My World

reflection

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Thu, 17 May 2012 14:07:00 +0000

There is no point to talk this people is bad, that people is not good…seriously no point at all. Unless if you have the intention to learn from it. From their mistakes, from their bad attitude, from their lacking. Because I always believe that I am perfect, very not. Nobody is perfect anyway! Hey, trust me, it is pointless to point people at fault. It is much better if we try to find the solution rather than brain storming who is at fault. Yes, it is very important to find the root cause of the problem. Why not? Well, important, very it is! For me, in order to get a solution of a problem, I have to know the root cause. The root cause can reflect to many kind of ways. Hey, do you know why people have to learn? And why they have to practice? Well, ask your own brilliant self!

Seriously I am not in a good mood at all. I can see who is struggling and who is presenting the play. This world is so mean and fair enough sometimes.

Anyway thanks to Niranjan for being my green tea stockist. I need green tea to neutralize my emotion. Oh ya!

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limitation

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Wed, 16 May 2012 11:51:00 +0000

Oh seriously, i miss my family now. I need my car. I want to go back home. Arghhh.... Seriously, this is the feeling that i really dont want to have. The feeling of. . .

Hey babe, i miss you too!

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A P R I L

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Sun, 06 May 2012 02:34:00 +0000

Seriously? My last update was two months ago. How can it be? Busy sangat ke aku neh? Well last month was quite traqic. Yet toooo many things happened. Tapi, semua imbuhan kata yang bermain diminda-ku sudah tak mampu terluah. Mungkin sebab dah pendam lama sangat. Well April, you are awesome! Always taught me loads of things.

First

Re-arrange

Bronze

Camber

Gift

Anny-V

Collision

Secret

Zhafran

STOP

Bash

Race

BFF

two years ago

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Fri, 02 Mar 2012 15:28:00 +0000

The feeling today is quite dull and sad. It is the last day of a colleague. I dont know why me felt this sad. Ohmai, just exactly the same feeling 2 years ago when i have to leave S.O.N.Y and to be exact that beloved friend. Yes, I need to continue my final year and finish my studies. But being there for nearly one year or to be exact 9 months it is quite a long time for me. For a baby, she might have learnt alot. From just know how to cry, she might can sit already. Great. I just dont know how to describe the feeling. Always it is me, mampu tersenyum sahaja....but deep inside, I feel sad. Being in the same company just like being a team. She helped me loads. Damn, we did not share loads of stories but I can tell from just look deep in her eyes. She bear loads of burden, doing the right thing, cleaning other's shitss, and always she got the blame. Yes, it is unfair, but truthful hurt. I wish I can take a guitar and dedicate a song to her when we were shaking hands this evening. Well, good for her. She got a great place though. Dealing with Oil & Gas would be a great platform. Just hope not to involve with that b*ibery thingy. =P

Wish you all the best~!

once in four years

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Wed, 29 Feb 2012 12:58:00 +0000

Hello there, i am not gonna talk about what the title above is.but it's just as a significant. Well, happy to announce that this is my first post using blogger-droid.ohmai, berlagak gila kan....hahaha no harm neway.

And i believe its still not too late to wish my beloved sister a very happy birthday!! Well, her birthday was on 27th, but we celebrated on 25th. My mom planned that crazy birthday surprise. She might have miss that sister so much.huhu...it was saturday morning, umi wake me up for breakfast and asked me to accompany her to the market. She wanted to get all stuffs for the bbq that night. Well, we were planning to hv BBQ. Yup, then after coming back from that 'Pasar Borong Selayang', me went out again to get a present for my sis. And and and we started the journey to Melaka at 6pm, because we have to wait for Syafiq. Oh man, he got a zapin practice for malam seluhur budi at his school.

So, we went there with two cars. All were there except for kakak. Kesian kakak because she got class on saturday. So, we reached there around 8pm. There refers to Along's house, Merlimau. Jauh giler duh,near to Jasin ady. So, we went in the house and waited for her other friends. Actually, her bestfriend ady bring her out just to give us the chance to enter the house and prepare those necessary stuffs. Trust me, all of this was Umi's idea.

Yup, and we waited in the house with the cake and evrtyhing, switch off all the lamps, and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! SURPRISE! Huhu

Those were really worth it. We had a good time together. Having BBQ with SUPERB bihun. All were umi's recipes, and who would resist that? Wallah.....!! We had chicken, squid, fish, and shrimp. Heee

After everything settled, we went back straight away because my cousin got stuff to do..and we reached home at 4am in the morning. And guess what, me woke up at 11am.gyiahahaaa....so tired man! Mcm me plak yg drive kan.

