【婷•留】

夜已深

2015-05-07T00:36:00.001+08:00

一转眼便是一个半年没跟新部落格。这部落格还收藏了蛮多我的牢骚，我的快乐，我的心。这也是让我打消把它给删了的念头。我常埋怨时间不够，光阴似箭，功课繁忙；我常分享小游的愉快，发现新事物；我曾愤怒，发泄于此。这一晃，这已是它陪伴我的第七个年头。在我的记忆里，我这有的没的写作曾吸引过几个他。说道也奇怪，但也蛮有趣的。

今晚天气炎热，头还有些痛，但却少了睡意，突然感慨这些年的我。人需要增进，需要修改理念。常常当我做了某件事，我会去回想，我对了吗？错了吧？我虽没有卡通里边的天使恶魔帮忙给意见，却有一颗不果断的心，我觉得我要改的，太多了...

话说，这个月虽然说是我这3年大学生涯内最难熬的一个月，但是啊心里却多了些许愉快。因为毕业尽在眼前。我好开心，好开心，谁管工作有没有压力，时间受不受约束，反正我想踏入新生活就对了。这些难熬的日子感激亲爱的他常常送上的那句 “尽力就好，我会养你的”。=）

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最近学了些茶道，茶师说：“不要紧张，涩味都出来了”。呵呵，那... 快乐时泡的茶味道是不是甜的？

你有没有过这样的朋友？

2014-11-10T20:46:00.001+08:00

部落格上的朋友

某年的某一天，这位朋友在我的部落格上留言了。好长好长的留言，我一句句回复，就这样成了部落格上的朋友，也只有在部落格上聊天。我的每一篇文章他都光顾，给意见也好，开玩笑也好。也许是几天一次，也许一个月几次。对他有太多的好奇，可是我都选择不问，总觉得这样的关系很奇妙。非常感谢他对我的照顾，感谢他在每个季节给我送的礼物和卡片，感谢他对我的关心。虽然你消失很久了，希望一天你看见这个的时候的时候能够知道我诚心的，真心的珍惜有你这样一位朋友，老哥，祝福你，感谢你，愿你身体建康，快快乐乐
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飞机上的朋友

从小就好奇乘坐飞机是什么感觉，完全没想过现在的自己会乘坐飞机得那么频密。某一天的最后一班机，隔壁做了一位大叔。从他还没坐下的那一刻我就观察到他不停地帮身边的人置放行李。飞机还没起飞他就跟我开了话题，就这样聊啊聊，聊到了飞机降落了，准备下机时，他还帮我拿了行李。那是我们第一次遇见，从谈话，我知道他是一位顾家的老公，一位疼孩子的爸爸。第二次我们又在飞机上遇见了，他坐我的后一排，我们互相打了招呼，飞机降落的时候他又帮我拿了行李，下飞机的时候还回头问问：“有人来接你的吗？” 。第三次，我们又再次在飞机上碰面了，我们互相笑笑，他说道：“又是你”。同样地，飞机降落，他依然像往常地，帮我拿行李。他是我只有在飞机上不约而同会遇见的朋友。

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佛教说，无论你遇见谁，都是上辈子结了的缘。即使只是插肩而过....

Aquarium KLCC

2014-07-17T12:00:00.001+08:00

It was just another dating weekend, and we went to KLCC, Pavillion and Starhill as well which located at the center of Kuala Lumpur. We rarely plan to go KL center since the traffic is really jam there. And shame to say that, this is the first time i step into an aquarium lol! Herewith some some pictures of us =P

With the Raya decoration behind =)

Hi KLCC, really long time no see, haha...

We took some pictures outside Suria KLCC, there was sunny but not too hot. After that we went to Aquarium. Hornestly, i felt disappointed with the Aquarium, the types of animals is not vary and like lack of space inside, i felt like wasting money @@.. But forget about it, is a new experience too!

This big cylinder-shape aquarium is nice, but i'm pity for those fishes inside, cause there is really lack of enough pace inside.

picture with big fishes =)

haha! this is cute, i guess many ppl don't know this thing lol! It would be prefect if there is fishes around me us=P

Can you see the shark i pointed? hehe....

Lastly, hmm...this picture is blur, wasted...thanks my dear for bring me everywhere ya=P Another happy Sunday with you <3 nbsp="">

他们让我回味着...

2014-07-11T10:55:00.001+08:00

四，五，六年级班，感觉四年级这班与我最投缘。这班也是传说中，最吵的一班。果然不浪得虚名。现在的小孩，跟我的年代比较起来成熟很多，也就因为这样，成熟的当儿带着稚气，有时候还真的蛮搞笑的。每次进班，都会有新鲜事，每个孩子的个性偶尔会让我想起小时我的同学们。我已有一段时间没有接触教育工作，跟上一份的文职工作比较起来差之千里，文职面对的问题是变化不断，人人都必需随机应变后应。而这里的问题有时候真让我哭笑不得, 比如说...

