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noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 22:20:00 PST

these days mostly sunny days, with warm air and enlightening sun ray. this week i enjoyed my working space a lot: with twitter updates in view, and instant message of most accounts ready at fingertip. what's most exciting, i got google voice for 3 family google accounts, in the cheat of American user. even now i don't have a single friend outside of inland, i still felt quite contented with the powerful tool google offers. i in view the day China united with the freedom world in borderless clearly. i envision China can be a interesting and respectable partner of the fruitful Christian culture.

also we got quite some social sites interwoven. i finished the needed authentication to let post to my facebook, twitter via 3rd part tools, like seesmic or brizzly, both too nice to miss. i see its quite right to make full use of this kind of posting against spying eye from day to day harsh China surveillance. the world of cyberspace merging into coherence while China authority tries all its means to separate China from the world democracy, Chinese to global citizen.

this week we less gamed, for after experience so many breathtaking large games, baby son and me both loathed to try less interesting games, or small games. but a recent release, "De blob", attracted him 2 nights. he gamed it alone. we also picked his favorite game, "Cloudy with a Chance of Meat Balls", we made progress in once dead lock in another large game.

its a peaceful warm winter afternoon now. i didn't saw the tall girl in QRRS for 2 days, in the rush time of QRRS, my once and long time employer, a state-owned enterprise. last time when i shown my salute from my office window, she abrupt cut way to the other side of the road just under my window with her female companion. i see its a signal of her loath of waiting and being watched. the coming 2 days i busy in office, missing the rush time people's flow outside of the lane. i really don't intend to do anything, i trust God to bring me my beloved. and by the way, now i want to attend my baby till he grows 8 years on the earth. on the other side, i would never miss a chance to live in the harmony with my girl, in warmth of new life.

its work time now. dogs around biting heavily as usual. the day before yesterday i decided to give up the inspire upon a cute girl in the community of 139.com, a affiliate of the monopoly of Chinamobile. i got holy message that the name is complicated for me, for my longing for sanity and dewy, longing of pure girl. i see ever brighter future of my love.

bye for now, all my beloved. i pray u r in right mood and feeling love of the blessed, love of peace. winter coming, chill gathering, but lasting is the saint and pure light heart.

the road every day baby son, warren zhu, took the bus to his kindergarten. the far end is railway telcom.

the best beloved, warren zhu, hope of China and God of universe, in fighting game, in his mom's house, with his new pants.

sunset, tower, and ravens' gathering in early winter in Qiqhar.

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new moon appears early in early winter dusk.

baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, in his fighting game, with his favorite new pants.

more of scene of early winter in Qiqihar, northeastern China:

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 01:37:00 PDT

these weeks a bit busy, for the freedom world offers so many invalueable stuff. in these weeks, my family sites continued to expand, now including delicious accounts, which now support yahoo account's automaitcally login; tumblr blogs, which so powerful while so fit; seesmic, a twitter client can help me bypass the deadly blocking of twitter from China surveillance; and tweet.im, an autoposting service binding with gtalk account. i also seeing family site expanding within demestically, including 139.com, an affiliate of the monoply company, China mobile, and dii.cn, a twitter clone with neat interface. since yesterday, i felt i should preserve family 2 new namespace, riveryog for me and warozhu for baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China and God of universe, with facebook, the best and largest social network. China surveillance likely blocking facebook's sms service within its sovereign, for i tried several mobiles, none can receive facebook's verifying code in sms. i tried to reach out a Taiwanese among my google contacts, but his mobile also can't receive my facebook's verifying code.

these weeks mostly sunny days. with God's beam, i like to fly at will. China surveillance blocking more and more famous sites, including google sites, goole apps, tumblr, hellotxt, posterous, and yahoo meme, but i was never daunted, each time i lose an open voice channel, i would try to compensate with new reach out to more brilliant western world sites. God's message never fade, or wind-gone, but populate springly. i enjoy seeing my future people voice here now, a missing treat for my loneliness i suffered so far in this eccentric corner of northeastern China. i enjoy the virtual team in God's shine, upon every directions of the globle.

its also mostly lightened days, with so many games. baby son made every free moment gamed on my new notebook with my companion, imersing in games like "frontline" or "call of duty". play games is my long time dream, esp. when i saw quite less informed persons also enjoy themselves a lot in games, esp. first person shotting. i always love to see the advanced applications of artifical intelligence, or complicate interactive between human and robot or machine system, like games. but previously i always engaged in stuff more concrete, like download, resource management, site building, learning, etc. but baby's invitation these days drew me into hot games so deep and so imersing, that i really felt the world of colorful and possible.

its a bright moment now, seeing sunshine over the trees parrel to office window. dog on facing desk biting heavily, as usual, and the dead roaming in the corridor. i enjoyed so many golden moments in my life. last night, i asked baby son to sleep alone me, he did after some time of play. in mid night, all of us, including his mother, emakingir, woke up, in God's set, to celebrate the love and glory. i just dreamed of a lonely pilot, who fight persistantly. God shown me what's manly and what's the ultimate hardness and grace a blessed can be. i again, after many times seen before in the end of holy dreams, the mightiest God, and the non-impossible.

yes, gays and dogs biting now around. killing them just a matter of seconds. i see my second wife, Masheng, from Japan, changed this morning my bank deposit book into a deposit card, i saw the wells of my family never plentier and stronger.

at noon i again saw the tall girl in QRRS, walking passed my office window. i sticked my head outside of the window, likely she noticed me. she is tall and fit, i hope God don't train more me harsh and coarse with loneliness and ever harder hopes in perished.