Well, special thanks to those who joined!

And that's all. Enough for today's story :-)

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no need title

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Sat, 04 Feb 2012 00:56:00 +0000

Actually, got loadssssss of hot stories. Well, can consider as hot. but figuring that no shame, make me believe of some mentality problem. People do good deeds, People do the bad deeds. After all, it defines the rooted and how it expanded. the brain, the body, the feeling and oh the heart. Hey, no point to story here but still i am so thankful and grateful for having umi and abah...and ofcoz my family. need not additional members. Sure! I am seriously sure. we are who we are. Not from the same rooted. but can consider under same generation? Oh stop it babe! I am thankful for what Allah has granted me. Umi and Abah is the most precious thing (person) in my life.

Since I was a kid, I have never seen them do bad things to people. They tot us the best they can. Even being fooled by people for so many times, they always take the positive part of it. Even, being treated bad by others for quite million of times, they ignored them all and still teaches us the most important life's aesthetic. RESPECT. And, they never put grudge on them. and never allow us too. Besides, when bad things happen, they taught us to take it as a reminder, just not to do the same thing to other people. Because trust me, they have a good heart. Yes true, they can't give us everything, but they already gave us the most precious shield and bullet to continue the journey where ever we are.

This is no rude, but sometimes I have to tell. Yes to tell, so that I can see more clearer, what's hidden. or why does that happen. oh stop it! Sunny always said, if he'd find who did that kerosin thingy or can also be considered as murder attempt, he wud give 50,000 for phsycology treatment. oh mai, i dunt have loads of money, but i can pass you to sunny. grrr.

Well, whatever you did, this entry is still posted with some respect. and never meant to hurt anybody. and yes, i have forgive you...because once promised to myself, that i will forgive people before go to sleep everyday.

rambling

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Wed, 04 Jan 2012 13:53:00 +0000

Hey there, its quite boring tho. and it has been almost 2 weeks little Raf not here. No place for stories nemore. None would understand more. Nothing can be done. Just keep surviving. Hey, poor Sascha. somebody put something in his mineral bottle. Something oily, smells like petrol. Totally lost his focus today. Was happy this morning on his first day after christmas. Turn out to be something else.

And most important, I lost the game. Am sucks at planning the surprises or whatever. arghh... kantoi sendiri. Nothing more important than his happiness. my love. am calling him my love. so what? You have been there at your age? So, why cant me? Stop talking bad bout people if you yourself cant guarantee that you are good. Well, better. No harm, dont feel offended. Just this writing is all about me myself and my world. Other than that, thanks alot to my family for the support in making the wishes. and well, helping me to make it happen. So lucky to have my family whom always being supportive and love me. Love my family so much! Thanks loads loads loads.

Thank you Allah for sending the love through the people I love.

HAPPY 2012! :)

salam maal hijrah

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Sat, 26 Nov 2011 15:59:00 +0000

me once asked this question...

trust me, now me got the answer....it's your heart. simple.

Neway, selamat menyambut maal hijrah. isi lah hati dengan nilai-nilai murni. andai pernah dicemari, bersihkanlah dengan ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran. Ya-Allah, jauhkan lah ak dari hasutan syaitan yang direjam. sesungguhnya ak mencari keredhaan-Mu di setiap langkah perjuanganku.

gong xi

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Mon, 24 Oct 2011 09:41:00 +0000

congratulations~!
M&F

Jan O six

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Sun, 23 Oct 2011 12:39:00 +0000

surely me....

surely mine....

and surely thanks for these.... :)

random

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Sun, 09 Oct 2011 02:34:00 +0000

Today gonna be one of the new chapters in my life. its gonna be dull, its gonna be interesting or its gonna fill with anger or temptation or whatever. Life just dunt care. It doesnt stop whenever we want it to stop. and sometimes it does stop whenever we are still in the stake of enjoying everything we want and dont want to lose them at all. strange. but true. just live. yeterday, today, tomorrow even in the future, there will always be something for us to grab and captured. but how much do we appreciate that? a day? a month? or an hour? sometimes we dont even noe what make us feel better. there's always a trick. and we simply judge what is playing on the eyes. not looking trough the heart. simply judge. and says its ok. I believe, I wont be writing here for quite a moment in the future. But this page is still here for me to flip through. may everyone have a good life and have a happy ending life. have a healthy life. have a balance life. home, work, love and health. take care of yourself and if you want something in life, go reach out and grab it! May Allah bless everyone~~

Thanks for everything.