1) 老师，你的男朋友驾Honda的啊？
2) 老师，你男朋友姓什么的？
3) 老师，为什么学校老师都不会体谅我的？很多功课leh!
4) 老师，默写是为了什么?
5) 老师，我跟你讲，全部老师都针对我们的，因为我们很吵。
6) 老师，我们班会很吵吗？
7) 老师，我可以帮你算命吗？
8) 老师，我们不喜欢数学的，可以不要学吗？
9) 老师，你以后要生几个baby？
10) 老师，我默写对了可以给我星星吗？

很多时候小小的举动就可能给他们带来了快乐。加油吧孩子们，看见你们真的觉得光阴似箭，以后你们就会怀念现在你们所谓的痛苦了，就像我看见你们那样，呵呵。

Butter Cookies @ 奶油曲奇

2014-06-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

Just because he loves it, so i made his favourite butter cookies for him to eat at office rather than only eat junk food =P

There are several recipes to make butter cookies and they are so easy. But i had chosen one of them which i think it's more tasty.

Ingredient:

75 gram plain flour
25 gram corn flour
30 gram caster sugar
100 gram butter
1 egg yolk
1/8 spoon of salt

Method:

In a l mixing bowl, use an electric mixer to beat the egg yolk, butter and caster sugar until smooth.
Mix the ingredients from step 1 with filtered plain flour and corn flour evenly.
Use any moulds to make some delicate patterns on your cookies.
Preheat oven to 180C.
Bake your cookies in preheated oven, for about 10-15 minutes.

Here are some pictures of my progress =)

And Jiang Jiang~~~~ here is it!!

I'm actually wanna make flower shape and i suppose to use this thg....

but then i realize i left it at his house haha, so ended up using cute mould lol... Enjoy~ =)

心

2014-06-25T17:55:00.000+08:00

有很多的话，我不爱说，有很多事我不想让人知道。

因为掏出了问题，还是得独自面对？

因为只不过是费了口舌，却对问题一无帮助？

所以造成了现在的我？

人不可能完美，你给我的生活造就了这样的我，你却反过来倒问为什么我会是这样的我？

我会可怜你，会对你不忍心，因为尊重你，

因为我知道目前除了我，没有人会那样对你。

但你呢？你有曾经想过要珍惜我吗？

我明白你蛮不讲理的个性，我知道你理解能力差，所以很多时候我都忍气吞声，只要你不要

太过分。

我一向就来容易哭，但不会一点点小事事哭，也不是在演戏，

是因为心痛，无奈，失望，我才会在你面前掉泪。

跟你吵架，我多数选择不说话，因为我多说两句就会开始哽咽，

因为我不想听见你那句残忍的话--”不要用泪水挑拨你“，”不要一点点小事就哭“。

那么多年来，你的处事公平吗？你的教育对吗？我是什么？
我做错了什么你讲不出，那为什么突然对我发脾气？

今天我在你面前哭得很惨吧？

没见过吧？

你觉得我读书压力大疯了吗？

不是，因为今天就算会被雷劈死我还是会选择骂你，如果我有错，我自然会得到我的报应的。

大上海@ Grand ShangHai Food Theme Park

2014-05-04T21:25:00.001+08:00

As my dear fell sick, the earlier planned trip to Malacca was canceled, and then we went Grand Shanghai food theme park which is located at Puchong and it's nearer. For the purpose to see the ShangHai decoration there meanwhile to have our lunch there =)

Has no idea why i smile like so stiff >.<!!!

Waiting for me har? hiak hiak.....

Just realize that it have been so so long i didn't ride bicycle o.O...

Look at that face, he's going to pawn something =(

We would be using this if there's no technologies advancement :P

He's my lifetime personal photographer~ haha :P

I like the retro decoration there so much, i think that's also the reason why i like movies or drama with ancient costume more than in modern world now haha! Just a simple post for May, and to plan, to visit and explore everywhere with him is the best thing ever =)

My 22nd Birthday Part II

2014-04-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

有人记得自己的生日是幸福的，感谢我身边的朋友们，你们的祝福，你们的用心。说真的，我完全没有想到你们会帮我庆祝，也许会有个小礼物简简单单过。

昨晚呢，实在太好笑了，天闷热我就去冲凉，突然听到不断的开关窗口声，我还以为是厕所的窗口有人要爬进来，害怕得不得了，就在心跳加速的当儿，厕所外面的彩雯突然敲门，我大喊了出来（她应该也被我吓到） 她告诉我我的衣服掉下窗外了，其实那是个骗局，但我倒是是松了一口气，因为我以为他要告诉我有色狼或贼之类的事！我过后就赶紧出来，开门，只看见她冲出门外说要拿扫把把衣服钩起来，然后突然跳进来给我唱生日歌！我愣着了，Happy Birth..... 才在歌曲的开端她就停下，原来是惊喜失败，大家配合得不够好，可怜演技一流的她，大家都笑翻了，哈哈！谢谢你们呀。。。

每每去到一个地方，再煎熬，再难熬，身边一定会有朋友，一起扛，一起加油。所以，我常常会欣慰，会告诉自己，我不是一个人，有你们就够了我的朋友们 =）

姐知道自己老了，也不用写得那么明显吧？

KATE Lipstick, 谢谢蓓莉，彩雯，思敏噢 =）

笑到见牙不见眼

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Time flies....

时间真是个残酷的东西，有的人把它用的淋漓尽致，有的人却恨不得时光倒流，阻止被它摧毁的记忆。

今天三个他找了我.....

