Trevor McKee

2025-04-10T17:46:00.001-04:00

What kills me about the toilet EM is currently swirling down by aligning himself with Trump is the failure to consider the other 50ish people that lost everything by aligning themselves with Trump in his first term. It's always this "THIS time it'll be different" attitude with these too-naive-to-live sycophants.

2025-01-28T13:45:00.003-05:00

Perhaps one of my most persistent anxieties in my teens then into my 20s (late 90's, early 2000's) was that eventually someone would come along and actually do all the horrible things to the designated undesirables in the country that I would overhear in the conversations of my classmates and coworkers.

Paul/Tyson

2024-11-16T01:13:00.002-05:00

Not being a fan of boxing in general, I guess I (or anybody) shouldn't have gotten high hopes for Tyson destroying someone 30+ years his junior, no matter how much of an idiotic d-bag the kid is. It looked like exactly what you would imagine it would look like if you knew nothing about these 2 and just heard "A 26 year old is getting in the ring with a 58 year old" ...

I think many of us boxing lay-people hear "Tyson" and just have the broad popular impression of him as a fighter, and don't think of the actual reality.

I was watching (what I could) and had a moment of "oh, right.... aging, biology, science... this was a bad idea"

At least 2 of the 3 other fights were decent. What I could see of them.

Magic

2024-11-11T21:04:00.002-05:00

Same as in 2016, everyone wants to believe that if the democrats had just said the exact right magic words, did the magic dance and then shot rainbows out of their asses, their candidate would have won. And who knows? Maybe there was some combination of nonsense they could have done and gotten a bit closer and won a couple of those swing states, but I still don't think Harris would have won.

My better half speculated that boomers and men in this country still weren't ready to vote for a woman, much less a non-white one. There's probably some truth to that. There's also talk of the contingent that is either ignorant of all of the things DT says or has done, or doesn't think he's "being serious". It's not like we had a 1st term and 8 years to figure out what kind of person he was (most of us already knew). There's probably also some truth to that. There's those who believe every bad thing said about him is a lie by the left-wing-media cabal. Russian social interference and disinformation campaigns were and still are ubiquitous. At this point it seems like an open secret with every intelligence agency in the world. They may as well not even bother changing their names or masking their IPs; what little their targets seem to care.

All these are contributors, sure, and I'm honestly not sure how much they do or don't tip the scales. What I know is the main reason is that people just like DT's general pettiness and shittiness. He tells people what they want to hear about the types of people and things they don't like (for one reason or another). He makes idiotic and horrible promises of cruelty towards those things. They eat it up and tell themselves its ok because he says he loves Jesus.

Update: News item broke while writing this:

2024-10-21T12:32:00.003-04:00

You think this was political somehow? No, he was waiting for an excuse to finally live out his fantasy of getting to operate the beep-boop hissy fire machines on the other side of counter. I bet he fell out of his chair and almost choked on a McNug in excitement when Harris mentioned working at McDonald's.

As someone who worked in kitchens for 10 years, I can tell you it's overrated. He should be thankful that the workers and the secret service and whoever didn't let him get in too deep and end up with 3rd degree grease burns and 1 or 2 fewer digits...or screw up any *real* orders for actual customers.

2022-12-05T14:26:00.000-05:00

I don't know what it is lately but I've been feeling like I don't "deserve" to do anything that I like. I feel like I don't deserve to work on comics or do sim racing or go see a movie I might like.... I don't even really know where that guilt is coming from.

2022-10-12T14:04:00.004-04:00

In grade school when talking about things like weather, the climate, or just other big scientific concepts, kids would shout out ideas like "Why don't they just build giant electric fans to blow the hurricanes and tornadoes away from cities and people". An 8 year can be forgiven for not understanding why something like that isn't feasible , and yet I know adults who still think like this. Perhaps not about the fans specifically (though it wouldn't shock me), but this notion that whatever (not even) half-baked idea pops into your head is a good one and are baffled as to why none of the experts in the field have thought of this yet.

