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Officially a Degree Student

2012-02-12T11:04:00.004+08:00

Now that I have got back my overall foundation results.I am officially a degree student.

Yeah,I passed my foundation,I am blessed! I am going to strive for coming 4 years in UTP,I will sure do! :D

Overall,I am satisfied with what I have done throughout the year.

Though I didn't get Dean's List for my third semester. But knowing my CGPA still above 3.5,I am smiling wide.

I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am in.

Start filling my resume from now on!

Pray for me to continue to be in good health! (:

Happy Birthday Harris bestfriendforever! :D

Happy birthday my pretty girls :D

May your dream to become a Petroleum Geoscientist comes true!

My first year....

2012-02-05T00:19:00.004+08:00

I took a deep breath before I entered the first class,started my first year first day of bachelor degree in Petroleum Engineering with great determination and positive affirmation.

Whatever it is,I will complete this degree on 2015,smiling without any hesitation.

I believe I can do it,it's only a matter of time.

Don't you think engineer looks awesome with helmet on? haha.

One good day,god willing. I will definitely look like this.

Back to kindergarten,my class was asked" what do you want to be when you grow up?"

A pilot because I love blue sky. But unfortunately,I have to forget this dream career when I discovered my vision is getting blurry,sad duh.

Then again,in primary school,class teacher asked" what do you want to be when you grow up?"

A model /stewardess. Yes,it was the time where I started to realize the world which are full of glamour and glitz.Started to notice the branded name when I go shopping which I think I still have it now and I thought by becoming a model I can get those stuff? I know how silly I was back then.

Till I am 15,I did well in my class and science teacher asked me what do you want to do in the future?

I said definitely not something related to biology and I want to drop bio when I enter form 4.

She disagreed with my decision and even asked me to ponder over my decision again and again.She called my mom as well."eh,your daughter doesn't want to take bio,it's not good,blablabla"...hahaha.But she is a dedicated teacher of mine.

I know by dropping biology,I will have less career choices. But I don't consider this is a bad thing.

At that time,I guess I will prolly give a try on engineering pathway.

And today,I end up in the right field where I want for.

I am not going to waste this opportunity provided. (:

All glory to God and my parents who support me all the way from beginning till now.

Counting days for my twenty years old birthday..

I grow big,I dream big,I think even bigger.

Ambitious goals demand a lot of passion,enthusiasm,determination,commitment and it consumes plenty of energy,I know I will get tired sometimes,but I will never give up.

My classmates for my degree course(:

They are pretty good and I enjoy studying with them. Hope this gonna last for 4 years.hiakhiak.

What did I do on 2011?

2012-01-13T23:29:00.026+08:00

I know I am extremely late to blog about this.but still...

2011 has come to an end and only now I am in a reflective mood.

So what did I do in 2011?

I guess it's a pretty good year for me,being away from home for more than 2 months is the toughest challenges I have to go through this year. It wasn't easy,I have learned how to become an extremely independent individual when I am out there to make sure I am survive. This led me to persevere in life to achieve my dream as a Petroleum Engineer. I am working on it and I will never quit.

It doesn't matter how difficult the journey is,how much work I have to do,time I have to waste,energy I have to involve,I will keep going top to the hill.

It has been a year I study here-Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS.

I still remember I was incredibly excited and thrilled to study at here after visiting the chancellor complex!

I did cry during oath taking ceremony,the feelings of happiness and contentment dwell in the soul which are hard to tell.

I learned how to play traditional music instrument such as Gamelan and Caklempong.

I love playing musical instrument and I managed to learn 2 in a year .

Yeah!!Though I only know how to play plain simple music note la kan.

Wish to learn modern music instrument such as violin ,guitar and piano after this. Am I too old?

Oh well,it's never too late to learn.

First visit to Singapore with MedTech Club on March.

I didn't enjoyed this trip very much,will surely go back to Singapore again anytime especially to Universal Studio and Orchard Road after this.

Priceless birthday card from THEM !

They are my best buddies from AIMST University. I heart them so much,cherish the memories together forever in my heart.

I seldom celebrate my birthday and received this gigantic precious birthday card touched my heart entirely.

Most expensive birthday gift I have ever got.

Thank you Uncle Amir.HAHAHA!

So why waste your time feeling sad when there is someone else out there waiting to make you happy.

Most memorable event I had ever joined in my life.

Looking back those pictures I went to RSK,it makes me miss this event even more.

The ways pakcik Hongkong danced,makcik sang,adik went alone swimming at the sea,played game on the beach with them....the memories still linger in my mind.

Always wishing I could go back to visit them again...

Kapas Marang International Swimathon.

My first swimathon ever,I will never forget the experience of swimming for 6.5km at the sea. It wasn't an easy task to be achieved. I think I was partially insane back then. Don't I ever think what if there is a shark to eat me up? what if suddenly there is tsunami sweep me away? no one comes to rescue me?

First graduation I ever attended.

Congrats to my dentist,Dr Siva! Sakit gigi la now! Lama sudah tak check!!
I need a doctor,like you =)

First attempt tried blood donation but I failed. Damn sad la...

First time being a model for my friend's blogshop. Okay,model kononnya.

Just to help my friend actually.

Yet,it's still something new for me (:

Went to PETRONAS Visualisation Centre(PViC) which I never thought of before ,to even step on the10th floor of PETRONAS Twin Tower and I did more than 10th floor.

It's pretty impressive to be here-22nd Level ,2nd Tower of PETRONAS Twin Tower,discovered PETRONAS' advance and sophisticated visualisation software to facilitate collaboration selection for prospect selection and viewing well location picking.

Drilling well can be determined within 1-2 days with this fabulous software!

DRILLING is going to be my major in the next 4 years???

First social party I have ever attended.seriously.

Throw away the books and being high with a group of Uni mates was great!

I don't need ecstasy when there is a dance floor for me! Haha.

My first appearance on Oil and Gas Conference,something big that I have done this year.

Wish to attend more conferences like this to make me feel I am on the right track.

Yes,right TRACK (:

Meeting international students also make me feel I am connected to world wide,getting to know more events on Oil and Gas from them.

Dean List for two semesters for my Foundation Studies.

I hope I can get Dean's list for my third semester as well but it seems really hard. I had tried my best for semester 3,keep my fingers crossed!

