Living Life To The Fullest

Birthday present 2012

2012-01-30T23:47:00.001+08:00

Been busy for CNY outings for the past few weeks. Less time to online, taken many pictures and all are still here. -.- Most of the pictures are done, but yet I am just way too lazy to upload all of it. -.- LOL.

And as what I've promised. I'll update a closer view of my birthday present. A special and lovely present I get from my friends this year. Hahahaha! Here it goes......

Tadaaa.. My present!

My birthday present for the year of 2012! Hahahaha~

Still not clear huh?

Okay, a closer view! =P

Tadaaa! My babies!

Boy boy and girl girl~ Hehe..XD

This is my girl girl..

But unfortunately, she's sick, eyes can't barely open.. =(

Thinking of letting her go.. T^T..

And yeah, this is my boy boy!

Superb active...XD

And this is the conclusion...

Climb up high high and always fall down.. Hahahaha~

Detective Boy Boy! Hahahahaha~

Their paradise.. ^^

Banyak pose when sleeping.. LOL.. =]

And yeah, I bought them a new house! Hahahaha~XD

And yeah, I found out that my boy boy got talent! He can walk/crawl backwards! Wahahaha.. And I always trained him to do that.. Cute.. Hahahaha~

Oh yea, record down a short video of my boy boy crawling backwards.. I always play with him like that.. Hahahaha.. ♥

Isn't it's just so CUTE? ♥ XD

P/S: Thank you for the present! Thanks to my college mates who also bought me a birthday present! And........ It's time to sleep now! Nightss! =D

Thank you for everything! =D

CNY first day + my special day. =D

2012-01-23T19:39:00.003+08:00

Taken from my house view. =)

Other pictures will be upload later. Hopefully. =]

Alohaa, wanna wish everyone Happy Dragon Year! Wishing all of you a prosperous year! May God bless all of us stay healthy and filled with a lots of loves and happiness throughout the dragon year! Cheers! =D

And yeah, today is CNY first day. And it's also a special day for me too! Know what's so special? =P..

Yes or No?

Tadaaaa.. Guess correct already.. Today is my Birthday! But too bad, no present for it.. Wahahahahaha~ =P

What a coincidence! First day of CNY + my birthday + double angpao = triple happiness. Hahaha! =D

21.01.2012
Celebrated my advanced birthday 2 days ago. Thanks to my lovely bad honey and lover! Love you both a lots! Although it should be a surprised plan, but too bad~ People like me too clever already can guess most of it! *Perasan-ing* Wahahaha.. Failed plan, but yet still I am happy! =P

My Tiramisu Cake~ ♥

Thank you so much for everything. ♥

P/S: Next year please improve the plan more. =P

See what my hand holding? Muahahahaha.. =P

Mr.Apek.. Muahahaha.. =P

Blur-ing face~

Been forced to EAT candles. LOL. =]

My mouth. -.-

Cut cake ceremony. HAHAHA~

Yeah~ It wasn't a grant one, but yet for me it's always a special memories. =) Thank you everything that you guys prepared~ Thank you for the Hokkaido cupcake, cute lovely special present, jade with my name, birthday cake and the dinner treat! Oh yea, still owe me a birthday card! Waiting! =P

Received quite lot of messages this year. More than last year I guess. Boom my inbox! Maybe it's because CNY + Birthday together? LOL. And I received the very first SMS from someone. Didn't think of that.. Seriously just make me so happy at that moment! =/

Last but not least................ Sincerely wanna say:
Thank you for those who wishes me through SMS.
Thank you for those who wishes me through FB.
Thank you.... Thank you... Thank you.. =D

Will try to post up a closer view of my presents picture! This year present very awesome! Hahahahahaha..XD

I am always blessed by God grace and love.

HE always prepared the best things for me.

I am always the lucky one! =D

CE Results!

2012-01-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

CE results was out late yesterday night. The moment when I check my results through the UK portal, I seriously hope I can see a "P" while NOT a "F" there. *Currently no grades were out, we only knew whether pass or fail* My heart beat very fast.. Don't really dare to look onto my results.. The moment when I click into the web page, I even feel more anxious about it... Afraid that I might fail the paper. T^T...

BUT.............................................

BUT..........................................................................

BUT........................................................................................................................

When I checked, I saw "P" in my results list, which mean I PASS MY COMPUTER ETHICS PAPER!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! The hardest paper ever!!! And yeshhhh, I am very happy!!! This is the BEST present for my CNY and my coming birthday!! *Remember my birthday?* Hahahaha.. =P

Well, got pass of course got failures too. Sighh. Happy that I passed, but sad for my friends who failed the paper. As I know, quite a number of people fail this paper. Nothing I can do, just wish you guys good luck for the resit paper. Don't give up! =)

1 result was out, left 3 more to go. Hopefully can pass all the papers. I know I might not get flying colours results, but at least I already did my best in it. I did what I can, and I prepared everything before the exam. I might not get good grades for it, but I am still happy that at least I PASS it. =)

Lord always listen to my prayer. I always lack of confidence in doing things, thought that I might "F" it. *Touch wood* But HE always blessed me and gave me infinity of surprises. Thank you so much Lord! Amen. =D

P/S: Bought myself a book yesterday. A nice book to read... =)

重遇未见的自己

爱生命中的不完美

3 more to go, hopefully all PASS too.

Not only for me, but for all my friends. =)

Human are complicated.

2012-01-18T00:41:00.001+08:00

When you grew elder, there are just way too many things you need to think of. It doesn't really matter whether is it a small or big matter, as long as there are worries keep wondering you. Sigh... =]

Sometimes, I am afraid of making decisions, because I scared I make the wrong decision.

Sometimes, I like to hide my feeling from others just because I like people to concern about me. *Yesh, I like being pampered.*

Sometimes, I refuse to admit that I am moody, but in fact I want people to asked me about it.

Sometimes, I don't feel to pleased people which I don't like. But my attitude always ruined everything. -.-

Sometimes, I don't dare to say out the things I wanted to say because I scared I might say something which hurt others feeling.