Ok, now, Omen, God, save my Empire, bring me my beloved.

benzrad, me, proud dad, holding baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, for a shot by emakingir.

a corner view of south park, near emakingir's house. baby playing his scooter with his mom's companion.

bright beaming: baby son, warren zhu, in a lol.

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more of my Autumn weekend hauntout.

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lots of games.

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 21:21:00 PDT

these days i was attracted by recent larger games very much. visiting uncle accompany me playing these games. dad latest also join me to play and thankful for gaming is his long time dream. we never try online game, but dad hope i can enjoy them when i grow up and independent.

these days i also join kindergarten. mom chose senting me to dad's once employer's subside kindergarten, for it runs for quite some years and the facilities strong. we also got grant from the company, as part of its employee's wellfare. i so far don't loathe to join my class every morning.

Ok, now i suggest my recent photos of my bath. dad don't miss any chance to make record of my activites, for as he once told me, he just want never regret for the passing of golden times in our lives, for i m so brilliant.

From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halo

baby bathed at home in warm late Autumn

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baby watching his mom gaming and enjoy team gaming.

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more of my bath.

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a great Mid-Autumn Day vacation with wild games

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 22:04:00 PDT

these days dad started to try larger and newer games, now that we r equipped a powerful notebook, an Acer AS4736g. dad like the game "Front line: fuel of war" at once, but he likes to play with right mood, while i always insatiable for completing a games in a puff. so later i finished the game with my visiting uncle, let dad at a loss.

these days i also tried using scissor to cut paper. i retouched my paintings posted by dad last time, with ease paste icons. so here dad again publish them.

OK, its time for sports. mom asked me to haunt outside with football now. hope dad got his girls sooner. i love to see his new family with all his favorite hostess.

From warrenzh's works

baby's work.

baby bathed in sunshine.

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 01:08:00 PDT

Posted by benzrad zhu to benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly...

baby son bathed in warm Autumn dusk from be21zh on Vimeo .

baby just haunted outside with his grandma, while i busy with posting his recent paintings, as well as my recent photos.then his mother bathed him even there is a boy student receiving ema's tutorial here. i dislike ema don't pay attention to privacy but God shows me it doesn't matter.its a warm Autumn dusk, bright and dry sunshine through the window of our balcony cast a loveable and moving family peace in the house.

Ps: i also just got showered in public bathroom. a nice weekend.

visit this album on google picasaweb .

my paintings No.12

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 01:04:00 PDT

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

visit my paintings at google picasaweb .

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

Baby son, warren zhu, 朱楚甲,more and more turns brilliant smart.we together tried so many pc games, whose companion let baby busier. he likes playing with students of his mother here to receive tutorials, and made a lot of fun. i always hope he can draw or paint. he once tried some painting softwares but soon disliked. recently he started to paint on paper with oil pastel his mother bought him. so nice a start. here his works and growth.

my paintings No.11

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 01:03:00 PDT

my paintings No.10

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my paintings No.9

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From my Oil pastel diary

my paintings No.8

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 01:00:00 PDT

my paintings No.7

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From my Oil pastel diary

my paintings No.6

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 00:57:00 PDT

my paintings No.5

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my paintings No.4

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 00:26:00 PDT

Posted by warren zhu to warrenzh, worrior of God's biz on the earth

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

visit my paintings at google picasaweb.

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

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my paintings No.3

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 00:25:00 PDT

Posted by warren zhu to warrenzh, worrior of God's biz on the earth

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

Baby son, warren zhu, 朱楚甲, more and more turns brilliantly smart.we together tried so many pc games, whose companion let baby busier. he likes playing with students of his mother here to receive tutorials, and made a lot of fun. i always hope he can draw or paint. he once tried some painting softwares but soon disliked. recently he started to paint on paper with oil pastel his mother bought him. so nice a start. here his works and growth.

