Pen'D Poetry ♥️🖊

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sun, 12 Dec 2021 19:52:00 -0500

We Are Here.

What's on my mind.
The heat of your skin
Next to mine.
Laying my head
Against your chest.
The rise and fall.
The air of your breath
Moving through you...
As you breathe feeling it move
Your heartbeat against my cheek
Your lips against my neck.
My knees are weak.
My heart flutters.
Relish and sigh.

The Joy of Your Life
Being here with me.
Two Bugs In A Rug
Who are Snug.
Sharing Your Hoodie with You
Kissing with closed eyes
We Hide Inside Our Own Cocoon.
Snuggle & Cuddle in Downy Soft Clouds.
Finding What Love Is All About.
This passionate connection so foreign
Reciprocated Unison of Synchronicity.
Didn't know it existed with anyone.
Matching my energy I discovered you.
Without you I don't know what I'll do.
I've discovered you and there's no going back.
I'll follow wherever you may go
With you part of my soul.
You are my shadow that always follows me
Whether in the light or in the dark - you're there.
My fingers trace your body.
Fire in me emits into you.
Burning passion never enough.
Energy, Heat, and Fire.
Vigorous and Tender.

My One and Only Desire.
Water cannot extinguish this flame.
Will my lips be enough to take you away?
From yours lavishly desiring and freely given
Against your loving skin sensitive to its touch
Brings my body to full excitement very much.
Sheets clinging to our bodies in movement
Pillows molded to our heads in ecstasy.
Your scent arousing sensations taking me away.
No words can express how you make me feel this way.
My Everything. What I Never Knew Before.
Out of Nowhere Making Completely No Sense.
It All Makes Sense. To Leave It Behind Is To Be Blind.
How Can Finding Such Beauty In This Life Be This Sublime?

An Angel appearing in physical life into my life.
Patiently waiting for me to call
Stay with me Dear Angel!
Don't Ever Leave Me Here.
Don't Go Back To Heaven
Where I Can't Have It Here.
I'll Never Know Happiness Like This
If You Are Not Near.
You Send Me Far Away Imaginative, Spiritual, Whimsical.
Out of Body. In Mind. Spirit Set Free.
Flying With You. We're Gliding Together. Above It All.
So High We Can't Even See The Sky and We're Gone.
Making Love To You Is Feeling Every Single Love Song.
Your Voice Serenades Me - Lures Me Like A Spell
You've Captured My Heart.
By Now You Can Tell.
My Heart Is So Full
Tears Can't Help But To Well.

Your Love Gives Me The Strength To Live.
My Life Purpose And Reason To Lovingly Give.
A Feeling Unstoppable and Unbeatable.
Giant. Fearless. Brave.
Can Take On Anything.
You Did This To Me.
You Did This For Me, My Love.
When our Heads Touch It's Our Souls Connecting.
We Close Our Eyes With Our Hands Intertwined.
We're There.
We Are There Together.
My Heart Matches Your Heart.
We Are Here Together🌹

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sun, 12 Dec 2021 16:20:00 -0500

Love Addiction.

I Can't Be In Love Today
Wondering if Everything Will Be Ok...
Will These Feelings Slip And Fall Away...
I Can't Be In Love This Day...
Mirroring This Angry Beast
I'm Just In A Mood.
Want To Throw Things and Break Them
Want To Yell And Throw A Damn Fit
Nothing Is Going Right. I Just Want To Cry.
Patience Is Too Fucking Hard...It's Too Hard.
Damn Needy And Clingy I've Been Told
Thru Years Not Having Someone To Hold
Do You Know How To Make It This Long?
No You Don't! You Will Never Know My Pain.
Struggle and Suppression Made Me Insane.
Emotional Pain...Deeper Than Physical Pain.
Touch. Kiss. Make Me Feel Like I Am Rich.
Is It Just Lust? Or The Need Of A Loving Touch...
Just Love Me...I Say, LOVE ME. I Don't Care How Demanding.
Aggressive. Bossy. Demanding. And Wanting...

Yes I Am!
Claim ME, Snatch ME Up, And Say I Am YOURS!
I Need You To MAKE ME Yours...
My Anger Melts To Sadness...Tears Needing To Fall.
Why??? WHY You Fucking Bastard Do You Stall?!!?
I'm Waiting For You To Realize Love Has Been Here.
It is IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE, AFTER ALL!
AFTER ALL...Happily Ever After...Am I Kidding MY Self???
Say My Name! Say My Name! Say My Name!
All The Time I'm Saying YOUR Name...YOUR Name...
When will BOTH our names be the Damn Same!!!!
Time...Time...I Hate Fucking Time! Oh God..why is it YOUR Time!
Can't You See What I've Been Going Through Lately.
Fawning..Stupidly...DayDreaming....Foolishly...Waking Up.
No, Today is NOT A LOVING DAY....

This Beautiful Sunny Sunday
Can I Not Feel The Sun Warm On My Body. My Face...And Feel
Your Loving Kiss..?!!? Close My Eyes Drunk.

Stop Torturing Me...

Golden Sunlight Mixed with Sun rays And your lips. Yes. Sweet Joyfulness.

These Stupid Hearts...
These Love-sick..Romantic Displays of Waste.

They Are My Heart.
Not Given Lightly. It Is My HEART!

I'm OPENING To Be Hurt, Why?
AGAIN...AGAIN...AGAIN...

I Know You're The ONE, But why You Too?
Don't Let me Believe I'm Being A Fool!

Am I or Is This A Godly Test??
If I Want You Then I Must Experience This Emotional Fucking Mess!
SAY MY NAME....TALK TO ME...SHOW ME YOU ARE REAL!

ARE YOU?
ARE YOU THERE? DO YOU SEE ME? ARE YOU HIDING?

WHAT ARE YOU FIGHTING? FUCK THE ANXIETY.

IT IS ALL LIES.
YOUR MIND IS LYING!
I FEEL Manic...I'm a Beast...An Animal...Fire Burning Furiously...
I AM CONTROLLING...I hate it...I AM CONTROLLING THIS...and I'm
Losing it...I AM LOSING IT....MY GOD...Please.
You Are my Soul.
I Can't Lose You.
I LOVE YOU. I love you.. I Love You..I Love You...I am Loving You...I am In Love with You...
Only You...Just You..Yes YOU. Why Can't You See It Too...We were Broken in 2.
A LOVE ADDICTION. Something I need. Just Give Me A Lil.
Just A Lil.
A lil bit of Love is All I Need.

Stop Being Scared It's Coming From Me.

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sat, 27 Nov 2021 00:50:00 -0500

Mix of Too Many

Mix of Too Many Relations

In One.

Mix of All relationships

In One.

Speaking To Me

With No one else To speak To.

After Responding I'm Angered & Through!

Remembering that it is only me and you.

You have no one else To speak To!

Putting all into one.

Without me You would have no one!

We don't like each other

With no one else to share your stories.

Must I listen All The Time of long ago?

Mentions of your time with your brother?!!?

Speaking of him like there is no other.

Expecting me to know facts

Like a Psychic

Only You hold close to your chest.

Taking a decent memory

Reflecting on negative.

"Me" Mess!

By The Time I've shared A Current Story of my own.

You've made it yours and only yours alone.

You've shown your self-centered memories

When I try to understand Making Sense

Nasty - Cold - Brute

Demeaning enemy you become!

It is the hatred and Pain in your spirit.

You hold onto and protect.

I Hold Myself Together.

From the meanness you project!

Not a child anymore.

I - no longer let it hit so deep.

Talking to you releases A Meanness in Me.

In return

I wrongfully to others project!

You're such a Mess!

Nasty snake You are!

Controlling my Freedom.

If I had It.

I would Travel far away and Never Come Back.

Let you Recant your old personal memories

Holding so close to your chest.

I Know You will never Change

I Know You will never Get Over Yourself

The Time has come for me to save Myself.

Tired of Your hate

Attacking me for No Reason

I'm Hoping To Be Gone

In The Coming Season!