Sometimes, I miss the person so much, but I don't dare to admit it.

Sometimes, I hate myself so much because I am stubborn to let go things which I have to let it go.

Sometimes, I seriously prefer to be alone.

Sometimes, I don't dare to put too much hope on it. I seriously don't like to have hope now. I rather I don't hope for anything.. So that the answer I get won't be disappointing me. =(

Conclusion? Human are always complicated. =/

Time won't wait for us.

Chase your dream!

CNY Decoration @ Pavillion

2012-01-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

Went to Pavillion to walk today with my family and had brunch over there.

First intention wanna go to Suki-Ya, because we get free vouchers from the previous vouchers we bought. But who knows, we only can claim the voucher with the condition of dining in for the buffet treat. Cheh! Term and condition didn't stated out properly! Your fault! =X

So, we went to Ying Ker Lou for our brunch. First time for me, taste not bad. More towards Hakka food, portion of the food just so-so only. If you are those big eaters, I don't think you're enough for it. LOL. Overall the food taste not bad! Haven't went there before can give it a try! But the price a little bit expensive la. =D

Seafood noodles... RM21++..

Oh yea, not to forgotten about the CNY decoration. Hah! The CNY decoration at Pavillion was great! I can't say it's the best, but it was really a nice one! Welcome to Dragon year~ Hahaha!

Dragon~ Dragon~ Dragon~

Long long dragon~XD

Upper view from the highest floor..XD

Dragon went into the shop. LOL. =]

P/S: Working in the next 2 days at edu fair. Hopefully everything goes well. Having dinner tomorrow, oh no... working + dinner at the same day... Gonna rush, rush and rush again. @@"~ God bless... =]

Everyday is a brand new day~ =D

Pulau Indah + Port Klang

2012-01-10T23:30:00.001+08:00

Yeah, another day which I went out with my family again. =P

Satisfied day, bought 1 pant which I wanted long long time ago! Hahahahaha! Happy!! Happy!! Happy!! =P

Took many pictures since my Baby Canon back to me. Wheeee~

Lazy to write much today, pictures time!! =P

Went to Pulau Indah to buy fish~

The smell really horrible. -.-

Pulau Indah view.. =)

These yellow sand make my shoe become yellowish colour. Zzzzz..

Oppps. Dark dark sky.. Raining soon!! =]

Sampan~

Without water~ =]

Later on, went to Bukit Tinggi Jusco to have a walk~ Took some CNY decoration over there. Errr, the decoration was just simple, KL is definitely better. Hah! =]

This is the conclusion when my Baby Camera is with me. =P.. Non-stop taking pictures till no battery. =/.. And yeah, now "feeding him" eating. LOL. Hahahahaha~XD

Nights and sweet dream.. =P

I love my family... =D

Visit at HELP University

2012-01-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

It has been 4 years of studying at SEGi College KL. Still the same word come from me, time passes really fast. And I started somehow to miss my college now. I just don't know why I got that feeling. I miss the place where I've used to go to every week, I miss my lecturers, I miss my friends... And yeah, this means that I'm officially done my BABA program. Now just have to wait for me final results to be out. God bless all of us can PASS all the papers. =]

Woke up around 7am+.. Sleepy.. =3=.. Early morning went to college to pass up my final assignments. Rush like H*LL due to I need to attend class at HELP Uni at 12pm. Can you imagine that I just used 15 minutes to go and back from college? Sweating here and there seriously. I guess I drive quite fast too, BUT with safely mode la I think? O___o..

Back to topic, went to HELP University to attend one of the Psychology class today. Hmmm, almost sesat at there. -.- Been ask to take shuttle bus to go over the class. And seriously, the people over there ~~NOT~~ that friendly though. Zzzz.. I've asked more than 7 people around there where is auditorium (the class that I'm going to attend) located at, either the guard or the students, but most of them answer me.....................DON'T KNOW! Zzzzz.. -.-

Bad impression for me huh? But anyhow, HELP wasn't my choice of Uni though if I really plan to continue go for my further studies. Just went there to have a look and attend the class to see whether am I really interested towards this course. The classroom compared with SEGi was quite different. And I don't like HELP classroom. No tables. -.-

In Auditorium...

Around 100 students in the class...

Waiting shuttle bus to fetch me back to the main campus..

Reached home around 4pm. Do nothing and went to sleep from 5pm and woke up around 8pm. LOL. Tired till eyes whole day can't barely open. Zzzzz.. Seriously lack of sleep these few days. And tomorrow I am going out again. LOL. Busy life huh? Yes, I still prefer busy life than doing nothing~

Oh yea, tell you a happy news, I got back my Baby Canon today!! Muahahahahaa!! Finally you're back with me now again. ♥ You left me alone for 1 week+ but I felt like it has been ages. I got a sense that I don't know how to handle you now. LOL. Anyway, I still ♥ you much much. =D

Dear Baby Canon, you're back with me now. ♥

Another day gone.

Tired day~

KLCC STAR Education Fair 2012

2012-01-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

Working in the past few days at KLCC STAR Education fair. Wasn't that many people compared with last Education fair at MV, kinda bored and demotivated to work when the people is really very little. And the best thing is boss want us to hit the target given. Yeah, seriously need to strive like H*LL...

Work from 11am till 7pm for the past 2 days. I can't barely feel my leg now.

Lack of sleep = TIRED...

The first day is the ~~BEST~~ day ever. Been ask to reached at 9:30am SHARP, because counselors said wanna brief us on how to do the work. *I've been work this job for infinity times..* -.- Yeah, I reached there at 9:15am. *Fetch by my cousin, thanks a lot for fetching me!* And....and.....and..... They only start briefing at 10:30am. Zzzz.. Ask us so early reached there, ended up sitting there also. -.-

One more thing, sad thing....... My lovely phone falls on the floor!!!! T_______T... Dang... First time ever I drop my phone after 2 years of using it!!! Arghhhhh... Got scratch already!!! Hate... T_______T... Which mean it's time to buy new phone yea? Ehem, *www.slowslowwait.com* la... LOL. =]

P/S: I made a lot of new friends in this job. From strangers till friends. We chat, talk and crazy together. It's a good start for me. Happy though it's tired. It's really fun! =)

It's time to sleep now. Tomorrow is a busy day again. Nights...