Voila,All glory to God!

First swim meet at USM.

I won 1 silver and 1 bronze for 50m and 100m breaststroke respectively.

Well,this is the only way for me to exercise-competition.

After competition,I am such a lazy bum,so bad ):

Thats all I can say about 2011 and of course not to forget my mom and dad,thanks for your love and endless support. My mom is way too cool.I grumbled to her about my studies was hard and told her I did bad for my test.'Ala,relax la you,do well next time la,why worry so much?'Thats what she said. At least she reduces my adrenaline rush and anxiety! haha. Tapi sometimes I think she is too cool kot! My mom has always been amazing and supportive! My dad on the other hand,every times during my exam,the only thing he reminded me is 'buat yang senang dulu,susah punya buat last sekali,jangan bodoh.'hahahahha.until one point,I have to say,dad you pesan this to me since I took UPSR!!haha. He never never believe me (:

To my bestfriends forever,thank you for being there with me through thick and thin.You guys always make me smile and stuck with me from the beginning,we just never will far apart!

To my new buddies in UTP,azwa,munie,nina,khidthir,syu,amalina ramli burger lots and more,you guys' craziness cheer me up throughout the whole year in the campus.It makes me feel I am in the right uni with bunches of wonderful people like all of you!

To all people who wish,congratulate,pray and support me,your words of encouragement are very much appreciated. These are the reason why I am doing really great!

Last but not least,to my precious one,my beloved teacher zill.I thank you for everything from deep down my heart.Nothing much to say,I will take care of you like how you take care of me.

Happy 2012 everyone!

2011-12-31T23:21:00.004+08:00

Happy 2012 everyone!

What is your new year resolutions???

I don't think I have ever made any new year resolutions.

Relax,just be yourself,do the best,have faith!

Just pick yourself and keep going!

I am 20 this year and only ready for a date when I am 21.hahahahaha!

2011-12-28T13:59:00.003+08:00

what the hell,i am suppose to be happy that I just left one day then i will be done with foundation. But the coursework marks for every subjects ruin my days wholly ):

the more i study the more i feel stupid and it's proven.

why i am not born to be smart?

i can't even handle maths.screw it badly for my tests.wtf.calculus,damn you!!!

i am going to challenge you in final.wait and see! urgh!

what results am i going to get for semester 3?oh sucks.

dean's list fade away.byebye. ):

Wordless Sunday-Rock me!

2011-12-26T12:52:00.004+08:00

It's almost 12 and I got bored with chemistry(not even started) and come out with this glamorous look make up idea. So here I go,excuse my randomness :D

No one has the right to judge you because no one really knows what you've been through.

They may have heard about your stories but,

they never once felt what was felt in your heart.

Tadaaaa,merry christmas! :D HAHA!

Plan to cut my hair till shoulder's length,but guess I have no guts to do it. BAHAHA!

I use makeup daily but only BB cream and eyeliner,so it was a big accomplishment for me to do such heavy makeup completely on my own for the first time? Oh yes,please believe me. But once you know how to makeup,you're addicted with it. HAHA!

Thanks to my roommate's make up accessories!

People come and go like a wind,fly in and out at rapid speeds

2011-12-24T01:53:00.012+08:00

I am a little bit pissed off at where I am right now. I am supposedly to be at home,spending my holidays with my loved one,enjoying sumptuous foods and sleeping in my comfort bed. I went to bus station which were 1 hour away from my uni,keep my fingers crossed that I could get a ticket go back home.But five bus companies had turned me down.I had no choice but got to turn back to my hostel/hotel?!I felt dejected.Mum was so excited for my return but the news of me going back home didn't last any longer.

Anyway,I just finished my three major tests on Wednesday.Imagine three tests in one day,Calculus test,Physics test and Chemistry lab test.These tests have taken its toll on me.My body was going through massive exhaustion,again my blood pressure decreased because of sleepless nights.Silly me sprained my feet when I walked back to hostel.I missed a quiz on that day too,damn.Certain students they don't really mind if they miss a minor quiz,but for me it's extremely a big thing because I am very particular on my coursework as I am not smart as those geniuses who score on final exam constantly.Yes,call me jerk.I screw so many things in a week.Hate to admit the fact but I know I'll prolly get back my sleep to energize myself.I need sleep!At this point in time,you need everyone to love after going through series of misfortune events.

At the same time,I feel like I have abandoned my blog for quite sometimes.This blogging thing just isn't working out for me anymore?It's sad though to know that I have lost my passion in writing.Hope I will get it back sooner.

Till then,let the pictures do the talking :D

PSK Swimming Championship @ USM,Penang.

Love this starting shot!Credit goes to KuoChun.

I will always adjust my goggle before I jump,afraid it will come out during my swim,I can't swim with eyes open.Urgh.

The reason why I am excited to go back home. Show this to my parents <3

Silver for 50m Breaststroke

Bronze for 100m Breaststroke

Lunar Eclipse GIF (Courtersy of dvdp.tumblr.com)

Found this amazing lunar eclipse gif on tumblr!

Mun (Sabahan)and I. Mun always said chiawei sandik! haha. Yes,I am indeed sandik(melampau+gedik?)haha.

Nina (Kelantanes) and I,my first Kelantan friend? No?

I am interested to learn Bahasa Kelantan since I was in high school and I ask nina to teach me (:

Kawe minat kecek kelate,demo tolong ajarkan.

Taraaaaaaa! Caklempongggg!!!! We have to play two instruments for caklempong assessment and I choose to play Gendang anak and Gereteh.

Amatla sakit tangan hamba semasa 'tampar' kulit gendang itu. Serious sakit kot,smpai bengkak.

Kalau tension pergi main gendang best kot,tampar la sekuat yang boleh.haha

Gereteh makes me addicted to caklempong!!!

I played lagu Ulek Mayang and my assessment was great! Hehe. I miss playing it already,can't stop playing it yesterday. I played like 50 times kot !!

Kalau tak dapat A,memang rugi la,I sudahla kena delay my holiday balik keTerengganu-Hadrie.

Kalau tak dapat A,memang hampeh la,I sudahla tak ada ticket nak balik Perlis-Chiawei. hukhuk

My gifted lab partner-Khidthir Sabri(Selangorian) !