Streams of Moonlight

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Mon, 4 Oct 2021 01:52:00 -0400

"Streams of Moonlight"

Crescent Arc.
White and Effervescent.
Darkness in it's Night Sensationalized by your Light.
Stands Beside You In Welcoming Desire and Delight
Placed Centered In Mystical Array of Starlit Beauty
Stars Emblazoned with Fire. Lit. Life Nurtured By You
As You All Live Together, Familial, In The Quiet of Night
Nocturnal and Matronly You Live And Shine Bright
The Undertaking of Your Magnificence Is Utterly Moving.
Behold Your Radiance and Bounty In All Your Glory
What Your Essence Provides Are Endless Love Stories.
Glorious Orb of Cascading Radiance.
In All Your Shapes of Creation By The Earth's Rotation.
As Your Children Move You Foresee Their Safety By Light
The Night By Your Side You Control Moods And The Tides.
Arouse and Awaken The Burning Desires of Passion at Night.
Bright In The Middle of The Night Gently Shine Through Windows
In The Quiet Stillness Of Bodies In Complete Dreamlike Slumber
Softly Brushing Eyes Innocently Closed To Past Once Gone Daylight
You awaken with your aura of Mischievous and Loving Moonlight.
Calmly Awaken At Complete Rest Laying Comfortably with bed rest.
Naughty. Deceitful Beauty. You Awaken And Stir Motions Through me.
New To Emotions That Only You Can Do. If Only The Sun Knew.
How Riveting You Are In Your Celestial Home
Bringing The Same to My own.
Turning to face my love brushing his hair from his eyes
His Wonder I cannot deny.
The handsomeness of his build lay peacefully still
As your magical dust illuminates.
Sleep no longer has my hold from the appeal I behold
No more can I wait.
Enamored. Captured By Wanton Lust.
My Love Awaken To Me Before It Is Dusk.
By This Moonlight I'm Alive To Passion Between Us.
The Rays Of This Illustrious Moon Defines The Curves and Lines of
My Womanly Form With Spurring Heat and dew It Adorns.
Celestial Mother I've Sworn From Tonight
If A Love is Born May Its sex be protected by you evermore.
Husband Let me Be Your Muse To Inspire You What To Do.
This Bodily heat rises filling these lips plush and perked
To awaken by my soft kiss.
Not only yours of fine design.
All parts of your Beauty will not miss.
The Flutter of your eyes reveals your soul of a man, comprised..
Eyes as bold, captivating, sincere, strong, loving, endless as the sea.
Can you behold these rivers as they run deep.
A captain of his ship sailing across it's wavering waters
Adventurous and fanciful free.
Beneath this Moonlight's stream making love to me.
Open your eyes and see.
Sensual Compassion I'm delighted in exploring.

Longing Still

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sun, 3 Oct 2021 23:00:00 -0400

I'll Give You Everything.

Maybe you'll give me a ring

I Don't Know

I'm Tired of Waiting...

Give me a try

Denying me the chance

Tell yourself - why?

Are you afraid of

What I might do?

Take advantage of you?

No, that's not me.

You stepped into my life

At the Best Time!

I was so Lonely

With No Real Place

To Call My Home.

Now that I Found You

I Know.

How can I prove I'm Real

You can't see how I Feel.

You're dwelling in the past.

Still pining over your last.

If she had any class

Would she take you to task?

Like this.

Be Brave To Let Her Go.

Or You Will Never Know.

Probably The Best Thing

That Can Happen In Your Life!

Give Up All Your Burdens.

Toss Away All Your Concerns.

All The Memories

All The Letters

Let Them Burn In The Fire

I'm Not Like Her! Not A Liar.

Let It Go. Let It Burn Away.

Away from the damage.

STAY - We can handle it.

Together you and me.

Be with me.

We can have a family.

Live Happily.

Until then I'm Waiting

For You To Give Me A Try.

You're Fearful.

You Must Ask Yourself, Why?

Ask yourself why -

Don't deny your feelings.

Stop Closing off your heart.

Your Chance Now

Is a Brand New Start!

Look At My Eyes

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Fri, 1 Oct 2021 06:14:00 -0400

Look At My Eyes

Staring right back at me
A Pair of brown eyes from me
Is it me or am I seeing things
A memory of you returning back to me
Missing you everyday when you’re not here
When I look at myself I know you’re near
Then I don’t feel alone anymore
You’re with me once more.

When I look at me eyes
There are yours shining back at me
When I’m looking into the mirror
My heart flutters and I feel free
Connecting my heart with your heart
A reflection is closer than miles a part

When I look at my smile
Laughter from you I remember too.
The hazel green joy in your eyes.
I simply can’t get enough of you.

Can you see what I see?
Two souls waiting to be set free
Far away from other lands
To be together let’s make a plan
Find me some way and somehow
Guide me into your direction
Passing through our reflection.
Escaping the places that we reside
Into another world without any time.

Can we stay here for a while?
Let’s stay and take our time.
I am yours and you are mine.
We are two souls finally meeting.
It feels like we are dreaming
Can you imagine leaving?
Reality can be complicated
Simplicity is not overrated.
Right here and Right now…
What else matters?

Stepping through your eyes
Back onto the other side
I’m missing you already.
How long before we meet again?
Borrowed time with you please lend.
Time is brutal waiting again.
Sometimes looking into my eyes
I need to break down and cry
From missing you all the time.
You set me and my soul free.
When you look back at me.

When I look at me eyes
There are yours shining back at me
When I’m looking into the mirror
My heart flutters and I feel free
Connecting my heart with your heart
A reflection is closer than miles a part

When I look at my smile
Laughter from you I remember too.
The hazel green joy in your eyes.
I simply can’t get enough of you.

emotion-less

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Wed, 8 Sep 2021 07:20:00 -0400

I may appear a bit emotionless
It's how I am to face the world
From baggage that became my mess
Appearing from the day that I was born
My mind always taking flight like a kite
Soaring through the boundless skies
If I woke up and asked myself, why?
Would my existence matter if I die?

The reality still came at me strong
For any little thing I did was wrong
Pouring of emotions so very raw
Not abiding by The House's Law
The control held me to the last straw
From everything I did and clearly saw

If I was never this way...
Would I still be here today?
No, my soul would've gone away
There's no reason for me to stay.

The Light. It Has Always Been The Light.
His Light Planted In Me To Shine Bright.
For No Reason My Joy Spills over in Delight.
Where Does It Come From? It Saved My Life!

It's no longer needed in my life today
I have many reasons to live and stay
Praying has kept my demons at bay
Seeking me out to destroy me everyday

I may appear a bit emotionless.
But there's content in me nonetheless.
You must be close to me to understand this.
I would be dead instead with nothing to miss.

This Mighty Soul By God's Grace is resilient
Given me Escapes into the Depths of Contentment
A Love of Life, Wonder, and All Things Beautiful
I've never before in my life Felt this Full
Coming Out of the Darkness Fully Spiritual
My Future is Bright and I can't Wait To Take Flight
In The Boundless Sky Light Like A Boundless Kite.

Can It Be, Will It Be

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Mon, 6 Sep 2021 07:13:00 -0400

The First Time Can It Be?
Loving Someone Who Sees Clearly
My Honesty, Sincerity, and Loyalty.
Giving Their Love Freely and Tenderly.
Feels Like An Unbelievable Dream
I've Been Waiting For My Whole Life.

Finding Myself Chasing You Around
Dreaming With My Feet Off The Ground
Not Realizing Where I Will Land
If Things Do Not Go As Planned
Trusting It This Time. It Feels Right.
For Once A Lover Can See
How Irreplaceable I Can Be.
Finally, It Will Be Me.

Overcoming All The Doubt
Absorbed In The Obsession
Always Uncertain And Anxious
Losing Myself Fully Wondering
Will It Finally Be Me?
Hopelessly Tirelessly Waiting
This Time Never Disbelieving
In The Possibility
Will It Finally Be Me?

Tell Me No, Not Again
What Is This Hesitation?
Can't Believe This Again
Making It This Far In Love
Letting Myself Get Lost
In A Fantasy of My Mind
Had Me Believe In A Chance
Was Your Heart Never Mine?
Promising Me A Thousand Times
There's No One Else But Me

Your Words Are Feeling Cheap Now
Who Is The One Who Has You Now?
Female or Male Giving Themselves
To You Displaying False Love For Sale?
You're A Fool Who Doesn't Know What To Do!

Are You Questioning and Talking To Yourself?
Is She Enough? Does She Have The Right Stuff?
Is She Classy? Or Is She Too Ballsy and Brassy?
Or Better Yet, To Silly, Lovable, And Affectionate?
Your Loss My Friend, You're Too Stupid To See
How Little Substance You Possess To Be With Me.

