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Black Tainted Soul

2012-05-24T21:26:00.002+01:00

Still the days go by
And a tear falls from my eyes
I'm trapped in this insanity
Can't believe that was
What destiny had for me.

Lost in my own illusion
Oh time go back again
Can't hold on this pain
I gave in to my pain.

Won't go away and say
You're still a part of me
A black tainted soul is
What you left on me
Don't shove dirt in my eyes
This dreams are dead in me
Don't come back to hold me
A black tainted soul is what you left on me

One false step to oblivion
A scream to all go away
Why did have to go this way?
How could you left me
Fucked up this way?

I lose all the illusion
I lift my head
I let go the dissapointment
And let rush all my hate

Won't go away and say
You're still a part of me
A black tainted soul is
What you left on me
Don't shove dirt in my eyes
This dreams are dead in me
Don't come back to hold me
A black tainted soul is what you left on me

But now it's time to say
You were never a part of me
A black tainted soul is
What you left on me
Fuck you with all the hipocrisy
Hope you die in agony
When you come back to me
I'll show the black tainted soul you've left on me.

Devil Unleashed

2012-05-14T00:32:00.000+01:00

Won't say I'm dissapointed
Too much of hate inside
A different life story
A curse you can't deny

A thrill to be unhappy
A scream deep in the night
A tear of rage is falling
Falling through my eye

Can you hear me, hear me calling
A solution that can save
Save me on the verge of falling
Falling into my grave.

I won't need you to come here
And say that everything will be alright
A new world order is ready
A devil unleashed in the night.

A past that must be erased
Won't let you pick up the pace
A friend that's in the bottle
My moment to become insane.

Won't need anybody
To tell me what to do
You had your chance and you lost me
It's my life and you have nothing to do with it.

I won't need you to come here
And say that everything will be alright
A new world order is ready
A devil unleashed in the night.

Freedom

2012-05-13T18:29:00.002+01:00

You can't scream freedom
When you're stuck in a cage.
You can't say you're happy
And lie to my face
You've got nothing else to do
So get your ass off the chair
And go and take some fresh air
Find something to make you feel alive

Voices in my head
Bringing back the undead
A lion roars
Open up the doors
And walk right tru

Freedom
It's somehing you deserve
Freedom
Worths more than gold
Freedom
Pick up all your weapons
Freedom
The unknown awaits for you

Don't have to justify
The who, the when and the why
It's your life
And no one can control you
Just put a smile on your face
You have complete control of your fate
Yeah you will fall
But there's always a lesson to learn.

Voices in my head
Bringing back the undead
A lion roars
Open up the doors
And walk right tru

Freedom
It's somehing you deserve
Freedom
Worths more than gold
Freedom
Pick up all your weapons
Freedom
The unknown awaits for you

Stuck In My Head

2012-05-13T18:12:00.001+01:00

So, so far away from you
Still I remember
When we were just one.

Still hurts the lies that you said
The pain you've left me
Feel like I was an undead.

Too many mistakes we've made
Too many tears we've shed
And still you're stuck in my head
Too many questions unanswered
Too many promisses shattered
And still you're stuck in my head.

Outside it feels so lonely
It seems the world is ignoring
How low that you are.

I forget what is hope
And that I will always be alone
Cause I won't be able to love
Someone again.

Too many mistakes we've made
Too many tears we've shed
And still you're stuck in my head
Too many questions unanswered
Too many promisses shattered
And still you're stuck in my head.

It's just too much to bear
I'd be better off dead
It's just too much for my head
I'd be better off dead.

Too many mistakes we've made
Too many tears we've shed
And still you're stuck in my head
Too many questions unanswered
Too many promisses shattered
And still you're stuck in my head.
Too many lies you've said
Too many hurt to witstand
And still you're stuck in my head.

Next To You

2012-04-26T02:26:00.002+01:00

Lay down in my arms

Let all time stop

Let's us close our eyes

And hear our hearts beating

Hug me so tight

Let me ear you breathing

One breath at a time

Nothing may come between us.

How can you be so divine

Like an angel hovering

You're part of my life

That continously keeps me healing.

And I'm not afraid to say

I'll be here what may

I'm not afraid to show

How much I want you

And I just can't deny

How much I love you

Though words are not enough

I'll lay here next to you

Next to you.