16 10

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Fri, 23 Sep 2011 23:41:00 +0000

Untuk tatapanku…

Hanya Untuk Mu Sayang

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Fri, 23 Sep 2011 13:48:00 +0000

Dear World,

Wow, dah lama tak guna perkataan world tu kan....haha neway, this post is specially dedicated to all my colleagues. Tajuk entry macam jiwang je kan. Zzzz....takde niat pon nk tulis entry jiwang kay.

Okay, actually what am gonna talk about today is a very simple thing. Maybe ada orang dah tahu and dah selalu gunakan. me pon always guna, especially when I would like to consider it as private dedication/wish. Oh yea, actually am talking about posting my status on facebook.

These few steps are easy to follow when I wish to update private status, which I wish only that person can read my status and not to the whole world. Neway, just follow the steps below:

p/s: harap info neh berguna untuk kawan rakan taulan

Eid Mubarak

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Fri, 09 Sep 2011 14:46:00 +0000

Eid?

Wow...first time ever balik kampung! haha

Dulu, masa dok kelantan, tak pernah balik beraya kampung abah....sebab nenek meniggal tahun 1994. Datuk plak memang dah takde masa abah darjah 3 lagi. Bila tiba raya, nak balik Kampung Pulau Meranti, abang-abang abah plak cakap takyah balik, sebab dorang seronok nak raya kat Kelantan. Dorang plak yang balik kampung yang bukan kampung. hehe

Then, sejak berpindah ke Putrajaya, this year raya is the first nak balik beraya kat Kelantan. So, dipendekkan cerita, umur 23 baru merasa balik kampung. Balik 3 hari je. Sebab Friday 2 September dah kene masuk kerja. Abah pon.

Anyhow, raya macam mana? 0.o

Not bad! I mean, it was great actually. Seeing people yang dah lama tak jumpa.

And and and the most important part is...tahun neh dah start kene bagi duit raya! haha dah tua katakan... tua? 0.o no lah! Yelaa...dah start keja, kene la bersedekah sedikit sebanyak...berkongsi dengan limpahan rezeki yang dikurniakan-Nya. Kadang-kadang kita kat atas, kadang-kadang kat bawah. lumrah kehidupan!

18 08

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Fri, 09 Sep 2011 14:14:00 +0000

It was 23 years ago...

the day I first gotta see the world, and the most important thing in life is...i gotta see my mom and dad.

was raised up in the most modest way and learn the hardship of life.

grown up!

and here I am. Thanks umi & abah for the greatest love I ever had in my life!

Thanks love!

Morning Entry

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Sat, 13 Aug 2011 01:36:00 +0000

Nak morning entry ke Saturday entry? Haha takde kene mengena pon dengan entry today…

Fine!

Actually, I have a story to tell you....it is a successful story. ahaha jangan gelak kay. actually, I baru genap sebulan kerja kat tempat baru tu. And nothing harmed. gulpp! Kecoh je kan...! org lain 1 year anniversary pon tak kecoh. Me, baru one month dah ckp successful la ape lak kan. Haishh...nape negative sangat neh? Erk, sebab me tak negative la me said mcm tu. praise yourself. itula salah satu cara nk motivatekan diri sendiri.

Eh, by the way...me nk share this one quote yang tiba-tiba buat me rasa bersemangat semalam. And nk start serious with my career. Tahu kah anda ape itu? 0.o jeng jeng jeng...

Well, it is this quote....

‎"You must have long range goals to keep you from being frustrated by short range failures"

~ Charles Noble ~

Wah2!! Positive tak? Positive sangat la tu…..tiba2 semangat nk g kerja kan…taknk pk sangat pasal tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow or what ever….sebab sume tu akan always lead to my negative thinking. I nk live life yg today. Sebab me ada bigger dream yg me nak in ma life! Apekah itu? Setakat neh…”biarlah rahsia”… Erk, lagu siti la plak. Well, siti ada lagu baru…..”Falling in love”. Hehe me tak layan sangat pon Siti Nurhaliza, tapi dah hari2 traffic jam layan radio….so, terlayan la jugak. Ok what.hahaha

Tapi me lagi suka lagu neh….. abc & xyz

Okayh, sempena semangat baru neh…hope sume ley doakan me for the best kay.

