~Thinking every now and then~

14 nov

2011-11-14T08:53:00.001+08:00

have not being posting for along time. Reason being, did not have any stuff to post about recently. Some pretty good thing happen I think. I'm going to be performing in my cca. Of course not alone, don't have the guts to do that anyway but as a group:) my first time performing to a big audience, Omg.... Jin Zhang.... Haha! This thurs going to take my basic theory test. One last thing, I'm not naive:D

22 oct dunno what reflection day

2011-10-22T23:24:00.001+08:00

feel pretty dead... still stuck with some irritating work. haha! gotta start with my proposal soon, submission nexxt week. OMG! haha, here i am ranting blah blah blah, haha but i dont have any determination...
cannot... must get through this =[ ugh... better get back to work=[ bye bye guys =[=[
haha!!

anw, today i did nothing, i just realize im super duper rusty. ahha!! went for 2 badminton for 2 straight days, muscles all over my body hurts=[ dang! never felt this 2 years ago.... damn it.

reflection day !@#%!* (screw the dates)

2011-10-20T00:09:00.001+08:00

Time for a short update of my current life

Cool, i have a pretty fine awesome team. Hehe!But!!! The most important part have yet to come, my team proposal!! OMG! The result of our survey will be out on this friday. Wonders how is it going right now, hope the choices that everyone make will make our project a success. First time to have a project idea decided based on the majority.

PLUS!!! I super hate my 1500 words practical sia=[ how to finish.... Still got to retype the whole essay again!! OMG! bad bad bad!!! Worse, need to learn to keep myself awake for lectures, otherwise, my GPA gonna go down the big long kau=.=

ugh... got to go back to my "Sweet Loving Practical " =[
Take care guys=D byebye

reflection day 2

2011-10-17T23:02:00.001+08:00

Today for project i'm officially selected as a leader for my project. OMG Stress! haha!!! sigh, gonna die=[[ feel so bad.... worse, today had 2 lectures right after my project module. feel like sleeping throughout the whole lecture=[ wonder how am i going to survive this semester. Must get good results=[.... Sigh=[

reflection day **

2011-10-17T00:36:00.002+08:00

Sigh lost count of the days... this few days have been quite hmm lonely haha, partial its really boring when there is no that special someone right there when u are alone. Well weird, should have got accustomed to this feeling since I've been alone for 2 years plus? haha! anyway! tomorrow is the start of a new semester, Shall hope i can manage well this new so call year. sigh..... nights everyone, will try my best to keep here up to dates....

To everyone, who is alone out there. Good night=D

day 5

2011-10-03T01:12:00.002+08:00

Whooo im so hungry....... *notes to self* Next time my girlfriend/wife must know how to cook. Damn.... I can stand lonely nights but not hungry nights.... This is real bad..... Gotta find myself some food before i starve myself....

day 4

2011-10-01T18:51:00.001+08:00

Haha, did not get to post day 3 as I was home quite late yesterday with a stupid headache..... Yesterday was fun. Went to watch friends qith benefits. Hah! It was a super funny show thou its M18 but still highly recomend for its comedy. Back to today... Feel abit sad thou but still haha I am still smiling. After this 2 days of thoughts.. I decided I should just give up. Moreover still it the same feeling... Being toyed.... Well, nothing well comes to me anyway... Went to school, did my korea trip vid.. went home le. Feel super tired... This is bad.

day 3

2011-09-29T17:31:00.000+08:00

Have not contact her since morning, well see how it goes later part of the day ... later have guitar club~ miss the last few lessons, haha! going to see what i have miss out... feel that i miss alot of stuff sia

day 2

2011-09-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

She said that her exam is coming soon.shes feeling super stress So maybe this why she bwing quite cold.. well wait for the exam to over and see how it goes.

Start of a new reflection: day1

2011-09-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

Since I am always too lazy to write out my thoughts in paper and ink. I figure out this is another way to write out stuff. Day 1: This few day aren't going too well. Yesterday and the day before, some stuff happen.... She give me a feeling I am her toy.... Though in the end she "assures" that I am not her toy.... I don't know still.... her words still stings like hell when I think back... This is bad.... should not put everything I feel right inside here. Overall, this is still online post..... Today..... it seems like she's so busy. Maybe its her exam or what. Shall contact her lesser. Would not like to interfere with what she is doing.

20/1

2011-01-20T22:55:00.001+08:00

Sian

wow, year just pass in a blink of a eye... im now going towards the end of poly year 1... its not fun at all... sigh.... turning to another ah pui soon=[=[

15/11

2010-11-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

there is nothing in my mind now.... a drifter in another words...
all the goals and stuff... seems to disappear in a flash... What can i do to get back on track...
Drifting .. drifting for nearly 3 whole years.. whats my aim..... i dunno..