I Was Dreamy And Too Busy
Overcoming All The Doubt
Absorbed In The Obsession
Always Uncertain And Anxious
Losing Myself Fully Wondering
Will It Finally Be Me?
Hopelessly Tirelessly Waiting
This Time Never Disbelieving
In The Possibility
Will It Finally Be Me?

How Many Times To Keep Going Through This?
Is There Anyone Out There Who Truly Needs Me?
Not For What I Can Do, But Just Me For Me?
Don't Feel Like Going Through This Anymore
Finding Myself Chasing Around
Dreaming With Feet Off The Ground
Not Realizing Where I Will Land
If Things Do Not Go As Planned

Soon I Will Not Wonder, Can It Be Me?!?

Not Telling Me

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Mon, 6 Sep 2021 00:42:00 -0400

Not Telling Me

Fearful and Young I Cast it Off
Chose Not To Think About It
Allowing Time To Wear It Off
Despite How It Pushed Me Away
Needing Your Love I Had To Stay

Hurt with Despair I Always Prayed
One Day You Will See The Day
Not Telling Me Everything
Hurt Me In Every Single Way

You're Not Telling Me Everything
I Will Never Know How Much
Days and Weeks. Months and Years
Days That Pass
Moments In A Flash
Weeks That Fly
Months That Go By.
Farewell and Goodbye.

With The Years There's No Surprise
There's Nothing I Can See or Touch
Can I Say I Ever Missed It That Much?
What Is Done Is Already Done
Before Sunset and The Rising Sun

You Are Saying Something
Keeping your lips tight. Your Lips Are Tight.
Your Mouth Is Sealed
Keeping Secrets. Deliberately.
Everything Hidden. Intentionally.
Having Me Wonder What's The Deal.

Glassy Eyes with No Life
Emptiness Fills Up The Air
I Must Break This Silence
Standing In Front of You
I Can't Get Close
You're The Only One
I'm Needing the Most

Angry and Frustrated From Your Resistance
Questions Unanswered After Persistence.
Determination & Desperation To Find A Solution
Giving Up. There Will Never Be Any Resolution.

Waiting Cost Me Too Much Time
Patience Serves No Purpose
When It Delivers Only Pain
Hoping Time Would Prove Better
I'm Still Crying, I Don't Feel Better
Right Here This Is My Final Letter
There's No Going Back To Yesterday.

No More

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sat, 19 Jun 2021 13:56:00 -0400

No More

I Can't Do This Anymore

Providing You With More

I'm All Used Up

Tired Out Of My Mind

Tired of Giving - Giving To You.

All You Want is More, More, More.

There's Nothing Left For Me To Give.

Catering To You - For Everything You Want.

You Have Drained Me Dry.

My Face In My Hands - Ready To Cry.

Burst Into Tears. And For Why?

Your Selfishness And Your Pride.

I'm Depressed And Scared.

I Know You Don't Care.

So I Bottle It Deep Inside.

It's Killing Me Inside.

You Never Loved Me - or Cared.

Taking All of My Time.

The Most Precious Thing That Is Mine.

My Life And Generosity To Give.

Is The Reason That I Live.

You Divided Up My Life.

Which Way To Go - I Was Afraid

If I Chose You Not This Time

Would You Turn On Me? Becoming Angry.

And Take It Out On Me?

The Days Go By

You Reduce My Smile To Nothing

Always Something To Want.

I Don't Want To Care Anymore.

Stop Making Me Give You More!

I Don't Want To Give You More...

You Can't See or Maybe You Do

Knowing What You're Doing To Me.

I'm Sick and Tired of Being Used By You

If I Keep Doing This, Time Keeps Slipping

With My Own Life, I Am Missing.

Taking Every Part of Me til I'm Through.

Knowing You Are That Cruel.

You Don't Deserve Anymore From Me.

Not Answering Your Calls No More.

No More Running To Your Side Anymore.

Not Laying Down My Life Anymore.

I've Come To Realize You Can't Give Me More.

I Can't Do This Anymore

Providing You With More

I'm All Used Up

Tired Out Of My Mind

Tired of Giving - Giving To You.

All You Want is More, More, More.

There's Nothing Left For Me To Give.

Catering To You - For Everything You Want.

You Have Drained Me Dry.

My Face In My Hands - Ready To Cry.

Burst Into Tears. And For Why?

Your Selfishness And Your Pride.

I'm Depressed And Scared.

I Know You Don't Care.

So I Bottle It Deep Inside.

It's Killing Me Inside.

You Never Loved Me - or Cared.

Taking All of My Time.

The Most Precious Thing That Is Mine.

My Life And Generosity To Give.

Is The Reason That I Live.

Love ❤️ Turns To Hate 💔

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Tue, 8 Jun 2021 02:40:00 -0400

As The Time Frame

Is Not Working Out

I Don't Know What To Do

You Need To Explain!

Stop Making Me Wait

I’m Switching My Views

Now Turns Love Into Hate

Animal Kingdom - Mature Audience

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Thu, 3 Jun 2021 12:00:00 -0400

This is extremely hard...

I'm so sick of sitting back.

The lion in me is roaring very loudly.

The predator in me is coming out.

The hunter in me sees very clearly

What she wants and wants to have.

I want to claim my victim, my prey...

What can I say. It's on my mind during the day.

Thinking about it is unbelievable and challenging.

I just want to jump on him and have my way.

You can't get away! I have you in my grasp. Don't resist.

I feel ravenous, primal, wild, un-contained, unrestrained.

I can do anything right now. Anything.

The need to fulfill these urges.

The waiting makes my hunger lust.

Makes me angry and frustrated.

Mixed with neediness and contemplation.

Desiring what is wildly free.

Desiring the hunt for what has yet to be

Mine to devour and savor.

Waiting for you to attack me like a predator.

Choose me as Your Prey.

Do as you want with me. I'll do as you say.

I can be Gentle. Soft. and Pink.

Let me be at your mercy and submit to your insatiable will.

I will not object.

We are Hunters, Predators, Animals, Mates.

Out on the prowl on our conquest to hunt.

Looking each other in the eyes...

We realize the effort is neutral and compromised.

We are the same. Seeking with Desire.

Hungry. Starving. Amorous. Raw. Dirty.

The longing of your flesh against my lips...grrr..roar

My teeth grazing your skin I want to nip.

The heat radiates from you like the sun sizzling you in the open.

Mount behind me and take whats yours now.

Handle you on top and f88k you in the open.

Side by side and f88k in the clear wide open.

Who cares who sees us.

Let the whole kingdom salivate, and gawk.

Let the Predators with Prey take note as they watch.

As 2 Predators engage in a feverish lustful fight.

Cascading Thrills. Roar out loud my equal mate.

I like having you in a Filthy Hot Maddened state.

Try to overtake me with all of your vicious might.

I want to match with my fiery strength to try and bite.

Get on top of me and do as you like. Pin me down.

Resisting. I'll eventually be at your submission.

Watch out though and don't turn your back.

I'll put you in a position for you to be my snack.

Smack. Licking your lips to taste me. Eat me.

Completely with nothing left to peck.

Don't allow the kingdom to see a single speck.

They get none of this. What we have.

We are Carnivorous and Insatiable.

Capable of anything you and I want.

Top of the Pack.

Leaders of the Kingdom we maintain.

For this mutual show we put on to satisfy ourselves.

Let them all cheer and clap.

If the sun gets too hot and we need to quench our thirst.

A water hole with a stream just like a dream.

We dunk our heads and relish in the coolness it provides.

Encouraging you I nudge you to take a dive.

Jumping in behind you we splash and swim in circles. Enjoyable.

We have enough we climb out, shake off, and lay in the sun.

The feeling of both closes our eyes and takes us to dream.

I'm laying on you and then you lay on me. We flip and flop.

Tossing and playing. Never seem to stop.

I've captured you. You think you've captured me.

We both believe the same thing.

It may seem we're inseparable. It must be true.

When I look into your eyes I see me too.

Look into my heart and you'll see right through.

I'm completely Madly In Love With You.

The fiery energy between us is undeniable.

Erotic. Indescribable.

No words can describe how honest and sincere.

It just is without fear. Fearless and Free, My Dear.

Pursued By Love

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sat, 8 May 2021 11:00:00 -0400

Pursued By Love

Always predatory, the 1 on the prowl

The one who always takes the 1st step

Chasing and doing, the one pursuing

Never having anyone really pursue me

And for that very reason I just let it be

Now I just want to allow it to come

Once give myself the chance to see.

