tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683Thu, 24 Oct 2024 07:59:59 +00002008lifeit sucks2009shout-outlovelifeyou tubefirstsGoddramajobeventlovejob huntingfriendsmakatimoviesaddictbooksconfusionfunnyrealizationtv seriesbirthdayconcertdeathembarassingstressartsy pixiefashionfaverejectionrunwaysaveshocking momentvideo of the dayHarry Pottergadgethurtingkidsmissing the daysnewreview2008 break-up diaryAdsMOAadventureamerican idolbloggingbossbumcollectionscravingsdinnerfightmtvmusicpost interview syndromepromosleep problemtraveltwilight2010BoholHillsong UnitedUKbazaarcakecamerascelebrationcelebritydepressheroeshuman rightsinsensitiveluxemlyricsmarriagemy first entryphone callseasonsweldotaggedtamad200620192020AntonDiazBSN board exam resultBo SanchezBob OngENTJEdward CullenGREENHOTNESSaliwapplebeachbleedingbloggers unitebritishcavecavingcheapchinachristmasconyo-momentsdashboard confessionaldavid cookdeathly hollowsdepressiondevotiondgroupemailencouragementenglish 101epidemicfishballfood crazefor a causegiftgossip girlgreenpeacehealthheart mattershelpikatamaranknowledge is powerkrispy kremelonelylook after youmemoriesmy evening sorrowsnew familynewbienovartisparlorpersonalityphotographypicturespower booksprayerpurposerealtalksadsalesceneryseason 2september 27sheepsidney sheldonsoundtrackspoilerstarbucksstolensuri cruiseswitchfoottestthe bachelorthe fraytiendesitastrialstrustingtv showvacationviruswaitingwedding10 years of blogging (+ a hiatus in between). I found that its good to be reminded what goes to your mind way back. And Im so glad I was able to document here in cyberspace. A lot of childish stuff but a lot of treasures as well. so there..http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (Shaula)Blogger171125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-63016592438416822Fri, 31 Jan 2020 05:04:00 +00002020-01-31T13:04:52.615+08:002020bleedinghealthtrialstrustingviruswaiting Photo courtesy of  https://kennedywritings.com/2019/01/06/peace-and-serenity-acquired-from-nature/ We are at the stage wherein we are waiting on God's answers to our prayers. I have been bleeding for a month, and there are no concrete answer yet as to what's causing it. By God's grace, I am not panicking, or depressed/ sad, nor worried. I know this peace comes from the Lord - http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2020/01/peace-of-god-on-waiting-and-amidst-of.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-3919554472663282318Sun, 30 Jun 2019 16:40:00 +00002019-07-01T00:40:31.219+08:00depressdepressionencouragementheart mattersmy evening sorrows Early this morning, I have realized that I am going through depression. I believe my depression started when I did not consistently make time with God (aka quiet time). And now, I am at my worst. If not for the grace of God, I would not be here typing my thoughts. I would have ended my life (no exaggeration).I'd like to believe that where I am now is God ordained. God allowed me to http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2019/07/night-1-unto-path-of-healing.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-3552236057541418184Mon, 24 Jun 2019 12:43:00 +00002019-06-24T21:15:45.429+08:002019depressdramahurtinglonelymarriagerealtalksadYes, fast forward I'm married now for 6 years now (wait what?). Most of my blog posts are during my pre-quarter life crisis (yes, very "babaw" childish posts harhar). Yes, im married. A young family of 3. And for some time now I am on this side of marriage that I did not know about (its nothing new to the society but I am/was oblivious). it's called Loneliness in Marriage (i just made this http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2019/06/fast-forward-loneliness-in-marriage.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-4132206523586488105Sat, 20 Sep 2014 07:05:00 +00002014-09-20T15:10:42.596+08:00Today, our son, Caleb, did his first ever roll! (Yey!!!) He is 2 weeks & 3 days old. Good thing we caught it on video. He is such an active baby boy with strong bones & muscles (for a preemie) Thank God! :) Mommy & Daddy is so proud of you! http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2014/09/calebs-1st-roll.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-5976073076634194920Wed, 20 Aug 2014 23:30:00 +00002014-08-21T07:30:15.521+08:00Today, I was motivated to diligently study the word of God. I caught myself exchanging thoughts with a friend (via fb) about false teachings. How sad it is to know the truth that there are many being deceived, even inside the church. I am concerned by those people who wanted to "repackage" scriptures just because of fear that it will become "too heavy" to those who will hear. My heart just http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2014/08/motivated.