Chasin'

14 months since you left and I was in bed with a guy who isn’t you for the first time. I let him hug me but I couldn’t bare to do anything else with him. When he left I sobbed because whilst his arms were around me all I could think about was you and I’m scared I’ll never stop comparing everyone to you.
-28/04/19

And suddenly, it’s like your arms weren’t as warm anymore.

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:24:16 +0200

apikaliaa:

And suddenly, it’s like your arms weren’t as warm anymore.
“Falling Out of Love”
a.a.

I think I need to come to terms with the fact that the old you isn’t coming back.

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:24:08 +0200

jonv63:

wishing-for-deathx:

I think I need to come to terms with the fact that the old you isn’t coming back.
That person doesn’t exist in any place except for my memories.

I’ve come to terms with it, but it doesn’t make it sting any less.

ink-and-oceans: “I love you so much it scares me.” — tara love / but anything worth having isn’t...

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:24:02 +0200

ink-and-oceans:

“I love you so much it scares me.”

— tara love / but anything worth having isn’t easy

ink-and-oceans: “But you never loved me as much as you missed me.” — tara love / perhaps just the...

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:23:40 +0200

ink-and-oceans:

“But you never loved me as much as you missed me.”

— tara love / perhaps just the idea of me now

“I know it’s been years, but it has always been you”

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:22:38 +0200

everythings-reminding-me-of-you:

“I know it’s been years, but it has always been you”
-28/03/19

inloudthoughts: “I hope one day you love someone to the bones. To the point where you only want the...

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:22:09 +0200

inloudthoughts:

“I hope one day you love someone to the bones. To the point where you only want the best for them even if that doesn’t imply you being around. I hope one day you love someone so much it hurts to breath. And maybe perhaps that day you will finally understand how much I loved you.”

— D. M.

“What we once had was the most special thing in the world, and I wish I could go back to those…

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:20:44 +0200

serenityseekerfla:

everythings-reminding-me-of-you:

“What we once had was the most special thing in the world, and I wish I could go back to those days.”
- texts from him: a year ago
16/03/19

I took what we had for granted in a way. You kept telling me that you loved me and I had nothing to be concerned about. I got so involved in the day to day of running a home, I neglected us. Without us there is no home.

Love shouldn’t feel like this.

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:20:27 +0200

silent-insanities:

Love shouldn’t feel like this.

realising you don’t mean as much to someone as you thought you did really does mess you up

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:19:15 +0200

heavenlybxy:

realising you don’t mean as much to someone as you thought you did really does mess you up

ink-and-oceans: “The greatest loss wasn’t you, it was myself.” — tara love

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:19:09 +0200

ink-and-oceans:

“The greatest loss wasn’t you, it was myself.”

— tara love

Deep, Deep down i wanted it to be different this time with you.

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:19:01 +0200

katievanchin:

tempersstrxp:

Deep, Deep down i wanted it to be different this time with you.

Everytime…mah ti ka ruah peng ko nan..zeihmanh si hlei lo ..

“Even if you try so hard you can’t force yourself to un-love a person. It just happens. One day…

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:18:48 +0200

artyprose:

“Even if you try so hard you can’t force yourself to un-love a person. It just happens. One day you’ll just get tired of wanting him and you’ll start wanting yourself more.”
— artyprose

How?

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:17:52 +0200

thewanderingmillennial:

How?

I gave you everything.

Wed, 12 Jun 2019 22:17:36 +0200

silent-insanities:

I gave you everything.
How was that not enough?