"until we see JESUS....face to face"

2020-04-22T19:28:00.003-06:00

Something to think about...

If we don't tear down the walls around our hearts and swing wide the gates of our souls...JESUS will never really be all...everything...to us. He will be our Savior...if we have asked Him to forgive our sins...but we will still always be longing for something more. We may never quite feel like it is completely well with our soul.

2018-03-18T09:50:00.001-06:00

Well In You

Lord Jesus grow me well in You
Touch my heart through and through
Heal my soul and make me new
Every moment more like You
Make me every last bit whole
Cleanse my mind I give You control
Help me think on things serene
Lead my feet to things unseen
Fill me Lord with Your Holy Fire
So when I'm weak You are my only desire
Lord Jesus grow me well in You
You have touched me Lord through and through

Cstrech
2018

2018-03-11T09:24:00.001-06:00

Psalm 118:24
This is the day the LORD has made.
We will rejoice and be glad in it.

Today Lord I surrender my heart feelings and thoughts...once again...to You.
Today Lord I surrender my soul and what I know is true in me...completely...to You.
Though I have failed You over and over again...with all I have in me...I long for only You.

Today Lord I am putting the lies of the enemy under my feet.
Today Lord I am choosing Your way.
Today Lord I am choosing total abandon of my feelings and going with my heart.
Today Lord I am believing in and meditating on You and the things of You.

Philippians 4:8
⁸Finally, believers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable and worthy of respect, whatever is right and confirmed by God’s word, whatever is pure and wholesome, whatever is lovely and brings peace, whatever is admirable and of good repute; if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think continually on these things [center your mind on them, and implant them in your heart].

Today Lord I am placing You firmly in the center of my will...the center of my heart...the center of my soul.

Today Lord I am choosing to worship You from way down deep inside.
All my heart...
All my soul...
All my being...

Today Lord I am choosing to make You the center of me. I ask that You help me to place You...implant You and Your ways firmly and deeply...above everything and everyone...in my heart.

Today Lord I am choosing to walk into freedom...and eternity...with You.

"until we see JESUS...face to face"

True Joy

2017-09-16T08:05:00.000-06:00

True joy...inner joy...comes from our relationship with Jesus not our circumstances in this life. Life happenings can bring us joy for a time but invariably things happen that change our feelings. But true joy...everlasting joy...springs up from within and nothing can take that from us. Not loss...pain...sickness...nothing can take it away!! True joy is more than a feeling...it's a gift from God...a never ending way of life when He is the One whom bestows it...gives it...too you!

Joy...Joy...unquenchable joy
Given us by the Lord through love
Joy...Joy...undeniable joy
When we are filled with His love
Joy...Joy...such amazing joy
Dropped down from the Lord up above
Joy...Joy...awesome joy
Falls on us as sweet rain from above

"until we see JESUS...face to face"

Come Holy Spirit

2017-09-10T21:59:00.001-06:00

Except for the sound of the crickets the night is quiet and calm where I am. Though not so much that way in my thoughts. I am a bit on the edge and have been all day. For me the calmness will only come when I read the Word...listen to worship music...and actually worship the Lord while doing these things. Oh...and writing...it helps to just pen my thoughts and feelings down.
The Lord brings peace to us in the midst of our troubles. And I am thankful.

So, while trying to sort out for myself the things that are putting me on the edge...I took a break and picked up a magazine! In the story a line from Steel Magnolias was quoted..

"Laughter through tears is my favorite emotion."

Well, I have to say that tears and emotion aren't even "words" I like. Not to mention actual things I like! But...God used that one line to speak this to me...

Hold on to the moment when you are able to find laughter in the midst of your tears...don't ever take it lightly. Why? Because to reach the point where you find the laughter you first have to fight through all the heaviness...the pain...the reason you are filled with the tears. So when you can once again tell the stories and release the pain...laughter will surely flow back in to you. Then, when the laughter comes allow it to flow through you because I think it is a gift from God. To have laughter, and let it flow out of you, is a by product of having allowed the Holy Spirit to apply the salve...the healing balm...to your mind, heart and soul for the hurt/adversity you carry in your heart.

Ask the Holy Spirit to come. To fill you with Him.

