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My Birthday is in less that a week (May 19th) and this year I’m gonna celebrate it because I owe it to myself. But I still don’t want any gifts.

Have my up days and down days

I get uber depressed when I don’t get out of the house after a couple of days.

I am learning so much about myself with all this free time.

I need to keep myself constantly engaged or I start crawling around in my mind and beating the shit out of myself.

These are questions I keep asking myself:
Am I clinically depressed?
Could I be diagnosed with adult ADD?
Is my lack of motivation due to my WoW addiction, or is my WoW addiction fed by my lack of motivation and intense need to escape or keep myself busy?

I am so sorry to all my podcast friends that I have not been able to keep up with their shows. I still love you. Now get over yourself

Douchebag News By Ainslie

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MUSIC
“Penis in Vagina” by Dislocated Boner
“Essential Club Anthems Remix” by Positiva Records

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Started two new classes at PCM.

Joined the KBOO evening news team.

I will be unemployed as of May 1st.

Voicemails
Mila commands me to do a podcast
Ainslie checks in
Mila and Jayna on the pregnant trans man
Sam facing more workplace discrimination

MUSIC
“Spades” by Sentinel
“Hey Hill if you ever dump Bill” by The Clintons

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I Hope you enjoyed the April Fools Day show performed by Matthew at Spanking Bea Arthur. Go listen his show that I did for him.

I still have my STD but not for much longer.

Finished up my first studio production class at PCM. Click the links to watch the videos on Acupuncture and Portland Refugees.

Pregnant Trans Man?? Big fucking deal. It doesn’t happen often but it’s not unheard of. Oprah should know better and so should the couple exploiting this. This does more harm than good for our community.

Voicemails
Mila is sorry that she called my voicemail line sober.
Sam asks about forgiveness. I’ll never forgive her.
Fran sounds off on multiple topics from past shows and tells me to stop playing WoW.

MUSIC
“The Weed Is What I Need” by Rex P. Clam
“I’m So Tired” by 3 Blind Mice

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The primary season started way too fucking early. I can understand why people would want to tune out, but that’s a weak excuse if you truly love this country.

The length and historic implications of this primary have made it the most divisive one in my short political experience. Is this the most divisive democratic primary ever?

Enough of the nastiness please. Most of Obama and Clinton’s positions are identical.

The issue of Obama’s race has been publicly dissected by everyone but him so I was really looking forward to this speech. I clipped out a few of my favorites to share with you.

Why I am supporting Barack Obama
He not part of the corrupt political establishment… YET!!!
He stands firm behind principles positions.
Better grasp of the minority experience.
Obama is more consistent in support of LGBT issues than Hillary Clinton.
Opposed Iraq war from the very beginning

Life Update
My therapist called today letting me know that he has re-sent the required documentation to Met-Life and they confirmed receipt. Once again it’s a waiting game. I got a lovely and concerned email from Fran. I still have some savings to fall back on.

Voicemails
Ebony (i think??) from Chicago responds to issues discussed in recent podcasts that include native american mascots, HIV disclosure and addictions.
Denver continues our dialogue from the previous podcast.

MUSIC
“Crush on Obama” by the Obama Girl
“The Man Who Killed the World” by Electrobuddha

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Hope you enjoyed that latest episode of RAW, and if not well you know what to do..

My sister moved out.. But we are getting even closer now.

Back on the WoW bus, but is that my biggest problem?

Dictionary definition of addiction makes me question my WoW addiction. WebMD article on video game addictions.

How do we overcome addictions? Are addictions harder for certain people?

Voicemails
Susan Moses congratulates me for quitting WoW… oops
Denver responds to topics from older shows about disclosing HIV and Native american mascots.
Carmen says piss on stress

Big shoutouts and thanks to Mila and Jayna at trans-ponder.com for helping me with Photoshop.

MUSIC
“Addicted to WoW” by Rebecca Nay
“Some Shit You Don’t Understand” by Introverts Go Public.

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Ainslie sings something but I don’t understand.

The family has came and gone and I have a new roommate for the time being.

It’s been two weeks since I left my job and I have not been very productive. The problem and solution was obvious.. Bye Bye World of Warcraft.

I have not been listening to any podcasts lately so I can’t torture Dace and Zilla with my playlist bumper… Damnit!!!

Voicemails
Fran from Akron, Ohio sends her condolences on my “emotional distress.” A new listener named Tera checks in and offers words of encouragement. Sam checks in and reveals more about herself and goes on a mini rant.

MUSIC
“My Fat Ass Itches” by The Volume Brothers
“WoW” by Futuristic Sex Robotz
“Let’s Get it On” by Electrobuddha

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Forrest and Weegie want to rape me… Hot!!!