Lay back and allow myself to breathe

Love Will Find Its Way To Me, Finally.

Sun, Bring Me To Life☀️

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Thu, 1 Apr 2021 07:30:00 -0400

The plants and animals need sun to rise.
To open with the morning light, be alive.
The sun brings you, me, everything to life
Sun makes everything come to life, thrive.
That is why I need sunlight in my life.
Wake me up with the morning light.
Bring light into my room, chase away the blue
Wakes me up every day! Ready, Feeling new.
Sun, I wouldn't know what to do without you.
Feeling revived, the day waiting for me to pursue.
I'm ready to do all that I can do to bring my best
Left up to me to discover the day's lesson and test.
Rev up my engine with fuel, confidence in my chest
Tackle all the obstacles waiting, soaring with unrest.
I was born at night, without sun it wouldn't be right.
The moonlight awakens my soul, sunlight's glory I roll.
It steals the show and tells me to break free to be me.
I need nothing else to believe all possibilities are there
Will you take over me when I look into your rays and stare?
Warn me not to do so, losing my eyes can't be repaired.
You need them, my child, to be magnificent in your make
Know that I will be here, open your eyes, and be awake☀️

Primarily Pleasing

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sat, 27 Feb 2021 00:27:00 -0500

Let us lay together in a bath

Warm and soapy as we relax

Candles burn with flickering light

No other place can feel this right.

Fragrantly Alluring Aromatic Air

Disruption Without Worry or Care

Excited That You Came Prepared

I Have Nothing I Want To Wear

Be Sweet and Kind to my Cherry
Possibly with Time We may Marry
I'll be Sure and Ready To Go On
Don't Fear You will Do Any Wrong

I Will Guide You Right Along
To Have A Pleasurable Experience

Right now everything makes sense
Don't Worry If the Mood Is Right
Ask If I Want You By Day or Night
Everything Will Be Alright, Trust Me
You Will Soon Know What I Mean
I Can't Wait To Spend Time With You
It's Obvious, I Know You Desire Me Too
Happy Knowing My 1st Time Is With You
My Love, You May Be Young while I'm Older
I Promise It Will Only Bring Us Closer
Honestly We're Still Very Much The Same
It Will Not Change How Compatible We Are
We Are Still Part Of The Same Generation
We Both Know About Janet's Rhythm Nation
No Need To Care About The Age Gap - 6.
No Differences Together, We Completely Mix
As Your Lover and Friend I'll Still Give Dap
A Fact, I Love You & You Love Me Right Back.
There's A Softness And Kindness To Your Touch
I Want Caressing and Love To My Body So Much
You've Been Through So Much and So Have I
Connected and Bonded We'll Float In The Sky
Together We Don't Have To Try
The Passion Between Us We See
And We Don't Have To Deny
We Can Give This A Try
I Want You By My Side
Make Love To Me
Meaning-Fully
Will-Fully
Soul-Fully
We Can't Go Wrong
Listening To A Song
Whatever We Like
It Will Be Alright
Trust Me
Loving Each Other
Tenderly
Sweet
Gingerly
No Stopping
Until Saying
I'm Absolutely
Ready
Focus Will Be
Steady
Entering
Centering
on My Comfort & Ease
Our Minds Will be Aligned
Gauging Every Second
Anything That Feels Right
We Will Try

For Each Other

We Want To Please

The Way You Use Your Tongue

Oh, I Do Like The Tease

Won't You Please

Continue Doing Just That

Get Carried Away

With Your Playful Way

This Game of Tease & Play

Did You Know

You Could Have Me

Feel This Way?

Afraid of What I'd Say

Don't Be, Continue On

Bring Me Into Full Bloom

Open To Your Advances

Reaching My Moment Soon

Assume You Know Where I'm Hot

Loosening No Longer In A Knot

We Are 1 Nearly Reaching The Top

You Check In, Do You Need To Stop?

No Don't Stop, We Are So Far In

Feeling It Now, The Rush Will Begin

My Love, Don't Let This Feeling End

I'm Loving It All, I'm Almost There

Until it Comes Like A Forceful Wave

Lose All My Senses, No Words Can Say

In A Space of Time Neither Night or Day

Desirable Bliss Pulsing Every Kind of Way

I'm Hearing You Behind Me Labored

Quick Sharp Breaths Sounding Tapered.

One Last Jolt and You're Releasing In

Holding Me And Feeling Ecstasy Within

Supple Skin Yours and Mine With Sweat

Dew In A Rain forest After Rain Makes Wet

Your Love Surrounds Tempting Me To Rest

And We Do So Together Foremost At Best.

Now Our Visions Reflect One Another

I Can't Imagine This Love With Any Other.

Days & Hours

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sat, 27 Feb 2021 00:26:00 -0500

The Days and Hours Pass By With Both Of Us In Our Worlds

There Are Times When We Both Intertwine At the Same Time

You Remind Me How I Am Your One And Only Girl.

In Your Own Way Finding Ways To Complete Me In Every Way

Every Day of The Week With Every Hour We Fill Up Together

No Matter How Bad The Weather We Manage Fixing Together

My True Blue Righteous Partner, My Love, and My Dear Friend

The Days and Hours Bring Us As One To Explore and Discover

Discover All That We Mean To Each Other In The Days of Hours

I Cannot Deny These Lovely Waves of Joy You Consistently Send.

Your Heart, The Love You Gave From The Start, Can't Comprehend.

When You’re Not There My Aches And Sorrows In Need To Mend.

Out of My Life and My World

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Thu, 18 Feb 2021 20:17:00 -0500

The Reason Why I Shut You

Out of My Life and My World

Yell At Me. I'm Screaming Back

Troubled Mind. Ready For Attack.

No Talking. Discourse Not Intact.

You're Insane. Mentally In Pain

Insane In The F*****g Membrane

Disturbing My Sense of Peace

Keeping Me Up on My Feet

Nothing Escapes But Anxiety

Escape Away Leaving Quietly

In Confusion. Living An Illusion

Angry Breath you Breathe

The Dragon's Flames At Sea

A Monster You Don Crazily

Escaping These Troubled Waters

You Never Deserved A Daughter

Abuse. Misuse. Tear Up. Hatefully Use.

Leave Me Alone, I'm Not Serving You!

Stop Acting Like It's My Job To Do.

No Running Out In The Rain and Cold

For Some USPS Mail You Are Expecting

To Retrieve Like A Dog or Servant

Expecting Me To Do As I'm Told.

Pushing Bins For Me To Empty The Trash

The Hateful Way You Speak To Me Is Brash

I Deserve To Give You A Good Tongue Lash

Living In A Fake World Surrounded By Cash

Throwing Me Off With Your Spastic Moments

Taking The Brunt When You Should Own It

How Dare You Tell Me To Shut Up! Pig.

Don't Like What You Hear, Belly Up!

You Hate When Attention Is Not All On You

Fuss and Pout. Loud. Interrupting My Mood

I Release Listening To Sounds Rather Crude

How Am I Going To Ever Escape From You?

You Are Unexpected Without Reason or Cause

Ask You What's The Deal And Wait With A Pause

Having Me Stand In Front of You Making Me Wait

For Reason and Explanation You Can't Even Make

You Are Out of Your Mind When You Are Awake

Only In Your Sleep Is True Peace Surrounding Me

The Reason Why I Shut You Out of My Life and My World

Is The Heartache, Cruelty, Disengagement, Distrust, Disregard

Dishonor, And Disrespect You Gave To Your Own Little Girl.

Love Was Finding You

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sun, 7 Feb 2021 10:00:00 -0500

God’s Wondrous Nudge
Came To Me Deliberately
Reminding Me Unexpectedly
To Look For You, My Love
Not Right Away Did I Budge
Continuing Daily As I Was
Until I Heard and Fully Listened
My Being Lovingly Awakened
Seeing There Is No Mistaken
I Am Truly Effortlessly In Love

Lonely, Broken, Lost
Before I Found You
Nothing To Expect
Then I Found You
Waiting Impatiently
For You To Free Me
From This Empty Place
Holds & Binds Me In Place
Let Me See Your Face
Myself In You
From Looking Right Thru
If You Only Knew
It is You
That Calls My Heart
Enamored & Thriving
In The Sky Fully Diving
Floating in Suspension
Existing in A Dimension
Nothing Else Exists
But You And Me

Reaching A Place To Decide
Where I Should Continue Next
Moments Ago Appearing Complex
Your Words Matched Mine
Our Thinking is 1 of a Kind

Then My World And Yours Collide
There Is A Feeling I Cannot Describe
I May Not Know If This Is Fleeting
But I’ll Know After Our 1st Meeting
Energized, Eager, Desiring, Wanting
Real Feelings That Are Also Daunting
If This Is Love For The 1st Time
Then What is The Meaning?