Budak ni perasan dia Cina,okay memang dia berdarah Cina pun,makan yee sang lagi kot masa CNY.He claimed me as his kakak and he is so proud of it.

He is smart and cheeky,4 flatter for semester 1!

Untungla kakak ada adik pandai :P

Janganlah sesekali nak bagdet hot macam kakak! :P HAHA

My last session of chemistry lab in Foundation!

Habis sudah foundation in UTP?

Time moves at speed of light?

This is my cucu-Fiqar Yusof(Sarawakian),his BBM name is goFuckYourself.

He called me nenek for more than 3 weeks already and I think he is going to call me nenek till I finish my degree in UTP. I have no idea why he called me nenek,maybe he is jealous of Khidthir as my adik? haha.

Fiqar oh cucu nenek!

During Calculus Lecture-everyone was smiling so sweet because something went wrong with Dr Yunus on that day.

What a funny day.

Secret Recipe with the girls-Louie,Rozen and Amalina gedik.

Yeah,Farahana Azwa(Sarawakian) and I,she is such a sweet and charming girl.

Another adik of mine (:

She is Khidthir's girlfriend and her mother is Chinese,no doubt she looks like Chinese kan?

Obviously,Khidthir likes her sebab dia macam cinak,si budak sik malu itu la.

Frankly we get close because of BBM and I am glad to be one of your classmate azwa.

Knowing that next year we are not going to be in the same class anymore,sedihnya azwa. Saya sik mau!!!

Aza-aza fighthing! :D

People come and go like a wind,fly in and out of our lives at rapid speeds.Some stay a year,some a week,some long enough to read this post.Then there are the ones that are in it for the long haul. The one who will stick by you and help you to sort your baggage and carry your load. Of course there are not many of them. How do we have the power to keep them or is everything just up to chance or we master of our own fate's?

'As much as we may wish it weren’t so, a plain fact of human relationships is this: People come and people go. Someone that we have loved with all of our hearts one day can, quite literally, vanish from our lives the next. Not necessarily from death. Not even from rancor. Sometimes simple circumstance can take a best friend, a lover or a partner right out of your hands, never to be seen again.
That’s sad. But that’s life.'

Sometimes you just have to pick up yourself and move on!

2011-12-08T19:26:00.004+08:00

So there is no more news about you to me and I feel so strange,its always me the one who have to start off the momentum first.

I am tired but I couldn't careless.

Though you know the fact that I still care about you but I couldn't get why you're so envy with what am I doing and I have right now.

Aren't you suppose to be happy with me?

You can say: Yo,why so pissed? But I am hurt.

Sometimes I think I have to just pick up myself and move on.

Sense of Humanity

2011-12-07T23:58:00.010+08:00

Picture:NationalGeographic.com

I was walking to the pool in the evening,it's started drizzling when I was out from my hostel. I determined to walk under the rain,not going back again...

The rain is getting heavier,I am a girl and I walked alone by the roadside under heavy downpour,not even with an umbrella.

Something makes me pondered under the rain.

There were about 50 empty cars passed by while I walked,but there was no one offered to fetch me to the pool or perhaps, rolled down their car window to do me a favor. Yes,no one,not even a passerby.

I am not asking for any help.

Its my will to walk under the rain,I just want to swim so badly before swimming tournament.

But if I were the passerby,it would be a different scenario,I hope.

I don't know if people lost their sense of humanity?

What is the world coming to?

Sense of humanity lost when they play too much violent games and watch WWF daily?

It is undoubtedly plenty of abandoned babies cases,unscrupulous dealers who kill the animals to get their valuable parts,criminal killing innocent people,woman and child abused are all increases at an alarming rate and what not.

A love sense of humanity is needed to achieve a progress society and developing country such as Malaysia when its moral values have deteriorated past decade.

I went to a Conference last week in Johore. I am the committee for such a huge event for the first time,I was expecting everyone will get very close at the end of the event as we have to work together as a team. To my dismay,there is no teamwork throughout the event. I believed in order to make an event a success one,we need teamwork. Make teamwork the norm of all actions. Everything went haywire without teamwork like what had happened on that day. 'I do your work,you do your work' attitude ruined the entire event.I had made my suggestion on teamwork for SASC's review and post motrem.

Teamwork is part of our basic human instinct and should be present in everything we do and everyone we meet. As an engineer clearly needs to have a strong teamwork skills. Who do you work closest with everyday for massive projects? Your human race.

I probably think that teamwork skills are highly acquired and critical for improving individual task accomplishment because solutions and alternatives will be discovered sooner through cooperative behavior.

Imagine everyone is being possessed by egoism and conceit when the company is facing crisis!

Help people in need,it helps us gain everything,lost nothing.

Who knows we might fall one day.

I still couldn't figure out and asking the world why on earth there is no people passed by offered to fetch me walking under the rain??? Or maybe they know I am going to sport complex?

Or I am invisible??!!! Trololo

Unsaid feelings (:

2011-11-24T00:35:00.003+08:00

Quotes

2011-11-22T20:27:00.003+08:00

We call it life..

2011-11-02T22:54:00.006+08:00

Perhaps this is my expression during the test :D

Tak terucap!!!Tak terucap betapa noobnya beta,hanya tuhan saja yang tau semasa beta sedang berjuang di medan perang Khazanistan Chancellor Hall. Kisah yang tak terungkap!

You have no freaking idea how I struggled and tried hard to remember that freaking formula during my physics test.

I know I am almost there,but something keeps pulling me back!

I just want to shout my heart out loud at the hall,kata-kataku tak terungkap!!!

I almost lost my strengths gained,it seems as if I've completely lost motivation to do the next test.

At this crucial moment,I found out I lost my beloved GAP's jacket! I left it at Cameron Highlands. What da heck!

Next,come to chemistry quiz,I got 9/10 for objective questions,I thank God!

Dear Lord,you know I have been staying up late,slept for only 4 hours,tried hard to open my eyes,force myself to understand those equations and formulas though I am half asleep,sacrifice my life on tests.

I hope you're fair enough to give me what I want.

But wait,I am yet to know what I get for subjective questions.Lose quite a lot marks btw.

Fret not,keep my fingers crossed!

I feel so relieved now that I have done with today,this is what we call it life!!!

