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still alive and kicking

2009-07-31T16:32:00.001+08:00

i know i havent been blogging for a while now. that's no reason to that actually.
just not sure if im gonna keep this blog or delete it.
but i'll be blogging somewhr else :)
till then, thankyou readers. writing this blog has been a pleasure of mine. i love you all! =)

ps: i love you more boyfriend <3

vacation

2008-12-29T13:21:00.006+08:00

tag replies..

Z[nadz]: sabar babe. hahaha. here's a brief update for you hokay :)
Z[bf]: haha. aw, im back luh. meeting you soon right ;) anw, blog updated, heh.
Z[dada]: haiya.. still owe you those pics eh. okayy dada, i will update bout that one too yepp :)
Z[farah]: hellooooo farah :) can i have e jemputan pic? heh.

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a week away from home is quite a refreshing change. our destination was m'sia, no where far but i had lotsa fun with e fam, that is more impt right.

white water rafting. wet abseiling at the waterfall. banana boating. para sailing. lorry rides. jacuzzis. hammocks. okayy, you get e drift yeapp. the sun sand sea and not forgetting food was great. haha. a tad bit darker now with some minor cuts n mild rashes but heck it, i enjoyed myself =)

it definitely wasnt all rainbows & sunshine la. esp the travelling part..between n within states. i think we tried almost every means of travelling. haha. okayy, not all but name it, coach cab van four-wheeled-drive ferry public-bus plane. haha. but despite of our many panic moments, which is the norm, hah. we managed to pull through e journey smoothly and safely. alhamdulillah of course. hmm. well. photos-wise? woops to that. i have yet to upload them :P but i will post it up soon yeppp, heh.

owells, another quality time spent w e fam. :)

that aside. special thanks to nadz for helping me out with the results n messy admin school stuff. she attended to mine while i was away. and assured that it's done right in my little panic moment, haha, more of my sotong moment eh. so thank you sooo very much babe for settling everything. =) and yesss, i'm up for another outing. when-when??

hm, on a seperate note, its alrdy the islamic new year. awal muharram, was yest. i just hope that everything will go well this time round yeapp. a happier, more joyful, meaningful, healthier and smooth-sailing year ahead. let's hope & pray with optimism yepp =)

Hari Raya Haji

2008-12-08T21:57:00.005+08:00

tag replies..

Z[nadz]: aw..i miss you and our constantly sotong moments too babe. haha.
Z[insyirah]: hello passerby:) i bet you can js google it online yepp, hope i helped.
Z[khai]: heh. i'll tell him that he's got a secret crush. haha.
Z[lil bro]: yo! lil brooooo :)
Z[bf]: hey heyy :)

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i was away to malacca for the weekends, thus my absence. but im back now :)
super exhausted.
will update soon alright readerss.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims. Wish you all the pink of health, lotsa baraqah, & 'haji mabrur' to those performing their haj pilgrimage. insyaAllah..

superhuman

2008-11-29T13:59:00.009+08:00

Z[hakimah]: ooo yesss, tau takpe beb ;) hahaha. ahhaa, e cores were killin me too. haih, im as good as dead luh, haha. kk, now just focus on ways to (wee!)enjoyy okayy hakimahh. yepp, its been a while. probably soon for silat? haha, tu pun if i come :p
Z[dada]: dada! tak happy then flood my tagboard isit? haha. dont take it too seriously ey, it was in e name of peacelovefun&joy beb. no offence intended :)
Z[naddy]: oh heyyy nadhirah! haha. now yr identity is revealed ey :)

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what a song. and hm. what a story to begin with. i still find it funny and weird at certain parts. tho its still too early to say but i'm just glad with what we have right now :)
i guess its like 'the lyrics says it all' aye?

rahh. this post sounds so cheeeesy. haha.