Should It Matter When It Is Certain
I Am Yours And You Are Mine
It’s Been So Long Don’t You Agree?
We Both Believe It’s About Time
Enjoy Each Other Like Fine Wine
Let’s Just Forget About The Time.
Not Ask Ourselves The Reason Why.

To My Past Life I Will Never Return
You Will Be My 1 And Only Concern
Give All Of My Being To What We Are
Living Our Dreams As Two In-Love Stars
Sunrises, Sunsets, with Moonlit Evenings
Taking Couples Rides In Your Fun Cars
Around You Always Feel My Heart Beating
Slow Then Fast. Quickening Then Stop.
Looking Into My Eyes My Tummy Will Drop
Hold My Hand With Tender Loving Care
Letting You Go Will Be Too Much To Bare
Let’s Stay Together For As Long As We Can
Don’t Let This Dream End To Make Life’s Plan

When We Make Love For The First Time
Imagining It And The Beauty It Comprises
Throughout The Night Until The Sun Rises
With You To Share Myself With Abundance
Show Me Yourself And Willingly I’ll Show Me
I Recognize You And All Of Your Substance
There’s More To You Than What Meets The Eye
Take A Chance With Me We’ll Never Say G’Bye
To What We Have And Together What We Will Be
I Want To Spend My Life Right By Your Side

Build Me A House We Have Always Dreamed
Breathing Life Into The Foundation As A Team
A Swing On The Front Porch Where We Can Sit
Watching Our Little Ones Take Steps Bit By Bit.
Love Enveloping You As My Children’s Father
Nothing They Bring To You Will Ever Be A Bother
Your Spirit is Silly, Free, Maddening, Yet Dignified
Immerse All Of Us With Every Song and Verse
The Gift And Talent You Have Cannot Be Denied
Years From Now We’ll Look Back With Much Pride
Our Life We Made Together In Each Other’s Eyes
Love Was Always About Finding You.

Make It Easy

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Fri, 5 Feb 2021 07:00:00 -0500

There's
Always -
Going To Be -
Sum-Thin’ With You -
Ruining This Created Aura
This Peace and State of Mind
Can’t Stand To Hear Your Voice
Sounds Like a Nightmare
Monster of Dark Dreams
Disrupting My Ecstasy
Dividing My Sensation
The Parting
Is The departure
For My Soulfulness
Relieve My Truthfulness
Maximum Illumination
Body And Mind Separation
Departing Mania With You
Making It So Easy
Tension From This Intensity.
Make It So Easy
Breaking Your Fusion.
These Muscles In Contusion.
Make It Easy To Hate You.
No Bond To Break
What You Tear and Take
Fucking Hate Your Sadistic Make
Thinking You Can Take Over Me.
The Bitch That Lies Waiting
Underneath All False Layers
Charmed By The Fool Sayers
Outside Free In The Wilderness
Screeching In My Mindlessness
The Fury And Fire Hot Whiteness
Of The Fire & Burned Ashes Leftover
Slinging Them From Afar To Burn
And Scorch On You Like Heavy Tar
Relishing In My Sadistic Painlessness
Where Complete Darkness Takes Over
I Become No Other Than Your Image
I Left Behind My Lonely Star.
Bright Light I Held For So Long.
Believing in its Strength
To Keep Me Strong.
All Along I May Have Been Wrong.
Thinking I Am This Savior
Singing A Free Me Song.
Bless-ed Love Take Me..
Free Me From WHERE I AM
Separate Me -
My Arms From MY Hands
My Head From My Neck
My Feet From My Legs
My Knees And Eyes To See
Lungs Give Me Air To Breathe
This Back Needs You To Brace
The Impact of My Withering Hate
That Brews and Melds In Melting Stew
Looming and Waiting She Always Knew
Wherever I Go No Escape From You
Remove MY-Self If Not By This Flesh
This Soul Flies And Leaves Behind This Mess
Love Carry Me To Somewhere Emotions Rest
Let Me Be With You And Feel You On Me
Allowing Joy And Tranquility To Be Easy
Make It So Very Easy
Sweet Nectar On My Tongue
Make It So Easy
To Be And Live Your Shameless Ecstasy
Feeling The Sensations Again and Again
Remove The Past Where The Pain Lived
Forgetfulness of All The Hate She Gives.

Where Truth and Love Live Not Forbidden
Never Living It A Lifetime Ever Again.

Dance For Me

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sat, 23 Jan 2021 12:00:00 -0500

Dance For Myself, No One But Me
I Dance For The Music, It Gives Me Life
Dancing For No One But Me

When A Jam Comes On I Lose Control
Dancers Out There You Gotta Know!
To The Rhythm I Dance
To The Beat I Flow
When A Hit Drops, Let's Go!

I Dance For Myself, No One But Me
The Feeling Takes Over Me
When A Jam Comes On, I Lose Control
Dancers Out There You Gotta Know!

Moving my Feet
To The Rhythm And Beat
Bump, Bump, Bump
Swaying My Hips
Jump, Jump, Jump
Snap My Fingers
Popping My Lips

Yeah! That's My Hit
When I Move This Body
I May Think of Somebody
To Join Me To The Rhythm

When A Jam Comes On I Lose Control
All My Dancers Out There Already Know
I Dance For Me, No One But Me
Look In The Mirror - What Do I See?
A Body Dancing For Me

Dance For Myself, No One But Me
I Dance For The Music, It Gives Me Life
Dancing For No One But Me

Not On The Surface

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Sat, 23 Jan 2021 12:00:00 -0500

Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience

You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me

Today is New
Tomorrow is Through
Seeing What I Mean To Me Now
You Say We Are Friends
Around Your Friends
It Appears We Are Only Pretend
This I Comprehend
We Were Never Friends

Appeared When I Least Expected
Had Me Believe You Were True Blue
For Awhile I Thought I Knew You
Looks Like You Chose A Side
Sadly, I knew When We First Met
How Did I Let You Get Close To Me
No matter Ex-Friend
Go, Ahead!

There Are other Focuses Instead
I'm Looking To My Future With Pride
Goodbye!

It was a Good Run
We are on Different Paths
We're Done
No Hard Feelings
It Was Good While It Lasted
Sometimes Smiling & Laughing
A Small Part Will Miss It
After What We Went Through
I'll Never Go Back
Let's Not Pretend
You Were Not Part of That

Foolish of Me To Believe
You Would Ever
Go To Bat For Me
In Front of Their Faces
To Defend Me
For My Good Character

The Minute I Am Free
To Express All That I See
You Turn Your Back on Me
Get Into Your Feelings
Like It's An Attack On You

Silent And Cold
You Act Different
Seeing A New Side of You
That I Never Knew
Protecting These Heifers
Right Then You Turned
Your Back On Me
Then I Knew
We Were Through

For Me To Be Truly Me
Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience

You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me

It's Okay.
I'm Out of The Picture
Don't Expect Me
To Ever Miss It.
Worked Together & That's It
Spent Time Running Around
Biting My Tongue
Customer Purchases Were Rung
All These B**ches Tried To
Shun Me For Speaking Up
Discriminating Against Me
Secretly Wanting Me To Fail

The
Only
Black
Female

Tried My Best To Steer Clear
Always Trying To Pry
Into My Personal Affairs
I Had To Stand Up
Declaring My Business
Is Not For Discussion
Why You Hags Believe
I Come From Nothing?
Speak Well & Dress Well
I Am About Something

A
Young
Black
Female

Taking each others' side
I'm Speaking Out Against One
All of you ganging up on me
My complaints defeated
Thinking you won

Stimulating Intelligence
Intellectual Verbose
Hateful Heifers Take Notes
Heinous Group
Trifling White Female Pricks
Laughing At Them Now
All of Them Silly Tricks
Doing Their Best To Break Me Down
To Emotionally Hurt Me

Clearly I See Now
What I Mean To Me
Not The Same
Things Are Different Now.
Life is Moving On.