I am smiling radiantly thinking of home sugar candy home and my humble tiny bedroom !

This message from someone today really cheers me up! You understand me well! Thank you so much for these insightful words!

when u feel ur life is falling apart, remember to breath deeply all the time,and try to think smaller instead of always aiming so high...because the higher you get, the harder your fall..and although the view up there is magnificent, the thought of falling down onto earth is always frightening and this keeps millions of people awake at night..thinking of tests, exams, investments, ..- my dad always tells me ahahaha realise it or not, its the little things in life that makes it whole. ive seen families starving together in a worn out zinc hut during my travels in the philipines but they laugh so much more than any of us, they asked for food and i gave them every snack i had in my bag including some GNC protein bar LOL.. but instead of taking it all, they offered some of my own food to me, asking me to sit in their shabby hut to eat together ... a gesture of hospitality i will never forget. that alone has taught me more about gentleness and life perhaps than anything else in my life. You might have flunked a few quizes or tests by now, and you think you are getting slaughtered. Academicaly black and white, yes you are...and this bothers you because you have got big dreams to work in a big oil rig so you have high goals and indeed you have done well in past sems ;you are flying so high right now and you are afraid of falling. The higher you go, the harder you may fall. even the thought of it is frightening ... but fret not, for you are going to give it everything you have got, be it in getting fit and slim, or working in an oil rig , and your all is all anyone can ask of you...even if things dont work out your way, at least you gave it your best and wont be looking back with regrets. Which brings us to my most favourite Qoute of all time -

I CAN ACCEPT FAILURE....BUT I CANNOT ACCEPT NOT TRYING.

Bits and Pieces

2011-11-01T00:21:00.006+08:00

It's november already.

Today is 1-11-11,what is a nice date,thats why I am here,in my rusty blog to write bits of my recent life.

It's been tough,especially on this maniac and insane Monday.

I know semester 3 won't be as easy as previous two semester.

But I pretend and have faith in myself that I can go through all this hurdles and hectic routines of life like nothing.

But it's easy to say than done.

On Monday,my classes from 8 to 3 without a little break,taken a toll on me.

I don't have time to exercise or even ridiculous,my time to eat and chew the foods.

Sometimes,I don't feel like eating everyday if I could,but once I opened my books,I think of nothing,other than foods.

I am fat and how am I going to get six abs like nicole scherzinger? Kidding me? No?

Today,out of sudden,out of no where,we had a physics quiz.

One thing I am assure at that time,I am going to die pathetically.

It's like you've been strangled to death,seriously.

Physics-my nightmare. I have tried hard to make love with 'em,but they somehow deny my sincere request!

Then,come another chemistry quiz after that. I did quite fine,but I am yet to know the outcome.

Oh,before that,my chemistry lecture entered new chapter on Electrochemistry,flying like a bullet,as if we are an expert understand everything wholly in seconds,absorb all those chemistry equations and terms like a superb absorber.

There goes again,I am partially blank.

The last critical hour which was Calculus class,I thought it was going to be okay.

Who knows,for god sake,I know nothing about optimize and minimize differentiation.

Tests are drawing nearer and I know what'll I do and what I'll not do.Mean do's and dont's.

Two tests in one day and together with the lectures till nine at night.

My brain gonna explode!

I am here blogging where I am suppose to study for my tests now.

I grumble so much like my friend do not go through the same journey as mine.

Oh well,because I am a girl,HAHA.

I need time to step forward and do better. Just a LIL' time. Not asking for more. (:

I shall return to books now.

Life is short,Just do it.

This could be a good life!(No wonder,I keep playing Good Life-One Republic on my iPad recently)
I KNOW I CAN DO IT!

Yes,I want her body!!! :D

Not to forget. I miss home very much and my people at home!

As I think I've mentioned this a few gazillion times before ,but it's true. Darn!

Breathtaking Cameron Highlands & Strawberry Moment Dessert Cafe 2011

2011-10-25T20:15:00.016+08:00

I spent my beautiful weekend with the girls at Cameron Highlands(CH)last week,just to escape from unbearable heat in UTP.

Of course the narrow roads and sheer drops to CH got my heart pumping all the way.

Fortunately,I still feel good when reaching peak of CH.

One funny fact that I've to tell you guys is whenever I saw CH,I thought it is Chancellor Hall instead of Cameron Highlands. HAHA.

It has been 7 years long that I last visited Cameron Highlands and today I am back again,nothing much different.

Still the same rose valley,bee farm,cactus farm,steamboat for dinner,pasar malam brinchang but something new for me which is Teh Boh Plantation Sungei Palas Cafe! The place you must visit whenever you go to CH though the road journey to BOH Tea Plantation was incredibly adventurous.

First stop.Cameronian Inn,the place where we stayed. Affordable and comfortable. Suitable for young people like us who don't want to sleep at night ,haha.

Tanah Rata !

The Lord's Cafe-well known cafe in Cameron

Louie's Strawberry Scones

Hot chocolate

My strawberry scones!!! Wish to have it now !!

I can't remembered what was this,but I told Rozen,it somehow looked like capati strawberry.haha

Ye Olde Smokehouse Cameron Highlands

Pasar Malam Brinchang. Gorgeous makcik :D

Camwhoring outside Cameronian Inn. <3

Dinner offers plenty of opportunities,but make sure not to miss out on the steamboat dinners at one of the restaurants offering them.

We went to steamboat restaurant which located near pasar malam brinchang,just walking distance and you can spot the whole row of steamboat restaurants there.

Tom yam soups!!!!

Lounged the day away !

Outside Cameronian Inn,enjoying cold breeze before sleeping.

Retard us :D

So cute kan the doggy. Rozen and Louie are dog lovers!

Hmm,whose idea to post like this! Ngehehhe.

Strawberry Moment Dessert Cafe!

Camwhoring with Louie's iPad 2:D

Strawberry Ice Baby

BOH Teh Plantation Sungei Palas located at Cameron Highlands, is the largest tea plantation in Malaysia.

The entrance fee to the tea factory is free.

At here,you can detailing around the process of making tea,and not to forget the vitriolic smell of tea leaves as they were actually being processed.

The plantation itself is spectacular !!

Stylish glass enclosure BOH Tea Cafe!