第一个他，我跟他在网上认识，他应该比我年长许多，可是我忘记了他实际年龄，当年与他聊天的时候我应该只有中三吧，15岁的一个小妹妹，也许他不知道，他成了我的依靠，跟我谈心，帮我解决问题，尤其是电脑上的问题就这样，两年过去了。一天他告诉我，他要到新加坡，因为他觉得再不去的话，跟女朋友的感情很难维持，我支持他，但一方面我很伤心，很失落，因为我不能跟他联系了。不久后开始使用Facebook，他加了我。2012年，我看见他的结婚照，很开心，还祝贺了他。从开始到7年后的今天，他pm 我，祝我生日快乐，在回复他谢谢的当儿，我附上“ Happy for you to become a daddy too"... 他的宝宝刚出世，我看着他，从一个人的生活变成了身负重任的爸爸，而他看着我，从一个小妹妹变成了现在的大女孩。祝你幸福....

第二个他，他是我第一个网友，比我年长4岁，是表姐介绍的，认识他那年也是15岁。这个人就爱作弄我，有点不正经的样子。记得以前放学回家上网通常会跟他聊天，聊着聊着时间就过了。上了中五之后我因为课业繁忙就很少上网了，我们有互相交换电话号码，可是很少联系。之后MSN没有了，就更少聊天了但每逢节日一定会祝贺对方。去年他的母亲去世了，我看见他在facebook发表的字句，很心痛。拿起电话，用whatsapp慰问了几句，希望他坚强。现在的他，跟以前比起来感觉比较成熟了，不过还是很爱取笑我。今天在Wechat他告诉我，他想了很久很久，4月24日到底是什么日子，终于让他想到了是我的生日。呵呵...谢谢你我的老网友，7年了，一天我会约你出来喝茶见个面的=）

第三个她，两年前，在等待入大学前，我在做part time 的公司遇见了她，她皮肤白白，一脸清秀。我们成了朋友，但两个月后她就辞职了，可是我们偶尔还会联系，一起去过一次shopping ，一起喝过一次的下午茶。她比我年长四岁，很渴望有人爱，但却没有没有谈过恋爱。去年的一天我在facebook看见了她的好消息，也在某一天在广场遇见了她牵着身边的他。为她感到很开心，终于找到自己的另一半。今天在facebbok 闲聊了几句，我们都不敢相信那样的相识，两年了。

光阴似箭不过如此...好好珍惜自己的每一分每一秒，但是有多少人能做到呢？

My 22nd Birthday :)

2014-04-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

My birthday is actually on 24th April. By the moment i stepped into my Uni life, i knew that i couldn't celebrate my birthday at my hometown for the next 3 years since every school holiday would not held around on my birthday. So this year, my dear celebrate my 22nd birthday in advanced =) As what he told me earlier, he brought me to a restaurant to have our dinner and also for my birthday celebration. The restaurant called V1 Concept Bar Restaurant, it was so special, it decorated with sport cars theme, and the dinner chair is exactly the same with the seats in sport car haha...

While waiting for the food.....

Cucumber juice & Honeydew juice ~~

He was went out for awhile and i just thought he left sth in car or what but then a bunch of roses appeared beside me! It was so surprised, even i have received many flowers from him,but never in public, i' was shy while everybody was looking at me!

Champagne colour roses, i'm a happiness girl now =P

Last time i received white rose from him and i like it very much then he told me that champagne colour roses is even nicer. Yea, really a nice colour!

After the surprising dinner, i talk with him for a moment in car, but then i wonder why he still didn't want to drive back, and he suddenly said he want to take picture of me so i just posed myself. Then i requested to see the picture of mine and i screamed out!! A cake was behind me in the picture! I turned my head back immediately and what was inside the picture was real ( not sth GHOST did)...

The Birthday cake of MINE =P

He laughed at me, yes i know i'm stupid, the cake was put infront of me so long and i didn't realize, haha....

It was an Opera Cake and it was so tasty =P

Make a Wish =)

Thank you my dear, for the celebration.... it might be a very normal and simple celebration, but it meant so important to me, you always have ideas to surprise me, thanks for every well-planned surprises, i love you ❤

And my Birthday gift from him was...

A nice purse =P and....

Couple tablets =P!!

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Artsphere 20/8ty 3D Murals @ The Atmosphere, Seri Kembangan =)

Had went here to have some pictures~~~ here consists of 80 pieces masterpieces of 3D murals by 20 talented artists.

Harlo~~~ i'm just come out from the sea with my a big smile and a whale behind =P

Welcome to my home =P

Let me play a love song for you~

Be my partner to have a dinner tonight?

When would be the train came? Who would i meet?

walking into the train =P

Drive my car out from the picture, nice?

This man always drive me everywhere eat eat walk walk=P

Walk with smile, not scare at all=P

Hold the balloons together ya, it like the love that God gave us as a souvenir, that fly us to the future =)

Not manage to take all the 80 murals, really jealous those artists because my drawing skill is really...hehe =)

Advanced First Anniversary Celebration

2014-03-04T15:03:00.000+08:00

A week before this celebration he told me that he planned to grill chicken and pork chop by ourselves at home to celebrate our 1^st Anniversary. That was a good idea too instead of spending money to have a candle light dinner. He told me he already prepared all the ingredients so I also didn’t ask much about that just simply thought that we would grill our own chicken and pork chop to enjoy the celebration.