Come Holy Spirit.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kR0uTNwIqOY

All We Will Ever Need

2017-06-27T21:00:00.001-06:00

In the light of His presence...the wholeness of His healing...the comfort of His love...we find sweet amazing grace...strength to face our fears...peace that passes all understanding. In our brokenness He comes and shows us that He really is all we will ever need. When we are tired...He grants us rest. When we are broken...He is our joy. When we are weak...He gives us strength.

2 Corinthians 12:9
But He has said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you [My lovingkindness and My mercy are more than enough—always available—regardless of the situation]; for [My] power is being perfected [and is completed and shows itself most effectively] in [your] weakness.” Therefore, I will all the more gladly boast in my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ [may completely enfold me and] may dwell in me.

You need to become deeply rooted in Him so that whatever comes your way...

You. Will. Not. Be. Shaken...ever!

Colossians 2:6-7
⁶Therefore as you have received Christ Jesus the Lord, walk in [union with] Him [reflecting His character in the things you do and say—living lives that lead others away from sin], ⁷having been deeply rooted [in Him] and now being continually built up in Him and [becoming increasingly more] established in your faith, just as you were taught, and overflowing in it with gratitude.

Psalm 16:8
I have set the Lord continually before me;
Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken.

Psalm 62:2
He alone is my rock and my salvation,
My defense and my strong tower; I will not be shaken or disheartened.

So praise Him today and always! For He is our Lord...our Savior...Jesus. He has made us new and alive in Him and someday we will be with Him...

"until we see JESUS...face to face"

"I Am Here"

2017-06-26T21:25:00.002-06:00

Sometimes the pain is great
We think too much to bear
But then we hear the Lord
He whispers "I am here."
I'm here right in the midst
Of all your heartache and your pain
Your sickness and your fear
Just come to Me and cling
Let Me take it all
The pain and misery
Turn to Me just now
Lay it down for Me
Enter in My rest
Come humbly now and stay
Nestle in find comfort
Find peace in Me today
I'll take your pain and heal you
Body mind and soul
Enter in just now
My rest will make you whole
I love you oh My child
More than your heart can know
Fall in My arms again
My love will make you whole

Pursue

2017-06-01T21:52:00.005-06:00

If you don't pursue the things that draw you in close to the Lord you will die a little bit more each day. You need to press in close...keep your focus...breathe in deeply His love for you so your soul will become...and stay...alive with Him always. If you don't keep all that is good and true...JESUS...alive in your life your faith will begin to melt away like the snow on a warm winters day. If you are weak...no...when you are weak...bow your head low and call on the Lord. Focus on Him...read His word...press in.

Hebrews 4:12-13
12 For the word of God is living and active and full of power [making it operative, energizing, and effective]. It is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating as far as the division of the soul and spirit [the completeness of a person], and of both joints and marrow [the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and judging the very thoughts and intentions of the heart. 13 And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, and revealed to the eyes of Him with whom we have to give account.

"until we see JESUS...face to face"

Thoughts On A Friday

2017-05-12T04:42:00.001-06:00

There is one thing I know for sure today...

The enemy of our soul lies to us...continuously. As long as we keep believing...even living by his lies...he will keep feeding them to us and reinforcing them every chance he gets! The enemy lies to us to try to keep us defeated. I will never forget what a friend use to always tell me when I was letting satan get the best of me...actually it's a picture I carry in my mind of what to do. Satan is a snake...so I put his head under my foot, stomp on it, then twist/grind him into the ground. Of course that comes with telling him to get away from me and standing on the promises of the Word. Jesus defeated satan and is stronger than him in every way. We just need to believe and trust in the Lord. The enemy is always doing his best to fill our head with lies...but the Lord fills our heart and minds with truths which allows us to defeat satan. The only question is...which one will you believe?

This whole thought process this morning happened because I was reading Psalm 62 about waiting quietly before God and how our soul finds rest in God alone. We can be stressed and let the enemy fill our soul and mind with fear and unrest or...we can wait quietly before the Lord giving Him our fears/distress and know that He is our refuge. Hide ourselves in the Lord and satan can't touch us! In my current thought process this morning...by doing this I am effectively putting the enemies head under my foot...stomping on it...twisting it...into the ground! Defeating him through Jesus.

Psalm 62:5-8 NLT

Let all that I am wait quietly before God,
    for my hope is in him.
⁶He alone is my rock and my salvation,
    my fortress where I will not be shaken.
⁷My victory and honor come from God alone.
    He is my refuge, a rock where no enemy can reach me.
⁸O my people, trust in him at all times.
    Pour out your heart to him,
    for God is our refuge.