Oh ya, hope?hee ble nk boleh sambung blajar neh?0.o huhu

meja bersepahh...sila kemas!!

and I have just got this quote from a man few minutes ago…

“How many times this week did you tell "the story" about how badly you were hurt and how horribly you were wronged? How many times a day do you think about this hurt? It is a stake driven into the ground that keeps you from moving away from this hurt. Rather, forgive your enemy because it's the kindest thing you can do for your friends and family. Negativity is depressing - physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally.So walk awy from all this. Move forward.

Send him or her a blessing”

~Ridzuan Pereira~

P/s: wtj perlukan perhatian. Harap mamut

p/s/s: today me nak warna hijau

Avril Lavigne - Smile

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Mon, 08 Aug 2011 11:00:00 +0000

Damn! Am in love with this song

“SMILE”

You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don’t really give a shit
Ya go with it, go with it, go with it
‘Cause you’re fuckin’ crazy Rock n’ roll

You-ou said “Hey”
“What’s your name?”
It took one look and
Now I’m not the same.

Yeah, you said “Hey”
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you’re the one to blame

Yeah

[chorus]
And that’s why I smile J
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I smile.. J

Last night I blacked out, I think.
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then
Oh oh
I Woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you.
I would do it all over again

You said “Hey” (hey)
”What’s your name?” (what’s your name?)
It took one look and
Now I’m not the same.

Yeah, you said “Hey” (hey)
And since that day, (since that day)
You stole my heart and you’re the one to blame

[chorus]
And that’s why I smile J

It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J

You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

[chorus]
And that’s why I smile J
It’s been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile J

The Reasons

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Fri, 22 Jul 2011 13:46:00 +0000

Hi...

It has been 1 week kan....me at ma new working place. wow, agakla kene gerak 6.30 pagi dari rumah. penat travel je hari-hari kan.tp takpe, here much-much better liao

Anyway, ramai tanya kenapa me resign. well, kalau me cakap sebab culture shock kang kene gelak....hahaha Anyhow, there are some reasons why. Few me can share here, but some other reasons might be too personal and you can ask me in personal kay.

Yela, sape tak terkejut bila i sanggup kuar from oil & gas company. Tapi takpe, kalau ade rezeki next time ley mintak lagi. kan kan kan Sapura maybe?0.o ahaha

Okay2, others might not understand what i really feel. Bukan niatku nak mempermainkan perasaan sesiapa, tetapi ini adalah untuk masa depan-ku. here is the rank why I resigned;

1. job description

2. management

3. life/job satisfaction

Hmm, nk kene elaborate gak ke? Fine..! am speaking in general kay. not intended to point to anyone kay. takde kaitan dengan yang hidup mahupun sudah meninggal. sebab neh adalah ape yang me rasa. orang lain me tak tahu kay. first reason is job description, okay me ngaku memang me tak minat langsung job scope yg me buat kat sana. am sorry. and the second reason is management. speaking in general, i just dont feel secure. am sorry. and the third reason is life/job satisfaction. everyday pegi n balik kerja, i just did not get that. hari2 kalau boleh nk pack barang pukul 5 lg. ahaha am sorry. plus hari-hari bukak jobstreet. erkk 0.o

So far, i have attended 10th interviews session, sampai dah boleh hafal skrip interview and dah tahu soklan-soklan interview. hahaha rajin betul pegi interview kan. there's nothing i can say more, coz me mmg suka jmpa org. learn about new things and learn about people too. so, sesiapa yang nk tips intervew, ur most welcomed. and i ade buat service untuk buat resume letopsss! any queries dipersilakan yeopp!

Oh ya! before I end, my life here at this new place....much-much better! Thank you Allah~ May Allah bless us and everything...

Okay, gambar neh adalah untuk tatapan khas adikku Syamima Misran and ma fren Sarah Salehuddin. To anyone yang berminat nk g final game Dato' Nicole esok, you can call me to get this ticket only at RM20. After game, ada special photo session with Dato'.

cukup sudah untuk bebelan hari ini. renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal...

Last Day

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Mon, 11 Jul 2011 05:20:00 +0000

Last Day?