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PS: my deepest condolences and prayers goes out to nadz and family with their current lost. i hope you'll stay strong alright girl. i percaya you boleh tabahkan hati menghadapi dugaan ni dengan tenang. berdoa aje okay babe, i'm here if you need me :)

calculus

2008-11-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

ohmyyyy. heartpain! heartpain! calculus is such a heart breakerrrrr!
& WAH LIAO. what's e purpose of posting up e solutions this early? so that i can re-assure myself how bad i did is it???

ahhh. plenty of moderations plssssssssss.

*ONE HUGE SIGHH & 3 MORE TO GO*

rihanna's gig

2008-11-16T13:48:00.005+08:00

thurs was awesomely fun spent w awesome ppl of course. esp rihanna!! whee.
tho i cant get over e faulty intro, overall she was pretty superb doin her thing. she brought tha houuse down. that babe was rockin'! the crowd was great. funny thing is, thr was almost no one at e 95tix section. && i had to surrender my umbrella-ella-ella before cmg in. the irony. haha!
just take a scroll thru e pics to have a peek, tho mostly are pic of us tgt, hee.

after which we had supper at al-majlis. but my fav part was e cab ride home, & you know why mr limousine. hahaha. :))

dada, u must be goin like. 'omg! i got punked!' or smthg. haha. btw, i hope u guys did enjoy your post-supper party that night babes.

okayyss, im gona go back muggin', and pretend like calculus is superrr fun. ugh!

rihanna

2008-11-11T02:01:00.007+08:00

tag replies..
Z[ezza & dada]: thanks alot guys :)
Z[khai]: lerr, paham-paham aje la..haha. padahal die pon ikut sekaki-dua, suke :p
Z[najiha]: ahh man. if only u were here, i would have asked u along seyy.
Z[naddy]: eh wait, which naddy is this. nadzirah? nadhirah? nadia? random-naddy? haha. yupyup, i went!!! heh. yea, a tiny lil abit of a letdown, but e whole thing was great! n nope, unfortunately no chris brown.

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thursday night, we'ld be singing
bum bum be dum bum bum be dum bum
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heck it w e finals for a mo'. i need t let loose.

(PS: sry taggers, u've been unreplied & abandoned. but u shld know that i constantly read yr tagss. keep it cmg =) )

welcome to the good life babyy

2008-11-02T13:31:00.003+08:00

hafifah!!! i'm so! damn right jealous of you right now.
what was i thinking missing out on kanye west live!! vids lookin intense man.
holleerr..

i'll sing for you

2008-11-02T12:22:00.006+08:00

ohhh kiss me & smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
cos i'm leaving on a jet plane
i dont know when i'll be back again
oh babe i hate to go..

Armegeddon was on, & i was stuck watching it all over again.
nope i didnt cry.
i just got weak on my knees &..
teared.

ok. fine. i cried.

ungu

2008-11-01T02:52:00.010+08:00

watch a peek of it. e quality's not bad. love this song: cinta dalam hati

(ps: pls credit my pictures accordingly, cause i'm too lazy to do so. & credits to whoever took that vid)

pasya

2008-11-01T00:56:00.003+08:00

what a day..

it started off good w e tgif mood. got to sch w only 2 lectures in mind but 3 lectures in e schedule. had another typical lunch at megaB, w nadz n rendy. skipped gek. got home w dad. n late afternoon was wasted on watching southpark & friends online. tell you, you can never go wrong w friends.

the highlight wassss.. the rest of the evening, which was spent at e esplanade, rockin out w ungu!! woohoooo~
thanks to mum for e tix :)
syiok or what? e audience was quite sporting but cld have been much better. ppl ard me were better off ****. cmon man, its a friggin band performance. u dont just sit firmly down with your arms wrapped. hm. what's e point if u're not enjoying yourself right. might as well sit at home. ug. these bunch kinda spoilt e mood.

