tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7955291762051815582009-07-11T21:32:28.324+08:00Life is a maze of paths. By getting lost, I discover myself, recognize my own passage.haanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07150179855376396285noreply@blogger.comBlogger663125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-795529176205181558.post-55016771996965916992009-07-08T21:52:00.007+08:002009-07-09T00:32:11.400+08:002009-07-09T00:32:11.400+08:00

Lost My Boss (Chinese) | Lost My Boss II (English) | Lost My Boss III (Chinese)又过了一天。打完羽球过后，我选择了比较长的那条路驾车回家。我也不懂为什么，可能是想一个人听歌、并好好想东西。已经是第三天。我还是可以感觉到自己是被重重的悲哀笼罩着。我觉得很辛苦。一直尝试给自己灌输正面的能量，但似乎并不能维持很久。这一刻，我开心地和别人聊天；下一秒，眼睛又是湿湿的。有时我也不清楚，在伤心的时刻，我是否更倾向于说更多的话、开更多的玩笑，来掩饰自己灰色的心情。回途中，突然想到我“口不择言”的时候，大部分时间都是说着有骨的话。只希望没有不小心伤害到那些被我“射”的人。就算是我的组员PL，有些东西他也是不敢跟我说的，会叫别人，比如是安德鲁代劳。他说，不懂我什么时候有“风”（应该是头疯的“疯”吧），

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Lost My Boss (Chinese) | Lost My Boss II (English) | Lost My Boss III (Chinese)Today, I'm able to write in English.Last night, I was still thinking if I should go to work today. Honestly, sometimes I've pretty strong escapism. Thanks to those who gave me advice and counsel last night. Therefore, I still woke up as usual and went to work today. I had a meeting at Maxis (KL Central) this afternoon

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Lost My Boss (Chinese) | Lost My Boss II (English) | Lost My Boss III (Chinese)已经将近两年，我没因为任何男人流眼泪。没想到，今天却破戒了。这个男人，是我还可以在今天，最后一天正式叫他“老板”的直属上司，AC。 我想就算不是我的同事，也曾经在这里读过我写许多关于工作、关于我老板（我还想这么叫他，就算是过了今天）的篇章。那些点滴，我也记不起到底有多少。只是不曾预料到，我们有缘尽的一天，而这天，来得那么突然、那么令人错愕。上星期，我还跟我的组员PL说，最近好像静得有点可怕。他回答我说，这是暴风雨的前夕。下星期你老板从香港过来，我们应该就会忙得不可开交。真的没有想到，这是一场出乎预料的暴风雨。它令我不能再跟这位我遇过最好、最令我尊敬、最令我信服、最可以令我任劳任怨和他并肩作战的好老板。公司的政治，我不了解，也不想了解

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上一篇昨天下午五点才开始看《淡季远行》，不到一天的时间就看完了。阿Kun也终于写了关于她得到奖学金的部落格文章。我们可是等了好几天。星座分析总是说，处女座的人很小气，妒嫉心很强。我一直以来都不太赞同。就如朋友们能够出国读书、工作或是旅游，我常常都似乎比他们本人还要兴奋，并没有酸葡萄的感觉。可能处女座的妒嫉心只是在某方面会发挥得特别淋漓尽致。至于是哪一方面，恕我不想在这里“诋毁”自己，为喜欢调侃我的同事制造更多的筹码 :)至今，我们同学之中申请奖学金升学的命中率是100%，在翠霞、小立、阿Kun，希望下一个有好消息的就是佳霖。我昨晚倒是忘了问佳霖，现在他是否有打消去升学的念头？对不起，弄到这里好像是广播站的样子。不过就算我否认，很多人也会这样认定这个部落格。（那就将错就错好了）吴淡如的旅游书不难读。假若每星期我都有如此标青的阅读速度，我想我对自己一定会很满意。今天也如平常，

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小立从南京回来两个月，所以今晚和她及佳霖有约。就只是三人，因为不懂还有谁有回来适耕庄。我虽然几乎每星期都回来，不过还是会在有“特别嘉宾”的时候才会露面，所以见佳霖的次数也不比其他人多。有时候，距离真的不代表什么，如果你知道以前我和他通信的频率。聊了大概三小时，送小立回家时她的家人也都关灯睡觉了。在我抵家的约一分钟前，佳霖告诉了我一个关于他的update。希望知道的人或许可以直接问他，因为据说我是第二个知晓的人。嗯，或许可以在这里通一点风... 听了之后，我问：我：这次是什么星座的？他：狮子座聪明的应该很快猜到，嘿嘿。之前的雅加达之行，两轮飞机让我看完了吴淡如的《在浪漫的时光中》。今天，我开始看她的《淡季远行》。我希望自己看多一点书，少上一点网，因为看书比上网更有益身心。书中提到，卡夫卡曾说过：“你自己本身就是一个问题，无论如何，别人都无法了解你”。这一句话有点令我疑惑，