I'm Waking Up To A New Reality
With The Morning Dawn
Saying Farewell To You Now
You Can't Play Me Like A Pawn
It's The Right Thing To Do

Don't Give A D8mn
About Them Heifers Neither
Those B**ches You Hold Dear
Let Me Make One Thing Very Clear
You Are A Season of My Life
Cutting You Away like a Knife
Leaving All Behind
With All My Might

No More Being
What Others Want Me To Be
I'm Living & Doing
What Is Right For Me.

For Me To Be Truly Me
Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience
You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me

His & Hers Body Sings

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Fri, 22 Jan 2021 11:00:00 -0500

Her Body sings to me
In ways I Can't Explain
Words I Can't Describe
She Talks To Me
Every Time we Make Love
Words spoken softly
Calling me Her Baby

His Body Moves To Me
In Ways I Can't Explain
Telling Me His Story
like a Lullaby
I Make Him
Go Crazy

Every time I make her
Wild with Desire
The Words She Speaks
Only Brings Me
Further Down To My Knees
Her Body Sings To Me.

Every Single Note
I'd Give Her My Last Dime
Even If I Would Go Broke
Her Body Drives Me Crazy
We Made A Pact Together
She is My Lady

His Body Rhymes with Mine
We Forget About The Time
Focusing on Each Other
There is no other Place
I would Rather Be

Just Stay Close To Me
Lead Me to Ecstasy
His Body Sings To Me
I Call Him My Baby

Taz-MANIA

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Mon, 18 Jan 2021 11:00:00 -0500

You're this Psycho Tasmanian Devil!

Spinning out of control (All the time)

From one end to the edge

I just want to break your neck

My zen is constantly disrupted by your f88king crazy!

Your sick in the head and you're just plain lazy!

You're Disruptive and Annoying

Extremely unhinged and Boring

Tending to you like a spoiled brat

Just like in the summertime like a damn nat

Your voice carries like the howling winds

Endless ranting you crazed bat and it never ends

This is what I truly think of you

Losing your mind all the time like a fool

You can't handle any adversity

I want to just curse at you so you can see

How little you mean to me

When you're blind to the fact it is only you

You go nuts when you can't have things your way

Running around like a maniac and ruining my day

The moment your routine has turned a new route

You're moody, irritable, disturbed, loud, and some

where I'm wondering what the f88k it's all about

Because you ruin my f88king zen

And I'm losing my way because of it.

From one edge to the next my mind is perplexed

How a human-being cannot control themselves

No one in this world would spend time bothering

With all the damn hollering and raving you do

Shut Tha F--- Up!

Sit The Hell Down!

SP WAP

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Mon, 18 Jan 2021 11:00:00 -0500

Ya'll Sistas got that WAP WAP WAP

I'm Talking bout Babes In Toyland

I Got That Bomb Ass Cat.

These Fake Ass Tricks can get

BACK BACK BACK

A-Scat Turn the heat up

Mad Chillin with Cardi B & Set

I'm gon bring this hit right back

With The Tigers And Leopards

Making All You Hoes Jealous

Drop that Beat on that Ass

Running marathons in laps

Rushing this high very fast

Gotta make this P-game last

Eyeing me since we met

Have me ride you til I'm wet

How much you wanna bet?

Throw the mil on the jet

Put the check on the table

I Am willing and able

Slide my tongue down the line

All the way to your navel

I can Break you in half

While we rumble in the sack

Now I am the mack

You know where it is at

Given my P-game dap

What's happenin'

WAP WAP WAP gotcha sore

Hot lava melt ya to the core

I will have you wanting more

Now we both even the score

Match Game

This Curvy, Sassy, Boujee

Hold me tight or you will lose me

You'll Never Be The Same

Better Act Like You Like It

When you poppin this coochie

It only gets better

No one does it better

Gotta make this Kitty wetter

Walk ya on a leash like an Irish Setter

....Dropping this beat like 808

Tell me How Much Can You Take

Come And Rock It On Your Face

Come this rocket on your face

Savor Like A Piece of steak

Oh, you tired and need a break?

No N***a not until I say.

Got this bomb ass cat

Tell them all to get Back

Cuz me and Megs gonna

drop it like eh, wah

Don't knock it till you try it

Test it out before you buy it

Guys want us to say it

You know your p---y is hot

You don't have to be a thot

Just love whatcha got

Scream when I hit the spot

A Woman Does

SerenadasPen@gmail.com (Ashley) — Mon, 18 Jan 2021 11:00:00 -0500

So. You had my man for a night

He slipped up for a try at easy tail

A predator driven by a prey's smell

You laugh in my face like I'm a fool

You don't even get it hun

When he f**ked you I'm on his mind

Flashing across his mind in an even line

With Me We Make Love

The Longer We Spend Together..

The Closer We Are..

I Stay on His Mind

You're Just A Moment In Time

He remembers My Touch

The Way It Sends Him High

My Skin. The Softness & Sweetest Taste

Loves & Lingers With Nothing To Waste

When he smells your perfume

The Fragrance of Me Overwhelms Him.

My Lips Against his Lips Don't Compare To Yours

The Sweet Things We Say To Each Other In Love

He'll Never Say To You hun.

After Tonight, You are shunned.

No Matter How Much You Smile In My Face

I Am His Woman. No One Can Take My Place.

After finishing with you and walking away

He Comes Back To Me Where It's Safe & Sound

He Remembers Me And How I Put It Down

That's What A Woman Does.

Pen'D Poetry ♥️🖊

We Are Here.

What's on my mind.The heat of your skin Next to mine.Laying my head Against your chest.The rise and fall.The air of your breath Moving through you...As you breathe feeling it move Your heartbeat against my cheekYour lips against my neck. My knees are weak.My heart flutters. Relish and sigh.

Love Addiction.

This Beautiful Sunny SundayCan I Not Feel The Sun Warm On My Body. My Face...And FeelYour Loving Kiss..?!!? Close My Eyes Drunk.

Stop Torturing Me...

Golden Sunlight Mixed with Sun rays And your lips. Yes. Sweet Joyfulness.

These Stupid Hearts...These Love-sick..Romantic Displays of Waste.

They Are My Heart.Not Given Lightly. It Is My HEART!

I'm OPENING To Be Hurt, Why?AGAIN...AGAIN...AGAIN...

I Know You're The ONE, But why You Too?Don't Let me Believe I'm Being A Fool!

Am I or Is This A Godly Test??If I Want You Then I Must Experience This Emotional Fucking Mess!SAY MY NAME....TALK TO ME...SHOW ME YOU ARE REAL!

ARE YOU?ARE YOU THERE? DO YOU SEE ME? ARE YOU HIDING?

WHAT ARE YOU FIGHTING? FUCK THE ANXIETY.

Stop Being Scared It's Coming From Me.

Mix of Too Many

Streams of Moonlight

"Streams of Moonlight"

Longing Still

Look At My Eyes

Look At My Eyes

Staring right back at meA Pair of brown eyes from meIs it me or am I seeing things A memory of you returning back to meMissing you everyday when you’re not hereWhen I look at myself I know you’re near Then I don’t feel alone anymore You’re with me once more.

When I look at me eyes There are yours shining back at meWhen I’m looking into the mirrorMy heart flutters and I feel freeConnecting my heart with your heartA reflection is closer than miles a part

When I look at my smile Laughter from you I remember too.The hazel green joy in your eyes. I simply can’t get enough of you.

Can you see what I see?Two souls waiting to be set freeFar away from other lands To be together let’s make a planFind me some way and somehowGuide me into your direction Passing through our reflection.Escaping the places that we reside Into another world without any time.

Can we stay here for a while?Let’s stay and take our time.I am yours and you are mine.We are two souls finally meeting.It feels like we are dreamingCan you imagine leaving? Reality can be complicated Simplicity is not overrated.Right here and Right now…What else matters?

When I look at me eyes There are yours shining back at meWhen I’m looking into the mirrorMy heart flutters and I feel freeConnecting my heart with your heartA reflection is closer than miles a part

When I look at my smile Laughter from you I remember too.The hazel green joy in your eyes. I simply can’t get enough of you.

emotion-less

I may appear a bit emotionlessIt's how I am to face the worldFrom baggage that became my messAppearing from the day that I was bornMy mind always taking flight like a kiteSoaring through the boundless skies If I woke up and asked myself, why?Would my existence matter if I die?