Comment from my friends...

When you don't know me, I am serious.

After you knew me, I am crazy.

放了自己

2012-01-06T02:52:00.008+08:00

深夜里的我还睡不着。

为什么人总是在深夜里特别多感触？

刚刚不知道为什么看回我们以前的照片，让我回想了好多好多的回忆。

而我，就不知不觉的掉下眼泪了。

你知道吗？你还记得吗？我们其实已经认识了差不多4年了。

脑海里还是很清楚的记载着我们的点点滴滴。

原来，要彻彻底底的去忘记一个曾经在我心中非常重要的人是那么的难。

我发觉，其实，我还做不到完完全全的放下这段回忆。

每当我说我已放下的时候，其实，我真的是放得下吗？还是自己在骗自己？

在人前，我就是可以那么的开朗，嘻嘻哈哈对我而言一点也不困难。

我的笑容可以让人觉得开心。我的话语可以让人得到安慰。

就算我再忙，再累，再不开心，我都不会让人看见。

因为，我不喜欢别人因为我而感到不开心。

我并不是伟大。但，这就是我。

为什么我可以给别人劝告，但自己却做不到。

如果时间可以倒流，我真的很想回到从前，让我自己可以做得更好。

我多么的想放开所有一切我们的回忆。

我到底在拼什么？在意什么最多？

有一种尖锐在心里搁浅
寂寞时特别强烈
呼吸刺痛纠结

有一些笑脸公式化出现
计算出快乐假面
是痊愈还是上了麻醉

放了自己放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸多少风景
在放了之后才清晰

放了自己放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己

你有过期待也有过等待
满腔热血只无奈
现实报废浪漫

人群中进行孤单时复习
你的坚强很争气
只是怎么学不会忘记

放了自己放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸多少风景
在放了之后才清晰

放了自己放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己

放了自己放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸多少风景
在放了之后才清晰

放了自己放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己

当那幸福的号志又一如往常的亮起
笑着放了自己

你的坚强很争气，只是怎么学不会忘记。

Alien Huang 黄鸿升

2012-01-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

As you know, I've been seriously addicted to Rainie Yang. Ehem. Everything is about her, songs, drama, news and blahhh. My brother and my friends also get annoyed by me because I kept mentioning her everytime. Zzzz. Okay la, this post is not about her la! LOL. =]

Forget about that.. Recently I found out Alien Huang song. New song not bad! Even his old songs like 不屑 and 地球上最浪漫的一首歌 I also like it so much. And now, yeah, I kept repeating his songs non-stop. Hmmmm...

Let me ask you 1 question to see how much you knew me.

Hmmm, what quality do I usually look into when choosing a song? Of course, nice song is NOT the answer please. -.- Everyone love to listen to nice song. I'm NOT the exceptional one also. Choosing song based on the singer? This answer is also not so accurate.

So........... After I've help you to simplify it, do you get it now? Yes or No? Hah! =P

Sharing to all of you about Alien Huang song. Upload 3 songs which I like the most. Enjoy~~ =D

七十亿分之一
“第一次永远就停在那时候，
以后再想念也不能回头...”

不敢太幸福
“甚至不敢太幸福只怕会失去你...”

涩谷
“再铁齿再逃避现实都于事无补，
黑字变白纸让思念消磁不得不...”

Another day gone. Whole day facing Facebook and kept looking at those quotes. ><"~ Make me think so much now. Ishhhh. Gonna off soon. Nights! =]

Today's quote:

It's amazing when two strangers become the best of friends,

but it's really sad when the best of friends become two strangers.

I HATE THIS FEELING A LOT!

My life in 2011

2012-01-03T03:33:00.007+08:00

Happy 2012 year everyone~ Have a great year ahead! Forget the past and continue to live it up! Make your life as colourful as you can, because life just once! No regret! Woohoo.. Oh yea, I know it's a late post again. -.- Busy till I got no time to update it. Sorry. =]

In the year of 2011, many things happened, either good, bad, happy or sad. No doubt, this is what I always used to called it as LIFE. Life is always complicated. God want us to learn from mistakes, learn from weaknesses so that we can become a better and mature person! Take up the challenge people! =D

Yea, in the year of 2011, I go through many lessons! I learned a lot of things. Let me try to re-call back some of my stories...

January

Degree life started, and I always been busy rushing all those ASSignments non-stop. Ishhh.. =]
Diploma Convocation! =D

Get an award for the Dean's List Graduation Award Ceremony. =D

21st Birthday celebration! Many friends help me to celebrate it! I celebrate it for more than 5 times! Muahaahaha.. Heheee.. =D.. My bad honey and lover stay over my house and help me to clean up after my party ended.. lol.. Thank you so much!! ♥ Accompany me till my actual birthday date for whole day.. Love you guys the most!! ♥.. However, due to some incident, make me emo till BOOM! *Emo for months and months.....* Anyway, it's all past now! =]

February

Enjoy my CNY celebration with my besties! =D

Brother birthday celebration at Jogoya with my friends! *Treat by me!* =P

March

Work at Education fair, KLCC. Reached MV then asked to changed place to KLCC. Took taxi and claim back money from college. lol.. =]
My Baby Canon appeared in my life! The one I love the most!! Hahahaha! ♥

April

Singapore trip with family! ♥ =D
First time in my life to enter Casino (Singapore). Hahahahahaha!! ♥ =P

May

Celebrate Mummy's birthday and Mother's Day together at Victoria Station. Purposely went to Damansara to get her a special cake! Heh! =P