Last day of what? I wish today is my last day here. Bos baru masuk tpi g makan kat pantry plak. Lalu kat depan ak buat tak nampak. Hahaha Fine! K.As dah mengamuk byk job masuk tapi tak cukup kaki tangan. Bukan niatku untuk menghuru-harakan. Even Lan happy ak dapat kerja lain. Dy pon faham keadaan ak. haha cliche kan.

Just met HR people. She said pasal confirmation tu. Tapi, me no comment. Malas nak campur tangan urusan bos. Coz I am fine. Heboh kat org cakap me nak resign sebab tak dapat confirmation lagi.

P-L-E-A-S-E la weyy. This thing lagi cliche.

I know, jumping to this future employer cant guaranteed me anything. Yes, better position. Better Job Description. Still it cant be guaranteed that I can develop there. Just hope so. Even for the environment thingy, nothing can promised me that am gonna like it there. Yes, that's the risk I should take. Maybe some people will understand. Some might not. Help me to grow. Just please! Let me be my true self. Just gimme the chance. The opportunities are such a big thing for a new comer. Trust me!

Wish me Luck for my future undertakings!

RFQ

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Fri, 08 Jul 2011 03:40:00 +0000

Dear world,

It has been so hard these days. Mr. Godzilla pon da penat kot ngn my unstable emotion and also fluctuating moods. Well, I did not intended to do so. It’s just the things that evolve around me these days’ releases too much negative ions surround me. Haih cakap macam neh, nati ade org ckp I blame other things untuk cover up benda yg I sendiri create actually.

Haha Like I care~~! Actually, No lah…! Of coz not.

Okay the issue here today is not the money, but the scope. Where the happiness of me lies there. Money is just part of it. The deal is not…

Opps! Jab, ad phone call**********************************************************************(on call)

Ya Allah…dpt call for interview lagi. Dengan masalah yang sedia ada sekarang, ceq da penat. Now dah menyesal kenapa apply banyak2. Yea lah, dlu ak geram. I am not happy here, tu yang maen cekau je mana yang ade offer.

Tadi baru dia orang offer nak tambah 1k. Sbb nk ak stay. Now tambah satu interview lg. Company automotive lak tu. Lagi la pening! Macam mana ni Ya Allah. Susungguhnya hamba-Mu ini lemah dalam membuat keputusan.

Here, maybe I won’t stay. Coz money just can’t buy happiness. Just like sorry can’t buy forgiveness. It’s true.

currently

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Tue, 28 Jun 2011 07:00:00 +0000

Sleepy. So damn sleepy.Yeap, I took this opportunity to fill up the time and write something here. Today, I have nothing much to do, sebab tu ngantuk tahap takley bukak mata neh. Kalau boleh bawak bantal, pastu tido bawah meja. Wallah! Best wooo....tapi, apakan daya, semua tu hanyalah imaginasi semata-mata. Tak pon main bubble saga. hee Tapi takley bukak fb lak kat office. Boleh bukak, tp kene guna https. Okay done pasal mengarut...So, wassap world? 0.o

Well, nothing much. I have been totally decided that I will just stay at home. But, I have to wake up earlier so that I will not be late to work. What if I change job? zomg! Macam tak bley stay rumah je. (-_-) Not to forget, smlm smpai office lewat giler. 3 hours stuck in traffic jams. 9.45 baru smpai office. First time lambat, malu tahap gaban. Calar record letops i.huhu

Versus

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Sat, 11 Jun 2011 15:45:00 +0000

Kelantan Vs Terengganu

Di saat ini, tgh game piala FA Kelantan lawan Terengganu di Stadium Bukit Jalil. Kejab tadi tgk, tapi bosan la plak. huhu....tgk kat tv1 je. macam tak menang je Kelantan. Game pon macam tak best tonight. Boleh plak Daudsu jaring gol sendiri di saat pengadil dah nak tiup wisel times up. ayoyo...tak pasal-pasal dapat extra time, and Terengganu ley jaring lagi satu gol. Ahaha....peminat TRW pasti kecewa.

Tapi, me tak ambil kisah pon pasal bola neh. Just tadi sebab Syafiq tgk, me layan jela. Lagipun cerekarama macam bosan je tonight. huhu

Anyway, lusa dah start kerja. Seems like I still cant decide either to stay home or not. Nampak gaya erkk balik ampang la esok. Lagipun, ma familiy sudah pulang from Kelantan. Wow! Missing them so much. Besides, even besday abah 6 June, and at that time abah kat Kelantan....and diorang dah sambut pon kat sana, we still gonna sambut as a whole family tomorrow. InsyaAllah~

Nampak gaya erk, still kena bear with the job and the house. Goodluck Syafiqa Misran!

