Thinking Loud

Grateful for Love

Jerry — Sun, 14 Feb 2010 01:13:58 +0000

Just came back from seeing a movie with my dearest
What an awesome and beautiful cinematography…
As we walked back home we discussed and exchange ideas
On what we thought of the movie, the characters and the story plot…

The development of the characters, and their impact
Their struggles, their pains and final triumph…
Gosh, as we talk a certain feeling gradually rise from within me…
Aha, I’m use to this feeling, but the intensity is growing…

Yes, it is that feeling of appreciation…
Appreciation of something or someone very special…
Appreciating just having someone so special, so lovely to hold discussion…
Grateful for being blessed with such a loving person
With whom I could share my time, my life and my being…

Grateful for being married to such a beautiful soul…
Grateful for being in love and being loved…
Grateful for being blessed with the ability to appreciate this love
For this makes life more meaningful and worthy of living…
Grateful for love, for without it I am lost…

Saying Good bye to 2009

Jerry — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 00:05:07 +0000

It has been a long while since I last posted my thoughts on this blog…
No, I didn’t stop thinking or writing… Just expressing myself through other media,
like twitter, facebook and other micro blogging platform. Well, the truth is none of them
have the unique feel of an actual blogging platform like this.

In the midst of all these busyness, and activities life and time move on…
taking me along, and here we are, in the last day of 2009…
I’m still the same, yet no longer the same at the same time.

Came into this year as a lone ranger, which I always was,
and which I’m still in some ways…
Getting ready to step out of it into 2010
as a married man, which is quite interesting getting use to.

When I looked back into 2009… All I can say is this.
It has been a very interesting year, fraught with lot of pain,
uncertainty, trials, joy, pleasure and some happy times.
All these put together bring about much growth…

I hope this growth, transforms me for the better…
As I bid farewell to 2009 and step forward into the unknown 2010…
May I intentionally focus on what is most pure in each person,
to see their highest and holiest potential… So help me God!

The One That Changed It All…

Jerry — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 01:30:23 +0000

It’s now almost a year…
Since our world collided and she danced into me life.
She the one that froze me in my step when we first met
The one that changed it all…

I was there to dance…
Latin salsa, yes it was salsa
I felt a gentle breeze passed behind me…
I turned, and there she was, a paragon of beauty

The most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen…
I asked her for a dance…
To my surprise she said yes!
This is how it began…

I looked into her dark brown mysterious eyes…
I was forever trapped in her beautiful, lovely gaze
Mesmerized, stupefied and dazzled by her gentle smile…
Helplessly I confessed and asked if, if…
Ha… She said yes again, and I was forever lost in her

She the one that makes my heart tremble
The one that freezes my steps and melt my pride
The one that makes me shiver with love all over
The one that changed it all…

Learning to Appreciate Others

Jerry — Mon, 18 May 2009 01:04:25 +0000

There is a profundity in learning to appreciate others…
Especially what make them different from us…
For that most probably make them unique,
And in their uniqueness they contribute in a special way to life.
Thereby enriching life and its diversity…
Making the world an interesting and fascinating place to live in…

Just Trying to Think

Jerry — Sat, 09 May 2009 13:48:11 +0000

It’s Saturday morning, siting here staring at my monitor…
Trying to think of what to write, what to say, trying to feel my thoughts.
Trying to gather my thoughts…

Indeed it’s been long since I last pen down my thoughts…
Not that I’ve not been thinking, but my mind has been preoccupied…
Busy with much complex and deeper thoughts that are very pointed and directed
toward the very special one.

The one whose world collided with mine, and ever since then, I’ve not been the same…
We collided, we merged and melded together…
Our both worlds engulfing each other to form a new world…
A whole new world is emerging where we not I is becoming the predominant.

Just trying to think…
My poor mind still trying to think.
But the heart does most of the thinking now…