4 days 3 nights Penang Trip with my family. =D

Sa Koh Poh 80's Birthday celebration. =D

Honey stay over my house for 1 night to do card for my lover birthday! *Surprised* Wheeee.. =P
My Lover 20th Birthday celebration at Seoul Korea. ♥ =D

June

My lovely Bad Honey 21st Birthday! Hehe.. ♥ =D

Stay over at my Bad Honey house~ =P
Nathelie's Open house.
First semester Degree results were out, disappointed with it. =(
Work at education fair, Mid Valley. =]
4 days 3 nights Penang Trip with my UAD classmates. Took flight (Ehem, first time for me to took Air-Asia. Small and uncomfortable. -.-) and using public transport over there! Nice memories together. =D

Get my iBaby. Muahahaahaha.. =P

July

Ching's 21st Birthday Celebration at 100'C.
First time asked people who I don't know go out.. Giving surprised to others.. lol.. Thank god I successfully did it! =]

Stay over at my Bad Honey house again. =P
Emo due to friendship. Emo till BOOM......... T.T~
Got a new watch! ♥ =P

Kuantan Trip with my auntie. =D

August

Rushing my final project till I almost dead. Meeting with supervisor make me seriously pissed off. =]
My beloved Kutuu Birthday, celebrate it at Mid Valley. I will always kept my words. ♥ =D

September

4 days 3 nights Penang Trip with my family again. lol.. =]

3 days 2 nights Melacca trip with my brother and classmates! We make steamboat for our dinner, we drink at night, we play water till 1am in the midnight... Play till CRAZY! Hahahaha! =D

October

Went to HomeDec and ended keep taking photo's non-stop! Finally successfully learn how to used slow shutter speed. Hahaha~ =P

November

3 days 2 nights PD and Malacca Trip with family. Met with an accident and thank god we're still alive! =]

Raub trip with family. =]

Straighten my hair for the 2nd time in my life. Hahahaha.. lol.. =P
Fall in love with Rainie Yang after watched her drama "Love you (醉后决定爱上你)". I almost gone crazy, kept listening to her songs and watching her drama non-stop!! Went to Youtube kept searching for her news. Purposely sign up Weibo to follow her. LOL. =/ *I love her new hairstyle so much!!* =]

December

Having lunch at Shogun with my brother! =D

Exam for my very first time in Degree, UK paper. First time changed to exam format, no key topic, no format, no area to focus. Know nothing! Almost get killed. Ughhhhh. Pissed off with CE lecturer, non-stop cancelled class and only get our exam focus area before 3 days of the exam! Rush like H*ll. God bless all of us can pass the exam. =]
Sing-K for more than 4 times in 1 year. The most number of times for me! lol. Kept singing Rainie Yang Song in KTV non-stop.. @@"~
Work at education fair, PWTC.. Before the day of exam I am still working Wonderful. =]
Work at education fair, Mid Valley. Hit the target given! Although tired but fully satisfied! Woohoo! Boss belanja us drink + Jogoya lunch treat! First time! Hahahahaha! Happy! =P

Non-stop hanging out with family. Tired.. Taken many photos, seriously just way too many! But all didn't post up. -.- Too busy. Zzzzz... =]

PD and Malacca trip, first trip with my Bad Honey, Lover and Eileen + Brother! Hahaahaha! Although it's only 2 days 1 night trip, but all of us enjoy so much! Memories always with me! =D ♥

Coloured my hair. *Ehem, this time very super natural colour....* =/
My lovely Baby Canon admitted to "hospital". Arghhhhhh!!! So, no photo taken recently until my Baby Canon come back to me.. I AM WAITING YOU COME BACK...T.T~

Time flies when you look back. And here are most of the activities that I've done in the 2011 year. Seriously, everything just like happened few days ago. Time really flies without notice us.. People, appreciate every single moments! Time won't wait for us and please use your time wisely! =/

In the year of 2011, many things happened, either good or bad; and it has now became part of the HISTORY. All those memories are still with me, either sad or happy; and I still cherish the one who always care and love me so much. I cherish those moments where I enjoy with my family or friends. As I always said, pictures always capture those memories!

When I look back all those pictures, I laugh and I feel like crying too. Those pictures bring me back to those times. It re-called me back a lot of memories. Things changed and people tends to change too. Too bad. =(

In the year of 2012, my life gonna be even more colourful! The past is still the past! And I think I already did my best in the year of 2011 and I gonna do it even better than previous year. I learn from mistakes, I grow become more mature. New year, new life, new aim. Last but not least, wishes everyone Happy Blessed New Year! Cheers! =D

The 2011 me. I am still me. =]

P/S: How about your 2011 year? Everything so far so good I bet? Hehe.. Life still continue people! Don't worry, be happy! =D

Bye 2011.

Hello 2012.

Christmas Decoration @ Mid Valley

2011-12-23T22:50:00.001+08:00

Since Christmas is around the corner, I'll update my post with Christmas theme too. The first post is at Mid Valley! Haha! =P

Went to few places to took pictures this year with my Baby60D! Woohoo~ The more I took, the more I learn how to handle it. Getting more and more interesting for me now! Hahaha! Wherever I go, Baby60D will hang along with me.. Took quite a lot of photos this time, but mainly... Noo, I mean all also without my face there. -.- Because I am the photographer, and no one help me to take picture. LOL. -.-

2 more days to go, then it's Christmas 2011. Woots! Time flies... 2011 ending and 2012 coming soon! And I seriously since don't know when I started don't feel like it's a celebration day. It's just like an ordinary days or holidays where shopping centre pack with people! That's all! =/

Well, less talk or else my post it's getting bored! Hahahaha! By the way, I went here for more than 1 time to took all these photos. Hehe.. And yeah, here is the last year MV Christmas decoration photos link, MV Christmas Decoration 2010. I prefer last year more compared this year. Anyway, it's pictures time!! Enjoy!! =P

This year theme MAZE~

Warm feeling yea.. =D

♥

I love this photo to the max!!

Stars.. Finally I knew how to took this type of photo!! Hahahaahahaha!!