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Friday night again. Just chat with Kun via MSN. She's still at work. However, she's leaving her job and the country soon. Kun:I suddenly recall lots of memories herethe first time I came herethe clothes I wore that time(some other statements...)Haan:when there are changes in life, only we feel we are alive. just like in normal days, you won't think of all these, right? (some other statements...)I

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Tanah Lot is a very famous and not-to-be-missed destination to be visited in Bali with spectacular view of sunset.We visited the place on our third day in Bali. The driver, Nyoman, who is Putu's friend, picked us from Simpang Inn in the morning, and Tanah Lot was our first destination on the day. According to our itinerary, we were not able to visit Tanah Lot during the dusk. Again, please do not

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Today is the last day of June. This means half of the year 2009 is already gone.How fast is it!! Hard to believe, but have to believe. This year, I always feel like I'm achieving nothing. At work, not many things are under my control, e.g. answer how many RFP, go to how many overseas countries, successfully been awarded how many projects etc. I could just see how's the flow of everything and

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昨天，有一个人说我太追求完美。我很直接就回了一句，没办法，因为我是处女座。接着，不断在思前想后。一直提醒自己，世上没有完美，可以“尽量好”就已经足够？是这么讲，但履行了有多少，我也不知道。晚上，读到吴淡如的“向光性的远见”，里头写道：哑剧演员卓别林说过的这句话：「以放大镜来看人生，人生是一场悲剧；以望远镜来看人生，人生未尝不是一场喜剧。」用放大镜来看，悲哀被放大了，缺点被放大了、错误被放大了，怎能不处处挑剔？望远镜，正是我们可以拥有的、向光性的远见，它宽容了所有不完美的细节，大气磅礡的呈现了另一种景象，让我们心存警惕：时光必然会无声无息的流逝，该怎么做，才是不悔此生，才有意义？我还在思考着这句话。 对上半句，我比较不明了。为什么好像说到被放大的，只会是消极的那面？Yesterday, someone said I'm a perfectionist. Without second

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We stayed at Dewi Ayu in Ubud, for a total of 4 days!!Can't imagine, right? In between, supposed 1 day should be spent at Tulamben for scuba diving. But since I was sick, we canceled the plan to Tulamben. Ubud is actually quite a nice place. The people are not as cunning as those in Kuta. There are terraced paddy fields in Ubud, and it's a much cultural place instead of a commercial one. At night

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After visiting the monument in Denpasar, we headed to Uluwatu, the holy temple at the southern part of Bali with Kecak dance and spectacular sunset. On the way, we passed by the Dreamland, which was originally named Cimongka.It's built to be the "new Kuta" while Kuta gets flooded by visitors. We didn't go in, due to lack of time.Before reaching, the driver has told us about we should get seats at

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Denpasar is the largest city and capital of the island of Bali. This is also where the Ngurah Rai airport is located. We visited the Bajra Sandhi Monument and were quite excited with its beauty. Initially we thought to just take a photo outside then leave. We ended up spending quite some time snapping photos around the area. The admission fee is just 10,000 Rupiah, which is equivalent to

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After arriving at Bali, the first thing we learned was not to step on the offerings near the entrance of each shop. Initially, we didn't actually realize what it is, just knowing it's something religious, and we had better respect and watch our steps. On the next day, the driver told us, it's called Canang, or "offering" in English. An offering is something tangible, which is presented to appease

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今天又去看医生。近来的一个月内，我已经看了四回医生。20/5/2009 - 去峇厘岛的时候发烧，担心是流感，便去看医生。5/6/2009 - 从雅加达kickoff meeting回来，隔天就发烧。 8/6/2009 - 开始感觉有少许感冒和喉咙痛，趁在情况恶化之前去看医生。 19/6/2009 - 近两星期了，感冒还未清，而且开始咳嗽。对如此的生活感到纳闷。自问已经喝很多水，吃很多有营养的蔬果，睡眠也很足够，但就是不明白为什么还会如此不健康？今天在诊所等看病的时候，看到一班年轻的男女在那里等着做身体检验。大家的手上都握着JPA的信。相信他们是拿到了JPA奖学金到外国留学的一群。从他们脸上，我看到洋溢的青春。我的年代，还没有什么JPA奖学金。中学开始就被别人灌输说，要进得了本地大学，才是真正的好学生。我却不是这么想，我觉得一定要选自己喜欢的科目来读，而且也因为被在国外念书的朋友影响，