Spectacular and breathtaking view you find no where while enjoying your hot cuppa with the cool breeze caressing your face.

Louie-macam Michelle Phan ba!

Garden Tea Palas Supreme for someone. Hmmmmph!!!

Perfect weekend !

Camwhoring :D

Seeing myself carrying so many things during my vacation.

I miss someone who carried things for me everywhere I go during our outings ,ngeh :D

I don’t know I just love this picture,though it can sees my bulging stomach here.

DAMN! HAHA.

I should do sit-up hundred times daily!!!

After cuppa done,time for posing and I love taking photos here! The view is breathtaking!

You,you're so yesterday ...

My cameron highlands photos album wouldn't be completed without photos of flowers!!

Louie's Blogpost about out Trip :D

Puji-pujian

2011-10-19T20:45:00.011+08:00

What is compliment?

According to freedictionary.com-A remark or act expressing respect and admiration;

Dictionary.com-A formal act or expression of civility,respect or regard.

What flatterers say,try to make true.

It's not easy neither you can compliment someone effectively nor someone compliment you effectively.

Each compliment,like fuel feeds the dying fire of an old lantern or charged batteries it lights up the bulb.

Cheer your life up!

So,do we really like compliments/who on earth like to be complimented?

EVERYONE DOES!!!

But now.things that are totally different.

Jenis makan puji or Makan Puji Production!!Tak boleh blah!

It's okay la kan to receive compliments. It does not make you prideful or proud pun. If anything,the ability to take compliment with a graceful heart is an act of humility.

The power of compliments:
Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around. - Leo F. Buscaglia

“Remember compliments you receive; forget the insults. (If you succeed in doing this, tell me how)” – Mary Schmich

This is my first attempt became a blogshop model.

This is something new for me cause taking pictures without my face,so sedihkan? HAHA.

I enjoyed doing it by now,nothing much just to help my friend with her new shopblog. Good luck!

So this is my picture and my friend says:" Wow,every clothes suit you perfectly and you have a beautiful body!".

My initial reaction:

No,I am fat. I gained weight!
I am not suppose to be the model.You shouldn't choose me at first.
I immediately deny."No lah".

Confession time: I am bad in taking compliments. I'll take it lightly and say thank you. It doesn't affect me so much after all compare to criticism or sarcasm. If criticism, I could ruminate it all the time and I want to see them regret with their nasty words towards me. I will prove them wrong and I am not that bad weh! which I think it's good to shape my personalities and characters.

If you say I speak lousy English,next time I am going to speak in American accent with you.-See you laterrrrrrrrr Chewah. Semangat 1 Dunia!

So the moral of the story is I should change.

The next time people compliments me,I am going to smile,take a deep breath in positive energy. Also believe it's true and tell myself it's a beautiful compliment for me. After all,yes I have a beautiful body and I am grateful :D

Tapi ingat,kalau people puji-pujian you cantik,janganlah cakap:" memang ah,lama dah,tak tau kah?"

Itu namanya minah perasan! HAHA.

Life is short,love the people who treats you right!

Harlow beautiful lady,stop denying,just face it and like it.

Not only me saying that,15 people agree with me! :D WAKAKA!

Pay someone an amazing Compliment Day once in a time.

You just might make someone's day.

There is nothing wrong. Courtesy costs nothing!

Here you go.

我的家

2011-10-01T00:55:00.005+08:00

总觉得有时我太强坚了吧，能一个人每一秒每一时，I know I am used to it.

做事总觉得一个人就行了，这就是恶祸--有时觉得很孤单，我抱怨不是因为我要找人陪，我只是很怀念以前在中学的时候，好朋友围绕着我的身边，多得很，看我的脸色都知道我好不好,haha。。。

每天与我相爱的人踏脚车上学，后来每天有人带送我上学，多么的幸福！！

回家有妈妈热腾腾的菜肴等着我，衣服不用洗，在厨里衣服真的很多，有冷气吹，当然也有暖气吹。

我最疼爱的人也在我身边，疼爱一个人的感觉真的很甜。

很想念当时，想太多了我。。

我很想这个知觉能有在我的大学生活中，但要找回这一切，的切不是那么的简单,impossible！

One day,I am not going to say I have no life like now.Sigh.

We are never apart.Maybe the distance but never at heart.

2011-09-28T23:00:00.008+08:00

Family <3

Yahhoodiessss,green forever.

Shah babeh and dancing partner!

thai girls,hahahah.LMAO.

My girlfriends<3

Awwww...

Family!!

Shah babeh and my beautiful darling

HAHAHAHHA!!! <3

Bestfriend for life!!!

My laughing ass sister!!!all the best at new place (:

Reminiscing 2009 ...

Teacher,I miss you always and love you so much. <3

时间过得真快，还记得2009年终，我们还在一起玩得很快快乐乐的。转眼间，大家都四处奔跑了。我们不能逃离事实，人跟着时间转。。穷则变，变则通。虽然各自都有自己美好的未来.(I give up in writing chinese,booo).

It is normal and natural for a friendship to drift apart as time goes by.

We can't expect our friend will be the same after 20 years,neither will us be the same.

We cannot hope someone to choose us and love us forever in their heart,maybe they want to spend more time with other people now and it hurts the most when we feel they are no more being honest to us.

If they choose to go on apart from us,there is nothing much we can do and change but we should let them go with an open heart.

But I believe,our circle are awesomely amazing.

Though we are far apart,but our heart is always there for each other.

I can't stop can't stop this love,no matter what they say,I love you,though this love was the impossible kind.

I feel like just yesterday I told my dear friends we are going to be apart from each other one day,we can't be meeting,gossiping and eating together at canteen with each other always like how we do right now and it happens NOW.

We are together forever,never apart.

Maybe the distance but never at heart.

We have to step forward to not always in the same place.

I am going to tell everyone who love and care about me,give me sometimes to go through stormy challenges with my two feet and round the globe lonely,I will come back one day in one piece for a good one.

iii
but look.
i have brought myself home,
seasoned by faith.
broadened by land and language,
i am no longer afraid of the oceans
of the difeerences between people,
no longer easily snared
no words of ideas
(Si tenggang's Homecoming)

Norm of life

2011-09-18T06:54:00.003+08:00

My blog is kinda boring lately with all those emo posts and different writing styles.but it's okay,this blog is belong to me,i can do anything i wish.