Because of Jesus

2017-04-15T07:36:00.000-06:00

Easter...such an amazing day!

But before that day...

Jesus was betrayed...beaten beyond recognition...made to walk through an immense crowd carrying His own cross...spat upon...mocked...had a crown of thorns placed on His head and then shoved down into it...hung on the cross with nails (spikes) driven through His feet and wrists...suffered agonies we can't even imagine...all for me...and all for you.

It isn't just a story or a fairy tale that scribes penned down from their imaginations...no...it is real life and Jesus lived it for us. I'm not going to relate to you everything that happened because you can surely read it for yourself...and you should. But I do want to tell you something that I have found out for myself about that cross...His cross...the one Jesus bled and died on so that we could live fully and forever.

As Christians we can go to the Lord in prayer asking forgiveness for our sins...anytime...and we can leave our burdens there. A burden is something we carry that is heavy on our hearts...it can weigh us down so deeply that we can't even breathe at times. I know from experience that getting to the cross at times is hard! We are human...flesh and blood...and the surrendering of oneself can be a process you have to learn...and you must! You need to completely abandon yourself at the cross. Place all your hurts...needs...wants...everything...leave them all at the foot of the cross and walk away. Then ask Jesus to come in and do the work inside of you that needs done...change you from the inside out! Hard...so hard...but so amazingly worth the pain. Because the pain turns into peace...joy...and knowing that you will be okay.

Because of JESUS...all because of HIM!

So on this Easter weekend pick up your bible...read. Start with the betrayal and read through to the resurrection. Jesus rose from death and came out of that tomb and lives today! You can live today as well...it's up to you.

Luke 22 through 24
An excellent read!

"until we see JESUS...face to face"

A Box End Wrench

2017-04-05T22:48:00.004-06:00

Dementia...it's a hard fact. When someone you love has it...well honestly...it just plainly sucks.
For a long time I have known the day would come when he didn't know me any longer. Yes...many times he says he does but really all he knows is my voice...not me.

About two weeks ago it all started changing quickly. We were talking and I asked..."Do you know who I am?" "Yes...you're Chelle." "But who am I to you?" "I don't know." Then before hanging up the phone, no matter how many times I said, "I love you"...he would not say it back. First time ever....hard...

From the time I was very small he took me everywhere he went. We worked on his logging truck when it broke down. He would be under it and would ask me for a certain tool..."Hand me a 1/4inch box end wrench" he would say. And I did. I knew what everything in his toolboxes were. I loved him so much...because he loved me so much...I wanted to know everything he knew and spend all the time I could with him. We went to the parts stores...tire shops...picked up the logs at the landing in the woods...took them to the mills. He also taught me how to fish...for bass mainly...and I loved it...and too hunt.

These were the best times of my life. When I wasn't in school I hung out with him as much as possible. Hunting weekends...fishing weekends...time spent having donuts and coffee...lunch on a boat and coffee...lunch on a hillside and coffee...playing spades all night and coffee...watching tv all night and coffee. Yes...this is where my love for coffee all started...with my Dad. Yet now...he couldn't care less about coffee.

So tonight I'm having a bit of a hard time wrapping my mind around it all. Though you know the day is coming when your heart will want to fall out of your chest because he doesn't know you...you really don't know what it will be like. Well...It's something you keep experiencing again and again.

Oh...what I wouldn't give for a box end wrench...a donut...and a cup of coffee...

What I know for now is...

What is broken here on earth will one day be restored in heaven. We all will be made whole...mind body and soul. For now...while we are still on this earth in our broken bodies...the best thing we can do is run to Jesus with all of this. He alone can help us through the hard times of life. Right now I can't even think of any scriptures to add...but the Lord knows my heart.

"until we see JESUS...face to face"

Is Your All On The Altar

2017-03-10T05:36:00.001-07:00

This morning I woke up with a song. An old song that I don't remember hearing for years now.

Is Your All On The Altar by Elisha A Hoffman, 1900

Chorus;

Is your all on the altar of sacrifice laid?
Your heart does the Spirit control?
You can only be blest,
And have peace and sweet rest,
As you yield Him your body and soul.

