men and women during sex. If the man has more authority, strength or money in the relationship, it's considered forced. She had no option out. Sexual assault now even includes unwanted sexual advances even if just verbal. And example would include a wolf whistle.

So any discussion of sexual assault or rape in a marriage must first include defining what it is, then deciding if laws on it would do a greater good or increased harm. Should the protection of the marriage, which studies indicate is the safest most productive place for children, be enforced as a common good or are we as a society only interested in the protection of the woman?

Sometimes it's best for government not to be involved with everything. Every situation isn't made better by inclusion of a law.

I'll leave my point with this thought. Every law created is ultimately enforced by the state with armed men. Every law is ultimately enforced at the point of a gun. Even a parking ticket violation if disobeyed in it's entirety will have armed men confronting the violator. If that was truly understood, would we have as many laws?

This comment stands on its own merits, and highlights the larger purpose of today’s newsletter itself, the sanctity of marital rape.

As reviewed in my first essay on marital rape, very few Americans today know that raping your wife was completely legal for the first ~200 years of American history in every single state.

Stated differently it has been legal to rape your wife for the vast majority of American history. In fact you could still rape your wife in some US states as recently as 1992 - not that long ago really.

You could just wake up on a random Sunday with a woody, roll that bitch wife over, get some spousal rape going, hit the shower, and be off to church in the mini-van in no time with your freshly raped wife in the passenger seat (where she belongs).

Even now you can rape your wife just fine in nearby countries like The Bahamas.

Which is interesting to me as a millennial man. When is the last time you, I, or anyone heard a fat feminist cunt bitching about marital rape in Jamaica? China? Saudi Arabia?

In my entire life I have NEVER heard a feminist bitching and moaning about spousal rape in any of these countries. Not in public speeches, not “in real life”, not on social media, Tumblr, Reddit, literally fucking anywhere.

I’m sure some have but I’ve never fucking seen it, not one fucking peep. And I’m willing to bet you haven’t either.

This is in part because 99.9% of feminists are frauds as my good friend highlights in this new essay.

That’s why you never hear American of Canadian feminists complain about women getting the shit kicked out of them, stoned to death, decapitated, etc in barbaric towel head countries.

They literally do not even give a shit about women getting their heads chopped off today.

What makes you think they care about some big booty Jamaican woman getting raped by her husband?

What feminists care about is power and destruction.

Everything they do is to gain more power for the purpose of destruction. They cannot help themselves. Women are destroyer class beings with ancient primal instincts to make babies, nurture children, and then destroy everything else.

This is why when you give women political power (that they have never earned, never fought for, do not deserve, and cannot handle) they destroy entire countries.

It’s in their nature to intentionally or inadvertently destroy everything. One way or another they will destroy.

Marriages - with or without spousal rape - follow the same pattern. For those of you who are husbands reading this for example, if you want to blow up your marriage into a million pieces, the most rapid and effective way to accomplish this is to let your wife lead the marriage and family.

You don’t have to do anything else. Just hand her the wheel of your marriage and family, and she will drive it right off a cliff ASAP. She will then blame you in the smoldering wreck of your divorce for being so retarded as to let her drive the car of your marriage.

No no dear reader. I understand your type of marriage perfectly. You are indeed co-equal and co-retarded with your wife, and the outcome will be all the same total destruction.

Now marital rape took about 20 years to fully criminalize in the United States, state by state.

Notably no-fault divorce - which began under President Regan during his time as governor in California - took about 15 years to become law of the land in a similar, state by state fashion.

A lot of the timing here overlaps too between spousal rape laws and no-fault divorce changes around the US. Which is to say that marriage as a legal contract and institution changed in dramatic, rapid ways compared to the historical traditions preceding these changes.

I am of the view that both of these changes have been devastating for the United States, for family formation, and marriage itself. President Regan for his part later described signing no-fault divorce into law as his “greatest regret”.

In recent years questioning the merits of no-fault divorce has come into the window of acceptable social and political discourse. Which is good. There are even high ranking government officials who openly call for ending no-fault divorce.

That’s a bold step in the right direction. Of course no one has the balls to do that for marital rape just yet. Which is understandable given how retarded the average person is. They just assume you are literally Hitler if you want to roll the clock back to 1992 where you could still legally rape your wife in some US states.

The bottom line is this.

Criminalizing marital rape was a major intrusion into the sanctity of marriage and private domestic affairs. As the reader earlier noted in his comment, this supposed crime is almost impossible to prove. Imagine a husband calling the police on his 300 pound wife for raping him.

Uh yes officer. That’s right yes we’ve been married for 12 years and have two kids. Yes my giant hippo wife raped me yesterday morning. It was horrible. Evidence? Officer look at this fucking sweat hog are you kidding me? She’s been raping me for years. Arrest that woman!

As I said earlier, what feminists were really after wasn’t ending some non-existent epidemic of spousal rape, it was power and destruction.

Feminist cunts wanted to eliminate the inherent consent traditionally provided by marriage itself. If you don’t want to have sex with this person, why did you marry them?

Wives properly (and historically) are also the property of their husbands. Men who should be engaged in husbandry where you breed, feed, control, and manage your wife like me.

It’s nonsensical that you can be charged with or even accused of raping your property, which is one important reason of several that we need to Make Women Property Again.

More specifically feminists have always wanted to enslave men as part of the destruction process, which in the legal context of marriage means dumping all responsibility onto the man while simultaneously removing all of his authority.

This makes men into work horses with, eventually, zero authority.

All of the obligations of marriage with none of the power to direct it. That authority doesn’t magically disappear of course, it has been systematically transferred to women.

With marital rape then it was about removing any and all contractual obligations of women (such as the infinite sex glitch that came with a wedding ring by default), while maximizing contractual obligations upon men.

Even now in our “strong independent woman” world women receive ~98% of alimony nationwide. Marriage at this point presents them with virtually zero obligations at all.

Merely suggesting one at all - of any kind, scope, or degree - generates screams of patriarchy and toxic masculinity.

In conclusion feminist hysteria about marital rape was never real, as usual. It was a cover and a scam for more insidious purposes. Criminalizing marital rape was just one more hammer blow smashing the patriarchy, which has always meant smashing fatherhood, family, masculinity, and any responsbilities for women at all ever.

Intruding on the domestic privacy of marriage and the implicit sexual consent it historically provides has been a total disaster, and it seems few men alive have the balls to articulate these facts boldly and clearly.

Criminalizing marital rape was fundamentally wrong and it has caused a serious net harm to the cultural fabric of American culture. The reasons for doing so were bullshit from day one and we need to go back.

Oh no Anthony but what about wives who don’t want to submit to and obey their husbands?

Well if you don’t want to fuck your husband then you should have never married him in the first place idiot.

Most (90%) of those women are just gold digging whores anyway. No kidding they don’t want to fuck some fat flubby beta male. She knew that going in, it was just a cash grab.

Thanks for tuning in.

/s/ Anthony Johnson

What’s up man.

Welcome back to your favorite newsletter cult The Dream Lounge. If you’re not a premium cult member be sure to subscribe here and download your free copy of my best selling book The 10 Laws of the Alpha Male.

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Now today’s post is a fresh rework of something I drafted a few months ago about the psycho anti-jew shit I’ve been seeing online for a little while now. Specifically the past 2-3 years the anti-jew rhetoric you see on social media has skyrocketed enough to make ghostly Austrian painters blush.

I’ve observed this in the general social media sphere, specific influencers with huge followings (e.g. Candace Owens, Nick Fuentes) and examples that hit closer to home like bisexual failed artist Arthur Kwon Lee who I knew personally for several years.

This Jew shit has truly rotted some brains, and this phenomenon has substantially escalated since Trump started blowing up Iranian towel heads.

I want to be clear here that the level of unhinged, super triggered lunacy I’ve seen in the past few weeks is BY FAR the strongest triggering I’ve seen since COVID hit in 2020. People are losing their fucking minds. It’s very sad, very funny, and I quite enjoy it.

Sincerely, I’m seeing three time Trump voters I know personally wish death on Trump while openly rooting for the goat fuckers. It’s astonishing. These same people were in shock when Trump was almost murdered not so long ago, and now wish death on him, while cheering for the same people who have been chanting death to America for decades like a broken record.

These people’s brains are broken, men and women alike. Their self-awareness is not even a ghost.

One of the only writers I’ve seen speak any high quality sense to this is my good friend last year.

Quote from the full essay:

Full-blown Anti-Semitic brain AIDS is a mental illness in which THE JEWS live rent-free in someone’s head 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. It is essentially a religious belief system that revolves around the axis of a single truth, and that single truth is that THE JEWS are responsible in some way for all of the evil in the world. This belief cleanses all other groups—especially whites—of mortal sin and wrongdoing because, ultimately, THE JEWS tricked them into doing whatever they did.

Jack has pioneered classifying this strange phenomenon as a new type of mental illness, which is at least as legitimate as Trump Derangement Syndrome.