God made us each and everyone so unique,for us to spend the whole life understand each others and love those who deserve to be loved and placed in our heart.

when they start to give someone another portion of their heart,they,at the same time,hope for an equal return.

or at least.they hope that the person will be thoughtful and show them love as well.

when you love,you get hurt.but it is impossible to live without love.

somehow,the strong feeling that once very promising and certain does fade away.

they'd do anything for them and telling everyone they were strong enough to fight for this love.

because life changes,people changes.at a faster rate.

and they constantly meet someone new to replace the old precious one.

they eventually start to understand what means of life is short,don't be choosy.

they eventually start to accept the norm of life.

they eventually admit that there are so many things that they can't control and should let go.

they eventually learn how to forget.

meanwhile,god intends to let us appreciative,not to obsessed about the past.

they'll never forget how foolish they say something like they couldn't live without the person.

Teenagers

2011-09-18T06:24:00.004+08:00

It's quarter past six,it seem impossible for me to wake up at this time as I was having my warm holiday sleep.But some conversation at living room woke me up.I know it's going to be the time that I am not gonna to listen anything or I should just sit there and listen to how a real teenage wants for his life,his stories about him and he so called beloved friends and last but not least family matters.

I have the best parents and family on earth.i don't dare to hear something bad or ugly about my family,though like my case,my brother is always the one causing the mischief,doting parents can't stop worrying about him.but we realized that he needs his space to roam free,he wants to see the real world on the rooftop.we understand what he wants and we support him and care about his well being.my parents are not typical Chinese parents who want their children to score all A's and get full marks in their exam,they are always support and satisfied with our abilities and results.they won't call me and my brothers their kids if they don't play any sports.haha. Here,3out of 4 of us are swimmer.i am glad i am qualified and able to be called swimmer,i went swimming pool swimming each times,i just realized only twenty percents of people who can really swim and people usually admired who have the ability to swim like a dolphin.it's okay to say i swim doggie or frog style instead of dolphin or as graceful as butterfly.i just don't mind.i can swim today and i have always wanted to have a pool at my house.

Back to my parents.i still remembered when i got 6A's for my PMR,my dad asked:"why you got so many A's?haha.i can't stop mouth fighting with him this is the worst results i have got.but you see.how cool is my dad? :D so,back to the topic. what actually a teenage wants? I cannot get teenage nowadays.he had got all the loves and moral supports yet friends are the most important and play crucial part in his life.brother and sister like me also a reason to be blamed.i meant my elder brother and I are better than him,he is tense up to see we are better and he wants better.i am glad to hear that he wants better and he will do better..i just hope that all my sibilings are way more better than me,i ain't jealous.i am happy for them! (:

A Parents Love

I gave you life,

but cannot live it for you.

I can teach you things,
but I cannot make you learn.

I can give you directions,
but I cannot be there to lead you.

I can allow you freedom,
but I cannot account for it.

I can take you to church,
but I cannot make you believe.

I can teach you right from wrong,
but I cannot always decide for you.

I can buy you beautiful clothes,
but I cannot make you beautiful inside.

I can offer you advice,
but I cannot accept it for you.

I can give you love,
but I cannot force it upon you.

I can teach you to share,
but I cannot make you unselfish.

I can teach you respect,
but I cannot force you to show honor.

I can advise you about friends,
but cannot choose them for you.

I can advise you about sex,
but I cannot keep you pure.

I can tell you the facts of life,
but I can't build your reputation.

I can tell you about drinking,
but I can't say "no" for you.

I can warn you about drugs,
but I can't prevent you from using them.

I can tell you about lofty goals,
but I can't achieve them for you.

I can teach you about kindness,
but I can't force you to be gracious.

I can warn you about sins,
but I cannot make you moral.

I can love you as a child,
but I cannot place you in God's family.

I can pray for you,
but I cannot make you walk with God.

I can tell you how to live,
but I cannot give you eternal life.

I can love you with unconditional love all of my
life . . . and I will!!!

Let me take a ride,hurt myself. Finding strength within myself

2011-09-11T16:43:00.003+08:00

Something that I hard to believe,that I spotted with my naked eyes.

Can I fucking stop thinking about all those possibilities cause I know it doesn't end as I thought.

I know it is hard to fix something broken and it is even harder to create something new.

Patience is the highest virtue,restraining one's reaction when faced an unpleasant situation,don't lose yourself LCW,things will turn out extremely ugly.

Don't let this make you weak! Wake up! It is not worth it in the end.

God attempted to make you suffer in that way to make you stronger overcome coming challenges.

Be nice and love everyone,because God is fair.

Talking to the Moon

2011-09-08T21:29:00.006+08:00

Even I try hard to rescue everything,but my efforts seem hopeless.

I am so effortless in this matter.

I know you're somewhere out there,somewhere far away.

I want the old you back.

A night when the stars light up my room,

I sit by myself,

Talking to the moon,

Try to get to you,

In hopes you're on the other sides,

Talking to me too,

Or am I a fool,

Who sits alone,

Talking to the moon.

"Never ignore the person who cares and loves for you,one day you may wake up from realizing that you have lost the moon while counting the stars."

"Keep doing this to me but in the end of the day,make sure you are not the one who's hurt the most as I don't want to see you hurt again."

"Being nice to people sometimes is useless,they put shit on your face instead of spray you perfumes."

"When you love,you get hurt.
When you get hurt,you hate!
When you hate,you try to forget.
When you try to forget,you start to missing.
And When you start to missing,
you'll eventually love em again."

English and I (Part 2)

2011-08-24T23:47:00.010+08:00

Cheerful girl I am,I have radiant smiles huh?Somehow this photos were taken after I cried because of someone had dampened my spirits to go home. Trololo!Told you,I will curse those who doesn't allow me to go home.haha. Don't feel like swearing right now cause I have been swearing so much that it makes me guilty. Not good. Dugaan Ogos & Bulan Ramadhan,banyak syaitan duk kacau,biasalah.*ayat x boleh blah!*

The poster I hold on the pictures above is for my English presentation and guess what? This poster cost us RM33 and the marks allocated is only 3.5,double trololo!! We put so much efforts on this darn poster such as photoshopping,editing,discussing and at the end of day. We were so wrong because we didn't do FINDINGS for our research paper(according to our TIWTOR). That was why we got low marks. "You don't tell me this information is all from you,if it is not from you, you need to do citations,if not you will be charged or caught which we called plagiarism!"-TIWTOR. It was my last tutor today and we had English tutorial marathon for freaking 5 hours. Yes 5 hours. Why? Because last minutes job. Why last minutes job? I malas want to mengumpat again,tak baik tau bulan ramadhan. HAHA.