That was playing in my thoughts over and over until I finally had to get up and find it on You Tube.
I remember it well from my childhood and up into teenage years. Oh, how I wish I hadn't wasted all those years of my life...and many more.

I know it was the Lord speaking to me this morning with this song. Have I given Him my all? Have I laid it all down at His feet? Does He have total control of me...my heart...soul...mind? Oh, such questions and thoughts this morning.

Have I yielded it all to Him? I could tell you but my answers don't really matter for you...only the way you answer those questions for yourself does.

Peace...sweet rest...feeling and knowing the presence of the Lord as He is with you daily...always.
Yielding is so very important and so very hard at times. I think this morning there is some pensiveness within me...knowing what I know. The thoughts within our own selves...about our own selves...can probably all be marked with a little sadness about where we have been and where we need to be.

As I get ready to go out and meet one more day of life there is great consideration of what I will do with what the Holy Spirit has revealed to me this morning. Can I...no will I...lay it all down and yield Him my body...my soul...my every thought and will. Or will I just pick up where I ended yesterday...

A question we all need to ask of ourselves. Peace...sweet rest...found only in Him. What will our decision be?

Psalm 86:1
Bend down , O Lord and hear my prayer;
answer me, for I need your help.

86:11
Teach me Your ways, O Lord,
that I may live according to your truth!
Grant me purity of heart,
so that I may honor You.

Let Go Of The Fear

2017-02-26T08:23:00.003-07:00

It's hard at times to lay bare our souls to others and yet...we know that when the LORD has called us to do so...we must.

Fears...common ground for us all even when my fears are different from your fears. Common ground because no matter what the fear they all bring on the same destruction to our bodies...our minds...our souls.

If we are following Christ we know that our Lord...our God...is taking care of us. He never sleeps nor does He slumber. He is right in the middle of everyone of our lives with us. We know this...that He is here guiding and protecting and that He will never leave us and yet...here we are letting ourselves be shaken by the circumstances that surround us. We let fear of the illness that plagues us...fear of the lack of finances...fear of being alone...fear of what's gong on in the world around us...fear of this and fear of that...take over every fiber of our being until fear is all we think about. Though at times fear will and does strike right to our very core...we have a remedy to it all.

JESUS!

Even though we may have things...life...tearing at us from all sides...GOD...our LORD...He is our refuge. Our very present help in times of trouble. The Lord is our Rock of protection, our fortress where we can hide and be safe. He covers us with His feathers and we can hide under His wings of protection and know the safety that is ours. With Him we have nothing to fear because we are His! Right there...wherever we are in life...in the middle of our every situation...He will never leave us nor forsake us. You just need to be strong and courageous because the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go and through whatever problem you are having, He will watch over you and never...Ever...leave your side! Right up to the end of your life when that time comes. We have the assurance of all of this through His Word. Just depend on the Lord and don't allow yourself to be shaken to your core.

So many thoughts and scriptures running through my mind this morning and I can't even begin to tell you where to find them all. But as I am sitting here with my bible open I looked and saw this verse highlighted...

Psalm 31:14 NLT

But I am trusting You, O Lord, saying, "YOU are my GOD!"

When David wrote this he was in the midst of adversity...where he often was. Yet he knew that God was in control. He just needed to trust. As followers and believers in the Lord...we know that as well. We just need to read His Word and become as close to the Lord as we can. Let our faith become rock solid in Him. Walk and talk with Him on a continual basis. Don't fail or falter in your faith. Place your trust in Him and Him alone. Believe...believe...believe...in all that He has done for you when He died on the cross for you.

Let. Fear. Go. because GOD. Has. Got. You!! In the midst of it all...

Here is a list of a few scriptures to read;

Deut. 31:6-8
Hebrews 13:5
Psalm 91:5 ~ 46:1 ~ 31:14
Joshua 1:9
Proverbs 3:5-5

Help me Lord to let things go. The fear that sometimes washes over and wants to overtake me. Bind me up in You Lord. Help me to turn over all of my fears to You as I humbly come and fall on my face at Your feet. Let me feel Your love and protection all around me as I come into Your embrace knowing, and believing, that You are in control of my life. You hold me in Your hands and You will never let me go. Thank You Lord for all that You have done and saved me from. In Jesus name...Amen...Amen...Amen....