as for ungu, i thought they sounded good live. well, they shld be right. if not.. i'll boycott. lol. but i can only rate them good, cause i didnt really think it was outstanding. i think if they're cmg back, they would havta relook at their setlist.. and e ending. it was too abrupt tt e audience got confused whether it ended. thumbs up to their showmanship tho, esp pasya!

pasyapasyapasya, heeee :D gue tergoda, suaranye enak & kamu ganteng banget dech!

udah yaa, aku mau ngorok dulu!
camat malam semuanya. mimpi yang enak-enak ya.
gambar-gambarnya akan ku post di lain kesempatan.
(bisa enggak bahasa indon nya? Wahahahaha..)

when it gets hard

2008-10-22T01:00:00.009+08:00

i must admit that now isn't one of e best times of my life.

i hope things will take a turn & go in a brighter direction.

urg. maybe its just 'that' phase everyone's goin thru. i'm blessed cos i've gone this far. but. thing is. when i think abt it. i've lost sight of what i want to achieve in life. i wanna start afresh. but now is really the worst time to regret anything. HAIH.
owells, sometimes you just havta swallow in everything that's shoved down your throat aye. even e harsh ones.

ya Allah.. you're e only one who understands how i feel right now. i need every possible motivation & drive to keep me going. for another few years.

2008-10-16T15:18:00.005+08:00

watch russell peters if you're craving for a good laugh
warning tho, not for the serious.
he's cming to sg this nov if u're interested.

salam lebaran

2008-10-06T00:28:00.009+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!
kpd semua umat Islam.

Harap dikurniakan keceriaan & kebahagiaan yang berlipat-lipat sempena syawal yg mulia ini, i'allah. =)
& Maaf dipinta jika tersilap kata, ataupun terkasar bahasa.

raya tahun ni sayu jugak. yelah. dah biasa jenguk arwah nenek hari pertama. sekarang tinggal nenek sebelah bapak aje. kurang rumah. abe mak pun asyik-asyik teringatkan nenek, sampaikan kite ramai-ramai meleleh. aih. ape lagi perasaan dada sekeluarga, yang jaga arwah nenek. mesti dorang lagi rindu. tp ape yang sudah tu sudah kan. kite boleh kenang & doakan je pemergiannye.

e first day of raya, was what i expected it to be. my folks dont have many sibs, yet it wasnt spent w any of em. but i think most of them did made up for it e following days :)
but some just couldnt be bothered i guess. or maybe they wanna have a surprise visit this yr? not that i am anticipating one.
still, i would have liked e first day to be special.

e best guests every year, would be arwah nek yah's family, mum's cousins. i just adore them. every year, w/o fail they would rent a bus and come as one big group to our house. its really nice having em cos they just have this warmth. meet em n you'll know why.

i've been secretly hoping that there will be a hari raya outing w e sec school mates this year. if only we were tight like those days. bumping into shida e other day just made me realise how i've missed them. i know, all talk & no action reaps nothing. hmm, i wonder if i shld even try to organize. i fear of rejections/dissapointments. really, it doesnt seem as simple as it looks. there r so many issues, but i wonder why we always complicate things.(i intend no finger pointing. just everyone in general.) i mean, cant we all just. hang out. like we used to?

& syamilah, pls start organizing our raya outing before everyone's schedules packed. pretty pleasee.. kau lah harapan ku =)

ps: mid terms officially sucked for me. last paper on java this cmg wed. dont even mention it. i'm in no mood to speak.

doubled w e throat infection, suara rock beb.

imma give you the world

2008-09-29T12:59:00.002+08:00

doesnt this sound all too familiar. 'khayalan menjelma' rmbr?
then later i realized that this is a remake of fantasy's classic, earth wind & fire.
i'm liking this jam.
what's more w e bits of spanish in it. ooo.
& that babe can sing :)

bandung

2008-09-24T02:28:00.009+08:00

tag replies..