P/S: Got improvement on my photography skill yea? Muahahaha!! As I always said, practice always make perfect! =P

Christmas Collection 2 is coming soon!

Stay tune!! =P

下一次的微笑

2011-12-20T03:00:00.005+08:00

在别人的心里，我到底是个怎样的人？骄傲？善良？还是傻瓜？为何我对人的好，但却一次又一次的得到伤害？你知道吗，你让我觉得我对你而言我只是个“救生圈“。

以前的我，在我单纯的世界里，我常常觉得友谊一旦认识久了、熟悉了，就会有永恒。只要你对人好，别人就会对你好。在我的世界里，很简单吧？对，就是那么的简单和单纯。

现在的我，我还是相信，只要对人好，别人也就会对你好。但，从不知道哪一刻，哪一秒起，我发觉我的世界里多了一个灰色地带。以前的黑与白世界，渐渐的消失了。好与不好，我已不会分辨了。对我好的人，是真心地对待我的吗？还是，你——们只是想得到了想要的东西了，然后就抛下我不管了？是这样吗？

也许，是我自己想太多了。
也许，是我们彼此间所建立的关系不够密切。
也许，是我做得不够好。

如果，我是说如果，如果有一天我不见了，你——们会发觉吗？你——们会关心吗？我真的有很多疑问，在你——们的心里，我到底霸占了什么位置？

有时候，我真的不介意当傻瓜。因为我想要你们开心，就那么的简单而已。你——们不开心时，不管我再累，再忙，我都愿意陪你——们度过，分享，去痘你们开心。我，不需要任何的回报。真的，什么都不需要。

我想要的很简单，那就是和你们彼此间建立一段美好的回忆。遵守我们彼此间的约定，我相信下一次的微笑，我会比以前笑的更灿烂，活得更快乐。

上一次微笑之后
世界遗漏了什么
怎么会突然忘了许多感动

＊难过的事总有好多
　头顶的天空总是灰蒙蒙
　流泪的时候　却忘了为什么

　淡红色指头　陪我煎熬
　黑夜破晓　在嘴边咬了又咬
　我好想忘掉　为何烦恼
　对著天空大声的叫＊

＃下次微笑　你会看到
　我真心上扬的嘴角
　有人会在天涯海角
　种一片草原　看我奔跑

　下次微笑　我会骄傲
　放晴的感觉多么好
　不放弃总会等得到
　我那熬过风暴　真的微笑＃

REPEAT＊＃＃

在友谊的世界里，不会有“~~永恒”~~的字眼。就算认识了多年，到最后也会有分散的机会。不要告诉我不会，因为我尝试过那滋味。永恒的友谊往往只会出现在童话世界里。现实的世界已证明了一切。

别把别人看得太脆弱，而把自己看得很坚强。往往伤害最深的都是------〉【自己】。友谊不只是单靠一方面去维持的。要建立美好的友谊，双方面都需要努力。勇敢到疲累了，也会想要放弃的时候。

P/S: 读了这篇文章请不要责问自是否像我所说的那样。我只是想分享，我没有意思要伤害你——们的。晚安~

下次微笑，

你会看到，

　我真心上扬的嘴角...

I'm BACK!

2011-12-16T00:59:00.005+08:00

My Honey told me, can you please update your blog anot?! Everytime when I open your blog see Rainie Yang!! Boring le laaaaa... Update la!!

Me...Okay la! Update now!! =P

Hey everyone! Anyone still remember me? I guess I seriously been disappeared for a long long time this round yea? Hmmmm, my life BUSY till.......................I almost forgotten who am I........!!! =/

Been rushing for exam and ASSignments as usual. You know what, exam is seriously not a big issues IF those materials were given EARLIER. So that I have time to prepared my own notes. At least 2 weeks before the exam, well.... 1 week I also satisfied with it. But you know what, the ~~BEST~~ part is WE ONLY GET THE EXAM STRUCTURE 3 DAYS BEFORE THE EXAM! #$^!!*^#$@^$*^%$!@...

We're the first batch who sit for the exam, NO PAST YEAR QUESTIONS AT ALL, IN CLASS DON'T KNOW WHAT THE LECTURER ARE TEACHING ABOUT AT ALL and yet still last minutes only provide those materials to us!!!

Hey, you want us to DIE is it? I know you're PRO in it, but please think about the students la! Damn lecturer always cancelled class NON-STOP till we have to go to the management there to complaint. It seems to changed a little bit, but at the end, it's still the same. Stupid......!!

Everything I have to do it on my own!!! Of course, it's not easy to do so....

Yes, it's really hard especially when I know NOTHING about it!
Yes, time consuming for me to solve out what those things were! *3 days only!!!!!*
Yes, I'm struggling for finding answers using those theories and framework! *1 question I've used 6 hours...*
Yes, I seriously get mad about it this time!!! -.-

Now, exam ended and waiting results to be out.. *Finger cross, hopefully I can pass the paper* T.T~ Left ASSignments to be passing up next week. Then it's the end of it, which mean I have graduated for my Degree life! Well, 3.5 years gone. Time really flies... =/

For now, I gonna continue to finished up those ASSignments. Before I ended this post, I sincerely wanna say thanks to all my lecturers! FORMAT KEEP CHANGE, CHANGE and CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After I redo it for few times, you told me CHANGE AGAIN! WTF... Thank you so much for training me to built up my patience!!! And for now, I will follow my own way!!! Bye!!!

[10-11 Dec 2011]

Working at education fair with E1. =)

P/S: 12 Dec is my exam date and I am still going to work before the day of my exam. Wonderful!

Praying hard that I can PASS ALL the papers! =/

Change, change, change!!!

I choose to trust myself this round!!! =]

杨丞琳 Rainie Yang ♥

2011-11-22T10:03:00.000+08:00

It has been quite long time ago since I admire someone. I guess 5 years ago? Hmmm, and now...............