Not exactly the same thing but I'm reminded of a time years ago when ipods first came out, I got one and a co-worker scoffed, saying "that's just a hard drive with a screen on it, I could make that at home". In the years that I worked with him he never did build his own ipod. Go figure.

2022-04-25T14:57:00.000-04:00

We're mostly in the "endemic" phase now. Just shy of a million people dead. Give yourself a nice big pat on the back, America.

2021-04-10T16:00:00.000-04:00

561,000 dead by the way.

2021-04-10T15:57:00.001-04:00

I wanted to make a more conscious effort to get my thoughts in writing again. I’m not sure what I’m thinking about right now to be honest. When I had this thought it was 3am and I was very tired. My mind went to the cosmos... to the quantum. All the theoretical physics videos I’ve been watching lately have given me the drunken impression that I understand all of it. My mind went to places of a societal/social nature. Of course now I can’t remember exactly what it was because I was tired and high as kite. Something about how sometimes we don’t recognized things until we give them a name, then they’re clear as day. Giving it a name also rigidly defines that thing though... and whatever the circumstance, there are those that will try to cram everything into neatly labeled boxes when reality is much more messy. ( from the notion that ancient people’s didn’t see the color blue because they didn’t have a name for it. The truth is they saw the color blue, it just didn’t stand out as all that unique to them from just being a Shade of black. )

This last year was crazy, of course... but I think I was in shock for a lot of it. Seems like a dream now. I’m just now starting to process a lot of the fucked up nature of it.

2021-01-11T12:38:00.001-05:00

Welcome to the Dumb Revolution

2020-12-23T16:16:00.003-05:00

325,000 dead.

That's all for today.

2020-10-07T22:26:00.001-04:00

I find it funny when liqour is referred to as "the hooch".

Pumpkin Diary Entry 4

2020-07-13T12:22:00.002-04:00

One of the most frustrating parts of this whole mess we find ourselves in is that for the first time in history we had the infrastructure and technology to ride out a pandemic with relative ease and with minimal death. I'm not saying losing your job is "easy", if that's something that happened to you, but in terms of meeting basic needs and maintaining some semblance of our normal lifestyles? We had it made in ways that maybe even 10 or 15 years ago weren't possible. Smart phones to quickly order groceries and take out from companies like instacart, grubhub, etc. Zoom/similar apps to work from home for office workers and for people to able to see the people they've had to stay distant from. You don't need to go to a video store or even redbox to rent a movie any more. Amazon, no matter how you feel about the company or how much they've taken over retail, they exist and have made it insanely easy to get things sent to you quickly and cheaply when all of those retail stores had to close. People in more rural areas that maybe don't have fast internet or access to some of these services wouldn't be affected by the infection spread like people in cities anyway. It's like 2020 was the year MADE for a pandemic. We should have just laughed it off, beat this thing within a couple of months, and been like "That's all you got 2020?!". It should have been the most convenient pandemic in human history. We HAD EVERYTHING WE NEEDED yet still a bunch of you fools couldn't handle that. Now 130,000+ people are dead (so far), and we're dragging this thing out into the fall while having national discussions about what an acceptable death-rate for infected school children might be.

Pumpkin Diary Entry 3

2020-05-25T13:44:00.002-04:00

All that Constitutional sanctity and American exceptionalism horseshit that was rammed down our throats growing up is really coming back to bite us on the ass.

People know we have a constitution, and they know that it's important, they just don't know specifically what's actually in it, the limits of what's in it, and how the things that are in it can be amended. They also don't seem to realize that a constitution isn't some magical thing unique to the USA.

Thinking that America is the greatest, most infallible nation on earth has just led to regressive thinking and has made it impossible for anything to actually change or get better. A theme that was always hammered home to me was "America might not be perfect, but we're still the best and American style capitalism is still the best for everyone"... Any suggestion that our policies or attitudes should be different and/or more in-line with how the rest of the world does things (when those things are proven to work) is met with belligerent hostility and ignorance. They don't even have a frame of reference to what they're arguing against.