We cooked the sauce and then he asked me go bath and I don’t know that was the trick for him so that he could have time to put all the things into his car to prepare a surprise for me. After shower, he brought me to the beach for the reason that he wanted to have some photos of us. After the photo season, he took out a big box and a foldable table. I dazed for some minutes,after that only i realize that he was giving a surprise to me.

preparation is in progress....

He knew i don't like sun exposure especially at seaside, so he chose an evening and placed under a big tress, so know me, haha! Looking at him, prepare so many things, don't how long time he took to make this for me, touching.

haha... i look so funny but happy =)

I was feeling so excited because it has been so long i didn’t have picnic! It is actually not a simply planned picnic something more excited was at the behind... hehe!Opposite the sunset, air blowing, i felt so special to have a western dinner just right beside the beach! And jiang jiang~~~~~

He even prepared red wine, haha...the appearance of food is nice right? Shameless to say that the taste is really good, i think i might cook it again someday =P

After finished cooking, we drinking red wine, enjoyed the satisfied taste of food and the limited sunset, it was a beautiful evening we had.

compared to other alcoholic beverage, i like red wine the most=)

enjoying our dinner, H₂O on our shirt haha...

The gift on the table, well, i really thought it is something not digress to this special day but it was another trick of him to make me down and it is funny!! What was inside is just a pot ......

He laughed on me when he saw my face after i opened the box >.<... It is really abit funny lah but...i need this thing too just i never thought he would took it as a gift, i just cannot stop laughing at that moment,haha!!

The sunset finished, and the sky is getting darker, we cleaned up the table and prepared to go home but then he took out a jelly he made for me...

He is so sweet, i‘m happy to have a man who willing to do such many things to give me happiness, and this kind of happiness is difficult to be described in words but i know he could feel how much i appreciate him. I ate few spoons of the jelly and suddenly i felt there was something hard at the bottom of the container, but the sky was too dark i couldn't see what was inside. So i use my hand to take it out, and i found that it was an envelope. He asked me to open, and inside was an anklet =)

He told me that, there is a legend saying if a boy wears the anklet on his girl’s foot, he could find this girl in the next life, meaningful =) And this is the actual gift he wants to give me, haha.

The surprises wasn't end, he then gave me a memory that i never thought it would happen in my life as i only saw this scene in the movies, that a firework as the ending of our celebration,so romantic~~

He surprised me! I don’t know where he got this idea but that's not important, what he touched me the most is...he expended a lot of thought to make those surprises for me.

For you, I'll appreciate you all the time and i love you ❤

收拾心情

2014-02-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

一个月的假期就要结束了，很不舍得，又要回到学校去完成使命。从考完试开心回家到准备新年，再到新年，然后新年接近尾声，假期也跟着结束。真的有点难以接受时间去匆匆的速度。姐姐昨天大喊：“ 啊！！！！我24了！” 。是啊，我也不小了，最近很多时候一些人事物都会默默提醒自己，生命脆弱，人生无常，珍惜所有。

话说那天跟男朋友到了Berjaya Hills, 结果天气炎热。距离上一次我去应该是两年前，我记得那时候冷到快要死掉的样子，跟现在完全不一样，热得半死。

Japanese Village, Berjaya Hills

French Village, Berjaya Hills

小小的纪念品....

重来我就不是一个读书的料子，可是不知道哪来的幸运，哪来的坚持，所以我没有放弃，也因为没有让我放弃的理由，所以没有后悔坚持这份坚持。是时候收拾心情乖乖准备上课了，加油！

Silent night of CNY 2014

2014-02-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

I had a cold CNY at hometown which i've never experienced before! First day of CNY, I could't believe that i wore jacket to warm up my body till noon. Herewith the video that i found an unbelievable scene of Cody, could you see what is come out from my baby's mouth?? It was 8am sth and the weather is really cold! Perhaps, next year might be snow there?

To avoid traffic jam my dad had decided coming back from my grandmom's house early in the morning at 4am sth. We had spend 4 days three nights there and i realize, my CNY is not that jolly compare to the past. Looking back the old photos with my cousins, we had found that, time flies and our CNY in the past was full of joy rather than feeling bored now. Anyway, i'm glad to have them in my live, wish you all happy CNY, may the Horse year brings health, happiness and joys to you all =)

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Celebrated his Birthday with a small birthday cake made by myself =P felt satisfied and happy LOL~ Actually i wanted to bake a round cake but due to the mold i bought very dirty no matter how many times i washed and i dnt know why, so finally i decided to make a square cake. His actual date of birthday is tomorrow, Happy Birthday and Happy CNY ya~wish you all the best and love me all the days =P

Again, Happy Chinese New Year to everyone =)

First Post of 2014

2014-01-17T15:53:00.001+08:00

My semester break was officially started since last week after a long wait. About 3 weeks more to start my fourth semester, but i knew, time flies! Today was Thaipusam, i supposed to be dated with my dear but due to he had a car crash incident last night, i ended up staying at home, but luckily he is safe, his baby car had done a great job to protect his daddy =)

My first trip of 2014 was at Genting Highlands! I was feeling so excited by the moment i know he wanted to bring me there because it has been 5 years i never been there. Although the outdoor theme park was closed for renovation or reformation but even it's open as usual i don't think i will go and play those games cause they are too "extreme" to me now. It sounds like i'm old, but no doubt, i still remember when i was "young" i like roller coaster very much and i played the most stimulated space shot games at least 3 times in a day ! Now, i just like the cold weather there, fresh air everywhere and the nice view from the top of mountain as what the elderly liked =.=

I like this picture very much, like the building, the scene, and the angle taken by my dear =)

Showing a very excited peace gesture~ such a nice view behind me!