24/09

2010-09-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

Happy belated birthday to Keli!!=D haha
Hope you enjoy your birthday =]]
Take good care and of course all the best=D

~Bored~

20/09

2010-09-21T01:30:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to Wei Lin and also Adeline.
Wishes you all a very happy and yet meaningful birthday=D

I walk a lonely road with
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

15/9

2010-09-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

feeling so shag

23/8

2010-08-23T13:35:00.001+08:00

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

29/7

2010-07-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

recently got myself a guitar, it looks small=x haha well, have been trying to learn some songs. haha but to no avail of course=[[ have no music foundation in me.
Decided to find some lesson in any cc outlets for now=D want to start a new hobby=]

21/07

2010-07-21T00:59:00.001+08:00

well, surfing youtube just now. Found a touching song. Therefore, I think i should share with each of you. It may be a old song but still. enjoy~~

5/7

2010-07-06T01:05:00.003+08:00

~♥~

Today had a mini class gathering with my class=[ thou not much people turn up. but at least get to see some of my classmates=D most of them have change alot=x haha. anyway. i forget what am i supposed to post here just now... but nevermind.

Went to mind cafe today, at purvis street. its, fully occupied=[ nvm, we went to plaza singapura to have some light snacks while the rest have their meal. In the mean time, waiting for people. In the end, left 3 of us. Catherine, Kayee and me. We went to watch shes not your league or somehow title sounds like that. Had a great time laughing~!! haha =D after that train to yishun. went to chong pang to have claypot rice. The one near Chong pang.

Went home. showered and now doing my point for tomorrow presentation=D

P.s
DID ANYONE FIND ANY FISHERSMAN LEMON FLAVOUR SWEET?? ITS A FULL PACK. IF FOUND CAN RETURN ME ?? THANKS HAHA THATS MY ENERGY SUPPLIER FOR MY LECTURES=X but theres still the other energy supplier thou=x haha

~♥~

4/7

2010-07-04T14:53:00.003+08:00

crawl-Chris Brown

~♥~

Everybody see's it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too

So where
Do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where
Can love take us now
We've been so far down
We can still touch the sky

[Chorus]
If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah

[Verse 2]
Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can't reach your face
So where
Are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my faults
Love, can you see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still have it all

[Chorus]
If we crawl(if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run (then we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
http://www.elyricsworld.com/crawl_lyrics_chris_brown.html
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, yeaaah

[Bridge]
Everybody see's it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view

[Chorus]
So we'll crawl (if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl

So we'll crawl (ooh)
Till we can walk again (till we can walk again)
Then we'll run (we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump (until we're strong enough to jump)
Then we'll fly (then we'll fly)
Until there is no end
So let's crawl, let's crawl, lets crawl
Back to love
Back to love yeah
Back to love

~♥~

excited about tomorrow outings=D Have not seen some of my classmates for quite long. well, hope everything goes well tomorrow.
Gonna enjoy myself to the max tomorrow=]]

30/6

2010-06-30T10:03:00.000+08:00

ARHHH... im screwed
my forum die no sever no nothing.
now im doing rss and rss also die... show out code instead of the feed and stuff...
How the fuck am i going to pass this way?!

26/6

2010-06-26T20:18:00.002+08:00

I always love the feeling of being home alone, the feeling is great.
As thou the house is yours, the best part is. You are alone=D
Always have the feeling of slacking and just relaxing when noone is at home. Its a total enjoyment. A cup of drink, watch movies, play games. Even doing homework seems much enjoyable=]

well, i shall continue to enjoy the 'peaceful' environment with my music n stuff =D

~When its' time- Green Day~

The words get trapped in my mind
I'm sorry I don't take the time to feel the way I do
'Cause from the first day you came into my life
My time ticks around you
But then I need your voice
As a key to unlock all the love thats trapped in of me

So tell me when it's time to say I love you

All I want is you to understand
That when I take your hand its 'cause I want to
We're all born in a world of doubt
But there's no doubt
I love you

And I feel lonely for
All the losers that will never take the time to say
What is really on their mind instead they just hide away
And yet they'll never have
Someone like you to guide them and help along the way

So tell me when its time to say I love you
So tell me when its time to say I love you

23/6

2010-06-23T17:23:00.001+08:00

got a new lobang to play le... haha gonna buy monopoly deal trading card=x haha
quite fun=D
well, going to start on my assignmets again=[

22/6

2010-06-22T20:08:00.002+08:00

yesterday BBQ was fun thou there was not much people. Its still acceptable fun=D haha
Took some pictures there but its not with me=[[ haha
well. today rotted my whole day till now=[
I Should Start on my work now=.= yet im face booking and you tubing=[[

well, well well......

I shall end here... I hope there's still this type of outing with them next time=]]

18/6

2010-06-18T01:31:00.003+08:00

Everyone wears a mask. A mask to hide the emotion is the best mask that even been known..... At least people know me for a happy person or at least knew me as a happy-go-lucky person instead of a guy whos emotion shit... at least this way. I get to enjoy my life abit still not the fullest bit or the truthful bit but still its a bit that make my day.

Well, today went for Kbox with Zi Hao, Mildred, Becky. Thou i was late. but still its nice thou. had quite a great time with them=D its true.
After that dinner at NewYork NewYork=D and, im bankrupt..... a movie with Jun Hao, Zi Hao, Mildred, Becky.
quite nice=D karate kid. very very very interesting=D
my rating 4.5 /5 =D
touching too=D in a sense=D well
that all for today.. bye guys =]