Pumpkin Diary Entry 2

2020-04-15T04:30:00.001-04:00

"C19 Diary Entry 2" Sounds a bit melodramatic, but I'm not really sure what else to call them so it doesn't sound creepy and scary. I could use a code word. How about "Pumpkin". It's the Pumpkin Diaries from now on.

It's going on week 3 or 4 of the lockdown. We're having days with over 2000 recorded pumpkin deaths. Southeast MI is getting hit hard, especially Detroit. From a mental health standpoint, I'm not really sure what the correct level of dread I should have on any given day. It's not just dread about the pumpkins, it's dread about the future, our jobs, our way of life such as it is. The GOP asshats think guys like me don't understand, but we do... we're just willing to accept the lives of the vulnerable are more important. From a practical standpoint the dread level doesn't really matter because I have no control over viruses or the political goings on surrounding them. At the start of this thing I was calm and collected. "Would it help to worry?" I would say. I need to take my own advice, clearly. Being high almost every night seems like the only thing getting me through sometimes.

Grandma is doing a bit better and is recovering. Thankfully there was no need for a respirator (which they wouldn't have put her on anyway). Arrangements are being made for where she'll go next. The rest of the family who weren't hit as bad are also doing better, but worn out.

C is hanging in there. She has her bad days dealing with shit just like I do. Fortunately so far they don't seem to overlap too badly so we've been able to help each other. "Bad day" is just a relative term though. That dread is ALWAYS there. It's just how well you can manage to temporarily beat it back and get the bare minimum done for the day.

What's been on my mind today though is *all the things that are on my mind*. I'm getting to a point in my life where I'm becoming increasingly frustrated with my inability to organize my thoughts. I don't know that in any sort of grand sense I think it matters that I do... then again, why apologize for not wanting my brain to feel like a trainwreck all the time. Maybe that's mostly what it's about. Not needing to shout my bullshit at the world, but just being able to have it organized so it's not cluttering up my brain and I'm not tripping over shit. This makes me wonder though, am I assuming this stuff necessarily should lend itself well to organization... when that might not be the case. I guess that's what writing is, in a sense? Translating complex ideas into words, hopefully in a "simple enough" way that they can be understood by someone.

Random things that have been on my mind lately that I hope to write more about:

-Art
-Music
-My role in society
-Entanglement

C19 Diary Entry 1

2020-04-04T22:46:00.001-04:00

I suppose for today this is just going to be some informally structured random thoughts from the last week or two.

My grandmother is in the hospital + for covid19. She can breathe on her own, as of right now things are looking up. I've just been trying to distract myself since there's nothing I can do. Can't visit hospitals right now.

Yes, Trump is making things worse, but we knew that would happen. This thing may not have gotten so out of control so fast if his #1 priority wasn't the stock market. The map of the US with all of the various hot zones? That's the price of capitalism-at-any-cost. Governors and local leaders in mostly red states are taking a combative attitude toward CDC advice. This is the cost of ignoring science and adopting a general anti-scienctific attitude and mindset. Scores online believe dangerous conspiracies that are going to kill people. This is the cost of allowing right wing trolls free reign to try and shape the reality to their liking. ... the point I was really trying to make is that it's not just Trump fanning the flames, it's the millions of people that put him in office as well.

C and I were talking about what "good" might come out of all of this. Though the dolphins appearing in Venice story was fake, one does wonder what the net affect of the recession/depression is going to be on the environment. I would certainly never promote the human suffering of a depression for the purpose of advancing some sort of "Green rebirth" idea (sorry conspiracy theorists, nobody wants that)... but, since everyone in our government seems hellbent on making all of this worse and we're just watching this slow-motion train wreck. We already know that cases of sickness from smog in Beijing and elsewhere in China is way down and they estimate there will be thousands of lives saved from pollution related respiratory illness. Could this whole experience be a turning point in the climate change battle (for the US anyway)? A depression won't single-handedly fix the problem, but it might be enough of a kick in the ass to make us change course.

Mixed messages about face masks. Now the CDC says everyone should have them in most public situations. Guy on FB posted about having some that his company started making and I found myself frantically emailing this guy back and forth (he didn't have a shopping cart set up). I hated that I got that nervous about finding a particular supply. I still don't have any gloves. Not much hand sanitizer.