I have never thought that the hair colour i just dyed last month could be so bright under daylight >.<.

Awww~~ so miss this place,it was like i could touch the cloud. Actually there was a summer drizzle that's why the floor was abit wet and so the weather was really cold but nice, a heaven-like place i had been!

feeling great to take picture with these two buildings =)

Having a rest ~ a cup of tea please?

We went Casino, we both are 1st time go into Genting Casino (couldn't believe he never been there :P) the decoration inside was so luxurious! I saw the gamble tables, just exactly the same with what i always see in the movies. They smoke, they bet with luck and money non-stop....it's like a evil place to me, but i still feeling pleasure to have a look inside. It was so sad that, when i first step into Genting Casino the policeman was totally ignore me =.= old enough? Hmmm.. maybe they are just lazy to check my identity card....

At night, 7.30pm sharp, there was a Genting 3D Mega Projection show! Althought the effect was not that good as what i expected but it's really big! We had an eye-opener show there. And i never thought that i would have met my schoolmate + coursemate + housemate Ms.Beili Lim =P!!! It's so funny to meet you there Beili :P

Behind us was the building in which as a Screen for the 3D projection show! This is the biggest projection show i have ever seen before!

Happy new year to all my dear fiends and family, wish you all have a great year!

疲累

2013-12-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

Programming Project

Informative Speech

persuasive Speech

Speech Test

C++ Programming Test

Final Exam

这些，都要在仅有的20天里面完成。其实此时此刻我应该要开始温习，可是无心，很累。昨天为了完成一个Project 对着电脑带了超过3小时，要不是因为晚餐时间到了，应该不会罢休的。终于能了解为什么computer engineer 会那么的呆着电脑，脑海里全部都是电脑才接受到的code。之后还因为那样整个人变的很累，眼皮很重，头痛。不知道最后的project是否能够完成，但至少有了一个concept，希望组员们可以集思广益完尽快成它，因为时日不多。

Persuasive Speech连稿也还没有准备好，应该说，还没开始，对着诸多要求的讲师，我真的觉得.....好累。前几天，也跟housemate发生不愉快的事，其实很想不去理会，但看着越来越不可理喻的道理要求，我真的很想要有个结束才去跟你说那么多，再怎么生气，面对你的时候都吞在肚里，带着要爆炸了的心情还要跟你谈得那么客气为的是什么？希望不会再有这样的事情发生，谈钱伤感情，这句话永远都是对的。今天总算是结束了吧。

心累，灵魂累，身体累。这个学期的成绩想必凶多吉少，但希望老天保佑，不要让我太难堪。也许在这里发了个牢骚心情会好一点。加油，加油.......一个月的假期等着你。

祝今天生日的弟弟生日快乐=）

其实我更喜欢阴天

2013-11-07T18:12:00.002+08:00

也许很多人会觉得我奇怪，但如果一早起来的天气是阴天我会觉得开心，却又不想下雨。

家人认为，阴天不适合旅游，随时会下雨，出远门不方便；

朋友说，一早起床，看见天阴阴的，整个心情都会变得很低落；

很多人都说，天气晴朗，整个人的心情都会好起来；

我说，如果天天都是阴天，那该多好.....

我对阴天的要求还蛮挑的，天空要有光亮不能太暗，可是不要看到太阳，喜欢多云，却不想看到乌云密布，还要有微风。

像这样的云彩刚刚好=)

阴天的时候我会比较有活力，带着愉快的心情做每件事。微风吹过来的时候，感觉那真是个很美好的一天。反而艳阳高照的时候，我会变得懒散，什么都不想做，刺眼的光，炎热的天气，我不喜欢。阴天是我喜欢的天空=）

By the end of the October

2013-10-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

I promised myself at least spit out one post per month, well by the end of October, am writing right now =P...Actually i don't know since when i like blogging, but can't say so, cause i'm a bit lazy even many times i do have the desire to do so but end up with nothing.

Today was Halloween, for me it's a very cool day because everyone who celebrate it will dress up themselves as scary as they could with bloody makeups bla bla...but i never ever celebrate this day, hope one day could have the chance to join the Halloween Party too!

This semester i'm no longer stay in hostel but staying at housing area nearby the school. I became poorer and poorer since last month cause of all the payments and daily expenses but i believe this is just because everything is in starting, next month would be okay...perhaps.