The Nervous Breakdown and the day that’s going to change my life forever.

The following resignation letter was delivered to my employer on Tuesday morning, February 5th, 2008

Notice of Employment Termination

This is a formal notice of my intention to terminate my employment with XXX Studios (pseudonym for my real employer) on Friday, February 29th, 2008. My steady employment with XXX Studios over the past 8 years has allowed me to grow personally. I am thankful to the company, it’s management and all the team members that have enriched my life. These experiences fueled my desire to grow professionally and pursue career opportunities within XXX Studios. This ambition has been repeatedly countered by extremely frustrating setbacks that continually force me to question my future with the company. This frustration combined with other work related experiences has affected my physical and mental health. I am dealing with recurring episodes of insomnia, stress, depression, frequent mood changes, and anxiety attacks. For the sake of my health and well being, I must move on.

Thank You

Rebecca Nay

Today I decided I would try getting temporary disability before I quit.

Voicemails
Carmen from So. Cal is Mormon but is not passive aggressive
Edward reads a piece from an Out article from a trans performer and singer/songwriter named Baby Dee that he thinks looks like me. I do share one thing in common with her.
Fran from Akron Ohio is alot colder then me. She wants me to be a whore instead of a slut!!!
Matthew liked “exploring” my boobs. He’s such a fag.

Playlist
Vera Speaks - voice actor sharing his talents as Auntie Vera Charles and her mouthy subconcience.
Cuppa tea w/AJ - I enjoy his political commentary and he was right on about Pizzababe’s struggles.
Royal Pains -Refereshing Southern Queer flavor from Mobile Alabama. Experience about communal living was very enlightening. Leslie Will be on Ethan’s live show this Sunday

MUSIC
“Freedom 90″ by George Michael
“Quit my Day Job” by Geoff Smith

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I will have a new roommate in a few weeks.

Heath Ledger died today? Whoa….

Email from Eva. She reviews podcasts for Lucrezia Magazine and plans on giving this show a positive review in her February column.

Voicemails
Jayna’s advice on how I should handle conflict. Her surgery went well.
Weegie says that withholding feelings is only appropriate at work.
Edward says I’m passive aggressive because of my Mormon upbringing.
Marina says it’s no longer cold in S. California. and their houses are not insulated.
Samantha checks in about her work discrimination issues. Things have gotten better.
Gay Trucker loved the Huckabee skit and wants to visit me. He wishes he knew more about American politics.

Joshua Klipp is coming to Oregon. I’m so excited. If anybody locally can help me get him a Portland gig, please email me.

MUSIC
“God Hates the World” by The Westboro Baptist Church featuring a special Grammy worthy voice over performance by Dace
“Rescue Me” by Joshua Klipp featuring Hollywood

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Huckabee’s HIV camp. Feel free to download this “advertisement” and distribute it freely.

Mike Huckabee may be a nut job but his campaign of hate mixed with populism will resonate with many Americans. Especially if he wins the nomination and runs against Hillary Clinton.

I am a wimp when it comes to confrontation and have a tendency to avoid conflict at all costs. This often times makes things worse. How do you deal with conflict?

Voicemails
Happy New Year’s wishes from Joann at WKJCE.
Mila informs me that it does get cold in N. California.

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Playlist
Yeast Radio and Insane films. Richard is very talented and creative. I enjoy Richard more on Yeast Radio and Madge on insane films. Watch “The AIDS Farm with Madge’s sister.”

Voicemails
Matt and Weegie from Spanking Bea Arthur and The Big Gay Sex Show
Ramble Redhead’s holiday salutation.
Mila’s Christmas woes. Families can be so fucked up sometimes.
Jayna responds to Sam’s voicemail on my last show about her employment discrimination problems.
Marinara Sauce (c. Zillafag 2007) wonders whether Ainslie is ageist and accuses me of hi-jacking her name.
Kentie and Christiaan Huygens respond to my insecurities regarding having crushes and infatuations. Christiaan lectures me about being more positive.
No music in this show.

Happy New Year. I hope 2008 treates everyone well.
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MUSIC
“Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer” by Elmo & Patsy
“Just As Good As Colorado Now” by Saliva Sisters
“Immoral Things” by Saliva Sisters
“Do You Hear What I Hear?” by Chaka Khan
“O Holy Night” by Allison Crowe
“If Every Day Were Christmas” by Podsafe for Peace
“Christmas without you” by Beatrice Ericsson
“Happy Christmas” by John Lennon & Yoko and the Plastic Ono Band

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My secret infatuation - Is it a healthy diversion to help me get over Alex or another way to beat myself up.