Even miles apart

My mind is on you

I just close my eyes

And I feel your touch in me

I can't hardly breathe

When my hand touches

In your naked body

And we become one

And I won't let you go

Far away from me

We're stuck on each other

And we'll walk this path together

And I'm not afraid to say

I'll be here what may

I'm not afraid to show

How much I want you

And I just can't deny

How much I love you

Though words are not enough

I'll lay here next to you

Next to you.

Bitch Slap

2012-04-26T00:38:00.000+01:00

Say what you want

Scream all you can

Punch against the wall

Bring forth all your hate

Sing along while you crawl

Try to bring me down

Hit me with all your rage

Get ready for your fall

Can you hear the shit

That's coming off your mouth

I'll laugh all I can

Until you really piss me off

This is not I signed for

This I will not bear

Just because I love you

I'm not a puppet you can play

Then fucking go away

In a fucking awesome way

To leave you fucking whinning

In a fucking epic way

What's that?

You want another chance

It isn't part of my plans

Can't bear what you do to me

I even tried to change for you

You didn't recognize my efforts

You said it wasn't enough

Don't blame me if I give up

Enough is enough

Just fucking go away

In a fucking awesome way

To leave you fucking whinning

In a fucking epic way

Own Your Own Destiny

2012-04-25T23:42:00.001+01:00

I wake up surrounded with misery

I cannot bear the estupidity

That this world brings upon each other

It's time to realize the facts

You're more words than acts

If it's hapinness you'll seek

Unhappy it's how you'll continue to be

So how about an open eyes

It's time to realize

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

It's time to step further

Don't back of with all your fears

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

Can't bear more of your shit

Don't care if you're shivering

You still have two arms and two legs

So do something about it

You think it's better to whine

All day and all fucking night

You see you've got a door open

C'mon and go for it

So how about an open eyes

It's time to realize

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

It's time to step further

Don't back off with all your fears

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

Get up, get up, get up

And fight

Get up, get up, get up

You're doing it right

So how about an open eyes

It's time to realize

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

It's time to step further

Don't back of with all your fears

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

One's True Self

2012-04-25T22:27:00.000+01:00

Sometimes I feel

That I was born into a curse

Don't know how to feel

Don't know what could be worse

Though I try to get up

Comes always a force to pull me down

I just want to get up

It's just another scar to walk around

I've seen the Devil in front of my eyes

I've seen the effects of a soul's demise

I have seen what love is like

I've seen how it is to lose it all

And I want to close my eyes

I've seen enough suffering in one's life

I still can't find the reasons why

Why do I have to always fall.

Hold on to this heart that is bleeding

And wonder how it's still beating

I don't know why

But it would be better if he let me die.

Can't take no more of this pain

Don't want anymore to embrace

But you can't understand

How it's like to carry a burden you cannot withstand.

I've seen the Devil in front of my eyes

I've seen the effects of a soul's demise

I have seen what love is like

I've seen how it is to lose it all

And I want to close my eyes

I've seen enough suffering in one's life

I still can't find the reasons why

Why do I have to always fall.

If you see deep in my eyes

You can unveil my fake smiles

You may find my suffering

The darkest side of me

If you can save me do not hesitate

Soon enough I will break

In pieces my soul may be

Just save me.

I've seen the Devil in front of my eyes

I've seen the effects of a soul's demise

I have seen what love is like

I've seen how it is to lose it all

And I want to close my eyes

I've seen enough suffering in one's life

I still can't find the reasons why

Why do I have to always fall.

Faith Restored

2012-03-22T23:19:00.000+00:00

Runaway to save yourself
Think that you can't deal the pain
So you try to protect youserlf
You think that this is the easiest way.

Don't wait for me to say
That everything will be okay
When you can't deal another day
You fall down on your knees and pray.

But not all hope is lost
Get up and fight at all costs
Just breathe easily
And try to take back your destiny.

Lookin at the sky
Won't teach you how to fly
You should know
That things don't come so easily

Hold your breath and cling to life
Reach out for faith before you die
Words come out so easily
Don't be afraid of whom you should be.

But not all hope is lost
Get up and fight at all costs
Just breathe easily
And try to take back your destiny.