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On the second day in Bali, we started our day at 9am, by meeting the driver we called the day before. His name is Yik. The transport that day was USD 25. Don't ask me what car is this. I've no idea. Car is not my thing.We actually had our own plan. Before leaving the hotel, Simpang Inn, we showed him our itinerary. He commented that the places in list are too few, and he would drive us to more

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Left Hazy KL | Seee... food | Slow... Smoke... SienLast night, felt sleepy at about 10:30pm (Malaysia time). Was quite surprised but still wrote a post about last night's seafood meal before dumping myself into the bed. Someone told me, that's coz we ate seafood. My boss also slept at about 11pm, which is considered a BIG SURPRISE from him. He tends to sleep late and wake up early. This morning,

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Left Hazy KL | Seee... food | Slow... Smoke... SienOne day meeting today, morning and afternoon sessions. Another one in the morning tomorrow, then will head to the airport. According to the info obtained today, I guess... the life of traveling frequently to Jakarta will just continue...Can you figure out what happens in the following picture? You see a lot of people hitchhike near the roadside,

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Left Hazy KL | Seee... food | Slow... Smoke... SienIt's something boring to mention... I'm in Jakarta again...Come on Monday, and will be flying back to Malaysia on Wednesday. Gonna miss my badminton session this week.Just came 2 weeks ago for a kickoff meeting. This round, it's to sort out some pending items. There is a pretty fussy Indian guy at the client site. I asked PL to bring over some "

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A lot of times, the ads on my blog actually attract my attention, especially those who are telco-related, because I'm working in the telecommunications field. This morning, something in striking colors caught my attention. It's from the mobile operator which I'm attached with, DiGi (the one made me failed to roam in Jakarta just 2 weeks ago). After voting as an individual to National Kidney

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Finally, I finished writing about my 2008 year end backpack together with Wyng, Andrew and Ivy.I've been looking forward to making a summary post for so long. Last time, I took almost the same time for my 2007 Summer Trip writing, producing almost the same number of posts and photo albums.Stopped by Highlands Coffee after Halong Bay and before Sapa.In between, I've got few small trips, and have

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The world is very weird. Some things that are so common for certain people, might be very new to the others. I've a colleague who travels frequently between Singapore and KL, but I've not been to Singapore since my last visit when I was 12 years old. Meaning, I've not been to the country for 10+ years, but it's still not long compared to my last visit to Genting Highlands. I last visited Genting

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Temples Visit 1 | Temples Visit 2 | Temples Visit 3 | Temples Visit 4 | Temples Visit 5 | Temples Visit 6 | Temples Visit 7This is going to be the LAST post about Siem Reap temples. I know the previous posts could be a little boring :)After the Terrace of Elephants and Leper King, it's time to go to Phnom Bakheng for sunset. We thought we could rest on the Tuk Tuk before arriving Phnom Bakheng,

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Temples Visit 1 | Temples Visit 2 | Temples Visit 3 | Temples Visit 4 | Temples Visit 5 | Temples Visit 6 | Temples Visit 7Day 2 (6th Destination) - Terrace of the ElephantsPersonally, I quite like the 2 places mentioned in this post, especially the first one, which is the Terrace of the Elephants. Terrace of the Elephants is an impressive, 2.5 meters tall, 300 meters long terrace wall adorned

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Tired. Sleepy. Have spare posts to publish.But still wish to grumble a little. Today, I was the one initiating to play ping pong (normally I just pass by then join), coz I did not know how to write a document. I had to write something I don't agree... isn't it funny? That's why I could not convince myself to write out those statements. Things cannot be delayed for too long, and I really don't

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Failed to Roam | Kickoff on 3/6/09 | Kickoff Meeting LunchP/S: Last Friday I had fever, today my teammate PL is sick too. Over the weekend, we rushed something which was due this morning. I really salute my boss. He is still okay now... Went to doctor again just now. This turn is about flu and sore throat. The doctor gave me a Medical Certificate for tomorrow, but there is a hardly arranged

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