Hence my own spin on the disease as Jew Derangement Syndrome or JDS.

Jack’s analysis is spot on, in that this illness is frying brains 24 hours a day. There is a fervor to this crap that is a sight to behold.

While I would encourage you to read Jack’s fully essay on da Jewz, my main addition will be this.

The 10 Year Rule

Some of you reading this are actively suffering from full blown JDS. Especially since big daddy Trump started dropping bombs. Significant parts of your brain are functionally disabled or broken at this point. You have been reduced to something less than human, more animal like than human.

The big picture is this though: it is 2026 as of writing this.

In 2016 all of the JDS people were alive. Something like 98% of them did not hate Jews, did not think about Jews or Israel, did not care much about kikes one way or the other.

Maybe you thought Jews controlled a lot of banks and Hollywood. Maybe you knew that one Jewish kid in school growing up who wore a funny hat. That’s about it.

Now JDS psychos rabble on about Jews all day, big and small.

You think you took the Jew pill and woke up to da jewz.

Here’s your reality check: in ten years time you won’t give two fucks about Jews or Israel. You’ll barely remember obsessing about Jews while emotionally masturbating to Candace Owens and Nick Fuentes podcasts. You’ll mentally sweep all this under the rug.

Because JDS psychos are slaves that go with the flow. Like dead fish floating down the river.

They have weak minds that are easily hijacked by emotional manipulation, psyops, information warfare, and other forms of propaganda.

Whatever is trending to be outraged about today, outrages them. And when that’s different 10 years from now as it inevitably will be, their outrage programming will update all the same to the current thing.

In summary, back in 2016, and in the future of 2036, you did not and will not care about Jews. At all.

But right now JDS psychos do, because they are slaves, who never graduated to independent reasoning skills and the logical integration of facts and ideas.

Your mind is a bit of a garbled mess of floating abstractions that are rarely if ever integrated together into a clear picture of knowledge. This is why your obsessions float from one random thing to the next. Nothing about your mind is grounded in reason in reality.

This is why you need to repent of your woo woo desert blood magic faith and embrace the absolutism of Objectivism.

JDS peddlers prey on people with low IQs and anyone else with a big cognitive opening for manipulation. The demorats fells for it quickly due to low IQs. New age “conservatives” (who are mostly feminist brats and cucked beta males) were roped in through information warfare and emotional hooks.

It’s pathetic and I look down on you if you have fallen prey to the JDS stuff.

It is fun to poke at Jews - as with any other race or religion, no one is above the law of roasting.

No one is above scrutiny, criticism, humor, and mockery. Oven dodging kikes included.

But spinning interesting facts about Jews into an embarrassing mental illness is a bridge too far.

To heal yourself of JDS I would recommend reading my free book The 10 Laws of the Alpha Male and then go figure out how to breed hot young thin white women with bodacious coconuts like me.

Maybe even get yourself a nice Jew girl with big khazar milkers.

If you can’t beat em, breed em.

Mazel tov you fucking goyim.

What’s up man.

As you may recall, my murdered mother’s funeral was something of an epic trailer trash disaster. Soon you guys will see the ultimate body cam footage of this (finally).

Previously I published a short clip of the church incident where a woman began yelling at my wife and baby daughter. She was swiftly escorted out of the building by the funeral director and uniformed law enforcement (who have been trying to walk that back ever since).

This nasty jezebel became irate when she learned I was going to give a eulogy, with the blessing of the church itself to go ahead with it. God forbid the eldest son of a murdered mother read a eulogy at church during her funeral mass.

That eulogy ended up being one of the most banned, bloodied, and censored eulogies any son has ever tried to read at his own mother’s funeral. I mean that literally in that I left my mother’s final burial with my family and I covered in blood. I wish I was kidding or that was dark humor of some sort.

I have since published the eulogy here back in September.

In the end I was only able to read about the first 40% of it at the final stage of my mom’s funeral, before the same nasty jezebel woman began screaming again, for the second time that day, disturbing the entire event.

Instead of her being removed by law enforcement (again) I was instead attacked by cops, standing still, in the middle of read the eulogy speech. I never got to finish it.

The great irony now is, had my sisters and other funeral attendees remained polite, orderly, and respectful, the eulogy would have never received the attention it’s getting now.

A few dozen people would have heard it live in church (or later at the cemetery), a couple thousand of you my loyal cult followers would have read it here on The Dream Lounge, and that would basically be the end of it.

Instead it had to be this big fucking epic disaster of trailer trash flailing around in the humid swamp heat of Florida.

And now…

Almost 1 million people have read the eulogy in just the past 24 hours.

One.

Fucking.

Million.

And more to come.

This is just in the first 25 hours.

All I did was repost the eulogy in full to my Facebook timeline with some basic commentary at the start.

It’s a powerful eulogy that I’m very proud of. It was extremely difficult and intense to write. To find the right tone, and address serious issues like murder and domestic violence in just the right style and depth.

I wrote it the day before the funeral in one sitting, in tears, alone. Took about two hours start to finish, taking my time.

The outcome was the best I could do under impossible circumstances, knowing the truth about my family history, and how long the violence had been going on.

My hope is that the eulogy actually makes an impact in ending the silence of domestic violence.

DV is very fucking nasty stuff, and I’m not convinced that political change is going to move the needle. What you need is to strike the fundamental root of the issue, which is the intense social silence that surrounds domestic abuse.

In other words you need real and authentic social change. You need people like me speaking up, screaming the truth at the top of their lungs if necessary, but in polite and professional terms as available.

That’s the balance I was able to strike in my eulogy.

Warmth. Love. Authenticity. Rawness. Extreme courage.

Most of my family - even my extended family - hate my guts now for telling the truth about my family. That’s how disgustingly irrational domestic violence makes people. You will be hated not for lying, but for having the balls to tell the truth - even in the most polite terms possible.

Domestic violence can drive entire family trees to absolute madness.

I am uniquely positioned as an apex alpha male and survivor of the manosphere wars to be a domestic violence advocate in this way. Thousands or millions of people - often feminists and vichy males but not always - hate me all the time.

The media hates me. Social media goo roos hate me. Beta males hate me. Fat women hate me. Lots and lots of flavorful people hate me from all across the rainbow and political spectrum.

And yet I persist.

I keep speaking. I keep writing. I keep telling the truth. It drives everyone nuts. I laugh or ignore them.

Then usually I am vindicated later on.

The comments on this one are unusually positive too. That’s nice for a change. It feels weird not to be hated and reviled for a moment.

Lots of abused women are thankful that a young man has the audacity to tell the truth about and avenge his own mother.

I think in the end I will be the ultimate oddity to a lot of these people. Public enemy #1 of feminism, yet admired by millions of women in a very sincere way for speaking out against domestic violence that women, men, and children suffer.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

P.S.

If you want to help the eulogy gain more traction on Facebook you can leave a comment on it or share it. Both help.

What’s up man, welcome back to your favorite newsletter.

It’s no secret at this stage that I came from a fairly large (6), intact family, that also suffered from chronic and severe problems. Namely drug abuse, domestic violence, and related domestic abuse.

All of this escalated out of control - to shockingly obscene levels - over the many decades. Nearly half a century in fact.

Slowly morphing into a variety of mental illnesses such as:

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

• Bipolar disorder

• Manic depression

• Schizophrenia

• Borderline personality disorder

• Antisocial personality disorder

When I began studying cluster B personality disorders and other dangerous personalities in the late 2010s I very quickly realized that my father met and surpassed (with flying colors) the Hare Psychopathy Checklist used by law enforcement agencies.

This culminated in retired FBI special agent Joe Navarro speaking at the ten year anniversary of my event, the manosphere super bowl, The 21 Convention. Navarro spent decades working in the FBI as a criminal profiler focused on what he terms dangerous personalities.

He did this at the highest level of law enforcement, focused on some of the most dangerous criminals in America.

Dangerous personalities is a clever and effective term to sidestep the ever evolving diagnostic minutia and simply focus on teaching people to stay the hell away from abusive people and relationships.

Whether an abuser is a psychopath, sociopath, or borderline doesn’t really matter to the average person. What matters is that you get the hell away from that cluster B cluster fuck and stay away.

My mother of course never did that. She was Roman Catholic and refused to divorce even under horrific circumstances of relentless violence and abuse. This is why I said her marrying my father was probably the largest mistake of her life.

Their wedding day marked a decisive turning point in her life and through a long chain of events, ultimately ended in her being murdered by their own youngest child of four.

In my bloody, banned, and censored eulogy for my mother however, I reference several catastrophic mistakes of her life - mistakes I have since forgiven her for.

Marrying my father was obviously, a catastrophic mistake. It led directly to suffering domestic abuse for the following 40 years, and then literally dying from domestic violence at the hands of her own youngest son.

It’s an astoundingly tragic life and death. You could write a book about either one - her brutal life or brutal death - and yet the two events are deeply, obviously intertwined.