Woohoo... Currently fall in love with Rainie Yang!! After watched "Love You" this drama, I absolutely deeply fall in love with her now. *Ehem, repeating the 2nd time now.. =/* And don't know why I kept finding her previous and current shows/MV and watch it again and again!! But I still can laugh out so loud!! She was just so sweet, cute and real for me for no reason. I love her with short hair!! Hahahahaha..XD

杨丞琳 (Rainie Yang) is just so cute.

张孝全 (Joseph Chang) is just so handsome.

Hahahaahahaha!! =P

I listen her songs everyday now! Repeat, repeat and repeat! LOL again I know. Deeply fall in love with 我们都傻 this song... Even my brother asked me: Eh, you very boring de la, can you changed song?!! Hahahaha.. =P

Nice! Nice! Nice!!! =D

By the way, just a short update of my life now. Been so far so good, yet BUSY. ==".. Redo-ing ASSignment is NOT fun.. Our lecturer say this and blahhhh... BUT UK module leader say that and blahhhh... Ehhh, BOTH ALSO SAY DIFFERENT THINGS LAAAAA~!! Same coursework title, but different style and format. Which one should I follow? Zzzzz...

KILL ME LAAAAAA....... =="...

But..... But..... But... After watching her movie, show, MV, it relax my mind so much. Hahahaha.. Oh yea, just a sharing with you guys. Found 1 show from Rainie Yang just now. Just a short one. And I kept repeat, repeat and repeat it non-stop.. lol.. Seriously, it really made my day!! Hahaahaha.. Enjoy~ ♥

P/S: Woke up around at 6am and accompany my mum go Pasar Pagi. Help her to take things and become her body guard.. Hahahahaha.. I know, I know, I am a good girl.. Wheeeee. =P

Take a nap and continue do my work~ =D

杨丞琳 Rainie Yang ♥

People who don't appreciate me, I will THROW them far far away

2011-11-18T01:42:00.001+08:00

I seriously hate people who ignore me. Especially those who find me only when they need help. After that disappear themselves around somewhere!!! I know I'm those people who not easily get angry or mad, but please.... It doesn't meant that I don't know how to get angry. Please don't always test my patience......

I can really be that stubborn sometimes to chase the things I want. But..............when you held too long for something you want, it doesn't really motivate you to chase it anymore. Don't you feel it too? You beg others for the things you want.. What for? I rather don't want it....

People, always you're the one who tolerate, don't you feel tired? Sorry, I am really tired with it. Hi and Bye for me now is just a process. It doesn't make sense to care someone, but the one you care just act like nothing. Stupid...

I always hide my feeling up.

People who know me well only know what I want.

Are you one of them?

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I cherish you as my friend like you do.

We crazy together all the time.

Chatting non-sense as usual.

Laugh together like mad people.

With you, I am always happy! =)

People who don't appreciate me, I will THROW them far far away~!

Sleeping time. Good Night~

Lexis Port Dickson

2011-11-15T01:14:00.001+08:00

Alohaaa! Finally, I am here to update again! Recently, been almost dead doing research. And today, after attend my Video Conferencing with UK, the REAL format finally has been revealed. Yeah, change again. Zzzzz. -.- I HAVE TO REDO AGAIN!!!!!!! Damn..... Really wondering why I work so hard? I almost done with it and now everything have to redo again... Feel like killing people now!!!

Arrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fine... I'll redo just for god sake. And yeah, today wanna post out some picture about my PD and Melacca trip with family. Happy trip but some accident happened while on the way to the trip. My auntie car skit off and bang towards the highway pole. Really thank god that the pole were tough enough. Outside the pole was hill!! If it wasn't that tough, say Bye Bye to us! Phewww~

Two car lights break off.
Bumper gone.
Car front cover gone.
Paint it all over again.
$$$ fly.......
Car rosak, but thank god we're still alive! =/

And yeah, journey still goes on. Luckily we drove 2 cars go. This car bring to service and borrow car from one my uncle. At last, reached our destination safely... We stay at Lexis Port Dickson. A nice place to stay. =D

[5-7/11/2011] Took pictures around at Lexis and Grand Lexis PD. Nice environment. Suitable for those who like sheila feel. Today's post, Lexis Port Dickson, Malacca will be later perhaps, IF I got the time. =/
*Most of the pictures, I took it with without tripod. ><"~*

The lobby at Lexis

Me and my bro! Hahahaha..

Romantic feel? =P

------Night Scene------

Night scene. Took this at carpark. =) Without tripod.

Lexis Port Dickson.

Pondok to blow wind. Hehe.. =D

Grand Lexis with a small swimming pool.

Hehe. =D

Grand Lexis Port Dickson.

This one was bigger and nicer! =D

Grand Lexis. Niceee~

Swimming pool.

Without tripod!

Wanna took again on the next day with tripod, but........OFF already.

T_____T

Love this to the max!!

One of the picture without tripod and slow shutter speed...XD

Grand Lexis outside Lobby

Hahahaha.. Capture with a mirror!
Creative me. =P

-----Day Scene-----

Blue blue sky.. =D

P/S: My photography skill got improved? Hahahahaha.. =P

Oh yea, I straighten my hair. FINALLY!!! My hair look so messy before that. LOL. Now better!! =P

10/11/2011

It's time to sleep now. Behtahan, I'll continue my work tomorrow. OFF and nights! =)

Redo, redo, redo...

Fat little Kitty Shooting

2011-11-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

There were few little kitties stay at my house's carpark. And the one I taken photo here was the one I love the most. Hehe. She used to follow me all way long to the place where I feed her food. Or when I park my car, she will usually "run" towards my parking lot. BUT....................with the condition of when she's HUNGRY. After she's full, she will usually ignore me. -.-

I usually feed them with biscuits and milk. You know what, one thing I always tell her, I said "Wait me, later take milk milk for you". *Ehem, I know sounds funny. ><"~* And guess what?! She really waited me at the lift there. Hahahahahaha. I don't know whether is she really understand what I said or she just appear at the place with the right timing out of the sudden? Hahahahaha...XD

And so, I took the opportunity to take pictures of her. I usually called her "Shui Mao", something means naughty cat. Hahahaha! Pictures time! =P

Biscuits which I've mixed with milk. Yummy! =D

Fat Little Kitty. =P

Open mouth big big. =O

Another kitty, seldom will appear.

