Asynchronicity

Cat Tale

2008-08-07T19:23:00.001-04:00

Little Lady chases The Thing stuck to her Tail

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Cat Tale

2008-08-06T21:40:00.001-04:00

Little Lady chases The Thing stuck to her Tail

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oh

2008-06-23T00:34:00.000-04:00

even in december
you know the year will
begin anew
the freezing snow
will become summer dew
the cold will release
in time for you to get through
its not about being stuck
its not about luck
its about love and time
its about drawing the line
in the silhouette of your body
along the paper of your skin
its about working a way
from the outside in
finding the common ground
a place to begin
seeing how blessed
i am to be
allowed to know
allowed to see
and how amazing
you must be
to have found your way
inside of me
to know a year begins
and begins again
to want you near me
until the end
winters and summers
each fall and spring
everything is beautiful
with you everything
is a new experience
a way of seeing the world
im a serious adult
and a 5 year old girl

recognize

2008-06-21T23:41:00.001-04:00

beyond the rocking
of time
crossing the thin
line
beyond yourself
beyond speech
we cry out in ecstasy
its a primal scream
losing control
of all faculties
feeling
rings out
through our
bodies and souls
if its love
that is real
it's more than words
that you feel
greater than pleasure
and pain
greater than sun
and rain
greater than day
and night
greater than wrong
and right
greater than death
and life
with not even a voice
but with every choice
i choose to recognize
that this is is love

love

2008-06-21T02:38:00.001-04:00

i would like to impress
and address
your ocean eyes
crystal clear surprise
every time
your face and you smile
fill the room with light
all else pales
when you're in sight
my words fail
when i try to write
the way you
make me feel
you are my
achilles heel
thinking of you
i melt
its something
herdly ever felt
my walls
tumbling down
to let you in
handing you
the crown
i guess you win
breaking through glass
and cement and rock
to find more traps
to keep you from
the top
but they disappeared
when i met you
i stood and watched
you passed right through
i readily handed you
my heart
to watch over when
we are apart
its in the way
you sway
and swing your hips
its in the crook
of your neck
and the feel
of your lips
its in the way
i see you
when youre
lookin at me
its for all the parts
you let me see
and the parts
of me
that you see through
the things that
you see too
its for the little things
you think to do
like bring me a can
of mt dew
when work is rough
you calm my nerves
and when i cuddle up
you have the perfect curves
or maybe you just
take the time
to spend the day
with me
when its your
one and only time
to be free
i appreciate every
thing you do
and i wish there were
better words
than i love you

face the facts

2008-06-20T01:11:00.002-04:00

is obama elitist
yes, im sure he is
you think any candidate
knows what its like
to be where you are
can you picture mccain
in a cougar and not a jaguar
ask his exwife how
down to earth he is
family values are great
if you're not upper class
weve got a man
who never lived
the hard life
i dont recall him
sayin he did
name the last president
who put in a
hard days labor
that wasnt part of
his political career
i supported hillary, too
i would love to see
a woman president
its disappointing americans
arent ready for that
in the present
i would love to see
what she could do
like so many of you
but more than that
i want change
and that to me
means no mccain
and it doesnt matter
at the end of the day
theyre all right of center
and im miles away
but anythings better
then the religious right
storming into our bedrooms
late at night
monitoring this blog
just to see
who could be the enemy
your enemy is the constitution
you fool
too bad you all
failed outta high school
and didnt learn
a better game
then to grab a gun
and shoot without aim
poppin off at the shoulder
like you cant be hit
the walking image
of a hypocrite
preach peace
with a gun pointed
at our heads
if we dont support the war
we are disrespectin
our friends
im here to tell you
that ain't true
i got nothing but love
for my brethren
theyre just doin
what they gotta do
the people i disrespect
are the people like you
im still adressin
the people who are messin
with my blog account
lookin for me
to say something
i know nothin about
i love my home
i love my country
but if mccain wins
i might have to flee
maybe north to the land
of ice and snow
maybe transatlantic
i can plan trips
with my sister
ha ha thatd be dope
but it aint gonna happen
maybe ill flee to greece
or maybe to amsterdam
where they smoke
the trees
and let man marry man
they must have work
for a freelance poet
and an engineer
who makes the best audio
but you dont know it
cause ive never been
off the continent
i forget what i
thought i meant
the point is
before its too late
vote for obama in 'o8

i dont wanna
have to change
my nationality
i dont want to
have to flee
and seek amnesty
on the shores of greece
though its beautiful
i hear
this time
of year
i like america
its where i was born
its the soil from which
i was formed
and its not that im proud
we're impolite and loud
we seem to need to be
the center of the crowd
but we believe deep down
in the right to be free
we forget others have
the freedom to be
take just one step
to make this nation great
vote for obama in 'o8

warning

2008-06-20T01:11:00.001-04:00

i cant stop now
i gotta let it out
i gotta let you know
before i go
to watch your back
i worry bout you
if i lost you
i dont know
what id do
i want to thank you
for being the way
that you are
for all the rides
aimlessly in the car
for all the times
you danced with me
at the bar
for all the moments
i know that you are true
all the times i know
exactly what to do
theres no going back
theres only forward
knowing youre happy
is better than no word
ill miss you now
though soon youll be near
you and i will take on
the city my dear
now all i gotta do
is get moved up
outta here
stress isnt the right word
anxiety's a joke
this is downright crazy
only smoke rhymes with joke
ha ha - okay - this aint funny
i been stuck up
and the bank stole my money
so i cant rent a uhaul
and i cant move out
thank god ive got family
and friends that amaze me
amd i wish i could offer
more than my love
and it aint "woe is me"
im just sayin
im tryin to get up
and fuck the man
ha ha
i mean - uhh
where you goin
i cant help it
this guy wants to be
leonard cohen
and he aint soundin right
and hes startin a fight
im keepin my cool
cause i aint the fool
then someone digs in
sayin im not givin in
you dont look like you care
they say with a glare
if i didnt care
why would i be doin it?
am i gettin rich
off a keepin fluid sh!t?
im not complainin
its the path that i chose
i could sell out, too
but im not a ho
did i say something
about you
you didnt like?
you gonna respond
by removing my
friend list rights?
im not talking about ho
of the sexual kind
im talking about those
who sell out their mind
to dogma, doctrine,
propaganda
shit nothing rhymes
except cute little pandas
or maybe the capitol
of uganda
you cant argue with that one
can ya
cause you may drive
a toyota impala
but you dont know
the capital is kampala
speaking of which
they sit amidst kenya, sudan
tanzania and rwanda
did we help their democracy?
you know you wanna
know how the story goes
did we even know
did we even care
i dont know
i cant find news anywhere
we spread capitalism
and corruption
if you look close you see
thats our brand of democracy
stop the abuse of the governments power
register to vote in these final hours
determine who you think
will be remembered as great
and then you should vote
Obama in 'o8
Ha ha......
or whatever
just vote

conspiracy theory

2008-06-20T01:10:00.001-04:00

i read this thing today
i thought it was crazy
and then i thought maybe
my fiction was true
ive been writin this novel
about a revolution
where the leaders
are me and all of you
where the administration
(barely voted into office)
decalres martial law
through some loophole
before the election can happen
the military takes action
and we're stuck with
mr dictator @sshole
and the people rise up
the poor and down trodden
to stop financing the
mythical search for bin laden
but this is fiction mind you
a what if game
then you read
conspiracy theory
and the ideas the same
i was joking when i
plotted my book
and youre telling me
that people really look
at this as being real
like it could get
past our eyes
i mean we still
sensationalize
soldiers and spies
we forget they are
the same as you and me
we are told to forget
these men and women bleed
every one who returns
with no press photo
is being diminished
to a faceless name
and we are given
nameless faces
to vent our anger
someone to blame
but that child in persia
whos now holding a gun
is not the child
who killed our sons
we are a peace
loving nation
we just want whats right
and some illuminati plan
wouldn't pass our sight
right?

na....im just fukin with you.
i think its a load of sh!t
democracy isn't at risk
unless we dont participate in it

but its still my novel idea
though my novel must wait
i still think you should vote
obama in 'o8

rhyme

2008-06-18T13:44:00.000-04:00

i rhyme
all the time
it just flies
out my mind
all the things i think
running in synch
chronic flow
comes and gos
like the smoke
or the dope
its the anxiety
the rivalries
the needless
need to be
well known
first class flown
come on
throw me a bone
its time to shine
to admire
whats mine
the beat goes on
but you dropped it
everythings gone
cause you popped it
off your lock
while you talked
hit behind
by the stock
starin down the barrel
of the 45
youre still alive
cause its not mine
to give
or take
or pretend to make
judgement
rushes in
brushes skin
cold sweat
hands wet
death threats
makin a mess
pushin through
to be with you
in the aftermath
i see my path
im gonna make it
if i can match
line for line
snatch for snatch
wit for wit
tat for tit
whos on top
does it matter
whats important
is how we got here
and how we get
from her to there
ride the snare
from inside my head
to you layin in bed
goodnight elizabeth
hope all is okay
if i had my way
thered be no harm
thered only be warm
id light myself
on fire
walk out
on the wire
to sing you to sleep
my rhyming id keep
and in the dark
i do shine
when it gets
hold of my mind
like the sign
of the cat
that broke your heart
or the last time
that made you smart
im brighter with you
im a fighter with you
im gonna improve
the point of view
from one of despair
to that of hope
theres no way
i cant cope
with you by my side
its time for a ride
its time for life
to bring the noise
bring the funk
mix it in with a little punk
run it down
to your home town
tell them its time
for a change
before its too late
vote obama
in '08

she be

2008-06-18T12:12:00.001-04:00

keep one eye
open
the other one
closed
hope you see
what you're
lookin for
past the end
of your nose
keep one eye
on the prize
its the size
of your heart
the other
on the here
the now, dear
the world we
are a part of
lace the lines
smile blind
walk straight
out of your mind
but dont relax
pay your tax
slip and thats
where you lose
your time
trip and you
lose your mind
make sure
she aint cheatin
make sure
she aint sneakin
make sure she
can hang out
on the weekend
or a monday
or wednesday
or friday night
cause you know
if she can't
something aint right
she be ballin
she be playin
she be lyin
just a small one
she be creepin
she be sneaking
if its you she
aint been seein
super man
thinks she can
live a double life
fucks a man
without tellin you
never mind his wife
do not feed
she bites back
and you may not
survive that
picture this
you are just
chillin
with your lady
she says for real
how you feel
about havin
a baby
it aint yours
and youre not sure
where this seed
come from
it arised
from the lies
that utter from
her tongue
listen please
there's disease
there is danger
involved
there's no need
to proceed
the mystery
is solved
shes known
to some
shes known
to many
she may
introduce herself
some days
as [name removed]
another
person
has
rights
or (at least)
deserves
in fairness
to know
every thing
and no thats not
sing song
ding dong
read beyond the lines
maybe
there is a key
though shell lie
she is thirty three
she want you
and you
and you and you
and me
she wants
anyone who
is willing to
not see
the lies that she spits
rewinds and refits
to match with her life
shell cause you
such strife
keep one eye
open
watch her
when shes smokin
watch her
when shes buying
your next beer
she may seem
safe
but shes your
biggest fear
she'll tell you
her woes
then try to empathize
meanwhile she
keepin a man
on the side
one eye open
one eye on your prize
careful of that heart
you keep inside

you

2008-06-18T01:30:00.003-04:00

sleep waits
waxing poetic
in time to black
birds fly away
can i just say
im a lucky duck
i feel unstuck
stop passing
the buck
from hand to hand
rise and stand
to work the dream
american
its okay every
now and then
to believe
we can
make it right
believe we
have reason
to fight
dont say a word
you know its absurd
be a good boy
play with your toy
just fall in line
it will be better in time
do you write the rhymes
inside of my mind
no you create
the impetus
for me to discuss
the things you make
me feel and take
the growing pains
lifes stains
rising to meet
the brand new day
raising the heat
in every way
you make me feel
things surreal
and take the pain
wash it away
in your gentle touch
the feeling's too much
for one body to bear
i know you can
take me there
i know you know
exactly where
we go in the spin
theres no state
that youre in
and we are between
the dirty and the clean
we walk the line
between nature
and machine
we may ride
we may drive
on this swirling
whirling
carousel world
and then theres
this amazing girl
and i rise above
rise high above
but i believe
its more than love
im fallin asleep
but i cant see
the dream seeds
just all the "i need"s
from my day to day
from my dollar to pay
for the water i drink
or i put in my car
theres a skeleton
beneath my skin
beaneath all sense of sin
but it is mortal
bones and dust
whether it bones
or metal to rust
whether we believe
we are soul
or worm food
it would be too soon
to say the pain disappears
how do i quell my fears
36 hrs is worth
all the drive
getting burned
was somehow fine
i know theres no tv
we dont need to see
all the things that
keep us down
the nonsensical
way we hang around
laying on a spatial
infinite floor
wondering how
to open that door
and dont you know
this is just the flow
from mind to fingers
i type the words
that bring my world
in time with my love
for this girl
smiles are bright
the moon waxes
in the night
tide comes in
and back again
waiting for the moon
waiting in the tomb
it cannot come too soon
i rock you all night long
a little lullabye
but strong
i miss you in my sleep
and on my mind i keep
you

when i think of heaven

2008-06-17T15:20:00.000-04:00

i think of all the things
that touch the depths
of my being alive
i think of you by my side

when i think of heaven
i think of moss on trees
over water falling
down stairs of stone
to the depth of being alive
i think of you by my side

when i think of heaven
i see sun spackled
green grass
or waves rollling in
on grains of glass
the beginning of being alive
i think of you by my side

when i think of heaven
i see technicolor
and black and white
your ocean eyes
where deep inside
is the thrill of being alive
i think of you by my side

when i think of heaven

condomnation

2008-06-12T01:32:00.001-04:00

are you safe with him
before you try to f@ck her
do you let her know
he's been inside you
do you think of him
when you're wooing her
does she cross your mind
while he's on top
did you really think
you were superman
keeping the nights with him
packed away in your closet
you didn't think the double life
days as a lesbian
nights as a mistress
would ever up and pop
lies are truth
and truth is lies
when you see the world
through your eyes
would you let her know
if he left his wife
would you let him know
there's a woman in your life
walk down the street
shout out you're gay
but gay is happy
so, when are you that way
is it when you've got
his d!ck in your mouth
or is when youre
making a scene
or is it only when you think
you've been where
no one else has been
it's not original
you're not the only one
and there will hell to pay
when all is said and done

forums

2008-06-04T00:21:00.001-04:00

philosophy
religion
study or learn
its never our choice
its never our turn
what scares them
about you and i
is fear of the divine
there is power
in our knowledge
in letting love shine
they dont understand
with their mores
and their rules
we are in your armies
we make you meals
we teach in your schools
we could run
the country too
there would be
more peace
there would be
less war
what would you
do without war
anymore
military industrial
complex
what seems to
keep me preplexed
is the blatant
disregaurd
for our existence
in your opiate
enhanced delusions
of grandeur
one cant form a
resistance
if we do not exist
and there is no truth
in power or the divine
we are still greater
than the sum of our time
its the breadth
of our thoughts
the distance
of our existence
as it passes through
the eye of the needle.

shimmering glass

2008-05-30T13:57:00.001-04:00

hey there
walkin down the beach
of my memory
skipping in the water
thinking your alone
hey there can i walk a while
can i try to make you smile
tripping in the water
alone through memory
hey there
smell the salty air
feel the warmth of you
sitting in the sand
missing our memory
missing your hand
hey there
in my memory
tripping down the beach
i miss you

gentle sleep

2008-05-30T01:43:00.002-04:00

missing you tonight
in the ways that i do
thinking of your gentle sleep
of the beauty
you try to hide deep
layer by layer
it still shines through
no amount of hiding
you can do
will keep me from
waiting still for you
i love you in life
like ive never known
im walking with you
down this rocky road

sophia - self poem

2008-05-30T00:40:00.002-04:00

in her name
in her vein
self flows
like its meant to
i neednt say
she is the rain
that falls
upon my window
i think of her
as i fall asleep
and as i come to wake
she is self
less parts of me
i am giving
what she takes
no more
no less
of me
or her
is left to be
confused
when mind
and body
meld as one
it is two
fused
finding her name
feeling self
coarse through
you veins
she is a smile
a gust of wind
a sunny summer day
she is the
perfect silence
when i've nothing to say

nobody's fool

2008-05-30T00:29:00.001-04:00

you twisted my arm
til it damn near broke
you refused to listen
when i spoke

you were shocked
when i walked away
but how much longer
did you think i'd stay

couldn't have thought
i'd take it forever dear
there's one thing
i must make clear

i'm nobody's fool
i may talk the talk
when it comes to it
i will walk the walk

to distance miles
between me and you
don't you know
that's what i do

there's no problem
separation won't cure
except for the problem
of love that is pure

truth knows no boundaries
no space and no time
i have the same problem
drawing the line

but im not afraid
to walk away
if you cant listen
yet have nothing to say

begin at the beginning

2008-05-29T01:12:00.001-04:00

begin back again
at the beginning of time
where did it start now
where did it go
how do you know
its okay with me
that you left in your head
the way i left my socks
is it excuses or
mental blocks
letting you forget
what you did or
didnt do
what does it mean
to you
when you begin back
where it started
begin from the top
of life and limb
work your way down
ill work my way in
meet me halfway
over the bridge
run away from
hells ridge
where reality is fragile
just begin to smile
watch the facade crack
slowly fade away
into a million nights
a thousand other sights
i dont want to see
with anyone but me
run away to the top
of the green world today
and let the anger
slowly fade away

undecided

2008-05-29T01:09:00.003-04:00

i took the time to walk the mile
down tree lined roads with snow laden branches
to see the breauty in the darkened skies
to know that it is life and not a movie
that the cocoa in a dove heart is worth a bit more
when you take the time to let it melt in your mouth
that they may not cure a sinus infection
but brownies are chicken soup for any soul
spring always comes after a cold dark winter
and warmth thaws the water of all the falls
so walk with me down tree lined roads
take the time to walk the snowy mile
there is beauty in the darkened skies
and there are brighter days in your eyes

nightmare

2008-05-29T01:09:00.002-04:00

you can call her what you want
behind closed doors
she is often considered to
be a slut, or a whore

but when she returns the favor
there is nothing you savor
about being the one who took
the soul of someone without caring

did you really think it was daring
when you let her in
behind bedroom doors
who knows you sleep with whores

she knew you'd take the bait
hook, line, and sink her
but then you make her wait
you've had time to rethink her

she wanted someone who cared
drank 'til she wasn't scared
did you invite her to stay
to take the pain away

it will all hurt less
when you wake up in this mess
was she thinking straight
when she prayed at your feet
did you care
that she wasn't there

you can call her what you want
but remember what you are
when there's no one to blame
we don't have to look far

lady

2008-05-29T01:06:00.001-04:00

in the garden there's sun
shining through large leaves
the cats lounge around
in the hazy lazy afternoon
your eyes glimmer emerald
reflecting the surroundings
focused on me focused on you
where the garden grows
on a lazy winter afternoon

garden variety

2008-05-29T01:04:00.002-04:00

do we need it all
the cars and tv's
when we see perfection
is that what we see
i think you know
why its hard to admit
but i cant deny
your perfect fit
dont wanna let go
its time to fight
sometimes we question
sometimes we're just right
i wouldnt stop you
if you had to go
i don't know how
id survive missing you so
but substance cant be held
in the palm of your hand
and love is not
ours to command
stay with me
come to the hills and trees
share what is perfect to me

lusty light

2008-05-29T01:04:00.001-04:00

okay so im not ok
ok so im not always that way
but its all right
here in the lusty light
as we hang on to the tail
of things we don’t understand
whipped through time
hand in hand in hand
i cant make it make
the sense i wish i sensed
i push forward in faith
no fear is too dense
ride the night with me
from here to the wild wind
every once in a while
we all have to give in
who knows what its like
to be you or me man
if you dont try you dont
know what can be man
in our heads we run
in our own rat race head games
it slows down the fun
fills love with some sort of shame
and thats not right
no matter the night
there is only love
in the lusty light

the dead of the night

2008-05-28T01:31:00.002-04:00

the dead of night
comes quickly in the darkness
from streets miles away
running over hills and valleys
inviting you to stay
where the night hills call
and the morning whispers
theres a peace here near the sea
over long carved walls
you can hear the vespers
of the water calling to me
i am at peace
i am at peace
belive me
here
i am at peace
there are rivers running
in canyons deep
there are babbling brooks
singing me to sleep
helping me forget
in the dark i can not see
in the dark we are not free
the dead of night
comes quickly
in the colors of blood
the death of innocence
smells thickly
from beneath my hood
i am at peace
i am at peace
dear god
in heaven
i am at peace
they’ve taken
the dead night
they’ve taken
all hind sight
they’ve taken
it all out of me
but they didn’t take
my dignity
so when night
follows day
into the dark
bloody night
for freedom
from fear
i will stand up
and fight