Getting married to my father wasn’t the only major mistake of her life though. Another is one of the mechanisms she used to drown the pain of our home life, one that my father was happy to utilize as a manipulation tool to continue the family abuse and stay out of trouble with the cops.

My mother notably was never an alcoholic or drug addict. She drank rarely, maybe at a holiday or special event, and it was only wine from my memory. She reminisced at times how her own father made wine in their cellar when she was young in New Jersey.

My mother instead drowned her pain in shopping most of my childhood.

My father was well aware of this and happy to oblige if it was necessary or useful. My mom being a stay at home wife and mother her entire life had no other source of income. She had 4 kids to take care of, a home to keep, and a husband to get beaten by.

There was one instance when I was new in highschool, the early 2000s, that was particularly obscene. It was so bad that my own mother unfriended me on Facebook in 2024 when I exposed this issue.

My dad had beaten my mom up again, a little worse than usual. She was threatening to lawyer up, divorce him, and go to the police. Not the same night, but for days and weeks later.

Sometimes he handled this by simply threatening to kill her, my grandma, aunt, me, my siblings, etc in retaliation. These threats were genuine and worked as a silencing tool.

But that wasn’t his only tool in the tool bag. He had a lot of money around this time period. He had a take home personal income of over $700k in 2001, which resulted in us moving into a brand new house he built from scratch, paid for in cash, zero mortgage.

He was in construction for decades but was not a custom home builder, so this project was unusual for him, but not entirely out of place. I was there when he personally laid the concrete foundation of the home, with the owner of the concrete company doing him a personal favor.

Rather than weaponize more violence and threats, my dad dumped $25k into my mom’s personal checking account for her to spend on whatever she wanted. “Fun money” he called it.

It was a bribe, and it worked. The threats about divorce and going to the cops immediately ended. My mom bought some new expensive furniture and other bullshit, and that was that.

I know this because my father openly gloated about this to me in private soon after when were fishing.

This wasn’t the first time he had done this either, it was just the most explicit and the largest cash bribe he had ever done with her. I had seen my father spend equivalent amounts of money on week long fishing trips we would take with his friends to the Florida keys in his yacht around this time period - so it was not even surprising.

When I say '“catastrophic mistakes” then about my mom, I really mean it. My father was responsible for bribing her after beating her up, sure. She was also responsible for accepting it.

She could have easily accepted this money, ran to a lawyer, and gotten herself and children to safety.

My brother Devin wasn’t being beaten yet around this time period. That was still a few years out. But I was. Badly. Just like her. We lived in a constant state of terror.

My good friend and psychology guru Richard Grannon once described this specific bribery event to me as a “total failure of maternal instinct”.

He’s right of course, sadly.

My mom wouldn’t be the first wife in history to use shopping and spending as a soothing mechanism to drown the pain, shame, and guilt away. It just sucks. It sucked for her and her kids. Especially my brother and I.

Our sisters were always in danger being raised in this environment, and are domestic survivors by exposure and observation. It’s ruined their lives more or less. But they were never actually beaten, so their experience of our family life was fundamentally different.

Our parents had an unspoken deal about beating the girls. It was forbidden. There is no doubt in my mind my mom would have literally died before allowing him to beat the girls even once.

Likewise, in his own twisted traditionalism, I believe he viewed it as unmanly and excessively cruel to beat his own daughters. This was never articulated by him but it’s my best conclusion based on what I knew of him, his personality, and beliefs.

He held no such reservations about beating his wife and sons.

Obviously I had a difficult relationship with my mom growing up from decisions like this. My brother did too.

Look how he handled it.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

What’s up my fellow apex alpha males, welcome back to another episode of your favorite newsletter/blog.

Today’s edition is going to include a few recent posts from my Facebook account that have gained significant traction. In sharing these I hope to inspire more of you generally to speak the truth clearly and boldly - with enough blunt force to break the bones of lies.

What I’m fighting against more specifically is the silence of domestic violence. I’m fighting to tell the truth about what happened to my mother and our entire family at the hands of my father for decades, and yet it is women who are the most aggressive silencers of truth. It has been quite nasty and personal, the degree and scope of harassment I’ve faced over this issue.

I’m not the first black sheep in a family to speak up about hidden abuse this horrendous, but my tenacity for justice and pro-confrontation audacity are unusual.

Fundamentally I believe that most people categorically underestimate the power of language, particularly when your tongue is as sharp as a knife and you are absolutely focused on the truth.

The liars understand this however, hence their extreme aggression to silence, undermine, and censor speech by any means necessary. All these conflicts I’ve experienced, and the posts you will read below going viral, are a testament to this.

My Mom’s Birthday

Post #1 from February 3rd 2026 - 114,000 views

Between a Rock and a Hard Place

Post #2 from February 4th 2026 - 340,000 views

Hurt People, Hurt People

Post #3 from February 6th 2026

It’s nice to see these short posts gaining real traction on social media. The issues are real and the devastation is real. I’ve been banned or shadow banned off of most social media platforms but at least my original Facebook profile still works. Local news outlets pay close attention to it now as well.

My knee will stay on the neck of lies until each little lie is snuffed out.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

P.S.

I will need your help on my next major truth project.

Get your deluxe copy of The Pillars of Wisdom right here today.

Executive Summary: The Dream Lounge Podcast – Anthony Dream Johnson with

(Robot generated summary below that is pretty good)

Overview
In this long-form, unscripted conversation (recorded live), veteran Manosphere figures Anthony Dream Johnson and GLO (author of The Pillars of Wisdom and Substack writer at Mystic Visions) deliver a freewheeling, highly irreverent, and frequently profane retrospective on the Manosphere’s history, its major personalities, cultural decline, elite corruption, geopolitics, health/nutrition, masculinity, and potential future societal breakdowns. The tone is deliberately provocative, conspiratorial, and “shitlord”-adjacent, blending red-pill commentary, personal scores, dark humor, and survivalist advice.

Core Themes & Key Points

1. Manosphere History & Personal Grievances

   • Long-standing feud with Rollo Tomassi (described as narcissistic, alcoholic, now allegedly with a colostomy bag) and associated figures (Ryan, Red Pill School / PK Atheist).

   • Accusations that Rollo deliberately kept the red pill “apolitical” despite Reddit’s alleged CIA/feminist/pedophile influence (Ghislaine Maxwell connections mentioned).

   • GLO positions himself as an early integrator of political, economic, and spiritual dimensions into red-pill discourse; claims he was ostracized for it.

   • Anthony recounts founding the 21 Convention, bringing in health/nutrition/psychology speakers, facing internal sabotage (“Goofy Shmoofy” ritual/“Manosphere Civil War”), and alleged government interference.

2. Criticism of Contemporary Figures & “Fed” Allegations

   • Donovan Sharpe, Fresh & Fit (especially Myron) heavily attacked as unhealthy, hypocritical, government-linked (“DHS agent”), and personally degraded (health issues, relationships).

   • Nick Fuentes portrayed as gay, a Jewish/Fed psyop, and an ineffective/controlled-opposition figure.

   • Andrew Tate discussed positively by Anthony (claims credit for building him); GLO more neutral/skeptical but acknowledges appeal to biracial/first-gen men lacking masculine models.

3. Health, Nutrition & Masculinity

   • Repeated emphasis: poor diet (Zogslop/goyslop, UHT milk, American wheat, modern alcohol) produces weak, liberal, sickly men (Rollo, Sharpe, normies).

   • Advocacy for traditional/European-style food (sourdough, raw/unhomogenized milk, unpasteurized options where legal, sake/mead over beer, pipe tobacco over cigarettes).

   • Anthony highlights raising a healthy, never-sick child via breastfeeding + clean diet; contrasts with “sick gremlins” everywhere.

4. Elite Corruption & Epstein Network

   • Extensive discussion of Epstein files: blackmail via filmed child rape, snuff films, stem-cell harvesting from fetuses, spirit cooking, pedophilia running politics/Hollywood/music.

   • Names dropped: Bill Gates (Russian prostitutes, STDs), Clintons, Diddy (alleged Bieber tape), Hunter Biden, British royalty, Hollywood logistics of high-quality blackmail porn.

   • Argument that American power structures run on filmed depravity/blackmail; “who rapes children best gets the subsidies.”

5. Geopolitics & Decline Predictions

   • U.S. dollar collapse fears, real-estate downturn, potential power-grid/banking false flags (blamed on Iran/China), another pandemic push (Bill Gates, syringes on Economist cover).

   • Venezuela/Maduro mocked; Trump/Stephen Miller praised for realist power politics (“strong do what they will, weak suffer”).

   • Glo urges Eastern Europeans to flee coming war draft/genocide via nationalism; promotes Mexico as cheaper, more “real,” family-oriented, violent-but-predictable alternative to decaying U.S./Europe.

   • Mexico described as cartel-influenced yet pragmatically conservative, low-lib-shit, with direct consequences (beatings, stabbings) for bad behavior.