Takziah kepada aku sebab my English coursework marks is the lowest marks that I have ever get for my coursework. So ,are you expecting me telling you-Hey people,English 2 is cool !I am so pissed off with English 2 right now to the highest boiling point where I am speechless and helpless.

I will keep my fingers crossed like this for my coming semester :D

I hope something mammothly amazing can happen to me when I am home again!

English and I

2011-08-23T22:22:00.009+08:00

Ah ha agak lama la saya tak berblog,terlalu senang sampai tak tau nak blog apa. Get ready to be bored! Haha.

Hari ini bercadang nak blog dalam bahasa Malaysia sebab tetiba rasa macam my English sucks gila. Tak pernahku rasa English boleh pulak susah lagu tu,I thought English is an interesting and fun subject,lagipun kelas bahasa saja kan,of course enjoy punya compare dengan physics,chemistry and additional maths where you need to squeeze juices in your brain to answer exam questions. Tapi di tahap universiti,aneh tetapi benar,English is a killer subject! Kalau siapa yang dapat 4 flat tu,tetiba x 4 flat,kemungkinan besar beliau kecundang dalam bahasa inggeris. Kalau yang x 4 phelet macam I nih,English memang subject yang memengsankan. Dari suka gila bapak kat subject tu,it suddenly turns to dull and boring and smelly!

I am currently studying in Foundation second semester and taking IELTS(International English Language Test System).IETLS is an international standardised test of English Language Proficiency. To tell you the truth,this subject is pretty darn boring. It is easy yet hard for me?! If you are a Malaysian and you plan to further your studies in UK,you are required to take IELTS to enter their country,with at least an overall band score 6.0. Oh well,serious rasa x layak nak study kat UK,sedih bukan? Itulah,IELTS make English looks as dull as ditchwater. I am easily get bored with it because it comes with formats and all! I was like hello,why on earth English have so many formats and rules? Oh well,English memang banyak rules dari zaman tok nenek pun,I yang dumb on tenses and what not,grammar!

Now it comes to a weird point where I questioned to myself? Why on earth I applied TESL(Teaching English In Second Language)for maktab perguruan's application as my first choice last time. Do I really know that English is a tough subject with all those tenses,present principals la,prepositions,verbs,nouns and etc. Frankly speaking,I don't have a really strong foundation for my English. This fact is proven when I don't get A for my English during PMR,whatthefish! I was so down,it ultimately hurt me,the process of blaming myself began. I even compared my results with my best friends. They got A and I was the one who always got high marks in class got B. I can't accepted this grades. Tu la,cikgu bagi teruja sangat dekat kelas,perasan la boleh,sebenarnya macam hampeh. So peeps,it's good if your teacher give you low mark,they encourage you to work hard rather than satisfy with what you get. At the end of the day,you know which teacher is working and which is not. But I have faith in what I am doing,I believe I am not that bad,I am going to work hard for my SPM.

Lepas itu,ada la satu cikgu comel ni ajar saya bahasa inggeris.Dia tu cikgu baru kat sekolah saya,so tak kenal la sangat,pastu masuk kelas speaking London,macam hebat,terpedaya seketika sebab kebanyakan cikgu di sekolah saya mengajar bahasa inggeris tetapi cakap bahasa melayu.(I am telling the truth,no offence,but we are get used to it,it's just so normal).Pastu dia pun tanya la pasal result PMR. Oh tidak,amat memalukan,saya hanya dapat B cikgu. I felt so embarrassed that time,why were you not my Additional Math or Malay or History's teacher so I can proudly tell you I got A instead of B. Baru nak impress cikgu baru kan,epic failed.Biasala kan keegoan seorang manusia,nak dipuji bagus.

And there on 2008 I go,I learned so many new things that I considered as new even though dah berkurun dah belajar and I never take it serious and emphasis all those easy things before! Yes,kind of useless. Sampai lah form 4 baru nak terhegeh-hegeh membezakan apa tu verbs,nouns,pronounces and adverbs where I considered as intermediate for me,and prepositions lagi lagi intermediate which is advance. Yes,I suck at English grammar. When I looked back my written essays and even my blog posts,I am wordless,what the hell am I writing. Wokay,tak tau sekarang pun macam tu jugak. But today,my English has improved. Though there are still cacat here and there in my essay but I learn from time to time.

Until now,I seriously thank to my teacher I mentioned above, who taught me English in form 4 and 5. You might said there were nothing much you taught,but I absolutely know that how much I have learned from you. You're impressive,you're magic. You even asked us to go for tuition class and I did. Without you persuading us,I seriously wouldn't go for English tuition.I had so many tuitions to attend after class and I was super occupied back then.I realized I love being occupied with interesting activities. Baru life rock! Not to forget, thank you also to Teacher Gan! She forced us to write 2 essays every week and this gave me immune response on writing essays. She said I smelt good every times in her class,obviously la,balik lepas mandi from swimming pool. She asked me what shampoo I used,cool! HAHA.

I realize learning English and catch up in English Language is uberly important. I am all ready to accept your comments and critics on my writing and all about English & I.I seriously don't mind if you say I write and speak lousy English because I always believe that there's always room for improvement! After this semester,English is cool cause I am not going to take English already. But still, this is not the end of the story! I still have to take Academics Writing for my degree first year! Duh!!!

P/S:cikgu comel,i miss you class. ):

2011-08-18T21:25:00.008+08:00

i am so unmotivated.i need someone to motivate me.push me back to the right track.study la yo!

Moment To Share UTP-Rumah Seri Kenangan Third Trip-Saya dah Raya!