The reality still came at me strong For any little thing I did was wrong Pouring of emotions so very rawNot abiding by The House's Law The control held me to the last strawFrom everything I did and clearly saw

If I was never this way...Would I still be here today?No, my soul would've gone awayThere's no reason for me to stay.

The Light. It Has Always Been The Light.His Light Planted In Me To Shine Bright.For No Reason My Joy Spills over in Delight.Where Does It Come From? It Saved My Life!

It's no longer needed in my life todayI have many reasons to live and stayPraying has kept my demons at bay Seeking me out to destroy me everyday

I may appear a bit emotionless.But there's content in me nonetheless.You must be close to me to understand this.I would be dead instead with nothing to miss.

Can It Be, Will It Be

Soon I Will Not Wonder, Can It Be Me?!?

Not Telling Me

Not Telling Me

Fearful and Young I Cast it OffChose Not To Think About It Allowing Time To Wear It Off Despite How It Pushed Me AwayNeeding Your Love I Had To Stay

Hurt with Despair I Always PrayedOne Day You Will See The DayNot Telling Me Everything Hurt Me In Every Single Way

You're Not Telling Me EverythingI Will Never Know How MuchDays and Weeks. Months and YearsDays That PassMoments In A FlashWeeks That FlyMonths That Go By.Farewell and Goodbye.

With The Years There's No SurpriseThere's Nothing I Can See or TouchCan I Say I Ever Missed It That Much?What Is Done Is Already DoneBefore Sunset and The Rising Sun

You Are Saying SomethingKeeping your lips tight. Your Lips Are Tight.Your Mouth Is Sealed Keeping Secrets. Deliberately.Everything Hidden. Intentionally.Having Me Wonder What's The Deal.

Glassy Eyes with No LifeEmptiness Fills Up The AirI Must Break This SilenceStanding In Front of YouI Can't Get Close You're The Only One I'm Needing the Most

Angry and Frustrated From Your Resistance Questions Unanswered After Persistence. Determination & Desperation To Find A Solution Giving Up. There Will Never Be Any Resolution.

Waiting Cost Me Too Much TimePatience Serves No Purpose When It Delivers Only Pain Hoping Time Would Prove BetterI'm Still Crying, I Don't Feel BetterRight Here This Is My Final Letter There's No Going Back To Yesterday.

No More

Love ❤️ Turns To Hate 💔

Animal Kingdom - Mature Audience

Pursued By Love

Pursued By Love

Sun, Bring Me To Life☀️

Primarily Pleasing

Days & Hours

Out of My Life and My World

Love Was Finding You

God’s Wondrous Nudge Came To Me DeliberatelyReminding Me UnexpectedlyTo Look For You, My LoveNot Right Away Did I BudgeContinuing Daily As I Was Until I Heard and Fully Listened My Being Lovingly AwakenedSeeing There Is No MistakenI Am Truly Effortlessly In Love

Reaching A Place To DecideWhere I Should Continue Next Moments Ago Appearing ComplexYour Words Matched Mine Our Thinking is 1 of a Kind

Then My World And Yours Collide

There Is A Feeling I Cannot Describe

I May Not Know If This Is Fleeting But I’ll Know After Our 1st MeetingEnergized, Eager, Desiring, Wanting Real Feelings That Are Also DauntingIf This Is Love For The 1st Time Then What is The Meaning?

Should It Matter When It Is CertainI Am Yours And You Are MineIt’s Been So Long Don’t You Agree?We Both Believe It’s About TimeEnjoy Each Other Like Fine Wine Let’s Just Forget About The Time.Not Ask Ourselves The Reason Why.

Build Me A House We Have Always DreamedBreathing Life Into The Foundation As A Team A Swing On The Front Porch Where We Can SitWatching Our Little Ones Take Steps Bit By Bit.

Make It Easy

Dance For Me

Dance For Myself, No One But MeI Dance For The Music, It Gives Me LifeDancing For No One But Me

When A Jam Comes On I Lose ControlDancers Out There You Gotta Know!To The Rhythm I DanceTo The Beat I Flow When A Hit Drops, Let's Go!

I Dance For Myself, No One But MeThe Feeling Takes Over MeWhen A Jam Comes On, I Lose ControlDancers Out There You Gotta Know!

Moving my Feet To The Rhythm And BeatBump, Bump, BumpSwaying My HipsJump, Jump, JumpSnap My FingersPopping My Lips

Yeah! That's My HitWhen I Move This BodyI May Think of SomebodyTo Join Me To The Rhythm

When A Jam Comes On I Lose ControlAll My Dancers Out There Already KnowI Dance For Me, No One But MeLook In The Mirror - What Do I See?A Body Dancing For Me

Dance For Myself, No One But MeI Dance For The Music, It Gives Me LifeDancing For No One But Me

Not On The Surface

Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At AllIf You Know Me Then Show MeNot Pretending AnymoreI Will Not Smile In Your FaceJust To Appease Your Conscience

You See MeI See YouThat's All It Should BeI'm Not Living On The Surface With You AnymoreTo Keep You Liking Me

Today is NewTomorrow is Through Seeing What I Mean To Me NowYou Say We Are FriendsAround Your Friends It Appears We Are Only PretendThis I Comprehend We Were Never Friends

Appeared When I Least Expected Had Me Believe You Were True BlueFor Awhile I Thought I Knew YouLooks Like You Chose A SideSadly, I knew When We First MetHow Did I Let You Get Close To MeNo matter Ex-FriendGo, Ahead!

There Are other Focuses Instead I'm Looking To My Future With PrideGoodbye!

It was a Good RunWe are on Different PathsWe're DoneNo Hard Feelings It Was Good While It Lasted Sometimes Smiling & LaughingA Small Part Will Miss ItAfter What We Went ThroughI'll Never Go BackLet's Not PretendYou Were Not Part of That

What's on my mind.
The heat of your skin
Next to mine.
Laying my head
Against your chest.
The rise and fall.
The air of your breath
Moving through you...
As you breathe feeling it move
Your heartbeat against my cheek
Your lips against my neck.
My knees are weak.
My heart flutters.
Relish and sigh.

This Beautiful Sunny Sunday
Can I Not Feel The Sun Warm On My Body. My Face...And Feel
Your Loving Kiss..?!!? Close My Eyes Drunk.

These Stupid Hearts...
These Love-sick..Romantic Displays of Waste.

They Are My Heart.
Not Given Lightly. It Is My HEART!

I'm OPENING To Be Hurt, Why?
AGAIN...AGAIN...AGAIN...

I Know You're The ONE, But why You Too?
Don't Let me Believe I'm Being A Fool!

Am I or Is This A Godly Test??
If I Want You Then I Must Experience This Emotional Fucking Mess!
SAY MY NAME....TALK TO ME...SHOW ME YOU ARE REAL!

ARE YOU?
ARE YOU THERE? DO YOU SEE ME? ARE YOU HIDING?

Staring right back at me
A Pair of brown eyes from me
Is it me or am I seeing things
A memory of you returning back to me
Missing you everyday when you’re not here
When I look at myself I know you’re near
Then I don’t feel alone anymore
You’re with me once more.

When I look at me eyes
There are yours shining back at me
When I’m looking into the mirror
My heart flutters and I feel free
Connecting my heart with your heart
A reflection is closer than miles a part

When I look at my smile
Laughter from you I remember too.
The hazel green joy in your eyes.
I simply can’t get enough of you.

Can you see what I see?
Two souls waiting to be set free
Far away from other lands
To be together let’s make a plan
Find me some way and somehow
Guide me into your direction
Passing through our reflection.
Escaping the places that we reside
Into another world without any time.

Can we stay here for a while?
Let’s stay and take our time.
I am yours and you are mine.
We are two souls finally meeting.
It feels like we are dreaming
Can you imagine leaving?
Reality can be complicated
Simplicity is not overrated.
Right here and Right now…
What else matters?

When I look at me eyes
There are yours shining back at me
When I’m looking into the mirror
My heart flutters and I feel free
Connecting my heart with your heart
A reflection is closer than miles a part

When I look at my smile
Laughter from you I remember too.
The hazel green joy in your eyes.
I simply can’t get enough of you.