6. Closing Messages

   • Buy GLO’s book (The Pillars of Wisdom) before deplatforming; physical copy as insurance against censorship.

   • Anthony invited to Mexico as Plan B (cheap flights, direct from Florida, “cheaper Florida” vibe).

   • Final pitch: stabilize family, eat clean, reject degeneracy, prepare for currency/pandemic/power disruptions; build real community over digital grifting.

Overall Tone & Takeaway
The discussion is raw, boundary-pushing, and unapologetically offensive — a deliberate anti-normie antidote to sanitized self-help red-pill content. It combines nostalgia for early Manosphere energy, vicious score-settling, elite pedophilia horror stories, health fundamentalism, and doomer-prepper realism. The hosts position themselves as battle-hardened survivors offering unfiltered warnings and an escape hatch (Mexico) while mocking decaying “goofy schmoofy” rivals and a rotting West.

What’s up man, welcome back to The Dream Lounge.

The above picture is one very few people have ever seen. Pictured is my younger brother Devin Johnson at 18 years old, on his way to spend a few days in the ICU with several gunshots to his neck and shoulder.

He ended up spending three days in the ICU only because the doctors were in disbelief about the specific bullet to his neck. It went in one side and out the other, clean all the way through, without damaging any vital tissue.

He could have easily been killed or paralyzed for life from that one bullet, and yet, it was nothing more than a flesh wound in the end.

I went to visit him in the ICU with my wife Medusa at the time. It was seeing him laid out in 2015 like this that made me finally wake up to the severe degree that my parents - and everyone else - had failed him.

He was a legal adult sure, but barely. Still a teenager, years out from being able to buy a beer. And here he was riddled with bullets.

That wasn’t even the last time he got shot. The same people tried finishing him off in a drive by a few months later.

I had been trying to get my brother away from my parents and his friends leading up to this point with minimal success. Medusa and I lived across the county about 45 minutes away, and I was able to get him to come visit maybe once a month or so, if that.

We’d go for walks, workout, have dinner, play Gears of War. I’d show him what I was doing with 21 Studios and The 21 Convention (he did briefly attend the 2014 event in Tampa Florida).

As much as Medusa is hated by my fans, we had discussed at times him moving in with us. We had the space, it was possible, just never on the table. Getting Devin away from my mom and dad was like pulling teeth even once a month or less often.

His reasoning was he refused to leave my mom alone with my dad for long, for fear of him abusing and beating her when he wasn’t around. He was correct, that the likelihood of this was always way higher without a third party around.

My counter was always: that’s not your responsibility. She needs to flee regardless of what you do, and you need to take care of your own future. Aka run.

It’s also difficult to articulate to a reasonable person the insane degree of toxic, co-dependent relationships my family of origin had. My brother was hooked to my mother and father both. My mother even more so.

Devin was an extreme mamma’s boy. My mother basically used him as a shield against my father. More and more as the years rolled by, with the violence and madness escalating as both my mother and father suffered from cognitive decline, gambling addictions, and the non-stop alcoholism of my father.

They just spiraled and spiraled. This alongside a total collapse from being solidly middle class - even wealthy for a while - to destitute poverty. They would have been homeless had my aunt Robin not paid all of their bills for years.

Still this image of my brother in the hospital is an iconic moment in our family history. It was my baby brother tumbling down the rabbit hole. Beaten, abused, neglected, overlooked and forgotten by the world.

Born and raised in a country that doesn't care one bit about the suffering of men, boys, and fathers.

He had it even worse than me with half the strength, resources, and tenacity to survive and escape.

The public and the government are out for blood with him now. It’s quite deluded and naïve.

He wasn’t born a monster. I would know. I was there the day he was born in 1997 at Health Park in Fort Myers.

My brother became a monster. He was every bit as innocent and kind as a kid, the same as my own daughter now.

His innocence was slowly beaten out of him by our father. Both with fists flying at him once I left for college, and fists flying at our mother. No one cared.

This family saga of violence was deeply entrenched and aggressively hidden from friends and extended family. Even now, in spite of a paper trail a mile long, I am routinely harassed, defamed, slandered, stalked, hated, and reviled for telling the truth about these issues.

Like my mother, my brother’s life and suffering are a genuine tragedy. The difference is, she was a parent, and few seem to care one bit about how much men and boys suffer like my brother.

No state prosecutor would dare pursue the death penalty for a young woman who killed her mother this way - having suffered this much abuse.

The government would bend over backwards with legal gymnastics to minimize the charges and sentencing outcome. Your honor, this poor baby.

With him in the same situation? Off with his head.

I’m left wondering to what degree the final act of his life outside of prison was simply the ultimate fuck you to a system and family that abandoned him so much. The amount of emotional pain and suffering he’s endured is extreme.

Our mother never once let our father beat our two sisters. Not a scratch.

But she allowed him to beat her, myself, and my brother to pieces for decades.

She made a deal with the devil and paid in her own blood.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

P.S.

You can catch a sneak peak of my big announcement here.

The above message is the last thing I ever said to my father on February 24th 2020, directly following the zenith of Make Women Great Again craze.

I hope for many of you to be inspired by this level of commitment, clarity, and resolve.

I refused to see my father on his own death bed. His death was grueling and painful, of two causes from two separate drug addictions. He died a slow death before that.

My mother died the death he deserved though, as I said months ago on Facebook. I forgave my mom in the end, she was a sweet woman and paid for her mistakes many times over, in blood and suffering. She committed no evil I ever saw.

It’s not a pleasant thing to treat one of your creators this way, but sometimes it is truly necessary, rational, and critical to do so. For men in particular it can be one of the most important decisions of your life.

My siblings failed to do anything like this, they suffer for it. My brother most of all. There is no cheating reality, evil should be condemned absolutely.

My father was a relentlessly violent alcoholic who beat his wife and children for 40 years. There can be no tolerance for men and females this abusive. Stop beating your fucking kids.

Thanks for reading, big announcement to come.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

What’s up man.

Welcome back to The Dream Lounge. Today we’re going to discuss death, murder, violence, matricide, aggravated child abuse, and other horrific tragedies.

To begin with, as seen above, Florida state prosecutors have filed their formal intent to seek the death penalty against my little brother for the brutal murder of our mother late last year. You can read my bloody, banned, and censored eulogy for her here.

Life has been a bit of a blur since then. A non-stop flurry of cops, lawyers, prosecutors, judges, letters, lawsuits, motions, complaints, hearings, news reports, upgraded charges, even new domestic violence arrests in our family.

I’ve learned more about how government really works in the past 4 months than the entire 37 previous years of my life combined. It’s been like drinking from a firehose filled with horse manure.

I’ve never trusted or liked the government very much, but man, I really don’t like the government at this stage. The whole thing is a giant DMV but all the employees are mentally retarded, psychopaths, or sociopaths rather than just lazy bums.

It’s one big, disgusting, slimy, filthy mess of incompetence and sin. My open criticisms of government since 2009 while sharp, have been far too kind.

My mother’s gruesome death has at once, truly exposed the nightmarish level of dysfunction in my family of origin (escalating for decades), yet also exposed how fundamentally retarded, corrupt, and inept the government is in most respects.

My eyes are wide open now and I am fucking pissed.

Since the murder I’ve tried to remain as neutral as possible. As I wrote in my eulogy I weep for my mother and brother both. A mother’s youngest child of four strangling and stabbing her to death over 100 times is a senseless and horrific tragedy. One that could have and should have been prevented years, even decades ago by local government.

I shit you not, my brother Devin was arrested in January of 2025 - just 8 months before the murder - for not one, but two felonies against my mom.

He was facing up to 10 years in prison for these charges. Guess what happened?

Prosecutors dropped them.

Like always. For the past 40 fucking years, with every single crime my family members commit, they drop the charges.

After nearly half a century the domestic violence of our family finally escalated to murder. No shit sherlock. Where else was that giant snowball of blood, gore, and abuse going to end?

The Death Penalty

With the death penalty, I’ve always had mixed feelings about this.

On the one hand I’m not in principle opposed to executions for serious crimes like 1st degree murder, treason, etc. Florida has well written laws for this with specific “aggravating factors” and my brother’s crime clearly hits a bunch of them as prosecutors have now openly noted.

At face value - without knowing anything else - it’s reasonable to seek the death penalty. Especially if Devin Johnson was a random criminal who broke into my mom’s house, and then killed her in this fashion.

Of course that’s not the case, and there is far more nuance to this bloody tragedy of matricide.

Above all this isn’t a random or simple murder. It’s an extreme and horrific act of domestic violence from a young man against his own mother. The act itself was an overkill murder - meaning violence was used far above and beyond the necessary amount to kill her.

A random criminal might have killed her much faster with a gun compared to triple digit stab wounds and strangulation. The murder itself in other words is of a highly specific nature.