Didn't I've told not to give up
Grab my hand and c'mon and get up

But not all hope is lost
Get up and fight at all costs
Just breathe easily
And try to take back your destiny.

The Twisted Realm

2012-03-22T02:06:00.003+00:00

Enter to my twisted realm
Where we come out and play
Taste every drop of blood
That's dripping from my blade

Kneel and beg for more
Take me to the underworld
Look deep into my eyes
Where our pleasure lies

Ah,
We're lost in the dark
Don't want you to stop
We're moving to a closure
A torture
Hold me in your arms
Now is where the fun starts
We're moving to a closure
A torture.

Enter to my twisted realm
Where we can't run or hide
Grab tight the blade
To save you from dimise.

Fight me once more
Fill me with your blood
Look me deeper in the eyes
Oh now it's where the fun starts.

Ah,
We're lost in the dark
Don't want you to stop
We're moving to a closure
A torture
Hold me in your arms
Now is where the fun starts
We're moving to a closure
A torture.

Sssshhh,
Feel my breath

Sssshhhh,
I'm closer, I'm closer

Ssssssh,
The voices of the damned

Sssssshhh,
I'm coming, I'm coming

Enter to my twisted realm
Where we come out and play
Enter to my twisted realm
And feel me sticking my blade.

Ah,
We're lost in the dark
Don't want you to stop
We're moving to a closure
A torture
Hold me in your arms
Now is where the fun starts
We're moving to a closure
A torture.

A New Day Has Come

2012-01-27T04:08:00.000+00:00

The past is meant to be forgotten. Lessons have been learned. Now it's time to move on and make a future of your own. Choose your path and make your decisions in order that your present will become your future. Start something.

Jigsaw

2012-01-26T20:49:00.002+00:00

Fragments of my past
Hunts me still
Can't shake the feeling
That should be me there
Instead of him

Can't look away when you are present
The repressed emotions come to the top
Hell breaks lose in my head
I drown in my own thoughts

But I try to shake the feelings
I have to put my past in a stop
I find myself chasing you again
No good comes from there

I hate myself for not be able to forget you
But time heals everything
And a new love came into

Yeah, I'll find my strenght
To advance in my future
I'll find the place where I can call home
I'll put my effort into it
And erase you from my thoughts.

12 - Unexpected Changes

2012-01-22T03:43:00.000+00:00

Remember the days

Forgot the ways

Oh, how the time flies

I hit the bottom

In my chest was a hollow

Hole to fill again

Remembered the pain

Still is the same

But now is forgotten

Lost in the world

Praying to the Lord

That I never believed in

But so unexpected

Everything changes

Don't want to love again

But a turn in my fate

Killed all of my hate

I'm in love again.

Hunting in the field

With a gun to wield

I've killed my soul

But then you came through

In a white horse there was you

To take me by the hand

In a past so far gone

Now you came along

To change my memories

But so unexpected

Everything changes

Don't want to love again

But a turn in my fate

Killed all of my hate

I'm in love again.

And my fear was gone

Look what you've done

But so unexpected

Everything changes

Don't want to love again

But a turn in my fate

Killed all of my hate

I'm in love again.

11- Time Frozes Still

2012-01-15T23:36:00.000+00:00

Take me up in your hand
Don't want to pretend
That we're not meant to be
Together.

We're getting ready
For one more game
In our places, steady
Losing all our shame

You want to have me
I want to have you
In a competition
We'll see who prevails

Cause we win
As we begin
To yearn for the day
When the time slows
Time frozes still.

Take my hand
I'll take you on a journey
Were we can't pretend
That we're not lonely

Conquer my soul
Take me home
Cause in your eyes I get lost
As we take our clothes off

Cause we win
As we begin
To yearn for the day
When the time slows
Time frozes still.

10- The Path To Your Own Destruction

2012-01-12T21:50:00.003+00:00

Don't bother to say
That wasn't your fault
Don't give a fuck
What else you have to say

You say what do you think is right
I guess I have to open up your eyes

So c'mon
So c'mon
Say what's on your mind
So c'mon
So c'mon
Show me your flames ignite
So c'mon
So c'mon
Do you want some emotion
So c'mon
So c'mon
Let me show you the path of your own destruction.