Oh yeah, the white house said the other day that Federal stockpiles of emergency equipment isn't for states to use. Because states aren't actually a smaller subset of the United States. The crux of the argument seems to be that if they let states use the stockpile, then they'd no longer HAVE the stockpile, and we can't have that. Nobody seems to have a good answer on what the point of stockpiling this stuff was if we're not going to use it for EXACTLY the purpose it was intended. Later they changed the definition of what the stockpile is "for" on the official gov't website to match the bullshit Kushner or whoever let fall out of their mouths.

That's about all I've got the energy for right now.

2020-04-02T21:21:00.001-04:00

One thing I've learned over the past month is that a whole lot of people don't understand the not-so-subtle difference between "take things seriously" and "panic".

Then there'a another group that doesn't understand the difference between "don't panic" and "Hold church jamborees and parties and shit, it's cool bro".

I shouldn't be shocked by the nation who still struggles with every brain cell to understand that "Black Lives Matter" doesn't mean "Fuck everyone else".

2020-01-25T15:55:00.001-05:00

My top albums of 2019 in no particular order....

Swimming Tapes - Morningside
Vampire Weekend - Father of the Bride
Silversun Pickups - Widows Weeds
Turnover - Altogether
White Reaper - You Deserve Love
Fontains DC - Dogrel
Foals - Everything Not Saved Will be Lost parts 1 & 2
Tool - Fear Inoculum
Michael Kiwanuka - Kiwanuka
Hernan Cataneo - Balance Presents Sunset Strip
Menzingers - Hello Exile

2019 Movie List

2020-01-14T10:26:00.001-05:00

Movies seen for the first time in 2019. (Out of 4 starts)

1. The Old Man and the Gun (***)

2. The Mule (***)

3. Reign of the Supermen (***½)

4. Beirut (***)

5. How to Train Your Dragon 2 (***½)

6. Bad Times at the El Royal (***)

7. Creed II (***½)

8. How to Train Your Dragon 3 (***½)

9. The Great Escape (****)

10. Captain Marvel (***)

11. Thunder Road (****)

12. Shazam! (****)

13. Short Term 12 (****)

14. Roma (***½)

15. Us (****)

16. Leave no Trace (***)

17. Destroyer (***)

18. Rio Bravo (****)

19. In the Heat of the Night (****)

20. Hateful Eight (***½)

21. Avengers: Endgame (***½)

22. Arctic (***)

23. Ready Player One (**)

24. John Wick 3 (***)

25. The Man Who Killed Don Quixote (***½)

26. Cold Pursuit (***)

27. High Crimes (**)

28. Senna (***)

29. Toy Story 4 (****)

30. State of Play (***)

31. The Disaster Artist (***)

32. High Life (***)

33. Fast Color (***)

34. Spider-Man: Far From Home (****)

35. Transit (****)

36. The Art of Self Defense (****)

37. Little Woods (****)

38. The Man From Earth (***)

39. Detective Pikachu (***)

40. Miles Ahead (***1/2)

41. The Farewell (****)

42. Angry Birds (***)

43. Secret Life of Pets 2 (***)

44. Godzilla: King of the Monsters: **½

45. Le Samourai (****)

46. Shadow (***½)

47. Ad Astra (****)

48. Abominable (***)

49. Frida (****)

50. Alien (***)

51. The Fortune Cookie (***½)

52. The Lighthouse (****)

53. Crawl (***)

54. Tim's Vermeer (****)

55. Turbo (**½)

56. Jojo Rabbit (***½)

57. The Man Who Knew Infinity (***)

58. Knives Out (****)

59. The Report (****)

60. Ford v Ferrari (***½)

61. The Rise of Skywalker (***½)

62. The Aeronauts (***)

63. Bombshell (***)

64. Peanut Butter Falcon (***½)

65. Power Rangers (**)

2019-12-27T14:19:00.001-05:00

I'm not saying the commercials judging men on their looks will ever be as bad as is the situation for women, but growing up I was very conflicted over the razor commercials that told me I was a slob for not being clean-shaven and no women would ever have me, and the other ones telling me how sexy beards were to women and you were a snowflake if you didn't have one, but be sure to use their special beard dye so you don't look like a grandpa... and then came the ones that were like "Yeah just go ahead and dye it gray"...