Let Him Breathe On Me

2017-02-19T21:31:00.002-07:00

Let Him breathe on me
Let Him breathe on me
Let the breath of God
Now breathe on me
Let Him breathe on me
Let Him breathe on me
Let the breath of God
Now breathe on me

This is an old chorus we used to sing in church when I was just a child. I love the words to it because now as a child of God it has real meaning to me. If you don't know it...or even if you do...find it on You Tube. I'm sure it will touch your heart.

This morning while I was trying to do my devotions this song was running through my thoughts. I noticed it and yet not really because I was concentrating on what I was reading. Then suddenly...with more force...I heard that song quite clear as it moved to the forefront in my mind. So I stopped reading and let the song take over. Suddenly I realized that it was the Holy Spirit wanting me to listen...really listen...and hear the words.

When things in your life have you stressed to the point of not being able to keep your thoughts on what is good...the Lord and all He's done for you...and your peace seems to be failing a bit...the Lord will do what He has to so He can get your attention. For me many times it's a song. I love music and what He was saying to me was simply...

Stop. Lean into the Lord and give Him control of all the situations that are tying you up in knots. Let Him breathe life onto and into you...clear to your very soul. Give Him all your worries and concerns. He loves you with a love like no other you have known.

Psalms 55:22 Cast your cares on the Lord and He will sustain you.

Zephaniah 3:17 The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save.
He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love.

Tonight let the Holy Spirit breathe on you and into you. Let Him breathe life to you.

Jesus...Priority

2017-01-13T06:45:00.000-07:00

Sitting with my bible open in front of me...coffee beside...trying desperately to get my act together.
It's been a rough week. But then it always is whenever I decide to do something out of the ordinary that is spiritually good for me. And we all know why that is...who that is. So words to myself today...

Get it together and silence every thought that is not from the Lord!

So as I turn the pages on my bible I stop at Isaiah 55...highlighted with notes written. So many good things in this chapter! It reminds me to come...fall at His feet! Drink in His Word...promises...He will give me strength! Open my ears...Listen! Above all...Seek HIM...JESUS! Feed my/your soul with Him...what He gives to me/us! Don't let yourself waste away by not coming to restore and refresh yourself in Him daily!

We are told in verse 6:Seek the Lord while you can find Him. Call on Him now while He is near.
verse 8:"My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts," says the Lord, "And My ways are far beyond anything you could imagine."

We gain our strength by reading the Word and spending time with the Lord. Do it daily...multiple times daily. You may not be able to physically sit down and read and pray but you can whisper a prayer...in your heart even...as you go about your day. Even just mention His name...JESUS. Oh, the comfort...joy...peace you will find by just doing that one simple thing...keeping in contact with the Lord through just a whisper!

We are as close as we want to be. JESUS...make Him your priority.

One Word 2017

2016-12-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

JESUS

He seems to be uppermost in my thoughts this morning and I am thankful for that. I read something a few days back and knew immediately what my ONE word for the coming year would be. It's different than the normal words you would have and yet I know...without a doubt...this word is right for me this next year. My ONE word encompasses so much and is for everyone and yet...so personal and only for me at times. My ONE word is JESUS. He is the Author and the Finisher of my faith.
This comes from

Hebrews 12:2 AMP

Looking away [from all that will distract] to Jesus, Who is the Leader and the Source of our faith [giving the first incentive for our belief] and is also its Finisher [bringing it to maturity and perfection]. He, for the joy [of obtaining the prize] that was set before Him, endured the cross, despising and ignoring the shame, and is now seated at the right hand of the throne of God.

I also like verse 12 AMP

So then, brace up and reinvigorate and set right your slackened and weakened and drooping hands and strengthen your feeble and palsied and tottering knees,

Then verses 26 and 27 talk about how God shook the earth with His voice but He will shake all of creation and only what's found to be unshakeable will remain. We must follow Christ if we are to be part of His unshakeable kingdom...no matter what happens here on earth. We must build our life on and in JESUS and follow Him only.

Normally I have a verse to go with my word but it seems...and I had no idea of this until I was just now writing...that I have a whole chapter for 2017...and this is a good thing!

I also know that my ONE word is not just for me. No...it is for others as well. JESUS...all I know right now is that He is all encompassing...for everyone in every circumstance of their life...and sharing is inevitable. JESUS...He is mine...and yours and yours and yours...everyone who will bend a knee and accept HIM...