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For the loved one, u always make me think of one of the song i like, A Moment Like This by Leona Lewis

I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people search forever

thank you for doing so many things for me, all the care and love, surprises and willingness, I'll appreciate all the time =)

白葉山瀑布 Lata Berembun

2013-09-02T17:02:00.002+08:00

白葉山瀑布，近年来比较开始有知名度的一个森林瀑布，所以也不奇怪很少人会知道这个地方。而它，就在我的家乡，SUNGAI KLAU, RAUB, PAHANG。现在陆陆续续已经有很多的旅行团组团让热爱大自然的游客到乘坐四轮驱动车到山上的瀑布。

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游客就是乘坐这种经过改良的四轮驱动车道山上的瀑布，也只有的这些车能跑那崎岖的山路。途中可以观赏大自然，由于路面凹凸不平照成游客们在车里不停地摇晃，也带给了他们不少刺激感，因为有很多的路段旁边就是山谷，由高处往下看的确是蛮可怕的，呵呵。

而根据资料白葉山共分为3个比较具规模的瀑布，

第一座，有百尺高激流冲入一个大湖，湖水清澈见底，冰凉透体，名为仙女湖。我没到过着一座，自小舅舅都会带我们到靠近山脚的瀑布戏水，就连我舅舅居住在那里多年都没到过仙女湖，因为它在很高很高的山上，要上去有点危险，而舅舅还说，听说有些人上了去就没下过来了。

第二座，瀑布下是溜冰湖，从瀑布水道滑水是这里的卖点。

第三座，名为白葉山瀑布，它分别由有两层瀑布，急流下一个湖又冲下另一个湖，额外壮观。

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那天舅舅心血来潮，带我们到白葉山去～

这算是最底层的吧？湖水很浅可是真的很冷很冷～～～

头呢？

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九月还是到了....不想回大学，不想上课，不要考试.......

The day before the Ghost Month

2013-08-07T12:25:00.000+08:00

Sigh....today still need to work, really jealous those companies which already closed for Raya.

Forget about it, let’s talk about my title. In Chinese tradition, the seventh month in the lunar calendar is called Ghost Month and the day before it, something had happened to me. Yesterday, I’m actually did not know the next day will be the starting of ghost month when these thgs happen. Sounds like I’m going to tell a ghost story >.<…No, just after think back of what had happened, so scary and like giving me some hints to get ready. I admit that i’m really timid and while thinking of this kind of thgs, it was 12 o’clock sharp..*Sob Sob

has no idea why I go and capture it @@ ...

CASE 1
Yesterday’s weather was cloudy, and it had been raining at afternoon, the light bulb of my office suddenly dim for awhile and light up back,then just few seconds after, whole office’s power went off suddenly. After had a blackout, my colleague and I found that few light bulbs were burned-out. Few days ago my room’s light bulb was burned-out too and I only can use this dim yellow light…

CASE 2
I wanna watch THE CONJURING so much, even I know I’d be scared cuz last time I watched MAE NAK as my first horror movie in cinema, seriously, this movie not really nice and not scary at all, I was scared by the sound system, the scary sound just like surrounding me all the time and made me wanna run out from cinema! But still, last night I decided to watch THE CONJURING tomorrow (means today), after this I don’t know why but just asked my mom when is the seventh month? and she answered, TOMORROW…this is really shit >.<…..

CASE 3
Last night 11 sth, I still watching movie with my bro at my living room. Suddenly, BANG! (very very loudly!!) My bro and I was get shocked and we look at each other for some time@@...the sound was from the behind of the kitchen. First thing render in my mind was the recent hottest news about the gun shooting murder cases in Malaysia. And behind my house was a policeman’s house so I do think that this has its possible to happen >.<…

After I had a check , nothing there, but I’m really curious where is the sound from. Due to sleepy, I decided forget about it, but when I stepped into my bathroom at upstairs, I saw my window was a hole, all the glass had dropped down.

now I know where is the sound come from =.=

and I sleep with a bathroom window like this =(

Lastly, my sis called up and said she wants to sleep with me, I wonder why, then she said she watched THE CONJURING…Oh Gosh =.=

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Foot mask~ bought from SASA… not bad to use, after few days for foot’s dead skin to peel off my feet become very smooth =P

Oppss... baby Cody is watching tv behind :P

Blogging in office

2013-07-25T15:57:00.000+08:00

Came back to the old office work as admin clerk for 2 months, this is totally not in my plan when i was started to welcome the wonderful 2 months plus semester break. I planned to work as part time promoter so that i could have free time to enjoy my holiday, but i have faced transportation problem so end up with this. And now 1 month had just gone like that, every morning wake up at 6 sth, having my breakfast together with 新闻报报看 and my mom, after that drive to working place, and spend all my day time there, then going back at the evening, after finish my dinner, waiting to sleep. So jealous those friends who went to travel everywhere~play everywhere~eat everywhere~shopping everyday!

The new batch of students are going to register themselves in different local Universities they are successfully applied on this coming September. It's really OMG! Time flies,i still feel that i'm newbie in the school but in fact, i was a senior now. Like people said, life is short, cherish every day every moment every second we have. I found that i'm always emo, i don't know why, but i know this is not good. Anyway, i'll try to change, as much as i could.

I was planned to blog sth today since my last post was one months ago,and i'm really free. But since my pc can't type chinese, so i typed my post at Google Pinyin Online , what i would like to say is....LUCKILY i didn't finish all today's post there, cuz when i try to copy some sentences and paste here,it gone error=.= i don't know what happen, maybe this pc was too old? But seriously i think it's really has some age, it will shut down itself when i'm on the halfway of typing, will hang up anytime it likes... but still i persist to sit here, cuz the FengShui is good, that i can online here.

i wonder how to pass my time here without online.....like this maybe?