Penat ke Letih?

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Tue, 07 Jun 2011 14:35:00 +0000

Hai nk cite pasal penat plak.

Okay, actually this week I have to go to work from home...which is Putrajaya. This is because memang Kak Cik sorang je ada kat rumah. Yang lain kan balik Kelantan. and saya tahu, memang saya kakak yang bertanggungjawab...ahaha

Well, semalam was the first day I tried. Will look how it goes this week. If berbaloi-baloi, me insyaAllah akan stay kat rumah je. Erm, still in the decision making process lagi. Sebab this week is like an examination and analyzation process. Let see how it goes. Tapi kalau stay kat rumah, a bit far la from Cheras kalau berbanding dengan Ampang. ahaha

Yea, plus....kalau duk rumah, I dun have to pay the rent and waste my money just like that. Lagipun kalau stay kat rumah, bahagia sangat-sangat. hee :D

Bukan apa, its just I am trying my best to neutralize the environment. Just like the illustration below;

Ratu M

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Sun, 05 Jun 2011 14:30:00 +0000

Wow! Ada cerita panas! panas!

Ahaha...tak la panas mana pon actually. Erm, tadi kan me kuar jenjalan just to release the tension in my head and shopping sikit-sikit.

Then, tgh dok jalan-jalan tu, suddenly terserempak ngn Ratu M. Eh-eh, tetiba plak jadi ratu kan. Bukan apa, tadi me nampak Miss M tu dah rambut panjang, mcm Ella...Ratu Rock Malaysia tu. So, tak salah me bagi gelaran Ratu M plak kan. Saje je mak nak bagi hangat, nak bagi dy glamour sikit kan. Well, tak cukup glamour lagi ke?0.o

Hmm...neh tulis entry neh mesti kena maki lagi. Eh, bukan me nak cakap pape pon. Me just nak cite yang sebelum kita org terserempak tu, me and Kak Cik luncheon kat Pizza Hut. Then, at that time...me tetiba bukak cite sal Ratu M tu. Me cakap, "hmm...kalo jumpa dia pon me sendiri tak tahu nak cakap apa." Well, memang betul pon.

Masa ternampak Ratu M tu kan, me jadi speechless...dunno what to say. and am shaking. Wow! tak tahu la dy ad aura ape kan. Masing-masing buat tak kenal. So, I guess we both have nothing to say actually. So, I believe we are zero-zero. Just assume that we tak pernah kenal each other. Macam me jumpe awek-awek cina kat mana-mana jua.

Well, tak apa....me redha. Me pon dah maafkan Ratu M dengan apa yang dia buat me rasa neh. Just kalau dia still tak boleh nak maafkan me, tu terpulang kat dia lah. I have no right to force her lagipun. Enough is enough. So, sekarang memang terbukti. Kalau jumpa pon, I have nothing to say. Dan bermakna, mungkin this is the last entry pasal M. Anggap je me tak pernah kenal M. Senang citer kan!

p/s: Easier said than done!

eh, kejab-kejab...as for that, me nak upload gambar neh buat kenangan.

Nak buat ape?

noreply@blogger.com (rotcais) — Sun, 05 Jun 2011 03:00:00 +0000

Hi and Good Morning!

Well, it is still morning kan. Yeap! Sunday morning. and I dunno what to do. Since last friday, am so depressed and demotivated. Plus, am all alone now. Semua balik Kelantan!! waaaaa.....

Except for me, yang "sgt komited dgn kerja..." kakcik, yang komited dgn training MASUM, and ateh, kat Seremban yang also komited dgn final exam. They are going back for Kak Yani's Wedding this becoming 8th June. Hey ya, apologize as I cant be there. Tapi, dalam hati neh memang nak sangat-sangat balik. Dah lama tak jumpa Ayah Cik Ha and family. Also Papa Long.....and Ayah Cik He. Well, after all, I really miss Kelantan.

//It will be so weird if I said this...

I am thinking of resigning. tapi, life will be harder! I have commitments. and also a beautiful dream!

Should I stay back and bear with it, or just let it go....?0.o

Am now actively searching for jobs, if there is any vacancies....please leme noe.

Because I really need to move on! I believe this is the right choice. Just waiting for the right time~

p/s : Just dont ask me why