I may appear a bit emotionless
It's how I am to face the world
From baggage that became my mess
Appearing from the day that I was born
My mind always taking flight like a kite
Soaring through the boundless skies
If I woke up and asked myself, why?
Would my existence matter if I die?

The reality still came at me strong
For any little thing I did was wrong
Pouring of emotions so very raw
Not abiding by The House's Law
The control held me to the last straw
From everything I did and clearly saw

If I was never this way...
Would I still be here today?
No, my soul would've gone away
There's no reason for me to stay.

The Light. It Has Always Been The Light.
His Light Planted In Me To Shine Bright.
For No Reason My Joy Spills over in Delight.
Where Does It Come From? It Saved My Life!

It's no longer needed in my life today
I have many reasons to live and stay
Praying has kept my demons at bay
Seeking me out to destroy me everyday

I may appear a bit emotionless.
But there's content in me nonetheless.
You must be close to me to understand this.
I would be dead instead with nothing to miss.

Fearful and Young I Cast it Off
Chose Not To Think About It
Allowing Time To Wear It Off
Despite How It Pushed Me Away
Needing Your Love I Had To Stay

Hurt with Despair I Always Prayed
One Day You Will See The Day
Not Telling Me Everything
Hurt Me In Every Single Way

You're Not Telling Me Everything
I Will Never Know How Much
Days and Weeks. Months and Years
Days That Pass
Moments In A Flash
Weeks That Fly
Months That Go By.
Farewell and Goodbye.

With The Years There's No Surprise
There's Nothing I Can See or Touch
Can I Say I Ever Missed It That Much?
What Is Done Is Already Done
Before Sunset and The Rising Sun

You Are Saying Something
Keeping your lips tight. Your Lips Are Tight.
Your Mouth Is Sealed
Keeping Secrets. Deliberately.
Everything Hidden. Intentionally.
Having Me Wonder What's The Deal.

Glassy Eyes with No Life
Emptiness Fills Up The Air
I Must Break This Silence
Standing In Front of You
I Can't Get Close
You're The Only One
I'm Needing the Most

Angry and Frustrated From Your Resistance
Questions Unanswered After Persistence.
Determination & Desperation To Find A Solution
Giving Up. There Will Never Be Any Resolution.

Waiting Cost Me Too Much Time
Patience Serves No Purpose
When It Delivers Only Pain
Hoping Time Would Prove Better
I'm Still Crying, I Don't Feel Better
Right Here This Is My Final Letter
There's No Going Back To Yesterday.

God’s Wondrous Nudge
Came To Me Deliberately
Reminding Me Unexpectedly
To Look For You, My Love
Not Right Away Did I Budge
Continuing Daily As I Was
Until I Heard and Fully Listened
My Being Lovingly Awakened
Seeing There Is No Mistaken
I Am Truly Effortlessly In Love

Reaching A Place To Decide
Where I Should Continue Next
Moments Ago Appearing Complex
Your Words Matched Mine
Our Thinking is 1 of a Kind

I May Not Know If This Is Fleeting
But I’ll Know After Our 1st Meeting
Energized, Eager, Desiring, Wanting
Real Feelings That Are Also Daunting
If This Is Love For The 1st Time
Then What is The Meaning?

Should It Matter When It Is Certain
I Am Yours And You Are Mine
It’s Been So Long Don’t You Agree?
We Both Believe It’s About Time
Enjoy Each Other Like Fine Wine
Let’s Just Forget About The Time.
Not Ask Ourselves The Reason Why.

Build Me A House We Have Always Dreamed
Breathing Life Into The Foundation As A Team
A Swing On The Front Porch Where We Can Sit
Watching Our Little Ones Take Steps Bit By Bit.

Dance For Myself, No One But Me
I Dance For The Music, It Gives Me Life
Dancing For No One But Me

When A Jam Comes On I Lose Control
Dancers Out There You Gotta Know!
To The Rhythm I Dance
To The Beat I Flow
When A Hit Drops, Let's Go!

I Dance For Myself, No One But Me
The Feeling Takes Over Me
When A Jam Comes On, I Lose Control
Dancers Out There You Gotta Know!

Moving my Feet
To The Rhythm And Beat
Bump, Bump, Bump
Swaying My Hips
Jump, Jump, Jump
Snap My Fingers
Popping My Lips

Yeah! That's My Hit
When I Move This Body
I May Think of Somebody
To Join Me To The Rhythm

When A Jam Comes On I Lose Control
All My Dancers Out There Already Know
I Dance For Me, No One But Me
Look In The Mirror - What Do I See?
A Body Dancing For Me

Dance For Myself, No One But Me
I Dance For The Music, It Gives Me Life
Dancing For No One But Me

Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience

You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me

Today is New
Tomorrow is Through
Seeing What I Mean To Me Now
You Say We Are Friends
Around Your Friends
It Appears We Are Only Pretend
This I Comprehend
We Were Never Friends

Appeared When I Least Expected
Had Me Believe You Were True Blue
For Awhile I Thought I Knew You
Looks Like You Chose A Side
Sadly, I knew When We First Met
How Did I Let You Get Close To Me
No matter Ex-Friend
Go, Ahead!

There Are other Focuses Instead
I'm Looking To My Future With Pride
Goodbye!

It was a Good Run
We are on Different Paths
We're Done
No Hard Feelings
It Was Good While It Lasted
Sometimes Smiling & Laughing
A Small Part Will Miss It
After What We Went Through
I'll Never Go Back
Let's Not Pretend
You Were Not Part of That

Foolish of Me To Believe
You Would Ever
Go To Bat For Me
In Front of Their Faces
To Defend Me
For My Good Character

The Minute I Am Free
To Express All That I See
You Turn Your Back on Me
Get Into Your Feelings
Like It's An Attack On You

Silent And Cold
You Act Different
Seeing A New Side of You
That I Never Knew
Protecting These Heifers
Right Then You Turned
Your Back On Me
Then I Knew
We Were Through

For Me To Be Truly Me
Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience

You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me

It's Okay.
I'm Out of The Picture
Don't Expect Me
To Ever Miss It.
Worked Together & That's It
Spent Time Running Around
Biting My Tongue
Customer Purchases Were Rung
All These B**ches Tried To
Shun Me For Speaking Up
Discriminating Against Me
Secretly Wanting Me To Fail

The
Only
Black
Female

Tried My Best To Steer Clear
Always Trying To Pry
Into My Personal Affairs
I Had To Stand Up
Declaring My Business
Is Not For Discussion
Why You Hags Believe
I Come From Nothing?
Speak Well & Dress Well
I Am About Something

A
Young
Black
Female

Taking each others' side
I'm Speaking Out Against One
All of you ganging up on me
My complaints defeated
Thinking you won

Stimulating Intelligence
Intellectual Verbose
Hateful Heifers Take Notes
Heinous Group
Trifling White Female Pricks
Laughing At Them Now
All of Them Silly Tricks
Doing Their Best To Break Me Down
To Emotionally Hurt Me

Clearly I See Now
What I Mean To Me
Not The Same
Things Are Different Now.
Life is Moving On.

I'm Waking Up To A New Reality
With The Morning Dawn
Saying Farewell To You Now
You Can't Play Me Like A Pawn
It's The Right Thing To Do

Don't Give A D8mn
About Them Heifers Neither
Those B**ches You Hold Dear
Let Me Make One Thing Very Clear
You Are A Season of My Life
Cutting You Away like a Knife
Leaving All Behind
With All My Might

No More Being
What Others Want Me To Be
I'm Living & Doing
What Is Right For Me.

For Me To Be Truly Me
Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience
You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me

Her Body sings to me
In ways I Can't Explain
Words I Can't Describe
She Talks To Me
Every Time we Make Love
Words spoken softly
Calling me Her Baby

His Body Moves To Me
In Ways I Can't Explain
Telling Me His Story
like a Lullaby
I Make Him
Go Crazy

Every time I make her
Wild with Desire
The Words She Speaks
Only Brings Me
Further Down To My Knees
Her Body Sings To Me.

Every Single Note
I'd Give Her My Last Dime
Even If I Would Go Broke
Her Body Drives Me Crazy
We Made A Pact Together
She is My Lady

His Body Rhymes with Mine
We Forget About The Time
Focusing on Each Other
There is no other Place
I would Rather Be

Just Stay Close To Me
Lead Me to Ecstasy
His Body Sings To Me
I Call Him My Baby