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  <p class="sqsrte-large">Well with the release of my new novel, Born of Black Bile, I wanted to put some updates out on the book itself, as well as the future of what was once called the Celestial Graveyard. </p><p class=""><em>Note: I really keep this blog for me, just for progress purposes, so if you read it, it’s a little look on the inside, though nothing </em><strong><em>too </em></strong><em>detailed. Can’t give you too much.</em></p><p class="sqsrte-large">My initial plans, as many already know, was to publish the Celestial Graveyard, a five story composite novel. The first of five was the prequel short story, Remnants of a Lost Angel—now a full chapter in the aforementioned book, yet still a tie in to the overarching story—with the second story being what is now the entirety of Born of Black Bile.</p><p class="sqsrte-large">What was once a novella consisting of some 66 pages, now a fully <em>fleshed</em> out story about someone whom I know very well, Katlin Musco. Listen, I know how that sounds, but over the course of the past two years, this character I created—or better yet, ripped from my genes—Katlin and her story in Born of Black Bile really was born of the black substance itself. And I’m all the better for it.</p><p class="sqsrte-large">Now, in 2025, I find myself proud and happy where the story ended up. So, with today being the release, January 10, 2025, it’s time to give an update on the rest of the stories that were once in their own, cozy coffins in the Celestial Graveyard. </p><p class="sqsrte-large">NO, scratch that. I have two updates. I don’t want to spoil you.</p><p class="sqsrte-large">First, a short story. </p><p class="sqsrte-large">This one is a doozy. You ever drive home from your boyfriend or girlfriend’s house late at night? Take any backroads and wonder, “what the hell is that thing, and why is it chasing behind me?” No? That’s fine. </p><p class="sqsrte-large">Second, it’s cold in hell. I mean, here, in Pittsburgh.  It’s like zero degrees outside. </p><p class="sqsrte-large">In the next story, the third in the Celestial Graveyard, which has a title I’m not quite ready to reveal, a familiar character—or characters, I should say—return, or make their initial appearance. That’s all I can say. I’m sure a Sanitarium in the freezing cold at the edge of the world would be preeeeetty comfy.</p><p class="sqsrte-large">That’s all for now. Wanted to keep it short and sweeet. Like you. You can purchase my new book, <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Born-Black-Bile-Alec-Thein/dp/B0DRXYD119/" target="_blank"><em>Born of Black Bile</em></a> on Amazon by clicking on the link the left, the button below, or through the books up top. </p><p class="sqsrte-large">Stay warm; stay hydrated!</p><p class="sqsrte-large">-Alec </p><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p>


  


  








   
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  <h4><strong>So, before you get to reading about your new, lovely neighbor below, just a bit of brief news. </strong></h4><h4><strong>As I’ve been sharing for over a year now, I do have a new novel coming out, though things have changed. </strong></h4><h4><strong>Originally, the book itself was a collection of 4 novellas and a short story, which all tied into each other. It was a composite novel, if you will. *NOTE, that short story can be read </strong><a href="https://www.alecthein.com/short-stories/remnants-of-a-lost-angel-short-story"><strong>HERE!</strong></a></h4><h4><strong>About 6 months ago, I changed lanes. Each story will now be its own novel. The reasoning behind this, among others, is that the more I read that collection of stories, the more I realized that each one had much more to tell and deserved to be their own thing. </strong></h4><h4><strong>With that being said, the stories all still tie into each other, even more so now than previously, so there was nothing lost along the way. That world only grew, and now you’ll get to see more of it.</strong></h4><h4><strong>The first story in the book has already gotten its full makeover, and I am currently gearing up for its release. (Cover and title reveal soon!) It’s definitely going to be something. If you’ve been keeping up with my short stories, you should know that the upcoming book(s) ramp up that creepiness, tension, and burn tenfold.</strong></h4><h4><strong>Now, the story below will be the last before the book will be published, which means it is coming VERY, very soon.</strong></h4><h4><strong>Until then, Happy Halloween, and enjoy reading about your new neighbor.</strong></h4><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h1>My Neighbor</h1><p class="">By Alec G. Thein</p><h4>My neighbor. He’s doing it again. </h4><h4>I know I shouldn’t be snooping like this, but it’s hard not to notice. </h4><h4>Beeswax? Buckets of plaster mix? I was thinking about asking him if he needed help to carry any of that stuff in his house, though it might be a little suspicious. He’s only been in there for a couple months, and he’s been nothing but nice, though a little on the quiet side. Not bad looking either. </h4><h4>It’s just interesting, is all. The combination of materials… I would have guessed renovations, especially considering its age. I don’t know.</h4><h4>Something seems weird. </h4><h4>I’m paranoid. Working too much. </h4><h4>It’s going to be a muggy couple of months down here. Like always. Not sure if he and that beeswax are ready for summer down here in the swamps. We’ll see. </h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>I passed out in the chair by the window, apparently drooling all over myself before the sound of clanking metal woke me up. </h4><h4>My neighbor is doing something outside. Again. At two in the morning. </h4><h4>He has his pickup parked out in front of his house, but he’s not carrying any wax inside this time, surprisingly. But he does seem to have something in the bed of the truck. </h4><h4>I need to get a better view from upstairs before he leaves the street. </h4><h4>I would hurry up the steps, but my damn back, which is in dire need of a good stretch and sleep in an actual bed, keeps slowing me down.</h4><h4>No one to blame but me. I feel like an old mannequin.</h4><h4>I’m not sure if I can sneak a peek out the window without moving these curtains. </h4><h4>Ah. That reminds me, jeez do I need to dust. </h4><h4>Where are those binoculars, anyway? Whatever.</h4><h4>It looks like there <em>is </em>something in the bed of his truck. A blue tarp just haphazardly thrown over the rear end; there looks to be a spade sticking out over the tailgate. </h4><h4>It’s just a shovel, but this early in the morning? It almost looks deliberate to me.</h4><h4>Stop it. It’s none of your business. Paranoia striking again. </h4><h4>Go back to sleep. In bed this time. </h4><h4>It’s Saturday. </h4><h4>Thank God.</h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>I only got a few hours of sleep last night, as usual. Bed or not. Where I sleep doesn’t seem to matter much anymore. </h4><h4>Still, what a beautiful morning it is. I think I’m going to stop being so creepy and venture over to say hello to the neighbor. If he’s not stockpiling odd materials, that is. </h4><h4>And if he is, maybe I can lend a hand, if my back lets me. </h4><h4>It’s humid as the seven circles today. I could probably lay flat and cook on this sidewalk. </h4><h4>There he is. Is that a cardigan he’s wearing?</h4><h4>“Why, hello there, Miss!” He says from afar. “It is a mighty fine morning, now, isn’t it?” </h4><h4>He’ll hurt his cheeks, smiling that hard. His lips look like they’re stretching beyond a human’s normal capability. I can’t tell if that’s happiness, or a coping mechanism.</h4><h4>Now I’m projecting my overworked mind. His lips are fine. Though…</h4><h4>That is a magnificent smile.</h4><h4>“Yes! This weather is definitely something.” I say to him. “I see you’re still adjusting to it, huh? Aren’t you hot in that thing?”</h4><h4>His smile vanishes like it was just erased from existence with a snap.</h4><h4>“Adjusting just fine, actually.” He says. </h4><h4>Cue the awkward silence. </h4><h4>“So.” I break it. “You been doing renovations to that beautiful place of yours?”</h4><h4>His smile creeps back, but not as strong this time. Slow. Subtle. Cheeky.</h4><h4>“You could say that. Certainly <em>planning</em> for renovations, that is.”</h4><h4>“I’m sorry. I haven’t been snooping, but…I did notice you bringing in a heck of a lot of stuff, so I figured as much.”</h4><h4>His eyes begin a voyage of my body, scanning me up and down, leisurely. Smile is the same. A smile of my own pops up. Didn’t mean for it. It just happened.</h4><h4>“Say.” He says, locking eyes with me. “Think you could help me carry some things inside? It’ll only be a jiff. We’ll be done in two ticks.”</h4><h4>Perfect opportunity. </h4><h4>“Sure! I need to warn you now, though. My back has been pretty thrashed lately. But I’d love to help a great neighbor such as yourself.” </h4><h4>“I’ve noticed.” He whispers under his breath, though still with a tone loud enough to hear.</h4><h4>Did he really think I couldn’t hear that? Any louder and our other neighbors could hear him.</h4><h4>What is that supposed to mean, anyway?</h4><h4>“Come on! I’ve got some stuff in the back of my truck you can help carry in.”</h4><h4>Well, looks like I am helping. I’m too curious, anyway. Nebby. Nosy. And…probably creepy.</h4><h4>“Let’s do it.”</h4><h4>We walk to his truck. He has the blue tarp folded neatly, perfectly, into a square, resting under the rear window. On top of it is a cardboard box duct taped shut, labeled <em>Organ </em>in black marker<em>.</em> </h4><h4>That thing is <em>really </em>taped. Extensively. </h4><h4>Paranoia? Perhaps. </h4><h4>Expensive belongings? More than likely. </h4><h4>Body parts? Doubtful, though, that thought will remain in the back of my mind. Too late now.</h4><h4>I lunge myself into the bed of the truck and step to the Organ box, which is sitting next to a spade and a pickaxe. </h4><h4>“Organ, huh?” I yell back. “Do you play?”</h4><h4>There is a momentary pause from him while I carefully bend down to grab the box. Damn back. </h4><h4>“Y-yeah. Yes! Wait, what are we talking about? Play what?”</h4><h4>“The organ. This box. It’s labeled organ. I just assumed—”</h4><h4>“Oh, yeah! Not the organ, though. Well, I play the piano. I used to—well, I used to collect them. The movers mislabeled it when we moved. I know they just wanted to help, but I’m not sure why they wrote organ on there. Or maybe—hm. Yeah, I’m not sure, exactly. Organ is close enough, I guess!”</h4><h4>That was a lot.</h4><h4>“Why <em>used</em> to?” I ask him. “If you don’t mind?”</h4><h4>He clears his throat. “Ah. Well, my…previous love, it was our thing we did together. We <em>loved </em>instruments, specifically pianos. After she passed, it just wasn’t the same. I ended up selling some pieces and keep the rest in a storage locker.”</h4><h4>Pieces of a piano?</h4><h4>“Oh. I’m—I’m very sorry to hear that.”</h4><h4>I could see the grief rusted gears turning in his head. Maybe that’s why he’s so awkward. </h4><h4>“It’s alright. She’ll always be with me. In that box, specifically.”</h4><h4>“Wait, what? What do you mean in this box?”</h4><h4>He’s just staring at me with that reserved smile. He isn’t saying anything. I can’t even imagine what is going through his head right now. I’m not sure I want to know. </h4><h4>It’s starting to feel more like a doll’s eyes locked on mine than an actual human being looking at me. </h4><h4>Quit being judgmental. </h4><h4>“The things that I remember her by, of course. Little pieces we used to collect,” he says, as his reserved smile morphs back into a full-on teeth display.</h4><h4>Great. I’m terrible.</h4><h4>“I have some more things I want to bring in from the back. Just go ahead and take it in there. Set it in the room on the right.” He tells me.</h4><h4>“Oh, okay!” I say, uncertain of what just transpired. I don’t know what to think, other than this is my chance to see what’s happening in there. </h4><h4>Though, I will say, there’s no way he’d let me in if he was doing something sketchy, right? </h4><h4>Right?</h4><h4>I walk up his sidewalk. It borders his yard and shrubs, of course. </h4><h4>Though—I’m not entirely sure how I didn’t notice this before—the yard, bushes, flowers all professionally kept.</h4><h4><em>Professionally </em>kept.</h4><h4>The grass, what little there is of it, looks as if a ballpark gardening crew took care of it.</h4><h4>The bushes are perfect boxes.</h4><h4>The flowers are glowing.</h4><h4>And the weirdest part is, I’ve never seen a landscaping crew do his yard. </h4><h4>I can’t help but stop and admire his immaculate balance of sweet olive bushes, gardenia, and hibiscus.</h4><h4>I got to say, I’m impressed. </h4><h4>Everything smells so fresh. </h4><h4>Maybe he’s just a pro.</h4><h4>I continue to the front door, propping his curio-filled, silver ladened cardboard box on my leg and reach for the doorknob. </h4><h4>I can feel it slipping. </h4><h4>“Oh, God. Please, no.”</h4><h4>I skid, trying to readjust and secure the box, but it starts to fall, and almost as if it came out of a pocket dimension right next to me, my neighbor’s hand steadies it. </h4><h4>“We wouldn’t want to drop this, now, would we?” He says, as the cheeky smile returns. “Let me get the door for you.”</h4><h4>“Oh my gosh. You scared me! I thought you were in the back.” </h4><h4>“Nope.” He says. “I’m right here.”</h4><h4>I step into the sight of a practically empty house. No boxes. A couch and chair in the room to my left, with a large TV resting on a stand with the fireplace sitting next to it. </h4><h4>There are pieces of chopped wood stacked up to the mantle that it rests below, hiding the fireplace’s mouth. </h4><h4>To my right is nothing but a stained wooden desk with a golden lamp accompanying it. His office, I suppose. </h4><h4>The house is empty. If I hadn’t known better, I would have guessed he was moving out, not in. </h4><h4>“You can just set it in there. On my desk. Please.” He says. “Thank you.”</h4><h4>I walk the box over and get a peek past the office. There looks to be thick plastic hanging, covering the entrance to the room around the corner. </h4><h4>It’s fogged up. I can’t see through it.</h4><h4>“That where you’re doing the renovations?” I ask. Paranoia and curiosity striking again.</h4><h4>“Yes, ma’am, though…I’m not so sure it’s ready to be seen just yet. Barely started, ya know?” He says, hands on his hips. </h4><h4>“Well, I would love to see it when it’s finished! If you ever need any help, you know where to find me.” I say, trying to match the energy his smile radiated earlier. </h4><h4>I look back toward the hanging plastic and can make out boxes upon boxes of beeswax, plaster mix, and stacks of silk rags.</h4><h4>“I still see her, you know.” He says, standing by the front door. The breeze that flows in moves the plastic around, though not enough to get a clear look at the rest of the room. “It’s more like quick visions of her, but it never <em>really </em>looks like her. Her face always looks obscured just enough for me to not see it. It feels like something is in the way. A dark spot.” </h4><h4>I turn away from the plastic and walk over to him, resting against the archway outside of the office.</h4><h4>“I can’t even begin to imagine what that’s like.” I tell him.</h4><h4>“It scared me at first. I thought I was being haunted. I couldn’t handle it. I swear I would hear this noise… It reminded me of water boiling. A rolling boil. But there would be nothing on the stove. The other possible culprit, the hot water tank, would be silent. Eventually, I saw dark silhouettes all around the house. I’ve never believed in ghosts. It’s why I moved here, to continue living without being pestered by—whatever.”</h4><h4>“Have you seen or heard anything since you moved down here?”</h4><h4>The neighbor looks past me and my statement, into the office, like his attention broke off and ran somewhere else.</h4><h4>“All the time.” He says. “So!” </h4><h4>What just happened?</h4><h4>He continues. “I appreciate the help, but I’m going to get changed and get to work.”</h4><h4>“Oh! Okay. I’ll let you get to it then. Again, you let me know if—”</h4><h4>“If I need any help. You got it!”</h4><h4>I walk past him and out of the house, getting about halfway before turning around. He’s standing at the office window, looking out. That reserved smile plastered on his face. </h4><h4>I wave. </h4><h4>He waves back, twitching his fingers before walking away and into the shadows. </h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>My doorbell rings.</h4><h4>What time is it? It has to be at least eleven at night. </h4><h4>I’m up anyway.</h4><h4>I get up from my office and head over to the front door, flipping the porch light on.</h4><h4>I creak the door open. </h4><h4>It’s the neighbor. He looks distracted. </h4><h4>“I’m terribly sorry to bother you at this hour, but I wanted to give you a heads up. I’m going to be leaving for a couple of days. Family emergency. I was wondering if you could watch my house while I’m gone.”</h4><h4>“Oh my gosh. I’m so sorry. Yeah—yes. I’ll watch your place. Gladly.”</h4><h4>“Thank you so much. You’re a doll. Here’s the extra key. Just give her a once over every day and night until I get back. Maybe turn a light on here and there. On at night, off in the morning. Something.”</h4><h4>“I absolutely will. I hope everything is okay with the family.”</h4><h4>“Yeah.” He says, walking away. He throws his hand up in the air. “See you in a few days.”</h4><h4>I shut my door and look through the window. The neighbor drives away, coasting underneath the streetlight, which reveals that blue tarp again, covering the bed of his truck. </h4><h4>What kind of emergency needs that?</h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>After a full day of work, it’s probably high time I go check on the neighbor’s place. It’s already dark.</h4><h4>No snooping. Just going to flip on a light, make sure there aren’t any spooky intruders, and be on my way.</h4><h4>I walk in through the front and shut the door behind me. I can hear the plastic moving from the air flow. I’ll just turn on the lamp in the office for tonight. </h4><h4>Flicking it on, the sound of the floorboards creaking startles me. </h4><h4>“Hello?” I ask, knowing full well that there isn’t anyone here.</h4><h4>Or at least, no one here that should be.</h4><h4>I stand perfectly still in front of the desk, helming the golden lamp. </h4><h4>“Hello?” I ask again. The dangling plastic moves once more. I peek around the corner and see it lightly fluttering, like someone had just brushed up against it. </h4><h4>I guess I do need to snoop a little.&nbsp;</h4><h4>I walk over to the plastic, pushing it to the side as I glide through. </h4><h4>Everywhere. Covering every inch of the room. Plastic lining the floor and walls. Makes sense. Renovations and all. </h4><h4>Up close I can see that beeswax, plaster, and stacks of silk rags. Next to them, the box I carried in. The one labeled <em>Organ</em>. </h4><h4>I still don’t get the rags. </h4><h4>The urge to open the Organ box is growing.</h4><h4>I turned the light on. He isn’t here. What’s the harm in checking it out?</h4><h4>I carefully strip the duct tape off the box, ensuring that I don’t damage it or rip off any piece of the cardboard, so I can put it back exactly how I found it. </h4><h4>I open the box, partially bending one flap. No way he’ll notice that, anyway. </h4><h4>I look inside.</h4><h4>Piano wire. Lots of it. Wrapped up in a circle. Guess he wasn’t lying. There’s a mason jar inside too, with something written in black marker on the silver lid. It’s too faded to read.</h4><h4>Loads of duct tape blacks out whatever is inside the jar.</h4><h4>I’m already this far, might as well check this out too.</h4><h4>I give it a shake before twisting it open. Sounds light, maybe breakable. Fragile. </h4><h4>I open the jar and see what looks like large white marbles inside. </h4><h4>More floorboards creak. Someone’s watching me. I’m getting way too nosy. Time to finish up.</h4><h4>“Whoever is watching me, I’m sorry for snooping!” I yell aloud. </h4><h4>I close the jar and put it back in the Organ box. I press the tape back down in the exact same spot it was stuck before I opened it and left the plastic room. </h4><h4>Wait, I told him I would watch the house, the least I can do is finish that. </h4><h4>I walk upstairs and check out the three bedrooms. The first two are on the left. </h4><h4>Empty.</h4><h4>I then check out the last one, on the right past the hall bathroom. The master bedroom. Where he sleeps, presumedly. </h4><h4>I walk inside the room to see a king-sized bed and brown dresser. Dated décor, but nothing out of the ordinary. No intruders, either.</h4><h4>My décor is ancient. I can’t judge.</h4><h4>There was another door as I left the room. Storage maybe? </h4><h4>I walk in to see another empty room, though not completely. A record player stands practically alone on top of a sound system that looks to be from a few decades back. It’s accompanied by a single wooden chair facing the window outside, toward my house. </h4><h4>I’m not really sure what to make of it. The man likes to sit and listen to music, is the only thing I can get from this. I’m not going to assume anything. </h4><h4>Let’s go home.</h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>The neighbor didn’t say when he expected to come home. Another night to flick the lights on. No snooping this time. I swear. Turn the light on and go home. That’s it. </h4><h4><em>That’s it</em>.</h4><h4>I go inside, head over to the light on the desk and turn it on. As I’m about to leave, the fireplace catches my eye. Why in the hell would he stack all that wood in <em>front </em>of the fireplace? I said no snooping, but this is just crazy. </h4><h4>The living room was calling my name, so I went in, past the couch, and over to the woodpile. I unstack the chopped wood that was up against the mantle, and I can start to see behind the pile. I can’t really tell, but something black and stringy looks like it’s sitting in there, though I’m not exactly sure what it is. </h4><h4>It’s resting on the concrete. </h4><h4>A couple more pieces of wood gone will give me a better look. </h4><h4>Wait. </h4><h4>Headlights. </h4><h4>Oh, no. He’s home. </h4><h4>I frantically start to put the wood back on the pile. I can hear his car door shut. His footsteps approaching. The front door opens. </h4><h4>My doom is here.</h4><h4>“Hey there!” I yell. </h4><h4>“Oh, hello. What are you doing over here?”</h4><h4>“I was just giving the place a once over. Making sure everything is good. You must have pulled in as soon as I flicked that light on!” I say with a light chuckle.</h4><h4>“Yeah.” He says. Straight faced. Dead eyed. “Thanks again. I’m beat. I’m going to hit the hay. I’ll see you later.” </h4><h4>“Oh, it was my pleasure. Everything okay with the family?”</h4><h4>“It will be.”</h4><h4>“What does that mean? What happened?”</h4><h4>He stares at me for a few seconds. Emotionless. Did his soul poof away?</h4><h4>“Thank you for watching the house. Goodbye for now.” He says, as he puts his open hand out in front of me.</h4><h4>“Oh, the key. Sorry.” I placed the key in his hand. I was sweating up a storm holding that piece of metal. No way he won’t notice that moisture. He’ll think something suspicious.</h4><h4>Stop.</h4><h4>“And, uh—sure thing. Let me know if you need anything!” I say.</h4><h4>He rubbed the key in between his fingertips.</h4><h4>I give one last light chuckle to brighten the ending mood.</h4><h4>“I’ll see you later!”</h4><h4>I turn back once I leave, expecting him to be standing at the window, but he’s not. He’s walking toward the TV room. The woodpile. </h4><h4>Great.</h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>Two days. </h4><h4>It’s been two days since I’ve seen him come out of that house. I’ve been extra snoopy lately. I’m just waiting for him to mention something about the woodpile, or even to tell me that I got into something that I shouldn’t have. Just. Something.</h4><h4>Something.</h4><h4>But no. He hasn’t so much as turned on a light since he got home.</h4><h4>Damn paranoia. </h4><h4>For all I know, he’s been throwing a party over there, but I just haven’t noticed.</h4><h4>No, I definitely would have noticed. I’m too nosy.</h4><h4>I think I’m going to go check on him. </h4><h4>Tomorrow. I’ll go check on him tomorrow. </h4><h4>I need to think of something to say.</h4><h4>Jesus. Listen to me.</h4><h4>***</h4><h4>No answer at his door earlier.</h4><h4>I haven’t heard a peep from him in days. </h4><h4>Now, it’s two o’clock in the morning and he just got home, parked in front of his house. What’s he doing?</h4><h4>Sitting by the same window in my office, I turn away for a second. I close my eyes and yawn. Figures. Yawning. Doesn’t matter how much I yawn and get tired. </h4><h4>I never sleep anyway.</h4><h4>The sound of crinkling thick plastic tickles my ear. It’s louder than the crickets and all their friends.</h4><h4>What is that?</h4><h4>More crinkling. It doesn’t sound like one of those plastic bags you get at the supermarket. Bigger.</h4><h4>What the <em>hell </em>is that?</h4><h4>The streetlights illuminate in front of his house. </h4><h4>I squint down at his truck and see him toss a large black garbage bag over his shoulder—at least—I think it’s a garbage bag. </h4><h4>Can’t find those binoculars again.</h4><h4>I move closer to the glass of my window to get a better look. </h4><h4>He stopped. Why did he stop?&nbsp; </h4><h4>The neighbor turned his head toward me. I quickly slide down in my chair so fast I give myself a wedgie. </h4><h4>Did he see me?</h4><h4>I’m too afraid to move back up. My heart is in my bladder. I know he saw me. </h4><h4>God damn it, I know he saw me. </h4><h4>I inch my way back up.</h4><h4>That black bag is on the ground. Where’d he go?</h4><h4>Three knocks on my door downstairs.</h4><h4>Please. No.</h4><h4>I swallow so hard I choke on the spit. </h4><h4>I wander down the stairs and open the door.</h4><h4>“Hello there, neighbor.” He says.</h4><h4>I rub my eyes as if I was sleeping. He knows I wasn’t.</h4><h4>“Oh, hey there. What are you doing over here at—what time is it?”</h4><h4>“Late. Very late. I saw you had your lights on. I thought I’d ask you for your assistance.”</h4><h4>“I—sure. Assistance with what?”</h4><h4>“You know, just carrying something in my house. It’s not too heavy, at least with the two of us. Just awkward to carry.”</h4><h4>What could it even be?</h4><h4>“Well, if it can’t wait until morning—let’s do it.” I say. </h4><h4>We stroll over to his sidewalk where the—now I see it—long black bag rests on the ground.</h4><h4>“Just grab it from the end there, and I’ll grab it from his end.”</h4><h4>I pick up the smaller end of the bag. </h4><h4>Are these…feet?</h4><h4>He picks up his end, and we start to walk the bag in the house. He’s walking backwards, staring at me. A gleaming grin is stuck on his face. Not a hint of reservation. </h4><h4>“If you don’t mind my asking.” I say, out of breath. “What do you have in here?”</h4><h4>He scoffs. “Oh, you must think I’m a psychotic or something.” He pauses with a chuckle. “You see, there’s a body in this bag.”</h4><h4>My heart bursts through my bladder and onto the sidewalk. I stop.</h4><h4>“There’s a what?”</h4><h4>“No! Not a proper body—or carcass, I should say.” He doesn’t chuckle, but snorts. “I’m a tailor. This here is Josie. My model.”</h4><h4>Either I’m sleep deprived, dreaming, or both. </h4><h4>I begin to step forward, hopefully cuing him to get a move on. </h4><h4>“You scared me there.” I say. I couldn’t find any other words. “I didn’t know you were a tailor. You never said.”</h4><h4>We reach the threshold of his house. Thank the heavens.</h4><h4>He props the bag on his leg and opens the door. We walk in.</h4><h4>“I’m fairly new at it. Started right before I moved here.” He says. “Just set her down over here.”</h4><h4>Beads of nervousness dripping from my forehead smack his floor.</h4><h4>We step right in front of the hanging plastic, directly before the beeswax room, and place the bag down.</h4><h4>“You’re fascinating, you know that.” I say, even though I shouldn’t have.</h4><h4>He stares at me. No smile. No reaction. Empty. </h4><h4>His eyes go down for another voyage of on body, scanning me once again. </h4><h4>“Thank you for your help at such a terrible hour.” He says, as he raises his hand to the door. “I’ll see you soon.”</h4><h4>“Sure. Yeah. See you soon.”</h4><h4>I scurry out the door.</h4><h4>I speed walk over to my house and hurry to the second floor. Any light that I had on upstairs, I turn off. </h4><h4>Back to my chair. I can’t help it. I need to look. Where is he?</h4><h4>Looking all around his windows, until…</h4><h4>He’s in that room. The empty one. With the chair. </h4><h4>I know that, because he’s staring right at me. </h4><h4>I wave. </h4><h4>He stands there for a moment. No reaction. </h4><h4>He doesn’t wave back. He just stares. </h4><h4>I close my curtain.</h4><h4>Goodnight.</h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>I wake up in my bed. I actually slept, even after last night.</h4><h4>Today is a day off for me. No work. No snooping.</h4><h4>Just laziness. </h4><h4>Though, I am curious…</h4><h4>One peek out the window won’t hurt. Not literally, at least. </h4><h4>With my cup of coffee, I’m back in the chair. Just for a moment. Nothing longer.</h4><h4>I look over at <em>the </em>window.</h4><h4>In the frame, a still body. Long black hair drops down from the head, standing still. Perfectly still.</h4><h4>I can’t get my coffee down. I can’t stop looking at it. </h4><h4>He’s a tailor. I know that. He told me that. </h4><h4>Since when do mannequins have hair?</h4><h4>My coffee goes down. I need to brush my teeth. Get rid of the bitter caffeine stuck in my mouth. </h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>Back to the window. </h4><h4>The body—er, the <em>fake </em>body hasn’t moved. </h4><h4>Though…something’s different. Arms wrap around it. Squeezing it. </h4><h4>Who else’s arms could they be besides his?</h4><h4>He’s a tailor. Remember? A tailor. He’s probably measuring. </h4><h4>The body gets ripped out of view. The black hair trails behind, both completely out of sight. </h4><h4>I can see the neighbor walk over to the record player. He gently places the stylus down, I assume.</h4><h4>I could really use my binoculars right now. </h4><h4>Taking periodic looks out the window, I hunt for the binoculars. Though, it’s not long before a peculiar sight stops me.</h4><h4>He’s dancing. He’s dancing with the mannequin. Whipping it around like he’s done it before. Danced with it before. </h4><h4>I <em>need </em>to find those damn binoculars. </h4><h4>Lightbulb pops in my head. Downstairs in the den. </h4><h4>I sprint down the steps, spot them sitting on the table next to the couch. I snatch them as quick as possible and hustle back up to my nosy spot. </h4><h4>My nosy spot. God. I need to get back to work. </h4><h4>Not yet. </h4><h4>I bring the binoculars up to my eyes. Right to the window. The body is still again. The dancing is over, though I can see the face of the mannequin.</h4><h4>Something’s off.</h4><h4>Really off.</h4><h4>The face. The mannequin’s face looks…real. Or it was real. </h4><h4>It looks rippled, not wrinkled. Waxy.</h4><h4>Wax. The beeswax. </h4><h4>Is that a homemade doll?</h4><h4>I don’t know what to think anymore. </h4><h4>Can’t help it. I continue my stare. </h4><h4>That black hair. I’ve seen that black hair. </h4><h4>Since when do mannequins have eyes and—</h4><h4>The neighbor moves into the window frame—or rather, his face does. He begins kissing the mannequin on its painted lips.</h4><h4>I pull the binoculars down, then back up. </h4><h4>Its eyes are wide, stapled open, if my imagination is anything to go by. </h4><h4>Looking closer, the eyes look more like white marbles that have painted on pupils.</h4><h4>He’s licking the mannequin’s lips. </h4><h4>Kissing its cheek. </h4><h4>Kissing its neck, and—</h4><h4>I drop the binoculars on the table.</h4><h4>That’s it. </h4><h4>I’m done. </h4><h4>Well…</h4><h4>I pick them up one last time.</h4><h4>The man is gone again, and whatever was on that mannequin’s face looks like some of it came off with his tongue.</h4><h4>That face. The material of its skin. </h4><h4>Something is really wrong here.</h4><h4>Where did he—</h4><h4>A fat smack across the mannequin’s face scares the living hell out of me. </h4><h4>I fumble the binoculars enough for them to smack the glass.</h4><h4>My eyes widen. </h4><h4>The neighbor turns to face my house.</h4><h4>His eyes widen.</h4><h4>I drop to the ground.</h4><h4>I’m <em>done.</em></h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>My curiosity overwhelms my paranoia. &nbsp;</h4><h4>It’s three in the morning. His truck is gone. I’m going in.</h4><h4>I need to see that mannequin. </h4><h4>I need to see that woman.</h4><h4>I go out through my back porch. Quietly. I never fixed the motion light facing the yard, so I should be in the clear.</h4><h4>There’s no fence, though I feel like the moment I step onto his perfectly cut grass, he’ll be waiting for me.</h4><h4>With one grand step, I push my foot into his one-inch grass.</h4><h4>He’s not behind me, is he?</h4><h4>I turn around to see my house. No neighbor. </h4><h4>I continue into his backyard. No motion light. Still in the clear.</h4><h4>There’s a door that leads to—yes. It should be the plastic room.</h4><h4>I go for the handle. Unlocked.</h4><h4>I probably should be terrified at this moment, with the main reason being the question, “why was his door unlocked?”</h4><h4>But I don’t really care. I need to get in and get out before my curiosity gets the better of me.</h4><h4>I open the door to hear the plastic sway in the breeze. </h4><h4>Empty boxes of beeswax. Empty buckets of plaster mix. No rags. </h4><h4>In the corner of the room lie containers of all three. Unopened and ready to go.</h4><h4>Whatever. I need to get upstairs.</h4><h4>I ease past the plastic hanging from the ceiling. </h4><h4>Home or not, I’m staying quiet. </h4><h4>The stairs are right here, but…the woodpile.</h4><h4>It’s gone. It’s been a few days. What the hell happened to the wood?</h4><h4>It doesn’t matter now. Upstairs. The empty room.</h4><h4>I press the balls of my feet into the steps, hoping to be as quiet as a professional thief.</h4><h4>Making it to the top, I dart down the hallway towards the room as quiet as I can.</h4><h4>I open the door and flick the light on.</h4><h4>Below the light, a woman in a white gown sits in that empty chair.</h4><h4>She’s facing me. Looking at me. </h4><h4>Her eyes are black and white. No color. </h4><h4>Her lips look pasted on or pasted over. </h4><h4>Her teeth peek through, though they don’t look like human teeth, but more plaster.</h4><h4>Her skin resembles a crinkled Paper-Mache. </h4><h4>The black hair was a wig, poorly placed staples sit atop her head. </h4><h4>I’m afraid to get closer. She’s staring into my soul. But I need to. I need to know what is going on.</h4><h4>I reach my hand toward the woman’s face. I just want to poke her nose. Pinch her cheek. Something. </h4><h4>So, I do.</h4><h4>I grab her plaster cheek with my thumb and index finger and pull.</h4><h4>With that pull, her cheek breaks off.</h4><h4>Underneath all that beeswax and plaster is a stench so horrid I could faint. </h4><h4>Something worse than a dead skunk that was eaten and vomited up.</h4><h4>That kind of smell.</h4><h4>Though the plaster underneath the skin wasn’t more plaster, or beeswax, but rags. Just silk fabric.</h4><h4>I moved her gown down just to confirm what the hell I was looking at.</h4><h4>At each joint was piano wire, wrapped and fitted firmly, keeping her limbs together.</h4><h4>In between those limbs was rotted flesh and bone.</h4><h4>She’s staring at me. Butterflies. Goosebumps. </h4><h4>I want to cry. I feel like I can’t move. </h4><h4>I’m getting out of here.</h4><h4>As I turn around, a creak springs somewhere in the hallway. </h4><h4>I don’t care. If he’s there, I’m blowing past him, sprinting to my house, and calling the police. </h4><h4>I’ll find some sort of weapon and wait for him.</h4><h4>I creep out of the room, but no neighbor.</h4><h4>I tip-toe down the steps and head back through the plastic room.</h4><h4>I scan around, thinking that he’ll be somewhere, but he isn’t.</h4><h4>I leave my neighbor’s house and can’t help but think he wanted me to see her; for me to study is immaculate creation. </h4><h4>I open my back door and head upstairs. Back to my chair.</h4><h4>I take a seat and snag the binoculars.</h4><h4>I peer into that window, though there’s no one there. </h4><h4>No woman wrapped in plaster or beeswax. </h4><h4>No neighbor.</h4><h4>I don’t understand.</h4><h4>“You will understand. Join us.” The neighbor says. </h4><h4>I scream for my life. It doesn’t matter.</h4><h4>The rag in his hand reaches over my mouth while he pushes the back of my head towards it. Hard.</h4><h4>The muscles in my neck pull and bend in ways they shouldn’t.</h4><h4>More rag.</h4><h4>I don’t think I’m waking up from this sleep.</h4><h4>***&nbsp;</h4><h4>“What a lovely day it is today.” The neighbor says, as he reaches down to grab the newspaper thrown on the sidewalk. </h4><h4>Wearing his sweater that does not belong in this southern heat, he flips open the newspaper, though what he’s looking for isn’t inside, but on the front page. </h4><h4>He turns back to the front, and spots a picture of a missing woman, and a smile appears on his face.</h4><h4>As he heads inside, he walks towards his plastic room and sticks the paper on a pile of newspapers, next to the beeswax, plaster, and rags.</h4><h4>He then walks upstairs to that empty room to see the woman in plaster sitting in the chair.</h4><h4>His smile brightens before closing the door and heading back downstairs. </h4><h4>The neighbor then walks into the living room, where the fireplace is.</h4><h4>Sitting in front of the fireplace, in a reclining chair, is another woman.</h4><h4>The man sits on the couch next to the chair and looks at her.</h4><h4>“Hello there, neighbor.” He says.</h4>


  


  



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  <h3>It’s Monday. Rush hour. You’re headed home after a weekend-long business trip. Tired and ready to sleep until Wednesday. You’re only about twenty minutes away from your apartment, but you’re stuck in traffic. Unable to find any music on the radio that gets your foot tapping, you keep scanning until you land on a local news station. You turn up the volume. The anchorwoman on air is reporting about a missing person in your area. Not only in your area, but in your neighborhood. The anchorwoman then says the apartment building the missing person lives in. Your apartment building. After hearing her first name, you remember speaking with the person the other day on the elevator. It was your first time meeting her.</h3><h3>You call your roommate and ask what he wants to eat for dinner. “We can get whatever you want. It’s on me.” He says. </h3><h3>Dinner flees your mind, and the missing person invades her way in. “You hear about the girl that’s gone missing from our building?” You ask him.</h3><h3>“No, but that explains the cops.” Your roommate replies. </h3><h3>After the slog of traffic, you finally arrive home. Upon your entrance, you notice a mailbox is open. The thought of the missing person flashes through your head again. Was it hers? You can’t remember. She lives on your floor, but you’re unsure of her apartment number. You brush it off and head upstairs to your apartment.</h3><h3>Down the hall, you hear voices on a radio. The police are down there, standing in front of an open apartment door. It could have been hers, though you aren’t completely sure. It had to be, though. </h3><h3>You head inside your place, closing the door behind you. You turn and look through the glass peephole and see the police walk by. As you turn back around, you immediately notice a drastic change in the apartment’s appearance. The wall behind the cream-colored couch is a new color. It’s dark green, changed from what was the most neutral of grays, and doesn’t match the rest of the furniture. It wasn’t like that when you left town on Friday.</h3><h3>“I’m home. Where are you?” You yell out.</h3><h3>A voice answers from afar. “What do you think?”</h3><h3>“About what? This…paint?” You answer. “Why green?”</h3><h3>“I thought it would shake things up. Not everything has to match to a tee, you know.”</h3><h3>You approach the couch, scan it, looking for stray paint splotches, only to find a smear on the edge. It’s one that was not there when you left before the weekend. You kneel to look at it. </h3><h3>“What happened to the couch? This doesn’t look like green paint. Is this rust?” You ask.</h3><h3>“Oh, yeah. Rust. Not sure how that got there.” The voice says. “Those cops finally gone?” </h3><h3>“Think so.” You answer.</h3><h3>As you inspect the couch, you hear the kitchen drawer open and close. You now realize that the smear isn’t rust, but blood. It’s dried and smeared, as if someone attempted to clean it up. You turn and see your roommate approaching you with one hand behind his back. </h3><h3>“Hey, you didn’t get your welcome home hug. Bring it in.” He says. </h3>]]></content:encoded><media:content type="image/png" url="https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/60b2a047dcfc4f2bd6c6f18c/1729135791651-E2P51UL7PC8M5JT5LA8C/Missing+Person_2024POSTER.1.png?format=1500w" medium="image" isDefault="true" width="1500" height="2000"><media:title type="plain">Missing Person</media:title></media:content></item><item><title>Turn | A Short Story</title><category>Stories</category><dc:creator>Alec Thein</dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 01 May 2023 15:00:59 +0000</pubDate><link>https://www.alecthein.com/blog/turn</link><guid isPermaLink="false">60b2a047dcfc4f2bd6c6f18c:60ba9c95c51ff525444e32ef:644fc83c3f086e768f99111c</guid><description><![CDATA[During a group session for sharing ghost hunting stories, someone 
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  <h4><strong>Warning</strong> Some may consider the story below as graphic or distressing.</h4><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>“I don’t know why I’m here.” I keep pressing the ball of my thumb into my forearm, clenching it as if it’s going to relieve the pain, even though I know it won’t. “I used to love coming to these things. These groups. Sharing my experiences. Our experiences. I’m not really sure this story is the right fit for you guys.”</h3><h3>I know why I’m here, but they don’t need to know. Not yet. </h3><h3>To my left, a man emerges from the shadows of the gym and into the light radiating down from above, like the spotlight knows it’s his turn to speak. He’s sitting in front of the basketball hoop, between me and a woman who looks like she just got off a twelve-hour nursing shift.</h3><h3>His voice is gruff but soothing to the ear, satisfying even. “It’s okay.” He says. The rubber feet of his fold up chair skid on the hardwood maple court as he inches his way closer into the group. His loose, jet-black ponytail ripped straight from a 90’s action star’s head, dusts his shoulders behind him. “You’re amongst people who will believe you. Paranormal. Supernatural. We’re all here for a reason. Please. Continue with your story.” Is that compassion? Well, hollow or not, I need that right now, at least while I can still get it.</h3><h3>I see emotions ranging from fascination to pure apathy from the various faces in the circle.</h3><h3>“Yeah. Alright.” I unzip my hoodie and relax back in my chair. My leg taps with celerity; a single piston pounding away. I can’t help it. Lately, everything is jittery, more so than usual. The sound of my best friend screaming is only exacerbating whatever transformation my body is undergoing. </h3><h3>“We’ve been looking forward to visiting it for a while. If anyone here has heard of the place, I’m sure you know why.” </h3><h3>A woman whose dirty blonde hair frames the gentlest, most attractive, freckle filled face sits across from me in the circle. She’s wearing a crimson-colored shirt in which two famous horror movie killers are shaking hands, like two world leaders taking a press photo. Under different circumstances, she looks like someone I’d ask to join me for coffee.</h3><h3>She uncrosses her leg and leans in. “I’ve always wanted to go, but our group never made it out there.” She says. A smile grows on that gentle face. “Apparently, it’s really well hidden.” </h3><h3>I indulge her. “Before that night, I would have told you to go, pronto. It looks so interesting. Mysterious. Now, well…” I scan around this varied group of people, landing on Gentle. “Stay away.” Any remaining apathy morphs into enthrallment. Though the Nurse seems to be in a daze. </h3><h3>I’m not sure how long I have. Nor do I know what will happen when my time is up. I wish I could have asked that thing. </h3><h3>“The entrance is impossible to find.” A man spouts. He looks to be around my age, mid-twenties, maybe a little younger, with a bowl cut, parted down the middle. He’s sitting next to Gentle and the Nurse. He leans forward like he’s about to share the world’s most valuable secret. He starts with a haughty tone. “Apparently, you gotta look for the cinder blocks that are of some beaten path in the middle of—” </h3><h3>“Don’t mention cinder blocks.” I tell him. Both of my legs are tapping. Twin pistons. Cinder, cement, concrete. The thought of that coarse, gray chunk of limestone and clay is enough to send a serrated shriek down my spine. Dirty glass scraping freshly dried concrete. The sounds are grouping up on me. I need to keep my cool. “And no, whatever you were about to say, that’s not right.”</h3><h3>“Uh, okay.” Bowlcut flicks his eyebrows up, sneering at the Nurse next to him as if he has any idea what he’s talking about. His hair bounces around with a jerk of his neck. “Prattle on.” He says, waving his hand.</h3><h3>I continue with a corner-eyed glare directed towards him. “Anyway. We read about it on some tabloid list that had abandoned places to visit. It was weird, though. The website looked outdated, almost from the primordial internet days, but it was still up, so someone had to have been keeping it running.”</h3><h3>“Whoop-de-doo.” Bowlcut scoffs, as if anyone cares. He whips his leg up and crosses the other. </h3><h3>I can’t help but chuckle as Ponytail backhands the top of Bowlcut’s leg. “Hey. Let the man talk without interruption. At least wait until the end.” </h3><h3>“Alright, alright. Fine.” Bowlcut cries and I continue. </h3><h3>“To be honest with you all, we didn’t know jack about it before then. We did some more digging and found that other websites mentioned it as a ghost hot spot. It was never anything more than that. There was only one picture we had seen, taken after people abandoned it. A wide-framed shot of the whole place. The Concrete Circle. Still, with just one picture, we couldn’t figure out where it was. No one knew. Everywhere we looked, each page always included the same few sentences about what the place was, yet never mentioned where. Then, I found it. Someone on an abandoned location forum I had been inquiring on direct messaged me a bunch of numbers on a whim. The user had an anonymous name and didn’t say anything else. We took some time and discovered the numbers were coordinates. So, I took a chance. Prong and I—I’ll call him Prong, from here on out—my best friend. We figured we’d take a chance.” I take a long, well-earned deep breath, and continue while my legs halt their piston drive. “It was supposed to be part of his birthday present. Well, that and a bottle of superb wine.” </h3><h3>I see Ponytail look around the circle. “Were you guys drinking before you went?” He asks me. </h3><h3>“Nope. Not a drop. If anything, a little coffee—well, a lot of coffee. But that was it.” </h3><h3>He doesn’t need to know. </h3><h3>Bowlcut slams his shoe down on the hardwood. A squeak echoes throughout the gym.</h3><h3>“Why are we talking about what we drink?” He asks. </h3><h3>My emotions feel amplified. I can feel my lip squirm. My nose twitch. I want to push my teeth out of their sockets. I didn’t hate Bowlcut before. I’m starting to. Hopefully, he’s too busy basking in his arrogance to see he’s irritating me, though I’m not sure if it’s him, or if my body’s shift getting closer. </h3><h3>Ponytail lifts his hand up like a crossing guard. He glances over at Bowlcut with a piercing glare. “You need to relax. That will be the last interruption. One more and you’re gonna have to dump your free coffee out and come back next week. This isn’t the place for hostility.” Ponytail says, taking a sip out of his own cup.</h3><h3>Bowlcut jolts his head back in revulsion, like an irritable teenager. His eyes roll to the back of their orbits. They’d roll past them if they were able. </h3><h3>“The coordinates were spot on. It felt like we stumbled into a fairytale. There was a pergola hidden in the thick tree line with overgrown vines smothering it, giving way right to the Concrete Circle.” In reality, I can’t remember the entrance or what it looked like. After everything that happened, my brain seems to have draped a large shroud over that part. I’m not sure if it was a vine archway or marked by cinderblocks like Bowlcut said, but there’s no way I’m giving that schmuck the satisfaction. He doesn’t believe me. I don’t care. </h3><h3>Gentle leaned in closer for me to resume. She looks interested. I do care about that. </h3><h3>“It was gorgeous. And we were both ready to explore and bathe in that comforting, bizarre feeling of a liminal space, exactly like that single picture entailed.”</h3><h3>The Nurse adjusts herself in her chair. “I feel embarrassed to ask, but…” she asks, her voice trembling. </h3><h3>“No one should feel embarrassed here.” Ponytail answers. “Please. Ask away, though only if the speaker doesn’t mind the question. That goes for everyone.” He sneaks another quick glare at Bowlcut.</h3><h3>The Nurse raises her eyes to me. “What is the Concrete Circle? I’ve never heard—”</h3><h3>“Seriously?” Bowlcut chimes in, followed by a long sigh. “The Concrete Circle is basically a circular village of twelve concrete homes in a rural area. It was completed by the township, but abandoned shortly after, and no one moved in. I don’t think you’re even qualified—”</h3><h3>&nbsp;“In the center was a park that was overgrown but appeared to be in decent condition, like nature protected it.” My turn to interrupt him. “The buildings, on the other hand, did not look protected. We headed for the left most home, then moved clockwise in the Concrete Circle.” </h3><h3>I grab my arm again, clenching it with more force. This time with my fingertips. It feels like a stress ball. It’s burning. If the holes in it were large enough, I’d lodge my fingers in them to disperse the pain. Maybe wiggle it around in the flesh a bit. </h3><h3>The sounds bullying me are growing sharper. The dirty glass that scrapes across the concrete is now broken. Shards get stuck in the grain, ready to prey on whatever soft object rolls over it. My brain.</h3><h3>“The sky was eerie that night, and I know what you’re all thinking. Of course it was. It always is. No. This was different. There wasn’t a star in sight. Nothing. Not so much as a cloud for us to guess its shape. Even the moon was afraid to show itself that night. It was black. Like that part of the Earth fell into a wormhole and landed in a void.”</h3><h3>I can hear whispering in the gym, though I’m not sure who it is.</h3><h3>Ponytail clears his throat. “What time did you guys get there?” He asks.</h3><h3>I don’t know the answer to his question, but I need to give him something. “About nine. I think it was nine, or maybe it was eight. I’m not sure.” I tell Ponytail. “So, we reach the first home in the Concrete Circle. It wasn’t too bad. Beer bottles on the ground. Cigarette butts stacked up in mounds, and a few dozen scattered throughout. Nothing too unusual. Though, one pile, a mix of white and brown cigarette butts, spelled out ‘KILL ME’ right in front of the staircase that led to the second floor above. That was a new one.” </h3><h3>“That easily could have been vagrants messing about.” The Nurse says. I glance over at her.</h3><h3>“That’s true. And we did think about that. Obviously.” I lean in towards her. “But trust me, it wasn’t vagrants.”</h3><h3>The Nurse grows a befuddled face, and I leave her with it.</h3><h3>“It was freezing in there, which was weird, because it was nice outside. Inside this place… it felt like it could have been snowing. Of course, with that rapid temperature change, Prong brought out his EMF meter. We both knew we would have to find something in there. We felt it.” I need to let go of my arm. My hand is sweaty. Arm feels the same, though. Burning. Like rolling balls of fire. It’s getting worse as I sit here and tell my story. It’s all getting worse.</h3><h3>“What brand do you use?” A voice asks, who isn’t Bowlcut or Ponytail. He’s sitting right next to Gentle, and I can smell him. He has some sort of homemade concoction of cologne on. It’s hard to focus on the question with that stench. “I mean EMF. What kind of EMF do you use?” He asks.</h3><h3>“Homemade.” I say, looking at him. This is the first time he spoke up, and I get it. It’s hard to speak when Bowlcut is running his mouth the entire time. He’s just glancing back at me. I had never seen him in one of these groups before; he isn’t from around here, at least. If only Gentle could smell the stench on him, she would have sat next to me. It’s horrendous.</h3><h3>“Really?” Stench asks. He aims his thumb toward the person next to him like a hitchhiker. “That’s pretty amazing. I thought we were the only ones.” A woman sits there wearing a trench coat that’s tied around the waist. Her hair’s up in a bun. Tight. She throws a quick introductory smile my way and I grow even more anxious. I just now realize how many people are actually here. Listening to me. Watching me. My legs are twitching again. The sound of broken glass scraping concrete is turning into nails scratching a chalkboard. I can see long claws getting duller as they slide down. Scraping the board. They’re leaving indents in my brain. I need to close my eyes. I need the dark.</h3><h3>“Hey.” Ponytail’s voice emerges from the abyss I threw myself down. “You okay?” He asks me. I flutter my eyes to wash my thoughts away, then force my legs to a halt. </h3><h3>“Yeah. I’m good.” I say, as I swallow my ever-growing unease. I clear my throat. “So, Prong turned on the EMF and started scanning the place. The gauss was off the charts immediately. He walked in and out the front door plenty of times. Nothing outside. Maximum inside. It was insane. It was only right for us to contact whatever was occupying the space. Or try to, at the very least.”</h3><h3>“Ghost box?” Trenchcoat asks.</h3><h3>“Prong began.”</h3><h3>His voice still echoes in the halls of my head, reverberating around like a soul trapped in its body’s coffin. “‘Whoever’s here, can you tell us who we are addressing? And we do know we are addressing someone.’ After that question, the EMF meter went down to absolute zero. No reading at all. I spoke next. I remember asking, ‘when did you die?’ Then, the EMF meter shot back up shortly after. Maximum. Next thing we know, a bottle rolled down the stairs from the floor above, landing in the kill me pile of cigarette butts. Prong looked down at the ghost box and it said—”</h3><h3>“… kill me?” Bowlcut asks, interrupting in a sensitive tone. He seems excited, at last, yet I still don’t care, nor do I like him one bit. Shut up and listen. </h3><h3>I look around the room. Gentle, Bowlcut, and Ponytail seem invested. Weirdly, Stench and Trenchcoat are completely relaxed, resembling scientists studying their subject. Like they already know something. I’m going to miss these groups. Meeting different people. </h3><h3>“No.” I say. “It said Turn.”</h3><h3>Gentle leans towards me. “T—turn? The box said turn?” she asks.</h3><h3>Ponytail addresses the group. “Turn back maybe? Around?” He asks. “Anyone?” </h3><h3>That burning sensation in my arm is back, not that it ever actually left. Napalm is covering my arm. Twin pistons are firing again. Claws against a chalkboard, getting duller by the inch they’re dragged. The involuntary urge to bite my fingernails just to appease my growing nervousness is becoming irresistible. This can’t look good. I need to stop. I need the dark again.</h3><h3>“What was the follow up?” Stench asks me, breaking me out of my funk. I’m surprised he doesn’t have a notepad out. One of those yellow ones, maybe. I could see it. It could have been useful after this meeting ends. After my story. Someone will need to tell it. </h3><h3>I clear my throat again. “After that reply jolted Prong and I with excitement, we ventured upstairs where the bottle fell from and…”</h3><h3>Ponytail swallows in the silence I left in the middle of my sentence. It’s loud. It sounded like the climax of a toilet flush right next to my ear. </h3><h3>“We asked the house, ‘turn what? Turn back? What’s your name?’ And after no reply for some fifteen minutes… onto the next place.”</h3><h3>“You just… left?” Bowlcut asks.</h3><h3>“So, moving onto the next home in the circle. The first one felt lived in, like people came and went. There were signs there, you know? Homeless. A gang’s hideout. Something. But this one, the second one, it wasn’t touched. At all. No graffiti. No litter. Not a spec of dirt anywhere. This one felt as if someone was there sweeping the dust away. Keeping vagrants out. There wasn’t a single sign of anyone or anything ever stepping foot in there. I don’t know. It felt wrong. Like we discovered an untapped land that was cared for.”</h3><h3>“Did either of you have a thermal monitor? Or something of the sort?” Stench asks. </h3><h3>“A while back, Prong splurged and bought a thermal imaging camera. Before then, we used a monitor. So first, we brought out the EMF meter: zero. The Ghost box: zero replies after asking a dozen questions. Nothing. Then we brought out the thermal camera. We went through the entire place. Not a single temperature change.”</h3><h3>“Was it warm or cool?” Gentle asks.</h3><h3>“Well… that’s the thing. The thermal camera said forty-five degrees, but it had to have been reading wrong.”</h3><h3>Thoughts are flooding the halls of my head. Voices are melding together, then breaking apart like an artery flooding with plaque, then unclogging.</h3><h3>“It was cozy in there. Like sitting in front of a fireplace in a cabin, with a cup of whatever hot drink you like. Cozy. But there were no sources of heat anywhere. It was an open home, unfinished, with no windows or doors in their frames. Yet, it still had that wrong feeling. Forty-five degrees inside and cozy? Nothing made sense. It felt like I was having an existential crisis and a panic attack, while this voice would whisper in my head, ‘everything is okay.’ I still feel that way.” </h3><h3>Nurse’s heart, it’s beating much faster than it was before. I can hear it now. Something’s going on.</h3><h3>“Prong wasn’t doing too good either. I looked over at him sitting on the ground with his head between his legs, until I got him up, took him to the playground to get some air. He was shaking.”</h3><h3>“Oh god.” Gentle whispers. </h3><h3>“You guys actually took a break.” Bowlcut says. “You’re wasting time. This is like some kind of hunting show on TV. You’re playing this up. And you’re killing me.” </h3><h3>Yes, Bowlcut, I’m going to kill you.</h3><h3>“We took a breather at the playground. There was a bench that reeked of sulfur right next to the jungle gym. The source of the smell was creeping us out, so we didn’t sit. Instead, we walked to our final destination. The last place we would touch there. The fact the sky was missing its tenants wasn’t even phasing us at this point. It almost made sense that it didn’t make sense. And we were determined to get more of that.” </h3><h3>Stench and Trenchcoat glance at each other. Trenchcoat taps something in her inner pocket, like she’s making sure it’s in there. Weird. </h3><h3>Ponytail finishes the last sip of whatever was in his cup. “I need to ask. Why weren’t you filming anything? I didn’t think about it before, and I’m not discrediting you at all, but… It goes without saying that it’s just something you do when you’re hunting ghosts.” He motions toward the group. “Something we all do when we hunt ghosts.”</h3><h3>I take a deep breath, blocking the pain in my arm. The rising anxiety. The anger. I think of my best friend, and the sorrow that’s been building up, waiting to burst through the doors. </h3><h3>I turn towards Ponytail. “Listen. We never hunted for anyone but ourselves. We didn’t care about showing others what we saw, felt, or ran into. It was for us. We did it because we liked it. We never thought we owed anyone proof or anything like that. Childhood best friends doing something they’ve always done. We saw it all. Together.”</h3><h3>Ponytail is dead silent. I catch Gentle’s sympathetic grin. My gaze shifts to the floor. Those forsaken feelings bubbling like magma in the chamber of a volcano. My arm. The glass. Concrete. Claws. Chalkboard. I know what’s coming. So, I take a deep, dramatic breath, letting my cheeks fill up, then deflate like a balloon. </h3><h3>“The last house. Home. Whatever. The last concrete structure. There was nothing special about it from its exterior. It looked like the first, and all the others, except it sat up on its own little hill. This was going to be the big one.” Twin pistons are firing their fastest yet. My arm feels like it’s trying to pull itself away from my body; it’s getting sucked into a black hole. I can hear my best friend’s screams like they’re happening in real time. I’m not ready for this part of the story, or my life. But we’re here. It’s going to happen here. </h3><h3>Stench crosses his legs and cups his knee with both hands overtop one another. “Before you continue, in your opinion, what do you think was in that first place? Poltergeist? Funnel Ghost?” He asks. I don’t answer though, and instead continue with the rest of the story. </h3><h3>“The sky was darker. There was some sort of fog that came trickling through. I’m not sure. We felt locked in a dark closet. Our flashlights struggled to shine in front of us.”</h3><h3>I can see Stench and Trenchcoat mouthing something to each other. That’s weird. I bet I could hear everything they’re saying if I tried. Ah. It doesn’t matter.</h3><h3>“We approached the place, and as we got closer—” I swallow, in hopes of keeping down whatever feelings are about to emerge, or rather, ones that have been waiting to emerge. “We heard that sound.”</h3><h3>Everyone leans in but Stench and Trenchcoat, who aren’t even hiding their studying me anymore. I don’t think they’re regular old ghost hunters. </h3><h3>“It’s been stuck in my head ever since that very moment. We reached the doorway, and before we saw or felt anything, we heard—or I heard what reminded me of two rough pieces of polystyrene foam rubbing together, slowly. I only just glanced over at Prong and asked him if he heard that. He did, but we didn’t let it phase us.”</h3><h3>I need to take another deep breath. I can feel my heart’s urge to race faster while my brain traces back over the memory. I look over at Trenchcoat, who’s making a particularly confused face, with the skin around her eyes scrunched.</h3><h3>“We walked in the front door, and the sound only grew in volume. It was definitely coming from inside. I was afraid to keep shining my flashlight, in fear of whatever was making the noise would notice it before we could get the jump, but Prong kept his torch lit. We hit the living room area—I guess what would have been the living room area—and there was nothing. Graffiti and litter? Of course, but nothing we could see, living or inanimate, made that sound. So, we went upstairs. The noise was louder. Whatever was doing it, it was up there. We hit the top of the steps, and Prong shined his light at the far end of the room. The source of the sound. In the corner was what we thought to have maybe been a man at one point in his life, but not anymore. This was no man.” </h3><h3>Stench whispers something in Trenchcoat’s ear. Their irreverence is bothering me. Gentle leans back in her chair. Bowlcut, Ponytail, and the Nurse are silent and still. No one has any idea. </h3><h3>Forgive me.</h3><h3>“Prong’s light gave way to a towering… thing. It had no clothes on. It had no breasts, and it was barren between its legs. It had gray skin that looked almost like old, loose leather, like that of an elephant, but shiny. Not dull in the slightest. It seemed ancient, like it had been there forever. It might as well have been a skeleton by how slender it was.”</h3><h3>Stench and Trenchcoat look at each other through the corners of their eyes. I’m not sure if they don’t believe me, or something else is going on over there.</h3><h3>“Prong raised the light until the beam reached its face. It had various lengths of teeth. Some were short and stubby, others were sharp, and poked out in front of its chin. But the sound. That—”</h3><h3>My ears are ringing. Never had tinnitus before. While a little late, it only makes sense I would get it now. </h3><h3>“What I thought was foam rubbing together—it was holding a cinderblock to the side of its face, grinding its long teeth against it. Grinding. Grinding. Grinding. Like a dog gnawing at a bone that was way too big for its mouth. I’m surprised we didn’t see sparks. And his head. It switched from its teeth to the side of its head. Its skull had small spikes, as if some kind of bone cancer had engulfed it, but it survived while the sickness kept spreading. They were poking through the thin skin on the side of its face, but the leathery flesh grew around them, like needles puncturing latex. It would grind its teeth some, then the small spikes on its face. It had long hair, but there were only twenty or so strands sprouting from the top of its head. Ears that pointed straight to the sky and were about two fingers in length from tip to lobe. They were skinny, and their tops looked sharp to the touch, just like the side of its face.”</h3><h3>That noise. Sheet metal against a grinder. </h3><h3>“In my awe-filled state, I shined my light towards it, and seen its eyes. They reminded me of a dull moon in the center of a black sky. Its eyes. Maybe that’s where the moon above us went.”</h3><h3>“Blind?” Gentle says.</h3><h3>“I assumed they were cataracts, or at least that’s what I seen. But yes, blind. As far as we could tell, it couldn’t see us directly. It was just gnawing away at a cinderblock.”</h3><h3>Stench and Trenchcoat are looking at me with a blank stare, appearing to scan my body. My arm is burning again, and it’s moving around my body. I’m caught in a pool of gooey napalm. But I’m relaxed. I don’t know what is happening. I don’t think anyone else wants to say anything, so I’ll keep going. </h3><h3>“Prong brought out the thermal camera and shot towards the thing. There was nothing. No temperature reading. Whatever it was, grinding its teeth and skull in front of us, didn’t even show up on the camera. Like it wasn’t even there. But it was there… I promise you all. It was. There was motion, but there was no reading. We were both looking into the camera when I saw Prong’s hand tremor. Before I could help him steady it, it was already too late. The camera was on its way to the ground. It hit the concrete. The grinding stopped. I pointed my light towards the thing and could see its face convulsing. It was twitching. Its hands tensed up like the worst case of arthritis and carpel tunnel you’ve ever seen. Its fingers locked in unique positions at their joints. I could see its nails digging into its own skin. The cinderblock fell to the ground and broke. We jumped. It stopped. It still had its mouth wide open from all the grinding. Paused, frozen in time. We both had our lights aimed at it, trying to back up towards the stairs. It didn’t move. It knew we were there, it had to have known we were there, but it wouldn’t move a muscle. It started making this noise with its mouth. Like it was trying to say something, but stopped before any semblance of a word made it through. A whispered burp, almost. A squeak. I tried to look closer, and there were these little white dots moving around in its pitch-black mouth, behind the catalogue of various sized teeth. Like dim, glowing white eyes.”</h3><h3>I’m still not sure if I hallucinated the eyes or not. I think they were there. The group doesn’t need to know otherwise. I can tell it’s getting closer. </h3><h3>“The eyes in its mouth disappeared, and it screamed. Squealed. I’m not sure what to call it. I remember my ears feeling like they were going to burst. All I could hear was the sound of speakers reaching their absolute limit, clipping beyond their capability. It went on for a few seconds, then it stopped. Prong’s sanity was scurrying away. I could see his bottom lip quiver. It could sense the fear coming from my best friend. It knew his lip was quivering. Whether it heard it or felt it, it didn’t matter. Prong inhaled with his cry, whimpering too loud, and in a split second, the thing’s head snapped towards Prong like a jaguar spotting its prey and sprinted towards him. It took scurrying little strides, but it was quick. It lunged straight at Prong with its mouth wide open, and—I don’t want to say bite, because that would be underselling it.” </h3><h3>His screams. God himself would have winced at his screams.</h3><h3>My body wants me to cry, but it’s too late. I’ve been burning all over for a while now, but it doesn’t bother me anymore. It could happen any moment now. I’m not sure.</h3><h3>“It destroyed Prong’s neck with one clench. It sunk its teeth straight through. Complete closure of the jaw. Thinking back to it grinding its teeth, I’m not sure if it was sharpening them, or trying to cause itself pain. Maybe both. I just know that Prong’s scream was almost as loud as whatever that thing was until it wasn’t.”</h3><h3>Pain.</h3><h3>“I kept my light pointed at it, standing there like an idiot. I’m still not sure why I didn’t start running. Seeing my best friend getting bit by something like that I—I didn’t know what to think. I froze like one of those horror movie victims we all yell at for doing nothing in a dire time. I could see its Adam’s apple moving up and down rapidly as it swallowed Prong’s blood, like a ball bouncing infinitely, stuck in a skinny cylindric tube. A few seconds later, Prong’s head fell onto the ground. Sucked dry. Just like that.”</h3><h3>I see the Nurse lean down into her hands.</h3><h3>“The thing was breathing at an insane pace, like it ran around the Earth a few times. I watched its chest compress and expand a million miles per hour before I turned and ran down the steps. I was overthinking way too hard about making sure I hit each step so I didn’t trip. Of course, I missed the last two, and I went down hard. I dropped my flashlight, and it landed in the corner of the room. I could hear the thing’s bare feet slapping the ground, dashing down steps. I turned back, and it was right there. Staring towards me with those clouded eyes. It was blind, but I knew it could see me. It inched closer with spread out feet slaps but didn’t lunge like it did with Prong. I felt like it was toying with me. I noticed some of its teeth were missing, and it looked like miniature tendrils were flailing around in the gum spaces where the teeth used to be. Some sort of organism took refuge in those pits.”</h3><h3>My Adam’s apple is pulsating. I need to hide it. I zip my hoodie back up as if I was cold, even though my skin is on fire. </h3><h3>“It kept its mouth open as it got right up to my face. I could see dried streams of tears on its leather-bound cheek. I stuck my arm out in front of my face out of fear. I remember asking it to let me go, which was useless. Then it reached out for my arm and bit into it. Lightly. It felt like it was trying to be kind about it. And it kept its teeth in me for a moment. It didn’t hurt right away. Shortly after, I felt something moving around in my skin as its teeth unclenched my arm. Its grip gently loosened. It backed up to the steps and went upstairs. I heard a thud, but never went back up to check what it was. It could have fallen over and died. I left immediately after. I hurried out of there like Prong and I should have the moment we heard the teeth grinding against the cinderblock.”</h3><h3>It’s time.</h3><h3>Ponytail shoots back into his chair with a middle-aged sigh. “Man, I don’t even know what to say right now.”</h3><h3>Stench and Trenchcoat are whispering with each other. Again. I can hear one of them saying, “It’s him.” While the other replies, “are you ready?” I don’t think they’re ready for anything. </h3><h3>Gentle is staring at me. I hope she’s not judging me. The thought of asking her out on a date makes me happy, and I don’t wish to scare her. Maybe we can go out in another life. </h3><h3>Ponytail glances at me. “Okay. This is the part where I ask one last question. You need to be honest with me. This is a safe place. You know that.”</h3><h3>Not for long. I look back at Ponytail. “Shoot.”</h3><h3>“Are you using?” He asks. </h3><h3>“Am I what? Are you serious? That’s what you got out of all that?”</h3><h3>“I just want to know. That’s all. It’s safe here, like I said.”</h3><h3>“Yes, he’s serious” Bowlcut yells, keeping the circle quiet. “That was ridiculous.” He says.</h3><h3>Twin pistons. The engine is purring. Ready for my foot to hit the gas. Ready for me to release. Ready to let it all out. I knew this was the right place to go.</h3><h3>“Is that right?” I ask, even with the pain now coursing through my veins. The feeling of my bones trying to push through my skin is growing. It feels more like adrenaline than anything else. My gums are tingling. They’re ready. So am I. </h3><h3>“You don’t believe me?” I grab my arm where the bites are. Hard. Retaliating against my bones, trying to calm them only for a few seconds longer. I can’t let it end like this. He needs to go out on a dramatic note. </h3><h3>“Not for a second.” He says. “Not a word. This is a group for real hunters. Not a group for sharing bad trips or kiddie stories.” He laughs. I mean, he’s actually laughing at me. “You probably never even had that friend, let alone any friends. What a joke.”</h3><h3>I’m ready.</h3><h3>“Plus, ‘turn?’ You couldn’t think of anything better than that, at least? What is that even supposed to mean?”</h3><h3>I keel over for a second. Those little buggers have their tendrils spread in my body, crawling all throughout my skin. They’re latched onto my gums, disguising themselves as my teeth. They’re eager for me to get some of this prick. To rip him in half. Tear him to shreds. To drink that blood he doesn’t deserve. This fusion of pain and euphoria is intoxicating, overtaking any other feeling that existed in my head. Just agony and ecstasy. God, it feels invigorating and exhausting. I want to die but live forever. </h3><h3>I keep my head down. My teeth and their new friends are sticking out of my mouth. I can feel them. My skin went from grape to raisin in seconds. My legs are calming down. My fingers feel stiff. This has to be it.</h3><h3>I glance up at Bowlcut. “I’ll show you what it means.” I say. I’m not sure what I look like to the group at this moment, but I know what I feel. I want to kill him. I’m ready to disembowel every entrail in his body and shove them down his throat. </h3><h3>In seconds, I heard almost every chair in the group shoot out, sliding across the hardwood floor, sending skidding echoes throughout the gym. Every chair except for Gentle’s. </h3><h3>He’s mine. </h3><h3>I jump out of my chair towards him. I see nothing but red. I open my mouth wide, hungry for his plasma and innards as much as the friends in my gums. I close my eyes and chomp down. I can hear his skin crack, and it is music to my ears. Like my new favorite song. I can feel his corrupted blood run splash down my throat. He tastes terrible, and despite that, I’m swallowing so fast I need to rest. I open my eyes to see the gentlest face before me on the floor. Lifeless. Dead. It was Gentle. I killed Gentle. oat</h3><h3>“No. No, no, no. I—” I don’t know what to say. I look around before a screech shoots out of me involuntarily. It came bursting out, like the spontaneous feeling of needing to vomit when you have the flu. I can imagine it sounded like that thing in the concrete structure. Like some sort of monster. I look up to see Stench standing next to me, unafraid, though almost amused. Then, a machete in the hands of Trenchcoat as Bowlcut cowered behind her. She swings down and I don’t flinch. I feel the blade chop into my neck. Deep. But it doesn’t end me. I still feel plenty alive. Plus, the glorious balance of agony and ecstasy is deafening to any other source of feeling. I’m not even sure if I’m bleeding, nor do I care. But Bowlcut. That coward. He must have pushed Gentle in front of him like the weakling he is. He definitely did. He had to. I didn’t mean to kill her. I wanted him. I wanted to end him.</h3><h3>I can sense the machete is on its way back down to my neck, ready to finish the job. It’s too slow. Trenchcoat is too slow. I jump up and sprint towards the door, pushing into the metal latch, leaving that group behind. Leaving Gentle’s dead body behind. Leaving my life behind. </h3><h3>What a waste. I’m right back here. I’m back in The Concrete Circle, taking refuge in that building where we found that thing. I thought biting into Bowlcut—I mean, Gentle, would have worked, or did something, but it didn’t. Now, I’m sitting here, feeding on stray animals, drinking whatever remaining alcohol or liquid hasn’t evaporated from decrepit bottles lying around. I need someone to show up so I can get rid of these things. Whenever that is. I really hope it’s soon. I’m losing myself, and these little things living in my gums are getting too comfortable. I can feel them squirming around, tickling my brain. 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  <h1>This is a quick one.</h1><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h2><span>Celestial Graveyard</span></h2><h3>I just wanted to give a quick update regarding my new book, Celestial Graveyard. It’s page on my site, which you can find by clicking <a href="https://www.alecthein.com/books/celestial-graveyard" target="_blank">HERE</a> or by using the menu and going to the Celestial Graveyard book page, has been completely revamped and updated. Each story inside the Celestial Graveyard now has its own home, with some special imagery to boot. The updates will continue periodically until the book releases. I want to make the Celestial Graveyard page as interactive and <em>real</em> as possible. </h3><h2><span>Other Projects</span></h2><h3>The other thing that has been recently updated is the Other Projects page on my site, specifically Artificial Intelligence Art and Photography. You can navigate there by clicking <a href="https://www.alecthein.com/other-projects/artificial-intelligence-art-and-photography" target="_blank">HERE</a> or by using the menu and going to the Other Projects, then Artificial Intelligence Art and Photography. I wanted to add a gallery of all the pictures I use on here on my site, both AI art generated by me, and the small amount of (nonprofessional) photographs I take and use here. That’s all.</h3>


  


  



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  <h3>Thank you everyone for stopping by for a quick chat.</h3><h3 data-rte-preserve-empty="true"></h3><h3>Stay scared</h3><h3>Alec</h3>]]></description></item><item><title>Separate Entities</title><category>General</category><dc:creator>Alec Thein</dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 23 Jan 2023 19:58:52 +0000</pubDate><link>https://www.alecthein.com/blog/separate-entities</link><guid isPermaLink="false">60b2a047dcfc4f2bd6c6f18c:60ba9c95c51ff525444e32ef:63ced2bafe254e6bc2846194</guid><description><![CDATA[A small excerpt from Celestial Graveyard, and an update on some upcoming 
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  <h3>While I await the release of my new book, Celestial Graveyard, which you can read about <a href="https://www.alecthein.com/books/celestial-graveyard">HERE</a> (more details coming soon! I’m really drip feeding it, I know), I wanted to do a little announcement that I have a few short stories on their way. I plan to put out <strong>three </strong>of them very soon, all of them being different genres and flavors. They are <em>not </em>related to the Celestial Graveyard, and are completely standalone. I don’t want to spoil their plots, but they will be <em>out there </em>to say the least. The image <strong>above</strong> is a teaser to one of the stories. I’ll be sharing their source everywhere when they’re out there to read, so keep a look out.</h3>


  


  














































  

    
  
    

      

      
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  <h3>Next, I wanted to share a little excerpt from Celestial Graveyard, specifically from the story, Catch the Fireflies While You’re Young. In my opinion, it is one of the more bizarre and surreal sequences from the book. Context and connections will be saved for when the book releases. Until then…</h3><h3><strong>WARNING. Read at your own discretion.</strong></h3>


  


  



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  <h3>Ana then headed for the kitchen herself, in which she had seen her family sitting at the dining room table. Lance was sitting in his usual spot, at the end near the wall, while Livie was sitting to the right, and Theo was sitting on the left, both next to empty chairs. Reese wasn’t there. She approached the end of the table, opposite Lance and grabbed the chair.</h3><h3>“Reese hasn’t come home yet?” She asked.</h3><h3>Everyone sat still, speechless. No one moved a muscle, not even a facial twitch. All their faces were stuck pointing forward, but something was off. Miasma lurked throughout the dining room; a bad aura was there with it. This wasn’t Ana’s family; this wasn’t Ana’s house, or so it felt to her. </h3><h3>Lance’s eyes were locked onto Ana’s, and the children’s eyes were locked on hers. Though, Livie and Theo were staring at her in the corners of their eyes as they faced each other. Feelings of vertigo and anxiety struck Ana.&nbsp; </h3><h3>Her body forced her to sit down. She noticed a big white pizza box sitting in the middle of the table, that read: ‘Hot pizza!’, in which the text was in a chat bubble that stemmed off a chef holding a pizza pie. When she looked up, both Livie and Theo’s eyes were still locked on like targeting systems, though they were now facing her. She tried to look at each of her kids, but was unable to, as Ana felt if she looked directly into their eyes, something dreadful would happen. She kept looking at them, then back down at the table, jumping back and forth like she was embarrassed. The room was quiet. </h3><h3>“We did it!” Theo yelled out, causing Ana to jump. She was then able to look at Theo, who was facing forward again, yet his eyes were back in their corner, locked onto her still. </h3><h3>“We did what?” Ana asked. </h3><h3>Directly following Ana’s question, Lance reached across the table and slowly dragged the pizza box in front of him. He flipped it open but didn’t do anything. After a few seconds of staying still, he began visibly gagging with his mouth closed, as if he was about to vomit. Then, he started to rapidly dry heave above the large pizza. </h3><h3>“Lance!” Ana yelled across the table. He stopped dry heaving, paused, and shortly after, a black slimy-looking substance started to spill out of his mouth; he was coughing the black liquid all over the table uncontrollably. Alarmed and disturbed, Ana tried to stand up, but couldn’t. She was unable to move her lower half at all. She looked down at her legs, but they were gone. Her now lone-top half appeared to be resting on some sort of plaid-fabric ottoman, or booster seat on top of the chair. The sound of Lance gargling and regurgitating the black ooze began to amplify, as the black ooze was squeezing through the crevices between his teeth. Ana started to scream in fear, while her children sat still, staring at her in the corners of their eyes. Lance closed his eyes and immediately started pushing on them with immense pressure, looking like he was trying to push them through the back of his head. He then joined his wife, screaming in agony.</h3>


  


  



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  <h3>And that little bit of family fun was a small excerpt from my story, Catch the Fireflies While You’re Young, from my new book, <a href="https://www.alecthein.com/books/celestial-graveyard">Celestial Graveyard</a>. Was it a dream, or was it something more?</h3><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>If you haven’t yet, and would like to, you can read the first story, Remnants of a Lost Angel, out of my new book, Celestial Graveyard right &gt; <a href="https://www.alecthein.com/blog/remnants-of-a-lost-angel">HERE</a>! </h3><h3>I’ll be posting again soon. Stay tuned!</h3><h3>Thanks everyone!</h3><h3>Alec</h3>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>Welcome to the Celestial Graveyard.</title><category>General</category><dc:creator>Alec Thein</dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 01 Nov 2022 18:41:00 +0000</pubDate><link>https://www.alecthein.com/blog/welcome-to-the-celestial-graveyard</link><guid isPermaLink="false">60b2a047dcfc4f2bd6c6f18c:60ba9c95c51ff525444e32ef:635c1eb1b7ee5e51668aef33</guid><description><![CDATA[A vortex of penitence, anguish, and transcendence awaits you.]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<h2>A vortex of penitence, anguish, and transcendence awaits you. </h2><h3>It’s been a while since I’ve blogged, as I’ve been waiting for the right time to share more information on the book I’ve been working on. Since I’ve last posted, I’ve fully completed my new work of horror fiction. And as of this post, the book is entitled, <strong><em>The Celestial Graveyard: A Vortex of  Penitence, Anguish, and Transcendence.</em></strong><em> </em>That could change in future depending on a few things, but as of right now, that’s the name I’m sticking with. </h3><h3>I’m a sucker for a good surprise, so I still want to leave things to be revealed in the future, but just to give a little more exposition on this collection of stories, here’s the rundown of <strong><em>The Celestial Graveyard.</em></strong> </h3><h3>I’ve tasked myself with creating stories that are not horror tales in the traditional sense, and even when describing the book itself, I don’t think it could be classified under one single genre or buzzword. It is also not a traditional collection of stories either, but a <em>world</em> in itself. </h3><h3>I’m hoping it will deliver on it being something unlike you’ve ever read before, but only time will tell. I will say, that <em>T</em><strong><em>he Celestial Graveyard</em></strong> is not what you believe it to be. Invoking emotions that are buried deep, as well as bringing to light internal problems people face daily regarding mental health, were <em>some</em> of the inspirations, but in a much different way than people are used to, I believe. You’ll just have to read it and see.</h3><h3>Which brings me to the stories themselves. I think it’s still a little premature to give you a whole piece of the cake, so for those who want more, here’s a lick of the icing. Light <strong>spoilers</strong> for those who do not want to know titles and <em>quick </em>synopses of the stories. Skip to the next picture if you wish to move onto the rest of the post.<br></h3><h3><span>Remnants of a </span>████ █████: You awake in a surreal, unfamiliar place. How did you get here? What is that stench? And what the hell is that sound?</h3><h3><span>A </span>███ █████<span> Away from </span>███ ████: Kate’s favorite place in the world is her home. Welcoming, cozy,  and familiar: perfect for an introvert. Unfortunately, a mysterious hole that appeared in her coat closet, and something stalking her, is about to change that.</h3><h3><span>A </span>██████<span> in </span>█████ ████: An industrial dystopia full of snow, blood, and metal. The Celestial Graveyard and its Descendants have awaited you as their next vessel. Welcome to the Sanitarium.</h3><h3><span>Catch the </span>█████████<span> While </span>██████<span> </span>█████: After a family of five discovers a glowing anomaly in their backyard, reality begins to bend in ways the human mind can barely handle.</h3><h3><span>The </span>██████████: While a loving couple and their mother are vacationing in Europe, one of them discovers the entrance to something otherworldly.</h3><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>Huh. Looks like some of the words up there are REDACTED. Weird.</h3><h3>Come on now, I wasn’t going to give <em>everything </em>away.</h3><h3>It wouldn’t be as fun if you knew everything going in, so that was your morsel of icing. The cake is on its way.</h3><h3>More details will be coming soon, and boy, am I tired of saying that. I’m ready for the world to read these stories, but everything needs to be perfect, so you all get the best, and <em>terrifyingly heart wrenching</em> work, I can possibly offer.</h3><h3>As far as the future, when you all read <strong><em>The Celestial Graveyard</em></strong>, I believe you’ll see what I mean when I mentioned <em>world</em> above. This is only the beginning. </h3><h3>So, thank you all for reading. As I usually say, posts should be more frequent as we get closer to the release, so just hang in there. And remember, life is too short to worry. </h3><h3>One last thing, for those that like to use Barnes &amp; Noble, my previous book, <em>A Brief Story of an Exceptional Divorce </em>is now available on their online storefront. Click <a href="https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/a-brief-story-of-an-exceptional-divorce-alec-thein/1136635451?ean=9798616580696">HERE</a> for that. If you wish to explore different options, go to my <a href="https://www.alecthein.com/books">Books</a> page at the top.</h3><h3 data-rte-preserve-empty="true"></h3><h3>Thank you all.</h3><h3 data-rte-preserve-empty="true"></h3><h3>- Alec</h3><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>Our Snug Little Slice of Foreboding Dread.</title><category>General</category><dc:creator>Alec Thein</dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2022 22:00:28 +0000</pubDate><link>https://www.alecthein.com/blog/our-snug-little-slice-of-foreboding-dread</link><guid isPermaLink="false">60b2a047dcfc4f2bd6c6f18c:60ba9c95c51ff525444e32ef:6244b66dff94ad543ced5fc2</guid><description><![CDATA[<figure class="
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  <h3>Welcome to the dream, my friend.</h3><p class="sqsrte-large">Though it’s been a few months, I wanted to hop back in the update pool and talk about a few things—three things actually. </p><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>This Fiery Engine. </h3><p class="sqsrte-large">As I reach the end of my newest book, I also reach the final update on this blog (regarding the book itself) until its completion. To say that I’m excited for everyone or <em>anyone </em>for that matter, to read it, would be underselling what I’m feeling. Living through these worlds, or world, and creating them has been an intoxicating experience, a feeling that I look forward to continue chasing for the rest of my life. I cannot wait for people to consume, and get consumed by this cosmic anomaly. </p><p class="sqsrte-large">With that, I do wish I could share more about the stories themselves here, let alone the emotions that they portray, but I can’t spoil it. Which brings me to—</p><p class="sqsrte-large">My initial plan, especially when I first started this blog, was to not only document my progress and state of mind as I went on this journey, taking on my first fictional writing, but to also give previews as to what will be in store for those that have interest in the unknown, and a hint of the familiar. The latter half of my initial plan has since been changed. Due to the evolution of this book, publishing any short story on here, or any preview, would now be spoiling it. This thing has evolved into a beast of its own kind, one that I wish I could compare to something, but I don’t think I could find an example. Like I said, I’m excited. </p><p class="sqsrte-large">So I tell you, whoever is currently reading this, something new is approaching, and it’s right on your tail. </p><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>The Anniversary of Something Special.</h3><p class="sqsrte-large">Back in March of 2020, that wondrous, exhilarating month that will go down as the start of a pandemic, I published my first book, A Brief Story of an Exceptional Divorce. It’s been <em>two years</em> since the <a href="https://www.alecthein.com/books/a-brief-story-of-an-exceptional-divorce" target="_blank">story of my family’s life</a> was released out into the wild, something that I’ve contemplated putting out there for longer than that. I’m not going to go into that here, as I did in my <a href="https://www.alecthein.com/blog/social-media-intent-and-horror">last post</a> <em>briefly</em>, but I do want to say: whether you’re divorced, happily married, know someone that is on the verge of splitting with their significant other, or are even just merely curious, my book might give one insight into something that people have plenty of preconceptions about, A Brief Story could be a short, but fruitful answer for you. </p><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>Take a Hike.</h3><p class="sqsrte-large">For those that aren’t in the know, some four years ago, I began scoring short films, writing music and creating musical cues for my favorite genre. This year, I returned to the medium, and scored a short horror film called <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=23s&amp;v=dsy6GzRy0k0" target="_blank">A Walk in the Woods</a> for the great <a href="https://www.youtube.com/c/BlacksheepdProductions/featured" target="_blank">Greg Vogt</a>. I forgot how much I loved making music, but more importantly making music for movies that I love. If you want, check out the other short films by Greg, as well as the others that I scored, which will be linked at the bottom below, along with Greg’s YouTube channel. </p><p class="sqsrte-large">And for those that enjoy my scores, even without the meticulously crafted pictures behind them, each score will soon be available to stream on all major platforms. I’ll post an update soon on when that’s happening. It’ll be a pretty cool collection. Until then, I have a book to finish. </p><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><p class="sqsrte-large">Thank you all for reading. Hang in there. And don’t forget, life is too short for worry. </p><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><p class="sqsrte-large">Alec</p><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>Links:</h3><p class="sqsrte-large">Gregory Vogt, Director. Youtube: <a href="https://www.youtube.com/c/BlacksheepdProductions/featured" target="_blank">Blacksheep'd Productions</a> </p><h3>Other Scores by Alec Thein:</h3><p class="sqsrte-large"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=23s&amp;v=dsy6GzRy0k0" target="_blank">A Walk in the Woods (2022)</a></p><p class="sqsrte-large"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVqUCP6MWqQ">Striges (2019)</a></p><p class="sqsrte-large"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=173s&amp;v=ulzQzTIriD8">Curtain (2019)</a></p><p class="sqsrte-large"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=57s&amp;v=86tRsrMUKGI" target="_blank">Not Alone (2018)</a></p><p class="sqsrte-large"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=2s&amp;v=-ogfGn6MwWs" target="_blank">Nightsaw (2018)</a></p><p class="sqsrte-large"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=3s&amp;v=CgSEWdNbVHI" target="_blank">It Won’t Leave (2018)</a></p><p class="sqsrte-large"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=2s&amp;v=0Kda2duNItw" target="_blank">Wait (2018)</a></p>]]></description><media:content type="image/jpeg" url="https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/60b2a047dcfc4f2bd6c6f18c/1648677406577-8UIQJ3RW08AME2BXMD26/AlecThein_Waters.jpg?format=1500w" medium="image" isDefault="true" width="1500" height="1040"><media:title type="plain">Our Snug Little Slice of Foreboding Dread.</media:title></media:content></item><item><title>Intent, Horror, and a Little Social Media</title><category>General</category><dc:creator>Alec Thein</dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 17 Dec 2021 21:53:05 +0000</pubDate><link>https://www.alecthein.com/blog/social-media-intent-and-horror</link><guid isPermaLink="false">60b2a047dcfc4f2bd6c6f18c:60ba9c95c51ff525444e32ef:61bcb7bb92ba677211b59c9c</guid><description><![CDATA[<figure class="
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  <h4>Hey you, welcome back to this cozy little spot where I talk about stuff.</h4><h4>I’m a little late on this post, as I’ve been hard at work on my upcoming book, putting every inch of typing power into it. While I currently don’t like the idea of writing anything that doesn’t pertain to one of the six stories in my new book, I do want to talk a little about my foray into the horror genre here today. But, I wanted to get a few things about my debut project out there, stuff that I initially wanted to talk about directly after release in person, an opportunity COVID denied me. </h4><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>A Brief Story</h3><h4>My first book, a family memoir/non-fiction story about my experience with my parents’ divorce, released one year, nine months, and seven days ago. If you judge the book by it’s literal cover and its title, <em>A Brief Story of an Exceptional Divorce</em>, one might get the impression that it’s a self help book, merely a guide into traversing the terrain of separation. The truth is, it <em>can </em>be that, just as it can be an educational view into something you might not have experienced yourself. It could also be used as a comparison to one’s own divorce. </h4><h4>My initial intent, one that still reigns my goal of the book to this day, and the future, is just to share my family’s story and hope that people could relate, or learn from it. No matter what, it’s up to you to decide in how you interpret it. </h4><h4>What I’m trying to say is, <em>A Brief Story of an Exceptional Divorce</em> itself is just meant to tell a true story, one that I needed to share, one that I’m proud of. If you haven’t read it, or yet, even bought it, you can <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Brief-Story-Exceptional-Divorce-Recollective/dp/B085RBRL4T/ref=sr_1_1?crid=9KYHZDX6QWFX&amp;keywords=alec%20thein%20a%20brief%20story&amp;qid=1639759290&amp;sprefix=Alec%20Thein%2Caps%2C81&amp;sr=8-1">here</a>. </h4><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>The Dimension of Fervor </h3><h4>I don’t want to say too much yet, still, as the significant details of my next book are still soaking up some much needed darkness. I do plan to talk about the title and synopsis as the book gets officially ready for publish. For right now, the only information I want to share, is that there are six stories with different characters, as I’ve talked about in my previous post. It’s up to you to decide how they fall into the <em>horror </em>category. I will add, your emotions will have the biggest role in the book, not just <em>fear. </em> </h4><h4>That’s as much as I want to give away about the book for now, though keep your eyes peeled like Alex in <em>A Clockwork Orange </em>for more info. It’s coming, and I’m so excited to share the dread with you all. </h4><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h3>Just a Little Bit of Social Media</h3><h4>Lastly, I’ve recently—and by recently I mean literally today—made a <a href="https://www.facebook.com/AlecTheinWritesStuff">new Facebook page</a>, as well as a <a href="https://www.instagram.com/alectheinwrites/">new Instagram</a>, both directly used for my author stuff. Give em’ a follow if you’d like. They are bare-bones for now, but I will be active on them. </h4><h4>My goal for the Facebook is ease of connection with anyone who’d like to talk about any of my books, business inquires (such a buzzword, I’m sorry), or any questions that one might have. My email <em>is </em>listed on there, just as it is listed on here, for those things as well. </h4><h4>As for the Instagram, it will be the place to check out some cool stuff pertaining my writing, as well as another place to connect with people. A new Twitter will also be coming, though for now, Facebook and Instagram are the priorities regarding the social media stuff. </h4><h4>I also have a <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/20148344.Alec_Thein">Goodreads page</a> you can check out and follow as well, listed at the bottom of every page on my site here. </h4><h4>Thanks for reading. You’re all amazing. Don’t forget it. </h4><h4>Merry Christmas. </h4><h4>Alec</h4>