Bio-boomers and conserva-normies will retort by screaming vaguely into the clouds about “mental health epidemics” and drug abuse. For those with an IQ above room temperature, you’ll notice these alleged issues are all hazy and nebulous.

When did the mental health epidemic start and when does it end? Is this epidemic going around like a plague? How is it measured? Is it in the room with us right now?

You see the same nonsense every time some tranny shoots up a school. It’s a catch all blanket to sweep serious problems and big questions under the rug.

Like, uh, why did my brother do this? What is the root cause and motivation for the murder?

Unlike one of our sisters with a more diverse violent crime arrest record, Devin has no history of violence outside of my mom as the victim. To my knowledge he’s never been violent against any other man or woman in his entire life.

Drug abuse as an issue runs a similar course. There are plenty of drug addicts in their 20s. Very, very few of them wake up one day and stab their own mother to death. Druggies do lots of stupid things on and off drugs, but stabbing elderly mom to death is usually not one of them.

My brother’s actions since day one have always screamed to be the most logical conclusion to his life. He was the victim of aggravated child abuse, felony child neglect, and other horrific abuses for most of his life. Indeed his entire life he has been surrounded by severe domestic violence and abuse, and the violence began in our family long before his own birth.

The family violence began even before my birth in 1988.

To cut right to the point: as I’ve said publicly on social media several times, my mother died the death my father deserved.

I say that sincerely, with conviction, and without apology. It would have been a just end for him based on the decisions he made in life, to abuse his family relentlessly for decades.

His abuse was so severe and long standing that its created a multi-generational legacy of violence.

I am unique in my family - and openly despised for it - for telling the truth about my father. For being a domestic violence advocate. For hating my father fully and without apology.

These decisions set me on a completely different path from my siblings, one of peace, love, and alpha male masculinity. To the point of national and international media attention. I was even in The New York Times just last month in a scathing hit piece on my good friend Andrew Tate.

That makes sense since I’m the man who built Andrew Tate and personally crowned him “the King of Toxic Masculinity”.

Opposed or a Mercy Kill?

Since day one I’ve wanted to avoid blatant opposition to the death penalty, because clearly this is a brutal crime, and absent knowing more facts of our family history its completely reasonable to have execution on the table.

At the same time, I’m 100% certain my mom would not want him to be killed. She tried to have him institutionalized in a mental hospital for 6 months just last year in civil court, and nearly got it. I think she would want him institutionalized for life, following by life in prison.

My older sister at least - last I checked - is of the same view, and is even more adamant herself that my mom would not want him killed.

My concern that is not shared with my older sister, is how much more abuse my brother will suffer in maximum security prison for ~50 years, or less if he just gets beaten, raped, and killed early on. In a much more brutal way than what the state will do.

I wonder then if the death penalty is an inadvertent mercy for him. My brother is absolutely not cut out to survive in prison, and he has suffered enough in this life. I’m barely convinced he is competent enough mentally and emotionally to stand trial. I think his development shut down around age 13. He dropped out of highschool with a 3rd grade reading level.

He’s basically a giant kid, and feral animal, raised in an environment of destitute poverty, violent psychopathy, and relentless abuse.

This whole tragedy and trial are one giant cluster fuck.

Civil Rights Abuses

One of my biggest concerns now is that state prosecutors want to string him up as a scarecrow to look “tough on crime”. The reality is exactly the opposite, and I’ve told them as much point blank.

I know these state attorneys are soft on domestic violence crime, because I’ve personally watched you fail my family for about 40 years, dropping dozens of cases. In spite of Florida law being written to do the exact opposite, and push them to prosecute DV crimes more aggressivley.

The broader issue at play is actually a men’s rights issue called sentencing disparity. I was well aware of this from my work in the manosphere as former POTM. Women get off easy, men are treated harshly.

The numbers are brutal. This 2023 federal report from the USSC reviews and summarized the numbers well. Women are treated with absolute kid gloves every step of the way in the criminal justice system.

The situation gets even worse at the state level here in Florida.

Florida has been executing criminals for about 100 years on the dot. About 315 total have been killed in that time.

Guess how many were men?

313

Over 99% of criminals killed in Florida have been men, with only 2 women ever actually executed by the state here.

Without a doubt this is a multi-factoral issue. So to be fair while these numbers are absolutely shocking, there is more to the story than “the government hates men and goes easy on women”.

There are sociological issues at play, and a lot has happened in the past 100 years of history.

With this in mind, sentencing disparity this severe is in my view, a major civil rights issue that needs to be investigated and brutally eliminated.

Women keep saying they want equality. I say give it to them and start strapping a lot more of them down to electric chairs, or otherwise end biased treatment against men in this domain.

No One Cares

My little brother is in some ways the epitome of what the manosphere has been talking about for decades. That men are treated like shit under the law, and women are treated as angels. From family court to criminal court, it’s a shit show.

That almost no one cares about men and boys. They just don’t, and its insanely unjust.

To boil this down to the root: under no circumstances would state prosecutors treat a 28 year old female with this level of hostility and aggression, under the same circumstances.

Neither would the court of public opinion.

They government would never have even upgraded the charges from 2nd degree murder to 1st, and NEVER went after the death penalty.

Oh this poor girl was abused by her father. That poor baby stabbed her mom to death. The patriarchy strikes again. Let’s give her 20 years for murder and a bit less for good behavior.

My brother in effect is the ultimate lost boy.

Abandoned by a country and a culture that doesn’t give one fuck about him, no matter what he went through. My mother was a domestic violence victim herself far longer than me or my brother. Even so she was the chief enabler of my father, specifically enabling the abuse against me and my brother both.

My father has blood on his hands from the grave for this murder. So do local prosecutors and local government officials who have failed my family for years. Even my own mother - who I love and miss - has her own blood on her hands to a degree.

As I said in my eulogy, her mistakes as a mother and wife were catastrophic. They literally contributed to the chain of events that led to her own gruesome death.

These truths are clearly taboo. I have been screamed at, yelled at, assaulted by police, defamed, slandered, smeared, stalked, and harassed for saying this stuff openly for a long time now.

The level of aggression around the silencing of domestic violence issues is extreme beyond words. People will go absolutely nuts in public over exposing these facts, even if you speak them in the most polite terms possible.

Domestic violence drives both the abusers, enablers, and victims to madness.

Avenging my Brother

People have been so nasty to my brother now, and for most of his life, that I feel the need to defend and avenge him with the truth. It’s sickening the way and the degree to which people have already tried to censor and silence me, even speaking in broad terms about these facts and events.

No one really has his back right now but his attorney. The government is really after him I think, viewing him as a tough on crime piñata.

There are serious and obvious civil rights issues at play because he is a young man. They would never ever treat a young woman this way, in the same situation. The stats very obviously support this.

Then again, a swift execution might be easier than watching him get raped and beaten to death 10 years from now.

Life in a mental hospital is hopeful but unrealistic right now. There are only two in Florida, and taking someone charged with a crime this violent is highly unlikely as I understand.

President Trump did just sign an executive order to start bringing back insane asylums from the 1980s, so maybe there is something there, but that could take years and years to even start becoming a reality.

Above all, I think very few people want to hear the truth about my brother. The court system itself is relatively maligned against objectivity and truth. It’s suffering from 200 years of philosophic decay that cannot and will not be fixed overnight.

Even trying to tell the truth about how my brother has suffered in his life will be a challenge. The degree of overt censorship that goes on in court, even under oath, is stunning and disgusting.

In the end, no matter what happens, I suspect the only justice I will ever get for my mom and brother will be in the court of public opinion.

In this court, there are no rules.

No limits. Everything goes.

Complete and total freedom to fight for the truth.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

What’s up my fellow apex alpha males. Welcome back to another episode of The Dream Lounge.

As my most intelligent readers already know, America has been run by drug lords for decades, similar to the situation in central and South America. The main difference being that our drug lords trade on the Nasdaq and New York Stock Exchange instead of jungle shitholes.

Similar to their South American drug lord cousins, American drug lords even get gunned down on occasion such as by Luigi Mangione.

Being a drug lord - even with a suit and tie - is a nasty business folks.

Now as it happens the drug lord utopia of the western hemisphere is starting to come to an end, as Mr. Madusá here can attest to.

Other drug lords of central and South America are naturally on notice with their butt cheeks puckered up since Mr. Maduro found out the hard way from a pissed off orange Hitler.

American drug lords and their drug dealers (pediatricians and other doctors) are also finding out the hard way. In case you missed the news, orange Hitler teamed up with RFK Jr. and completely overhauled the federally “recommended” vaccine schedule for kids.

It’s not perfect but it’s close enough, and I fucking love it.

I fucking hate most doctors, I really do. Especially pediatricians and obstetricians. Even before DEI hiring practices these drug dealers in lab coats were one of the biggest gaggles of over-educated, under-intelligent nimwits in the country.

There’s a few good apples out there in an ocean of mediocre apples, fat apples, and bad apples.

