I hate hope. I really do. Every time I feel it, I try to squelch it. And there's a good reason for this. Hope leads to disappointment, and disappointment leads to depression and suffering. You may think I'm being negative here, but I'm not. I'm being realistic and speaking from experience. If you have treatment-resistant bipolar disorder (or anything else), you know what I mean. I feel like hope is a mirage that ends up clobbering me about the ear, nose, and throat. I hate hope, and hope is dangerous. But there it is, again and again. So, I've tried to find ways to manage my hope such that its benefits can persist without its negatives killing me.

World Bipolar Day raises awareness, but has it improved life for people with bipolar disorder? This piece explores the limits of awareness campaigns and why real change may require action, not just attention.

People with bipolar disorder are not here to be turned into feel-good stories for other people. This article explores what inspiration porn is, how it shows up around bipolar disorder, and why reducing suffering to something “inspiring” is harmful.

Overwhelm can be one of the most disabling parts of bipolar — not because you’re “bad at coping,” but because your brain hits overload fast. In this piece, I break down why bipolar overwhelm happens (mood states, symptoms, and even medication side effects), what it looks like in real life, and the tiny-step toolbox I use to get unstuck. If you’ve ever frozen — can’t decide, can’t start, can’t even begin — this is for you.

If you sit down to work and somehow end up 40 minutes deep in scrolling, you’re not broken—you’re human in a world engineered for interruption. This post breaks down the science of distraction (notifications, task-switching, and even your phone’s mere presence) and shows how a simple “friction” approach can help you get your focus back. You’ll learn how the Brick device (get 10% off!) works, why willpower isn’t the point, and a step-by-step plan you can copy today—even if you don’t buy anything.