17天，倒数着

2013-06-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

很想很想回家，两个月多了，算是第一次离家那么长时间。我的Sem 2 就这样要结束了，今天也开始了Final exam 的第一张paper，其实对这次的考试很没有信心的，心里一面先要快点结束，赶快回家。长达2个月多的假期，听了都垂涎欲滴，哈哈！

上个星期五跟朋友一起去学游泳，虽然知道太阳高高挂，可是还是觉得不去学很浪费，顺便放松一下自己。两个小时的曝晒,皮肤晒到红扑扑，很心痛～～～游泳课就不能在傍晚吗? 第一堂课得到的结论是： 1）对游泳增加了兴趣 2）想要把自己变成阳光美女是人生中的一大挑战！克服不到讨厌的阳光。

皮肤晒伤了，还刺痛了几天，第一堂课牺牲了玉背，结果第二天不去了>.<...

游泳就跟我想象中一样，是个很好的运动，想学很久了，一直没有机会。这个假期回去，我要学游泳，希望一切顺利。除了这个，还要去工作，因为下个学期就告别宿舍生活了。住校外的花费会很高。虽然我的宿舍生活没有别人的“美满” 可是我还是很想念它给我的方便，安全感。而我还有额外的忍耐力和脾气锻炼，跟室友的相处不良，中间的误会，人格休养的问题，也许是我宿舍生活里唯一的缺点。终于可以摆脱了....很矛盾的说。

最后，很期待假期的到来，希望可以找到part time job..小妹我很穷～

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if i never met u,
perhaps there wouldn't be so many misunderstandings between us
perhaps there wouldn't be so many lies from u
perhaps i wouldn't hate u
and perhaps, it wouldn't grow deeper...

By the time to say goodbye to u through my heart, it would be the happiest moment in my 1st year of Uni life, waiting.

21岁生日

2013-05-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

不能不认老了，我成年啦！今年的生日在大学里过，第一次，接下来的两年应该也是吧。21岁的生日会是很多人重视的，因为那是个成年的标准，人生另一个阶段的开始。对我来说，简单就好，虽然不能和家人一起，可是我的生日还是过得很温馨，感谢大伙们帮我庆祝=）在那么忙的时候还记得我的生日，谢谢你们。

Secret Recipe Cheese Cake～～有够难切的>.<

来看看他们送了些什么给我XD..

这是我收到的第一份礼物，谢谢奇侑，这是我收过最大的一只熊。我想，要抱着那么大一只熊上车应该很耀眼吧？哈哈...

接下来谢谢我的老朋友彩雯还有蓓莉和思敏送的 Etude House collagen moistfull skin care kit, 她们应该是认为我是时候保养了吧，皱纹是女人的克星啊～谢谢你们，不知要开心好还是伤心呵呵。。。

谢谢Andy让我在生日当天吃了第一片蛋糕。还亲手做了意大利面和pan cake 虽然不是什么贵重的礼物，但却是难买的心意=）

谢谢Kokyau, Yuru,Yoonfatt,Weexen和 Elvin,去旅行的时候还会想到我生日近了，谢谢你们的心意！

还有eC Tan，虽然只是一位没见过面的网友，可是任何节日无论大小都能收到他温馨的祝福，关心，谢谢你...还是那句，有机会见面的话，我要请你吃一餐！

最后是，当天吃的晚餐...大家都是穷学生，让你们破费了，谢谢你们=）

生日当天我一直在等妈妈打电话给我，跟我说生日快乐。结果等呀等，到了下午我自己打去给她，果然，她忘了>.<.....她还狡辩说在日历花了圈圈，只是忙什么么什么的～～～哈哈！
我的生日就是妈妈的受难日，谢谢妈妈把我生下来，感谢爸爸妈妈把我抚养长大，像小时候写作文常提到的一样，以后我会报答你们的=)

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Dean's List～

其实还蛮出乎意料的，不过既然有的拿就快快拿，因为以后不懂还有没有机会了，哈哈。

炎热天气里

2013-04-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

有人投诉我上一个post的照片太恶心，所以抽空上来update一下=P
最近的天气热得要命，是因为住在海的隔壁还是因为地球真的变了？最近除非像木头一样乖乖呆着，要不然就会流汗。走路去上课流汗就算了，睡午觉流汗，半夜会突然起来发现汗流浃背，有点恶心。

还有4天就可以回家了! 想念房间里的冷气，回到家可以吃好吃的，可以出去走走...在炎热天气里想到这些也是开心的。可是想一想，下个星期六又要回到这里真的是很扫兴一下的。而且还要搭7点的飞机，真的很无奈...

明天还有quiz，读书的进度一半也还没到，是太难了，我太懒惰了，还是我太期待回家了=P?

把小风扇搬出来用，管他是不是违禁品，快热死了....

假期回来就会变得很忙，无奈.........