The milk taste nice! Hah! =]

Anything over there? =/

Hahahahaha. Love this shot so much!

Can see the tongue~XD

Cat walk! =P

Emo........

Last picture, I guess she wanna say THANK YOU to me.

Hahahahahaha... =P

P/S: Only slept for 2 hours yesterday. Ughhhh. Gonna went to bed earlier today! Very sleepyyyyyy! Hopefully can sleep tight! Good nightssss! =/

This kitty got potential to become cat model! Hahahahaha...

ASSignments!

2011-11-04T04:00:00.000+08:00

Changed my blog header! But still with the same name header...XD

Oh yea, I'm here to update my blog now since I'm stuck with my ASSignments. Been almost DEAD doing it. You know what, the one which I always think it is the most EASIEST will ended up the HARDEST for me. Ughhh! -.-

Seriously stuck somewhere now. And I really feel like burning all those journals now!!! Sometimes, I don't think hard work will really pay off. No one can guaranteed that work hard can get good results. But, what I think was if I really work hard for it even though I don't get good results, at least I have did my best. No regrets. Hmmm, yea..... Sometimes life is unfair! =]

Sometimes, people who didn't work hard can get better results! How come? Unfair to me! Okay, well, I admit I am stupid! =(

No worries! I won't give up! ASSignment life is always hard especially it is 100% based. I don't know, I willing to learn! I learn from mistakes! Wrong just redo! Just like what I usually did. LOL.

Once I try, try and try, I bet it will getting better! Just like how I learn how to Photoshop. From totally don't know anything, I keep on try, try and TRY until I know how to use it. Although still not really PRO la, but at least I know some basic about it. =D

Nice? =D

Later having morning class. And it's 4am now! Hmmmm, tomorrow sleep in class la! =P And, and, and........................ My mum can't sleep too, and guess what she wanna do now? 1.....2.....3.....

I bet you can't! Because she wanna..................................

COOK now! LOL! Mama, you so CUTE! ==" But I still wanna say many thanks to you that you cook nice and healthy food for us everyday. Muacksss! =D

Mama, I love you muchie muchie! =D

Going off to bed now.

Good night!! =/

HomeDec 2011 @ KLCC

2011-10-30T15:36:00.001+08:00

Went to KLCC yesterday with my family. Wow! KLCC has changed a lot! With new renovation, new boutique, new shops, many NEW things, but too bad. No money buy. Forget about it~ -.-

Oh yea, went to HomeDec to have a look just now. The purpose went there is to buy MOP, for my mum purpose. And yea, at the end, bought it. Then walk around the exhibition hall for hours....... Zzzzz... I started to feel bored with it. And so, the clever me luckily brought my baby camera out. Hahahaha! =P

No need I mention also know I will many pictures la!! Wakaka.. Even after my family left the hall, I still wanna stay there and took pictures. Until they called me only I go out the hall to find them. =/

I didn't took every photo inside the hall, I just took about water and light picture. Mostly is water picture because I am learning how to take it with slow shutter speed. Many picture also blur because the shutter speed is too low and my hand not enough steady. ><"~ But...................at the end, I also success to learn how to took it! Damn happy!! =D

Photos effect was original taken from camera, no effect is added BUT some minor edit to the photo's colour. Slow Shutter Speed of the day! Tadaaa! =)

Fruits! Healthy~

Baby~

Joven

Crystal light.

Using MF shot~

Light! Niceeee and warm feel~ Keke..

Fire~

Purple water~ 1/2 shutter speed~
First time ever for me to take this shot! Water very can be seem very SMOOTH. =D

It's really hard to shot photo with low shutter speed..
Especially when my hand not steady enough~~
Many photos also KO!! =/

Better?

APPLE pond! HAAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Nice environment!
Romantic feel~~ =D

I just make it brighter... And the photo become like this.
Not bad... Hahahaha..

3 BALLS...

Big, Small, Medium..XD

After walking around the other end, I came back the same place to take photo AGAIN!

♥

Love this so much! ♥

A bit like fairy tale feel..XD

Nice!! Happy!! =D
Consider okay la? Can see the effect? =D

One of my most satisfied photo!!!
The light star and the water effect, damn NICE!!!
Without adding any effect on it..
Finally, I knew how to take this type of photo!!! Wahahahaha!! XD

Also satisfied with this too!! XD

With higher shutter speed.
Can see the difference? The colour wasn't that obvious now.
And that water doesn't look so smooth now too. =)

Being crazy playing with slow shutter speed.
The people like GHOST. LOL! =]

I love this shot too! Taken when dinner time.

My mum don't give me go over here to take photo, so, I just simply took when I'm eating..

The effect was just so NICE!!! Amazing!!

Inside car.. Hahahaha!!

Not bad huh?

Errrrr, SPERM? =/

Last shot! Nice too! Kekeke...

P/S: Another 2 assignments on my hand! Ughhh. I wanna finished it asap so that I can concentrate on my final exam!! God bless me. ><"~

Practice always makes perfect. =P

Homemade Salad

2011-10-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

Today's topic, Homemade Salad~

People like me who don't really know how to cook also can made some dishes. Of course, not those complicated one, easy easy one I still can handle it~ Hahahaha! Don't worry, I got no potential at all also can make it, for sure you also can make it. =P

I remembered that I post up on Homemade Sandwich post at about months ago! Haha.. And now, I post up another homemade food. It's easy to make, yummy and healthy too! Hehe.. =D

Ingredients:
- 6 pieces of Crabmeats

- Vegetables
- Mayonese [Less than half bowl]
- Thousand Island [Less than half bowl]
- Lemon [Depends on your sour level]

- Ebikko

The ingredients~

Optional: Just to recommend this brand of sauces.