2019-12-17T10:26:00.001-05:00

I don't know what else I could possibly tell anyone at this point. 45 is about to be impeached by the house but all indications point to the senate acquitting him. The evidence of criminal bribery and abuse of power is overwhelming, and yet, the senate protects him. What can one do when the entire senate has lost its collective mind and is protecting a flagrant mad-man. What's worse is that 2020 reelection polls are CLOSE. When people are this ignorant and have swallowed this much of the kool-aid, there's really nothing to be done. Anything that doesn't fit in with their narrative they make shouts of deep-state conspiracies, and their base believes them. Hell, to a degree THEY probably believe that crap. Facts in the world make you look bad? Conspiracy. It couldn't possibly be that just simply have it astronomically wrong. No evidence for my argument? Conspiracy. Mountains of evidence to the contrary? Conspiracy. Hell, there's nothing you can't convince yourself of when you think everything is a conspiracy.

2019-09-05T12:16:00.003-04:00

Repost from my friend John O...

"if you are one of those people who think that both major political parties in the USA are "exactly the same" I'm here to tell you that you are not only an uninformed idiot, but that you are making sure we never get out of this Republican hellhole we are in.

I have tried to tell these fucking fools that there are major differences between the parties but they come back with their Russian ideas about things. Look, Democrats aren't trying to deny science and limit our access to our government paid scientists' information. They aren't doing their best to destroy public schools. They aren't trying to limit women's rights, they are trying to expand them.They aren't jailing children, denying them food and medicine, and ripping apart their families just to scare others into staying away. Plus a ton of other important issues that they are diametrically opposed to the Republicans about.

I usually try to talk to these bumpkins without offending them, try to point out these differences and I am met with the buffoon's responses. Things like "They all take money from the rich" and "you have no proof of that".

If you don't vote, you are a tool of the powers that want you to not vote. We can see what happens when people like Trump or Bush get in office, they run wild and have a lot of support from bought-off Senators and Congresspeople. We are in a crisis in this country, on the edge of becoming a fascist/totalitarian state like China or Russia. Voting for those who will put on our chains is nuts.

In conclusion, if you are not going to vote, please shut up about anything to do with the process. If you aren't involved, don't have an opinion beyond "I give up". Ya morons."

2019-05-15T15:15:00.001-04:00

Re: https://www.space.com/bill-nye-climate-change-john-oliver.html

It's marvelous how people will criticize Bill Nye on his climate change video because he's not a "real scientist" (which he is... being NASA engineer and public science educator and popularizer for decades more than qualifies) but will take the half-baked supposed scientific opinions of know-nothings and blow-hards like Trump and Fox News pundits at face value.

Nathan W. Pyle/Strange Planet

2019-04-08T19:37:00.002-04:00

I don't think we need to the light torches and get the pitchforks out just yet over a relatively common opinion on abortion a guy shared 2 or 3 years ago. I don't agree with him at all and the march-4-lyfe people are turds but if your criteria for liking a comic strip or any other form of media is that the creators believe exactly all the same things you do, I've got some news for you (especially when the thing they're creating is entirely apolitical). Actual subject matter and degree need to be accounted for, sure. If a creator is going online frequently spouting off Nazi shit, that's another matter that's impossible to ignore. And if that person starts using their craft as a way to spread those ideas that you don't agree with, logically it also becomes a different matter entirely. I get political with my comic sometimes with the full understanding it may turn some people off and I might lose a reader or two, or otherwise limit my audience, but that's a price I'm willing to pay. All that being said he made a pretty mild tweet 2 years ago, he's not standing outside of abortion clinics with images of dead fetuses screaming at pregnant 15 year olds. Chill. It really isn't worth it.