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-9094508693380301916Fri, 30 May 2014 05:57:00 +00002014-05-30T13:57:12.940+08:00May 24, 2014 I'm on my 2nd wk of my 2-months Bed Rest and I came to a point that somehow I feel "panicky" (also known as naloloka-of-not-doing-anything). My life right now is the complete opposite of my lifestyle 2 weeks ago. I feel that my body is getting weak due to lack of movement. Maybe I'm depressed? No matter how i communicate the boredom that I do have to anyone, I get responses that http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2014/05/the-12th-day-one-desire.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-9131725802645521241Wed, 28 May 2014 02:00:00 +00002014-05-28T10:00:31.344+08:00Last May 10, during our monthly check-up with our OB-GYN, the doctor told us something I did not see coming. Dra: "Ano bang work mo?" Me: "uhm.. " (thinking on how to explain what i do. I just said..) ".. sa Unilever po." Dra: "You should take at least 2 months bed rest" Me: "ha?" (I didnt capture what she said. It's like a blur or something) Then the Dra explained that my placenta is totally http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2014/05/2-months-bed-rest.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-3152103628471333264Sat, 16 Jun 2012 03:22:00 +00002012-06-16T11:22:52.855+08:00Its been a year since my last blog here. I changed the title of my blog to - "A Glimpse Of Life with God". At 1st i was kind of hesitant because my previous blogs (1st few yrs) are clearly does not depict a life with God. There's hatred, cursing, angst... a complete opposite of God. I was thinking, should i make a new blogsite? But then i decided, to just retain this. For this is the reality i http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2012/06/its-been-year-since-my-last-blog-here.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-857396810771449959Sat, 16 Jun 2012 02:15:00 +00002012-06-16T10:15:12.375+08:00I just asked God to be my lover. For i know He will love me, care for me, and love me Lover of my soul Healer of my scars And i know my life will be the best :) I think He heard me, for i feel the peace in my heart. God, you are my lover, now & forever.http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2012/06/be-my-lover.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-610906106656971599Thu, 14 Jun 2012 15:10:00 +00002012-06-16T10:17:24.038+08:00It was my 26th birthday that i realized how much i allowed the circumstances around me just to pass me by. I realized that i have spend much of my time in working. I am becoming one of those corporate exec who are extremely busy. And i must say, it is indeed a sad life, though God has been faithful, giving me peace everyday & sustaining me. That's why ithought i was doing just fine. Weekendhttp://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2012/06/waking-up.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-8254197822905996941Sun, 01 May 2011 05:27:00 +00002011-05-01T13:27:21.701+08:00but i hope its not over........http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2011/05/it-must-have-been-love.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-4383824744385513467Thu, 14 Oct 2010 13:20:00 +00002010-10-14T21:23:49.514+08:00I have never been so content and at peace with my brothers and sisters in Christ. I can feel the love of God and His care as well through them. Thank you so so much. I love to spend every moment with them.http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/10/blessing-of-friendship.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-7402038982220617486Sun, 10 Oct 2010 13:47:00 +00002010-10-10T21:48:57.495+08:00yihee! somebody took notice of me? hahaha! am i teasing myself? I know, i sound silly. wala lang. na touch naman ako God. hahahahttp://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/10/yihee.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-4345695399301191492Sun, 12 Sep 2010 14:34:00 +00002010-09-12T22:35:35.131+08:00im completely blankout of focuslostout of passion i guessim not inspiredand with that im not okaywhats wrong with me!!http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/09/blank.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-1757725728537830507Mon, 12 Jul 2010 04:49:00 +00002010-07-12T12:59:03.158+08:00Im here in the office (1st time to blog sa office. lol)I feel so weak. I dont want to stand up.tons of blood comes out from my body..arrgghhh... pain. When will I go to heaven and experence pain no morehttp://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/07/blood-weakens-me.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-2731895560674607839Sat, 10 Jul 2010 07:00:00 +00002010-07-10T15:25:27.192+08:00dgroupJust had my dgroup with Oasis, Nethz and Ate bu at Red Ribbon earlier this morning. As always, my cry baby "gift" was on again. hahaha! Everytime we get to talk about God's work or lessons He leaves in us... everytime we share our experiences, I never fail to use ate bu's supplies of tissues. It's like im so sensitive or it's so dear to my heart that my eyes never fails to produce droplets of http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/07/saturdate-red-ribbon-kfc.