I haven’t always had this degree of scorn for doctors. In the 2010s I was more neutral on vaccine issues and medicine more widely. Highly critical and skeptical sure, but I wasn’t out picking fights just yet.

It was seeing the masks come off with the COVID hysteria that made me -figuratively speaking - blood thirsty with these people. The bullying tactics, intimidation, aggressive irrationality, tyrannical cunty cunts, all fucking garbage. I view most doctors since then as sub-human scum that deserve to be deported or imprisoned.

Having a daughter in 2023 and subsequently dealing with pregnancy, birth, and pediatric care has amped me up even further beyond. I hate these people and you should too.

Watching most of them melt down into hysterics over the CDC making very reasonable updates to the “recommended vaccines” is all so juicy to watch. I love it. Cry harder you fucking cucked faggots.

It’s even better here in Florida where the state is moving to end all vaccine mandates. Florida has always been good about honoring “religious exemptions” by default and without exception, but you still had to make the request for kids to go to school.

That’s all coming to an end now, in addition to the federal government rolling back decades of stupid nonsense with vaccines.

In practice by the way, none of the “recommended” vaccines were simply recommendations. Those of you who are alpha male patriarch fathers know too well that recommended from a doctor is code for mandatory. Your informed consent as a parent is required to stick your kid full of shit of course and the only acceptable answer is yes.

This has always struck me as a form of contract fraud, pressuring parents to say yes, providing the illusion of consent where none exists. The relationship pediatricians have tried to force for decades now with parents and children is - with a smile - do what you are fucking told or law enforcement will escort you out of the building at gun point.

This is the level of aggressive insanity these people have been operating by for decades, particularly as men checked out and let their fat fucking wives get run over by doctors.

My daughter is only 2.5 years old and I can’t even tell you how many verbal fights I’ve had with doctors and nurses, and in one case a serious legal battle where the Florida attorney general stepped in to assist.

Most of you who aren’t fathers yet have low awareness of this stuff, but what parents have been dealing with for decades from doctors is absolutely fucking nasty. I cannot condemn do-gooder pediatricians enough for the way they have treated families for more than a generation.

Most of them by far deserve to have their fucking teeth knocked out for the degree of animosity and vile misconduct they have treated their patients (and parents) with.

Hilariously these same people and their supporters have accused anyone with anything critical to say about vaccines at all as being “anti-vaxxers” and in some sort of cult. There has been a total lack of self-awareness that these people worship vaccine drugs pushed by billion dollar drug lords and their government enablers.

The only people in a “cult” were and are the pro-vaccine NPC psychopaths who gladly exposed themselves during the COVID scamdemic.

There has never been any debate with these people. No argument to be had. No science, no logic, nothing. Their message has always been:

“Just stick more fucking needles in your kids and shut the fuck up or you deserve to die”

If anything these pro-vax psychopaths have been something like drug addicts in recent years, sticking as many needles into their arm as possible.

Some of these people were actively mixing COVID vaccines, then going balls deep with 4 to 5 “boosters”.

This was mental illness and drug addiction on full display, under the guise of medicine. Absolute quackery, and every single person who participated in this shit is a quack at best.

My little angel of course is healthy as a fucking ox with an immune system built like a brick shithouse.

Charlotte is now 2.5 years old and has never, ever been sick with a viral infection. No cold, no flu, no COVID, no coughing, no sneezing, no wheezing, no runny nose, nothing. Not even fucking once.

Most babies and kids are sick all the fucking time. Puking and coughing and all kinds of shit. And as soon as they get done being sick, oh look, he/she is sick again.

The reason for this is that most men are beta male NPCs and most women are also fat fucking retard NPCs. This goes for parents and doctors alike, so the kids end up doomed. Pumped full of doom juice vaccines, just like their beta male fathers sticking the devil’s dick juice (TRT) in their ass later in life. Same goes for retired millennial club slut moms sticking ozempic in their fat fucking asses.

Most NPCs just stick an unlimited number of chemical cocktails in their own asses and their children, for life. It’s completely insane.

My daughter meanwhile - who has never been sick with a viral infection ever - has zero vaccines. In fact she has had zero injections of any kind, ever. She’s never had blood drawn, not even a foot or finger prick.

Nothing. Jack fucking shit.

Meanwhile all these other kids - and their fat fucking parents - are running around sick as hell all the time. Fucking RSV has been going around for kids in the neighborhood lately.

My baby daughter is not a hermit by the way. She’s exposed to germs all the time. She meets family, friends, and neighbors all the time. She meets other kids almost every single day whether at the park or local library.

Much to her mother’s dismay she’s been exposed to plenty of kids coughing up a lung or whatever.

And yet still, nothing.

The main reasons for this are first of all, my own superior sperm genes and my wife’s superior genes, especially with regard to her big snow white milkers.

While most of the men I went to school with growing up turned out to be big fat balding fucking beta males enslaved to big fat fucking single moms, I made better decisions in life.

Namely I took excellent care of my health. My wife also took great care of her health before me, and then as soon as we met I began feeding her my special cocktail of drugs in case of future breeding. I had to make sure her eggs were locked and loaded.

That all worked out very well. My wife has been breast feeding our daughter daily her entire life, even now 2.5 years later. Never once has an ounce of “formula” hit her lips.

Contrary to popular belief almost all women can breast feed for years, the main problem is that American women are degenerate, lazy, fat fucking war elephants who cover their bodies in graffiti while charging their phones all day.

My own fucking grandma carried 50 pound bags of rice up huge hills on her back while 8 months pregnant in the middle of WW2 with bombs dropping.

And now these useless brats who can’t be bothered to whip a tit out and feed their own kids. Pathetic.

My daughter having access to unlimited breast milk is one of the primary reasons she has never been sick. Yet I can’t even begin to tell you how much hostility my wife has faced from other women - including lactation consultants, doctors, and non-doctor boomers - for breast feeding our kid.

You would think they would be supportive, but the exact opposite is true. Women in my experience are the ultimate enemies of major mammaries functioning at full capacity.

It’s inevitable that my child does “catch” a viral infection by the way. Duh. The idea that she will go her entire childhood without ever having the flu is unrealistic, no matter how healthy she is.

The reality is she is exposed to pathogens all the time. She’s been exposed to the flu and other viruses many hundreds of times in small amounts. Her immune system is sufficiently robust enough to kill off whatever she’s been exposed to before it replicates.

She is, the bulletproof toddler.

Probably the worst thing about vaccine cult hysteria in recent decades is that they’ve convinced parents that vaccine drugs from drug dealers in lab coats are the pinnacle of importance in protecting your child from disease.

From a big picture view, this is an absolutely false and retarded view of the human immune system. This is not how science works folks. This is not how human health works. It never has, it never will, and its never even been plausible. That’s how brain dead this view of childhood health is.

Rushing to hyper-vaccinate your kid exposes them to iatrogenic injury. Injury caused by doctors with good intentions.

Great health and a strong immune system always come from how you live. What you eat. How much sunshine and sleep you get.

The human immune system is highly complex and reducing it to antibody production by injecting chemical cocktails directly into the blood stream has always been laughable naïve as the magic key to good health and protecting children.

This isn’t to throw the baby out with the bath water. I’m not saying all vaccines are bad all the time, in all contexts, for all people and circumstances. That none of them have ever done anything useful ever. This is a cartoonish view that pro-vax cultists like to dress their opponents up as, because frankly these people have shit for brains most of the time.

Critical thinking does not exist for these people, they simply regurgitate whatever the TV said. The fact that these people never ask healthy parents with healthy kids why they are healthy is the case closed point on this. Their minds are closed because they are functionally in a cult. Anything that conflicts with the cult agenda is hand waived away as a fluke, luck, or on the cusp of doom.

Well have fun with that watching your kid cough and puke for years getting your dumb ass sick too.

In closing I’m happy that America is run a little less by drug lords under President Trump. Florida is going even further to eliminate all vax mandates in the state, which I love.

Ultra-aggressive childhood vaccinations have done jack shit to keep kids healthy. Kids today are more fat, sick, and retarded than they’ve ever been under the watch of the pediatric Gestapo. I’m glad they are on the run now and hope this trend continues.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

My father was a brutally violent alcoholic and domestic abuser from about 1983 until nearly the day he died in April of 2023 (he was arrested twice just days before his death for domestic violence crimes). He beat my mother, myself, and my little brother without mercy during that time span with closed fists.

While I’ve written about that before and will continue to do so in detail - I have a major project to announce soon regarding just that - today’s essay is more about how I healed my own masculinity and achieved escape velocity from this American nightmare.

People lately have been asking me how I turned out so differently from my siblings. The Johnson crime family arrest record is pretty stunning and has recently escalated to murder by stabbing. And not just any stabbing, my mother was strangled and stabbed to death over 100 times. Something psychologists call overkill.

By comparison, I’ve spent most of my life as an entrepreneur, public speaker, and polarizing civil rights advocate for men and fathers. My criminal record doesn’t exist.