手

2013-03-17T21:27:00.002+08:00

今天在床上躺着，翻翻电话里头的旧照片，突然觉得还蛮多“手”的照片，呵呵。趁着现在无聊，就来写一写吧。所谓的无聊其实也不无聊，还有9天就要考试了，可是死性不改，我还是习惯最后一分钟。

第一只是我爱人的手，erm…为什么会那样呢？可能是职业的关系，时常在不正确方式下使用，所以照成了里面神经发炎，经常麻痹，有时甚至麻痹得睡不着,很难受。最后决定了去动手术，现在总算没事了，在等伤口复原。这只手不停地为我劳动着，是我最温暖的手，我最心疼的手。很想赶快回家，帮这只手做做家务，提提菜，我知道它很想很想休息，很想很想去旅行。等我=）

接下来是弟弟无聊的手，我不否认其实我弟的艺术天分还蛮高的。小时后就很爱画画，妈妈还给他去学画画，他也得过奖。我还记得上次我要买一个橱，却不知怎样形容我要的样子，是他帮我画的。

弟弟也很介意自己黑黑的皮肤，这是他的手和我的脚。是我太白还是他过黑呢？应该是灯光影响，加上像数也不是很好，我的脚没照片里那么白，而张照片形成了强烈的对比，好好笑！他气死了～～

还有我弹吉他的手，弹吉他是唯一一个在短时间内我去实践的一个...算是计划。我曾经想学很多东西，就好比说游泳，比想学吉他前就想学了，甚至到了现在，游泳池就在跟我距离5分钟那样我都还没有办法实践。学着吉他的手指很痛，可是当弹出了一首歌，心里会很满足的。虽然现在半桶水，可是至少在我闷的时候还能弹一些简单的歌曲消遣，我也绝对赞成，音乐是最好的疗伤药=）

这是上课冷到手指发紫的手，尤其是无名指～哈哈～

最近我的blog怪怪的，请不要出问题，不要，不要=(...

再见二月

2013-02-28T18:32:00.001+08:00

我还以为今年的二月会有第29天，还想说要在这一天post上一篇日记，看看日历才恍然大悟。不过值得高兴的是，多一个月就可以回家了，我会忍着的～最近这里常下雨，突然烈日当空，又忽然下起了大雨。

从上次新年假期会到来这里，我一直食欲不振，对这里的食物比刚来到这里时还要抗拒。虽然说吃得饱就好，可是真的没什么胃口。虽然自己厨艺烂，可是我觉得自己炒的米粉，炒的饭比较好吃。我很想吃蔬菜，清炒的青菜，而不是这里加了belacan/辣椒/内脏。我想吃鱼，妈妈煎的鱼和蒸鱼，不是这里的sambal鱼/炸鱼，其实在这里我几乎没吃鱼。想吃水果，在家里的时候家里一定会有水果，我几乎每天都吃一粒橙子。可是不能再那样想了，还要在这过多两年，接受把你！

那天在fb上看到人家分享这个，我觉得大致上还蛮准的，是巧合还是金牛座的人都那样？

有时候还蛮讨厌自己心软的...

不知不觉已经是sem2 第三个星期的来临了，应该要开始忙了吧？天天跟着程序走，常常埋怨太累，太闷，太热，太难，偶尔会想为什么我会在这里？我就是会常常忘记，这样的生活也是一种过程，应该用享受的心态面对，也或许是我的生活圈子太小吧，我知道有一天会想回到这样的生活的。有一位同龄的小学朋友刚生了宝宝，真的恭喜她，我在想，如果我现在是一个孩子的妈妈，感觉会是什么？生孩子这件事感觉离我好远，我也从没想过，我想到的阶段是大学毕业，然后不知做什么职业好。觉得自己还蛮烂的，连目标也没有，或许现在的目标是顺利大学毕业？

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谢谢你奇侑，看见你送的东西和纸条的那一刻真的不知怎样形容当时的心情，很感动。你真的会令我常常去想，我怎么会遇见这样的你。

就拍这两个来代替..

这样的背景有没有很阳光？呵呵...

想着没有目标的自己，突然看到这个@@...谢谢你的书=)

结束假期

2013-02-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

一个月的假期过去了，最不甘心的是，新年还没完就要会来上课了。新年的时候，吃了很多很多，我记得以前新年我都会生病的，这次虽然吃很多，但也没有忘了灌自己喝水呵呵。
计划算是成功吧，我没生病，还是不要说那么大声，等下真的病了就活该。

这次的新年还蛮特别的，特别在…

我居然自己动手做年饼。

在外婆家弄了火锅，舅母跟妈妈熬的tomyam汤超甜超好喝的，那么甜可能是舅母加了黄梨进去吧。阿姨辣得说不到话了，可是说真的，我还想加辣，真的好好吃～～

拿了不错多的红包，今年新年我都没期盼可以拿红包，我比较想的是，见见家人朋友们。

还有的就是，跟朋友拜年，照片没在我这里。这只是我的第二次跟他们去拜年，因为以前我的新年假期都花在外婆家，每次都没机会参与他们。这次虽然凌晨才从外婆家回来，可是还是跟他们去拜年，因为我真的好久没见他们了。偶尔那样聚一聚，感觉真的很好。

假期后回来学校我比刚要来上大学的时候还要伤心。带着沉重的心情回来，还要收拾房间，真的很不好受噢。这个学期要学business accounting，说真的，我不喜欢account咯。还记得form3 的时候学过一些，就是因为讨厌，所以form4的时候很坚持地选读science，没想到最后还是要面对它，那就即来则安之也吧。

刚刚跟朋友聊天才发现，身边好多的朋友都开始谈恋爱了。那么巧的，刚刚也知道一位唯一我认为符合我的“帅标准” 男生也有女朋友了，祝他幸福。不要问我，我只求烂桃花你就自动枯萎消失吧。

很后悔决定回到来这里才update我的blog，因为网络超烂的，不懂什么时候才能把这个post上去呢？