Z[bana]: WTH, lol.
Z[dada]: i saw e pics!!! uberrr cute tt boyy! btw makcik, yr url is (blackglamourfeet.blogspot.com) dont go ard giving e wrong one k. heh.
Z[ezza]: pls eh, jj? no prob abt tt girl, glad tt u enjoyed it! =)
Z[xin ling]: em ok.. but link me whr? what abt yr url xinling? :)

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this reminds me of our long suv ride up to bandung,
accompanied by endless indon songs.
makes me miss indon & cocky mas joko's jokes :(

i'm not even through w e 1st sem. yet,
i cant wait to take a breather & get out of sg.
bali next maybe? we'll see.

sept birthdays

2008-09-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

last night was awesome possom!
roses.
fish&co.
presents.
laughter.
starbucks.
old inside jokes.

seputih qaseh ramadhan

2008-09-21T02:09:00.006+08:00

drama 'seputih qaseh ramadhan' is on re-runs. it gets me hooked to this soundtrack every ramadhan.
melukut di tepi gantang by aishah. beautiful lyrics. wait til u listen to e beautiful song.

xoxo

2008-09-14T00:52:00.010+08:00

Z[sery]: ok. so now we all know. sery is all over chuck bass & chris brown. haha. n dear, have all your papers done. then after, u can go havoc alright. if in any case u're goin, keep me updated ey. XOXO.

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ezza n wenlin came over to nus to meet their collaborator. so we metup, n crashed maths lab to chat n poke fun at others. nyaha~ i caught u last ey!
& it was e same night that ezza received her supah-sweet surprise. no doubt he's not over you girl. i wanna quote smth moving he said, but i respect that its personal. just maybe, you should reconsider everythg. update me girl.

for me.
i'm done being foolish.
the way it is now is great & i just wanna live.
i'm not ready for another round.
maybe not yet..

not until jason mraz comes knocking on my door.
i can take you out any day boy :) hehe.

chatted w najiha in dubai, who was cookin up smth for buka w her dorm mate. n now chatting w rathy in india, who's skiving classes, taking things slow n enjoyin independent life w/o parents. gosh i'm jealous & i miss these girls!
makes me wonder if i cld survive such independence. hm.

training while fasting was actually ok. silat iftar was pleasant. altho me n farhana were e only freshies at our table, i genuinely enjoyed e company. got to know new ppl, one of em is pretty fly. e one who winked ;) but i'm not gonna tell who.
secret's safe.

xoxo.

ps: another 1am post, no wonder i'm rambling again. urgh!

electro love boat

2008-09-11T16:56:00.015+08:00

Z[eva]: yea, i'm feelin u man. so much for being stress free. :(
Z[khai]: aww man. miss having u around too. no more goofing ard.

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credits: mike harrisson

when the love is gone,
david guetta is here to stay.
sick beat.
click it.

on a seperate note, i can't live through lectures w/o my morning coffee!
:(

spotted

2008-09-08T12:42:00.000+08:00

spotted.

xoxo,
gossipgirl
season two

insane cousin moments

2008-09-06T14:29:00.015+08:00

Z[evaa]: hellooo =) u too! happy fasting!!
Z[ezza]: i'm doing fine babe. no worries about that ok, hehe. =) keris pe. haha.

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here's e overly overdued pics w e insane cousinss on mum's bd.. wheee~
wanted to go karaoke but it was full, so we head to.. THE PADANG TO PLAY SOCCER! HAHAHA. dad became e referee, n all of us played like mad lil kidss. shouting n screaming for e ball. even mum played. it was real good and cheap fun, u guys shud try it out man. all u need is a ball n two goal posts. rules not needed. main lantak je tendang. referee also kelong. hahaha. sembarang je whistle n bagi yellow card.

ended e day with a full stomach at simpang bedokk.

more cousin's outings pleaseeee.
i likee!!
:)))))