Yet my own little brother now faces life in prison or death pending the outcome of his criminal trial for the murder of our mother. The difference in outcome of children from the same family could not be wider, and the domestic violence issues are not unique to him in our family - he is one of several domestic abusers.

Unraveling how my life and masculinity have turned out so different is a big subject that is going to extend well beyond this essay. However, there is one thing that stands above all I want to address today.

A unique psychological stance I developed that all three of my siblings (two sisters and one brother) have unanimously and aggressively rejected, to their own detriment. This rejection further is not unique to them. They did what most children do who survive ACEs (adverse childhood experiences) this severe. Which is to say they followed the same social script that all normies follow - to their doom.

Rather than go with the flow like a dead fish floating down the river, I did the exact opposite and swam in a different direction, against the grain of culture and propaganda.

I learned how to hate my father with a calm, unapologetic, relentless intensity and focus. I hate him absolutely in other words and to the maximum extent possible.

On the day of his death April 28th 2023 I celebrated his death openly right here on this newsletter and social media with a simple “Good riddance".

I’ve been even more explicit since the death of my mother, publicly stating that my mother died the death my father deserved.

In fact the very first thing I told my brother in jail was : “Hey bro, I love you. Mom didn’t deserve this, but dad did. I wish you had killed him instead.”

A lot of people might think of me as a monster for saying that, yet I stand by it completely and proudly. It’s a statement of moral virtue, truth, and justice.

It’s also a statement that takes extreme courage to say openly. Big balls of steel the size of coconuts. As you might guess, I condemn in the strongest terms possible the absolutely brazen pussies many men are today. I have an even lower view of cowardly women who keep beta male sheep in line with normie garbage. These women are the enforcers who keep their beta males fat and low in testosterone.

Further in my experience I find most people - most normies - have no idea what a monster truly is anyway. You’ve met violent psychopaths and other dangerous personalities plenty of times in your life yet had no idea.

You’ve stood behind child predators and murderers in line at the grocery store dozens of times in your life. You may have said a quick “thanks” as they let you cut in line with just a few items. How nice.

And you had no idea who the person really was behind the social mask.

Unlike me you don’t know how to eat pain for breakfast, suffering for lunch, and rage for dinner. How could you? You never had to. And no cold showers don’t count, same for tanning your balls.

With all this in mind, I want to stress something that I believe most people miss in my unorthodox yet sincere zealotry against my father. While my heart and bones are filled with just hatred, I was a boy once and I loved my father completely. Learning to hate him with such fire was both intentional, absolutely critical to my development as a man, and the most difficult journey I’ve ever completed in life.

It is a journey that sadly, most children will never go on, even when it is absolutely necessary, healthy, rational, and just. Even when it is in every sense the right thing to do in response to evil and abuse.

This is the big secret to why I am not a violent criminal, a psychopath, a murderer, and went in the complete opposite direction of my entire family of origin.

99% of kids who suffer the degree of violence and abuse I suffered will not turn out like me. As my old friend and psychology guru Richard Grannon once said to me “Mate, I’m amazed you aren’t dead, in jail, or living under a bridge injecting needles into your arm”.

My father was a wicked man who committed acts of relentless violence and evil against his own family. He basically created a small cult of personality. I am viewed unanimously as a traitor and usurper for rejecting the cult and exposing the truth.

People keep asking me on social media why I didn’t do more to protect my mom. Bro it’s been 1 vs. 5 for about 15 years now. My own mother unfriended me on Facebook for simply exposing this crap - even basic details.

The level of silence, shame, aggression, and irrationality surrounding domestic violence issues is absolutely profound. I’m of the view currently that the most powerful drug addiction in human history is domestic violence itself, both for the abuser and the victims.

The unholy cocktail of conflicting emotions, instincts, and brain chemicals it generates is legendary. You will NEVER see human beings more irrational in your life than people clinging to domestic violence relationships.

The abuser would rather die than end the beatings, and the victims would rather die than end the relationships.

I didn’t just reject brain washing and a micro-cult though, I had to also reject thousands of years of woo woo bullshit that permeates western culture and values. Honor your father and mother. Okay well, do they deserve honor and respect? If not, then what do they deserve?

Forgiveness is another poisonous concept that has been used to cuck most people. Forgiveness like everything else in this world has to be based on reality, has to be just and fair for it to mean anything. Not infinite or arbitrary.

Which is exactly how these principles are abused and propagated. Forgiveness without apology, honor without virtue, redemption without action. You should never forgive the unforgiveable.

It’s all nonsense and Christians are particularly guilty for spreading these highly irrational lies. “Because god said so” is not a reason for anything, it is simply ancient nonsense cooked up by smelly goat fuckers in the desert.

I forgave my mother in death because it became obvious that her actions were mistakes. Catastrophic mistakes of the highest degree, but mistakes none the less. She carried no evil in her heart that I ever witnessed.

I cannot say the same of my father. My hatred of him is necessary. A necessary good, not a necessary evil, because there are no necessary evils. Even so that hatred is a genuine tragedy, just like my mom’s life and death, just like my brother’s life and future.

When I was a boy my dad was the biggest strongest man in the world. I loved and admired him completely. To have that love beaten out of me inch by inch was the most emotionally brutal experience of my life.

People have been wondering why I’m not more devasted by the murder of my mother. They’ve complimented me on what they view as emotional resilience, which is true and I appreciate it.

The truth is though, my own father murdered my love and respect for him a long time ago. One fist after another slamming into my head. That love dying out was a more brutal death to experience first hand.

That’s why I encourage all my readers to stop beating their fucking kids.

In summary, you need to respond to people in a way that is proportional and rational. The more serious or severe the issue at hand, the more critical it becomes that you stay focused on reality. Inversely it becomes exponentially more difficult to stay focused like this when blood relationships are on the line, and in particular your relationship with your creators, mom and dad.

Almost all of western culture is opposed to children - even adult children - holding their parents accountable for abuse. Even severe abuse, even when it’s well documented.

On the flip side, most of you have parents that deserve your love and respect. In fact a lot of you have mothers and fathers you should love and respect a lot more before they are dead. It’s the few of you that don’t that need to hear this message and move against the grain.

People with even half way decent parents, even kind of shitty parents, have a really hard time to understanding any of this. They have no frame of reference to understand domestic abuse, criminals, and psychopathology at this level. It’s all very distant to them, stuff they see only in movies and news articles.

Evil from a parent towards a child is particularly cruel and heinous. Which is exactly why my little brother’s crime was so gruesome and extreme. Decades of abuse and repressed rage, never directed at the abuser, only focused internally at self-destruction, finally exploding into bloodshed and matricide.

My brother never learned to hate our father, and now his life is over because of it.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

What’s up man.

Welcome back to The Dream Lounge.

Before September 16th 2025 when my mother was stabbed to death, I had very little interaction with law enforcement and the judicial system my entire life.

A few lawsuits I filed here and there with my attorney for business disputes and family law issues. With cops, I’ve never been detained, arrested, or charged with a crime. Ever. Anywhere.

My greatest offense at 37 years old has been rolling a stop sign.

I’ve always treated cops with respect and professional manners, expecting the same in return. For the most part that’s always been the case in my experience.

That was until my mom’s funeral on September 27th 2025.

Since then I’ve spoken to a flurry of cops, lawyers, prosecutors, court clerks, legal advocates, domestic violence advocates, detectives, special agents, and one judge so far.

I filed my first lawsuit pro se (representing myself), and assisted law enforcement in obtaining a probable cause warrant for the arrest of my own sister in civil court on December 3rd 2025.

Since September it’s been like drinking from a firehose learning about the law, how courts operate, and law enforcement. The rules, procedures, details, ins and outs.

That crash course has been truly eye opening for me dealing with so many different law enforcement agencies, state attorney offices, law firms, etc.

Even with some major successes so far, it’s been a grim reality seeing how the sausage is made under law, so to speak.

In the three months since my mother’s brutal death I’ve also had time to process just how much the local government of South West Florida failed my family over the past 40 years.

This image is not even accurate anymore, and it was just made a few weeks ago.

New charges filed, new arrests, new mugshots, multiple charges upgraded.

For over 40 years my family of origin broke the law, usually in violent ways. No matter how many times someone threw a punch or picked up a knife or whatever, not a single person went to actual prison no matter how times they were arrested.

In one instance one of my siblings in 2012 actually confessed to a violent crime, to police, after being read their Miranda rights. The crime was also captured on video at a grocery store.

The state prosecutors still dropped the case.

• The average American like me follows the law because they don’t want to go to prison.

• The average criminal breaks the law because they know they won’t go to prison anyway.

If there are no consequences to breaking the law, why follow it? It’s a perverse system that facilitates ever escalating degrees of criminal violence because the criminal integrates the principle that violent choices do not in fact have negative consequences.

The deputies where I live call these people “frequent flyers” because they get arrested and let out so often. They can be 20-30 arrests deep, still no prison time. Just an occasional slap on the wrist or a week in jail because they couldn’t bond out.