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my paintings No.2

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 00:24:00 PDT

Posted by warren zhu to warrenzh, worrior of God's biz on the earth

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

Posterous Post | my painting series: No. 1

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Sun, 13 Sep 2009 00:23:00 PDT

Posted by warren zhu to warrenzh, worrior of God's biz on the earth

Today, dad got an idea from web that i should post my paintings as my works in times. i admit his suggestion. i will try to record my growth, including my works, here, to share with my people.

here is dad's description on my works hosted on google picasaweb album:

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life meaningful under burden

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 21:01:00 PDT

nearly a month passed since my return. i had great time with my baby son, warren zhu, hope of China and God of universe. my office Internet connection was rid off and i had to stay idle when i was there. at home, the Internet within China mainland also fatally deteriorated, ip and keyword filtering failed most web proxies available in search result. life in China mainland just like in a riot, all things in temporary and transission. hope is all of Chinese in mainland hold full hearted, and enduring of time is a test between the dictation nowadays and perished common social lives. i definitely see the collapse of the dying China political and social architecture.

my life orbits again in a tight loop, between office and my baby's mother's home. i tried hard to live with silence in worktime in office, and admit it can be a beneficial habit, but i really enjoy cyberspace activities. common people, like most of my colleagues, can be dishonest and blacken eyed by the presure of authority's favor or dislike. one of them, namely, my monitor in my office, claimed its rightous that i can't use office Internet now that my home pc connected with Interent, while his pc and all other colleagues' computer all wired and reading novel or watching tv online all days is mainly his activities online. they regard they r superior than me, really cluelessly!

this week can be fruitful. in reading twitter stream after broke China surveillance, i got an idea from peer's id, that i should own an id IIDChina. first i think idchina is OK, but in the process of claiming i gradually chose IIDChina. i soon claimed it from google, where i can only got an alternative for namespace conflict. i tried to expand the name to twitter and facebook, which both deadly blocked within China mainland for months. China surveillance, with its most advanced technology and heaviest investments, now can be fatal to web traffic inland reaching freedom world. i tried lots of proxies, including risky ones, all failed. only with the help of friends abroad, i got my facabook id and twitter's in the title of IIDChina. customization unfinished for access to the sites via proxies severely compromised and lots of operation only led to errs or vain. i also wrote a wiki item on google knol but the next day it was flagged inappropriate and hide from public view. after checked from friends abroad, i assured its google banned it, not google china, which frequent under China authority's harass and had to adopt tighter filtering. now i just doubting if google read it and flagged unproper, or China surveillance reported it online frequently via onsite report function and led google's system automatic or semi-automitic earmarked on my knol.yesterday i designed it a unique logo when i felt flat in office, i like it very much, so does my baby son, who shares the title. God sees my way toward a better and righ world in the shine and shrine of Holy.

facebook, twitter, blogger, picasaweb, and yesterday i found yahoo profiles, these sites' been blocked in China mainland heavily troubled Chinese surfers, and again remind them how barren the China landscape of produce of voice or content. China dying in aridity since the fall of Ming Dynasty, and continued suffering sacrifice with the tasteless and tomb berthed dictator then and now.

Ok, its time for break. i know the coming gathering of my love, while the dark of China to been blow apart, shift and gone. i know my new marriage scheduled and my fiancee already in her wedding dress. yes, i received my God's notice, i received the omen in red.

logo of site IIDChina, at http://facebook.com/iidchina ,or http://groups.google.com/group/iidchina .

beautiful sunset in Qiqihar, near Autumn.

colorful clouds near dusk in Qiqihar, China. its near Lunar Autumn.

dearest baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China, God of universe, ate corn cake in Holyland bread shop.

holy stream, holy moment of baptism in Lun river.

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 01:02:00 PDT

ema suggested to haunt Lun River after all her pupils left. i hesitated but couldn't let baby alone. so we together launched. in the river baby really had a good time! he enjoyed the water so much! i kept on shot. neighbors likely including some evils and dogs surveillance us. one of 2 men babbled and claimed too brutal, just let us know. God sees the beautiful scene!

for youtube banned in China for a long time, i had found other video hosting site to post my video of baby playing in the river. so i found vimeo, and registered some family frequent accounts. but this moment access to it unstable, China surveillance likely dog chasing after us and ruin any way i can make use of. however, this video is available, as vimeo email to report me this message.

the dark over China Internet sky really sick and thick nowadays. i bet its resolved with the collapse of dictation in China, the dogged land and my vested kingdom from God and my ancestor.

view our happy moment with water in Lun river of Heilongjiang, a tour of an hour bus from ema's house, aside the city of Qiqihar.

http://www.vimeo.com/5830120

the same movie hosted on flickr, shorten for the site's limit on length of movie.

http://www.flickr.com/apps/video/stewart.swf?v=71377

http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364025922584177570

http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364024672350407250

visit recent album including our happy time in Lun river, at google:

http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited

bye, all my beloved, time left for us is bounty while words between us is peculiar. join me my beloved, sooner the better.

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dad's rage

noreply@blogger.com (benzrad zhu) — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 21:53:00 PDT

a childhood pal, now hostile to me.

befriended villagers.

my childhood pal, once glass ball game champion.

our mountain, mostly hided by the evil dark house.