Taste nice! =D

Method:
1) Slice the crabmeat into slices.
2) Mix Mayonese and Thousand Island + Lemon juice together.
3) Put the vegetables on the plate with the sliced crabmeat on top of it.

4) Add the sauces on top of the sliced crabmeat + some Ebikko.

5) Done!

Recommended: Put the salad into fridge after made it. Maybe about 30 minutes... Just let it be cold. It taste nicer! =)

Tadaaa! Homemade Salad~

Yumm Yumm Yummy!! =D

My first try on making this. Taste not bad! Seriously! At least nothing bad happened on me after I ate it. Hahahahaha! =P.. A simple dishes, but yet I really "kelam-kabut" when making this. Ehemmm... But no worries, at the end I also success to make it done! =D

Practice makes perfect!

The next time I make it would definitely faster! Hah!

Nightsss! =D

A simple day, but yet we enjoy

2011-10-26T02:12:00.001+08:00

After completed my final project [almost done, left video recording with manager], now is time for me to rush for another assignment. Assignment life is just so EASY, only need to do one thing. Which is research, research and RESEARCH...... Yea, EASY right? Hmmmphh! =/

Saturday- 22/10/2011
Just a simple update, less words and more pictures. Hang out with honey, brother and Eileen. A simple day, but yet we enjoy so much. Having lunch at Kuchai Lama, went to Mid Valley shopping and dinner at Desa Petaling. A day where I can release my stress... Pictures time~~

Thousand Layer cake at Indulge Cafe.

Strawberry flavour~

For more information, please Click here!

Auntie! =P

Smileeeee~ =D

*I hate my hair laaa, so messy* Ughhhh! =="

Mid Valley shopping

Honey Beh Song face~ Hahahahaha...

Deepavali decorations at Mid Valley~

Furniture corner choosing furniture~

Peace... =/

Cat... Meow~~

Don't know how to pose..

Torturing the cat~ =]

My pose is better than you lor! =P

Hehe..

Red of the day with an Angry Bird~~XD

Smile.. =)

Pucca! Everything is RED~ =]

Having Nikon fair, but too bad... I'm CANON fans! =P

Who's eyes bigger? =P

Outside toilet waiting my brother, and it's time for me to pose now! =P

The BANANA shoes...

Exchange with honey shoes.. Hahaaahaha..

Keep laughing for no reason~XD

Looking at??

Hahahahaha...

P/S: I got many food pictures which I didn't post up yet. Next post will be a food post. Good idea? =D

Happy Deepavali to all Indian friends. =D

熬夜

2011-10-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

This song make me think back a lot of thing. Hmmm... Such a meaningful song.

就在最近这几天
我总是发呆老半天
盘旋在脑海中不去的是你的话语和难忘的笑脸

就在最近这几天
离开学校的日子很空闲
我总是有事没事就温习过去
还有从看我们的照片

飞呀。时间为何那么快的不见
一起欢笑一起流泪的日子
将这记念点缀成美丽的画面

飞呀，我请月光洒在我的身边
我将学习如何去思念

我将熬夜会为这几年日记每一面

我曾经

为你熬夜只为了做你那生日卡片
一起熬夜一起准备明天的测验
过了今天也许只能说再见
能不能在次陪我熬夜聊天
为你熬夜帮你录下你最爱的影片
一起熬夜一起在网上费话连篇
过了很多天我们熬过多少夜
就让我唱这一首歌。
请陪我熬夜到明天

飞呀。时间为何那么快的不见
一起欢笑一起流泪的日子
将这记念点缀成美丽的画面

飞呀，我请月光洒在我的身边
我将学习如何去思念

我将熬夜会为这几年日记每一面

我曾经

为你熬夜只为了做你那生日卡片
一起熬夜一起准备明天的测验
过了今天也许只能说再见
能不能在次陪我熬夜聊天
为你熬夜帮你录下你最爱的影片
一起熬夜一起在网上费话连篇
过了很多天我们熬过多少夜
就让我唱这一首歌

请陪我熬夜到明天嘿依也
请陪我熬夜到明天呼wu~

People often say, memories is always the best to think of. Those sweet moments make me feel happy, those sad moments make me feel touch where I think back of how you support me always and those crazy moments make me laugh alone. =/

Will these happened to me again? Sometimes, I missed all the moment we've been together. But, I guess all of these has become part of my memories. =]

This whole week class cancelled.

And for today, I ended up sleeping whole day. ><"~

Defeated!

2011-10-19T23:46:00.001+08:00

Finally, Mr.Sick come and find me after many days I rushed for my lovely ASSignment. I think it's because due to the late sleep for the past 2 weeks. My mind non-stop thinking it, everything just about the ASS. Eat also thinking it, sleep also thinking it. I wonder in my dream will "they" appear? Ehem, please DON'T! LOL. =]

You know what. I started to feel lazy now. Just like this song..............

"Today I don't feel like doing anything~ I just want to lay in my bed~" =/

"Sweetssssss". =/
Don't worry, small sick only~
I'm still alive.. Hahahaaahhaha....XD

Still rushing... ><"~

Edit, edit and edit~

Sometimes, a smile confuses people.

2011-10-17T01:16:00.004+08:00

“夕阳无限好，只是近黄昏。”

Hi, Monday. I guess I've gone insane for the last few weeks. My timing was totally upside-down. Dead tired... But everything gonna back to normal soon, I mean SOON. =/

Something about Aquarius.....
水瓶座不会轻易在人前表现脆弱。
水瓶座很喜欢逞强，总是为了别人把自己弄得遍体鳞伤也不会后悔。
水瓶座是个十足的大傻瓜，真的很傻，安慰、保护别人的更多，得到回报的却很少。
水瓶座即使受了伤，也不会告诉任何人。
水瓶座总是被人误解，却又不愿解释。
水瓶座总是说自己不孤单，其实很寂寞；
水瓶座，很累的........

You know what, sometimes, a smile confuses people. =/

Bye, Sunday.

Hi, Monday.

Insomnia. :(