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-4453584821168340095Wed, 21 Apr 2010 12:27:00 +00002010-04-21T21:34:13.832+08:00Date: April 20, 2010Place: AranetaWhat: Touching Heavens with Darlene Zshech and the Hillsong Worship TeamThe day where prayers where answered by our dear father, Lord God in heaven. Right now, di pa rin sya nagsisink in. It's beyond awe. beyond wonders...I was given an opportunity to serve God by being part of the production team. Imagine?? ME??? that alone is mouth dropping!-Background: Last http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/04/concert-for-cause-concert-for-gods.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-8307475347307720030Tue, 13 Apr 2010 14:38:00 +00002010-04-13T22:40:03.081+08:00I miss someone. Not someone in particular (which is extra weird).Sigh! I think I have to get off my face in front of the PC.http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/04/maybe-i-just-need-rest-and-more-qt.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-1466546487535261856Thu, 01 Apr 2010 07:13:00 +00002010-04-01T15:31:03.910+08:00I realized all of these from a conversation with a brother.the truth is i cannot fast track my growth. It takes time and experience. I cannot use the service that i am doing now to justify my claim that I am mature enough. Yes, i am growing and learning but not to the level that I want people to see me. I got rebuked upon realizing this. And so, i shouldn't hurry myself up and just enjoy the http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/04/from-conversation.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-4659355496276090134Sun, 14 Mar 2010 13:01:00 +00002010-03-14T21:09:48.138+08:00I feel tired today. Not tired as in "I'm-so-stressed-I-need-to-breathe" type of tired. It's a good feeling type of tired.God mightily used my time today (sagad kung sagad). Maybe I'll share the details the next time for I need strength for tomorrow's work. I'm just glad that my God is making use of my time productively.To Him be the glory.http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/03/amazingly-productive-day.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-9103127222475482226Sat, 27 Feb 2010 10:12:00 +00002010-02-27T18:54:39.098+08:002010purposeToday I learned a lot and a wanna share to you what I do believe that God's answers to my questions.Well, recently, these past few days (or maybe months na?), I have been asking for God's destination for me so I will know my direction. Human as we are, I want to know it instantly. I got impatient. When God gave me this new job, I have assumed in my heart that "this is it", His promise to me. But http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/02/what-is-your-purpose.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-5613941484024119920Fri, 19 Feb 2010 03:37:00 +00002010-02-19T11:42:55.085+08:00Im looking at all my tagged pictures at facebook. And i cant help but feel overwhelmed by it. Truly God gave me a lot of very good, treasured friends. I miss them. I miss hanging out with them. Laugh, talk, everything is so precious to my heart. With this, I feel so loved by my God. I know i let down some of those friends i value most. But I know God will make a way for me to prove to them how http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/02/nakakaiyak.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-707581607897825709Thu, 28 Jan 2010 15:04:00 +00002010-01-28T23:07:07.754+08:00ii miss blogging. hehe.. its really good when u have a space where not all will be able to find this. harharhar!*sana pala i went home kagad. it was a blessing na im not OT. pero napatagal usapan namin sa may icebergs.. and now im making habol sa oras to have ENOUGH rest. well there's one more day to go before its weekend..and dang! we have our kick off pa pala.. =(so much for being nega! i dont http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/01/1-more-day.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-2619879959637587973Sat, 23 Jan 2010 13:35:00 +00002010-01-23T21:41:20.282+08:00bigla akong kinabahan.i dunno...........................shux. i think i need to shut this comp.http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/01/i-feel-indifferent.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7123853535350479683.post-5613503817614064848Sat, 09 Jan 2010 12:46:00 +00002010-01-09T20:50:08.491+08:002010birthdayshout-outhey its your birthday! I know you wont be able to read this... so there happy happy happy birthday. I know you are happy with your life right now.. you may be struggling in some areas of your life right now, but God is with you and I know that you already know that.You're in my prayers...And I always hope for what makes you happy.Stay happy and continue serving our Lord.Happy Birthday!http://wenubelib.blogspot.com/2010/01/happy-birthday.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Shaula)2