In my family’s case, basically, SWFL law enforcement and state attorney’s failed to take significant action for over four decades in a row until the violence escalated to 1st degree murder by matricide.

It’s astounding when the big picture snaps together. They did jack shit until grandma got stabbed to death by her own youngest child.

“Better late than never” usually has an expiration date of a few months or years, not half a century.

As for successfully navigating the legal system as a man, what I can recommend to all is exercising maximum pressure and maximum aggression under the laws and options available to you.

You keep it professional and polite. Tap every resource you can find. Push every legal button available, as hard as possible.

No one cares about you as a man. Your pain, your suffering, the abuse you’ve suffered. None of it. At best a high paid attorney will care for a price, and if you’re lucky, a reasonable judge. Maybe a legal advocate or a cop, if you can find one to listen.

The good news is for those with the patience to look, there are many different options you can pursue to seek justice. As a man you have to fight an uphill battle and use every tool at your disposal.

Here’s a short list of things I’ve done since my mom died to seek justice for her and my own family:

• Incident Report with FMPD

• Incident Report with CCPD

• Internal Affairs Complaint with LCSO

• Professional Affairs Complaint with CCPD

• Judicial Qualifications Commission Complaint against Judge Elisabeth Adams

• Wrote and sent a 21 page cease and desist notice

• Police Report with HCSO (result in warrant for arrest)

• Filed a 41 page civil lawsuit pro se for domestic violence restraining order

• Attended civil court hearing for DV protection order

• Filed complaint with the DOJ against CCPD officer

• Filed complaint with the DOJ against LCSO deputy

• Forwarded DOJ complaints to local state prosecutors office

• Hired two attorneys to work my mom’s estate

• Hired third attorney for separate civil law issue

• Had a 3 hour meeting with a domestic violence legal advocate

• Had over 15 consultations with private attorneys state wide for multiple issues

• Spent hours upon hours researching state and federal law

• Filed a bar complaint against an attorney

• Filed a complaint with the Florida state funeral board

• Filed over a dozen public records requests with law enforcement

• Obtained 3 body cam videos (screenshot of one at the opening of this post)

This list is not even complete, and continues to grow.

Basically since my mom’s death, and the subsequent funeral, I’ve been wrapping my head around a huge hurricane of bullshit, and slowly cleaning up the mess brick by brick.

I’ve learned a lot and it has been a serious pain in the ass.

I believe I’ve been discriminated against too along the way. Sexist discrimination against men might be illegal but it is also alive and well. Particularly when you are pursuing justice against a woman, or the government itself.

Women benefit from a variety of mechanisms in any criminal legal process that result in sentencing disparity. Check out this 2023 report from the United States Sentencing Commission for a deep dive.

This key finding from the report is particularly telling

“Equal justice for all” stops right where your one eye trouser snake begins buddy.

The body cams with the sheriff are pretty bad. I am pursuing criminal charges against the officer and civil damages separately. This is very difficult to do against law enforcement no matter the circumstances.

Eventually I will publish the body cam footage in full here on TDL just not yet.

It’s really nasty what happened at a sacred event. What should have been quiet and peaceful turned into a trailer trash fiasco right out of reality TV.

Everyone is pointing fingers too of course. Only the funeral director has finally offered a formal written apology.

Everyone else is running for the hills.

No one can run from the truth forever.

Judgement comes for us all.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson

December 9th 2025: State Attorney announces grand jury indictment against my brother Devin Johnson, upgrading his murder charge to the 1st degree, punishable by death or life in prison. He’s been accused of strangling and stabbing our mother to death over 100 times. Prosecutors have about 50 days from today to decide on seeking the death penalty or not.

Welcome back to The Dream Lounge.

It’s been over a month since my last newsletter. There’s a reason for that.

On November 19th 2025 I filed my first lawsuit pro se against my younger sister, seeking a domestic violence restraining order for myself and my daughter Charlotte Dream Johnson.

A hearing was scheduled in civil court for December 3rd 2025.

I have a lot to say about the hurdles and challenges of seeking a domestic violence protection order against a woman as a man, at a later date. To say the least, it can be a difficult and rough process.

Subsequently the hearing was in fact held on December 3rd. Care to guess how it went?

Well I walk in with my domestic violence legal advocate present as emotional support - one of the few people who have really had my back in this process. My sister then walks in with her attorney, a former state prosecutor.

Then about 30 seconds later she is arrested in civil court.

The charge is similar to the civil court case, so the judge spoke with her attorney, and rescheduled our civil court hearing to January 14th 2026. Fine by me.

As I understand it from the judge’s comments, it is dangerous to testify in civil court under oath while facing criminal charges that are similar. Basically anything you say in civil court can and will be used against you in criminal court.

My brother Devin is facing the same dilemma, being removed from our mom’s estate under Florida’s slayer statute in civil court.

The hearing with my sister then ended, she was escorted out of court by police and sent to the local county jail. She bonded out about 30 hours later under the condition of agreeing to a criminal court “no contact” restraining order.

This is similar to what I’m seeking in civil court for a longer duration, encompassing both myself and my 2 year old daughter. It stipulates zero contact with me by any means, directly or indirectly, staying 500 feet away from me and my home, etc.

I’m told it will last the duration of her criminal trial.

Obviously I won’t be dropping charges or asking the state attorney to drop them, like I did last time in 2010 when she was first arrested for domestic violence battery against me. I was 21 at the time and she was 18. She had a long life ahead of her and I was hoping for the best with her future.

From what I’ve read and understand, stalking charges in Florida are considered a domestic violence issue under certain conditions (like a blood relationship) because the behavior often precedes actual contact violence.

I can’t say much more about the cases right now since both have upcoming court hearings. I will be writing a 4 page victim impact statement for criminal court however. Clearly I’m done tolerating any abuse against myself and my family.

It’s tragic that our sibling relationship has come to this state of total disrepair, that I have to go to court and law enforcement to protect my family.

At the same time, I have to watch my little brother face down the death penalty for the 1st degree murder of our mom, among other major felony charges in Lee and Collier County.

I love my mom and brother both. It’s clear based on the evidence that police have provided in court that he will be convicted of the crime. Leaving me in the incredibly bizarre and heart breaking position of loving my mother in death, and brother facing due process and death row.

People seem to think I want to excuse what he has done, which is false. I don’t forgive him. Fundamentally I reject the conventional wisdom of forgiveness in polite society, a concept that is often abused to the point of my disgust.

I understand better than anyone alive how and why this happened. My mom’s murder is truly a domestic violence train wreck 40 years in the making, finally erupting in bloodshed and death. Tragedy beyond tragedy.

I’ve lost a mom and brother. My baby daughter lost a grandma and uncle. My wife lost a mother in law. And many other extended family are directly impacted by this.

So what is justice here? I see this term thrown around a lot without any meaning or substance attached.

In the Objectivist sense justice is bringing something - such as a conflict, dispute, or moral wrong - into alignment with objective reality. Righting a wrong. This is why you can file a lawsuit against someone, to right something that you believe is wrong.

With my mother I do seek justice for her life and death, and a fair trial for my brother. That is the best justice he can hope for at this point.

And then what? Life in prison? Lethal injection? Life in a mental facility? (What my mom would certainly want for him and did in fact try early this year in court).

As serious as these details are, I’ve come to realize that only the truth being spoken about my mom and brother can bring justice for both of them. In the court of public opinion and criminal court.

Him getting killed by the state won’t bring my mom back. So while I’m not opposed to the death penalty for a crime this severe, I’m also not advocating for it. I will not wish death on my brother, even now, knowing what he has suffered in this life.

I also have serious concerns about him being abused, raped, and killed in prison long term. So that’s fucked.

And getting someone accused of a crime this violent, under the surrounding circumstances, committed to a mental hospital for life, is a very high bar no matter his mental health issues. This isn’t a movie. Sending someone to “the nut house” for life rarely happens these days.

In short the whole situation is completely fucked, and only the truth being spoken clearly and boldly can actually bring about justice for me as a son and brother, independent of what the jury decides or other outcomes of the court process.

My view is that it’s critical for the public, the jury, and the judge to understand the full scope of how he, my mom, and I were abused for decades. Only with these facts sworn under oath can any of them make informed, fully contextualized decisions about what to decide about the crime and his future.

Devin wasn’t born a monster, he became one. He was beaten into one by our father, with our mother as the chief enabler, while also being a domestic violence victim herself.

He was just a kid once that went fishing, camping, and boating with my friends and I.

I empathize with him directly because I come from the same blood and same family. My life went in the complete opposite direction, and yet, that could be me in jail right now.

His actions may be inexcusable but they are not random or without cause. They are not a lightning strike of mental illness. My mom’s murder comes on the heels of over 40 years of non-stop domestic violence.

The world is going to know that truth now, so help me god.

/s/ Anthony Dream Johnson