2011-08-07T16:28:00.039+08:00

Ohkay,kita orang dah raya,hangpa sudah kah belum? Aci la kan raya awal sebab kita orang ada final exam masa raya nanti,sayu hati,nak makan lemang ngan rendang!!!Nak jumpa kawan sewel dekat kampung Perlis nuh..Pasaq ramadhan pun x pergi lagik,dah la 'bazaar ramadhan' UTP ada satu gerai jerk.

Okay,cakap banyak lebih daripada orang yang berpuasa dah ni.

Terdia,mak cik nih terror beb. Kuat giler dia pusing,energetic (:

It marks the end of Moment To Share. *Syahdu*

Pergh,adik buat LOVE menjadi! Yang orang muda tu buat x jadi-jadi kesudah.

My boyfriend that hold my hand and listened to my watch's tick-tock sound,remember?
Oh,yes,chiawei is SEXY :P

*Muntah hijau*HAHA.

Cantik dan kacak (:

Semua orang duk sibuk korek tanah nak buat panjut.

Well,bukan tanah,batu kot.Mak ooi,keraih.

Lemang lemang! Masa nampak lemang nih,serious x nak tunggu dah orang yang berpuasa,macam nak sental dulu. Cheh,masa buka puasa tu,makan satu jerk.

Manusia oh manusia.

Muka muka HICOM Moment To Share!

Aina,Limey kurus keding,Pejal,Ucop and Syud (:

Haaa,ni la boyfriend baru saya...comel x adik muka Jepun nih?

From my first sight,I know that he is mix and yes,it's true. Chinese mix with Malay.His name is Naim (: Baru sebelas tahun,tapi cakap macam orang besar. He is so polite,siap lagi salam kak wei:D

Naim: Kak wei bila nak datang lagi?

KakWei: X tau la naim,dah x datang dah lepas ni.

Naim:Sedihnyer Naim,lepas ni dah x dapat jumpa kak wei lagi kan.Datang la sini masa kak wei ada masa nanti.Naim nak main dengan kak wei.

*Terharu*
Miss you Naim (:

Cikgu kat sekolah panggil dia Apek Jepun,
Comel sangat dia ni.

Terdia,x gayat kah?

Nasib baik tak hujan,kalau tak,kesian orang yang bertungkuih-lumuih buat panjut ni.

Poscard Moment To Share! :D Inilah pelita yang ditaja.

Thank you sponsor,without you,x ada la pesta cahaya kita dekat RSK,x ada la bunga api cantik kedaboom sebijik macam kentut sampai camera x terambik gambar bunga api. Terang sangat. :P

Celah ni la jugak nak bersilat Limey ngan Ucop nih. Eh,asal panjut tu senget ??? Takut tengok,semua anak dara lagi tu..Inilah satu satunya gambar aqwa yang x macam pih

Pak cik ni rock habis.

Pak cik ni la yang bagitau Pakcik hongkong dah pindah ke Bedong. He is such a true friend.

Byebye,makciks. Jaga diri baik baik tau.

Kalau diberikan peluang,semoga saya dapat datang balik jengok makciks lagi yer. :D

Tukang buat panjut

Oh well,so this is our last trip to Rumah Seri Kenangan(RSK) and this marks the end of Moment To Share.
Though,the surrounding of RSK didn't cheer like our first trip anymore,it was so quiet and tranquil there,we owned the hall and field,we were the noise maker.My friend and I were searching for more makciks and pakciks came out from their shelter to buka puasa with us,but to our dismay,there were only twenty of them perhaps?I didn't asked anyone,I kept silent,I wondered where is pakcik Hongkong and Abang Taiping? Where were they? They were grounded?

Until......

An uncle approached me and said:"Itu pakcik tongtongtong punya ah,dah pindah sudah lo,wo banyak sedih tak ada dia,manyak sunyi lo sini,haih,x bising macam dulu sudah."

Me:*Shocked* Mana pakcik Hongkong itu pergi,uncle?

Uncle: Dia sudah pindah ke Bedong,Kedah,baru minggu lepas.

At that moment,I was saddened when I heard the news.
Bedong sounds so familiar to me. Yes,it nears the place where I used to study before-AIMST University.
Many of them were transferred to other state's RSK already,so only left a few of them,as the construction of the new building in RSK Ulu Kinta haven't completed yet.

Pakcik Hongkong!!

Take a good care of yourself uncle. I hope to see you one day,welcome me with your favorite song ever."Long Pan Long Lao".You gave me and my friends a lot of fun and memories during Moment To Share. Cheers (:

Just Blink of an eye,we are all done with an awesome event-Moment To Share. I must said that this is the biggest and exciting event that I had joined ever. We had a lot of uncomplicated fun that we hardly get in campus,happy laughter,memorable memories for us to cherish in life later on and it's still linger in my mind..

Sebelum meninggalkan Teluk Batik,pakcik ini telah memberikan kata-kata pembakar semangat hidup.

He said:"You have a good future,work hard and you'll success,no worries."

My friend and I with Pakcik Isyarat -He couldn't talk very well,so he gestured a lot to tell us his stories.

Ibrahim Haha,Haziq Hikhik,Faiqah,Syud and I at Teluk Batik

Kanak-kanak Ribena M2S

Ala,dah habis kah M2S,time flies!!! Rasa macam baru duduk satu meja meeting ngan Aleep,Yana,Faieqah,Fateen,Ain,Haziq and Syahir jer duh...

Ni la pengarah projeck M2S,pejal. Bravo pejal,you're done with this event,memang gempak ah M2S (:

Thank you! Bolehla ko tidoq puas-puas la yer lepaih nih.

Tidor macam ni!!! HAHAHAH.

Aidel and I. Opah and atuk,macam nak bersanding la pulak (:

Rindu mereka...

HAHAHA,aleep,kena tepung ngan pejal,kesian,rambut jadi lagi messy!HAHA.

He is Business and Sponsorship's Head of Department(HOD).

It's been nice working with you and the rest. I would be happy to work with them together again in the future.

Bersuka ria di tepi pantai (:

Sejuk hati mak tengok kan Haziq? HAHAHA!

Tima kasih daun keladi,we had fun and joy!!!

Maaf zahir batin :D

Till then,hope to see you guys again!

Making memorable moments for yourself isn't a big thing. But being the reason behind someone else's memorable moment is an everlasting feeling

Thanks for reading,kalau x best pun layan jer la k. (: