Weird Daniel

Wishing you a 2012 New Year

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Thu, 05 Jan 2012 18:11:00 +0000

So new year is here. What else? This blog is still surviving it's course. Well, I am sure that in the future, where a company that does not blog blogspot addresses would arrive and I can at least blog here.

For now, most blog posts from blogspot would have to be done at home. Darn...

2011 is ending

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Thu, 22 Dec 2011 17:35:00 +0000

Before you know it, the year is coming to an end again. Time passes by so fast I find that I am getting so old as day passes by so fast. So many things I have not done yet.

Well, I wished I was studying again once more.

She Looks Like An Aunty

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Tue, 14 Jun 2011 06:28:00 +0000

Not everyone is suitable with short hair type.

Today in the office I could not recognize one of my working colleagues that I do not know personally. Why? She cut her hair, made it short.

It was like a total makeover and you want to know what I think about it?

She now looks like an old aunty and definitely does not have the appeal already. With her short hair, her face looks sagged and the mouth sunk. Strange right? With her longer hair and not so short bob hair style, the facial expressions were different and look substantially fresh.

I guessed some people have got to know which hairstyles should suit them and not just try any hairstyles. Well, wait… but how can one know if they do not try it first? Easy peasy la…. there is always the Internet. A simulator to try the hairstyles on your head. Sad case, not many people know about it.

Ahhhhhhh… I need to grow hair.

Believing in Someone Takes Faith

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Thu, 09 Jun 2011 06:43:00 +0000

Time passes so fast, in a blink of an eye, I am already in my 9th year blogging and it has not stopped me. Though unlike those years where I have been blogging most of the time, it has dwindle down but still I am still blogging.

What good has it done for me? Anyway since this is a personal blog, it is good to share some thoughts which I would hardly share on my other blog which is more commercialized but I foresee that both have its own usage.

Everytime someone says they believe in you, how much do you think they believe in you? Most people will be skeptical because they used to have that much belief when they themselves used to say that but after that they were let down. So now, the question is how about you? Would you believe in someone whom you let them in charge of something then having doubts about it.

Believing is a very big commitment which you do not really see in the world nowadays. Sometimes it’s all because of the way people work nowadays. Believing requires faith, but faith in someone means you have confidence in that person. Nowadays believing does not only apply to work, school, but also in relationships.

Sometimes we get people saying you do not trust me, is that believing how great it is that person to you but still have little faith in that person. I find that disturbing in some relationships. Beware though, some use this excuse to threaten their other half. How??

Ex: If you do not believe in me, what for I do my best. You will still not believe in me even if I do my best. I rather not do my best and maybe you will lower your expectations.

Crappy right, but somehow this rule applies to most of us.

What about me, myself and I? I believe that when I believe in someone I put my trust in that person. No matter how, putting doubts into oneself will only make you lose your belief in that person. So why not believe wholeheartedly?

You know where this is going, it all points toward the relationship issue in most people. So girls and guys, believe in each other. That is the key point in most relationship. I know most relationships fail because of lack of faith in each another, always doubting whether the person loves you or not, it is heartache for people to go through breakups but sometimes it could not be avoided. It is not your loss if the person you believe decided not to be with you, but at least you did your part, you could say, "I have done my part, I have believe in my partner, now it is up to my partner to believe in me. If it is not, then at least I can say, at least I do not doubt."

So what say you?

PS: I know I might sound a bit weird, but then these thoughts just came into my mind out of nowhere after reading an article in the newspaper.

Dewan Negara talks about rise of divorce cases

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Thu, 28 Apr 2011 09:09:00 +0000

I read the Star today. I found something very amusing. It was discussed in the Dewan Negara. Guessed what was discussed though?

A Mr Senator was talking about the increase of divorce cases. The main culprit was Facebook???? Believe it. Fish cakes.

Saw This from a Blog

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Wed, 27 Apr 2011 06:03:00 +0000

I was blog hopping and looking at posts from different blogs and I stumbled upon this post from JunJunRiko.

It's sad that in life, you have to lose something precious in order to truly learn something in return...

I guessed there are some truths in it.

Malaysians are so brand conscious these days.

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Mon, 14 Mar 2011 02:34:00 +0000

Malaysians are so brand conscious these days.

Here are a few excerpts from a leading forum in Malaysia

That is true. I was very surprised to know many of my ex-colleagues, who are in the mid to late 20s, not having any savings (with credit card debts) despite them making more than RM50k p.a. and living with their parents. Some of them only aspire for material things such as luxury handbags, cars, gadgets etc and have put aside their passion and goals for monetary achievements. This is not only happening to them. The Malaysian culture has somehow evolved from being a community and caring culture to one, which emphasizes on monetary gains in expense of themselves or others.

Another

I notice a new culture among Malaysian youth. There seems to be an obsession with luxury goods whether it's a new LV bag or some fancy foreign car. The culture difference between our parent's lifestyle and ours is drastically different. Our parents save money and only spend on luxury goods once they feel they have surplus money. For my generation, youth aspire to have such material items to the point that some are spending way beyond their means. It is not unusual to for youths to enroll in 0% installment plans to buy handbags, phones and other gadgets. Gone were the days that u only owe the bank money for your car and house. Competition and a craving for acceptance have driven youths into debt on items that could be easily lived without.

Another

Actually, relatively 'normal' goods from Europe would be 'luxury' for Malaysians due to our exchange rate and exorbitant rates charged by greedy local retailers, not to mention additional taxes by the government. We cannot deny that European goods are of good quality, hence they are sought after by richer segment of asian population. you can compare european goods to errr China ..

I guess, buying these good is a show of prestige and rich.

As for people who are not able to afford these goods but choose to buy it, I do think there is some form of compensatory mechanism at work here. Maybe it's cultural inferiority complex thing, I suspect so but I could be wrong. Many asians do want to look like europeans to the extent of altering their own looks/face and embracing their way of life, religion , speaking in their language, and of course buying their goods.

Maybe psychologically, this segment of the population do wish they were born europeans ,and this obsession with anything europeans could be a way for them to overcome their perceived 'shortcomings'?

From my own observation, those who are born with better looks in our country are not so obsessed with luxury goods (for the middle income people), but those who are born 'not so photogenic' are the ones who are very obsessed with anything that is prada, LV , gucci , burberry.

Some even mentioned what rules to follow in order to avoid this situation

Some rules to follow when buying things.
Rule 1: Never get a credit card. Get a debit.
Rule 2: Ask yourself 3 questions. Do you want it? Do you really need it? Is it worth it?
Rule 3: Limit yourself to spending 80% of your salary at most. Try to budget it out.

Anyway what do you think? Weird world we live in. Nowadays times have changed, so have the people. So what about you?

I love this comment the most though

I see there are massive comments ranging from A to Z. Indeed, it is true enough that youngster nowadays are obsessed with luxury goods. But isn't this human being? It is just like a trend, when you see your friends have it, you want to have it as well. For the past 6 years or so, this LV bag thing dramatically hit Malaysia youths. I do not know what is so special with these bag but to me, they are just a waste of money. The price is just too much cos basically you are just paying for 2 words, "LV".

Concern over luxury cars, I think if they are capable of owning them then I don't see the point why not. If you can upgrade yourself for a better style of living, wouldn't you want to? Quite a number of my friends are driving luxury cars, but they own it themselves with the money they earned. Besides, you wouldn't tell me you want to live in a Kancil your whole life, or take public transport to work would you? Also, guys love cars a lot, I think they are naturally born that way so if they could own one, they will go for it.

About the "i" we are talking about nowadays, iPhone is strucking earth with its technology of touch screen. As for me, I am an IT guy so to me, I would buy an iPhone or even chase after technologies. The issue here is not about owning iPhone or Nokia. Honestly, I own both of these, iPhone with data plan, nokia for call plan. For many cases, iPhone could greatly ease your work, save more money than you can ever imagine. Nokia cost me RM2390 for my Nokia N85 few years back, the price of it dropped to RM500 or below now. iPhone now cost RM2490 for the 32GB in DiGi. Ok, so why did I say iPhone can save much money than you can ever imagine. It can be a use of entertainment, gaming, HD camera, GPS, application you cannot find with most other device out there. With RM100 more, I can enjoy so much more features, so why not?

Anyway now let us look at how I look at this kind of issue. Nowadays people have high debts on their credit cards, some forgoing their own life with luxuries and thus making themselves being piled into a pile of shit loading amount of debts. Well, credit cards are a convenience if you know what is needed to be spend on.

I find that credit card helps me during my time of unable to draw from ATM and also when traveling overseas with limited currencies of that country. It is also a good way to pay for my petrol. Of course, I find people nowadays tend to spend like crap once they own a credit card. Some cannot even control their own spending.

Well, to each their own, it is a metaphor. I love reading articles like this. Superbly mind boggling.

I Cried When I Wrote This

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Fri, 11 Mar 2011 09:25:00 +0000

Suddenly everything seems to come true. Is this how our world end as depicted in the film 2012? Earthquakes are abundant showing that there is instability on the earth's core. Will we ever be ready for such a cataclysm? After the earthquakes in Japan, China and the tsunami happening around the world, we wonder do we have the time left on earth.

There are many things I know that we cannot do. Though this has reminded me that we just should continue living and if it happens, then it happens and there’s nothing much we can do about it. In a way I am scared because if it were to happen before my eyes, I wished many things I could right before it comes.

I guessed I am just nobody after all. I found out something else. Looks like I was being pushed out from the cyber world. After all, what do I have? I tell no nice jokes, no fun stuffs. I realized at times I am too practical but maybe that is what makes me.

Will today be a good day? If nothing happens today, I guessed I will just hit the gym and be how I used to be which is to be self satisfied.

Emo Post? Not really. Since from this weird mind, you know I can just talk about anything. I am just afraid of what will happen and if there would be finally an earthquake around Malaysia, I guessed that’s a goner for most of us. We’re living in the lowlands, the reservoir/dam would crack and there goes my home.

Then after that, you might see me as one of those victims in the newspaper if that ever happens. I don’t mind if I were the only one from my family members who perished, I just want them safe. Oh Lord, please answer your servant’s prayer. I wished the world well and something could be done.

How to Make Fast Cash Without Blogging

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Fri, 11 Mar 2011 09:10:00 +0000

This is how as related in the news.

UNIVERSITY students in Guang Dong, China are making fast money by donating their sperm, Sin Chew Daily reported.

Some students donated their sperm as they needed the money to buy new handphones and laptops, it reported.

Each successful donor would be given 300 yuan (about RM140) each time, and they would have to donate 10 times. Donation is done every five to 10 days.

In total, they would be given about RM1,385 during the whole period, and the amount was about the same as the university scholarship for a year.

According to the report, 95% of the donors were university students or graduates, mostly those with Masters and doctorate degrees.

Link The Star

Doubting my Own Life

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Tue, 08 Mar 2011 07:50:00 +0000

It is never enough. It seems that people always have these expectations no matter where one goes. Can I actually meet these expectations? Sometimes I doubt myself. Well, maybe it’s good that I doubt. Without doubt, there are no forward enhancements.

Many years has passed since this blog was started. Wonder how many more ample time I will get to spend time with in this blog. As days go by, I realized many things have changed. I am no more the crazy go all around and doing whacky things like I used to Daniel but now more of a loner, sit down ponder and wonder what life all about version of Daniel is. Guessed many things have changed. Even pondering if is this is my life and how I want it to be.

Definitely need an assurance.

Not Everything Needs a Manual

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Fri, 04 Mar 2011 02:07:00 +0000

Missing for awhile and now I am back. More or less back to blogging more actively. Strange enough, the ads on this blog is still working and am still sticking with Advertlets here. Wonder when will be the date until I could withdraw money from Advertlets. Gone were the days when this blog used to generate lots and lots of traffic. Well, have to blame myself for neglecting this blog ever since I move my blog to it's own domain.

Anyway, if you follow my writings these few times, you wonder what is really boggling my mind at times. Sometimes I write atrocious stuffs, mind boggling, brain snapping and crappy and serious things which at times need to be pondered about. Do you think humans are now too dependant? What do I mean by that?

Now humans are more likely to follow everything according to the book. According to the internet. It's like they need everything from a source to base their actions on to. I will understand if there was a help or guide book or manuals for programming, cooking but life planning and stuffs, seems like not many people nowadays can think on their own. Not everything needs to be followed according to manuals.

Of course this is where people like me should start taking the opportunity to write books and then profit them by selling them as eBooks as people nowadays are desperate to learn through others be it if the books they bought actually works. Some of them buy books but still did not read them.

Personally I read all the books at my home, story books too even the encyclopedias because I find books are interesting. Of course, dictionary is an exception as there are too many words and why read something less resourceful when you just use that dictionary to find meaning to words you don't understand.

Funny how I write this way without actually giving second thoughts as to what I was suppose to write. Maybe it's my secret talent to write articles and weird kind of articles. Though as long as it's working, I have no complaints.

Of course, will this mark the revival of Weird Daniel's blog? Hmmm.. I believe it to be so. Imagine the blogosphere without weirdness and everyone is so normal. Nahhh….. I need to be crappy and whacky sometimes in order to contain my weirdy sanity.

I am not complete

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Mon, 17 Jan 2011 09:24:00 +0000

I say so. I am not complete. Believe me...

Torres Double

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Mon, 08 Nov 2010 02:08:00 +0000

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE~~~~~~~~
TORRES DOUBLE SECURES WIN OVER CHELSEA.

Wooots..... Now today I am feeling overjoyed. Just you wait, previously it was a Gerrard hat-trick and now it's a Torres double. That feeling is so good, I could just look into the sky and start my Monday work with a smile. Yo ho ho.

There is Hope

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Mon, 08 Nov 2010 02:05:00 +0000

I see you in my dreams feeling so tender and loving and suddenly in reality, you're not. You push me around telling me that it should be like that and like this.

Now how does this relate in real life? Many times we wonder how come when we dream, all seems so nice. Well, it wouldn't have been called a dream if most things doesn't come true. Then it will be called a nightmare.

Most of the time, everything has positive and negative. We are all part of this world where there is good and bad and evil and holy and sky and earth/sea. Whatever...

Do I need to repeat it again? Well, life could be unfair to you right now, but does that mean that it will unfair for the rest of your life? How about those times when it is fair to you? Strange right? We always look at the negative aspect of our and others life but never look at the positive. Definitely weird and double weird. Weird how people don't even notice at all how good their life is. Always thinking that their life sucks and their life is of no use and a waste. What are the real reasons behind this negativity?

You need hope. Hope and to most of the people I know that have this hope they don't really have this negativity. Well, because they learn to trust that hope. That hope is what they called their trust in the Jesus Christ. Of course, you can also put it as rubbish if you want, but why is it that when you hear this name, you will totally think it's not a hope worth hoping for and also why the negativeness? Since most of the time you look at things in negative outlook why not give this a try.

Many people that I have witnessed usually look a lot more cheerful, they have a purpose in life. That purpose in life is to help other people look for that purpose. That is why, I am writing this blog post to instill and bring about hope to the rest of you readers out there.

Though I called myself weird, it's a weird in a different sense. Strange? But then you usually see me in a positive attitude right? Never afraid of ghosts/spirits/demons movie, stories, legends. You can read this by yourself. I am sure you can witness this in some of the others. Of course, there are those who go to the extreme. That I say, is a different thing altogether. Some people push it too far and created their own way of worship which isn't scriptural. Well, and they have followers and they choose certain parts of the bible to link to what they believe without reading the whole book in context.

Weird. Not really. It's the leaders that are doing it. Can't blame the people who blindly follow those leaders. I wonder if the crust of the message is what they tell people to believe or to hope for, or they just want people to do what the community is doing.

Love the way you Lie

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Tue, 26 Oct 2010 07:16:00 +0000

Just want to stand here and watch me burn
That's all right because I love the way it hurts
Just want to stand here and watch me cry
That's all right because I love the way you lie
Love the way you lie

Eminem and Rihanna's song. Somehow there's a truth in these words. Yes, sadly, there are many times lying is the best policy. Why say like that one? Imagine your gf asking you, if me and her who more pretty (if somehow the other girl is actually a prettier person by fact) and you say it's the other girl, "bai ming" you gonna get yourself ignored, angried at so the best way is to lie.

Isn't that what we're not aiming to do? But lying is such a way that it's become normal. Strange right, guys are not supposed to lie when it's something else, but they have to lie when it's regarding stuffs like that. Now you know, how hard it is for a guy to live. And they say girls have it harder coz they have to think of all the things while guys are simple minded creatures. Guys appear simple minded in front of girls coz they only think things if it's going to affect their lifes but not other things which doesn't really have a large impact on their lifes. Now that's the difference between both genders I supposed.

Don't believe me, you can basically see that in reality. Don't need to ask me. It's right in front your eyes or rather in your heart.

Woots Do You Miss My Private Life

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Wed, 08 Sep 2010 12:35:00 +0000

Yo people, how are you all doing? It's been awhile right? Aiyoh don't la like that, I mean nothing to be disappear from the public in this blog. Just that recently have been busy and no mood to blog. Not no mood to blog but when reached home then blog will feel tired one.

So now take time off to blog la. But funny thing la, these days there are many people who thinks that it's alright to be someone who don't think so much but also to think that it's okay to think so much. Dang, here I go again, typing without thinking and just typing whatever that's in my mind.

For the past few days, there are many people that have been involved my life lor... just that I dunno how to say it, it's just weird. Life goes by and you will meet many many people who will influence the part in your life. Well, not easy la, but still they count as part of your life even though might be bad and also good.

So what? Many people say to forget the people they hate, but without them, your life might be different and your road of life might be different. These has always been the way la. I meant look at what I did last time, and if I don't do something wrong, something won't change and then I'll most probable end up as a different Daniel. Not Weird, but maybe more like Takeshi Kaneshiro. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Dun kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. But who knows. Well, sometimes it's what you willing to do. Now I think I shall revive this blog and make it become what they are. For the power of Weirdness, I present to you my luv for you. MUACKS... ewwwwwwwww.....

Die lor

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Fri, 18 Jun 2010 20:41:00 +0000

"sei for" lor... I am having headache just by memorising my japanese stuffs. Looks like me is gonna have a hard time catching up with all the japanese work.

All because of Laziness now have to cram up all the stuffs in my head in 1 day. Now somore 4:41am. Gila liao

What Should I Do?

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Tue, 01 Jun 2010 11:28:00 +0000

I have been thinking this past one day, and I haven't gotten the sleep I needed. I am slowly deteriorating due to my insufficient sleep. This morning I woke up with a bleeding nose, don't know why.

But now comes the question, what should I do? I am being ignored. I know I was wrong, but to ignore me is painful. I don't want this to keep going on and on. Is there even a solution for this?

Haven't been talking here?

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Fri, 14 May 2010 08:47:00 +0000

Eh, for those who have been reading or actually got visit this site, hahaha sorry la was kinda busy and not as free as last time when I can blog like almost everyday. Basically I have japanese class, magic the gathering sessions and lots of other activities nowadays. Even so many things to think and this is why la I no update for so long long time jor la.

Ahahahahha... here is good. I no need to write so formal nia. At least broken english or like some people say singlish or manglish. Whateva la... sounds the same. HAHAHAHAH!!

Well, this site is going to be up and coming again. Anything from funny things, or rather those I find not suitable for majority of the public will be put here le. reason cause that site too many people view edi, somore got family member view lor, I put certain things also scared jor.

How how how? Eh, I think should start making nuffnang for this also le. If not how leh? At least got some cash hor.....

今日は好い天気です。

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Tue, 23 Mar 2010 03:44:00 +0000

Today's a good day. Well, at least that's what it seems. I have been waking up early these past few working days with the exception on weekends. Aiyoh so formal for what.

Now have to study Japanese all over again at least learn till can talk more and more lor. Got friends who can speak Japanese. でも　日本ごのともどちぜんぜｎいます。

いま私はたいへんさびしいね。。。。。

One thing I don't like

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Wed, 10 Mar 2010 06:51:00 +0000

Aiyah.... come back my own blog also need to wait. Cikopek, see see why so slow. Then see loading bar, advertlets mia. 2 times liao today also same thing. Why load so slow? Is it my blog no good quality load also slow ah?

What is this? I was hoping to just see my own blog and layout and I get this kinda thing oh. Die go die... sien liao lor...

But nevermind, i can still tahan as I want see how long can tahan nia. Aiyah.... today work dunno do what, at least got more time to write

What a Wonderful Feature

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Tue, 23 Feb 2010 00:28:00 +0000

Oh my, Blogger seems to be powderful these days lor. So many new feature I gao gao lat like it. At least now they make it nicer, not like last time.

Oh ya, for those who have been following this blog, you all know liao I start add Advertlets here. I want to see if there's any potential from this ad agency after abandoning it for more than 2.5 years. Well, the thing is, I heard that it started to grow and being a very fair person, I would want to give it a second chance ever since the mishap years ago.

Eh, why my engrish suddenly veli powderful one. Aiyoh, I think i confuse liao writing in tis blog and my other proper english blog or the better english blog. Double standard, no good ke? Treat this blog like very personal blog liao, all things also can talk. Hahaha.. no one will bother also, but it's good thing.

Hmmm.. now google give us modify blog links, but hor, I see what happen if I put weird weird the link, what will happen oh? Will it display the link. If I put google.com as link leh. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Later go try, I think sure veli funny one. But ya hor, yesterday very hot, sweat even aircond, but good also, so long no sweat jor. Hahaha.. do you miss my this english or want me write proper one, so can prove that Malaysia Boleh can write good good english?

Si beh huat eh, must give power gao gao...

Edit : Aiyah... the link one is for to link back to original post lai de. Aiyoh, "pian ren de" suan le ba..

Previously I wanted to get something

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 18:59:00 +0000

You know, before this, I wanted to get something in the shopping mall, but then now I find that I got no reason to get it. One is due to the fact that when I was looking for it, I can't possibly tell what I am doing, thus stuttering. The only thing I can say was something which didn't really sound convincing.

But nevermind that, I doubt I will even bother to find that thing anymore. No point liao. If everytime also like this, then slowly and in the next coming days, also will be like this jor. I sometimes don't understand, maybe different life goals. Tonight Daniel have adrenaline rush, not wanting to sleep, simply because he just doesn't feel like it. Why should I sleep early? There's no point. Someone who just blocks my number and then in the middle of the night online FB.

I think I shall rant more on mishmormor. Tonight I didn't bath, didn't bother brushing teeth, didn't bother washing face, didn't bother to do anything, and all I am doing is sitting in front of the pc after I had an accident while on the way back. Lucky the car graze my sideview mirror and darn idiot, lucky that guy paid me RM800 for the mirror. SHould have opt for RM1k. I really don't know how today is a BLACK DAY for me. Just now while walking in the shopping complex, I saw something which I've thought of getting.

Those lucky Japanese charm cats which have different colors which meant different meanings. Well, I saw that green was a charm for work/studies and pink for love and black to ward of evil and etc etc. Simply said, I have seen what it means. But the thought of getting one, nahhhh.. dont think I wanna get it now.

I shall log off from here. This would most likely be one of the last post in this blog. I will be ranting elsewhere and this time, no one knows about that blog. So any stalkers out there who still read this blog and knows me, adios. It's good to rant somewhere where no one knows who you are at times. Isn't that right Ichiman.

Weird Dream Until Sweat Kao Kao

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Tue, 26 Jan 2010 03:44:00 +0000

I had a weird dream last night. It was so freaking scary that when I think about it, it’s just so weird. Well, of all things I have to dream about the least person to actually suddenly stay close to me. O_o. It was eerie to imagine someone which I wasn’t at all linked to suddenly come out and say I like you. WARGHHHHH and it’s the last 2 person that I least expect to do that.

Must be the Korean drama I watched last night. What Taming of the Heir (2009) series on KBS channel. Some love triangle thingy. Aiyoyoyo… this is so going to make me feel all weird.

I think because of that dream (nightmare) wahhh you dunno how I felt. Very very the kan cheong. Hahaha.. I come back my ahbeng style typing jor. Wheee… at least cut my stress like this lor, dun nid to bother about my English here. Since here is random mia and no one will actually visit it a lot compare to my main blog. That dream made me sweat kao kao so much at night. I woke up this morning, my whole back was wet.

Don’t know what weird events will come again.

New Year 2010 Faith Questioning

noreply@blogger.com (Weird Dan) — Tue, 05 Jan 2010 07:01:00 +0000

GILA GLORY GILA GLORY 2010. LOL... that was how it was like 10 years back. Then wondering back now, I realised that I am now approaching 28 this year. That's like.... another 2 more years to 30. T_T Sad.... I always thought time can last a little bit longer, as how fit and how I enjoy running, sleeping and skipping classes and school schedules.

Anyway a new year must definitely be worth mentioning. It's like wow... I've grown older. Sometimes we look at life at how fragile it is. Any passing day, I can just suddenly go away and maybe being whooshed from the planet just as sudden. Looking at accidents happening, it's a lot more true than expected.

Sometimes we think what do we live for in this world. Some people thinks that it's only worth while living in this world. We always wonder what will happen when we actually do not exist in this world. Do we just don't exist? Or do we just left to wander as spirits and ghost that people now said they tend to see in haunted mansions, graveyards and even houses and beds of ancestors.

Well, perhaps it's wise to look at this at your own point of view. People are atheist for a certain reason, believing that there is no other awesome power or God which governs the whole universe. Anyway everyone has their argument. Believers in religion believes that there is an awesome or powerful force.

So now let's talk about religion! What's a religion/faith? Well, seemingly, most of us now has a religion (non-atheist) but there are lots of them on earth. What to believe in? Why should you believe in your religion? Well, for me, I am happy that I am a Christian and that by searching through the bible it sort of tells me a lot of things. Believing that the Lord Jesus Christ came down as a man to be hung on the cross to pay for redemption for our sins is the greatest gift a man can get. Any man would have perished, but He rose again on the 3rd day.

Well, I do read about other religions as well, as I love to study the implications and understanding of other religions. I don't like to say, "Your religion is wrong, because it's wrong." Those who believe without knowing and understanding and without researching, sometimes sad, but that's what I call blind faith. Believing something is not just mm hmmm.. I understand I understand and take in all the information from someone who just said something. (Though humans are gullible and tend to do that mistake)

Some people say it's wrong to question the authenticity of our faith as it might degrade our understanding and faith, but if there's no question of your own faith and how it came about and to know the underlying truth of how your faith/religious views started and came about, it's just simply not coming from God rather from men. Men who says something and just believing them because they are the supposed appointed messenger of God, but as we all know, human make mistakes. There's no one we can find who doesn't sin now and how do we know how true it is.

Simply said, suddenly this thoughts came to my mind while I was typing halfway and now you can see how weird and how strange when my mind wanders off. I hope at least this give you a bit of a thought to ponder about.

Adios.