Do you like the backstabbing
And think you're free
Let me be the one to disagree

Need some attention
And fuck up my life
Bitch you don't know what you got into

You say what do you think is right
I guess I have to open up your eyes

So c'mon
So c'mon
Say what's on your mind
So c'mon
So c'mon
Show me your flames ignite
So c'mon
So c'mon
Do you want some emotion
So c'mon
So c'mon
Let me show you the path of your own destruction.

9 - Steal My Heart

2012-01-12T01:51:00.000+00:00

Lips sealed
Eyes closed
Touching slowly

Feelings flowing
Breathe in
Breathe out

Comes out a moaning
Don't stop
I can't get enough

Skin to skin
Heart to heart
Hear my beating.

Cause I know it's you
Cause I want to be you
I want you to steal my heart
Cause this feeling it's true
I can't deny if I wanted to
You stole my heart.

Eyes open
Now look at me

Whisper in my ear
Gently
And say that you love me

Take me
Possess me
Say I'm yours

Yearning
Screaming
Baby, I'm yours

Cause I know it's you
Cause I want to be you
I want you to steal my heart
Cause this feeling it's true
I can't deny if I wanted to
You stole my heart.

I pray for the time to stop
I want you forever by my side
No more alone want to be
It's you only I can see

Cause I know it's you
Cause I want to be you
I want you to steal my heart
Cause this feeling it's true
I can't deny if I wanted to
You stole my heart.

8- No Strings Attached

2012-01-11T00:07:00.000+00:00

Come unclean as you want

When this is over you are done

Just try to please me if you can

In no time you're left for dead.

Don't think of me as a ray of hope

Just one more dick you're gonna to choke

You may like me but I don't

You think you can have me but you won't.

For I am free

No strings attached

And you'll see

Me running fast

Don't think you can hold me

Cause no one can have me.

So if you think I'm a whore

Then why did you open up the door

But still you try to grab me with your hands

Bitch get off me or I'll take your fucking head.

For no emotions I can feel

No need to cry or to appeal

For I'm not gonna to help you

Cause there's wall you can't get through.

For I am free

No strings attached

And you'll see

Me running fast

Don't think you can hold me

Cause no one can have me.

Don't want you to believe

Don't want you here

Don't want to love again

Why can't we be just friends?

Your touch didn't mean a thing

Just illusions in your head

Don't want to love again

Why can't we be just friends?

For I am free

No strings attached

And you'll see

Me running fast

Don't think you can hold me

Cause no one can have me.

For I am free

And no one can have me.

For I am free

And no one can have me.

Believe

2012-01-09T02:34:00.000+00:00

You stop in time and see

There's nothing left to believe

Cause it's just too much to bare

You see everything crumble and just stare.

One more day rises through

Nothing changed the blues

Flames rips across the skies

Hold on the agony and the cries.

All I can wait is for hope

For someone to launch me the rope

That will get me out of this hole.

7- Not Who You Think I Am

2012-01-05T03:10:00.001+00:00

I have a past and no future

I hold on another day

I try not to cry

And still I'm losing it.

For what I've done I've paid my dues

But the way time flies brings me the blues

I'm not a saint, I'm still an human

Still you taint me with your broken pencils.

But I'm not

I'm not

Who you think I am

The whore and the fake

You thought I'd be.

But I'm not

I'm not

Who you think I am

The whore and the fake

You thought I'd be.

So fast it passed the bullets you shot from your mouth

The speed that the feelings came and gone

The image you pictured of me

Was the actions speaking louder than words.

But I'm not

I'm not

Who you think I am

The whore and the fake

You thought I'd be.

But I'm not

I'm not

Who you think I am

The whore and the fake

You thought I'd be.

6- Thrill me, Kill me, Love me

2011-12-26T21:28:00.000+00:00

Look at you

Now look at me

See the sparks

We both get free.

The way you move

The look you give

I'm under it

I'm under your spell.

I want you to thrill me

I want you to kill me

In the end

I want you to love me.

The touch of your hands in my skin

Look at it

Look at the way you chill me.

The soft and hardcore kisses

We exchange

There's no way to avoid

The flames it cames.

Burning

Burning with desire,

We're screaming

We're moaning with pleasure.

Hear my heart pounding

As we take our clothes

And we give ourselves

To each other.

I want you to thrill me

I want you to kill me

In the end

I want you to love me.