The verse of the day from Bible Gateway fits in so nicely;

John 16:33 AMP
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]

To all who need strength today...look to JESUS...no one else will do.

Early Morning Thoughts

2016-11-29T21:16:00.004-07:00

This morning I got up to read and just couldn't focus. Focusing has been hard for me of late...but I kept reading and trying. Before I knew it I was picking up my journal and writing down the words as they dropped into my thoughts. I wasn't really sure where the Lord was taking me with it all...or if I would share it...yet here it is. Uncut and raw...thoughts in the early morning...

It's important everyday to take time to feel and be thankful. Feel the pain and hurt...then feel the comfort and love. The pain and hurt of this world...this suffering we must sometimes endure called life. Yet the comfort and the love of the One who gave us life. The One who suffered more than we could ever bear so that we could bear the pain that comes when we expect it least...yet know it is inevitable. Life is filled with much joy but amidst the joy we know that suffering does loom. For some it is off in the far distance. For others...in the here and now. How we each react to that pain within us is up to each of us. If we have the Lord with us...as He longs to be for us all...we can know and be confident that He is faithful to walk with us and hold us close when we need Him most. He doesn't seem to stop the pain and suffering from hitting us all...any of us...yet He cushions it...makes it somehow bearable. Because with Him there is a knowing that all things...in the end...will be okay...will be bearable...because there is comfort...His comfort for us all. All that know Him and stay close to Him. If you know Him...Jesus...He will bring you through it all and you will be comforted and you will know. Through Him...with Him...all things will be made new. All things! Your body...will be whole and will be healed. Your mind...will be pain free and without confusion and fear. All things! And you are loved. And they are loved. Through it all we are held by a loving Savior. The One that will make all things...all life...new again. Behold...a Savior is born and He is Christ our Lord! Wanting nothing more than to hold and comfort you. Give you the peace that passes all understanding! Behold and be held by Jesus...our Savior...today!

And at the bottom of my journal page is this verse;

Psalm 145:13

The Lord is faithful to all His promises and loving toward all He has made.

Oh How He Loves Us

2016-11-05T08:51:00.001-06:00

This morning picking up my bible I opened to a scripture that I read earlier this week.

Jeremiah 31:25
For I have satiated the weary soul and I have replenished every sorrowful soul.

Oh how He loves us so! He takes these truths and places them deep within us so that we know...we feel it deep...that He is with us always! We need to know this not just in our minds but our hearts as well...clear down to the very depths of us...our souls! There seems to be such an urgency in my spirit this morning that you know and understand Just how much our Savior loves us! He died for us! As far as the east is from the west is how far His reach for us is. We will never find the end of His love.
Oh...how HE loves us so!! Through all of the things in our life...all of the things going on around us...the Lord is our comfort and our peace. He is our rest in our troubles...He is with us in our sorrows and in our joy! He loves us...He loves us...He loves us! His love...His grace...is all encompassing. Like a blanket thrown over you it covers you from head to toe. The only difference is that it's not only all around you...oh no...it is inside of you as well! Forever and always He will give to you His grace and mercy because He has such an amazing love for you. Out of His great love He lifts us up and gives us much needed rest.

Psalm 107:9
For He satisfies the longing soul and fills the hungry soul with good.

John 4:14
But whoever takes a drink of the water that I will give him shall never, no never, be thirsty any more. But the water that I will give him shall become a spring of water welling up (flowing, bubbling) [continually] within him unto (into) eternal life.

Trust Him today with your sorrows...your failures...your heart. Let Him hold you and give you rest and peace.

He Just Was

2016-10-29T07:29:00.003-06:00

John 1:1
In the beginning the Word already existed.
The Word was with God,
and the Word was God.

John 1 is such a powerful chapter! The excitement I feel as I am reading it this morning I can't even explain! Just powerful to my soul! Before I was a Christian it was important to me that I know where God and Jesus came from. How they "were" so to speak. No one could ever give me an answer. They always said, "They just always existed. They just were and are." That was never good enough for me. I needed to know. Well, I am now a Christian and all I know is, "They just already existed. God just is and always was." Then the Word...Jesus...well verse two explains that...

John 1:2
He existed in the beginning with God.

He just is. And you know what? Today that is good enough for me. Why? Because somehow that is enough. My finite mind doesn't know where they came from, or really understand it. But...in my heart somehow...I just get it and it is exciting!!