Can I measure up to natal women as a romantic and/or sexual partner?

Christmas.. A time for giving.. A time for buying?

Reluctantly Defending Mitt Romney’s Mormonism. All religions are equally bunk. Huckabee is just a total fuckhead.

Playlist
Jess, a novela by Matthew Burlingame

Voicemails
Douchebag News by Ainslie
Ainslie’s response to Marina
Marina hates Dace not Ainslie
Love from Matthew
Sam on Trans Harrassment
Life update from Fran

MUSIC
“The Night Santa Went Crazy” by Weird Al
“Jingle Bell Rock” by The HipCola

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David and Forrest hated my last show.

Futile suicide attempt

Since that failed I guess I’ll try to keep the show upbeat but let’s get the life updates out of the way first.

My friendship with Alex is on the rocks.

Big shoutout to Ethan St. Pierre (sponsored by Zillafag).

I tried to record a Tranny Wreck Raw last weekend with Sin.

Welcome The Talking Tranny and Andy Melton to The Freak Network

Playlist
Rant from I Love Lard’s “Freakaphobia” episode
Zillafag’s Jenkem - I got nasty for David.
2 Guys 1 Brain Podcast gives great perspective from jailers/people within law enforcement

Voicemails
Ainslie likes it when i whine and congratulates me on staying with my natural voice.
Marina wants to beat Ainslie
Jayna liked my emocast
SD Mark on San Francisco removing gender identity from ID cards.

MUSIC
“Drinking up Christmas” by The Dwarves
“I’m Sorry” by Girls Stuff

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Voicemails from Shane and Dace

No music for this show. I spent too much time yapping.

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My life has been way to boring to podcast about unless your an emo kid.

ENDA update - stripping gender identity from this bill hurts EVERYONE.

Emo Playlist
Visitronix Radio - Good music podcast hosted by a sexy voice..mmmhmmmmm…
Spanking Bea Arthur - talking about painful childhood experiences
Sabrina Talk - talking about her divorce loneliness
Talking Tranny - did a suicide cast
Pizzababe - Jenny has done some greats casts about her breakup with Bob.

Voicemails
Mila on ENDA
Marina is mad at me
Mila on the HIV
Kasey is an FTM
Ainslie lectures me on my “support” of Native American Mascots being used by sports teams.

Music
“My Men’s Room Date’s a Senator” by The FUMP
“Unforgiven” by Metallica
“You Got It” by Lockdown

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RuPaul joins me to discuss the release of her new movie Starrbooty.

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ENDA Update - Thank You to everyone who played the PSA I sent out this week.

Ainsle thinks HRC is a sellout and I agree.

Audio comment from Special Delivery Mark

Thoughts and experiences from the 2007 Podcast Expo

The freaks made this expo worthwhile. Go listen to the Tigger Cast for more good expo audio and pictures. Matthew also has some good expo pics.

I also enjoyed meeting Marc and Fausto from Feast of Fools, Paul from Barefoot and Marijuana Radio.

A big welcome to Michael Butler from The Rock and Roll Indie Geek who is the newest freak.

Michael thinks I am a dude in a dress. I applaud his honesty even though he was being a jackass and was more interested in sensationalism than he was in trans issues.

Voicemails
Zillafag, Marina, Kasey, Matthew and Ainsle all respond to the issues I discussed in TW69
Fran introduces herself and talks about her military experience.
Call Marina’s new voicemail line 714-855-3071
Edward is pimping the show with his new Tranny Wreck T-shirt.

I was a guest on Trans-Ponder a few weeks ago.

Ru-Paul joins me on my next show to talk about her new film Starrbooty.

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Ethan St. Pierre joins me to briefly discuss this before he got disconnected.

This bill along with a recently passed hate crimes bill WILL get vetoed by President Bush.  Opponents of this bill do not understand or care to see the differences between gay and transgender people.  This action by our democratic “leaders” has the potential to divide the GLBT community once again.  This is ultimately what our opponents want, and we can’t let this happen.

Trans people have been specifically excluded from legislation in the past due to the same reasons but this time, many state and national LGBT organizations around the country are actively and openly opposing a NON-Inclusive ENDA.    The Human Rights Campaign opposes the “strategy” but has not taken the next step to opposing the bill.

Call or email your representative and urge them to oppose a non inclusive ENDA bill.  Click Here to send an email to your representative.  It’s a pre-filled form and will literally take you less that minute.

Go to transadvocate.com to read the latest on this issue and listen to Ethan’s latest podcast with Marti Abernathey.

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