  


  







  
    
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  <h2>Hello all, and happy October! </h2><p data-rte-preserve-empty="true" class=""></p><h4>I wanted to get this thing started months ago, though all my time writing has been going towards the new book. So, with it now being the spookiest month of the year, I figured there wouldn’t be a better time to get the pumpkin rolling (sorry) on the future of what’s to come, as well as touch on some stuff that has been going on in the past year. Maybe it will help someone, I don’t know. </h4><h4>Let’s go.</h4><p class="sqsrte-large">&nbsp;</p><h2>Then</h2><h4>In April of 2020, I began work on the rough draft of a new book, specifically, a novel. Considering my previous book was the true story of my family’s life, you can find that here -&gt; <a href="https://www.alecthein.com/books/a-brief-story-of-an-exceptional-divorce" target="">[A Brief Story of an Exceptional Divorce]</a> which writing was a completely different experience, this time, my approach would differ in how I wrote. Instead of going off pure memory and a few statements here and there, I’d be creating people and worlds, something I have always wanted to do; it’s something I was looking forward to doing. This was it. </h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>I made it to October of 2020, six months after the release of my first book, until overcoming my mountainous naivety and reaching the realization that becoming a full time author (as well as taking on the grandiose amount work I wanted to put into this novel) was more than just writing your first book, publishing, and getting it out there, with that last one being the biggest challenge. I was producing music for six or seven years before I delved into formally writing with intent, so I knew the immensely difficult task of getting your work out there was harder than creating the work itself, at least for me. With that, I decided that it was probably a good idea to get a job on the side until I could position writing as my career. </h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>It started out great, though I was most certainly doing something I never thought I would partake in that wasn’t around the yard, or for my family, hard labor. I would start work at 7 a.m., finish around 3:30 p.m., come home, sleep, and try to write as much as I could before having to repeat that same process the next day. It worked, though as time went on, my stress and tired levels would rise higher, while my creative drive would get lower. Eventually, about six months into my job, the desire to write, create music, basically do anything that wasn’t relaxing or hang out with friends, was almost gone. The thing that drove me my entire life, to be creative, was leaving me. I never felt that feeling before, losing a massive part of me, that made me who I am. Alec was slowly leaving. </h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>Fast forward another month, I was losing weight not because of the strenuous activity that my job required of me, but the stress it was giving me. I have always been an easy-going person, going with the flow, not letting things get to me, and that profile followed me to work. Though with this job, I would come home, attempt to decompress, but instead would start stressing about the next day, without the thought of writing even crossing my mind. I’d lose myself in a movie or show, a book or video game, until I’d have to go to sleep and go back to work the next day. When Friday came, I wouldn’t even be excited for the weekend, I would just start dreading Monday, and the thought of having to deal with all the stress-inducing ridiculousness all over again until that next work week was upon me. </h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>That isn’t to say that I hated every day at work, no way. A few of the people I met there became great friends, and I wouldn’t have met them otherwise, so I am very thankful for that fact alone, but also, it made me realize that that place was slowly killing me, and I was comfortable with it. It wasn’t the work itself, though. I have done things that could resemble hard labor my entire life, as my family <strong>firmly<em> </em></strong>believes in getting things done yourself, only hiring others if it is absolutely necessary (which is probably where I get my determination to do everything without help); it was the place. Barring those few people I had mentioned above, the place was perfect for shredding off any inch of happiness and leaving one with nothing but anxiety and anger. But, because I am who I am, I just took it. Whatever. That’s part of life, right? Work? Stress? Deal with it <em>…It is what it is. </em></h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>Now, this isn’t a debate on whether one should have to endure unwanted and unnecessary feelings in order to get what you want. I still fully believe and stand by the fact that hard work is important, and that will never change. Making money is an undeniably, crucial and inescapable part of life. No one is saying otherwise. Sacrifices are also part of life, which is why I quit that job, now almost two months ago. If my parents weren’t the most supportive people on this planet, I would still be there too, because I was comfortable, despite getting mentally and physically unhealthier by the day. My mom and dad saw what was becoming of me, and they didn’t like it. Neither did I. So, I took a chance, and started writing full time, committing every day to doing what I want to do for the rest of my life; just write. </h4><h4>Every day people sacrifice something they <em>want </em>to do, for something more practical. <em>Not me. </em>Life is way too short to just ride the same, safe train everyone else is taking. Why not take the fun one? That’s just me, though, and I couldn’t be more thankful that I am <em>able</em> to take the fun train. </h4><p class="sqsrte-large">&nbsp;</p><h3>If you have made it this far, it’s time for the—</h3><h2>Now</h2><p class="sqsrte-large">&nbsp;</p><h4>With that stuff out of the way, it’s time for the nitty gritty; the juicy stuff; the next book. Keep in mind, this will be quick.</h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>I briefly mentioned earlier that I began my work on a novel before starting that job, and while that is still true, I put that particular book on hold while I worked at that job, and in the last month of my time there, I started work on a different book, one that was easier for me to work on (before I made the decision of quitting) while stressing my daytime life away. </h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>The book itself is something I have always had immense passion for, I would say more than any genre or topic out there, it being <strong><em>Horror</em></strong>. </h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>My upcoming book, containing a title that I am not ready to disclose just quite yet, will be a horror anthology. It will include <em>six</em> different short horror stories, all with different characters, settings, plots, etc. It will have a different take on the supposed genre, with the premise itself being the thing I am most excited for. I am hopeful that these stories will be unlike anything you’ve ever read or heard of before. I won’t go over my goal of the book, though I will say I hope to invoke every adrenaline inducing emotion the human mind can endure, not just fear.</h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>More details will arise this month, since Halloween and horror just go hand in hand, but for now, I will leave it at that. </h4><h4 data-rte-preserve-empty="true"></h4><h4>Last note:</h4><h4>I want to say, I appreciate all the support I have received since the start of this career path. Whether you bought and read my first book, shared a post on social media about the book or my writing, or are merely just looking forward to reading my books to come… You have no idea how much it helps and means to me. </h4><h4>&nbsp;</h4><h4>I appreciate you. 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