The whole first chapter of John is so exciting to me. So many nuggets of truth...

John 1:14
So the Word became human and made His home among us. He was full of unfailing love and faithfulness. And we have seen His glory, the glory of the Fathers one and only Son.

Jesus. He became human. He came here and lived to sacrifice Himself for us so that we can live with Him forever. Gods one and only Son came to earth and lived as a man so that He could die for each and everyone of us...that we might live!

John 1:29b
..."Look! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!"

Ohhh...what a proclamation from John the Baptist. John telling everyone who Jesus is and why He came.

As I said...powerful chapter! There is so much more and it is so exciting. If you let it happen...The Word...will just reach out and grab hold of you...and you will never be the same!

Ever Thankful

2016-10-24T20:35:00.001-06:00

This day...today...has been an amazing day. Why? I'm not really sure. There was nothing special about this day really...and yet...it was special. Why?...because even though I slept very little I woke up alive...feeling light and good...knowing that whatever the day held it was going to be ok. Why? Because Jesus was with me. I know...that no matter what...He is faithful and will never abandon me. He lets me know over and over again that regardless of what's going on around us...if we are trusting in Him then He is right there...surrounding...holding...protecting...loving. And for me personally...when things get crazy in my world all I have to do is whisper...Jesus I need you now...or...Jesus help me...and He comes with this amazing peace. Really it's as if He just drops it on me. I don't even always notice the moment peace takes over but as I'm working I realize that everything is good and I'm calm. It's an amazing thing!

I. Am. Ever. Thankful. and I. Am. Blessed.

Psalm 107:1
Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good!
His faithful love endures forever.

Psalm 28:6-7
Praise the Lord!
For He has heard my cry for mercy.
The Lord is my strength and shield.
I trust Him with all my heart.
He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy.
I burst out in songs of thanksgiving.

It is a feeling that is hard to describe that the Lord has filled me with tonight! Joy...surges of happiness and comfort...unending. I believe that at times the Lord blesses us with these times so we can share it with others. To let others know that no matter how bad things may seem...if we are walking with the Lord our God...He is with you and helping you always.

Give Him thanks
Give Him praise
Give Him your all
and He will give you His best
Then you will know
Yes
You will know

Our Safe Place

2016-10-22T16:19:00.003-06:00

Today I have been drawn to Psalm 61 and 62. They are about security and assurance. Letting us know that we can place all of us...our broken selves...in His hands. That we can trust Him with us...He hears our prayers...whether we speak them out or breathe them silently. He is always there...always listening...always holding His arms out to us. Life is hard...many times it breaks us...we have no one to turn to but Him...and He is enough. Even when you're not sure He hears...or really cares...He is faithful and He has not abandoned us.

He. Is. Our. Safe. Place.

I'm not sure if what I have shared next is a prayer or just a pleading from within...but it is what I want...no...what I need.

Today my heart...my soul...needs to be filled up with You Lord...so please...

In my life Lord lead me. Lead me to the Rock...You Lord...that is higher than my thoughts...my feelings...my hurts...my struggles...my pain. When I am totally overwhelmed with all that life is...when my heart has been breached...fold me into the safety of Your wings. Shelter me where the storms can't whip around and pummel. Place me in Your fortress where Your light is ever shining and Your grace is all I know. Lead me...fold me...shelter me...placed forever in Your arms of love.

Psalm 62:1-2

I wait quietly before God,
For my victory comes from Him.

He alone is my rock and my salvation,
my fortress where I will never be shaken.

Just As I Am

2016-10-16T11:33:00.001-06:00

Just as I am today Lord
I come
With all my torn and tattered places Lord
I come
With all my bruises and breaks Lord
I come
Just as I am Lord
I come
With all my wounds Lord
Just as I am
I come

Just as I am today Lord
Tired
Worn out
Empty
Sick
And yes Lord
Sometimes even lost
Feeling alone
Scared
Sorrowful
Just as I am
I come

Just as I am today Lord
I come
Longing to be as I should
I come
Trying to be bold
To just let go
To fall at Your feet
To lean against You
To feel Your arms around me
To bask in Your love
Just as I am
I come

Just as I am today Lord
I come
Leaving myself behind
I come
To you Lord
Only You Lord
I give my all
Just as I am today Lord
I come
With my hands held high
With my heart surrendered to only You
I come
Just as I am