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for tdayy, i overslept. urgh, i really wanted go silat! darn, i just spoilt my own mood. i went for ngaji instead. heh.
maybe this is e time to switch to e mugging mode.haih.. not again!
i havent had enough of my leisure/lepak/enjoyment time okay :(

who said u dont havta study in uni? who said u can slack in uni?
who e heck said that????
that's all bull and u damn right know it! period.
maybe i'm just missing my jc clic. even tho it was tough, it was so nice to know we're thr for each other. we still are. just not physically.

owells. there's never a shortcut route to e top. time to work my ass off aye~

nadz turns 19

2008-09-03T21:33:00.009+08:00

these bones been real lazy lately. i havent updated impt stuff that i shud have.
namely, 2nd sept! NADZIRAH ANDI'S 19th BIRTHDAY!! rakanku dunia akhirat. hahaha. shared soo many funny, crazy, slengerr, gym & starbucks moments tgt. keep e f/ship goin my friend :)

presenting.. *drum rolls* the birthday babe!!!!

was suppose to have a dinner w e rest, but plans got cancelled. so nadz had her bd dinner w none other than, yours truly. we went to breeksss. thumbs up to e mashed potatoes there! nadz's recommendation. & thanks alot for e treat yea babe!!! enough treats from u okay. next trip, my turn!
&, hope u liked e gift from all of us =)
somehow after dinner, a twist of fate occured. n we bumped into khai n hajar!

also, happy 19th to sery rahayu!! sry i didnt make it to your chalet, hope u had a blast yep =)

i'm not sure if im suppose to declare this. but. najiha is cmg back to sg for aidilfitri!!!! yayy yayy~~
gue rindu banget sama lo! haha.

lastly, to all muslims, happy fasting! SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA!!

if the plane goes down

2008-08-31T01:10:00.013+08:00

tag replies

Z[Sharon]: yeaa, u shudav just joined! hehe. next time maybe yea. :)
Z[nurulh]: i was beat la babe. whole day got lessons back to back. :(
Z[farah]: hehe. yep, in silat. join ah.. then u can be part of e many ppl. haha. yep, see you ard =)

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this song leaves me breathless n in tears everytime
simply beautiful..

Drain the veins in my head
Clean out the reds in my eyes to get by security lines
Dear x-ray machine
Pretend you don't know me so well
I wont tell if you lied
Cry, cause your droughts been brought up
Drinkin' cause you're lookin so good in your starbucks cup
I complain for the company that I keep
The windows for sleeping rearrange
When I'm nobody
Well who's laughin now

I'm leaving your town, again
And I'm over the ground that you've been spinning
And I'm up in the air so baby hell yeah
Well honey I can see your house from here
If the plane goes down, damn
I'll remember where the love was found
If the plane goes down, damn...

being single kinda suck when people around u are w their other halves. dont get me wrong, im happy fer em. & im never happier to be single.

i am holding it up fine. but.. i just miss goin out on dates. getting my stomach constipated & twisted up into knots. being on e receiving end of sweet nothings & kisses. n being e happiest person ever for that very moment.

but thinking of e most hearbreakin part of r/ships just.. turns me off. i've been down that road before and i dont miss crying myself to sleep. urgh. makes me wanna kill all e jerks in e world. stab. stab. stab, their hearts for stabbing mine. period~

funny how despite all these hatred, i seek comfort in e remembering what was, and what's left. it was nice to know that we played in the dirt.

i promised myself to keep away from depressing issues. but i broke it. it seems like the strings keep pulling me back into this island of reality and ocean of diarrhoea.
daymn heartaches.

just my sentiments..
i think im being way too frank in this post.
pardon me. its 1 in e morning.

obsession

2008-08-25T00:03:00.012+08:00

my current rob-session:
robbie williams live at knebworth 2003
this twat gives me e chills. a massive crowd i wish i was part of.
i am sooo gettin e dvd.
here's s tiny feel of it.

& robbie williams live at berlin

he's THE man :)

OK! back to e pile of tutorials :(