Breathe

Breathe in my hears

Give

Give yourself to me

Take my soul as yours

And yours it will be.

I want you to thrill me

I want you to kill me

In the end

I want you to love me.

Back and forth

2011-12-22T01:01:00.000+00:00

For a minute

I thought I've dodged the bullet

But you still come back

To haunt me

The bullet takes a turn

And again comes toward my heart

Luck comes with a price

On the dollar bill you found on the ground

And it will be stolen in the next corner

Together with your life.

But time does not turn back

Only we can move foward

But I have to thank you

For breaking my heart.

Although I survive under a mask

Of stone cold steel

I will revive under the ashes

That you continue to step on

You've left a deep mark

That still hurts

And now the healing begins.

5- Pit of Sin

2011-12-18T23:24:00.000+00:00

Pleasures of the flesh

Come as many as you want

For a touch of skin

A stolen kiss

Comes across a wall of steel

It should be satisfying

To come over and over again

But a hole still remains

A mask still prevails

A curse to be found

So close to a piece of heaven

Now falling into hell

This isn't what I wanted

Your touch in my skin

Can't feel anything

All is mistaken

A riddle now unveils

In a place that no longer exists

I keep hunting into the night

An excuse to fight

Hold on to survive

While crushing in my own demise.

Oh pleasures of the skin

Addicted into sin

Lay down your weight in me

As I come

And enter into oblivion

So close to a piece of heaven

Now falling into hell

This isn't what I wanted

Your touch in my skin

Can't feel anything

All is mistaken

A riddle now unveils

In a place that no longer exists

4- Prices to be paid

2011-12-18T20:25:00.001+00:00

You come and you take

In the shadows you break

Rip off my soul into pieces

Take my I heart

I no longer need it

In the future I cannot see

I don't know what will become of me

A false step that I take

I fall again and again

It passes one more day

In the twilight I pray

For a God that doesn't answer

When I call

Excuses to find

What seeks to be found

But I know that I have lost it

The sunrise hits my window

Another day awaits

But everything it's just the same

Wrapped around in a mist

But who should I blame?

Nothing changes the same

Frozen in my fears

I can no longer contain the tears

It passes one more day

In the twilight I pray

For a God that doesn't answer

When I call

Excuses to find

What seeks to be found

But I know that I have lost it

You broke me,

You've choked me

I'm dead, I'm dead.

You broke me,

You've choked me

I'm dead, I'm dead.

It passes one more day

In the twilight I pray

For a God that doesn't answer

When I call

Excuses to find

What seeks to be found

But I know that I have lost it

3- No way out

2011-12-16T22:23:00.000+00:00

Highway with one way to follow

Too late to turn back today

Ready for the road to end

And the crash that awaits me in the end.

Run toward a big disaster

With my songs playing on the radio

Singing along in a urge to stop my way

No way

No way out for what is to follow

No escaping death today

I keep on the path hitting no brakes

That's what destiny gave to me.

All it's happening in fast foward

No time to think this through

Sometimes we have to burn

With the shit that we all choose.

Are you still here?

Are you here to save me?

Or are you still here to watch me go

I've left all

I've left all that was

Nothing much to lose.

No way out for what is to follow

No escaping death today

I keep on the path hitting no brakes

That's what destiny gave to me.

Just crash and burn

Cause there's

No way out for what is to follow

No escaping death today

I keep on the path hitting no brakes

That's what destiny gave to me.

2- Not the one

2011-12-16T14:59:00.000+00:00

I'm not the one that you should hate

I'm not to one who wanted to take

I'm not the one who runned away.

Hope you enjoy my weakness

It was your fault to seize it

And now you want to go

Two steps back

I was your puppet to play

I wanted to play the game

You thought you had the victory

And slipped right off of your hands

We laughed and we cried

You broke and you smiled

You gave and you gave

And I'll take and I'll take

I'm not the one that you should hate

I'm not to one who wanted to take

I'm not the one who runned away.

The limit's have been crossed

All love was tossed

We both have knives in our hands

Ready for the blood to shed.

We laughed and we cried

You broke and you smiled

You gave and you gave

And I'll take and I'll take

I'm not the one that you should hate

I'm not to one who wanted to take

I'm not the one who runned away.