A Prelude

2016-10-15T07:52:00.000-06:00

Yesterday when I opened my bible it was to Psalm 107. What I saw written on the pages took me back a few months when the Lord allowed me to be broken beyond words and then begin a healing process in me that is still ongoing today. My story...like many of yours...is a journey filled with struggles and victories...pain and healing...and much grace from a Savior whom I am believing has more love for me...for us...than any of us can even imagine. And if I'm completely honest with you here...there are minutes...days even...that it is oh so hard to really understand all of that. That is where faith has to step in and I have to allow the Holy Spirit to take over and renew my thoughts. Because you see, if I don't allow the Holy Spirit to take over then doubt takes over...and then the struggle. Yet the Lord is faithful to help us...and I am ever thankful!

Lamentations 3:22-23
The faithful love of the Lord never ends!
His mercies never cease.
²³Great is his faithfulness;
his mercies begin afresh each morning.

This post is just a place to begin...a prelude if you will with more to come.

Hidest Thou Me

2016-10-12T20:33:00.001-06:00

Hidest thou me in the refuge of You
Hidest thou me in the storm see me thru
Hidest thou me where my soul can find rest
Hidest thou me in Your comfort I am blest

While sitting and reading tonight I am reminded that I am lost without Jesus. Oh how I need Him more and more! Lately I find myself asking Him to just be with me...to help me in all I do. Many times I wake up with the simple thought of...Jesus...I need You. It's not a plea...a bargaining chip...or even a sign of weakness. No...I just realize that to get through my moments in life...my day...I just really need Jesus to be with me always. I believe He gave me the words to that poem to remind me that when no one else is here He still is. And that through it all...I am always and forever hidden in Him. He won't leave.

His Solace

2016-10-09T08:19:00.001-06:00

Noticing lately that putting my thoughts into words is a good thing...yet finding it's not so easy turning the feelings into sharable words. But...none the less...something I need to do. I am sharing this for those that struggle to find the light in their day...in their mind and down deep into their souls. It truly is possible to do this with the Lord...when you surrender to Him and leave it all at the cross...covered by His blood.

Scriptures read that led me to a good beginning of my day;

Psalm 73:25-28 NLT
Psalm 108:1-5 NLT
Psalm 57:7-11 NLT

Solace: Comfort...alleviation of distress. For me I think of it as alleviation of "soul distress".
The word the Lord gave me that reached into my thoughts and then my heart. Why...because I needed only what He can give...

10-6-2016 6:17 a.m.
So far this morning it's been a rough day. Up about 3:45 a.m. Finally at about 6:15 my thoughts are starting to clear...to be positive. As I begin to reach out and touch the Lord with my thoughts my soul begins to lighten...to rise...and find a calm solace in Him...His Word. Where I was feeling loneliness and separated...peace is now starting to infiltrate and fill me up. As I begin to read the scriptures, my heart and soul begin to lighten and be lifted up with the reminder that through it all...He is here! In the early morning hours we may wake with a heaviness and not understand why. But, it is in times like these that we need to persevere...drop our heads and lower our thoughts about things on earth...then raise our heart and soul to the Lord and things of Him! Know that as we awaken our hearts to Him...think on His faithfulness to us...we can put away the stresses of life and unravel ourselves in Him. His unfailing love is reaching out to us...holding on to us as we reach out and hold on to Him. His love for us is as high as the heavens. As we reach up searching for His hand...He reaches down and takes hold with sureness. Not only taking our hands but grabbing our souls as well...filling our hearts and minds with His amazing and bountiful grace, mercy and love for us. He will truly become the strength of our body, mind and soul. Desire Him more than anything...then in your weakness He will make you strong.

After thoughts...

The Lord is amazing yet I have found once again that it does take a full surrender on my part before I can actually reach out and touch Him. It's not Him holding back for He is always there...waiting...calling...longing for my surrender to Him. I am sometimes just slow to grasp how easy it is to find my peace in Him. As the song says...you will find He's not to busy to hear your hearts cry.

Learn to keep pushing through until you find the light of His love.

Psalm 57:8-11

Wake up, my heart!
Wake up, O lyre and harp!
I will wake the dawn with my song.
I will thank You, Lord, among all the people.
I will sing your praises among the nations.
For your unfailing love is as high as the heavens.
Your faithfulness reaches to the clouds.